#gender envy all around

[the-river-rix]

A list of hatchetfield characters that are transmasc in every timeline to me

Ethan Green

Richie Lipschitz

Wilbur Cross

Cineplex kid

Daniel/Stopwatch

Kale

And in many but not all timelines:

Paul Mathews

Tom Houston

General Macnamara

Pete Spankoffski

All of the sniggles in blinky’s song

#starkid #black friday #npmd #tgwdlm #nmt #nmt2 #hatchetverse #the hatchetfield series #hatchetfield #transmasc hcs #Joey richter has raw transmasc energy for some reason #or maybe I just get gender envy from him #hatchetfield is the queerest small town of all time #so many bisexuals #also most of these are mostly based around vibes

[wraithsoutlaws]

you know i had a fun little vp idea i wanted to do for the cyberpunk anniversary but i haven't had the energy to even touch it recently so i'll just settle with saying that this game impacted me in ways i never thought it would when i first picked it up 3 years ago. i knew i would enjoy it, i had been looking forward to it for a long time, and despite a ~controversial~ launch, i had a fucking blast from day 1 (on ps4 no less). regardless of bugs and memes and public dunking, the story grabbed me like nothing else could at the time, and it reignited so much of my passion and motivation for art that i had lost in the clutches of mental illness and i'll always be grateful for that. it introduced me to so many wonderful people (some whom i carry very close to my heart), and maybe most personally surprising, it gave me an outlet to understand parts of myself that i had been too afraid to acknowledge for a long time, the courage to accept and embrace myself as non-binary, and allow myself to just BE without trying to convince myself i'm crazy. that's not what i expected from the get-go but it's been a really fun journey to be on ngl

#yeah this fandom been a little rocky in places but i would be lying if i said this community here wasn't special to me #so much love and passion and creativity to be around and be inspired by #so many people who have been impacted by this silly little heartwrenching game #devs who have poured their heart into it to deliver something genuinely incredible #its one of those strange things that really did fully change the trajectory of this little leg of my life #to think that until 3 years ago i hadn't even touched art in a decade #now there are lovely people who want to spend money on my work #3 years ago i bought my first (and only) refurbished ps4 to play this game and now im sitting on a fancy gaming laptop #ive said it before but vp has been such an important creative outlet too #its allowed me to live my dreams of being a film director. a cinematographer. a writer. #the whole game has let me be so damn self-indulgent sometimes i feel like a kid again just unashamedly playing barbie #finding the JOY of just. creating. #i learned so much about myself through an OC because of this game #it went from 'huh what is this feeling? gender envy?' to being like full blown 'oh yea. i get it now.' so much of my life makes sense kfslf #and i met people who mean the world to me on top of it all #woof anyways #i know i say it a lot but genuinely thank u to yall who have encouraged me and supported me and who enjoy the things that i make #youve made such a difference in my life without knowing it!

[bugsoda]

nothing brings out your inner goblin like gender envy that’s for sure and certain.

#gender envy #gender go brrrrr #goblincore #goblin #lgbtq #queer #nonbinary #enby #gender #b i t e #chomp chomp #that one reaction pic with the stick figure on all 4s flinging it’s head around #growl #gilbert fucking blythe i will steal you fucking skin i swear to god #bugsoda

[distraughtlesbian]

the white streak in alex ward’s hair exists to attack and harm me.

#literally i am sending that man psychic death rays its like he was put on earth to give me a comphet crush on top of gender envy #like why are you as a man running around being tall and goth with streaked hair and a big nose and respect in your heart for women #this is all slash j and slash pos i love him and i admire his work and isaac’s my favourite in nybn second to fuego #he’s just SO. GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #punching the air rn #maeve speaks #alex ward #alexander ward #new york by night #ny by night #nybn #los angeles by night #la by night #labn #jasper heartwood #isaac brooke

[pirateswhore]

listen, I'm not saying I'm gay. all I'm saying is that Regina is season 7 could (and should) step on me.

#its the outfits for me #and the hair #they gave her the bisexual haircut FUCK #she gave me such gender envy #didn’t jmo also cut her hair short around this time #anyways i may have got the SAME haircut myself for no reason at all #no reason nope none #regina mills #once upon a time season 7

[nicktoonsunite]

reasons why i missed tumblr numero uno: reading the funny lil tags anyone can add to reblogs

a few of my favs on the nicktoons unite post

ive been cackling at these non stop for 3 days straight tysm for these

#nicktext #I ALSO READ ALL OF THE ONES THAT ARE SURPRISED THAT IM BACK #i want you guys to know that i read every single tag and i really appreciate all of the kind comments :'''))) #ily all and ty for sticking around haha #also @ the person saying my danny is gender GOD TY THAT WAS MY GOAL #gender envy my favs moment #vulphowls #gem-tavvy #madlyfluffy #granny-anthem #maybeiwasserious

[eelslippers]

Ngl I started using he/him alongside they/them entirely because one of my ocs goes by they/him and if they can serve nonbinary boycunt then so can I

#eelslippers #ocs #lgbtq #nonbinary #trans #trans masc #all angels in my campaign are technically genderless. human gender norms doesnt really apply technically #but i have several angels who are various degrees of masculine feminine and angrogynous #and the oc this post is referencing is the angel of death azrael and he looks more masculine but has long hair and is gender envy for me #but compared to other angels despite that fact they are completely nonbinary to me. like even angels have their appearance preferences #i use they/him interchangeably with them because they always change form because death wears many faces. they even have a feminine form #in their original design they were much more feminine while still going by he/him. i relate a lot to him so they were my inspiration. #which compared to my other angel characters even though the culture around gender is different he feels more nonbinary coded. #i need to draw more so i can post about my angels more because i talk about them alot

[lamphous]

do you guys remember when every actor had a little website. like not for themselves with a filmography and whatnot. I mean like hellogiggles and hitrecord. remember dianna agron's little lifestyle blog? we need to get back to this, no more social media, only silly little websites by c list celebrities

#sorry i watched zooey deschanel joseph gordon levitt what are you doing new years eve and had feelings #sidebar but the GRIP that video had on me in middle school #all time videos to convince yourself that the attraction youre feeling is for the guy and the gender envy youre feeling is for the girl and #not at all the other way around no sir #txt

[verityasdragon]

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#I started watching friends because I needed something light I wouldn't start bingeing and bc I've never actually watched the show before #and I'm only 10 episodes in and I'm in trouble #All this years the impression I got from tumblr (and in general)is that it's straight-people-tv the show #but now I'm like 'canon gay and lesbian characters???? In my 90's tv show???? It's more likely than you think' #It's refreshing seeing queer characters being explicitly stated to be queer?? Not just hinted at/danced around/ avoiding stating labels? #not saying the show doesn't have problems or smth but I didn't expect to be so pleasently surprised #Also I'm getting so much gender envy for chandler I'm going to cut my hair this week #and I'm in trouble bc I am actually liking the show and want to binge #the exact thing I planned to avoid #I have a final assignment due on Sunday and then a bunch of tests

[angorwhosebabyisthis]

every now and then i think about my one interpretation of emma as a deeply closeted trans man radfem with a ton of internalized transphobia and antimasculism, who takes her issues with her identity out on the people around her instead of unpacking them and accepting herself. and i think, i need to draw a comic about this

#the quarry #quarrytag #emma mountebank #i use she/her here because this version of her seems unlikely to me to ever crack the egg and choose new pronouns #her narrative is already really interesting gender-wise if you interpret her as a cis girl #interpreting her as a self-hating trans man adds a /completely/ different perspective to all of it #especially when you combine it with an abi who is nonbinary; as i often do #(for some reason this game is one where it feels more natural to me to use more than one identity for a character from reading to reading) #(instead of just picking one headcanon and sticking with it) #(and abi gives me nb vibes so usually i tend to go with that) #it also puts her relationship with jacob in a very very different light #including what reads to me as the self-harm aspect of it #she knows it's a relationship that will only hurt her re: her issues with misogyny and sexism #and on some level for her that is the point #but then you turn around and add to that all her self-loathing; dysphoria; resentment; and envy toward how Extremely Masc jacob is #and is perceived; and how she wants the 'being strongly perceived as a man' part but does not actually want to present the way jacob does #and just. agh it's so much it's So Much i Need to make art happen about it #transphobia cw #radfems cw #transandrophobia cw #antimasculism cw

[notthatalex]

Fun fact: When the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle Epic Rap Battle Song blew up earlier this year I had no idea who Smosh, Ian or Anthony was. Like I think I recognized Anthony's face vaguely but with Ian, I think it was the first time I ever saw his face.

Weird to to think about.

#smosh #they only entered my radar when they bought back smosh bc of all the buzz that got created around it #and then i like originally got hooked into bringing a bunch of smosh videos bc of how gripped i was by shayne #like specifically bc he is a buff short guy and i just started getting into body building and i got hit with the strongest gender envy #so that was the reaosn i started watching the backlog and from that i got even more hooked bc i found the videos so funny #and then i watched the chosen Augustus vidoes and thought it would be funny to look up if there is any fics and there was. 6 of them i think #and THEN oh boy #i was binging so much smosh already but I had something very traumatic just happen to me and my brain needed somethings to latch onto #and it diddd #it did so strongly #anyway #big ramble

[wilde-shit-posting]

If I see Oscar Wilde in public I automatically go "ah it's daddy"

#I'm not even a sub but Oscar hits different #he's Oscar what am i supposed to say #Oscar Wilde #i have bad envy for him all around #gender envy and dom energy envy and writers envy and hair envy and i can go on but i wont #lets get wilde

[craycraybluejay]

I really really want to be a cis guy in an action comic who gets to beat up bullies in HS or go on a revenge quest or try to become the best fighter or something T.T

#action comics #action genre #gender envy of this random korean dude kicking mega amounts of ass all over #i dont even need to be a protagonist i just want to be a character that fights T.T #broke: trans person who gets gender envy for cute characters/magical characters #woke: trans person who gets gender envy of just regular real people #bespoke: trans person who gets gender envy from action and horror/thriller characters #(this is a joke all gender envy is valid and i hope you all can reach your goals in gender presentation :3) #yk what would be kind of sick #me an action gender envy trans man meeting a horror gender envy trans woman and we become besties and rant at each other #about the latest horror/thriller and action comics and shows and books and movies #and i try (and fail) to help her do some freaky makeup and she tries (and fails) to help me with arm wraps for boxing practice #i just want trans friends with cool hobbies and gender vibes similar to mine DX #and i rly rly want to get into martial arts again-- hoping when i get a good stable job i can take a class #there is nothing in the world quite as simple and fun as 2 people beating the shit out of each other and then patting each other on the back #for a job well done #honestly sporty guys in general are also just hella chill to be around and at least where i am wont be a dick especially if ur new #and im cis passing i think but even when i wasnt not a single guy out of the group singled me out or was weird to me #i just got to play with the group that had a small height advantage bc i was younger and therefore shorter than most of them #idk broh im not very athletic but sports are kind of the shit

[morsobaby]

Why are fat men so fucking hot. Why can't I be a fat man. This is so unfair

#My thoughts #Gender #Why can't I be a big burly dude who's got a warm belly laugh and a large presence #I wanna be all. Ykno. Like That when I sit down on a chair. I wanna dominate the space around me #I wanna be hairy and large and have my big clothes sway with me #Gender envy #I'm gonna sob violently why will I never be happy in my self ever #*edit AND BIG FUCKING SHOULDERS AND ARMS #AAAGHRHHGFHEG

[yikes-ajax]

WHO FORGOT TO TELL ME THAT I COULD GET A HOT BULL MAN BODYGUARD???

#i thought iron bull was just a name not the whole fucking description 😭 #achievement unlocked: father figure #ALSO krem? gender envy all around #dragon age #dragon age inquisition #dai #da inquisition

[daisydogboy]

the gender envy is stored in the joe hills

#hermitcraft #joe hills #finally got around to watching his ep from yesterday #i dont get gender envy all that often but hmm they are killin me with it