#gotta be perfect and not weird

[mangosmoothiepussyv3]

i mask (autism) so much in my life its really hard to unmask

#personal #gotta be perfect and not weird #tho i fail at that everyday #conceal dont feel

[anna-scribbles]

thirteen update 🍂 🎹 🏠 👻

chapter 2: November

chapter summary:

She was in a good mood. If she was ever going to take it well, it would be now.

“Maman, what if I went to school this year?”

excerpt:

“Heh.” Adrien flicked a finger beneath his chin and strutted the length of his bathroom floor, glancing at himself in the mirror. He twirled a rose—a red one, one he’d grabbed from the vase downstairs—between his fingers and then presented it to the mirror with a flourish.

“Haruhi!” he declared, “the spring of my heart surges upon the sight of your fresh smile, my love. My heart beats at the command of your drum! Your face is the fierce longing of my soul, and I present to you now this token of my lavish, undying—”

A sharp knock clicked against the bedroom door and Adrien froze, his hand still passionately hovering over his heart.

“Adrien?” Nathalie’s voice called, and Adrien—true to character, if he did say so himself—startled so hard that he slipped and fell onto his butt on the tile.

“Yeah?” he called, hastily pulling himself up and trying to find a place to set down the rose.

Nathalie peeked her head through the bathroom door and took him in, his rumpled hair and the too-small blue blazer he’d saved in the back of his closet for occasions such as…this.

“You have a guest,” she said flatly, and Adrien could not for the life of him figure out whether she was making fun of him.

She left before he could decide, and then it was only a matter of seconds before his bathroom door was thrown all the way open and a blonde ponytail bobbed into view.

“Adrikins!” Chloé crashed into him, wrapping him up in a hug that nearly knocked him over again. “It’s been way too long. You’ve been neglecting me. Aw, did you get me a rose?” She plucked it from his hands and then scrunched up her nose. “Ew, is this real?”

“As real as the current that springs from the well of my heart,” Adrien invented, and Chloé frowned at him like he’d just spoken Greek. “Nevermind.”

She looked him up and down and scrunched her nose up even more. “What did you do to your hair?”

Adrien frowned at his reflection in the mirror and pushed his hair further over to the side.

“I was trying to make it look cool.” He’d been trying to make it look like Tamaki from Ouran High School Host Club.

“It looks like you just rolled out of bed.”

read on ao3

#ml #miraculous ladybug #ml fic #miraculous #thirteen #adrien agreste #emilie agreste #my art #HAPPY NOVEMBER(<-girl who procrastinates. it is the last day of november) #still. it counts. #shout out to me for deciding to draw a title card at midnight last night. #a weird thing abt me is that I have such a hard time drawing emilie. even here I had to cut half her face off. #something something ghost of a person. not tangible enough to pin down not even while she's still alive. just the idea of a perfect mother #a beautiful memory #what is it like to be the dead wife before she's dead? #etc etc. anyway there's endless tamaki suoh references in here. sorry #(<-isn't sorry) #I love fact checking myself in my own tags #okay happy thursday everybody I gotta do my work now

[andy-clutterbuck]

#HE #Andrew Lincoln #* #andygifs #*shoving him in my purse* #ive gotta go #his n e c k #bram stoker is outside he wants to talk #rogue neck fuzzies 💙 #bless all the lines on your face #they're beautiful and sacred #the most impeccable beard growing ability tbh #perfection #H A N D S #also his arm hair but I'm not gonna be that weird right now

[leupagus]

Because I think my tumblr buds are more into the Miss Marple fic than my bluesky buds:

#miss marple rhymes with parple #I just think they're neat! #miss marple and the mary sue that paul rutman wrote #for the express purpose of telling miss marple that she's amazing and perfect #which she is! #anyway taking suggestions now #I'm thinking about having them do 'the case of the perfect maid' because that would be hilarious #they'd both immediately clock what was going on but are like 'well maybe it's some weird roleplay thing we don't wanna judge' #and then of course there's stuff getting stolen so they've gotta sort it out

[discododging]

It's fitting that Dan Fucks is about to become the mayor because everyone in this brain is fucking horny right now

#mentopolis #d20 #d20 spoilers #like the fix and pasha #and their weird fact flirting #imelda and fucking hv lance out of nowhere with a steel chair #dan fucks #just dan fucks in general #(almost didn't count him just on principle) #but like almost every episode has had at least one prolonged sexually charged conversation #which makes sense this guy's been repressing his pleasure for so long it's building up pressure thats finally releasing #also just genuinely shocked at how perfect impulse and hypervigilance as a couple are #'i can and will just do shit at a drop of a hat' vs #'anything can fucking happen at anytime so you gotta always be prepared' #fitting that he'd be freeze's second in command #this is getting ranty anyways

[goldenwaves]

render before / afters are sooooo satisfying

#not pictured: the evee renders i used to do the hairline/other weird shadows #ba #gotta try some editing that doesnt make the skin look so smooth/perfect cause i miss the grit 😔

[crimeronan]

sometimes i see really heated arguments over whether hunter is a really built soldier or whether he's a scrawny pipsqueak and i think these arguments are hilarious because. it is SO relative. like, not even in the storytelling, i mean even his actual design. he's taller and broader than everyone in the hexsquad because he is sixteen. he's shorter and thinner than everyone in the emperor's coven because he is sixteen. the boy is simply a normally proportioned sixteen-year-old who looks like a badass jacked military asshole or a very thin very wet very angry cat ENTIRELY due to circumstance. like to luz and co he's obviously bigger. but amity notes that he's scrawny because she's expecting someone with the proportions of, you know, AN ADULT SOLDIER. the adults push him around like a shitty little pipsqueak because they're all terrible and very funny people & when you get to be above the age of about 26, every 16-year-old you meet REALLY DOES START LOOKING LIKE A BABY. holds all of your hands. embrace the magic of perspective and contrast with me. hunter is whatever you want him to be.

#personally i'm a fan of him being a malnourished little freak who can't digest boiling isles food to save his life #because my tummy hurts frequently these days and i gotta give that to SOMEBODY. #but it truly. it truly does not matter this much. he's athletic enough to kick the shit outta people #he's small enough to probably do weird emperor's coven shit in super narrow cave systems or whatever #He Contains Multitudes. he's perfect. #hunter toh #toh

[pealeii]

nothing gets me like the humor in bigtop burger

#you’ve got a fiiiine eatery here ma’am #you’ve gotta look FRESH. OUTTA THE MOURGE #to he honest with you peggy…i just smoked this juul and it’s done unthinkable things to my mind and body… #wHaT a HaT #i didnt mean to spy i just thought it was weird 😐 #conrad…that’s a hole #bigtop burger #btb #+ all the visual gags… PERFECTION

[alwaysmanages]

Still mad (/lh) about not being able to draw @sunburnedsnufkin's Krumple during AF. You're getting your ship art dangit! >8(

#Snufkin #Krumple #Krumpkin #Moomins #oc x canon #self insert x canon #oc x snufkin #self insert x snufkin #I mean this all in good spirit of course #genuinely you don't owe me anything for it I just really wanted to draw them during AF bc that was a perfect excuse to #but now I gotta be weird and surprise you without context #MAN! #Pistolero Snufkin #arting

[b4kuch1n]

1/ true to luner new year tradition I've caught a cold after finally getting home and being able to unclench my cheeks. minor one probably so its just gonna be very annoying for a while 2/also true to luner new year tradition I've jumped into something new with No preamble so. hopefully I get this one done fast and we have a 12pg scribbly comic on hand 3/ I'm on bluesky now. do not ask abt what Ive been posting on there u will see

#bakuspeech #one small thing I can tell u rn is. the comic is a fancomic. if ur on my bsky u will probably know of what #listen. every few years I'll return to my roots like this. idk why Im trying to excuse myself or something I can do what I want forever #probably first sign of me not feeling Perfect yesterday was me drawing on my current tablet with. the previous one's stylus #and complaining Out Loud that the pressure was. not fully fucked? but Really weird. a whole stylus of a different color in my hand #sketch comms will still be fulfilled inbetween and after drawing this! but ngl I wanna be on my full faculty for that. it requires a lot of #quick thinking and problem solving that I dont think I can manage with a cold #well. more like if I'm not on my best mind I get frozen up and do Very boring things bc it feels safer #and with sketch comms I feel like that betrays the sentiment of it #we were doing good work. we gotta do right by each others #anyways! anyways. I'll treat myself to this comic for a bit. not even gonna draw much bgs for it lol I wanna test a technique #learned it from my friend truc... always wanted to figure it out since I saw it #stay tuned!! have a good day!!! enjoy hot drink!!!!

[crunchchute]

hi!! im way too shy to come off anon but lol i just wanted to say that you honestly make william look kinda cute when you draw him 😭 hes like a little hamster in a little hamster ball to me

awwww thank you!! im trying my best. he is a hamster in a hamster ball (but a tiktok comment style hamster death fate awaits him 😔)

#answered #i want to find the perfect balance between cute and ugly methinks #i just gotta take pinky dave and im halfway there #the hamster ball is the springlock suit and hoo boy #i dont condone weird hammy deaths it just somehow fits here

[reitziluz]

do you need the pleasingly coordinated boxes, shelves, and other Storage Solutions from ikea or do you need to ask someone to help you organize your current setup

spending money is easier than the vulnerability of asking for help but objects won't give you the sense of control and clarity you crave

put the charming little drawer down you haven't even finished painting and sorting out the previous one

no little shelf you can attach to your coffee table can tame the chaos inside your skull sTOP

#i actually resisted both Systems and plants this time #went to get a steel pan and glass containers #because i need to be able to store leftovers in containers that can be salvaged if i forget about them #im also crying because the perfect gamer chair for me exists #and it's comfy and porpl and has funky geometric black wireframe going on #and it's. so so so spensiv #i've also learned that i love black metal furniture that's kinda like. wireframe isn't the right word #minimalist furniture skeletons #like if i gotta get mass produced whatever #give me steel in black and make it into a simple frame #that i can then fill with my weird shit and flowers #anyway you know how it is with ikea #you go in you lose yourself you find yourself again #and then have a hotdog and ice cream

[danothan]

sniffs. what changed 😢

#doing a dcshg v1/v2 comparison #v2 is def stronger in almost every way #i’ll give ​v1 some credit it does have some good designs #karen and hal here for example #karen’s side braids are striped like a bumblebee?? i mean cmon that’s just character design genius #and you KNOW i gotta appreciate a pilot jacket hal (not pictured) #but the storylines and pacing and animation and voice acting are a lot better in v2 #the girls are kinda uninspired in v1 but the boys feel more in-character (less boys vs girls the way v2 is) #v2’s girls have a lot of variety and distinct roles but the boys as we know are. well they’re a hit or miss #ivy is sooo much better in v2 she might be its best character besides barry #carol is unfortunately not great in both versions and ik that’s the comics’ fault #but it still feels dismissive. like you can make a hopeless romantic character without misogyny #anyway personal biases (and also weird moral lessons) aside i’ve been enjoying both! #obviously the show is called dc superhero GIRLS so i have to give my vote to v2 #but also bc barry is kinda just perfect in v2 like the update was clearly made by someone that loved him specifically #but also hates hal specifically it’s weird #like how are you gonna be a flash fan and not know that flashes have a history of friendship with green lanterns #v1 makes him a slapstick character too but it’s actually funny. so there IS a difference #but i’m starting to like v2 hal anyway :( i can’t fault him for the show’s misgivings :( #danbles #dcshg #karen beecher #hal jordan #green lantern #dc #i’ve now seen 1 season of v1 and a random mish mash of episodes of v2. sighh i’ll go back and watch them in order to compare 😔 #no one is asking for this i just love comparing and contrasting things #oh and btw v1 cheetah is exactly like toralei monster high. i wonder if they knew what they were doing #btw x2 barry and hal share the same VA in v1. just putting that out there

[miahasahardname]

losing my shit right now

#holy FUCK this dude is SO gay #AND THIS CLIP!!!! #the blush when he says ‘marry me’ #the weird wager masami and teri made up #the weird anime face #?? #IT’S ALL SO PERFECT #btw this is not a ship #i just think this is hilarious #really showcases that gumball is incredibly pansexual™️ #gumball watterson #darwin watterson #ocho tawog #tawog #the amazing world of gumball #gotta appreciate ‘the uncle’ tho #probably one of the best episodes #OH MY GOD GOODBYE?! #THAT SONG IS AMAZING #the song alone INSTANTLY puts the uncle up on my favourite episodes list #hhh

[simplepotatofarmer]

mental image of the twins at first is just. tiny piglins stuffed into whatever extra clothing techno and dream can find.

they put juniper in a leather shirt they found at a village but it's stiff and she falls over like a starfish on land.

#dream is like '....she's fine' and techno is just 'you can't leave a baby on the ground??' #(she thought it was funny) #loyal talks about stuff and things #terrible two au #also empty askbox is the perfect time to ask about all these weird aus #i'm trying to figure out pirate ship names for other characters #like techno starts out with one ship named [redacted] and then gets another when he gathers the syndicate #but i gotta figure out the others

[todayisafridaynight]

time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist

#snap chats #can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP #anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay #i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough #ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway. #i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT #just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL #these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later #if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween #hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment #cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking #like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart #that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror #i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now #at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days. #breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence #NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny #anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe #the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is #and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG. #the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS #BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing #ok im leaving now BYE