#he looks terrified iT'S SICK

[thefrogdalorian]

Din Djarin + Chapter 15: The Believer

#not to be dramatic but if i don't hug him like right now i might pass away #he looks terrified iT'S SICK #din djarin #din edits #the mandalorian #pedro pascal #my gifs #din #mando #mando edit #star wars #star wars gifs #poor baby

[spielzeugkaiser]

[First Part] - [second]

Baby (who still has no name) is warming up to Geralt, who also starts to connect some dots. (Like, I think he suspects that he's Jaskiers son, adopted or otherwise, but he won't even humor the idea that he could be the dad.) That being said - the kid is an angry teenager sometimes. Jaskier tried all he could as a single parent and they have a very loving relationship, but I also think they do argue quite a bit, and there is some tension.

And the more he gets to learn how Geralt truly is the weirder is gets, cause. He's a good guy? And either Jaskier is petty and was too dramatic and kept him from meeting his dad for nothing, or Geralt isn't a good guy AT ALL and has hurt Jaskier really bad, and he doesn't think Geralt has it in him, but some people (and especially alphas) get really weird and archaic around omegas? And he had to witness again and again, with how little respect his unbonded, single father of a bastard child was treated - is Geralt like that too? But Jaskier still only ever talked somewhat kindly about him. And from all he saw... he trusts Geralt. He's a quiet, but witty and honorable man. But is it fair to doubt the parent that was there for him, that raised him, that sacrificed so much for him? The poor kid is so conflicted.

#please tell me your headcanons and prompts about this 'verse it's just vibes so far and like 10% plot #geraskier #geralt of rivia #the witcher #ciri #omegaverse #geraskier lovechild #jaskier #i don't know where this came from #but I imagined the kid as quite sickly (which is ironic) - Geralt does not really remember that he was sick as a child all the time too #also I do think Jaskier can play the lute but it's no fun for his fingers and he switched to other stuff over the years #I'm quite sure that Jaskier kept a low profile after the Rience incident because he was TERRIFIED by the thought what could have happened #also I really wanted to look at this with a kind of more realistic lense when it comes to parentage #and Jaskier did all the things right where it counts #He's loving he's emotional open he communicates - but would Jaskier always be a reliable parent? a structured one? an easily available one? #I don't think so #professor Jaskier can work for hours on end and forget to get you on time from your play date so you have to awkwardly wait and #he forgets to cook and to wash and it's always messy and once he writes he writes and gets annoyed when interrupted #but he also tells bedtime stories and stays at your bedside when you're ill and plays with you when you moved AGAIN and have no friends yet #he's easily pulled into arguments but also knows how to apologise #but he lies again and again #and he tells heroic and brave and honourable stories about your dad but still has a chest with your unsend letters and looks so so sad #when you put another one in his hands #and he never tells you to stop but doesn't send them and you know your Papa would be too kind to ask you to stop #ALSO #I think the kid is old enough to understand some of the inherent consent issues that are rampant in omegaverse #and while I imagined that 'verse here a bit tuned down #I think that the kid has seen and heard some shit! and what if Jaskier in only talking kindly of Geralt to soften the blow for him and- #kid is 100% ready to break Geralts nose if it turned out that he forced himself on his pa #(which he did not ofc but nobody communicates here)

[spotsupstuff]

Cap's got a new voice claim! feat. a tiny bit of Sparrows n her's unchanged vc because 1. it's cute to hear them together and 2. I snorted. The vibes are so different

[songs: So Familiar by Jean Castel and Driving Myself Home by Rose Betts]

#rw #oc tag #oc: caper of euros #oc: three sparrows #philosophy sessions au #ramble time. kai ninyago as Capie of Rossie wasn't Bad but i've been working on him lately- like looking into his faults their causes their #-evolution and what role he's supposed to play beyond Row's death (esp. in Preacher's life (Euros manages to be terrifying for the kid)) #n i came to the conclusion that he didn't sound Sharp enough. and bratty but like in a teenager boy band kind of way. oh he'd hate that- #-kinda music </3 fuckin european posh kid #the ''tragedy'' of 'Ros on here is that back when i was answerin questions with the chars 'Ros n 'Row were constantly together and that- #-didn't allow them to really show who they are because they bring out the best in each other. Sparrows is braver with him having her back- #-and he's not a rude fucker (one of the reasons i turned off asks is cuz i figured they weren't actually helpful. only stressed me out n- #-as result the world/character building became lackluster) #Euros is still a silly guy who's scared to hurt someone/thing physically! (his inspos are kai ninyago s0kka and kuzc0 so) #but ill be damned if i let any of my characters be *just* a silly guy that is fucking obnoxious #each of these fuckers is a psychological experiment. also sick shit: new 'Ros vc is french apparently :) #he can sing Zephyr songs in Her Tongue™... get it anime chin boy get that multilinguality

[zeb-z]

bad who is ready and willing to go full scorched earth, but at the same time, knows that what he’s doing is hurting people. he knows he’s hurting who he loves, he knows he probably will have to do much worse, or at least is convinced of such. it’s not so much he doesn’t care, but more so that he cares more about results, so he’s willing to cause that hurt. doing what’s necessary - and anything is necessary so long as it gets his kids back.

but he’s hurting, and hurt people hurt people. hurt people hurt themselves. he’s taken to torturing himself as a penance for this guilt that just keeps building. he’s doing things that he knows are shocking and extreme, and it’s not showing results. every day he cannot find the kids is a day he takes personally because he feels he has failed them. he hurts those he cares about, he hurts those who are innocent, and he’s going to keep doing so - so he’s going to hurt himself to make it fair.

but he doesn’t see that his suffering is what’s causing the most suffering for those he loves. he’s stuck in this cycle of guilt and blame and unending misery, and he can’t let himself take the hands of those that are trying desperately to pull him out because he cannot face it himself.

he’s got a one track mind on vengeance and he himself is as much a target as those he’s hunting down.

#‘I would never hurt anyone who didn’t deserve it’ I’m sick I’m sick I’m ill I’m nauseous. bad :/// #the forest fire thing he keeps coming back to is apt. he’s burning himself in his need for revenge. and he doesn’t care because he thinks he #deserves it. he thinks it’s ok because it’s penance for hurting who he loves #I’m fucked up about it man #at least he’s got so many people watching out for him. it’s not ideal and his passive suicidality is terrifying but at least people are #actively looking out for him #hope this makes sense I’m so eepy rn #late night bbh posting a bazillion things. whoops. not sorry it will happen again #mcyt #qsmp #q!bbh #bbh #z speaks

[heavy-lobster]

Hate it when I see people say shit like "the Violet paradox mons are so stupid and lame, they're all just robots!" like uhmmmmm yea they are and it OWNS ok. blasts you with my beam attack

#the killer robot aesthetic fucks severely and is MUCH scarier #and imo it works a lot better with the plot tbh #iron jugulis and iron thorns are PEAK #iron valiant and iron moth are RAD #iron bundle is SILLAY #iron hands #i ended that tag to early but i forgot what i was going to say there anyways whoopsies #anyways i feel like its fits the unnatural horrors beyond human comprehension vibe a lot better #“theyre all just robots” well all the scarlet exclusives are just dinosaurs. fucker #well guess what my son boy Henry is a robot AND a dinosaur piss your pants about it #the fact that theyre all robots MAKES it scary like. why! how far in the future is this! at what point will every pokemon become a robot! #how terrifying is this future that they had to become robots in order to survive. did they even BECOME anything or #did the people of the future create them to look like present day pokemon that are now extinct. #much more intriguing to me personally than. here is a woolly mammoth. its descendants do not look like this anymore bc idk evolution or wtv #not saying i dont like the ancient pkmn just saying the people who dislike the future ones are WRONG theyre sick as hell ok #anyways more importantly for each version what paradox mon do you think fucked Arven and Mabosstiff up so bad like #ive been thinking about this a LOT #cant be one of the ones you encounter with him present or he probably wouldve brought it up #my bet for Violet is iron valiant since i feel like thats the scariest #i have no thoughts on scarlet but i guess the equivalent #(based on pokedex placement) #would be roaring moon #idk tho i havent thought about it much #either way. fucking terrifying #pokemon spoilers #lobster.txt

[kencoded-kengirl]

so kendall has dealt with pretty severe anxiety for most of his life because that’s what happens when logan roy is your fucking dad. another thing that happens when logan roy is your fucking dad is getting told not to “be a fucking pansy” when you go to him showing symptoms of pretty severe anxiety. i think kendall learned young that the only way he could get attention when he wasn’t feeling well was to claim physical illness, which actually makes logan tend to him rather quickly (kendall isn’t aware, at this age, of what happened to rose, but he does know that his father is aggressively invested in keeping his children free of sickness). ten-year-old kendall felt like he was being clever, not knowing that, at forty, he would stop being able to distinguish between physical discomfort and mental anguish. the week after the vote of no confidence, kendall thought he had the flu; he didn’t, he was depressed. there’s a bunch of sandy-frank-karl-era acquaintances of logan’s who all think of kendall as “logan’s boy who’s always ill.” a couple of people (rava, stewy, siobhan) know that kendall is this way, but they can’t do anything about it because kendall denies ever having lied about being sick whenever anyone points it out.

#kendall roy #logan roy #succession #succession hbo #roman is this way too but it plays into his reputation as being weak so most people think he is just genuinely sickly #also he didn’t get attention for playing ill because people expected it of him so he dropped it after childhood #kendall will be this way forever #shiv is terrified of looking weak period. she never even wanted logan to know she is unwell #she CAN get this way with tom but it’s unintentional and she disgusts herself when she does it #like she’ll be sad and then she’ll be like ‘tommmm my head hurts’ (it doesn’t) #then she’s like ‘oh fuck I’m kendalling’ and denies saying she was sick #tom doesn’t realize it’s a roy fam mental illness thing and thinks she’s shutting him out #it ends up being another stick on the camels back that is their failmarriage #amperspeaks

[theimpossiblescheme]

Say what you will about the Cyrano movie (and one day I'll be able to in a halfway articulate manner), but I am still mildly obsessed with "Every Letter", and I think about this ending couplet all the time...

Your letters are drawings on me from above I know who you are and I know you are loved

Just... the idea of Cyrano and Christian receiving a letter in return from Roxanne and feeling their breath catch both with ecstasy and with bitter regret.

I know who you are...

But she can't. But she mustn't. But it would break her heart--she would never trust them again. But it wouldn't be fair to Christian. But Cyrano could never show his face again. But they already feel themselves burn under her gaze, and to meet it honestly without the armor of a soldier, of these letters, would scorch them until nothing remains. But the only true honor is to hide, even if they know it's really the coward's way out. But the only safety (if they were being brutally honest with themselves) is to hide.

... and I know you are loved.

But God, they wish they didn't have to.

#It's four thirty in the morning and I have been slam-dunked back into Cyrano Hell... #Listen okay ever since the movie introduced the idea of *Roxanne actually writing back* I have been even less normal about these idiots. #The imagery is so fucking delicious either way because you get to imagine either the two of them sitting close enough together #that they can both read either together or over the other's shoulder and just... occupying that space together the two nearly becoming one #and I get to lose my mind over the proximity and the warmth between them forged in the fire of their love for Roxanne. #OR *or or*... the two of them taking turns reading and just *watching* the other's face as they read trying to glean from their expressions #what she might have said and the intensity of that study becoming its own terrible intimacy that right now they can only show through proxy #and I *also* get to lose my mind over Cyrano watching Christian and musing that even if his partner might look like a marble statue #he's never seen a marble statue make that face before but he's *definitely* seen it from Roxanne and it's just as coronary-inducing on both #and Christian watching Cyrano and musing that this might be the closest he'll ever come to seeing the pride of the cadets #and the mythic figure he's built around himself completely *shatter* if only for a moment... he's *human* and he's *exquisite.* #CANNOT be normal about it... it's 'So--here's my heart under your velvet now'-- #it's 'I've loved but one (man) in my life and now I must lose him twice'-- #it's the darkness of the balcony and the endless sunshine metaphors regarding Roxanne herself-- #it's the goddamn Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known and how much Roxanne *craves* it from two men terrified to submit to it... #God these three make me sick I love them so much. #cyrano de bergerac

[afieldinengland]

thinking about oliver francis reeder phd director of communications to the opposition again

#and the government eventually of course. as always i am deadly serious when i say i think ollie reeder got the party back in power #because it is the longer and the lesser and more perpetual murder and also because i believe he was very very good at his job indeed #he learned from the best. and outgrew him #the new political animal demanded by the post-spin post-truth age is a slick little turncoat with no spine or principles #as chris addison himself said if you look at the cabinet– any cabinet– ollie is everywhere these days. nothing behind the eyes because #spinelessness means flexibility. and he can manoeuvre around all the bear traps that men like malcolm set because he watched him lay them #helped him. lay in them as bait. dear god. ollie reeder as spin doctor in chief and sick boycaesar is a terrifying thing indeed #as i've said i think he must have been so much worse because he had no morals. the fact he didn't know when to stop as a churlish #undergraduate of a spad became the fact he didn't give a fuck about stopping as machiavel-elect. he'd have terrorised mr tickel himself #the impact of one man. or bringing out what was already there like a babe in the belly #stand in the dock of the inquiry malcolm tucker and shake thy gory locks at him #the thick of it

[crybaby-bkg]

I was talking to this guy earlier after I posted a pic of me in my workout gear (looking hawt as hell, might I add) and he literally said that he just wanted to ruin me and his entire purpose in life is to ruin me and me only. would I be wrong to use that in a fic LAJSKSJDKDFJ

#okay but that was so hot #bc I was legit getting so flustered and he could tell #so he just kept pressing it #and I couldn’t get my life together omg I haven’t flirted in so long #plus he’s shown me his peen and it’s like #8/9in and it terrifies me so I’m always hesitant to flirt back #bc what if we link and I get too scared ALAJSLDJDKDFJ #I’m over sharing sorry #I just have no else to talk to this with #well I have my bsf but then I’d have to explain the whole history I have w him and I just don’t feel like it rn bc I feel Terrible #think I’m getting sick or something boooo #anyway #my workout outfit wasn’t actually that good lmfao #my sports bra is too small and I looked so wild bc I was tired as hell lol #he liked it tho so it did the trick 🫣 #okay gn I feel like booboo #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[thompsborn]

INSOMNIAC RELEASED THE GAMEPLAY REVEAL FOR THE SECOND SPIDER-MAN GAME I AM SCREAMING HOLY SHIT

#‘THIS LIZARD HUNT ENDS NOW?? LEAVE CONNORS ALONE????? #VENOM PETER?????? #im live reacting in these tags sorry but HOLY FUCK #this FIGHT #KRAVEN !!! FUCK!!!! #lowkey venom peter sounds like matpat LMAO #sWITCH TO MILES!!!!!! YE S YESYESYES #GANKE MY BOY #MILES AND PETER ARE PROTECTING CONNORS ?? from kraven obviously holy fuck #YOU CAN WEB TAKE DOWN TWO PEOPLE AT ONCE FUCK THATS SO SICK #WATCH OUT FOR HIS NEW PWORES??? WHAT AR EMILES NEW POWERS?? like just the ones established in the miles morales game or NEW new powers????? #im waiting for harry to show up if he does i will BURST into tears #OH MY GOD VENOM PETER IS TERRIFYING #HOLY SHIT LIZARD IS A BIG BOY #HARRY’S DYING ???????? HELLO????? casually dropping THAT information #OH they’re protecting connors so he can help save harry !!! makes more sense #OH MY GOD that SEEMLESS transition from miles to peter !! #BIG ASS LIZARD GOD DAMN #oh my god this looks SO FUCKING SICK #the way peter is talking i dont LIKE THIS venom peter is SO SCARY #‘he’s got big teeth’ ‘so do i’ PETER PARKER DO N O T #no harry just the mention of him dying )): #FALL 2023 IM SO FUCKING READY

[sleepiestslooth]

i love how i unintentionally gave lloyd more dragon-esque features rather than oni like the show explores more of, though that could just be me not knowing exactly what features oni’s have off the top of my head

also probably because i’m not a big fan of horns protruding from his forehead but that’s just me

#slooth rambles #maybe when he’s more angry he gets more oni features #oo could look sick as hell with two sets of horns #make this little guy Terrifying

[andragoras-in-vanity]

hm i have no energy to write anymore, but should i start a side blog for my card readings and ghost stories? im so estranged from life and my home, i cant get comfortable without being connected like i was before i moved, even reading cards is hard to do now.

#i just want to feel sound again but i cant seem to do that without old things around me and distance from modernization #i feel lost without my ghosts around i dont like new houses i feel so far from everything i understand #and being sick i feel even worse too #i dont even have a cemetery here i can walk to to recover #or recharge rather #lots of haunted places just not this time of year #they shut down before dark usually and i dont think they do the ghost walks #but in Lunenburg i felt great it wasnt necessarily haunted but it was all just so old and it felt right #but mike Flanagan posted the season 2 plan for mc and talked about soulmates #and thats a concept im very close to and im absolutely certain i have to find the place i was buried #it was by the sea looking west and it was prior to around 1850 but thays about all i know #that long ago that cemetery might not even be there #especially if its the canadian east coast our bodies may already be lost to the ocean #but i still have to find it somehow i believe i will some day but im missing a piece and that piece is the person i buries #or at least his coffin #i dont think he was in it. i feel like he was lost at sea and the only solice i have and the mist of any of these memories is that i died #quickly after i lost him #and yet its been 25 years and i dont know where he is in this life time and im terrified he isnt here #but that one blog post is all im holding onto to believe soemhow we'll still meet before we die #i just don't want to have such a small amount of time with him #i dont feel any of the things i do when im in a place bound to the earth #its confusing and it aches and i just want to have my instincts back #but anyway its not like i can talk about any of this without someone assuming i need medication #which i do but not for that🙃

[yoohyeontual]

Can I have a fucking break please 😭

#first I’m in a constant stress since Saturday my stomach hurt all day like when I’m stress when I was okay ???? #second my friend #third Puppy had another crisis since may 1st 😔 #now I’ll be a while not wanting to leave him #this is like the main reason why I’m not looking for a job I’m so terrified of leaving even an hour 😭 #even tho I really have too I don’t have the choice anymore #anyway bye bye sleep for now I was having a hard time sleeping now it’s gonna me so much worse #he’s okay just shock and scared he won’t leave us at all #it didn’t last long so it’s not dangerous but it’s still terrifying #I was too shock and worried for him to cry but I’ll surely cry my heart out when I’ll go to bed 😭 #it’s my grandmas birthday I wish I had at least today to be happy !!! #Alex.txt #tw sick pet #tw sick animal

[unfortunate-arrow]

Since Eloise pretty much believed in love after seeing Sophie and Benedict fall in love it’s gonna be nice to see her story follow Benedict’s (that being if S5 if we get it is going to be Eloise’s)

I guess, but Eloise never had the assumption that Benedict was going to remain unmarried. She always thought that Penelope was going to be a spinster with her. I just don’t know what’s going to be the catalyst for Eloise to realize that she wants love or at least a companion. She knew that all of her siblings were going to get married, but didn’t know that Penelope was. Of course, the show put those two at odds, but the point still stands.

Eloise is definitely influenced by them, which is probably because Benedict and Sophie were the first to actually choose each other as both Simon & Daphne and Anthony & Kate were forced into marriage and lucked out in love. It’s slightly different in the show, so I could see Anthony and Kate being an influence as well.

I hope they keep the time jump and keep Eloise being closer to thirty for her story. That’s a change of pace as most of the other women (minus Francesca, but that’s a different story) are in their early twenties. I still think that combining Eloise’s & Francesca’s stories is the way to go, as they take place at the same time and outside of London. Make the season a little longer, eliminate a handful of the useless side plots that don’t do much for the characters.

#eloise bridgerton #benedict x sophie #bridgerton #i’ve mentioned this before but i also need benedict & sophie’s son getting sick & them being terrified #look say what you will about phillip but it’s undeniable that he helped save their little boy’s life #and by combing eloise & francesca you can get the people who dislike phillip to watch #they would get equal screen time of course but those are the only two it makes sense to combine #and after reading the highlander’s great adventure by shana galen i’ve got more confidence in the idea of doing two love stories #could they pull it off? idk… i just think it would be a good idea

[monkee-mobile]

Shaun Cassidy’s That’s Rock and Roll BLASTING from my bedroom at odd hours

#true real thing that very much happens all the time and i think my poor housemates are sick of it #i promise it’s a fun song! it just gets my brain going! #and it’s either this or snoopy christmas #no one else i live with wants to hear CHRISTMAS BELLS RHOSE CHRISTMAS BELLS #i’m just crazy and need my music #i just know shaun cassidy as ‘joe hardy in hardy boys! my favorite! Wow parker stevenson is creepy.’ #joe was my favorite tv show hardy boy by default because he’s not terrifying looking to a seven year old

[aliens-took-my-iwa-chan]

OMG JUST SAW YOU TESTED POSITIVE SENDING HUGSSSSSS have plenty of warm blankets and hot soup and orange juice and medicine. do not think "eeeehhhhhh im doing fine today i can move around" STAY IN BED YOU WILL REGRET GETTING UP. love you bestie hope you're better soon

🫂 🫂 🫂 thank you bestie I really appreciate it <33333

im feeling a lot better than I did yesterday, im definitely getting better but i think the main factor in this feeling is dayquil. its a miracle drug istg

I really appreciate your concern bestie I love youuuuu <3

#honestly im mainly feeling fine physically #but staying inside and barely moving with nothing to do and missing the things I was looking forward to? #as well as having the sickness im terrified of? #… yeah I could he doing better emotionally lolol #but ill be fine!! #im getting better already :) #this ask made my day a lot better <3 love ya bestie