#he s so dear to me

[lilliesandeyes]

gerry!!!!

#tma #the magnus archives #gerard keay #gerry kaey #doorkeay #he s so dear to me

[samwise1548]

Wanted to try out a new coloring style I saw today. Was a success! Might only use it again for rare instances tho.

Also happy ace week!!!

[ID: A drawing of Jonathan Sims from the Magnus Archives. Jon is a brown man with short, grey hair and a moustache. An Asexual flag is seen behind him. He is smiling. \End ID]

#asexuality #asexual #ace week #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #hes so dear to me <3 #rare instance of S drawing less cartoonishly #my art

[svtskneecaps]

lukewarm take of the evening: y'all care too much about being ""outdated"". fellas this smp moves inhumanly fast. it is ok to CHILL holy shit CHILL. y'all are like "(posts BANGER ART) super late guys sorry" friend i am hitting you with a blanket i am snapping you with my metaphorical towel WHAT DO YOU MEAN SORRY. "(posts BANGER FIC) rip this is outdated now" WHO CARES???? I LOVE YOU, OK. ohhhh woe is us as the fandom at large for having MORE HAPPY PILLS ARC CONTENT oh no how outdated!! how could you be writing speculative fiction about how forever felt during happy pills :( slash SARCASM!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!! THERE ARE SO MANY BANGER ARCS, WHAT, YOU THINK WE'RE COMPLAINING????? FOR GETTING MORE OF THE CONTENT WE LOVED????? oh no we're past the period where everyone thought green gay ninjas were like Dead Dead, my work is now outdated and noncanon :( WDYM. GIMME. A BANGER IS A BANGER IDC IF IT TAKES THREE MONTHS. you think rome was built in a day?? fuck you, baltimore, GIMME. my ass has been cooking a goddamn backflipo family fic since july when it was ALREADY outdated do you think i fear god??? "oh no, you're making an edit of slime's (attempted) egg murdering spree?? how could you, that was months ago it's irrelevant" SAID NO ONE EVER.

save your wrists kidlings ok carpal tunnel is no joke. CHILL!!!!! CHILL!!!!!!!! TAKE YOUR TIME SHEEEEEESH OK LOVE YOU <3

#qsmp #shut up vic #block game brainrot #IT IS OK TO NOT ALWAYS POST SHIT THIRTY SECONDS AFTER IT HAPPENS!!!!!!! #for god's sake we have MONTHS of lore and bangers ok??? #i still have a mental image of an art i wish i could make from BOBBY'S NIGHTMARE #HE HAS BEEN GONE FOR M O N T H S and you bet your ass if i can make it I WILL BE POSTING IT #SO. MUCH. SHIT. HAS. HAPPENED. who cares if it was months ago!!!!!! #it's ok to be a few days late!!! it's ok to be a few months late!!!!! don't tell me sorry for feeding me!!!!!! #part of me still lives in I'M NOT HOLDING A FUCKING FUNERAL CHAT #part of me still lives in maxo's final song for his son!!!! #part of me still lives in the day we thought ramón was gone for good #part of me still lives in cellbit sprinting to his son only to be ripped away back to the feds just as richas turns to write a sign #part of me still lives in the flooding of the copacabana ocean #THESE ARE BANGERS. REMEMBER WHEN FIT FOUND PAC E MIKE IN PRISON. BANGER. #oh dear new work expanding on a canon moment i super liked that happened months ago how late smh SAID NO ONE EVER #TWO CAKES!!!!! TWO CAKES MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!! WE LOVE PASTRIES DON'T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT #COME ON Y'ALL. METAPHORICAL KISSES. LOVE YOU. HAVE A GOOD WEEK. #long tags

[necessarymeanstoanend]

drawing i made for the lovely @widowswinter

trad goth nigel.

(she liked it, i think that means i’ve won at life)

#this is so purple. dear god #crucifix earrings because i said so #inspired by the 80’s goth movement and many wonderful and (deslusional) exciting conversations with my bestie #tell me nigel wouldn’t dance like a little goth and love the cure? bc he absolutely would #only 17 years old. he should’ve been at the (goth) club #he looks like Desire from the sandman comics if you ask me #but also like a younger more trad goth morpheus (hmm? i wonder why that is lol) #like minds #murderous intent #art #like minds 2006 #nigel colbie #fanart #drawing #nigel colbie fanart #digital art #artist of tumblr #the sandman #goth #trad goth #tom sturridge #like minds fanart #(i gave up on this drawing after 6 hours of trying to make it look decent) #dream of the endless

[hamartia-grander]

Leon stans be like "Leon Kennedy would never🥰" "Leon Kennedy would treat me right🥰🥰" when this man's average lines are "women🙄" and "following a lady's lead just isn't my style" and "maybe you're not heartless after all" to a woman who's saved his life 27473 times

#Banging my head against the wall scoffing so hard my lungs fall out over Leon stans #Y'all will straight up forget his entire character. Make shit up. And then fall in love with that. #You don't love Leon. You love your fake fanon idea of him that's not actually him. Dear God. #“Leon wouldn't treat me like this” yes the fuck he would and he also wouldn't give a shit either #Leon Kennedy #Resident evil #leon s kennedy #Resident evil 4 #Re4 #Resident evil 4 remake #Re4 remake #Resident evil 2 #Resident evil 6 #Re2 #Re6 #Resident evil memes #Ada Wong

[scribefindegil]

Reigen is ace but I don't think he knows what asexuality *is* until various kids start asking him for advice about queer stuff and he goes on a panicked research binge about it

#awkward middle stage where he's like 'well i know one person who's definitively uninterested in sex #but he's a ghost so that doesn't really make me feel more normal about this' #mp100 #ace reigen is so dear to me #the s&s aspec agenda

[emeritusterzo]

every day i have to live with that fact that danhausen wore crop tops to the gym and stopped

WHY DAN WHY

#him and stevie richards could’ve been the blueprint of wrestling fashion #his commitment to dressing himself like a 80’s slasher character was something that was so dear to me #as a tcm fan he’s doing it right #danhausen #donovan danhausen

[motobug]

CRYING

#secret drawing tag #that cool S is so sick thank you #BALON AND FWANCIS AND FINI.................. #and who can forget dear motobug? :)))) )))) ))) #metal offering an unhappy meal makes me yell he's so cute

[fauvester]

I just discovered your Garashir adoption AU and I ADORE IT!!! i am literally in love with the ideas and your art style and omg sjsnsjksjsnsjsns ✨💖🥰🥺❤️‍🔥

Anyway my important questions are these: Can you tell me how old the children are? And pls tell me that they whole family has like a gigantic bed on which they can all cuddle together?!

That's it, thank you for your time and the amazing contribution you have made to this fandom, it's utterly beautiful <3 Hope u have a good day!

AWWWGHHH THANK YOU!!! I'M SO GLAD PEOPLE ARE ENJOYING THIS SANDBOX WITH ME!

This was as good an opportunity as any to sit down and sort of get a babby timeline together..

(yea med student handwriting lol)

which would put everyone (at one discrete snapshot in time) at I think -

Jocasta is older than Iskra! but came in to the family later. and is much less.... much. So it's easy to forget that.

As to big nestbed.. when he's younger Idan crawls into Julian and Garak's bed every once in a while because dadek is a sentient warm water bottle, but all his siblings swat him afterward and tell him that it's disrespectful to violate your honored parents' space like that. Nesting is for siblings! A Cardassian social space where you can literally let your hair down and share warmth.

Unfortunately for Young Elim that means that everyone's rowdy and wiggly in the evenings when he'd rather be sleeping, but that's the tradeoff for getting to use the shared comfy bed instead of the one in the attic where he'd have to sleep otherwise.

#dee s 9 #garashir adoption au #HEEM HEEM... THANK YOU #everyone here is so nice to me.... 🥹 #idan crawling up and kick-winching garak and bashir apart #to curl up with julian #garak like............. et tu little bastard? after i LET YOU INTO MY HOUSE??? #*gets kicked in the stomach* #julian thinks its sweet. that's their babbyboy :) he can cuddle with kukalaka when hes in their room #i feel like cardassians would flip their FUCKING SHIT for kotatsus #keiko introduces it to garak when he visits earth and hes like hold up. hold up. table blanket legwarmer? game fucking CHANGED my dear #garak makes his millions off of marketing kotatsu warmers to cardassia lol #anyways julian TRIED to give all the kids their own rooms. bc its important for them to be Independent #(garak in the bg making a gesture of confusion. proper cardassians are not naturally independent. they are a commune???) #but they all just end up migrating to the room with the biggest bed and bundling up together #julian knocks on the door and the girls scream for him to stay out while they put their hair back up. brothers are ok. but NOT fathers!

[opikiquu]

im going to be so annoying all week

#agghagahah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HYYESAAHHHH #★ arin rambles #BRO BRO PLEASLE #PELASE #my apology for everyone. I have to make it now . Sorry. If youre following me destroy that notif button you dont wanna hear how worse i will #get #actually no just Unfollow entirely #ITS THE ADHD #PLEASE. HE IS SO . COOL. his trailer is so awesome IVE REWATECHED IT 3 TIME SNOW. #I LOVE HIMMMMMMM SO MUCHHHHH #I LOVE HIM SO BAD I JUST ADORE HIM PLEASE #HES SO PRETTY. JAW DROPPING. ICONIC. LIFE CHANGING. THE TEARS IN MY EYES. GENUINELY SOBBING RITHT NOW IT S SO OVER #aventurine likers hold me. Nobody understands. Everyone is scared of me im too crazy #actually its everything wrong with me . Hes ruining my life #i dont struggle as an aventurine liker i actually excel at this its my full rime job now #‘9 to 5’ no i work 9 to 9. Every hour is dedicated to him #im glad uguys agree with me thannk uou i was starting to think i was a freak #Well i am but im glad someone else agrees hes cool #Hes so pretty im so happy #I CAMT WAIT RILL WENDENSDAY PLEASE IM GONNA FREAKIFN BLOW UP #I LOVE AVENTURINE. I LOVE AVETURINE. #i get so happy when i see him i get a little violent its unsettling . #like im like shaking my hands and jumping around my room and then u blink and im bashing my head against the floor #its carpet. Im ok. But like not but i am #DUDE. I LOVE. THIS GUY. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM #i needto. Just. Okay brb gonna watch ir like 20 more times ill see u guys next year im going into a Aventurine induced coma #this makes me realize people read my tags. Oh dear. Sorry everypony #i apologize for my behavior. I will get so much scarier. #HES SO COOL. HES ACTYALLU SO COOL. LIKE HOW CAN SOMEBODY BE SO COOL. #oh god OH LORERDRDRDDDDDDD WHEN I GET YOU BOY WHEN I FIND YOU. WATCH OUT. WATCH OUT I WILL GET YOU.

[ruicchiii]

thank you nightbringer for existing and thus making me return back to my obey me fixation i have many thoughts about this

#ruiirambles #obey me #obey me nightbringer #nightbringer #dear god i absolutely adore how different it is compared to the og #tho i feel the rhythm is too;; uhh repeated (???) #i cant english its 2 AM and im sleepy #i feel like its a little bit repeptitive but idk it could be because of the fact that i practically am coming from twst so my #expectations are alot different and what im used to etcetc #also i still love satan even tho he’s (somewhat) the complete opposite of what OMSWD is #i ADORE the fact that they’re (the boys) are like #soooo much nicer in contrast to omswd #but at the same time its sorta eerie esp with lucifer LMAO #LUCIFER LAUGHS NOW ??? #OH AND ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH THE LEVIATHAN TSL STUFF #THE WAY I CHOWE THE «oh SHIT we’re in TSL» option only to be greeted by #«wtf is tsl» FROM LEVIATHAN WAS D E V A S T A T I N G /hj #also i thought they like #by they i mean leviathan oops #accidentally left the maze game thing opened so i was like «jfc not this again» when he gently opened the door moment and got greeted by #—not lucifer #also i need to sleep #OH SPEAKING OF SLEEP #NIGHTBRINGER MAKES ME FORGET THE FACT THAT BELPHEGOR L I T E R A L L Y KILLED US #AND I GO aww belphie BUT THEN I REMEMBER #i still hold a grudge. #ok gn

[anemoflower]

Thinking thinking ... do I make my s/i for Elias look like me or not

#;babbling phia #I know my other s/i's kinda look like me so- #but it makes me kinda insecure because I feel like I made Elias look... too handsome for me? xD #agh #how do I make my si look like me without looking like me #also- I was brave and shared Elias on my instagram story #because he's still my oc and I love him and- #anyways my irl friends are following me there and I would melt into a puddle if they'd knew- #which means... no selfship art of Elias on there :'] #(also me: posted my g.enshin si for everyone to see HSFDGFHD) #also this time it feels- very very personal- #all my ocs are dear to me ESPECIALLY HIM NOW #idk I'm just rambling here #back to design my s/I now #I already have art and comic ideas yeeeeeeh

[mistbornthief]

beginning to come to the realization that Ai Di going to prison might be a voluntary act, to idk protect Zongyi or something, instead of say, some fuck up on Chen Yi's part or as collateral of revenge against Chen Yi, or my personal favorite, Chen Yi in a "shit's gone to hell" situation choosing to help the Boss instead with drastic consequences, which is like......fine I guess....

#BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #its NOT fine I wanted the A N G S T #but then why would he be so angry when Chen Yi picks him up on release day???? #i guess we'll have to see. *that image of the penguin angrily crossing its arms* #kiseki #kiseki: dear to me

[blueiight]

LOUIS: calls claudia to her face ‘ sister ‘ even tho he regards her as his redemption baby

LESTAT: me, your brother? your cousin? your aunt? LOL NO Bitch I Made You. I am your Creator™️

#hereditary comp is crazy lestat is more tyrell to claudia’s roy batty 😭🦗 s/o the bible & the prodigal son/daughter #claudia was calling lestat uncle the same way i call him or any man way older than me ‘unc’ or ‘sir’. shes just a southern lady. #Dont forget how he told louis ‘i put you on this earth’🦗🦗🦗 LOUIS HAD A FATHER AND A MOTHER MY DEAR UNCLE LES. #claudia shouldve lived to the 60s to where sister took on that problack connotation so id belly-laugh aloud #im going to write that . somehow. based off anne’s first drafts #yn. #iwtv #family from hell

[raindropwindow]

Sirius

#i have fallen back down the atyd pit 👍 #also practising digital art scary scary but I discovered overlay and vivid light etc which has changed things significantly #!! #sirius black #r/s #wolfstar #art #I will draw remus soon cos he is so dear to me #atyd #maria’s art

[mattodore]

Tell me more abt Theo 👁️

being asked about my little guy makes me feel so warm 🥹 but whew... i don't even know where to begin.

cw for mentions of drug use and child abuse

so this is theodore or theo as he prefers. everyone say hi theo 👋

theo is a man in his early twenties who's been having a pretty rough time coping with the traumas of his life and has developed some nasty habits and defensive behaviors because of that. theo was born as the only child of an investment banker (his father) and a heart surgeon (his mother), who were both very clinical and hands-off parents — in fact, the only time they were hands-on were when they were hurting him. so theo initially grew up more under the care of his childhood au pair rather than his parents.

theo's parents were more on the outside of his life up until they started pushing their ideas of academic and social excellence onto him around his teenage years, which was also around the time they sent away his au pair and expected him to start fending for himself. he was maybe around ten or eleven years-old then. theo's rebellious phase was very short-lived at this age as he was cowed back into line pretty quickly. in such a high-tension household he was always on edge unless his parents were away, which gave him a messed up sense of comfort in isolation.

being sent to boarding school for his summers gave him the chance to explore his sexual orientation but the shame overwhelmed him back into repressing. as he got older the idea of love and physical affection distorted pretty bad when he was so used to any kind of touch being a source of hurt. late in his teens he began to rebel again in little ways like with his fashion choices and growing out his hair. theo was used to the violent reactions his parents would show in the face of these infinitesimal rebellions and, in a way, he craved them. in his mind, the only time his parents showed him attention was when they were hurting him... and he wanted any kind of acknowledgement he could get from them. the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference... and they proved themselves to be far from indifferent when he was acting out.

when he moved out for college he didn't know what to do with himself. theo struggled a lot in that first year of college... he was suffering from some fucked up kind of separation anxiety, almost, despite everything. he very quickly fell into unhealthy coping mechanisms to handle the pain of separation. partying was something he found himself doing a lot. all those people showing him attention, the alcohol, the drugs... self-destruction was an easy vice to fall into for him and in many ways was another way to rebel. he escaped that way. in college, theo has a group of people he sees often who view him as a friend, but his view of himself as unlovable from an adolescence of abuse and neglect has him unreceptive to the notion.

as an adult, theo is still closeted when he's with his family. he can't help but crave the approval and affection of his parents, so he dresses the part and he tries to be what they want him to be. alone, he tries to be himself... but he doesn't exactly know who that is anymore.

theo is a loner, prone to bouts of depression, noncommittal, easily jealous, competitive, kind of waspish and mean at times, and touchy; like an injured animal with its hackles raised, who lashes out to scare others away. he's also desperate for affection, fashionable, diligent, intelligent, and alluringly magnetic.

#river dipping #asks #simarcana #theodore doe #echthroi #s: echthroi #oc extras #cw child abuse #cw drugs #sorry this took so long for me to reply to you sent me this yesterday and my brain immediately short-circuited and i ended up stopping #everything i was doing so i could go stare at my folder of pics of him and go through his pinterest board with my hand on my screen #and then i ended up getting very distracted by jerma streaming all night... re4 my love <3 #but theo is hands-down the oc i care the most about and there's honestly a lot of projection going on here... #like we have a lot of similarities... i project a lot onto all of my ocs especially my favorites um. so he's very dear to me #echthroi is a group of ocs from a story that revolves entirely around theo!! he's the main star! #that's kinda why the characters from lykos are so much more fleshed out whereas echthroi is mostly just theo #bc lykos is about everyone but echthroi is theo-centric