#hi im gita

[grownupgita]

Go! Green Eyes Spandex Suit Guy!

For more than a year now, my... hobby? Obsession? Creepy fixation? ... has been watching bits of basically every Japanese AI:TSF Let's Play on YouTube. If pressed, I'd claim it's language practice -- leave it to streamers and VTubers to challenge in both speed of speech and use of slang! -- but the truth is that I just want to hear everyone everywhere as they experience the parts of the game I care about.

One of these parts is Pewter's introduction. I enjoy hearing Japanese fans react to the... umm... obvious scientific genius evident in his choice of clothing.

(To my surprise, I discovered that I didn't know the word for "collar" before I started watching these videos, but I sure picked it up quickly. "Whoa, look at that eri!" "LOL how does he get his eri to stand up like that?" "Is he a bad guy? I can't imagine a good person having an eri like that...")

(The bit with Boss's triangle ruler at the end of AINI is a good example of the moments that keep me from wanting to completely write that game off, but that's a tumble for another time.)

I love hearing the similarities and differences in the ways gamers around the world choose to describe his overall look, too. Understandably, comparisons to Pokemon gym leaders are as common in Japanese as in English-language fandom -- a recent VTuber I was watching was immediately like "Welp, it sure is Kozaki Yuusuke doing the designs..." -- but I've also heard multiple references to sentai (usually sentai villains), and more than one person has brought up Cyclops from the X-Men (Once, a player mused "what's that guy's name who has a visor kinda like that? A beam shoots out from it... umm..." literally moments before Pewter gives the "The second Cyclops killer" namedrop)...

... buuuuuuut my favorite comparison is and always will be when a player almost immediately dubbed him "Green Kaiba."

I'm not even a Yu-Gi-Oh fan and only ever watched the Abridged series a million years ago, but I died the first time I heard it, died even more when I did further research into the variety of looks Seto Kaiba has worn throughout the series' long, long history, and now... now I don't care where his AINI profile claims he gets his clothes; I firmly believe he shops at Kaiba Mart.

I...

don't think that this is how Tumblr is supposed to work. ^^/

#aitsf #ai the somnium files #pewter #amanoma fuuta-kun -tte hito #gonna hit post even though i'm feeling every cringe #hi im gita #with my intelligence I...

[doctorwhoisadhd]

OH "ANONYMOUS SOURCE" FUCK OFFFFFFF I KNOW THATS FUCKING TYLER

#YEAH SURE NICE TRY DISTORTING THE VOICE PITCH ALTERING IT. I KNOW HIS SMUG FUCKING VOICE WHEN I HEAR IT. ASSHOLE #ari opinion hour #ive heard that bastards voice enough to know what he fuckin sounds like you CANNOT trick me like that #its the way he said 'itself' that tipped me off like i know what that selfish bitch sounds like when he says the word self at the end of a #fucking sentence #sorry im a tyler hater at my core fuck that guy #fine he got better and more likeable by like that one with mina anwar as somebodys mom but like. GOD #(somebody elses mom not ranis she was not playing gita. it was somebody else) #the witching tree #rani takes on the world

[snekdood]

i Do notice how a lot of rw hindus seem to cling on to ram and the bhagavad gita a whole lot and im not sure what to make of that yet

#bhagavad gita is obvious bc of all the war stuff but i dont really get the whole thing w ram yet #with the gita its like what. you prolly imprint yourself on to arjun and see his family on the other side as the Horrible Terrible Muslims #or whatever but with ram im confused about what it is about his story that they're trying to weaponize against muslims #this post is gonna make ppl mad and none of them will address me directly lol #idk ig personally im more compelled by all the love stories but ig that just makes me a boring lib or something idk

[lewdimagines]

𝓞𝐏𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐄 (18+)

pairings : jake kim x reader, gitae kim x reader

content warning ⚠️: nsfw head canons. . .

JAKE KIM :

he definitely is nice and romantic.. the way he gives off lover boy is so mbejwgsjeh 😍😍, he is the type man to caress you and lead you while slowly but harshly pounding into your hole and whispering soft praises in your ear.. calling you his good (boy/girl) and how your taking his cock so well

he kinda gives off like prob..8 inches def a shower not a grower 🎀 he definitely has top 5 prettiest cocks but his cum is prob not as tasty as others since he mainly eats like ramen n stuff..please give this boy some fruits and a correct diet 😭‼️.

bonus…

jake had you in a big spoon position..its been like this for minutes probably hours even! You couldn’t keep up with this mans stamina not knowing how much times you had even came around his girthy cock, as he hit your sweet spots with every thrust forcing loud moans from your vocal cords “ please..jakee feels too much its too much baby~! “ he would kiss your tears rolling down your face as his thrust sped up slightly making you squeal out in overstimulation pulling out another orgasm from you “ shh..just take my cock pretty thats all im askin you to do baby. “

GITAE KIM :

THE TOTAL OPPOSITE FROM JAKE

js mean and rough :(( never gives you a break esp if you guys are dating/married he just wants to be in your hole all the time, how else is he gonna relieve his stress anywhere else? Its hard managing a cartel and being so hot, he is such and i mean SUCH a red flag

Soon as you say no to him he will throw a big fit making no other choice for him to fuck your throat and degrade you in how stupid you are and how you dont even compare to those street common whores.

9 inches. YEA HE IS BIGGER THAN JAKE AND SO WHAT 🤬🤬‼️ He is a grower at first you’d be relieved on how he is a average length..but as soon as you start gridding your hips on his lap at the club he is dealing at you felt something way more than average against the fat of your cheeks. ( he is a ass man )

he only is romantic when youre dating him!! If you’re js some night stand he is gonna be rough and aggressive to you all night not even giving you a break.

bonus. . .

“ GITAE- SHIT! “ your screams and moans would bounce off the club restroom his hands bouncing you back on his cock, plunging his hips into yours making wet slapping noises “ maybe if you..didnt tightened the fuck up this would be fuckin easier, right? “ he said his tone being menacing and rude your walls tightening up on his walls as you squealed out more your hands gripping on the bathroom sink. Your legs quivering as the tip of his cock kept hitting your g spot. “ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE “ your begging would fall deaf on his ears as he roughened up his thrusts pulling you back by your hair “ let me see that fuckin face yea? “ you could only nod bring to dumb to know what to say as your legs quivered pulling out an orgasm from you

#gitae kim #jake kim #lookism x reader #lookism #smut #lookism smut

[imtomiee]

Yeah...I guessed that jake was gonna be hotter than his brother even without knowing what gitae looked like

And I was fucking right 🙂‍↕️

Is this? (Bro thinks he is a carnivore cause wtf is he doin...)

Hotter than this?

Also, gitae is his half brother right? They have different mothers I think (cause they dont really look alike, very disappointed😞)

Oh and bonus points for jake because he eats pickled radish if I remember correctly and DOESN'T eat RAW meat cause what the actual fuck☹️

Edit: actually..he is kinda a manwhore idk im starting to like him now hmm

#lookism #lookism497 #jake kim #kim gimyung #kim gitae #holy moly #gitae slander brought to you by the one and only tomie💋 #he gave me the ick (but it shows him eating raw meat) #idk man jake is a gentleman this guy looks like he spits at random women #gitae kim

[vvmylove]

Lookism 497

I dont give a fuck about whatever his fucking name is (gitae)

Dont you fucking think about it or im killing the town GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY MAN🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

AHHHHHHHHHHH MARRYYYYYYYYYYY I MISS HER SOO MUCHHHH (she lives vin jin bet) Do you guys think she lost weight because of that idiot guys word? Like she lost weight for the guy she likes? Cuz I know ptj like traumatizing shit istg shes gonna have anexoria or some shit (I know I worded this weirdly but I would never joke about an eating disorder :((

Hell yeah

I almost fucking killed someone

NO IM SO MAD THIS CHAPTER FUCKING ISTG PTJ JUST BE THROWING OUT ANYTHING HERE. TAEJIN GOT ONE TIME. Well we all know her fate anyways... but stilll :((

#lookism #cheongliang #generation 0 #generation one #lookism fanfic #james lee #seongji yuk #kwak jichang #vin jin #lookism vin jin #lookism 497 #497 #mary kim #taejin #gitae

[pashminalamb]

TW: ✨spicy✨ thoughts ahead 👀 you’ve been warned 😌

Belle. belle. bElLe. BELLE.

what. RIGHT. do you have. to make me malfunction like this??????

WASHOUT???? I am. Just. I cannot okay.

The lifting their chin with your forefinger???? The caging them to a wall???? The making them suck on your thumb????? ✨magnificent✨

Isagi is actually a babygirl. My man’s acts like he’s all that and then some on the field but we all know he’s eager to get home and whining for you at the end of the day. Like TELL me that this man doesn’t love being degraded and put in his place. UGH.

AND RIN!!??? He hates losing so much but yet here he is, flustered and desperate in front of you. And he was so so so determined to win too, awwww poor baby. I just KNEW jealousy was gonna play a factor into his cause come on now, Rin gets so jealous so easily and it’s the cutest thing ever. Almost cuter than him in a crop top.

BACHIRA. BACHIRA. BACHIRA. First of all. Your first Bachira fic was amazing and definitely worth the wait. But seriously. Baby thought he was gonna get away with teasing you all week? Sweetie, there are consequences to your actions you know? THE WAY HE WAS SO OBEDIENT AND GOOD. UGH. I can literally SEE him smirking up at you with your thumb in his mouth, all hard and desperate, while in his knees. The messing clay hands makes it even more fun. Toki is an interesting nickname, I’ve never heard it before. What’s it mean? OH!!! And have you ever seen that kind of fanart with a ship where it’s a two part?? Where one is talking to their friends while the other it talking to theirs?? And it’s a light shading to highlight the handprints on their bodies??? Which are also the others signature color??? UGH THAT BUT WITH YOU AND BACHIRA. PLS I CAN SEE IT NOW. Have I mentioned that Bachira is my favorite?

How are you btw?? How’s the other blog coming along? Uni still tiring? Are you taking breaks 🤨?? Eating 🤨?? Drinking water 🤨?? Don’t forget to take care of yourself love 😤😤. (I saw all of this with aggressive concern and affection btw).

As for me, Im doing pretty good. I’ve got midterms and final exams coming up. Ive Gita a few assignments to do tonight but nothing too hard, just kinda long. But winter break is almost here so Im really excited for that. Im currently craving fresh bread atm. Specifically with broccoli and cheese soup 🥹🥹. Anyways. I hope you’re taking care of yourself!!! (pls take care of yourself 😭❤️) *sending aggressive virtual hugs*

- ✨ anon

forgot to include in my last basket but like Belle 😭😭😭. you’re turning me so dominant. in THAT way. what am i supposed to do now huh 😭😭😭. all this dom energy and no pretty boys to take it out on 🥹🥹🥹. i blame you (lovingly). take responsibility (affectionately). - ✨ anon

I um (°ー°〃) ... i don't regret it (kiss it better slowed and reverb made me do it and its my fav song now) and i had a panicky moment cause washout wasn't showing up in the tags - turns out if i use links it doesn't show up in the main tag- smh tumblr. you had 1 job. just. 1 job.

Giving back character analysis of how i see the boys-

Rin got two fingers shoved down his throat ( ᵘ ᵕ ᵘ )... hes lucky i didn't make it three

Isagi (sub leaning switch) is babygirl material. On the field he plays mean and rough, but when you're in charge? You can make him whimper. He is very shy when it comes to being in bed and on some days he just doesn't care (you'll see that when the other version is out) coming to terms with subby 'sagi; he is so innocent and cute, he will get turned on from the simple things you do.

Thigh fucking is his fav cause he whines and moans, begging you to let him cum.

Rin (dom leaning switch) - i have already decided on a nickname for him (sequel to my tears your comfort) but i'm caught between the two- so i gotta toss a coin to see which one we're rolling with. You wanna incite a reaction from this guy? Make him jealous. It's actually surprising that despite doing meditation and yoga, his patience snaps like a twig when he sees you dancing with another man despite knowing that you're loyal to him.

Rin wears designer clothes, but if we think abt him wearing a fishnet vest under a crop top for a second... time to fuck his brains out

He subbed his way through this one if you get it you get it Bachira (sub leaning switch fite moi) This is the first time I introduced him properly on the blog and poor baby ended up getting punished. He can already pull off a pretty good ahegao face for a start, so... convince me that he isn't a sub leaning switch. And YES! I know that image of handprints over each other- Bachira's would be orangey/ red and your's is white/gray , Bachi got less on us tho- there is more of it on him. I gave so much of a spoiler away for my tears, your comfort for Bachira and his edition of your words my hurt is not even out yet smh.

So for the nickname in Meguru's case... I really wanted it to be 'Harry' - cause harry POTTER (ik you get it- Bachira is the least creative when it comes to nicknames) and for me, I don't see names as a way of categorizing gender? but i thought some people wouldn't like being called Harry so i played safe and used toki instead which is the japanese word for pottery. or i was thinking abt keeping the nickname as 'nendo' which means clay as well- but Harry clicked... (might change the nickname to that when i release your words my hurt + sequel bachira edition)

ik bachira was your fav- i put it first for a reason (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و

coming to the part of establishing the reader as the dominant one in washout... it was purely self indulgent and i'm gonna let myself a little loose and say that i'm not a submissive person is a dom/ major dom minor sub and since i've writing a sub reader for too long, my patience snapped and... uh yeah dom came out.

(and i like the fact that we're making people dominant here)

I'm doing alright! Uni is going great, i was late to class by twenty minutes and had a girlboss moment with answering questions (yes i am THAT girl) forgot to take my gloves today and i had to wash out the dirt again (these books are too old like 1940s old) i finished drinking over 2 bottles of water - i don't know how many gallons it was but i knew i needed it cause staying hydrated is important

٩꒰｡•◡•｡꒱۶

I actually ate more than usual today- lasagna, ice cream (gave me a sore throat- very smart isabelle. just had to eat something cold in cold weather when yk its not good for you), fries and chocolates. sausage and rice too but we won't talk abt that

as for the other blog...yk the drill moot; crying abt oliver and becoming mutuals with people who are active on my main blog and interact with me (∩˃o˂∩)♡

Oof exams! Good luck with that- and take it easy okay? *thinking if i should make a set of hcs for stuff like this* broccoli and cheese soup T-T (wants to have soup too) i hope you have your meal and savor it.

And yea i'm taking care! *busy watching moomin*

*sending back hugs*

#belle.☏ #.moot🍦: ✨ anon

[neomedievalist]

I assume you've talked about hjm in serphmissive but I am too lazy to scroll up drop the lore of the twink you're posting here real quick

i literally need to give the biggest disclaimer known to man here. i do not play fgo. everything i know about him is thru people who Do play explaining him to me, wikireading, and tumblr posts. yes i am part of the problem i am the exact type of person i complain about who doesnt consume the source material and only gets their knowledge secondhand. However. fgo is a gacha game. So that nullifies any moral guilt i might feel. but ill also be so embarassed if anyone who actually plays the game sees this and fact checks me. hasarjunadoneanythingwrong if this shows up in the tags please scroll past this i'll cry

but ive literally read the bhagavad gita so thats at least +10 elitism points. but i digress.

this is arjuna. everyone say hi arjuna. he's the greatest hero of the mahabharata, the indian epic. actually, hi digital devil saga fan, he's the son of indra, and his bow, gandiva, was a gift from agni. in the bhagavad gita, he's a warrior forced to kill his family members on the other side of the war. he basically commits himself to being the perfect warrior but he isn't allowed to be an actual person. in fgo in particular, i'm told, this manifests into a particular obsession with his brother karna, thinking of them as fated rivals. he's proud, noble and dignified, and diligent, but he's awkward with matters concerning himself. he's very concerned with appearances and how a hero should act, what people think of him, being loved. he has what he considers a "dark side" which is that he'll do anything for victory, for his pride, including underhanded tactics which are unbefitting of a hero. he initially says his wish from the holy grail is eternal solitude, basically so he doesn't have to worry about what people think of him anymore. then, after you, his master, see his dark side, and still accept him for who he is, his wish changes--to remain with you until the end.

i love him because hes basically a subversion of another certain archer i love. fate sure loves its archetypes but he really is so different from him. im not saying his name because ive been forcing some people who follow me to watch ubw but if you know then you know who im talking about. anyway arjuna is my poor little meow meow and hes also the most beautiful fgo character no question like no one would ever argue with me its just objective fact. you know i love guys with a facade, and i also love guys who are cocky to hide their insecurities. amd the fact that hes so deeply deeply sad and lonely under all of that is basically the perfect combination

#data

[nahalism]

How old are you if you don’t mind me asking? I’m the “liberal feminists are dumb” anon maybe I should pick another name to identify myself lmao but for someone so young you seem to be someone very wise. I did mean it when I called you intelligent last time, I’m curious about what made you want to learn about esotericism, while I don’t believe in everything esotericism has to say it’s definitely something that has always attracted me too. Like what books do you or have you read?

lmao, its cool come as u are. & im 25 (will be 26 in june). and thank you

i dont want to make this reply a long history of my life story, cause ultimately it will just be a story & one that may have no bearing or relation to what you feel/think. my truth is that i feel each person should believe and follow in what feels true for them. for me that is the principle of being loving and lovable, creating harmony or betterment where i go, and leaving what i touch better than how i found it or at least untainted by my presence. when i fall short of that, i dissect it and apply it to myself painstakingly so that i become a fuller expression of what i want to be and that has always been my nature. esoteric study has helped me tremendously in that pursuit, but it isnt the core reason its my nature to pursue that way of living. ive always loved the stories of people older than me, music, literature, science, history, psychology, anthropology, philosophy, building things, logic, so schools of thought whether they be animism, islam, christianity, hinduism, theosophy, syncretism, the kabbalah, the sybil oracles, are all of interest to me because theyre like giant slabs of all of those subjects put together to pick apart and bring me to a fuller understanding of the world. i take what i find to be true & apply it, leave what i dont agree with & respect it because one day i might find it relevant. but ive always said on here and still feel that its not what you know or how much you know, its what you do with it. knowing something means nothing if it cant be practically applied & my experiences, beyond any book ive ever read, are what lead me to feel conviction in my beliefs. & yes, 😂those experiences are all the typical inexplicable psychic phenomena that are usually palmed off as woowoo. so ill write a list of some authors or books that have been great resources for me over the years below, but what i hope you ultimately get from this is that its what we feel and what we experience that trumps everything. ive met many athiests that are just genuinely good people & i think that example exhibits this best. to not believe in a god or a point to any of all this and still choose to be 'good' for goodness sake is i think what all of these teachings wish for us to arrive at.

- ted andrews and ivan antic (both have many good books), manly p hall - the secret teaching of all ages, helena blavatsky isis unveiled and the secret doctrine, rudolph stiener (many good books all audio also as books on youtube), any resources left behind by nikola tesla and einstein are incredibly to marry with the content in many of these books, florence scovel shinn, krs1 (also many good videos on youtube), ralph waldo emerson has amazing insights, james redfield the celestine prophecy, the monk who sold his ferarri robin sharma, santos bonacci has a good video on syncretism & how the bible relates to astrology and the earth as a tauric field of energy, robert wang quabalistic tarot is phenomenal, and of course the bible, the quaran, the bhagavad gita, the majority of hindu and buddhist texts and whichever gnostic texts you can get your hands on. if you are a sceptic your free to remain a sceptic. the key thing is to allow the texts to meet you where you are, but to know the difference between bias and separating the wheat from the chaff. best of luck & feel free to dm me at any point

#ask

[naveensarohasblog]

#Wayofliving_Part181

"Complete Creation of Nature" || Part-A

(A Conclusive Description of 'Creation of Nature' from Sukshm Ved)

When God loving souls will read the following 'Creation of Nature' for the first time, they will feel that this is a baseless story. But

on reading the evidence from all the holy scriptures, they will bitetheir forefingers in astonishment that where was this authentic nec-

tar-like knowledge hidden until now? Please keep reading with patience and keep this sacred knowledge safe. It will be useful for

your next hundred and one generations.

Holy souls! Kindly read the original knowledge of the creationof nature created by the SatyaNarayan (the Immortal God, that is,

'SatPurush').

1. Purna Brahm: - In this Creation of Nature, SatPurush - Master (Lord) of Satlok, Alakh Purush - Master (Lord) of Alakh Lok,Agam Purush - Master (Lord) of Agam Lok, and Anami Purush -Master (Lord) of Anami/Akah Lok is only one Purna Brahm, who is

the Eternal (Immortal) God in reality; who by acquiring differentforms lives in all of His four loks, and who is the controller of infinite

brahmands.

2. ParBrahm: - He is the Master (Lord) of only seven sankh(700 quadrillion) brahmands. He is also known as Akshar Purush.

But in reality he as well as his brahmands are not eternal.

3. Brahm: - He is the Master (Lord) of only twenty-one

brahmands. He is known by Kshar Purush, Jyoti Niranjan, and Kaaletc names. He and all of his brahmands are perishable.

(The evidence of the abovementioned three Purushs (Gods) isalso in Shrimad Bhagavat Gita Chapter 15 Verses 16-17.)

4. Brahma: - Brahma is the eldest son of this Brahm only. Vishnuis the middle son and Shiv is the last, the third son. These three sons

of Brahm are the masters (Lord) of only one department (guna)

each in one brahmand and are perishable. For vivid description,please read the 'Creation of Nature' mentioned below.

{KavirDev (Supreme God Kabir) has Himself given the knowledge of the nature created by Him in Sukshm Ved, that is, Kabirbaani

(Kabir Speech), which is as follows.}

In the beginning, there was only one place 'Anami (Anamay)Lok', which is also known as Akah Lok. The Supreme God used to

live alone in the Anami lok. The real name of that God is KavirDev,that is, God Kabir. All the souls were contained in the body of thatComplete God. The title (of Position) of this very KavirDev is Anami

Purush ('Purush' means God. God has created man in His own im-age/form. That is why, a man is also known as 'Purush'.) The brightness of one hair follicle of Anami Purush is more than the combinedlight of sankh (Sankh = One Hundred Padam = 1017(One Hundred Quadrillion))

suns.

Important: - For instance, the name of the body of a country'sPrime Minister is different, and the title of his position is 'PrimeMinister'. Many times, the Prime Minister also keeps many departments with him. Then whichever department's documents hesigns, at that time he writes the same title. Like, if he signs the

documents of Home Ministry, then he writes himself as the Home

Minister. There the power of the signature of the same person isless. Likewise, there is difference in the brightness of God Kabir

(KavirDev) in different loks.

Similarly, the Almighty KavirDev (Supreme God Kabir) createdthree other lower Loks (places) [Agam Lok, Alakh Lok & Satlok]

with Shabd (word). This very Almighty KavirDev (Supreme GodKabir) then appeared in Agam Lok and is also the Master of Agamlok and there His title (of the position) is Agam Purush, that is, AgamGod. This Agam God's human-like visible body is very bright. Thebrightness of whose one hair follicle is more than the combined light

of kharab (Kharab = One Hundred Arab = 1011(One Hundred Billion)) suns.

This Complete God KavirDev (Kabir Dev = Supreme God Kabir)appeared in Alakh Lok and He Himself is also the Master of Alakh

Lok, and the title (of the position) 'Alakh Purush' also belongs tothis Supreme God only. This God's human-like visible body is very effulgent, (swarjyoti) is self-illuminated. The brightness of his one

hair follicle is more than the light of arab (Arab = One Billion = 109) suns.

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[indigo474]

Jan 14th- sunday sunday sunday

i meant to write all week but didnt.. so much happens, all the time.

I stopped to get gas one morning this week. Thursday? yes, thursday i know because i ran that morning and showered before work. As i was getting my gas i just happened to look over at the pump across they way from me and there were 2 guys checking me out.. it made me smile.. they were kids but still.. i looked behind me and there was another guy checking me out.. it use to make me feel a certain way.. not a good way- but this day- it made me feel good and also i get it.. i look good so i really cant blame them for looking..

tuesday i saw James and everything felt heavy. i lifted less but more reps which was fine with me. i was not feeling it..Thursday i dead lifted 200lbs.. another personal record. apparently this is what we do.. we dead lift. there is no limit as to how much we lift. my knees feel better. i ran a few times this week.. not real far.. 3miles. i ran friday morning in my neighborhood.. in the daylight. first time. i feel like i am making progress.. i have this thing about not being seen.. bizarre considering all i really want is to me seen .. but i'm also scared of being seen but i said fuck it.. i didnt have enough time to drive to the park and i really wanted to run.. so i did.. i'm not sure who saw me nor do i care.. progress.

i was in my feelings at the start of the week. there is a guy in my neighborhood who gives me an icky feeling. i know him but i dont. our daughters were friends in elementary school. i dont think he knows me.. but he smokes cigarettes and watches me run in the am. he reminds me of X.. i drove by his house one night and he was smoking with the door open. something X would have done..smoke in the door way -not really outside- smoke goes in the house.. anyway. i heard this guy leave early monday morning.. absurdly early. 4 ish. it reminded me of x, only he would leave at 3 something to go see his baby momma and his baby.. it brought back memories of the bullshit that i lived through and how messed up it all was .. i didnt deserve to be treated they way i was treated considering what X was up to. is this neighbor guy up to no good.. who knows..i'm just glad i don't have to worry about anyone doing me dirty. its kind of weird what can trigger a memory.. the great news is ..it's all great news.. the past doesnt matter- here now!!!

New York!! such a great time. Dancing in times square! Times Square.. electric.. I was so glad to share the experience with Madison. We went to a museum to see Taylor swifts clothes. MAds is going to London in Aug to see swift- and wants me to go. I am on the fence. i need to make a decision by the end of this week. I am amazed by the number of people in the city.. amazed.. it was a fun visit and i would like to go back. weird thing.. we went to lunch and the other mother we were with was super excited when she saw alcohol on the menu .. i told her i was going to have an iced tea because caffeine.. it was like i ruined the party.. i told her to go ahead and order a drink.. she declined. it made me feel weird.

i made it 10 days.. 14 days porn free and vibrator free.. it was a lot of work to make myself orgasm-i'm just happy i could do it without watching porn.

I got myself a book light and i absolutely love it.. and it was on sale. it makes reading in bed so much better.. just a little light.. i actually really love it. im still reading the Bhgavad gita.. i'm still excited for this year.. not so much this winter.. it is cold and i am over it. i think we are getting snow. i hope it isnt true. I am falling in love with myself more and more each day. it sounds weird to say, type, think, feel.. i am in a love affair with me.. i am looking forward to having next weekend off.. i am still waiting for my King... i hope he is somewhere happy. someday i will tell him about all the days i prayed for him before i knew him.

[bhagvadgita]

Hello im writing a paper on the similarities and differences between the concept of the bhagavad gita and upanisads the Story of nachiketas . I was wondering do you have any pointers i can use ?

The Bhagavad-Gītā and Nachiketas are two of the most significant works in Indian philosophy. The Bhagavad-Gītā is a part of the Mahabharata, while Nachiketas is a character in the Katha Upanishad. Both works are written in Sanskrit and are considered to be among the most important texts in Hinduism.

The Bhagavad-Gītā is a dialogue between Lord Krishna and Arjuna, which takes place on the battlefield of Kurukshetra. It is a philosophical treatise on the nature of existence, duty, and the relationship between the individual self and the universal self. Nachiketas, on the other hand, is a young boy who seeks knowledge of the afterlife from Yama, the god of death.

One of the similarities between these two works is that they both deal with the concept of dharma. In the Bhagavad-Gītā, Lord Krishna teaches Arjuna about his duty as a warrior and how he must fulfill it without attachment to the outcome. Similarly, Nachiketas seeks knowledge of dharma from Yama and learns about the nature of the soul and how it can be liberated from the cycle of birth and death.

Another similarity between these two works is that they both emphasize the importance of knowledge. In the Bhagavad-Gītā, Lord Krishna teaches Arjuna about various philosophical concepts such as karma yoga, jnana yoga, and bhakti yoga. Similarly, Nachiketas seeks knowledge from Yama about the nature of reality and how one can attain liberation.

However, there are also some differences between these two works. The Bhagavad-Gītā deals with a wide range of philosophical concepts such as karma, dharma, moksha, and atman. On the other hand, Nachiketas focuses primarily on the nature of the soul and how it can be liberated from samsara.

Another difference between these two works is that while the Bhagavad-Gītā emphasizes action without attachment to results, Nachiketas emphasizes detachment from worldly desires altogether. Nachiketas learns that true happiness can only be attained by detaching oneself from worldly desires and seeking knowledge of the self.

In conclusion, both the Bhagavad-Gītā and Nachiketas are important works in Indian philosophy that deal with similar themes such as dharma and knowledge. However, they also have some differences in their approach to these themes.

#upanishads #bhagavadgita #kathaupanishad

[iskconchd]

श्रीमद्‌ भगवद्‌गीता यथारूप 2.18 https://srimadbhagavadgita.in/2/18 अन्तवन्त इमे देहा नित्यस्योक्ताः शरीरिणः । अनाशिनोऽप्रमेयस्य तस्माद्युध्यस्व भारत ॥ २.१८ ॥ TRANSLATION अविनाशी, अप्रमेय तथा शाश्र्वत जीव के भौतिक शरीर का अन्त अवश्यम्भावी है । अतः हे भारतवंशी! युद्ध करो । PURPORT भौतिक शरीर स्वभाव से नाशवान है । यह तत्क्षण नष्ट हो जाता है और सौ वर्ष बाद भी । यह केवल समय की बात है । इसे अनन्त काल तक बनाये रखने की कोई सम्भावना नहीं है । किन्तु आत्मा इतना सूक्ष्म है कि इसे शत्रु देख भी नहीं सकता, मारना तो दूर रहा । जैसा कि पिछले श्लोक में कहा गया है, यह इतना सूक्ष्म है कि कोई इसके मापने की बात सोच भी नहीं सकता । अतः दोनों ही दृष्टि से शोक का कोई कारण नहीं है क्योंकि जीव जिस रूप में है, न तो उसे मारा जा सकता है, न ही शरीर को कुछ समय तक या स्थायी रूप से बचाया जा सकता है । पूर्ण आत्मा के सूक्म्म कण अपने कर्म के अनुसार ही यह शरीर धारण करते हैं, अतः धार्मिक नियमों का पालन करना चाहिए । वेदान्त-सूत्र में जीव को प्रकाश बताया गया है क्योंकि वह परम प्रकाश का अंश है । जिस प्रकार सूर्य का प्रकाश सारे ब्रह्माण्ड का पोषण करता है उसी प्रकार आत्मा के प्रकाश से इस भौतिक देह का पोषण होता है । जैसे ही आत्मा इस भौतिक शरीर से बाहर निकल जाता है, शरीर सड़ने लगता है, अतः आत्मा ही शरीर का पोषक है । शरीर अपने आप में महत्त्वहीन है । इसीलिए अर्जुन को उपदेश दिया गया कि वह युद्ध करे और भौतिक शारीरिक कारणों से धर्म की बलि न होने दे । ----- Srimad Bhagavad Gita As It Is 2.18 antavanta ime dehā nityasyoktāḥ śarīriṇaḥ anāśino ’prameyasya tasmād yudhyasva bhārata TRANSLATION The material body of the indestructible, immeasurable and eternal living entity is sure to come to an end; therefore, fight, O descendant of Bharata. PURPORT The material body is perishable by nature. It may perish immediately, or it may do so after a hundred years. It is a question of time only. There is no chance of maintaining it indefinitely. But the spirit soul is so minute that it cannot even be seen by an enemy, to say nothing of being killed. As mentioned in the previous verse, it is so small that no one can have any idea how to measure its dimension. So from both viewpoints there is no cause of lamentation, because the living entity as he is cannot be killed nor can the material body be saved for any length of time or permanently protected. The minute particle of the whole spirit acquires this material body according to his work, and therefore observance of religious principles should be utilized. In the Vedānta-sūtras the living entity is qualified as light because he is part and parcel of the supreme light. As sunlight maintains the entire universe, so the light of the soul maintains this material body. As soon as the spirit soul is out of this material body, the body begins to decompose; therefore it is the spirit soul which maintains this body. The body itself is unimportant. Arjuna was advised to fight and not sacrifice the cause of religion for material, bodily considerations. ----- #krishna #iskconphotos #motivation #success #love #bhagavatamin #india #creativity #inspiration #life #spdailyquotes #devotion

[syrelivesforptj]

More MLAAL shenanigans because I am bored and in a car.

[BossmanAncheol added Sangmin Gu]

Dabin: Why…

[BossmanAncheol changed Sangmin Gu’s name to Watch Yourself]

Watch Yourself: hello, Ancheol added me back in

Dabin: I see that… care to explain yourself Ancheol?

BigmanMingyu: Oooooh DAMN 😨

JJinuKim: How are all these jailed assholes getting phones? Why are we skimming past this?

BossmanAncheol: he asked me so I told him if he didn’t hit on you, he could get added back. I have eyes everywhere.

BossmanAncheol: I mean everywhere.

Prisonbroski(2): GU SANGMIN?? YOU BASTARD GIVE HANGU HIS PHONE BACK?!

BigmanMingyu: Does that answer ur questions Jinu Kim? @JJinukim

JJinuKim: No all it does is take away one variable. Actually I have more questions. Like, WHAT PRISON ARE THESE GUYS IN?? ARE THERE JUST NO GUARDS??

Watch yourself: Gitae, tell Hangu I need it for just a little while. I promise I will give it back I just need to say something

Prisonbroski(2): NO YOU KNOW VERY WELL THE GUARDS IN YOUR AREA ARE LIKE, 10x BETTER THAN IN OURS.

Prisonbroski(2): NOBODY CARES ABOUT GRAND THEFT AUTO ANYMORE GU BOY!

Watch yourself: sorry

Rizzmaster69: as the winter breeze sat upon us, a feeling of impending doom loomed over.

Dabin: Fine. Sangmin, what did you want to say? Make it quick.

BigmanMingyu: Seulgi coming in with the Rizzed up mini text.

JJinuKim: The suspense is killing me everyone be quiet while he types.

Watch yourself: i wanted to say sorry to Dabin for bothering her all these years. It was my first crush and I didn’t know how to handle it, I breached her privacy and for that I apologise. Also, sorry Ancheol for what I said on the day I was kicked. You guys are perfect together

BossmanAncheol: thank you Sangmin, that means a lot to us.

JJinuKim: That wasn’t worth the 2 minutes I stared at chat.

Dabin: Awww… Sangmin that’s really sweet.

Dabin: Okay, I forgive you, I was also a bit weird with my crushes in Highschool, so I have no room to judge hehe.

[BossmanAncheol changed Watch yourself’s name to Brown Flag]

Brown Flag: thank you for accepting, Im really grateful

Dabin: You’re a good guy, Sangmin! You’ll meet the right girl eventually :)

Brown Flag: oh

BigmanMingyu: Jinu are u seeing what I’m seeing?

JJinuKim: Depends, do you see two oblivious idiots?

BossmanAncheol: hey you can call me an oblivious idiot but calling my wife an oblivious idiot is a big no.

JJinuKim: I was talking about You and Sangmin but okay.

Brown Flag: actually I have something else I need to say

Rizzmaster69: and thy impending doom hath fallen

PrisonBroski(2): This is Hangu, had to say that Sangmin is giggling his ass off in his room. (We have an app that lets us see eachother through our camera)

JJinuKim: Ignoring that, what did you have to say Sangmin?

BossmanAncheol: ??

Brown Flag: Dabin, will you go out with me?

Rizzmaster69: explosion

Dabin: GOD DAMNIT SANGMIN!?

BigmanMingyu: HELPP THATS SO FUNNY 😭

JJinuKim: I knew it was gonna happen but I still wasn’t prepared…

BossmanAncheol: WE ARE MARRIED?? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!

Brown Flag: but she said I’d find a girl eventually. She was hitting on me

JJinuKim: MINGYU IS ON THE FLOORRIDNDJSJ

BigmanMingyu: IMBTAKING TOU DIWN WITH MENEEJEJ

Dabin: SERIOUSLY ARE YOU INSANE?? I JUST MENT EVERYONE HAD SOMEBODY. THAT SOMEBODY ISN’T ME!!

PrisonBroski(2): Ban Hammer!

JJinuKim: Ban Hammer!

BigmanMingyu: Ban Hammer!!

Rizzmaster69: Ban Hammer!

Dabin: BAN HAMMER!

Brown Flag: what

BossmanAncheol: the people have spoken, Sangmin.

BossmanAncheol: any last words?

Brown Flag: yeah, actually

BossmanAncheol: too slow!

[BossmanAncheol kicked Brown Flag from Ancheol and the rest]

#my life as a loser #life completely ruined #loser life #lcr #loserlife #jinu kim #ancheol jang #kim jinwoo #jang ancheol #park Dabin #im Seulgi #sim mingyu #i love them #this shits so funny #dabin park #ancheol and the rest #groupchat #mlaal

[joachimnusch]

"Stress, Reizüberflutung, übertriebener Konsum, Schlafmangel und Angstmache haben den heutigen Menschen im Griff. Mehr als die Hälfte aller Menschen ist heute leider schon so weit, dass sie zu stumpf geworden ist, um die natürlichen Empfindungen noch zu verstehen. Der Weg nach innen, durch Meditation, kann die Sinne wieder schärfen und den Menschen aus seiner Abgestumpftheit befreien." "Stress, sensory overload, excessive consumption, lack of sleep and fear mongering have today's people in their grip. More than half of all people today have unfortunately already reached the point where they have become too dull to still understand natural sensations. The path inward, through meditation, can sharpen the senses again and free man from his dullness." "El estrés, la sobrecarga sensorial, el exceso de consumo, la falta de sueño y el alarmismo tienen atrapados a los ciudadanos de hoy. Desgraciadamente, más de la mitad de las personas de hoy en día ya han llegado a un punto en el que se han embotado demasiado para seguir comprendiendo las sensaciones naturales. El camino hacia el interior, a través de la meditación, puede agudizar los sentidos de nuevo y liberar a las personas de su embotamiento." © Joachim Nusch Seminare, Workshops, Vorträge und Ausbildungen joachim-nusch.de Vital Self Meditation meditierstduschon.de | vitalselfmeditation.com Chat auf WhatsApp über [phone] https://vimeo.com/vitalselfmeditation https://www.youtube.com/@jnusch #Meditation #Mentaltraining #Ayurveda #Veda #Vedanta #Gita #Stress #Angst #Trauma #Gesundheit #Empowerment #Potentialentwicklung #Personalpower #Bildung #Yoga #Vitalselfmeditation #Blog #higherself https://www.instagram.com/p/ClfzaXLse8J/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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[prabhupadanugas]

उत्सीदेयुरिमे लोका न कुर्यां कर्म चेदहम् | सङ्करस्य च कर्ता स्यामुपहन्यामिमाः प्रजाः || २४ || utsīdeyur ime lokā na kuryāṁ karma ced aham saṅkarasya ca kartā syām upahanyām imāḥ prajāḥ If I should cease to work, then all these worlds would be put to ruination. I would also be the cause of creating unwanted population, and I would thereby destroy the peace of all sentient beings. Varṇa-saṅkara is unwanted population which disturbs the peace of the general society. In order to check this social disturbance, there are prescribed rules and regulations by which the population can automatically become peaceful and organized for spiritual progress in life. When Lord Kṛṣṇa descends, naturally He deals with such rules and regulations in order to maintain the prestige and necessity of such important performances. The Lord is the father of all living entities, and if the living entities are misguided, indirectly the responsibility goes to the Lord. Therefore, whenever there is general disregard of regulative principles, the Lord Himself descends and corrects the society. We should, however, note carefully that although we have to follow in the footsteps of the Lord, we still have to remember that we cannot imitate Him. Following and imitating are not on the same level. We cannot imitate the Lord by lifting Govardhana Hill, as the Lord did in His childhood. It is impossible for any human being. We have to follow His instructions, but we may not imitate Him at any time. The Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam affirms: naitat samācarej jātu manasāpi hy anīśvaraḥ vinaśyaty ācaran mauḍhyād yathā 'rudro 'bdhijaṁ viṣam īśvarāṇāṁ vacaḥ satyaṁ tathaivācaritaṁ kvacit teṣāṁ yat sva-vaco yuktaṁ buddhimāṁs tat samācaret "One should simply follow the instructions of the Lord and His empowered servants. Their instructions are all good for us, and any intelligent person will perform them as instructed. However, one should guard against trying to imitate their actions. One should not try to drink the ocean of poison in imitation of Lord Śiva." (Bhāg. 10.33.30) https://gloriousgita.com/verse/en/3/24 https://bhagavad-gita.org/Gita/verse-03-24.html https://youtube.com/c/HearSrilaPrabhupada https://www.instagram.com/p/CiLRMHTLF2s/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=