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mcl-ng · 2 days

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Hello!

I finally decided to write my thoughts about the game down! So here is my own "little" review, which is in fact quite long, and segmented in three parts, beginning with a general review, then my personal opinions on the LIs, and finally some more specific likes and dislikes.

Thanks in advance for reading 😘️

General Opinion

First off, the interface is refreshing, and I appreciate all the efforts put into it, although I admit it can be quite heavy, and therefore buggy (even without anything else running, on a good laptop). For this reason I'd like being able to disable some features (the animation of the transition between pages, for example, gives me a lot of troubles).

I like that Candy can have a more defined personality, and I also like how we can better understand the intention behind the answers now. No more "what? but that was not what I meant by choosing this"! For the new AP and gems system… I am still wary of it for now, and will see later if it is really as manageable as it seems. I also like sending hearts to other players, so even if they don't end up useful I'm still happy to have them I personally like the idle mini-games, and am quite curious about how the other game will be. I also think the calendar is a nice touch. And lastly, the jokers seem nice and promising, though I would have preferred having a stock-limit instead of them being temporary.

Story-wise, I like that things are going rather quickly for the beginning, and I trust they'll know when to slow things down later. I saw a few reviews saying these two first episodes felt punitive, and let me tell you… Yes. Amanda disliking me right of the bat on my first play was unexpected. So was Roy. And Devon. But I think it is kind of the point of starting a new game, we don't know their personalities yet, so it's quite normal to screw up when not using guides. But yeah, it was frustrating and Devenmentiel broke my heart.

The Love Interests

Jason is my favorite so far. Why you may ask? … I find him funny. The man is just having fun being an annoying bitch, and I absolutely love that for him! He also was one I had a quite good Lo'M with at my first play without even trying (rip Roy and Devon who did not appreciate), and it felt quite nice since things did not go so well with most of the other characters. And of course being the antagonist has its own ring, and in my taste the white streaks of hair too.

Amanda comes in the second place with Thomas. Even though my first play did not go well with her, I managed better on my second, and I quite like the relaxed Amanda.

For Thomas, he is the one I had the easiest time with on my first play, everything went smoothly and I found him pretty nice and relatable, though I do not plan on following his route.

Devon is the one I am the most neutral about I think, I don't particularly like or dislike him yet, though his route does intrigue me in a "Ah shit, here we go again" kind of way.

… Now, listen. I do not dislike Roy. He honestly seems like a great dolphin-loving guy who likes to be half-naked a lot and decided to dislike me when I was trying hard for him not to! He is just not my type. This is nothing personal, I swear! Joke aside, Roy is the one I like the least for now. And honestly, it is a shame, because I totally see why other people appreciate him. But the warningless half-nakedness happening twice summed to his for now unexplained short-patience with Jason really did not woo me, quite the opposite in fact.

Other things I like:

I find Candy's customization quite good! Whether it is for the illustrations, where you can choose between different skin colors, or for our profiles. Candy can also have disability aids (though no mobility aids yet) and a panel of skin features for really cheap, and you can not know how happy it makes me! There also are so much outfits from the beginning, and though many of them have to be paid with real money, Beemoov needs to be profitable, so I think it's rather fair (and hopefully, we'll be able to get those outfits through mini-games).

The music and the animation. I said it before and I'll say it again, I absolutely adored the theme switch when Jason appeared, and I also liked the creativity in the animation very much too. I can not wait for other such things to happen again.

Things I find too bad:

So far there has only been one character that is not thin (two if you count Danica who will show up later), and I regret that all of the men Love Interests are so fit. I can not tell you how down bad I would have been for a fat Devon or Roy (I get that Roy is the athletic type here, but you can be incredibly strong and not be skinny).

Amanda being rich was really emphasized, too much for my taste, on my first play it made me feel like being rich was her main personality trait, which made me uncomfortable. I would have preferred a more subtle way to express it (show don't tell amiright?).

I would have loved to see more not-conventionally-thought-as-attractive features in the LIs, like visible disabilities for example, or different noses, or scars, the kind of things that make the characters feel more real.

What I hope for later:

For the characters of color to be written like ones, with at least their cultures included in some aspects of the game. I understand Beemoov's wish to keep the game lighthearted, so I'd personally understand if they choose not to show racism in the game, but I would also hate that to be an excuse for ignoring the characters' cultures when addressing them would actually be relevant. Here is a better post about the matter.

More non-skinny characters.

Hopefully some in-game disability representation.

#my candy love new gen #mcl new gen #mcl ng #beemoov #critic

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lavander-aavaros · 1 year

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After browsing through 2 and 3 year old reddit posts, I can definitely understand why some people ended up feeling betrayed by RE:H. Even though I had the complete opposite experience. I distinctly remember seeing "anti-dating sim" on the itchio page back in 2019, but I guess they didn't keep that to the very end?

It's certainly a depressing game, but browsing all those comments really just makes me appreciate that this game exists even more

(Spoilers ahead)

I can certainly relate to Dov's feelings of frustration at dating sims, the standard of a "happy ending reward" and fluffy sex/romance, all that

I played it when it first came out (and holy shit, it really has been 3 years), and at that point, I hadn't yet accepted my asexuality, let alone aromanticism.

I guess, my point is, the sex and romance in the game really hit a part of me that took a few more years to decipher. I flirted with all the characters in the "standard" way and I honestly dreaded the "relationship end" that would inevitably come. But I was prepared to bear it for vampires and pretty art. And honestly, because I'm used to it. No matter how much you try, you can't escape sex and romance. The best case scenario is finding a few friends that will shut up about it around you

And it is what it is, you know? People find joy in sex and romance and they're not wrong for it. Conflicting needs and all that

...And then, that "relationship end" never came.

I've been replaying the game, currently on Markus' route, which is what sparked all of this.

And Markus... oh, Markus. I did the flirting, I said I wanted to have sex. Some of it was curiosity, I wanted to see ALL the text. And some of it was going along with what I was used to. You flirted, now have sex. This is your own doing.

Now, I'm not much into noncon. On a good day, I simply don't think about it, on a bad day it squicks the hell out of me. Which is a problem when I want to vent out my sex repulsion and read some straight up Bad Sex, and the only Bad Sex I can find is noncon. (I can write my own, but sometimes you just want to relate to a character, you know?)

And then Markus' scene came along, and it was the first time I'd seen some downright uncomfortable consensual sex. He asks if you want to have sex. You say yes. It's on his own terms and he says he will be "doing the impaling". You have sex. It's not good sex.

And with Markus, with honestly the entirety of RE:H, it was the first time that Sex And Romance Conclusion felt... good. It was the first time that reading sex and romance didn't feel like a punishment for my curiosity. "I started this, now I have to see how it ends. Ah fuck, the characters fell in love and now they're having sex. If only I wasn't playing a dating sim. Oh well, it's too late to turn back now"

Which, I admit, is an... odd mindset, given that I could just not play dating sims. But I like clicking the spacebar button and looking at pretty pictures!

I am half joking, I did spend a good chunk of my life reading and playing romance in hopes that, one day, if i did it long enough, I would just get over my repulsion and "be normal"

I've seen people say that the RE:H sex and relationships felt like a punishment. I think that was Dov's original plan, if I remember correctly?

But for me, it was the first time I actually felt rewarded for bearing the flirting. The happy Relationship And Sex reward was never rewarding to me, because honestly, I don't get why anyone would like that in the first place. Why would you ever want something that makes you feel gross and uncomfortable, you know? (I am aware that people in this world do like sex, but I just cannot relate)

So when I got uncomfortable and downright bad sex, I finally felt rewarded with relatability. "Yes! This is what sex is! This is what flirting and relationships feel like!"

This is what sex and relationships have always been to me. Repulsive and uncomfortable and, worst of all, unavoidable. Yes, sure, in real life, you can simply not have sex, you can stay single. But let's be real here, it's unavoidable when you like vampire fiction and action movies. And I could never relate to the fluffy ace characters that just... don't have sex.

I don't have a problem with people feeling betrayed and disliking the game, we all have different tastes. But, for me, at a point in my life where I hadn't accepted myself, at a time in my life where I was trying to "fix myself", RE:H was the first time I could have my cake and eat it too

I'm getting quite emotional. RE:H wasn't my saving grace. It wasn't everything and it still took years for me to get comfortable with myself. But, perhaps, call it a helping hand. A step on the ladder out of my own self-inflicted hell.

Though RE:H is bleak and depressing, and I can't risk playing it when I haven't had enough sleep, it truly means a lot to me and it will always have a place in my heart

#barely filtered rambles #red embrace: hollywood #I don't care to speculate on Gamma and Dovah's sexualities but goddamn they can bring a relatable ace/aro character to life #or... to unlife... they can *kill it*#hahah...#aavaros plays reh

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zero-max · 2 years

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Here is your excuse to Rant about Evil Eiji- Aria

Whdjejdj okay so, I know this is a very, very late response but since its been a hot minute and I have thoughts I'm gonna take the time to just talk about Eiji in general. Mostly cause in the context of why my Evil Eiji au's exist I think it's kinda important.

Sooo, I've been lurking in the bf fandom for a hot minute and I've had plenty of time to go over my feelings on Eiji's fandom portrayal (specifically in fanfic) and decide I kinda hate it. People have painted him as this "uwu soft boy" for a while, occasionally going for the manic pixie dream boy route, and it's be frustrating especially since I've spent hours of my life picking about this guy only to see people boil down his character into a few small descriptors.

Obviously this isn't old news, this was something plenty of people around me expressed distaste about long before I even started making/writing au's and something people still talk about. This period of time definitely defined how I ended up writing Eiji as a whole, and especially why I found myself creating not one but four Evil Eiji au's.

Now for those who don't know, my og Evil Eiji au, focused heavily on the idea of Eiji utilizing his sweet and innocent persona in order to get away with things like murder, emotional manipulation, and a bunch of other stuff all prompted by his newfound obsession with Ash who he ends forming a relationship with pretty early on.

The inspiration for this au came initially from a discussion I had with friends where, someone mentioned a similar idea only it was about Ash and not Eiji. It basically took Ash's canon preservation of Eiji's suposed innocence and flipped it on it's head, where Ash had this fixed idea of Eiji in his head and was actively uncomfortable whenever he ended up doing things that contradicted that vision.

I was immediately captivated by this idea. I mean at that time I'd only seen a handful of people recontextualize Asheiji and have the negative aspects of it be the focal point. Naturally, this got my brain juices flowing and it got me thinking, what if Eiji was the one purposely getting others to perceive him as innocent? What if he was emotionally manipulating people into protecting him, getting them to basically worship him and fawn over him? What if he was so good at this he could get others to literally murder for him?

Mind you the context of the anime was still fresh in my mind and I was looking back at all the instances Eiji's effects on people were shown on screen or referenced. Hell, Max even flat out says Eiji makes people either want to protect him or destroy him. And yet absolutely nothing is done with this info. Neither the anime or the manga even mention or hint whether or not Eiji's aware he has this effect on the people around him, even though the potential this has for Eiji's character is massive.

Sure people have made joking mentions of Eiji weaponizing his cuteness to get what he wants before but I ended up taking this to the extreme, spending hours discussing and curating this entire story around him actively utilizing his appearance and persona to do absolutely terrible shit, just because of one small conversation with friends.

Now you might be wondering, "Max why does any of this actually matter?", and to that I say, because this is just a tiny example of how Eiji's character can be twisted in a fun new interesting way where he's not just some prop for other to explore Ash's trama through. Don't get me wrong I've read some really fun takes on Eiji's character, and I don't think people shouldn't be able to use Eiji as a way to explore Ash in depth, but I just wish more people would capitalize on the idea of Eiji taking charge of his story. To have him act on his own, make decisions, do things that aren't related to his relationship with Ash or his story, and to just have him feel like an actual person and not some half empty glass of potential.

Like I wouldn't be here with so many Eiji centric au's if the guy wasn't actively so easy to write a bunch of interesting new character takes for. In a way, this au was meant to be an outlet for me to implement all my fucked up Eiji ideas and to just show people this guy isn't just so innocent soft boy, whose only here to "fix" Ash. He's his own person, with his own issues and flaws and with so many little tidbits you can twist and bend until you've eventually got a bunch of new character traits to shove onto him and make him even more interesting.

All this to say, I love Eiji, I love Evil Eiji, I love it when he's allowed to commit murder and I especially love torturing him because nothing screams character development like putting him through increasingly more traumatic scenarios.

Anywho, thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope this isn't a terrible disjointed mess but whatever as long as my point came across I can live with that lol

#banana fish #eiji okumura #banana fish au #i just really wanted to put my ideas out there #since i like never talk about my au's here and especially not my weird Eiji takes lol #praying i don't get flamed for this but its whatever honestly #anywho thanks for the ask Aria!#i know this response is a year overdo please don't kill me ehdjdj

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marchioness-caprina · 3 years

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You Like Me Not?

Pairings : Takami Keigo (Hawks) x Reader

Writing Style : 3rd Person

Warnings : Mild Cussing

Word Count 3290

3rd Person's POV

" Hawks. I'll ask you Nicely ok? Can you Please Please keep your distance from That New hero in your agency? That Foxy bimbo bitch what's her name again? " Y/n ranted narrowing her eyes towards Keigo who was casually lounging down on the couch with an amused look on his face.

" Now now Little Dove, I can't avoid her if you don't even know her name. But if I must say it then... Hmm" Keigo's eyes gleamed mischievously at the female in front of him as he uttered a word that made y/n go red with anger .

" Enchantress? "

" Keigo. " Y/n gave him a stern look and he just laughed at her face like it was a joke.

" Listen Kid. Looks like you gotta have another reality check. I can't avoid her because.... " Keigo paused his eyes never leaving y/n's angered face.

" Because? " Y/n growled impatiently as she crossed her arms.

" 1. We're Not even dating but here you are acting like you're MY girlfriend when you're clearly you're.... Not. " Keigo chuckled and y/n who knew that it was a fact flinched; feeling as if a million bricks were dropped on top of her head. The way he said it was like a harsh blow to the gut but she kept her usual strong expression.

" 2. We're working under the same agency so getting paired up with her isn't avoidable... Plus as her hero name states... She is enchanting " Keigo's smirk only grew as y/n's face became flushed with anger. Her eyes burning up dangerously as she gave a venomous glare at Keigo.

" And last but not the least... 3. I'm not interested in a first year kid. So chances of the two of us of ever dating is a Big fat No. Plus I think Enchantress is a lot more prettier than the average and if you ask me... I'd go after adults like her than Kids like you so stop acting like we're---" Although Keigo's Tone was indeed playful and the smirk on his face made it even more clearer. His words stung like hell.

Y/n who was visiting their agency and went straight up to his office to complain had taken in the harsh damages and blows. Yes she may be a first year brat in U.A but was it really terrible to love someone older than her by a few years?.

Apparently she was a little naive in terms of love so when Keigo saved her when she was still in middle school she fell in love. Who wouldn't? He's got undeniable charms, a pretty face , a well sculptured figure but most of all. He made her feel safe and protected, setting she never felt before so when she finally began studying in U.A she decided to pursue Hawks so it was very common for her to come by the agency. Almost everyone knows who she is by now.

So this was the usual; but it was the first time she walked out on Keigo who was still Talking.

Because it was honestly too much. After she confessed to him and started pursuing him, Keigo decided to be a Jerk and gave her a very hard time. When she'd come over to give him lunch he'd purposely fly away and call her to deliver it to a specific place but when she gets there he calls her again to either say that she was taking too long and left or he had 'accidentally' gave the wrong address and he needs her to send it on this one instead.

And he keeps doing that everytime. He even went as far as to go to another town to have her chasing him like a madman. Yet her determination never faltered. Something Hawks had came to acknowledge her for.

He sends her on wild goose chases and one time he gave her 3 wrong addresses even though he was only sitting in his office the whole time.

And if people think his wings are sharp then his words are sharper. He may be sweet to the media or the other people outside but when talking to her, his words are venomous, sarcastic, and over all it's just rude and pretty painful to hear.

How y/n had managed to stand strong until now was a mystery and everyone in the agency had grew to respect her for this but also carrying a little hatred for Hawks who purposely plays with her.

Keigo who was left in his office was speechless, he blinked a few times and even pinched himself to see if he was dreaming and when he found out that he wasn't he gave out a sigh.

It was quiet, far too quiet. His mind drifted off to y/n who had stormed out of his office awhile ago. Yes he was very much aware of the cruel treatment he was giving her but that's only because he wanted to see how persistent this girl was with her love for him, he thought she'd give up within the second time but when she never did he grew even more intrested and began testing her a lot more than intended and when he found out that her affection for him was too strong.

He didn't know what to do and began running away like a coward. It was wrong in so many levels. She was younger than him not to mention she's still studying in U.A, His job isn't necessarily designed to have a normal life and finding love and making a family IS normal, and he might die one day and he didn't want her to carry the burden of losing him so it's better to make her hate him.

But boy was he wrong when she kept coming back stronger than before. She was already forcing her way in his heart that he became distressed with his emotions.

And poof, he suddenly realized that he loved her back.

Something about her allured him to no ends and curse his animalistic instincts when it comes to mates because as much as he hates to admit it, he had already acknowledged her as a Mate. HIS mate. He can't help but be greedy and possessive of her, and the the mighty knows how many nights he had to lock himself in, restrain himself while his self control was being brutally tested on ; because with one wrong move he may have already infiltrated U.A causing a security distress, Crashed inside her dorm room , fucking bred her like a feral animal and claimed her like the pretty little mate she was.

Everytime he sees her, his control weakens and he had to hit himself and punch his face multiple times literally to remind himself that she was still a goddamn minor and he can't have his way with her yet.

She's not making it any easier for him so he developed a bad habit of taking it out on her because if his words can't do the talking then he might as well jump her bones and have her screaming his name.

Keigo groaned as he planted his palm on his forehead.

He was beginning to feel anxious. Like something bad was about to happen; something he didn't like at all.

He turned on the T.V and started reading through a few papers works but he couldn't hold himself back anymore.

He jumped out the window and began feverishly looking for the h/c haired girl.

" Fuck me and my Fucking Hormones... God.... Kid what have you done to me? " He mumbled but it came out as a growl instead. He was agitated, frantic and nervous, he couldn't get her out of his head even if he'd hit his head on a fucking billboard.

His eyes darting to every direction he knew she would take to get here. As creepy as it may sound but he knows every single route she'd take to get to his agency including the transportation she'd take to get there every time.

After some time he finally spotted her after dashing and flying at jet speed throughout the city like a mentally deranged patient he had finally spotted her .

A sigh of relief escaped his lips as he tried to regain his cool.

" Hey Kid" He yelled out once he was near enough and he got no answer.

Y/n had purposely ignored him. His words still rang inside her head and everytime she remembered. It made her heart clench in pain.

And when she heard her name being called out by the said Male . She wanted to turn around. hell she even wanted to run to him like a love sick little puppy but she can't let him see that she was crying.

So she ignored him and began walking at a faster pace.

" Oohh~ playing hard to get now aren't we? You know you gotta try harder. A little silent treatment isn't going to have me falling for you ya know" keigo casually stated with a hint of playfulness but he knew any better; he was desperate to have her attention back to him.

God, what did he do? Did she finally wake up and decided that she was sick of his bullshit treatment? Shit now what?.

After minutes of no answer Keigo began to feel frustrated and without thinking he landed behind her and grabbed her by the shoulder. only to whirl her around to face him.

" Kid---"

Keigo froze after seeing here blood shot eyes and tear stained cheeks.

He did it this time and he felt like a full blown jerk for doing this... For hurting her.

Y/n avoided any form of eye contact and placed her eyes on anywhere but him, lips quivering in a mixture of anger and sadness. She looked like a mess.

But Keigo thought otherwise though, he felt so sick of himself. The face she was making, teary eyes, flushed cheeks, quivering lips. It had disgustingly turned him on even though the situation screamed otherwise. His thoughts began to drift into the dirtiest part of his mind wondering if this face would be the reward he'd get if he'd have her under him, sprawled all over his sheets, sweaty and needy for him while crying-- no begging for him to give her more while he rearranged her guts. Damn he really was Messed up in every possible way.

He wanted to slap himself for thinking that way but a part of him couldn't blame himself because ever since she started coming over he had been so pent up it was a miracle he hadn't fucked her on the spot. And he didn't even have the guts to fuck another woman because he already acknowledged her as a mate; HIS mate.

He swallowed hard before forcing himself to speak.

" What's this? Now you're giving me a Sad and Pity worthy face? If you're making me feel guilty then it's working. I didn't think you'd stoop this low th---"

" Takami leave me alone. I don't want to see you right now, if you came here to insult me even further then just Go. " Y/n cut him off, she was unable to bring herself from listening to another one of his remarkable insults again when the wound was still fresh.

Keigo paused as his once playful stare began to change into a more intimidating and stern look.

' Leave you Alone? After what you've done to me? Oh~ what a naughty baby bird... No Never.... I'll keep this in mind when I finally claim you, I'll punish you for ever thinking of leaving' those thoughts circulated through Keigo's head as he silently stood there. Staring at her.

Y/n who was unable to handle the pressure tried to yank herself away from his hold but he had a grisly grip on her shoulders and his gaze managed to intimidate her enough to stop moving.

" Listen.... Y/n---"

" Senior Hawks! " Keigo was cut off from speaking and to top it all up he was taken by surprise and his reflexes kicked in; pushing y/n away quite harshly.

Their gazes were flung to the left where Enchantress, the new Hero in their agency was running towards them with a devious smile.

Keigo groaned and y/n rolled her eyes after seeing the pink haired female make her way towards them.

" Hey " Keigo muttered but again; he was caught by surprise when Enchantress had wrapped her arms around his while smiling proudly at y/n.

" Who's This Senior? " She asked pointing at y/n but the look on her face made it obvious that she already knew who y/n was.

" She's y/n...a fan" Keigo's persona shifted in a heartbeat and was now wearing his natural and charming smile.

" Oh? She's a Fan? Well nice to meet you. I'm the new Hero Enchantress, Say... You have a pretty face " Enchantress smirked making y/n fight back a scowl.

" Thanks " As much as y/n wanted to drop all the pleasantries and Immediately move to the part where she's ripping of Enchantress's left boob.... She can't.

So she decided to keep it neutral and gave Enchantress a small nod and a smile.

" You have a pretty face... But... Senior if you were given a chance to pick, which one of us would you choose? I wonder" Enchantress cheered innocently but her question got Hawks cornered.

She was doing this on purpose; placing him in a situation where he'd most likely fuck up and judging by the looks the two females were giving him... He can't smooth talk his way outta this. Not this time.

" Of course.... I'd pick you-- " Keigo's eyes we're settled on y/n but he pulled his gaze away from her and towards enchantress. " Enchantress" Keigo finished and The look of triumph on The pink haired female's face was floor-bash worthy.

Y/n stood in place, for a moment there she had her hopes up. Keigo was cruel enough to pull that stunt on her; giving her false hope only to bring her down and rub it in her face.

" Or course you'd pick me, miss y/n is still a kid and she's... Take no Offense in this miss y/n but Senior Hawks is a bit... Hmmm... Out of your league?" Enchantress smirk grew wider and Hawks who was already lying through his teeth was still fighting his Pride for dominance.

With a sharp glare sent towards Enchantress who didn't seem to notice only scooted closer towards him.

" Oh, Really? Ok then "

Keigo blinked at how nonchalant and uncaring y/n's reply was. He was genuinely expecting her to explode like usual but this time it's different.

Y/n was fighting back the new batch of tears, heartbreak was a real pain in the ass. Couldn't he just put her down slowly? Why is he taking pleasure in hurting her this way? Now he's rubbing salt onto the wound.

In which area did she lack in? Her face? Body? Skill? Intelligence? Now that she thought about it, Enchantress tray lived up to her Hero name. She was perfect in every angle.... Perfect for Hawks. Enchantress had a nice body, a seductive face and y/n heard of the achievements done by the Female Hero.

She can't beat her even if she tried. She's mentally, physically and emotionally drained to even give a reaction. She'd just get hurt even more.

Maybe this is a sign.

For her to finally give up, move on, shift her focus and concentration to something more beneficial.

This was hopeless and all she ever got was pain. She's not a masochist who yearns for the continuous and brutal impact of emotional pain. Heck even masochists needs a little love too.

She's tired and y/n knows better than to put herself down with her own insecurities. So she needed to make a move fast because she'll only get hurt again.

It's wise to forget him.

With a deep breath she pulled out a strong front with a genuine smile on her face as she gazed at Keigo and Enchantress.

Keigo wore an anxious look while Enchantress held a surprised expression.

" Well, you two do look compatible and you're right he is out of my league.... That's why I'll look for someone else within my reach. He's not the only fish in the pond.... I'm sure I'm holding you guys back.. Carry on with your hero duties, I'll go back now Bye~" Y/n turned around and gave them a wave before skipping away from the two.

Her tone along with her smile looked far too cheerful that it scared Hawks.

Did she just say she'd look for Someone Else?, she had the guts to say that right in front of him?.

He balled his hand into a fist, and for the first time in his life he had never felt this scared to lose someone. He was breathing heavily while throwing a mental tantrum.

" You know.... I thought you'd finally stop that bad habit of yours Hawks.... I learned from the rumors and wanted to see for myself and probably give you a hand to confess to her but now that I've witnessed it, You really are a Fucktard" Enchantress shook her head as she crossed her arms gazing at Hawks with disappointment.

" Fuck off. This was your fault to Begin with. It's not as easy as you think"

" Really? You're blaming me for all the fuck ups you're responsible for? A girl's heart is fragile Hawks... I didn't live for a hundred years buried in the shelter of naivety. Her love was true and I think you just lost your chances.... If you wanna fix it. Fix it fast because once a girl has enough, she'll leave you like you're worth nothing. "

" I... I know I fucked up but your meddling wasn't necessary "

" Really? I was getting tired of watching you hurt her. I'm a woman too and I don't appreciate seeing other men hurt a woman who clearly loves them.... I did her a favor by giving her the ultimatum to let go... Looks like she took it in the end " Enchantress chuckled while Hawks stood there, his demeanor turning darker by the passing second.

" You're saying it's better that she leave me? " Keigo muttered Darkly , a dangerous look in his eyes began to resurface.

Enchantress kept a calm expression and nodded her head.

" You're Toxic Hawks. And it's better for her to leave you than seeing her get hurt over and over again... I've been in that stage before... And it hurts more than any injury I've suffered... "

" Since you're so knowledgeable about this then why not tell me how to fix it? Before I decide to go rogue and slit your throat" keigo threatened as he plucked out a feather which turned rudged and sharp; pointing it at Enchantress .

" Hmm... You seem to Love her judging by how strongly you reacted ... But you're worst than shit in showing it... But here's a tip . If you wanna fix it then fix yourself first. Learn how to treat a woman you like as if she's greater than a queen and remember that I'm not the one who hurt her...it was you." With those words being uttered Enchantress disappeared in a puff of smoke.

........ To be continued

#bnha #bnha x reader #mha #boku no hero academia #bnha imagine #y/n #xreader #hawks imagine #Hawks x Reader #Takami Keigo #Keigo x Reader #Jealous!Keigo #You Love Me Not?

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SPOILERS!!!!! // i actually despise the route they've taken, i really do. if they really wanted dani and amira, and if they were endgame, i actually wouldn't have minded - i would've sighed a little bit sure, but i'd be ok.... but what they're doing with kassim... i'm just ... wow. disappointed and frustrated is a huge understatement. if they wanted representation it would've been great, but making that representation someone who could've been a really amazing love interest for amira? smfh.

uhhh i tried to put a “read more” but it’s not working???

yeah like i really like how the show has handled the first steps on the damira relationship, where there’s a lot of communication and you can see that they’re both negotiating. my biggest complaint is still that dani is a white man taking the spot on what originally was the place of a muslim man of color. and in that sense, i won’t give eskam a pass. while skamit pretended that they “ethnic-looking” white non-muslim female actress was a hijabi teenager of color, and that’s something i don’t think eskam would do, eskam is the second remake that has taken away one of the spots of that couple with two people of color, so they go to a white actor/actress.

but i agree with you: the worst this has got to be the kasim subplot. i DESPITE it with all my being for the following reasons:

perpetuates the notion that all muslim people are homophobic, something that they show has fought before in cris’ season and in the video lucas filmed with amira.

actually, let me go back to that video. because i feel like the eskam writers didn’t look at that video when they were writing this bullshit. both amira and lucas make points about how homophobia is not inherent to islam, that one can be gay and muslim because it depends on how people interpret their religion and how they feel their faith, etc etc. but then kasim spews out the same bullshit amira was fighting in the first place: that lucas, who lives in a christian environment, will have the support of his friends and people around him, but because kasim is muslim he’s deeply scared and doesn’t want to come out. it’s not because lucas is white while kasim is a brown man, it’s not because kasim has had particular experiences with his sexuality outside his religion. no. it’s because lucas is christian and kasim is muslim. and of course christian people are waaay more open minded than muslim people, right? that’s how LITTLE NUANCE was put in the whole thing. the entire story is written like any youtube comment under a clip of las labass, saying that they will punch cris for being bisexual and other islamophobic bullshit.

this kinda shits on the entire religious subplot of og s3. in og, isak’s mother insistence with showering his son with the word of God(tm) was what held him back from coming out to her and part of his internalized homophobia. the season also made points how what isak believed in, aka the evolution, could also lead into homophobic rationalizations of the presence of gay people in the story of humanity, while sana made sure to tell isak (and the audience) that hatred came from fear, not from religion. isak suffered because he was in a white and christian environment, where people were either disgusted by him (his parents at first), completely okay with outing him because “it’s 2016, get out of the closet” (emma, vilde at some extent, bunch of other people who spread the rumors in school), casually calling him slurs (magnus), fetishizing him and even (the dance girls, the skam fandom), and then people who were supportive of him (admittedly, not all of these things were called out in the show, but people got the point with the first two groups). the only muslim character in the show had absolutely no problem with isak being gay, and supported isak and even’s relationship: sana even got mad when she thought the balloon squad hit isak bc he was gay, when they actually hit him because he fought them first out of jealousy - and back then it was the white girls who insulted sana in the bathroom and who theorized that the balloon squad were homophobic. so, like, absolutely all of that is gone here. and in the last dani/amira clip, dani says how his parents aren’t actually “good christians” (hmmm the christian cult survivor in me absolutely loathes that term) because they’re intolerant and homophobic, but the fact that it’s kasim, the muslim gay guy, who says he’s in a bad environment, means that the show wants us to believe and empathize with him, right? UGH. very progressive of you eskam. i’ve never seen this before.

let me expand real quick on that last point. so far it’s only been amira, a straight muslim girl, who has told us that homophobia is not inherent in muslim spaces. HOWEVER, we have an actual muslim gay character say to out faces that he feels oppressed and that his circles will never understand him the way lucas’ christian circles understand and accept him. and because he’s the gay muslim guy, we’re supposed to believe he’s right over amira, who has never experienced being lgbtq+ and muslim. WOW. I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT.

yet again other western stereotype of a gay guy nonchalantly asking amira to play as his beard. WOW. WOWOWOWOW. WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK. but what i hate the most about this is that amira is clearly SO disgusted by this, the narrative wants us to be on her side and demonize the closeted muslim guy of color for this. all while we were supposed to take dani’s al qaeda joke as a funny thing that amira adds to the list of why dani is the funniest guy she knows and why she likes him. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

moreover, i hate this entire conversation: because amira has had two people come out to her. cris and kasim. and when cris, white christian cris, told her she liked a girl, amira was immediately okay with all of that. but when kasim tells amira that he likes a dude, amira’s reaction it’s just SO baffling: she accuses him of FOOLING and LYING to his family and the people around him. but she never once questioned why cris hadn’t told anybody this yet, much less call her a liar for not coming out to everybody. what the fuck is this!!!!!!! not only this is yet another way that the show demonizes kasim, but it’s purposefully writing amira ooc to do so. wow. i absolutely hate it. i don’t think i have said that yet?

and to close this huuuuge rant off lmao, i just really dislike that everything about kasim’s sexuality is misery porn: begging for the white guy he likes (loves?) to understand him and be with him, the pressure of being the only man on his family, the pressure of his sister trying to find him a good muslim girlfriend, how oh so homophobic muslim people around him are... even if at the end the show ends up saying (again) that coming out as a muslim is Not That Bad, all of this is just, immediately gonna make white/non-muslim people look at this and think: “yep yep yep, muslim people are sooooo intolerant, not like Me, raised in a good Christian environment, where we’re Open Minded not like those arabs”. and i already hate all of that, no matter what the resolution is. this is SO catering of western audiences only. terrible writing choice and i won’t let eskam get out of this one. even if they found a way to say the right stuff at the end, what they’ve done for now it’s enough for me to step away from the remake. but i’ll be here to criticize it when the entire episode is out, you bet.

#skam españa spoilers #answered #skam españa #anti eskam #wow #never thought i'd use that tag before

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tamiddyinyourcity · 5 years

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Niggas wilin'. (Fuckin' heckers.)

TW: s**ual *ssault, ab*se, an*l, the f-word, the n-word, racism, homophobia, sexual content, perverse language, and an*me/h*ntai type speech.

Nothing annoys me more than people that *jump* to the "god you're an sjw" route.

Like... nigga, I was out here chillin too. Everyone was just fine till they went out their way doing some extra shit.

A good summary of high school was like:

Nobody:

Me:

Those weird kids that wanna prove to everyone in 10th grade that theyve used reddit or 4chan and have edgy jokes:

GOD IT'S LIKE NO ONE CAN TAKE A JOKE THESE DAYS

Or better yet.....

No one:

Not a single soul:

Dudes on my school bus every day:

So yeah literally so many women are lying about rape and its no wonder no one believes them

My nigga, who even... said shit about it? Literally no one was talking bout sexual assault. Everyone else on a school bus is getting all prepped and ready to lay face down in their bed for seven hours, do some extra homework, or have a social life.

But these niggas?

Not these niggas.

It wouldn't have been a problem if they had evidence to back it up or they were stating real facts and not just shit they read off 4chan or from any one sole reddit post, but they would go out of their WAY to bring up rape in some form or fashion.

Or hentai.

So if it wasn't one form of immaturity, it was another.

"How many times can two high school boys keep going "OMG HIGH SCHOOL DXD TIDDIES ARE SO UNREALISTIC XDDDDD" over the course of four fucking years? We'll show you how they managed to damn near every day on every bus ride? to and from school, for each fucking year, on tonight's news at 5."

I hate that I dated one of those dudes.....

It went as well as one would expect.

And nah. Not gonna talk about it yet.

Or how about that time a boy desperately harrassed and begged me for fucking days to do special effects makeup on him to make him look like Two-Face from the Batman series, just for me to spend MORE THAN AN HOUR AND A HALF OR LONGER on it, and this nigga kept it on for not even ten minutes before stripping off all the latex, makeup, and hard work I spent to make him look badass.....

Because...

"I don't wanna get called gay for it, bruh, I don't wanna be called a.... f..f...(f-word,) bruh!" (He had a stutter. As well as some internalized homophobia, but go off, Adam for thinking that having half a face of blue makeup meant you were ready to choke on some dicks.)

And I basically told him, "Adam, its not fucking gay to wear cosplay halloween makeup. You'd look like fucking TwoFace, a comic and film movie gangster, there's literally not a single thing gay about wearing blue face paint."

If it was makeup that made him look like James Charles, or a bold lip and some mega lashes, or me using a bright blue sharpie to write "would suck dick for ten cents" on half of his face, THEN I'd get it, and I'd get why he'd be nervous wearing that shit.

But how are you gonna make me do the sfx makeup, just to rip it off, and call it gay?

Thats like if niggas went "hey my guy paint the sistine chapel ceiling", then immediately buurned it down and called it evil.

Or if you asked for a mural to be done a specific way of an idol or specific look, just to rub shit on it before the wet paint has even fully dried, and say that by making the mural, I ruined fucking everything, and no one should see it.

...why act ashamed of something you liked? He was genuinely the happiest id seen him up until he suddenly got anxious and tuned out the collective seven other people saying, "come on bro, it looks cool man, dont mess it up! She just did it!", to peel the latex and everything off his face like that... I was devastated, from that shit, man.....

But apparently me saying "having half a face of blue paint on doesn't make you gay, Adam", triggered this one other classmate so freaking much, that he went *out of his way*, to sidle up to me and go "Wow Mia, there you are acting so triggered again; dont be such a fuckin' SJW about it."

Excuse me, fucking W H A T ? . .

....i wish this was satire.

I recall the words ""sjw" and "feminazi" being used, but what incel beta headass person decides to genuinely use those words in real life, as if thats what actual, normal people would say to someone?

Jfc, its not Life is Strange.

People tend to... actually enjoy things, without proving they don't respect themselves or others for basic things they like and enjoy, you know.

He was like 16 or something, so its a midway point between "sixteen year olds can be really fuckin stupid and edgy", and "but this nigga is old enough to probs know that its not gay to have that on his fuckin face."

Long story short, I haven't done special effects makeup for an extremely long time, since I put in a lot of hard work and effort to give this kid the PERFECT batman villain makeup look he was DYING to receive....

Just for, after almost 2 fuckin hours, he rips that shit off his face in under two minutes.

Since he thought it was gay.

And I got called a social justice warrior for being mad that all my effort went to waste, all since a dude thought the color blue was gay.

Jesus fuckin christ.

That is not very nice.

And that one non-black boyfriend I had, (that i dumped in less than 24 hours of being with,) since he loudly proclaimed in a hallway "I DON'T GET WHY THEY'RE SO MAD THAT I SAID (insert n-word here)!"

....i don't even have words for that one.

Jesus christ, you have ONE girl in your life who actually likes you, who happens to be black, and now you wanna shout slurs in hallways of predominantly black schools all because you're *surprised* that school administrators don't like you texting that word to other kids in group chats.

(A.k.a., this idiot and his friends said the n-word with the -er at the end, unfiltered, way too fuckin much in a group chat and someone called them out on it. Proceeds to loudly shout and bitch and moan about administrators wanting to punish them for it... to their black crush at their black school. Gets surprised that girl then dumps him first thing in the morning the next day for being a total tool, and completely oblivious to goddamned everything, man...)

That was the same dude who I opened up to about traumatic shit my abusive first boyfriend did, and at first sympathized with me, but almost immediately went "hes still a cool guy though and I'm not gonna stop being friends with him tho."

No one even asked him shit about ending that friendship, i just wanted to vent, without feeling guilty about shit....

Way to help, man.

Even the basic concept of "yeah i don't really think about my ex anymore and really just would prefer to act like he just doesnt exist", didn't work for this idiot! He'd go out of his way to bring up my ex and his new girlfriend or things my ex said about me or would do for his girlfriend... like.... yeah thanks man. His surprise when i dumped him... maybe don't repeatedly name drop the guy your ex hates and then be a total all around asshole to the people around you... and be shocked when you're dumped.

(This got a little off track but it still fits the point I'm making.)

Deadass, the most "hashtag #triggered" people are the ones who have no social lives.

Why else would someone talk as loudly as they can on a bus, with their one sole friend about hentai tits on the daily?

Why else would a dumbass be shocked that people don't enjoy being called slurs?

Why else would anyone who says "yo the n-word is kinda pointless to say", "hey don't shout that in hallways", and "wearing halloween makeup doesn't make you gay, unless you were sucking a dick as you wore it", makes someone... an sjw?

Oh, right. Since people are fuckin delusional and dont have friends or know how to talk to different types of fuckin' people in their life at all... yeah. Alright.

In the great words of transphobic ass BlueFace, who is too ashamed to admit they openly had sex with someone whos lgbt since they're also toxic as fuck:

"Yeah.... aight."

TL;DR:

Probs don't go out of your way to do obviously bogus shit, and no one will think you're bogus. Problem solved. That's all.

Also, make friends with people of different races, and genders. It's intimidating at first but gives tons of insight. No ones really as different as they seem. You'll even find some things out about yourself. Hell, one ex I had was an extremely Republican Conservative with strict mindsets about immigration, other races, religion, virginity, abortion, gay marriage, all sorts of things... and now he's proudly still an asshole, for tons of different personal reasons, but now liberal, and exploring his own femininity and sexuality. And he rocks the fuck out of sundresses without shame, and even uses rectum toys while still being a 100% straight cis male.

Now *that* is some good ass nontoxic masculinity right there.

So, yeah, there's my first rant. Hope you all understood the point i was trying to make here. Have a nice night. And get all the rest that you could get too.

*side note: n-word dude was otherwise unbearable even before the n-word situation. I could be like, "damn isnt it amazing that humans and civilizations deadass survived THOUSANDS of years despite all the factors and outcomes?", and this dude would just glare at me then huff as aggressively as he could, then groan "UGH, WE GET IT, HUMANS ARE ALIVE AND HAVE LIVED, DEAL WITH IT", and would brush me off... he completely deserved the bullshit that he got.

#first post #rant #niggas wilin #personal rant #exes #yikes #racism

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