#how I feel for the past few days-

[bullagit]

due to personal reasons i am now firmly on team “i hope aziraphale does change heaven for the better actually (going on the assumption that his return is as straightforward as it seemed etc” 

like if the alternative is just this ohhh he’s so NAIVE and SOFT and so WRONG and he’ll have to LEARN A TOUGH LESSON etc etc nonsense then yeah 1000% go for it babe knock it out of the park

i hope choosing hope and kindness pays dividends. i hope the soft traits that made other characters continually disparage and underestimate him and his intelligence turn out to be his greatest assets bc i kinda don’t give a shit about a “toughen up it’s the only way everyone else knows better” life lesson for this character

(which like honestly a lot of the rhetoric is dismissive of the fact that persistent goodness in the face of an existence of disparagement takes great strength and that at the end of the day aziraphale has always been able to stand up in his own way)

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #aziraphale #aziraphale IS in fact a dark horse #he is consistently dismissed and underestimated and overlooked bc of how he presents himself! #even crowley does this with him (not in any sort of malicious way its a sense of protectiveness) #(i am not here to get into how aziraphale n crowley treat each other in ways that are unintentionally hurtful id be here forever lmao) #the point is that aziraphale is smart and tbh he knows more about how shitty heavens treatment has been the past few thousand year?? #since he's. he's been the one getting treated badly. that whole time. #anyway theyre both right theyre both wrong and end of the day i just. #i hate the concept of a s3 that equates softness and kindness with being wrong and naive and dumb etc #it does not feel very good omens to me idk man #so i hope that's not where it goes

[peachcott]

[ aa ] reflecting / witnessed

#mine #aa4 spoilers #phoenix wright #trucy wright #ace attorney #7 year gap #naruhodou ryuuichi #naruhodou minuki #apollo justice: ace attorney #AUUUUGH #THEYYY #THE #TH THE. TH WRIGHT S. TH . #(i know nothing about how courts work) i like to think that theres an interim of a few days between The Trial and #The Hearing Where Phoenix's Disbarment Is Formalised #and this is the night before the hearing #so he knows this is his last day with this badge that's been the first thing in his pockets in his hand on his mind for the last few years #and then of course young trucy (still in cloak & hat because theyre big and she's small and its a way to hide & feel safe) #who knows she played some role in this even if its not all entirely clear #and knows that phoenix has been putting on a brave face these past few days #she is (after all) an expert in putting on a brave face #but seeing behind his reliable mask is still... jarring #confirmation that she's not imagining this. confirmation that she messed up REALLY bad #AUUUUUUUU #ANYWAY interpret these pieces however hits best for u !!! #just sharing what was in my mind when i made them :]

[dizzybizz]

sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and #oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me. #wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck #theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O #my art #i keep nearly forgetting that tag help??? #ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth #oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head.. #there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭 #im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really #i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in #2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help

[chromaherder]

Byler week day 4: Summer Love During which Mike vows to never do sports again after swallowing a good handful of salt water.

#byler #byler fanart #bylerweek2023 #i've been listening to a lot of Beach Boys lately so yeah #also I recently learned how to surf and let me tell you it's not easy #also been feeling very soft the past few days with all the amazing art and writing being posted #so you can have a little smooch as a treat #if you realize now mike has freckles like he rightfully should is bc 2 days later i realized i uploaded the wrong image lmao #fanart

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

Are you still active on tumblr?

YES I am!! Sorry friends for dropping off the face of the earth, I got a job and I had to move and it was a lot. But I am less stressed now and I hope I can get back to posting more regularly!! I really missed it (ﾉ^ヮ^)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧

I will never leave tumblr because there is no other place on the internet where I can tell people that 80% of the time when I try to introduce myself to someone in the office that I haven’t met yet I get so focused on smiling and holding eye contact that I forget the part where I actually have to introduce myself (°□°)

#HELLO FRIENDS #how are you!! I missed you! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ #I hope you all had a good summer!! #mine was very nice even though there was a lot of stress and new things happening #suddenly there were so many adult things in my life that at the end of the day I just sat on the couch and watched decorating shows #I love decorating shows but today they showed this decorating competition and one woman had to decorate her whole bedroom coral #and then I knew it was time to go back #friends I've done so many new things the past few weeks!! I've really underestimated what this new chapter of my life would be like #it's very nice and I'm glad but I've never thought about things like insurance and taxes and parallel parking before #and I'm in a new apartment and everything!! ✧⁺⸜(●′▾‵●)⸝⁺✧ #it is a very good apartment but the landlord left us so many of their chairs #this does not sound like a problem but we also owned chairs before #so our chair number is doubled now #the kitchen is full of chairs the balcony is full of chairs #I've hidden two chairs behind the TV but I can still see their chair heads and then I feel bad because they do not deserve this #they should be roaming free #also rode a BIKE #they say you never forget how to ride a bike #but my secret is that I never really knew how to ride one #in Germany all students have to do a bicyle test in fourth grade and I was so bad that my teacher asked me #afterwards if I had tried to confuse the other students #I just said 'uh yes' and then he said ok and I passed with the worst bicyle grade of the whole school #I hade made 8 bicyle mistakes #I hope you're doing well friends!! see you soon!! #have a nice day :)

[spacizia]

that weird guy from archives who dumped an entire conspiracy on you (except he’s right)

#red valley #redvalleypod #gordon porlock #(secret warlock) #warren godby #s1 e1 tortoise #fucking love these guys #over these past few days ive relistened to redval like at least 4 times #its been on my mind #i miss you redval every day of my life #i have no clue how i see these guys #i have no imagination #But!! i know warren is ginger so there #and gordon. god i have no clue #i still feel like i vaguely imagine him with lighter hair but god i dont know #aphantasia is kicking my ass #do appreciate the background please i never draw those #fanart #podcast #red valley fanart

[ghosttotheparty]

i hate summer. i hate heat. i hate humidity. i hate bright sunlight. i hate summer. i am dying.

#heat and humidity makes me feel claustrophobic #it is wildly overstimulating #and is likely one of the causes of my meltdowns from the past few days #sunlight is lovely as a concept #but i can’t see in bright lights #and i can’t afford prescription sunglasses #heat is inescapable #especially in fucking england where there is zero fucking a/c #i’m going to florida and puerto rico next month #might not survive #pray for me #can’t fucking believe i lived in japan for nine years how did i live in that climate #good lord #just me talking

[mamawasatesttube]

do you think this was gene luen yang making fun of how many people misspell kenan's name as keenan jfsjfdh

#have seen this misspelling several times in the past few days alone. really makes you wonder #i feel like this backup was just them telling mr yang hey. you have to find a reason to separate kenan from the jlc #because the whole thing just is so... #like what's the reason they couldn't just be like hey baixi. there's psychic magic involved so i Can't tell you without your brain exploding #but nooooo. ohh he's too smart he'll figure it out from ANY information so you can't tell him ANYTHING #what a copout? #i trust gene luen yang as a writer so my bet is this is on editorial chsfhzf and like overall the details of this story were good #but the PLOT of it was. well #anyways. i love how he writes kenan As a foreigner who struggles with english and assimilation and culture class #rimi talks #kenan

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Amethio sweetie you're not beating the 'related to Gibeon' allegations anytime soon fr

#fluff binges !!! #(my god the past few days have been Absolutely Awful I need to unwind anyhow sdkjfsndfs back to the comfort series) #there's something so poetic in how Hamber assumes this mentor/grandfather-like role to Amethio #while at the same time we're seeing Diana and Liko's bond at the forefront throughout the ep #the parallels between them....... Hamber actively encouraging that thirst for power while Diana praises Liko's continuous growth........... #Hamber's even amazed at Amethio 'playing dirty' in battles for once #Amethio's always been so by-the-books when it came to battling and even honorable in a sense by always striving for fairness- #-between him and Friede (insisting on one-on-one even when he has two mons on hand etc.) #BUT NOW Hamber wants to see more of that sinister corrupted side to that want for power and it's like ooouUUH........ OOOUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #man is a catalyst in intensifying Amethio's corruption arc he ain't trying to save him he wants him to go nuts with this SDJFHSHJDNFS #AND HONESTLY??????????????THAT'S SO INTERESTING #I'm also taking that Gibeon namedrop here as a sign that him and Amethio coooould be father and son #like Gibeon wasn't even that disappointed with him losing against Rayquaza he went all like “what did you FEEL" #WHAT AN ODD QUESTION TO ASK CONSIDERING HOW TERAPAGOS REPEATEDLY SCREAMED AT THE BOY LIKE HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM #AND SUPPOSEDLY BOTH TERAPAGOS AND RAYQUAZA ARE THE KEYS TO REACHING RAKUA SO HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM #imagine if Rakua's in space hence it requiring Rayquaza to accessJSHDAKSNDKASNDSD /LH /J #MORE PALPABLY IT MIIIGHT BE IN A DIFFERENT TIME PERIOD ENTIRELY BECAUSE OF TERAPAGOS BUT IMAGINESDJKFSNJDFN #pokemon #pokemon horizons #anipoke #pokeani #amethio #explorer amethio #hamber #explorer hamber #master gibeon

[spoopy-nevermore-dump]

Hey pssst hey. Have you ever considered: Montada?

I hate it, and it nearly killed my hyperfixation

But I understand my opinion on this may affect others, and many may be hurting from this episode soooooooooo

Art requests open

#nevermore webtoon #i debated on posting this response when you sent it because 1) spoilers but 2) i swear i neededa fucking warning for this shit #“jessie and james vibes” my ass #monty has been giving off major r@pist vibes since his introduction #and while this makes sense as a good angsty plot point for ada. i dint think it should be endgame for a plethora of reasons #the past month ive known about this ive been waiting for the community divide that will probably occur ocer this #and i dont want people to fight #nevermore has been there for me for well over a year. helping me through the days since 11th grade. when i was 16. and im graduated now. 18 #the community has been an absolute blast. even if im not as active on maincord anymore. with life getting busy and just too much to backrea #and im scared of losing that #but hey i got some art coming up in the next few days and I'm about to go to a wedding and you bet your ass im bringing my sketchbook #pls give me requests ive been in idea art block #and i dont think you guys want me making a bunch or horror movie aus cause that may end up in me drawing slight gore eventually #sorry to the other patrons for lying how i felt about this ship #i did truly feel neutral when i first saw it but now it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth #it makes me feel sick #a good part of my feelings towards it is due to how it got talked about in the Patreon streams and how uncomfortable it made me and others

[shootingstarpilot]

a lil snippet from the next chapter because i felt like sharing:

He looks down. “Obi-Wan?” “I thought I was going to die.” “Obi-Wan?” Qui-Gon repeats helplessly, but the skinny shoulders curl inwards and Obi-Wan presses his hands hard against his eyes and says again– “I thought I was gonna–” The words choke off into a strangled noise, and Qui-Gon folds onto the floor in front of him even as Obi-Wan’s face crumples– caves in– collapses– (For this is the first thing his Padawan tells him of his time on Melidaan, and the remembered conviction in his voice drives the knife ever deeper–) “Padawan,” he says, and he says it again when Obi-Wan’s shoulders start to shake, and again when he steps forward, into Qui-Gon’s arms, and again when he feels fingers curl into the back of his tunic– Qui-Gon hugs him tight and pulls sunlight over them both and does not let go. He says it again over the staggered sobs, and again when Obi-Wan’s grip slackens as exhaustion wins its fight, and then he sits back against the wall, cradling him, and says it again. He will grant the word conviction of its own if he must. A bulwark against being blindsided by survival. (I thought I was gonna die, Obi-Wan says, and a shadow in his own heart rises to meet it and says with equal certainty, I thought you would, too.) “You did not,” Qui-Gon says. He ducks his head, presses his lips to the messy hair–  “You did not.” His back will forgive him one more bad night.

#shoulder the sky #ugh i have been dealing with a flare-up the past few days #and feeling very pissy about it #i don't even know how i feel about this section #but i wanted to share anyways <3

[kaddyssammlung]

#sleep token #sleep token worship #i've been dissociated for the past few days again...but doing kind of alright...yesterday I felt extrem anxiety also but it started getting #better today. I'm planning on getting up early tomorrow morning and attempt to run my 35km. Let's see how this goes #it is 6 pm and I feel like going to bed and I think I will do that....struggling with mental illness can be exhausting #good night then....gute nacht :) a guads nächtle

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

there are too many thoughts inside of me at all times.

#hello friends hope you all are doing well. my words have been abandoning me lately. #I talk a lot and feel like I say nothing. it is truly frustrating. #meanwhile I am doing a bible word study and realizing that all the things I have realized in the past might be valid #(namely the way that a lot of people in my church tradition try to reduce biblical concepts of 'peace' to a sort of inward emotional state #and that's not actually a great way to interpret the biblical concept of shalom. like at all. and massively cheats a lot of communities out #of the actual practical real-life extension of the kingdom and how it's supposed to function) #also I had a minor crisis a few days ago when I looked at a boy who I know only vaguely and thought 'oh. shoot. he's cute.' #I am not used to having these sorts of thoughts or at least not to acknowledging them to myself #not sure why I'm telling tumblr this but I have no one else to tell it to and I feel like I should get it out of my system lol :') #ok logging off again gotta eat some noodles and finish this assignment with is already late #I will see you guys at a later date #(probably not too much later tho bc it is spring break and I am unfortunately stuck at college and there are very few other people here :') #gurt says stuff

[dizzybizz]

can i interest you in some of my ryuu screenshots.. a bit of a ryuu appreciation post if you will...

his design is so .. simple n kinda basic but he has so much charm,, i'm endlessly charmed by him it's literally so embarrassing... he is just very endearing and cute 👉👈 what a polite young man

and here is me trying to get a clean screenshot of this pose without the dialogue box, a saga:

i'm sad to say that this saga has no real conclusion (yet...) the wind-up animation is long enough for him to start babbling so i'm doubtful i will ever capture the screenshot i want. anyway i love this guy more than i could've ever prepared myself for 😭

#putting myself on blast with this HADSGHASHGghdg #somehow this feels worse than my olly posting ???? help me 😭😭😭😭😭 #i wish i had the words to properly express how this mf makes me feel but i simply do not #<- me at olly and now ryuu too😔 #WHO LET ME PLAY THIS MF GAME MAN BRING THEM HERE I NEED TO PUNC HTHEM AND THE N KISS THEM ON THE FOREHEAD #the great ace attorney #tgaa #dai gyakuten saiban #dgs #me whenever ryuu is on screen: *points* gayboy *points* tboy *points* gayboy *points* tboy *points* gayboy *points* tboy *points* gayboy *p #ryunosuke naruhodo #i got like 30h so far and like 27 of them are from the past few days 😀 #anyawy i finished ch4 and let me tell you i did not see that coming. the post court stuff yknow.. #susato is living out her wildest dreams reserved for self indulgent self insert fanfic and i couldnt be happier for her #man i love the character animations so much HAHSfhg theyre so silly and expressive #i saw van zieks clutch his at his heart in todays trial and i could only yell in joy #that one got me real good #n all of natsumes..... impeccable.. hes so ...

[thebirdandhersong]

something hilariously ironic and somehow kind of sweet: this is the first time I've ever received flowers from a boy in my LIFE. this is the first time, and they aren't from my ex-boyfriend (the thought never crossed his mind) or my father or my brother..... the FIRST TIME I've ever received intentional flowers from a boy, it's from boy problem no 2. 😂😂😂😂😂 like what on earth!!!!!

#if i don't laugh about it i WILL cry #this is the second emotionally unavailable engineer boy who is so gentle it breaks my heart #i am floored by how kind of a friend he is. he and another friend intentionally planned a surprise #knowing that i had mixed feelings about my birthday and knowing that friends in the past seldom organized things for it #i have FLOWERS from him!!! dianthus flowers. and a book of prayers!!!!!! #in some ways this too is a gift. #so is the even more ironic fact that he told me a few days ago that he loved me (he meant it platonically). im not making this up lol #you couldn't make this up!!! #from a narrative point of view this is yet another HILARIOUS situation in the ongoing series of romantic mishaps #it does make my heart twist a little but it is light enough that i can still laugh about it! #i have a great deal of fondness for this man and i will not agonize over this the way i did over the first engineer :)

[tsundcku]

₊˚⊹♡ megumi !! ⋆｡𖦹 °✩

hair by @gigglecoffin ♡

#ts4 edit #♡ts4cas #my sims #kawaiicore #simblr #ts4 #my sim edit #trying out an experimental style w how i make my sims #i guess im kinda bored of my current style haha #should i change my aesthetic again? djdnj #i just feel doing something new these days #anywayys i cant wait for summer to be over alr #the amount of depressive eps ive had these past few weeks chile