#i acc have friends

[chaikajpeg]

elias with deer antlers

References:

"Mature red deer stag", photo by Bill Ebsen, taken 26. september 2009 in Jægersborg Dyrehave in Denmark (if that tells you anything)

2. T-Michael (a tailor and a founder of a fashion label if i'm not mistaken)

also, i hate cropping my drawings and could not decide what version to choose in the end, so please have both

#my art #please don't ask me how much time i spent on this i'll cry #this was supposed to be a quick sketch #a break from another elias drawing i complained on my side acc yesterday #his left sleeve gave me nightmares (as you can see) #and my beautiful talented friend who is also an artist made me spend an hour more on it to make it better #( i'll give her a shoutout later please stay tuned) #i have so many assignments... i really have to study... #mahoutsukai no yome #mahoyome #the ancient magus' bride #the ancient magus bride #ancient magus bride #tamb #elias ainsworth #elias ainsworth fanart

[a-study-in-bullshit]

i refuse to be embarrassed of who I am and what you once were just because you changed and think I should too

#webweaving #web weaving #the queer experience #queer #trans experience #queer identity #queer solidarity #the human condition #very aimed but shell never see it #recently a friend of mine said she didnt think she liked girls anymore which id no issue with experimentation of gender and sexuality is #smth everyone should have a right to do w/o judgement but shes now acting like i should change as well seeming like shes embarrassed #of what i am and what a lot of our other friends r #bit too personal for this acc lmao #a-study-in-bullshit

[peachcitt]

we're sitting under the stars on my best friend's balcony,

and everyone but us have gone in for the night. I've just told you, hazy and drunk, that my astrology app feeds me bullshit every day, and sometimes I'm weak enough to believe it. But most of the time it's bullshit.

I don't know why I told you - to you, the stars are lifeblood, or at least a personality gauge based on spinning planets and hair size. "Leos are known for their big hair," you'd said, maybe only a few hours prior. I can't remember why I chose that bone to pick - I think I've reached a barrel-scraping desperation where I feel the need to assert, over and over again, that 'I defy you, stars!' even though it would be much easier to say that mercury in retrograde may be causing my acute depression.

You pull up your astrology app. We're friends on there, and I think I remember checking our compatibility and feeling drawn to the sex & love section, but that would be ridiculous. There's something in the bullshit my astrology app fed to me that I read out loud in drunken amusement that resonated with who I am in your eyes, sitting in front of you under the stars. Your app tells you that you might experience a big change when the sun comes up, that you'll have to reach for it with both hands, and I see your eyes flick over to me.

There's a defense mechanism that locks in, underneath my skin, that acts as a human deterrent. I look at my best friend and there is something primal and soft that begs to lean my body against her and touch her with a casual intimate care. But when she laced her fingers with mine, pushing up against my stiff palm like digging through stone, I had to look away. She knelt down by her puppy and took my hand in hers, pressing my knuckles to her forehead to show her puppy that I am safe, that I can be trusted, but the little creature watched me like a sentinel behind my best friend's back, wary and right.

I think I told you it might be bullshit; I can only remember myself contrary in the string lights. You insisted that it could be true. "What if everything changes," you said, "what if it's right and today" - we were far past midnight - "and today the-"

"The world ends?" I finished for you.

I don't think that's what you wanted to hear, the careless laughing way I said it. I stared at the back of my best friend's house today, hours after you left, and I thought about fate. I bent over backwards and stared up at the stars, framed by the staircase up to the porch we sat. The world didn't end, nor did it change substantially, and I'll admit I didn't want either. I want to stay the same forever, but the goddamn stars keep moving.

I've played this game before, and I've been the one to lose every time. I'd like to say I'm a good sport, but there's only so many hits you can take before it starts getting personal, and I'm afraid my jagged edges are sharpening in preparation. I can't let you be another meteorite I strain every muscle to push to the top of the hill only to fall back in the same bloody crater. You have to understand; where you see fate in the stars, glinting just for you, all I can see is apocalypse.

(28 August 2023, 3:26 am)

#original work #creative nonfiction #prose poetry #peach writes #listen i know this is. i know this is different from what i normally post. i know that #but just listen. listen. i normally post my poetry online on my personal instagram acc #but that account is followed by family and friends including the people i am describing. and i know they read my shit #as we all know i love anonymity in stupid insane ways in my personal life so here. have some raw feelings im sharing with strangers #and you may be asking. why post this at all? . well that's easy silly it's because i genuinely think it rocks and rolls #i can separate my feelings from my art im normal about it

[lameotello]

I hate that we've gone from "don't like, don't read" and not caring about what fucked up shit is depicted in fan media as a standard to hypervigilance and having to mind your every word so the group you've found yourself in doesn't know you ship the Not HOA Approved Ship

#like what the fuck #tello talks #proship #I just can't get over it fr #I have a platonic side acc and the fact I have to be afraid some stupid internet person will find out I ship tcest #and tell all their insane little friends who might or might not harrass me #is LITERALLY insane #I have fight daydreams sometimes. as you do. yknow the type of daydream where you're in a talkshow only this is an internet fight #and I try to think of ways to maneuver around a potential ''are you proship?'' situation by saying Yes Fuck You but in a way that explains #what proship IS not what /they/ have made it to be #and that it was the internet standard until like 2016 when some weirdo decided ship wars weren't enough #they needed to Actually Cancel people #but there's literally no way to win because they would /not/ listen #and that's is Insane and I don't feel I'm exaggerating here #anyway rant over #sorry #lol #long tags

[starheirxero]

SOLAR FLARE LOVERS OMG Y’ALL I ACTUALLY GOT SOME EVEN MORE FASCINATING NEWS ON THEIR MODEL. So I found the sketchfab model for Solar Flare yea? I noticed the creator has a link to their twitter in their sketchfab bio and me, slightly nervous that they may not even be aware of their model being used on the show, decided to poke around to see what I could find.

Most importantly, they’ve reblogged fanart stemming from the show, so I think it’s safe to say they’re aware and okay!!

And less importantly but REALLY DELIGHTFUL: THE SOLAR FLARE MODEL HAS HIS OWN LORE. AND HE HAS KICKASS IMAGES MADE FOR HIM LOOOKKKK!!!!!

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They also seem to have a connection with the creator’s other OC who I don’t know the name of, but whatever is going on with them fascinates me deeply and I would love 2 more of them LOL

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And there’s way more of these!!! The creator honestly has some gorgeous models and a TV head robot OC who is the FINEST FUCKER EVER but I don’t wanna make this post too long so if u crave more like I do, I’d suggest taking a look at their account if u can 🙏 This shit is making me go into autism supreme mode I’m so happy (EDIT NVM NO NEED FOR THE TWITTER THEY HAVE A TUMBLR !!!!!)

#xero says things #I FEEL LIKE NO ONE ELSE KNOWS THIS ?! #WHICH FEELS CRIMINAL ALMOST #LIKE SOLAR FLARE ENJOYERS WE HAVE BEEN ROBBED UP UNTIL NOW #THE SFM SKILLS ARE SO AAIAYAGAGAHAGA #IM HAVING A WHOLE INSANE MOMENT IN MY FRIENDS DISCORD RN IM LITERALLY ACENDING OFF THE FLOOR UGHHHH #I LITERALLY MADE A TWITTER ACC TO LOOK AT THIS ANS IT WAS SO WORTH IT 10/10 #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #sams #tsams #sams solar flare #tsams solar flare #solar flare

[oatbugs]

i think if i painted my ex situationship i'd be cured it's the most shallow but intense connection i've had w anyone i think i am so obsessed w how she looks i want 2 photograph her/paint her forever rant in tags but ive talked abt it b4 so feel free to ignore

#god her personality is so . kind of repulsive its insane i think shes a good friend to her friends but #the way she just openly admitted to treating her exes like they r less than human w the most beautiful smile u have seen in ur life #shes acc tainted tottenham court for me bc i keep thinking of our second date where she wrapped her hands around me from behind waiting for #the train . also yh sorry we were one of those cringe ppl on the escalator sorry sorry never again sorry #shes shorter than me but on the escelators she was taller so she kissed the top of my head gently #w the most beautiful side profile on earth she said she didnt even lead me on. its fine it was never that serious #ill FUCKING KILL YOU #thinking abt when on a date she was like . yh my ex would look lovely pregnant 😊 like bitch. WHAT #also she has central heterochromia so like . super beautiful big green/brown eyes longest eyelashes ever + i dont want to lose you i think #im 80% sure we should just be friends ok my love #i took you to a party on a high-rise and you held my neck when u kissed me on a canary wharf rooftop and now you just told me you want to #fuck pregnant women and that you basically cheated on your ex who then cheated on you but its ok bc shes the love of ur life #???? #anyway #sorry i am acc basically almost entirely over her this was triggered by her texting me to meet up a few mins ago #after ghosting me for a while . anywya w/e time to hang out w friends and study

[vannyyssa]

its 1:01 am im in clown makeup and im trying to get out of artblock

#sally face #sal fisher #sally face fanart #sal fisher fanart #sometimes i forget my friends have acces to my tumblr so Hi #i need to replay sally face #ive taken like 6 peptos today my tummy huwts so much #i should probably sleep

[emberglowfox]

epic highs and lows of single motherhood

#sorry these days i just wake up draw david and arthur 39023902390 times and then pass out. theyre my sillies #btw if you think im annoying about steelheart on this acc you have seen NOTHING. my friend group discord is UNUSABLE i will not shut up #steelheart redux #arthur steele #david manalo #zarian #my art #my comics #my ocs #sparks art

[lotus-pear]

i’d say easiest downside of bsd becoming/being a major mainstream anime is the art theft. the larger the market is for fan conent in the west the more likely grifters will steal fanart to sell online and “meet that market”. obvs not a good thing its just a shitty element of big fandoms

yeah i honestly just regret getting into bungou stray dogs because the amount of art theft and just overall treating artists/writers like fucking proles that goes down on all its platforms is insane, ig i should've known it would have come to this eventually since i decided to pursue art. i just hate that it had to end like this

#actually makes me want to quit art. or quit posting it online at least #like i'll just have a private acc and deactivate this one w a few close friends and we can all love and support each other #the general public doesn't fucking deserve the content i put out anymore #lotus’s asks

[cottoncandyfrizz]

love trial

#pokemon #pokemon sv #pokemon scarlet and violet #the indigo disk #lacey (pokemon) #drayton (pokemon) #lacey #drayton #kakitaro #idk what the en ship name is LMAO #drayton x lacey #finally... FINALLY..... i have been itching to draw these two for a month #i ship them so much..... i have so much thoughts about them #i think abt how before kieran became champion they were The rivalry of the school #“will lacey finally beat drayton this time?” “will drayton once again prove that type matchups arent everything?” #granted a lot of the brainrot abt them are mostly hcs #like how they were most likely childhood friends #and . and. do you see how they are foils of each other #it drives me crazy and my twt oomfs on my sub acc know #how much these two make me so inSANE #anyway . yea . renai saiban! #frizz.art

[soap-ify]

oh i just noticed my follower count WE ARE AT 300 :0 !!! why are there so many of you here i love you all so much >:3 hugs you all.

#literally gasping because i made this acc last month WHERE DID YOU ALL COME FROM #wanted to share my silly stuff here and now i have made friends here im so happy :( #ruru rambles

[heartsoji]

FROM ME TO YOU: HEARTSOJI'S LAST OFFICIAL MESSAGE

dear all,

tumblr has honestly been a way bigger part of my life than i would ever admit to my irl friends. i've spent years on this crazy website and i now have a wonderful community and online friends that truly mean so much to me. i am so incredibly grateful for everyone who has supported me on this journey.

if we're being honest, i've lost a lot of my interest for anime and tumblr. i actually really tried to hold onto it, but i just couldn't do it. i hit a wall with writing, i lost touch with some people important to me, and i've found other interests and dont find anime nearly as appealing anymore.

and so, i'm logging off. i'll still be lingering around here for a while, but eventually, i will end up poofing out. i wont be completely gone, however, as i've made a new blog for interactions! no writing - there are just some people who i dont want to let go of. moots, please dm me on either tumblr to receive the new blog if you'd like to keep in touch. even if we haven't talked in a while, i'd really like to stay friends!

im sorry for the dramatic wording and long message, but this is really marking the end of an era for me. i hope you all have a lovely day!

love always, jisu

navi here!

#dont call me dramatic #i alr know #“jisu u dont even have a multi-thousand following nobody cares” SHUT UP I CAN DO WHAT I WANT #also i wont be archiving this acc coz idek what that rly means #moots seriously please reach out #i'd love to stay friends! #i dont care if we talked yesterday or haven't talked in months. reach! out! to! me! #anyways love ugs!

[higuchisora]

Okay, now that we're finally getting a seemingly decent adaptation, I think we should talk about the possibility of licensed merch. Like. GOOD licensed merch. So few franchises really do it like the Etsy girlies and it's a crying shame!!! These are totally unlikely to happen but I wanna talk about some ideas that I think would be neat!

Some of these are a little niche (like silverware), or more likely stuff you'd see being sold at a park, like food, but I think it counts ❤️

Camp T-shirts (obvi)

Camp necklaces

Delphi Strawberry Farms series (tote bags, shirts, hats, etc.)

Mythomagic cards!!! With real rules!!!

Blue cookie packages wrapped like Sally sent them to you

Artemis hunting tour T-shirt

Hunters of Artemis series (parkas, circlets, etc.)

Lotus Hotel series (shirts, etc.)

Weapon replicas

Riptide in pen form

Annabeth's hat

Nectar (packaged like you're traveling with it)

Ambrosia (packaged like you're traveling with it)

Those winged sneakers Luke gave Percy

Gods of Olympus series (jewelry/accessories inspired by the gods, tableware- imagine real GOBLETS and CHALICES)

Pins and buttons

Monster series (plushes, figurines, etc.)

Feel free to add what you think would be cool!!!! These are just the ones I think I'd buy the hell out of.

#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo disney+ #fan merch #merch ideas #just for fun #yall im SO excited #i still have access to my friend's ex's disney+ acc #pjo merch ideas #personally i love subtle merch #like if i can just wear it whenever without it being obviously obnoxiously merch its amazing

[negativepeanuthoarder]

All of Q’s friends keep trying to reach out to him and it’s making me so sad :(

like he’s not going to respond, he!s not going to come back, yet they keep throwing him life rafts and olive branches in the hopes that he’ll grab on and come back to them.

Dream called him hot in that TikTok to try and welcome him home. Karl is leaving hearts in his chat in the hopes that he’ll notice and return his messages. They still care about him, even though he’s been hostile and antagonistic towards them.

someday they might realize their efforts are in vain, but someday Q might realize what he’s lost and come back to them… we can only hope for the better outcome :(

#quackity neg #I saw Karl’s 💜 💜 in Q’s chat on the update acc and #they make me so sad #they just want their friend back #and he just won’t return their calls #if you look at this situation - of people desperately trying to connect and rebuild - as “betrayal” or “backstabbing” #I hope you never have to go through a loss like this. This situation isn’t good or happy for anyone #there is no other way to describe it other then deep and profound sadness and loss

[runningatypufullspeed]

@vostokmcclellan you have no clue what you have just unleashed within me. You reap what you sow. You have asked, and you shall DEFINITELY receive

Intoduction to C,honny jash 🔥🔥🔥 (no way fire... like from *gets shot)

CLAPS HANDS TOGETHER OKAY. OKAY. so chonny jash is this really cool singer guy song cover man on YouTube he makes some really good goddamn music and if you like tally hall, will wood, lemon demon (all other alternative/indie music creators and bands) then you MIGHT like him.

I think his most popular work/the work that gets most people invested into his music in the first place would be his album CCCC (chonny’s charming chaos compendium) which is a cover album consisting of songs that were originally from tally hall before jash took the lyrics and the music and like. Molded it to fit his ocs. That’s the best way I can describe it.

The three main characters of this album would be Heart, Mind, and Soul, and people (including me) GO ABSOLUTELY NUTS OVER THEM jash’s writing and singing and like general music skills are so good if you want to get into this album I’d seriously consider checking out his mind electric video first (the twelve minute one, it has 3 songs in total and they all do a pretty good job of introducing all three characters respectively).

Not only is the music like REALLY FUCKING GOOD the entire. Differentiation between sepereate characters based off of jash's artistic skills thing + motifs/symbolism for each one is extremely well thought out and the relationships between the three of these guys are CRAZY and TOXIC and RIVETING and bottom line SUPER GODDAMN RELATABLE to the vast majority of those in his audience. I would definitely recommend it if you enjoy concept albums/piecing together a story based off of several songs for me it was certainly an arduous process but BOY was it rewarding.

The lore/message itself is mostly up to listener interpretation but I personally like to think of that album as being centered around how valuable self acceptance is, how important communication and understanding and empathy is in a relationship, learning to break free from the bars that society cages one within, and just general dealings/causations of psychological turmoil. I think that what I like the MOST about CCCC tho is how lax/free you can be with your interpretations. it allows a LOT of space for creative liberty and overall message variation, and I like that. I like that very much.

OH and if you enjoy witty lyricism/enjoy having a bunch of allusions that you can rabbit-hole yourself into then you’ll probably like chonny jash . His stuff is like a puzzle but in video/music form. Anyway chonny jash changed my life I think everybody should listen to and look at the lyrics of one of his songs at least once in their life this shit is so good

Tergun 🤤

AND . AND TRIGUN. TRIGUN ISN’T A VIDEO GAME it’S a space western anime. Well OKAY it was originally a manga from the 90s that got adapted into an anime in the late 90s and then ANOTHER newer anime in 2023 so it’s actually just a broad term for these 3 pieces of media .

This is very general btw and while all adaptations go about it in different ways all of them center around the same plot; humans completely NERFED earth so they sent out these ships in order to find another habitable planet, and this mission is called “project seeds”. Aboard these ships are a bunch of humans put into cold sleep but OBVIOUSLY they can’t survive without resources, so alongside the cold sleep people are these human-made organisms called “Plants” who produce the necessities + more that humans need to survive.

Still with me? Ok So everything’s all fine and dandy, but then suddenly due to an event that I cannot disclose because of spoiler related reasons these ships CRASH on a deserted sandy desolate planet, and the remaining humans are then forced to survive solely off of the remaining plants (since all the technology from the spacefaring age was lost in the crash).

Now that the worldbuilding stuff’s outta the way, the main character is this dude named Vash the Stampede who is constantly being chased and hunted down because of this CRAZY bounty he’s got on his head and this is where . The main themes of Trigun start to shine through. It’s about morality and the lives of other people, about the cycles of abuse that lead to why people do certain things and it dives quite deep into the psychological and philosophical aspects ESPECIALLY since this is like a “kill or be killed” world and the main character ALWAYS chooses NOT to kill, no matter what.

I started out with watching the newest adaptation (Trigun stampede) but there’s no right or wrong order to consume the three medias, so start with whichever one you’d like ,,,, assuming you do want to start watching it, anyway.

Judging from what little i know about ur interests, I think trigun would be more up your alley BUT ALSO chonny jash is so good ESPECIALLY CCCC AND ESPECIALLY IF YOU ENJOY A SMALLER AMOUNT OF CHARACTERS COUGH COUGH COUGH but it's ultimately up to you, this is all assuming you'd wanna delve into anything in the first place. anyway yeah rant over . 👍

#I know this is an f451 acc but bear with me here #the brainrot has hit #me spewing my twisted gospel #these are (somewhat) old-ish hpfxs btw so if I got some things wrong I apologize #cough #stinkygirldays pee you!!!!!!! 😡 #unshowered #I love acting like I know what I’m talking about #yapathon #kinda copied my friend at the trigun part I was having somewhat of a hard time remembering I am a #fake fan

[wallpaper-inside-my-heart]

💙Smoshblr December Asks Day 18💛

So I'm super into curating my closet and picking my day to day outfits according to the aesthetic vibe I'm currently feeling! (a bit pretentious? idk, it just genuinely helps me feel better, especially on days where I struggle to get out of bed) And there are so many pieces of clothing I absolutely love! Since it's holiday season I decided to go with some of the stuff I don't wear super regularly, but love whenever I get the chance to do so!

Also this post is gonna a bit long, so I'm gonna put my detailed answers below the cut 😅

but as a quick note on stuff that I usually wear... my top three fave clothing items are: Flannels, Skirts & Turtlenecks. (In warm seasons turtlenecks get switch with linen shirts) And also special shout-out to fandom inspired t-shirts & hoodies, that literally make up a good third of my closet❤️

Top 3 fave clothing items

Like I said before, I love!! Leather jackets! And I two of them are inspired by fandoms I am/was in! (First being a red leather one, that I don't have a pic of rn -> Emma from Once upon a time ❤️; and the second being the yellow one on the left, which I bought bc of my love for the Dirk Gently 💛 tv show!

2. The floral dress 🌺in the middle is literally my fave summer/warm spring dress bc it is a) super pretty and b) genuinely super comfortable to wear!

3. When I'm not wearing a dress or skirt (my beloveds <3) to a big family dinner or smth semi-serious like that; I love wearing a nice blouse 💚 + 🖤black jeans combo; And this is one of my fave blouses! (even tho it crinkles way too easily!!)

Special shoutouts to my yellow raincoat! (literally inspired by IT 2017, with Georgie's paper boat, a red balloon etc on it) Def my most worn item of clothing in the fall! And also to my turtlenecks (so soft and I don't even need to wear a scarf inside, to be more comfortable!) and my skirts! (most of them are rather old and handmade by my grandma and I treasure them very dearly!)

Moving on to my top 3 accessories:

Flower Crowns 🌺 -> are they a bit cringe and smth that should be considered a relic of the early tumblr days? Maybe, I don't care tho! I love them, and I even handmade a couple of the ones I wear regularly! (like the one in the picture below)

That sword necklace! ⚔️ It has two dragons wrapping around the blade and a rose-gold tone that goes super well with my glasses (and it's a sword!!! like I just love wearing lowkey fantasy themed stuff that I got from diff renfairs!)

3. This funky lil backpack 💛that I got for myself this year! I love collecting and putting pins on everything and this has really become my fave bag to carry around everywhere

#acc nr.3 is affectionately dubbed the “autism backpack” by me and my best friend and yeah... 🙈😹 #I could talk for hours about all my fave clothes ngl #I'm also a big hoodie enthusiast! I have several fandom ones of those as well and they are fantastic to wear during the colder seasons 💙 #smoshblr december asks