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mazojo · 1 year

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Butai ni Sake! chose emotional devastation once again

#AHAAA NOT ME BAWLING MY EYES OUT AFTER THIS CHAPTER HAHAHA PLEASE GET A GRIP #I am gonna ramble for a moment but like Asahi as me bro. he and I get each other in a way none of you can actually.#when he said you stay calm to not make others uncomfortable. literally deceased. its me.#its so real to how things are rn in my personal life and just seeing this feeling portrayed so effortlessly in the storytelling of #butai ni sake is actually making me so emotional. It makes you feel less alienated.#because sometimes its just easier to smile and pretend things are okay and go with the flow to not bring others down and make them uncomfort #even tho you are not lying and you love the people around you sometimes its just hard and you put up this front that creates walls between #those close to you and its so hard not to do it when its become a norm in your life.#idk I am learning a lot how to undo that but its still hard and Asahi goes through the same mental gymnastics I go through and it makes me #very emotional to see. I know its a silly lil manga character but it makes you seem less lonely with your thoughts #ANYWAYS CHILE IDK IF ANYONE IS EVEN READING THIS SORRY TO UNPACK SOMUCH RANDOM THOUGHTS THAT MAKE NO SENSE #THEY DO MAKE SENSE TO ME AND THIS IS MY DIARY SO YALL GET TO READ IT XOXO #asahi #imari #butai ni sake!#manga

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deadpettyrainbow · 9 months

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HELP WHAT DID I DO TO HM OMGDF IM NEVER USING AI GENERATION AGAIN AGHGRHGRHGS

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oneflydude · 2 years

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joseph quinn is going to the london comic con and im also going but hes going on saturday and im going on sunday

#i am so distraught rn #head in hands #lying on the floor #bawling my eyes out #his tickets werent even that bad like fucking david harbour with his £70 tickets #josephs where only £45 AND I CANT EVEN GO #STUPID LONDON COMICON #im so sad that i was literally a day from meeting joseph quinn #do i even tag this as stranger things?#gonna throw in a lil eddie munson as well #stranger things #eddie munson #joseph quinn

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just-stupid-stuff · 2 years

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going through the worst post concert depression of my life rn

#im not okay #(i promise)#what am I gonna do now that I’m not waiting for their next show #literally bawling my eyes out to disenchanted rn #the fucking audacity to leave that stage after playing cancer #sophie talks #mcr

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skrunksthatwunk · 14 days

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playing dmc1 with my earbuds in (but on low volume bc they're being weird) while my roommate and her shitty bf argue. i feel like i'm recreating the very specific experience of some child of divorce out there

#how do i tell her she needs to break up with him immediately. posthaste.fuck it funny post over rant incoming tw emotional abuse i think #nyarla dni #(<- roomie and nyarla have met and i don't wanna air roomie's drama to ppl who know her w/o her consent. anon internet ppl only)#listen i'm normally for gentle advising and that's probably what i'll do since i don't want to stress her out but oh my fucking god what is #his problem. he's constantly putting her in these weird no-win situations where the only right answer is to never be upset or disagree or b #wrong on accident or be misunderstood by him and to tell him everything she's feeling so she's not 'playing mind games' but if she says wha #she's feeling he'll interrogate her and badger her with the same questions over and over again insisting she's unreasonable until she gives #in and says she's sorry with an attitude he likes. i fucking don't like him. and a lot of this is observations from today. the day after sh #GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT AND BROKE HER NECK. WHAT THE FUCK.#it's like he expects to be treated like a king on one of the worst days of her life and when she's upset he's like OH. OH I GET IT.#and lectures her on having attitude and taking things out on others when she's literally not even doing that. not to an extent that matters #anyway. like. there's more productive ways of dealing with that. where you don't treat them like a bad kid for getting overwhelmed #he has made her cry multiple times today. i have been around multiple arguments and fights and he's just genuinely. awful i hate him #hell the first argument i overheard *i* was in tears by the end (luckily they left soon after bc i had to run to the basement laundry #dungeon to bawl my eyes out because 1. i can't handle confrontation 2. i've never seen roomie cry and 3. she just seemed so hurt and tired)#anyway he just left again after a fight because. god this is so dumb. she told him to move while they were sleeping in the same twin bed #(remember she's in a neck brace) and he fucking. left the room for an HOUR bc he thought the only thing that could POSSIBLY mean (as he #insisted) was for him to get out of here and then when she was like oh hey i'm sorry i didn't mean it like that he decided to spend the nex #half hour of his short time on this earth chewing her out for not giving him a lengthy explanation while half-asleep as to like. why he #needed to move (she wanted to grab smth) and apparently he sat in the chair by her bed for like 10 mins before leaving so he probably saw #her fall back asleep. and then he got pissy when after he left she didn't pick up her phone when he was calling her? even though he knew sh #was asleep?? she didn't even know he was gone. fucking. i need to get him away from my roomie YESTERDAY #look. miscommunication happens. i'm not saying he's an asshole for wanting things said clearly. i am pro-saying what you mean.#but if every time your gf tells you what she means you make it into a 30 minute lecture (no matter how small the slight and w/o examining i #you're actually right or not) she's not gonna wanna fucking tell you if she doesn't think it's worth the argument. especially if you never #let her rest until she concedes. apology isn't enough. clarification isn't enough. she has to say how wrong she was and beg and GOD. UGHHH #and he's always on about how she hurts his feelings. a gust of wind could hurt his feelings. he's constantly berating her manipulating her #and then he's like >:( see that hurt my feelings you can't hurt ppl's feelings. you're disrespectful. HE"S THE WORST I FUCKING HATE HIM #look sometimes adversity reveals the truth of a person and this just amplified his shittiness so much. mr OH i slept in a HOSPITAL and it #was so bad... you can't be in a bad mood bc i've been doing the bare minimum and you need to prioritize MY feelings rn. also i won't leave

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lveclouds · 11 months

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i am going through a major book hangover rn

#isabella.txt #i finished the serpent and the wings of night and WTF #i have literally never gone through so many emotions so quickly #like one second i was quite literally bawling my eyes out and then the next i was like: HUH???#I NEED TO READ THE SECOND BOOK ASAP #i am so fucking sad rn wtf #also pls ignore these tags its literally just me rambling

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bugmin · 2 years

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i army crawled my way through today fr

#txt #i bawled my eyes out before clocking in and i bawled my eyes out on my break #oh it was rough........real rough #somehow i was still crackin customers up like . how am i good at my job rn i literally want to lie down and sob and throw up #i cannot emphasize enuf how devastating this has been to me #my wonderful amazing saint of a woman boss sat me down n talked to me abt it a lil #n one thing that i cant help but linger on is when she said (among many things) 'he burnt this bridge.'#like god.......he really did didnt he.........#this is so so so pathetic but #one of the last times i was w him he took a sharpie and cut lines into the cap so it'd be 'his'#theres no more labels w his initals n the whiteboard will never have his name on it again #so that sharpie was literally the last thing of 'his' left there #and uh . i might have taken it home tonight #this actually feels like such a big loss for me like im not okay #i know i will be but right now im not #i have a real hard time imagining ill ever trust a father figure again so i need to mourn him for a minute okay #anyway i have an extremely long and difficult week ahead of me . godspeed

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the-acid-pear · 2 years

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Gonna have such a scary weekend idk if i can do thisss 😢😢😢

#luly talks #i gotta go to a PARTY in the CITY like dmgbmgbgng Noooooooo i wanna cryyy #im genuinely scared literally so embarrassing but like 💥💥💥#I CANT DO ITTT ITS TOO MUCHHH i wanna thrpw up 😭#I ONLY KNOW ONE (1) GIRLIE or maybe two if my beloved Azul is there BUT THATS IT #hhmhmgn tho if azul is there... gonna kiss her with tongue as soon as i am at my second bottle KQGSJEVE /J #thinking that her might go calmed me down a lil ngl... BUT STILL SO SCARYYY #GONNA HAVE TO DANCE AND STUFF LIKE QKSGSKEVDNSV@+25282&@-2(4+$-;???!!!!??!?!!!!!?!!#gonna get blackout drunk and flirt w my mutuals fuck ittt #literally going into cardiac arrest rn i wanna bawl my eyes out IMSNDMDNFN 😭😭😭😭#normal guy right here. :)

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garfinkelstingle · 2 years

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heyy, can you do a fake insta for timothée? pronouns: she/her and face claim: blanca soler (or grace abrams). thanks <33

social media au | timothee chalamet

click here for part two

click here for part three

pairing: timothee chalamet x celebrity!reader

warnings: swearing! apart from that absolutely none lol

a/n: hi there!! thank you so much for sending this request in, and sorry for having taken so long! i was writing my finals this week so i was studying 24/7 but literally got to it the second i was free to! hope you like how it turned out :) (btw how freaking gorgeous is blanca soler actually??? i'm literally crying because hOw) ALSO part 2 of this is already in the works and most likely coming out sometime within the next week!!!

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tchalametdaily timothee was spotted yesterday embracing a mystery girl and handing her flowers. does anyone know who she is?

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timmyfan49 i didn't know timothee was seeing anyone??? my heart is in literal shambles rn wtf

timmyfan05 everyone's trying to figure out who mystery girl is, meanwhile i'm over here bawling my eyes out because of course timothee is the type of guy to get you flowers

yourfan62 this looks an awful lot like y/n... i knew they were friends but maybe they're more? 🤭

timmyfan84 dude omg imagine if it really is,,, hollywood's two hottest people in a relationship? i don't think any of us would be able to handle that

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yourinstagram back in ny for a bit ♥️

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yourfan94 nobody touch me i'm still trying to recover from the sheer gorgeousness of this picture (and desperately failing lmao)

yourfan62 am i the only one who noticed that timothee liked this picture suspiciously fast?

timmyfan81 no lol it's so obvious that they're dating it's like they're not even trying to hide it hahaha

realbarbarapalvin hot stuff <3

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timmyfan63 timmy's in ny rn as well... coincidence? i think not

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tchalamet 🐠

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timmyfan71 he doesn't even have to try and he still manages to look beyond adorable like???

timmyfan45 am i the only one who reallyreally wants to know who took this picture??????

yourfan75 i swear on everything that i hold dear that it was y/n, someone said they spotted them at the airport together

timmyfan36 is there proof? did they take a picture?

yourfan75 no but it checks out ig, she told someone on twitter some time ago that she was planning on going on vacay and she probably only went to ny for a couple days and then they flew out

tomholland2013 the weather looks lovely mate!

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yourfan62 me, patiently waiting for y/n to post a vacation pic as well to confirm what i already know 🙂

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yourinstagram this picture was taken on literally the only day when it wasn't too cold to wear a bikini :))) still had a blast though!

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yourfan62 I TOLD YOU GUYS!!!!!!

timmyfan73 this is as much confirmation as we could wish to get lol

yourfan81 what did this picture confirm???? i'm literally so lost, i took a break from instagram for a month and suddenly i don't understand anything???

yourfan94 people are speculating that y/n is dating timothee chalamet now, and since he posted a picture of him from vacation at the sea two days ago, everyone is taking this picture as confirmation that they were there together and thus are dating

yourfan81 omg thanks i had absolutely no clue!!!!

taylor_hill literally wow

yourinstagram love you t!!!!!

maudeapatow ♥️

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timmyfan72 timothee chalamet or the world's greatest photographer??

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yournameupdates honestly i don't know if the y/n x timothee dating rumors are true or not but they definitely would make a fitting couple haha!

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yourfan27 am i the only one who thinks it's a little bit weird how obsessed everyone is with these rumors? i think unless either one of them confirm them we should just let them be... but maybe that's just me lol

yourfan19 literal soulmates aaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

timmyfan83 honestly as long as they're both happy i don't care wether they're really good friends or dating... they would make one of the most amazing couples ever though!!!!

yourfan62 it's not even a rumor at this point lol everyone knows they're a thing

tchalamet

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tchalamet sleepy

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timmyfan67 i bet y/n took this picture

billieeilish why is there a pillow on the floor though?

tchalamet in case i fall off the chair from being so s l e e p y

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timmyfan29 those jeans would not look this good on anyone else feel free to fight me on this

timmyfan18 you look sososo amazing in those jeans i'm literally screaming!!!!!!!

tchalamet thanks, my girlfriend thinks so too

timmyfan91 DID TIMOTHEE JUST?????

yourfan26 I THINK HE FREAKING DID OMG

yourfan62 I TOLD YOU GUYS THEY WERE A THING!!!!!!

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yourinstagram amore

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yourfan79 LITERALLY SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

timmyfan12 we are all agreeing on the fact that this is 113% timothee right?? RIGHT?????

yourfan62 WHAT HAVE I BEEN TELLING YOU GUYS SINCE DAY FUCKING ONE????????

yourfan14 girl aren't you the one who has been commenting on literally every picture of those two since that very first one of them embracing got posted?? 😭

yourfan62 YES!!!!!!!!!!

timmyfan38 she better treat him right otherwise i WILL throw hands

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ohmyeyesmyeyes · 1 year

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daylight - mat barzal

mat barzal x f!reader

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in which they fuck around with fans

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barzal97: champagne problems

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fan1: fuck me

fan2: give us a warning sheesh

fan3: my post notifs are on and i still fell to the floor in maccies

fan4: i just died dead rip me

fan5: the lyrics of that song though...

fan6: and the ring on the necklace??? it's literally y/n's

fan7: but she's got a boyfriend

fan6: not unless mat has anything to say abt it i'd assume

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fan8: they make me so sad

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ynofficial: lover, you should've come over

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fan9: so we all thinking the same thing rn?

fan10:' 'will i ever see your sweet return?' and 'maybe i'm just too young to keep love from going wrong' is so them-coded

fan11: barzal97

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barzal97: if the whole world was watching, i'd still dance with you

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fan12: stop that's the pic from when she got in the car before awards night last year

fan13: he was looking right at her i remember it

fan14: it shouldn't be fair that he posts the hottest photos of him desperately in love and pining for y/n at the same time, it's an inner conflict

fan15: ynofficial ynofficial ynofficial

fan16: ynofficial ynofficial ynofficial

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ynofficial: and wonder about the only soul who can tell which smile i'm faking, and the heart i know i'm breaking is my own

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fan17: grow a pair already

fan18: WHAT OF THE BOYFRIEND???

fan19: barzal97

fan20: barzal97

fan21: y'all are acting like he won't have her post notifs on

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barzal97: i knew i'd wish you would've changed your mind

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fan22: the significance of those photos have me bawling my eyes out

fan23: what happened?

fan22: on the left he got asked in a post-game interview how he felt when his gf was put on the kiss cam with another guy and on the right, in that video you could hear him say 'i need to check with the missus because i think this one's coming home with me'

fan23: AND THESE PEOPLE AREN'T TOGETHER????

fan24: ynofficial

fan25: mat, you brought out the cardigan voice notes. i'm unwell

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ynbarzalofficial: hi guys. it's come to our attention lately that there's been a lot of speculation in the media about our relationship, so we just wanted to pop in and clear some things up. first of all, mat and i have been together for eight years now, which was something we did not choose to disclose to the public immediately -- the irony is that that privacy backfired on us, because no, we did not break up; i do not have a boyfriend -- he is in fact my brother's friend and was helping us out with our new house. secondly...we may have been fucking around with you all and purposefully posting all those angsty cringey stuff to our accounts because we thought it was funny (and i am sorry about that), and that (big shocker)(take a deep breath) we have been married very happily for three years. third: watch this space for a surprise soon.

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barzal97: it was all my idea, and i have to say it went quite well; we got the privacy to enjoy our relationship without worrying about the pressures of the media. i can finally say that i am a very VERY happily married man. gosh i love my wife. that feels so good to say. and you wouldn't have a complete playlist of our relationship without the final song: daylight by taylor swift (and because we love it so much, add cowboy like me on there too). i can't wait to spend forever with you ynofficialbarzal and i'm so excited for the future. it feels so weird saying you're my wife on social media after we've been married for years already.

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barzal97: i was told to tag ninanow for this. i forgot to mention earlier (silly me) that we also have two kids! one of each and another on the way!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!! anyway, see you all in 2 years. i like leaving everything in shambles and ynofficialbarzal and myself will be watching twitter with a glass of wine (me) and a mocktail (yn)

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#mat barzal social media au #mat barzal x reader #nhl fic #nhl imagine #hockey fic #hockey imagine

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twilighttrekkie · 27 days

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‼️Warning: Spooky Month Spoilers Ahead!!!‼️

just watched the new spooky month episode and. wow. i'm so normal (lie) i cannot wait for the next episode aaaaaaaaaaa

ahem. anyways. the part with the priest asking where skid's father was and skid looking so crestfallen and the part with pump asking "but if they love me, then why're they never here?" had me bawling /lh waaaaa skid and pump are so sweet, they don't deserve to feel so sad 😭😭😭😭 ANYWAYS. I AM EXCEEDINGLY NORMAL ABOUT KEVIN AND I'M SO HAPPY THAT HE GETS AN ACTUAL FRIEND TO WORK WITH. Here take my Kevin and Radford screenshot collection because they're incredibly pfp-able AND THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE SO FUN HERE.

OK CAN WE (and by we i mean me) TAKE A MOMENT TO TALK ABOUT THE ANIMATION FOR A SECOND. BECAUSE HOLY SHIT. IT JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER!! IT STARTED OFF AS ALREADY GOOD IN THE FIRST INSTALLMENT, BUT NOW IT LOOKS COMPLETELY PROFESSIONAL, INCREDIBLY FUN, AND CERTAIN SEQUENCES ARE STRAIGHT UP BREATHTAKING.

ALSO MOLOCH AND EYES COMING BACK??? LIKE HELLO?????? THERE'S SO MANY CALLBACKS IN THIS ONE, LIKE SKID AND PUMP LIGHTING THAT HAPPY FELLA ON FIRE IN THE STORE, DEXTER BEING MENTIONED, THE CULT REAPPEARING, OH AND CAN I JUST SAY THE SEQUENCE WHERE MOLOCH POSSESSED ALL THOSE DIFFERENT PEOPLE WAS SICK. THE DESIGNS WERE ALL REALLY FREAKY IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE, SHOUT OUT TO WHOEVER MADE THOSE DESIGNS!!!

admittedly i kinda wish we got to know more concretely whether streber is actually dead or not, but i completely understand putting it off to build suspense. that's literally my only criticism of the episode rn lmao and even then it's more of a personal curiosity thing than something i actually have against the episode

10/10 episode: much like every other spooky month episode i've had the pleasure of seeing as it came out instead of years afterwards, it has permanently changed my brain chemistry 🔥 guys if you're spooky month fans pleaseee go watch the episode. and if you have no idea what this show is, go check it out, it's completely free to watch on youtube!!! it starts off very shitpost-y, but quickly gets very dark (while still keeping the humor that made the first 2 entries special!! Spoky Month evolves more and more with each episode, but never loses its roots, which is something I really enjoy).

#dri's rambles #spooky month #sr pelo #spoilers #spooky month spoilers #spoiler warning #long post #very long post #spooky month skid #spooky month pump #spooky month kevin #spooky month radford #spooky month moloch #eyes of the universe #ok screw this i refuse to tag every character lmao #i love them all but i just don't have the patience for that #spooky month hollow sorrows

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deathbxnny · 11 months

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Hello hello!! How are you? I hope you are doing amazing rn. ♪

I just read your HoT request and it was literally so well written I literally had my eyes bawling out 😭 . I barely find any writers that actually played or know anything about hi3 so I hope you wouldn't mind me requesting smt hehe.

Maybe a Herrscher of human or Miss pink elf (Elysia) reader with Blade and kazuha ? (I hope you don't mind writing about 2 fandoms. Tho if you do, just pick one that is a lot more easier to write) I hope it's not too much of a trouble.

Anyways please stay hydrated and look out after yourself. (I apologize for any grammar mistakes English is not my mother tongue)

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A/N: I absolutely understand what you mean, Anon! Before hsr came out, I was genuinely STARVING for hi3 content and in fact still am, as there is literally still not much on it, which is quite the shame. So I decided to finally take matters into my own hands lmao. And I don't mind writing for multiple fandoms in one post, especially not not Kazuha is involved, so thank you for the request and I hope you'll like this!<33

Content: Fluff, established relationship, tiny bit of angst?, mentions of battle, Elysia-like Reader, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not fully proofread))

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》Blade

You and Blade are quite the polar opposites and yet somehow work just fine together. It confuses him sometimes how he was able to get you as his s/o, especially with how he was personality wise. But you always stuck by his side no matter what he did and that was enough for him to just accept his fate.

He secretly likes how kind and cheerful you are all the time, since you often keep him sane in even his worst moments. He never admits how much he appreciates you for being there for him, but he shows it by protecting and spoiling you.

Blade is a little sceptical, when it comes to your Herrscher form. He didn't understand why humanity was so important to you, especially when he was so indifferent to it himself. Why would you care about anyone but him anyways? What's the point, when the world was so cruel?

He pushes those thoughts away, once he sees you actually using your abilities however. He's so in awe and impressed by them, that he practically forgets to fight himself. He may never understand your motivations as a Herrscher, but he can still agree that you're breathtaking.

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》Kaedehara Kazuha

Kazuha loves how cheerful and elegant you always are. You always listen to his poems about you and spend endless time watching the skies with him. He truly can't think of a single flaw, when it comes to you and that just proves how much he loves you. You're just so perfect.

He's always thinking about new poems to write for you and never runs out of ideas either. It doesn't matter, how much time passes with you, there is always something new he can appreciate and worship about you.

Once you reveal yourself as a Herrscher to him, he somehow becomes even more enamoured with you, especially after hearing your motives as one. It just makes sense to him, that someone as kind and gentle as you would want to protect humanity at all cause. It also gives him more things to write about for you.

He's in complete awe, when he watches you use your abilities for the first time in battle and he can't help but realise, that no poem or word could describe the beauty he is seeing infront of him. He'll give you endless praise once it's over and thank you endlessly for being his s/o.

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A/N: I hope this was okay! And I thank you again for the request!

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanfic #honkai star rail x reader #genshin impact #genshin impact fanfic #genshin impact x reader #hsr blade x reader #hsr blade #genshin kazuha #genshin Kazuha x Reader #hsr

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kenjakusbraincum · 5 months

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bro

I'm literally bawling my eyes out rn btw

I just read 'vows' and let me tell you, that. shit. was. fire.

like I just could not hold back from telling you..that shit was absolutely soul crushing but that's ok because I like suffering too, BUT LIKE- I am in tears rn, I'm literally sitting here with napkins

I love you, you're amazing

AHHH I'm so happy you enjoyed it <333

I was very skeptical and I didn't expect positive reactions from ppl bc I never wrote anything this angsty before + I was SO sure I went overboard with reader DYING, since that was a bit of a wild turn of events not included in the request 😭 I wasn't sure if ppl would vibe with this decision, but I just couldn't stop myself, the stakes weren't high if reader just got better 😩 (i bent all rules of the universe to suit the needs of the fic. sukuna can't heal terminal illness in this one otherwise it wouldn't work😭)

I'm so hyped to write a little sequel when reader is reborn and Sukuna has to be very careful with how he goes about taking them back ✨ But there's a lot to think about with that one! Stay tuned <3

#asks #man i look at every time i answer asks and think..#i really can't shut the hell up lmaoo

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chaldeanu · 2 days

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hai hai manu 😸 <3 it’s my turn now to ask you , i have a rough idea who your favs may be but i’d just love to hear you talk even more about them honestly - so whom are your genshin + hsr favourites and why?

hiii vana! again, i’m a certified “cannot shut up when asked about my faves” so pls never feel bad about talking a lot because i am so much worse asdfghjkl… but that’s also because i play both games daily since release, so a lot has changed these past years :’3

ayato ノ his eyes, his voice, his elegance… i will do anything for him. i waited for him since the very first mention of ayaka’s brother hehe ♡ i adore how professional he appears in public, but to close people he’s quite silly. but mostly… he’s just a troubled character with so much possible development, and probably that’s why he’s not leaving my mind. i always think how the game pushes him to the back, he doesn’t deserve this :(

wriothesley ノ appearance-wise he wasn’t even my type, honestly. but everything changed after i read his voicelines, turned out he’s such a gentle soul, he’s just a guy, but the past hurt him so so badly. and after doing his story quest i cried so hard, like, this man would heal everything in me haha which may be quite an unpopular opinion, because i’ve seen most people love him for his confidence etc. — i love his tea obsession (same) and lighthearted jokes ♡

xianyun ノ she ate and left no crumbs. i have fallen for her immediately and i’m so happy to finally find a genshin woman who stole my heart (i love many others, but in a softer way hehe). i bawled my eyes out during her story quest and she brings me so much comfort and happiness! ♡ i adore her antics and manner of speech, how she’s such an intelligent and elegant woman, and strong and independent but also motherly and gentle — literally everything about her!

last year’s sumeru made me absolutely obsessed with alhaitham from the very start! i got his C6 immediately, he deserved it all! but now… blank mind. i cannot remember WHY i loved him so much, but i know that i did :( and it’s the same with diluc :(

ꕤ ₊ ˙ ⊹ . and now about star rail faves !

dr. ratio ノ i’ve been waiting for him since the first beta leaks of his model, i just adore his design so much. the white, gold, violet combo is perfect, and i’m a sucker for anything antiquity-inspired. but his personality asdfghjkl he’s even better than i thought he would be! that’s probably my favourite personality type (not talking about the mbti stuff rn) in fiction ever!

sunday ノ been keeping me on edge since the first leak about his personality, though i always take it with a grain of salt not to get disappointed :’) so far so good, he’s been intriguing, and i enjoy his character, but i can’t say (yet) that he will become my fave after we finish the penacony questline. as of rn, i’m mostly drawn to him because of his design, i just can’t say no to angelic and religious motifs :’3

before star rail release, i actually waited the most for luocha :3 and, sadly, i just can’t hit that special something with star rail girlies — some are stunning, cool, amazing, but i just can’t find that spark that would make me fall for any of them yet :(

#inbox ノ #moot ノ vana #hoyo ノ

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alix-is-o-a-k · 8 months

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holy shit. Holy fuck. I’m fucking bawling rn (Daryl’s memory) like I’m actually not joking I am CRYING. I have literal actual tears coming out of my eyes. GRANT. GRANT MY BABY! NOOOO ITS OK MARCO LOVES YOU ITS GONNA BE ALRIGHT

#alixrambles #dndads #grant wilson #S2 ep42 spoilers #Episode 42 spoilers #(See what I did there btw?)

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neet-elite · 1 month

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Okay, but like. Is it bad that I'm kinda glad you ended up not going through with the book and instead put them into your game?? Because man. Their original fate is so fucking sad, it genuinely has full potential to make me bawl my eyes out if I think too much about it. Granted, I am a very emotional idiot, but still!! I really want Killian and Wolf to be happy, I ended up getting attached to them pretty much immediately lol. I love the "pining but too proud to admit it" trope and they seem like such interesting characters to learn about... Actually, all of your ocs do! I dunno what it is about them, but there's literally not a single oc of yours that I don't want to gently hold in my palms. They're all precious to me.

I'm really looking forward to seeing you continue to create, because I'm totally hooked! I'm super glad I found your blogs and that you allow me to pester you with a million asks per day <3

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to make matters worse for you, killian originally died in wolfs arms. i had a scene in mind for the originally planned novel where it would be the first time killian actually tried in a mission with wolf, after secretly picking up on all the old man rambles wolf had given him over the years working together. and the first time he tried to implement his superiors teachings, killian dies for it. literally being held by wolf, a small smile on killians face with a final thanks old man or something without ever gaining the courage to confess. wolf never stops blaming himself.

wolf would eventually return back to work after being forced to take time off (which he hated by the way, being alone with his thoughts). he would never quite get over his first love, and would go on to throw himself even harder into his line of work, but he'd get a little more dangerous with it. a bit of killian rubbing off on him. something about wanting to meet him again, maybe by then he'd have the courage to hold him a bit more tenderly, and a little less bloody.

or something like that anyway, idk, i started writing a new novel that interested me more (that's still in progress lol)

BUT THANK YOU for being invested in them! it means a lot to me. for being invested in any of my OC's, thank you for being so kind! and im glad you found me too MWAH im sending you a million kisses rn!

#💌mail #🐾 anon #mimisgame

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