#i am so fucking unwell

[therabbitthatpostthings]

The way Aziraphale leaves is so heartbreaking because it is so in character for him. This is the angel that will only go against Heaven to a certain extent, never leaving though. Unlike Crowley who (even gave up the position of power of being a Duke) was happy to leave it all away, the idea that Heaven is always good despite everything is so ingrained into him. Even Gabriel didn't denounce Heaven just said he found something better, the key difference is Gabriel has always been in a position of power. Unlike Aziraphale, leaving Heaven would be an "institutional problem".

Aziraphale has always chosen Heaven, always choose good and even when Crowley is on the line he will find a way to make it Crowley and Heaven come out on top. Some have already pointed out and I agree, this is reminiscent of a the rebellious child from a toxic home/religious traumatic background.

Not to mention The Metatron appealed to Aziraphale's better side. Brought him a coffee and told him he also ingested things, something Shax had just mocked Aziraphale for. He pretty much bombed him with compliments and reassured him of his leadership status, something Aziraphale has been cautious about since Eden. He dangles what Aziraphale wants, to go to Heaven. To be GOOD again. But Aziraphale has been on Earth for so long, surely there is something to make him stay? I mean he lied to God, the archangels and is regarded as a traitor what could make him really want to go? Crowley. If Metatron can guarantee that Crowley will be there too Aziraphale will surely go and he does.

Yes these two are in love and like Nina said, they don't talk. THAT is their downfall. Crowley never told Aziraphale everything. As @baggvinshield put it in their post, Aziraphale has no reason to believe none of this won't work out.

"We could have been us!" in Aziraphale's mind is "We can, in Heaven!"

“Nothing last forever,” in Crowley mind is “We were never going to work out.”

#I am so fucking unwell #I promise you I cried for 30 mins #NEIL #now what are you gonna say at my funeral now that you killed me #shitpost #shitposting #good omens #good omens season 2 spoilers #good omens s2 #Anyway back to our regular scheduled crying #azirowley #aziraphale #Crowley #I could go on for hours #anyway gays how we doing tonigh

[eldritch-horror-from-the-void]

Listening to Abbey by Mitski and on the verge of tears while thinking of him... ❤️‍🩹

Lyrics below for context 🥲

I am hungry I have been hungry I was born hungry What do I need? I am something I have been something I was born something What could I be?

There is a light that I can see But only, it seems, when there's darkness in me There is a dream that I sometimes see That only appears in the dark of sleep

I am waiting I have been waiting I was born waiting I was born waiting For that something Just to want something I was born something I was born

There is a light, I feel it in me But only, it seems, when the dark surrounds me There is a dream and it sleeps in me To awake in the night, crying, "Set me free" And I awake every night, crying, "Set me free"

#I AM SO FUCKING UNWELL #maul opress #darth maul #maul memes

[frootloofs]

The way that Aziraphale remained an angel because he lived in fear while Crowly fell because he lived in love.....

#I AM SO FUCKING UNWELL #SOBBING AND CRYING IN SEEING MYSELF IN AZIRAPHALE #Nation watches Good Omens 2 #Good Omens 2

[aflockofbees]

#hamish linkater #i am so fucking unwell #was no one going to post these here for posterity??? #no idea where they originated but if whoever found them wants credit ill edit #70s pornstache #so awful #so alluring #i weep

[fellhellion]

just. crazy insane about the way in which slay the princess invites little instances of connection (and it is through conflict that we come to understand one another and ourselves) like ough. OUGH.

#i am so fucking UNWELL #tunes titters

[elitehoe]

Kicking my feet and giggling while I crop and fringe Bryan a white shirt that says raggedy bitch on it

#gonna start tagging bry as 'raggedy bitch' #thats my girl. my raggedy bitch. my sadistic goat. #i am so fucking unwell #bryan danielson #aew #aew lb

[effervescentdragon]

what if i fucking screamed about gerrard and torres and that kiss a bit

#i am so fucking unwell #this came up on my autoplay and my head just snapped up #bcs i was looling at that gif #for FUCLS SAKW #Spotify

[ladykyriaa]

Istg if the main leads don't end up together im actually gonna bawl

#crash landing on you #i want to search for spoilers but im terrified #because i think i read a bit about how its open ended #because they each have to go back to their own country #but like I was holding on to the hope that i mightve read wrong because there are clips #of jung hyeok being in the south #currently on ep 11 and he's already in the south🥲 #meaning there's a high chance all the clips I've seen are gonna be before they have to permanently say goodbye #i am so fucking unwell #im not even joking #kdrama

[cowboybarzy]

fml 🥵🤤

#mat barzal #holy fucking shit #I am so fucking unwell #how can he do this to me #jesus #🥵🥵🤤🤤 #he’s so pretty i want to cry #new york islanders

[emeraldmarie]

“HER REAL NAME IS GIDEON NAV”

#nona the ninth #the locked tomb #gideon nav #gideon the ninth #nona the ninth spoilers #tlt spoilers #tlt #I AM SO FUCKING UNWELL

[gemsiiie]

hey guys welcome back to my channel i am going to jump into incoming traffic

(this post is about good omens season 2)

#i am so fucking unwell #i am genuinely sick to my stomach i feel so betrayed #this is not directed at mr gaiman in any way i love that man to death #but i am in TEARS #i sent an ask #i’m just #literally breaking down inside #i need to be sedated #good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens season 2 spoilers #go spoilers #go2 spoilers #go2 #kill me

[in-a-faith-forgottenn-land]

do u hear me SCREAMING

#i am so fucking unwell #the way i screamed when hinata and kageyama did this like. #i am soooo normal about them #<- lying #THE PARALLELS #sk8 the infinity #haikyu

[luvcentral]

Good morning im hyperventilating thinking about homewell x tolerate it by taylor swift!!

#‘youre so much older and wiser and i wait by the door like im just a kid’ #i am so fucking unwell #‘I MADE YOU MY TEMPLE MY MURAL MY SKY’ #im gonna have a fit #im not even a homewell guy but. but. but.

[adamnsey]

#fucking truly #also works for both of them #anyways i am made SO unwell by these episodes. like i need to lie down #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd spoilers #ofmd season 2 #ofmd season 2 spoilers #edstede #gentlebeard #blackstede #blackbonnet #stede bonnet #edward teach #mine

[gatorgrumbles]

I will not shut up about him or cease drawing him, if i stop assume I’ve died

#my fucking husband #i am unwell #he is my everything #I am so abnormal about him #I love big green man so much #loving him isnt enough #i want to eat him #piccolo #piccolo dbz #dragon ball #dragon ball z #dbz #dragon ball fanart #my art #drawing #art #digital art

[k0za--k]

dude. DUDE. you don't understand YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND

Ramón loves Fit, he cares about his dad more then anything. HE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM. and he's fully aware that Fit really, truly has only HIM. yes there's Phil and now Tubbo too. but Fit didn't tell them about his mission, he doesn't trust them, not quite like he trusts Ramón and they don't care about Fit like Ramón does. i would bet that this kid would willingly give one or even BOTH of his lives if it saved Fit. Ramón just wants to be happy. and he won't ever be unless Fit is. AND VICE VERSA. they both love each other so much. Fit stated multiple times that the mission will not bring harm to Ramón (and Pac), but if it somehow turned out otherwise. Fit would be done for. i'm 100% sure that at this point, Fit would give up his own freedom to save Ramón. even if he had to be thrown back into the hellscape that is 2b. "as long as Ramón is safe, i don't mind never seeing him again. as long as he's safe" [paraphrased]

"i just don't want you to be alone forever" this kid. this kid can read Fit so well. i'm sure he is somewhat aware that Fit has always been alone, how awful 2b is despite all the fascinating bed time stories Fit tells him. he can SEE all the scars on Fit's body, for fucks sake HE IS MISSING AN ARM. THAT SHOULD BE ENOUGH OF A TESTIMONY WHAT 2B IS LIKE and Ramón has EYES. he can see all the involuntary things Fit does. how hard it is for him to trust someone, the anxiety when Ramón is out of Fit's field of vision, the fear of death. his own or anyone else's. Ramón is too smart to not realise these things

BUT. Fit said Pac was there for him. that Pac was his support. FIT SAID HE LIKES PAC. he can see Fit actually likes Pac, that he cares for the Brazilian and Pac is cool! he and Mike hung out a LOT before the whole kidnappings started. and Pac was EXCITED when Ramón called him "future dad". Pac seemed like he HOPED it became truth. "you think so?" he looked HAPPY at the thought and Ramón sees a chance. a little spark of hope. for Fit to be happy. to have a second dad. to have a family. to BE happy

Ramón and Fit only have each other. and they are just a child and a men, both traumatised beyond belief. but they have each other. and they love each other more than anything

#i am so fucking unwell about them #you have no idea #“i would do anything” PEOPLE DIED. #FOR FUCKS SAKE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME #qsmp fitmc #qsmp fit #qsmp ramón #qsmp ramon #hideduo #fitpac #< implied