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carpememes · 8 months

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Oban Star Racers Starters (part 2)

"Good thing I ate light."

"How was today's training?"

"They're making good progress. You'll be very happy."

"Me, me, me. A simple 'good luck' would be nice just once."

"Thinking about your dad again?"

"Now's the time to show Daddy what you're really made of."

"Unfortunately my dad happens to be a complete jerk."

"Keep digging. Remember I don't like surprises."

"Out of my way! I need this victory!"

"Cut her some slack, you're just gonna freak her out."

"I asked you to coach them, not me."

"What do you think I'm doing? Knitting you a sweater?"

"You did the best you could to stop them, but they still won the race."

"Maybe it's time you got a life."

"My life is perfectly fine as it is, thank you."

"I'd sure hate to be your son. Or for that matter, your daughter."

"You really have no sense of adventure."

"We're racing. Or was that not obvious enough for you?"

"I cut all links to my past in order to survive."

"I can't believe you managed to keep this from me all these years."

"Let's get out there and kick some alien butt!"

"You'd think I'd be more relaxed by now, but it's just the opposite."

"The higher we climb, the more I fear our fall."

"I don't make a habit of befriending opponents. It can lead to disappointment."

"I'm counting on you, my darling."

"Have you ever known me to be careless, honey?"

"I know that wicked creature."

"If we don't get him, he'll get us!"

"This creature is evil. We have to get rid of him, trust me."

"I'm asking you for the last time! Come to your senses!"

"I know who you are. You're not alone in life."

"I wish you would never have left me."

"Your optimism is commendable but I find that unlikely."

"Our relationship has always been rather tense, wouldn't you say?"

"If I was your daughter, I'd never want to see you again!"

"I just wanted to cheer on the kids."

"This is much better than being in the hospital."

"I do this under protest."

"Not even I could have pulled that stunt."

"Please don't look at me this way. It only makes it harder."

"It's time for me to think about my new life."

"You could sleep through anything."

"They've not been locked in. We've simply been locked out."

"I could stay here forever."

"Don't even breathe. Run for your life when I say go."

"I'm told he won't bite."

"On my planet, when you make a promise you keep it."

"Any attempt of a competitor's life is strictly forbidden!"

"If you're ready, we're off to the races!"

"I'm just keeping an eye on him. There's no law against that is there?"

"We don't need a dad to come along."

"I hope you're pleased with yourself. I was scared, you know!"

"Next time you're thinking of going on a little stroll, you're on your own."

"Where on earth have you been? We've been worried sick!"

"I'd advise you not to take my authority lightly."

"So long, pretty boy, I'll send you a card."

"I refuse to believe it's the end of the world."

"Oh great. Let them eat somebody else."

"That man is totally heartless."

"I never miss a music recital. Would you care to join. me?"

"No need to worry. ___'s in good hands."

"Oh, brilliant shortcut. We should just announce ourselves."

"You'll find heaters in the storage area."

"What'd she do? Steal from your shop? Leave her hotel room without paying for it?"

"She was up all night waiting for your call."

"I'm gonna win the race today!"

"I knew today was my day."

"So many possibilities... It's beautiful."

"The day a tin can gets the better of me I quit."

"Looks like we have a clear night tonight."

"I've never had a chance to ask you much about your life."

"I see. An only child. Your parents must've smothered you."

"If I were your daughter, you'd know it immediately."

"I hope you haven't forgotten our special date."

"Tonight's our anniversary. How could I forget that?"

"You really pulled out all the stops tonight, haven't you?"

"You married a racer, not a dancer."

"I've never actually waltzed before."

"I wish every night could be like this."

"Why, look who's here. It's my little champion."

"My poor baby. It's okay now, we're back."

"You've made me the happiest man in the world."

"Space would be a terrible place for me to die."

"Have you gone mad? We cannot stop half way."

"Stay away from me. For your own protection."

"Forget we were ever friends."

"Let's stick to the official theories, if you don't mind."

"I've wanted to tell you this for a long time, but something always seems to get in the way."

"Of course, if you don't feel the same way, I totally understand."

"You don't have to say anything. I'll just leave these flowers here and wait outside."

"Why did you change?!"

#sentence starters #rp memes #oban star racers

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lorenzobane · 2 years

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triptych (a love story in three parts)

(A/N: Just a tiny piece of fluff)

The first time Garak realizes he's taken Bashir for granted is when the Doctor cancels their plans for lunch at the last minute. It is not the first time Bashir has been called away on some emergency or another. But when he receives the message, he feels a flash of irritation. He had expected to spend time with the man discussing La Belle Dame Sans Merci, a poem by a human poet named John Keats.

It's the irritation that surprises him. The idea that he had felt entitled to the man's time. That he had simply expected his company, that Bashir was a given in his life- like a rule in a logic puzzle. Always unyieldingly true.

Elim Garak is an exile, a spy, and, apparently, still a fool.

The first time he realizes he feels safe around the Doctor, he is turned around with his back facing him. The Doctor is chattering cheerfully about a style of poetry that emerged after the development of Earth's lunar colony.

"- it was a style primarily focused on rotations, with words often looping back over each other to mimic the feeling of disorientation humans had at the time for seeing their own planet move. Some even compared it to the feeling of watching their blood being drawn; there is something odd about seeing something so fundamental to your sense of self exist outside of you."

Garak is finishing a particularly fiddly piece of hemming in his shop. He hasn't glanced up or behind him in at least ten minutes. Worse, it hadn't even occurred to him that he should be on his guard. Bashir could have been right behind him with a dagger, and Garak wouldn't have been able to stop him.

What he says is, "humans will come up with any excuse to justify poetry with no clear meaning."

"Maybe, my dear friend," Bashir says, and though Garak is still turned around, he can imagine his twinkling eyes. "Maybe you see more of yourself in human nonsequiturs than you care to admit."

Garak wonders when Bashir slipped between his scales.

The first time he feels loved is not their first night together. It is not even their second. It is not the first night that they simply go to Julian's (yes, now Julian) quarters to simply read and sleep.

It is tonight, months later.

"It is not emotional manipulation," Julian says, rolling his eyes in exasperation while settling more comfortably onto his side (his side!) of the bed. "Partners often remark on particular pieces of their lover's body that they find particularly remarkable. After all, how many times now have you commented on my fine eyes or my dimples. The ones on my face and back, incidentally."

"And who's to say I am not attempting to emotionally manipulate you?" Garak replies a bit lazily. The bed is warm, and Julian is tangling their legs together. He's so tactile.

Julian laughs a bit, "I am nowhere near fool enough to believe you are half as calculating as you pretend to be, darling."

Garak huffs a complaint, "well, fine then. I suppose you are also a fan of my lovely eyes, or perhaps my posterior? I have heard some colorful commentary."

Julian shakes his head, "wrong again! So many incorrect conclusions tonight."

"Are you planning on telling me? Or are you perhaps going to enjoy feeling smug and mysterious for a while longer?"

"I really ought to, you know," Julian replies, warmly amused. "But no."

With that, he slowly reaches for Garak's left hand, flips it, and carefully traces an imperfection in his scales. It is what humans might refer to as a birthmark. It is thin, jagged, and not at all remarkable, though Garak feels his breath catch at being known so intimately.

"A birthmark?" Garak asks archly.

Julian smiles, unabashed. "Yes, it looks like a heartbeat, you know."

"It looks like a heartbeat?" Garak can't help but wonder.

"Yes, our machinery measures a heartbeat's electrical signal and represents them through waves."

"Once again, Doctor," Garak starts, placing sarcastic emphasis on his title, "it appears you take your work home with you."

Julian chuckles again, "no. No, I just... Like it. The idea that you, of all people, wear your heart on your sleeve, so to speak. It makes me feel like... Like it is possible to know you."

Garak feels off-kilter that this creature in his bed would know his body so well, that he would want to know him, that he could (he thinks incredulously) love him.

He considers many replies before gently tugging Julian even closer and says, "no, my dearest."

Not merely dear, anymore.

"No, what?" Julian whispers.

"I do not wear my heart on my sleeve," Garak replies softly. "I wear it on yours."

#elim garak #julian bashir #garashir #my writing #i don't know man #this just mugged me in the shower

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gonnachasethestars · 10 months

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@sxturn-bxrs sent a meme: Send 🙇🏻 to lay on my muse’s stomach ! Send a + for the reverse. If you can’t see the emoji, send ‘stomach’! - Accepting <3

"Sometimes I think about space too."

To lay in the soft fields on a clear night, it could be compared to seeing a magic show. With the distinct lack of any pollution, light or otherwise, the entire sky lit up. No moon, just the glow of the stars. Maybe Kounosuke's view was always through rose colored glasses. He knew the scientific definitions, but it was more fun to believe that stars were sentient.

That galaxies had fun moving slowly through time itself. He could daydream until the ends of the Earth, he always had been the kind of person to move at his own pace through life. That included his manner of thinking. It didn't bother him when Nathan rested his head upon the tanuki's round belly. Instead, he was captured by something else.

"Hey, look at that!"

A shooting star.

"Let's make a wish!"

Kounosuke's eyes close, and he does just that. Maybe he was too childish, believing wishing on stars. But it was more fun that way, to believe in things like that. He wasn't immature, but he kept a child like sense of wonder about the world around him, and even beyond the Earth.

Moments later, Kounosuke opens his eyes, and shakes his head.

"I guess that was a silly wish. I know tonight can't last forever."

His hand lowers, as to pet the other's head.

"But I can pretend, at least for a little while, that we're on some distant planet where it's just both of us."

#sxturn bxrs #v; wandering camera man #i will always wait for you ; queue #fulfillment ; answered meme #interviews ; answered ask

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the-firebird69 · 1 year

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Here we go I require my husband to have 8 hours of sleep minimum I'm not to try and do anything with him unless he's got that and you agrees and he's going to try for it this is a ugly place it's terrible here.

Hera

There's a lot of people at our son now but there are a lot of people that stand and bye and it depending themselves here and in DC and macs are pitching in. 80% of what's going on is from someone's fault no it's a war and it's looking at that way too my people are messing with them directly and they need to know they have to be held accountable. This is a terrible place he's having a tough time. . I'm going to put up a sign that says no admittance to morllock, see how long it would last well to stay up. And now they're clearing them out of the houses all over Florida and here in the neighborhood there are two houses left with warlock the rest are clear. One of them just fell over well they left. And of those 20 about five of voluntarily empties right now his stuff still there and then three more or empty they're taking away from this neighborhood in 10 have left last night in the night and have not returned they took essentials and personal articles. One two houses is very bad and it means they are hardly here. One more day and it'll be out of here. That is a huge crowd catering to go to JC and Mary huge it's a few hundred million octillions no but it's about $10 million so and the numbers going to go up and wow that was terrible ridiculous that's going to be huge

They're leaving Earth and they're leaving the Midwest and they're leaving here and people get to know like hours

Thor Freya

We need to know and we do know and it's important. Sit there and harassed I answered all night long I can't deal with it dumb harassment . Pretty soon this will be out and I'll be happy very soon and see them going all over the world very fast now goose teams going after them last night was productive stand invited to share of them tonight will be more progressive and today as they're beating on them. Most of the other places they can't get to in Australia is being difficult what's going on to the airport that would be us.. have several problems with house treated and everybody knows now without a doubt they understand when I'm up to you and who I am and Galactica is up and the planet is freed. Procedure will be getting done shortly a procedures on other things have started immediately and we're using what's inside to fill up voids it's going on now. Huge huge procedures happening and they're rapid and the cautious and it takes time we will meat the schedule. I believe today would be the procedure and are getting warmed up to do it. Huge huge day today it's huge there's so many people signing on it's ridiculous what you did work it's kind of tricky but boy was needed. Talk about threading the needle since it's possible. But we're doing it and he came up with it and we came up with it and here I am with a zigzag and my name is Ziggy.

Hera

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revchainsaw · 3 years

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Nausicaa and the Valley of the Wind (1984)

Prayers and Salutations Cult Members! I am your mysterious minister Reverend Chainsaw and this is another nights revival service at the Cult Film Tent Revival. I bring you a special word tonight. Tonight's word is about a person who roamed the earth, in a time where people were backward and warlike. A leader emerged into a kingdom full of eschatological expectation. This leader came preaching peace, and was killed for the sins of the world, but was resurrected. In that resurrection a new hope was brought to the planet, and true healing through the power of love in the face of violence is made possible. I am talking of course about Princess Nausicaa from the Valley of the Wind.

The Message

Nausicaa and the Valley of the Wind is the film that put studio Ghibli and Hayoa Miyazaki on the map. No animated feature this grandiose and epic had been achieved by 1984, as much as Disney may beg to differ. The tale may be simple, and it may feel super 80s to us today, but Nausicaa is a masterpiece, and the fact that Howl's Moving Castle is brought up alongside Princess Mononoke and Spirited Away more often than Nausicaa is a farce and a tragedy.

The film takes place on a fantastic planet that seems to have suffered the ravages of an apocalyptic war. A war that involved gigantic warriors with powers so devastating they about made the entire planet inhospitable if not uninhabitable; save for a few areas. The fall out of this ancient war has left the earth in a state of repair, where the natural processes of a planet healing has creating giant toxic jungles.

Beyond these jungles lie two imperialistic factions, they seem almost to be city-states but it's not terribly clear. The Kingdom of Tolmekia, a militaristic proto-fascist society of almost Spartan sensibilities. Tolmekia is governed by the ambitious and cynical Princess Kushana, But I like to call her Furiosa. Just like Furiosa, Kushana is physically missing parts of herself, a visual metaphor for her metaphysical lacking and the parts of her humanity she has cut away. Kushana's world view is one of fear, a fear that can only be quelled by waging a genocidal campaign against her enemies.

Speaking of enemies, the Athens to Tolmekias Sparta would be the Pejite Kingdom. The Pejites might like to view themselves as simply responding to Tolmekian aggression, but the narrative of the film, and the story told quite visibly on the body of Kushana, is quite different. The Pejites are just as bloodthirsty if not more palettable in their approach, but like the Tolmekians, they believe only their own lives have any value. And thus, in this theatre of war, a Giant Warrior from the ages before is unearthed by the Pejite Kingdom, Stolen by the Tolmekians, before the forces of nature themselves, seem to conspire to drop the Giant Warriors "egg" right into the Valley of the Wind.

The Valley of the Wind is populated like the world of Avatar the Last Airbender, that is mostly of children and the elderly. The people of the Valley have been able to remain untouched by the ravages of war and the toxic jungles of the damaged world primarily due to geographic luck that's explained in minor exposition in the film. They are ruled by a King, and they are all deeply enamored by their beloved Princess Nausicaa.

Nausicaa is a gentle soul. She is kind to animals, she is empathetic, unreasonably patient, and bears pain and grief inflicted on her out of cruelty with a saintly understanding. She really is a thinly veiled Christ figure, scratch that. There is no veil. But she's also my favorite Christ figure. She does not preach a message, as much as she tries to save everyone from their own short sighted goals. She is not perfect, she does lash out and do some fantasy sword fight murder, but she regrets her actions so deeply that it seems to have played a part in motivating her to become even more compassionate and patient with the evils of the world.

Nausicaa discovers yet another plot by the Pejites, who are afraid of the possibility of the Tolmekians awakening the Giant Warrior, to use animal cruelty to enrage a group of almost invincible giant insects known as the Ohm. By luring the Ohm into the Valley of the Wind where the Tolmekians have become an occupying force, they hope to completely wipe out everything that threatens them. The Tolmekians DO awaken the Giant Warrior and pure pandemonium ensues. Nausicaa manages to save the Baby Ohm and calm the rage of the bloodthirsty Ohm swarm, and to defeat the warlike tendencies of both the Pejites and the Tolmekians. All the while fulfilling a prophecy fortold about a messianic savior figure called the Man in Blue.

Now that you have heard the Gospel of Nausicaa, please stand to receive The Benediction.

Best Character: Half a Person

Now that I've spent the better part of this review gushing about our Lord and savior Nausicaa. I have to admit, she's at times a bit too perfect, a bit too saccharin. Even her flaw, or her one weakness and her failing to be perfect, just adds to the perfection. I can't even say she never makes mistakes cuz she made one, and that's infuriating. It's even more infuriating that I still think she's a great character. Normally this kind of thing really kills a hero. Most Chosen Ones are the most boring and least likeable characters in their narratives. I don't know how Nausicaa avoids this trap, but she does. I'll have to do some meditating on that.

However, just like in your typical Chosen One fantasy narrative, the hero is a lot less fun than the villain. I'm going to say the best character in Nausicaa is Kushana. I want to be like Nausicaa, but I don't understand her. She's almost alien, even though we learn all about her. Kushana is mysterious, secretive, and enigmatic, yet I understand her. She barely has an arc, she doesn't really change. She's cold and cynical to the bone, but I don't need to see much of her situation to completely understand why she is the way she is. I usually hate totalitarian bad guys, but Kushana I like. Sue Me.

Also fun fact, did you that Nausicaa means 'Sinker of Ships'. That's kinda fun.

Best Scene: Spoiled for Choice

I'm going to be lazy and say take your pick. There is really not a bad seen in this movie. If the action isn't going, then there's intriguing dialogue. If there's no dialogue then you may be about to get hit with a forceful burst of whimsy. There's horror, there's swordfights and aerial dogfights. The only thing in Nausicaa I don't like to see, is the bloody tortured Ohm Baby. It's like a god damned Sarah Mclachlan commercial.

Best Creature: Foxy Shazam!

The Ohm are so simplistic yet so detailed. The number of eyes is alien, but the way they are used is expertly expressive. Who'd think you could get me to love what basically amounts to a silverfish with the intensity that I love a kitten. How did Miyazaki pull an Okja with a creature that should be haunting our dreams? I don't know.

And what about the Giant Warrior! If you are an Evangelion fan then you probably already know that Hideaki Anno designed and animated the melting goopy biomechanical beast. Surely a sight that would make both H.R. Giger and Clive Barker giddy with excitement. Just the image of the silhouettes marching amidst the desolation of the old world is burned into my brain.

So which of these is the best creature from Ghibli's first outing? It's fucking Teto. It was always gonna be Teto you idiot. Just look at Teto, he's adorable. He's too cute to exist. I'm so alone. I need a pet.

Best Character Design: Tolmekian Regalia

I originally included this category to talk some about Kushana, however, at that time I also thought I was going to say Nausicaa was the best character. I thought hard about deleting it, but I think it's a different category and you can't accuse me of playing favorites because my favorite character is clearly Teto. Just to keep it simple. It's the two costume shift from full military regalia in white and gold, to the one metal arm, warrior princess get up. It's a great costume and a great look. Get on this shit cosplay nerds. It's great for Cons in Canada, you have to think about layers, and you can't keep going as Mr. Plow. It's lazy.

Best Excuse to Talk About Patrick Stewart's Character: Lord Yupa

I just realized that I was about to write this whole review without talking about Lord Yupa. Lord Yupa is a sword saint and all around badass I think a lot of entertainment, especially in the west is lacking bad ass old men. Lord Yupa particularly shines in the early half of the film as a warrior and as a wise council to Nausicaa. If she's Jesus then Yupa is John the Baptist. He is also voiced by the elegant and eloquent Patrick Stewart. He also comes with 2 chocobos!

Worst Character: For Whom Asbel Tolls

This might also be the worst actor category as well. Actual Cannibal (haha meme) and actual monster (haha real life) Shia Labeouf doesn't so much act in the role as he read the lines and it was recorded. The good news it doesn't effect the film too much because Asbel is completely forgettable. He is a catalyst to some of the action, but besides that I don't really care for him.

Worst Aspect: To Be Fair ...

It would be unfair to completely ignore anything negative about Nausicaa. I have already mentioned in many places that there are some pretty corny, or pretty predictable tropes to this movie. But what I can't capture in words is exactly why it feels fresh when it's done in this movie. I suppose that's what makes it good. It's just so good that it's weak points are lifted up by it's strengths. Some people may bored of Nausicaa's unyielding goodness, or that she very rarely chooses to take action as much as she chases and pleads with her surroundings, but I mean, she does pay for that eventually. It's a fantasy story and it hits a lot of timeless themes that have been hit in stories for as long as human beings have been telling stories. Some people may feel that it doesn't do enough to stand out.

Summary

I have defined the S tier for myself as "near perfect and personal favorite" films. I like to think that Nausicaa and the Valley of the Wind is near perfect. Some may say that it looks like it might just be a personal favorite. In the case of Nausicaa, I'm having a very hard time telling the difference. I think it would be overly simple to claim that Nausicaa is just an ancient archetypal heroes journey with an 80s anime coat of paint. I think it's doing quite a few new and interesting things with that formula, those things are just playing out all around that narrative as opposed to being at it's center. For a first full length outing by the studio, you can really see Miyazaki's heart and the values he holds close to. I'll repeat myself so that we are completely clear on the matter. I think Nausicaa and the Valley of the Wind is a near perfect movie.

Overall Grade: S

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story-dreamer · 5 years

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There`s beautiful and then ther`s YOU

It was the night and you knew it was the night when you will love your boyfriend more than you ever did, but first let's start from the beginning ...

Tonight is the evening you spend with your boyfriend Jaeyoon and he finishes the practice earlier then usually so he can spend as much time as possible with you. You have prepared the dinner for the two of you and it is all ready and everything is perfect. For you these evening are meant to be together and to relax you but the most of the time it ended up with the two of you watching a movie and falling asleep on the sofa in each other's arms. And you don't want anything else because these nights are something special for you because it's just you and him. When everything is finished and the dishes on the table, punctual as always you feel someone approaching you and hugging you from behind and giving you a kiss on the neck and who could it be if not the man of your life mr lee jaeyoon. "Hello love mmm i'm sooo hungry that you can not imagine, if I do not eat now I eat you" and at these words you feel a shiver on your back, you've already felt other times this feeling on your skin but tonight was different but maybe it was the fact that today you missed him so much and lately you didn't spend so much time together because of his scheduled. But you don't think too much about what happened and you hide this thrill in your thoughts. You turn towards him and you see him more perfect than ever with wet black hair in front of his eyes because he will have taken a shower after training and dressed all in black just like you like it, right now you don't care about dinner and you would just like to hug him and pull his hair away from his face so you can see his beautiful eyes and for sure you want to kiss him so badly all the time but for these time you hold back. Instead you say to him "then go and wash your hands because it's ready" and you give him an innocent kiss on the lips that however does not remain so innocent because jaeyoon does not let go of you and squeezes you more in his arms and continues to kiss you much more passionate that it's taking all your breath away and you let him do it because you can't say no and he knows it. But before he takes all your breath away he takes away his lips from you and you already miss his warmth, his perfume the perfect movements that his lips can make but above all you miss the contact of his lips on yours. He looks at you and smiles with a satisfied smile at having left you breathless and walks towards the bathroom and tells you "I'm going to wash my hands you recover in the meantime" and you hear him laughing while you shake your head and laugh too and finish to prepare the dishes.

Throughout the dinner jaeyoon tells you about his day and how stupid the boys are and that inseong and dawon never stopped making messes and that youngbin couldn't take it anymore and that taeyang was all the time angry because he couldn't concentrate and you did nothing but laugh at their stories. You told him about your day and that colleague who at work never understood anything and made you repeat things a thousand times and he listened to you carefully, not even a word of yours was lost. After dinner you started washing the dishes and he started preparing the popcorn but while you were washing the dishes he couldn't stay away from you and give you kisses all over your neck and shoulders from behind and you almost risk breaking the plates because of the emotion that make you come his kisses and his voice that whispers things to you like "you are beautiful" or "I would fill you with kisses tell me you are mine" and in order not to make you miss anything he says those little words so small but so important "I love you and I love all of you, every smile like every tear and I want to be the first the last and the only one" every time he pronounces them to you he takes a blow to the heart that you could explode because you can never believe that he can overcome the love you feel for him but apparently he loves you even more than you could ever imagine. You turn around and take his face in your hands and kiss him and this time you don't stop but let this kiss become more and more passionate and your lips start a romantic dance together. But suddenly you stop because the sound of exploding popcorn makes you return to planet earth. You look at each other and you both smile and he caresses your cheek with one hand and with a kiss on the cheek turns around and prepares the popcorn while you continue to wash the dishes with a smile full of love.

These are the perfect evenings you have always dreamed of, you and him hugging on the couch watching your favorite movie "Back to the future". You start to remember the first time you saw the movie together and remember that jaeyoon did not stop laughing and going crazy because he loved it and then that night you gave yourself your first kiss and said "I love you" and from that evening it has not only become your favorite movie but has become the one and only movie.

Embraced each other on the couch you start watching the movie and already jaeyoon starts making verses and imitating the protagonists and you laugh and look at him even when he does nothing and looks at the TV but you just watch him and admire his beauty and tell you how lucky you are because for you he is your favorite movie.

While you continue to watch him and jaeyoon not notice anything you start to look at his lips and the whole world knows how weak you are for his lips and at the moment you don't care about the movie but you just want to kiss him. Without thinking too much about it as you usually do this evening you felt that it would be special, then you approach him and kiss him and jaeyoon surprised by your behavior, but he likes that and he kisses you back. And while you kiss he turns off the television and makes you sit on him so that you are on his thighs, now you can look into his eyes and he puts his hands on your hips and you hold yourself on his shoulder. After you have given enough attention to his lips you come down on his neck and while you kiss his neck you make your hands go into his hair. Jaeyoon closes his eyes and enjoys the touch of your lips and hands on him. You continue to fill his neck with kisses while you hear him make small moans that give you the drive to continue and the security that he likes it. After a while, you return to his lips and this kiss becomes much more passionate and its just like that all of you two dance and match perfectly together like a perfect lovesong.

You have not yet taken the most important step because you didn't feel ready and he has never forced you or put you in a hurry to delve into things and has always told you to take it all your time. But tonight you felt a just, almost indescribable feeling inside you that it would be the right moment to show him how much love you feel and so to make him understand that he will be the first and the only one. Then you start to make him understand when your hands come down from his hair on his chest and you do as if to take off his shirt and start moving in a certain way on him to make sure he knows what you want to do with him and he understand what you want but stops you and looks you in the eye and tells you "love are you sure ? Look, we don't have to if you don't want to, I can wait" and you look at him and pass your hand over his face, "I'm sure I want it to be tonight I've never been sure and I love you so much" and you start kissing every features of his face and he kisses you without saying anything in response of what you said and you keep kissing and you continue to kiss him all over his neck. When suddenly he picks you up while you're still kissing and takes you to your shared bedroom. You look at him because you don't understand why he lift you up and he, as if he were reading you in your mind, says to you "I want to do things right and on the couch is not good everything must be perfect" and you tell him " It will be with you jaeyoon and I know that everything will be perfect" and he kisses you again. Arrived in your bedroom he leans you on the bed and before approaching you he looks you straight in the eye and tells you "I love you and I love your smile, like the first time we met that smile (he passes his hand through his hair) made me fall in love with you immediately and it makes me feel things that I've never felt and I only feel with you since that day you were in my mind and tattooed in my heart and I knew you will be mine it has to be and now you are mine. I want to feel love with you and only you. You make me fall in love with you every day more and more and I don't know how to stay without you let me be the first and only one not just tonight but everyday every morning and every day of your life, the one that can love you like no one else will ever do. I love you " you look at him without words with eyes full of tears and you would like to kiss him now and forever and as if for the second time tonight he had read your thoughts he comes closer and kisses you but first before he makes you lie down he gets up and takes off his shirt and then he continues to kiss you and meanwhile he makes you lie on the bed and he leans slowly on you. His kisses continue on your neck and now you are the one enjoying his kisses and the sweet words that he whispers to you, his lips return to yours and while you kiss passionately he starts to unbutton your shirt but before continuing he looks at you as if he wanted the consent from you and you look at him and kiss him and he takes it as a yes and continues until he unbuttoned your shirt button by button. At that moment he stops and looks at you, you try to cover yourself a little because you're ashamed but he makes you lower your hands and holds your wrists and tells you "please don't be ashamed in front of my eyes and of me because you're beautiful and I have no words to describe what I feel right now you are perfect every inch of you and I am the luckiest man in this world "

At that moment your heart beats even stronger than it already beat that night and you just wanted to kiss him and make him understand that instead you feel lucky to have him by your side and you knew that that evening would be the most important and most beautiful evening of your life .

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