#i feel like im gonna throw up fUCK

[itsjaywalkers]

nothing happens

jegulus | M | 3 parts of ?

James and Regulus meet when they're kids, and it doesn't take them long to become friends. Best friends, even. And it's fine, because they're young, and love is easy and simple, and it can't be mistaken for anything else.

Then they grow. And their friendship turns into something else entirely. But it should still be fine if nothing changes, right?

If nothing happens.

#IT’S HERE #im actually so nervous #literally gonna go watch succession with my friend after i post this #but !! well !! #i hope u guys love it #or that it meets all ur expectations at least #u have the first three parts <3 #so quite a lot to read imo #ANYWAYS I CANT WAIT FOR U GUYS TO MEET NOTHING HAPPENS JEGGY #ur gonna hate them . and love them . so much #and that’s all for now #i feel like im gonna throw up fUCK #this story is just very special and important to me idk #whatever #not gonna get emotional #ENJOY!!! #jegulus #jegulus fanfiction #james potter #regulus black #sirius black #marauders #fic series: nothing happens

[b4kuch1n]

siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao) #but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

[spaciebabie]

good god i need him bad

#SCREAMS #OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #I KEEP THINKING ABOUT WHAT I DREW AND THEN MORE SCENARIOS SCREAMS #sprigntrap.ouoiuuuiiijh springtrap #I CANT GET OVER THE CLAWS SPRINGTRAP WITH CLAWS OH MY GODD #OH MY GOD??? OH MY GOD #MY MIDN IS GONNA BE TORN APART #MONNIE SENT ME THAT POST AND THEN FUCKED ME UP IMMDIATELY K AFTERWARSDS #I STILL CANT STOP THINKING ABT WHAT SHE TOLD ME IT WAS REALLY FUCKWED UP LIKE WHY #WOULD YOU SAY THAAAAAAAAAAATTT #WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO ME #im literklakty gona throw up i #YES ITS BEEN DAYS AND IM STILL THINKING ABOUT IT WHAT THE FUCK EVER MAN #springrtap lovongme back???? reaally really fucked up literally why would you say that #NO I SJUST THOUGHT ABOUT IT #NOOOO NONONOO #HJnmnbgjmnnhmhghghgh vomits #spacie spoinks #pls pls pls i nreed to pamper him i need to love on him i need to make him feel the love that i feel towards him and have him #understand what that means #head in hands HEAD IN HANDS

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the picnic table scene

#this isnt going to make sense to literally any of you for a long time and im sorry about that #but FUCK was i writing this morning #man. man man man man Man the motivation Hit #this fic might get done after all... #i need. to go sleep. OUASGAHSAKJSNCADCLSKDVMS; #THEY MAKE ME INSANE THEY MAKE ME INSANE #YALL ALREADY KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT #THEY MAKE ME CRAZY AGH AGH AGH #ok. ok. ill sleep. and we'll see if the scene holds up when my brain is Refreshed #absolutely unprompted #throwing myself to the ground and howling #who do i need to BITE #oh 7 am me we're really in it now #literally getting myself too worked up. im. Emotional. i almost feel like tearing up #if that was something i could do lmao #fortunately crying does not come easily to me but in my heart im like. idk. Sobbing #anyway in order to calm down im gonna go think about something that makes me equally insane #which is the OG reason i designed a butterfly look for howdy. yass!howdy's origins <3 #slamming my face through drywall ok bye im off to crazyville where i can catch a layover to sleepytown

[fleshdyke]

just so everyone is aware your cities aren't walkable if you don't shovel the fucking sidewalks

#AT THE VERY LEAST SALT IT!!!!! #im literally going to kms im in so much pain rn #went downtown (the only walkable part of my city) for photography and oh my GOD #im in so much pain. and so exhausted. for anyone who doesnt live in snowy areas trying to walk over packed snow takes like twice the energy #i feel like im gonna throw up from how much pain im in #i shouldnt have to wear fucking mountaineering boots to walk downtown!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna kms #rambles

[snekdood]

bitches be like. i hate vegans so much that i’ve decided i like killing animals and its fine and i dont feel bad and animals dont have feelings and its fine and im cool subversive and different and edgy and like to post fucked up stuff to make vegans uncomfortable bc im just so cool

#you sound like every cishet republican man to me #you're not a Cool Subversive Leftist you're literally regressing by seeing animals as just objects of your pleasure and thats it lmao #im sorry but you dont just get to throw out all of veganism. it does infact have some roots in leftism. #you can sit there and cope with the fact you agree w some vegan talking point by calling it 'animal welfare' all you want #doesnt change the fact that a lot of those ideas in those circles were formed by vegans. #damn woooah vegans arent a monolith and dont all agree on the same shit woooahhh who knew #literally i have no idea how we even got to this point or how this would be surprising. #when i was on vegan twitter bitches were arguing all the fucking time within it. ur really gonna sit ther en tell me they're all secret #eco fash that hates native ppl and people who have to eat meat? ya sure??? #you would think the individuals on tumblr- of all places- would understand how frustrating it would be to be grouped in with the worst #members of their community as if you represent them and are the sole spokesperson #you'd think they'd hate when someone jumps to conclusions about them based on their lifestyle #but naur. i think yall take it too personally. as if a vegan just being in a room is somehow trying to force you to be vegan. #literally grow tf up. #if a vegan being in the same room with you triggers feelings in you that you Have to stop eating meat- i really think thats a you problem #bud. homeboy hasnt even spoke to you leta lone look at you and apparently you feel this weird pressure now #idk man dont you think that pressure might be coming within?? maybe.... you do infact feel things and feel a lil guilty abt eating meat? #not telling you to stop... i still eat meat here n there. but at least im honest with myself about how it makes me feel to do it. #its infact normal to take a second to think about the loss someone made in exploitation to provide you with whatever. #if you can let yourself feel a lil guilt about buying a fast fashion thing you can sure as fuck finally extend your fuckin empathy to #animals and stop treating them like objects or toys.

[thirstyvampyr]

just watched 7x10 and im???

long hair mickey??

the fingers grabbing ian’s collar??

"i have a boyfriend" yeah right bitch shut the fuck up lmao

noel you whore what else that tongue do??

the tiniest "fuck" as ian brushes mickey’s neck??

that belt snatching??

THE HAND HOLDING??

the upside down kiss??

"let’s ride"

#shameless #spoilers #gallavich #we’re so back #THEY INVENTED LOVE #i wanna throw up #im feeling the butterflies in my tummy i wanna cry #and now it’s like what a couple of scenes and then nothing for two seasons again? #DID PEOPLE JUST DIE WHEN THIS AIRED #how did yall cope waiting literal YEARS #i just x2 speed everything else the episodes just fly by #im still not seeing why everyone hates debbie so much #im sad that carl left i loved him the most after mickey and ian #it’s 1am im gonna youtube that scene again because FUCK I FEEL ALIVE

[jenna-louise-jamie]

does anyone have any media that specifically makes you cry/get really emotional? could be a show, movie, song, book. heck even a painting or something.

i have several. here are some examples that make me bawl my eyes out every time i watch/listen. the moominvalley episode called “the invisible child.” more specifically i suppose the episode from moominvalley (2019) season 1 episode 12. there's this youtube video called “love the dogs” by kaya's kosmos and it gets me everytime. a song called “flight” by devin townsend.

like damn. people make such beautiful art that can pierce your soul. that's what we're here on earth for.

#im tearing up thinking about all these things shdjjfjd #anyway please if you see this and feel inclined tell me what art makes you emotional #i dont know what to tag this so im just gonna throw it out into the universe and hope for the best #text post #my text #what inspired this i suppose was awhile back there was a distractible podcast episode on exactly this #and i loved it and ive thought about it ever since #like yes!!! get moved by art !!! fucking got your ass!! #i just think this is neat

[mwagneto]

telling my friends im gonna be 3 hours late to the meetup but not saying why (i have to watch the ofmd trailer before i leave)

#i need to be home. my little babygirl princess is gonna be ON MY SCREEN #the bond i have to ed is actually indescribable like it genuinely makes me feel fucking insane #im seeing him in FOUR hours. throwing up and crying i need to crawl inside the screeennnn #barking #ofmd #our flag means death

[boxwinebaddie]

tfw ur exhausted n all ur content has been lackluster & depressin lately so ur only answerin silly goofy good time asks bc you need to laugh & a win in these tryin times

and yes i’m startin w/ ones abt white boy wasted yersey

#nina speaks #and i do mean Trying #bc these little children are trying me #like its two days before spring break and i am not strict brother will yall just act right or pretend to act right #for two days #but yeah i can feel the stress thing happen to me again where i hit and run post and delete things bc i hate them lol #so i'm gonna try and do some lower stakes stuff and live laugh love a little my life a little bc my chest feels heavy lol #so im gonna start w one about really drunk jersey on the south park starks pond date being very cute and out of pocket #i fucking love drunk jersey im not even joking hes gods sweet angel and so ditzy and clumsy #legend and icon he was rizzing stan so hard like my man is bold and very handsy and ;))))) stan was gonna throw up oof #but yeah uncle nina be funny again #bipolar girl moment

[slutdge]

mmmmm. i wish someone would snipe me from the window right now.

#my dog got diagnosed with degenerative myelopathy #when i was a kid and my dad would yell at me and throw things she would immediately run to my room and hide under my bed #cause she felt safe there #i cant express how much this dog also hates my dad just like i do #i know thats so fucking STUPID oh my god i know but i just feel extra bonded to her for that reason #and my other childhood dog died 2 years ago #i dont think im gonna be able to own pets anymore. its too hard to say goodbye. #think im gonna just give up on this day entirely its not like i have any other errands to run today i can start drinking at 2:30 as a treat #ptsd

[spaciebabie]

Hi Spacie imagine with me if you will-

You're a newer employee at the Fazbear's Fright attraction. Working overnight shifts you're tasked with taking care of the animatronics. Specifically one none of your other coworkers want to go near. Springtrap. Unlike the other employees, you take great care of this worn down rabbit. It's an antique after all! It's amazing they were even able to recover it this well. You marvel at it every time you check in. Despite the smell and decrepit look you just can't help but love the tattered rabbit

He watches you, notices the great effort you put in to care for him. It's obvious you don't know of his past or his crimes. You don't even know he's alive (somewhat). You fascinate him. You make him feel special, wanted. Something he hasn't felt in a long time. He comes to admire you, doing little things behind your back as appreciation

You lose your keys? You find them in the palm of the unmoving animatronic. A coworker says something hurtful? They won't be coming back any time soon. One night, after a particularly bad day you walk into the room they keep him. You break down crying. It was horrible. Springtrap watches you as you sob silently. You just needed a break. He debates in his head on what to do. Should he risk it and comfort his favorite caretaker? Or should he just leave you in ignorance and protect himself.

When you feel a hand ghost your shoulder you jump, startled. As you turn your heart leaps to your throat. Springtrap stares into your eyes silently. A gruff, low voice whispers to you. Telling you it's alright. His paw gently wiping your tear away as he wraps you in a hug.

And I don't know how to end this so that's all you're getting bye

hey. why would you.

#whaaat the fuuuuuckkk is worng with you #spacie splains #whaaaaaat the fuck what the tuck what the fuck what the fuck #WHY IS THIS #WH #SCREAMS #I FEEL LIKE GENUINELY IN ANY SORT OF YN SCENARIO THIS IS HOW IT WOULD GO............................................ #AWAUWUAUWHAWHUAUWG THE #I #MY BRAIN #WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #WHAT THE FUCLK #''You make him feel special‚ wanted. Something he hasn't felt in a long time.'' im ike actually gonna throw up you're SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #this is SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ariesbilly]

You know what’s fucked up? Thinking about the progression of billy going from fake flirting with Karen, not giving a shit about her, to flirting with her in season 3 to the point of planning a hook up. Like…did he just give up? Did he just figure it was best to go along with her instead of ignoring her? When did the shift happen in what situation did they run into each other alone for that to happen

Karen wheeler I am outside your house with a gun

#i imagine she kept 'bumping into him' around town #and eventually billy was like fucking christ shes not gonna leave me alone #and decided to use it to his advantage (in his mind) #feel like he had the upper hand #im gonna throw up

[munamania]

i dont wanna be a dick and act like i have no responsibility in this but after a point dont u think if all you ever say to ur friend is Omg you never make it out why dont you ever come out with us you bail all the time youre such a flake etc. dont u think that person (me) is like. not gonna feel so inclined to. be there

#like. yeah i was bad last semester i get it. and probably i shouldve tried at least once or twice to push thru #but i was so exhausted. and every time they would bring up hanging out it was on my longest days #and when i casually brought this up they were just like Well we have long days too. Okay! #and i love and miss these friends and i know for the most part. or at least think. theyre just teasing #i hate being seen as the flake like any time i do have to be like Oh i cant make that or Shit im sorry i have to bail #i try to offer an alternative???? and they never compromise on that. how is that fair like im not just outright rejecting u all the time #not to mention most of the time last semester it was always gonna be somewhere super easy for them to get home and far from me #im not like constantly holding this against them btw but i feel like they're holding it against me and i dont have any more apologies in me #anyway. that said. if theyre somewhere really expensive and far from me tn and i get out of work early #i. probably will not make it. lol! if theyd be willing to come a little closer to my place to one of the dives or some shit thatd be great #and like im not doing much today until class and work so really like. i WILL try. but i think they could sometimes not go for the most #expensive and inconvenient option as well. and these r all things ill say if it becomes like a problem problem or smth #but rn im not gonna be a dickhead and shit on their plans #but also! ok whatever im not gonna keep going on i just feel shitty im not 100% better from being sick and im just frustrated #about having to fuckign grovel over and over and over. i meant it the first few times now im just like #u could try not to be an asshole to me for five seconds too. like. i am very clearly not someone trying to secretly stop being friends #w yall. things happen #abby talks #and maybe this is an esp sore spot bc like ive certainly had some of you bail on me or be flaky or whatever before. and i didnt throw #a fucking fit to your face about it. probably bc it actually did feel more mean spirited sometimes #OK im sorry im not trying to make my friends sound evil and its mostly just the one and like im working on forgiving her for it cause it #was years ago but also like christ!

[faggotslime]

having a burnout meltdown at work haha

#vent #i hate being autistic #im not built for this its so frustrating #i just want to be able to be 'normal' and regulate and just function but i cant #its not even a matter of willpower it feels like my body and my braon are giving up on me #ive been in a haze all fucking day and im dissociating so bad #i cant mask and i cant emote properly #i cant regulate myself enough to feel better because i dont have enough time to #i feel so pathetic even though i know im not #it doesnt matter in this type of society #im fortunate enough to have my license and 3 jobs but at the cost of my mental sanity #i start feeling better and by the end of the week i want to kill myself again #im aeverely dysregulated i feel like im gonna throw up i just want to fuck off in the woods #i dont wanna do this anymore #i want to be a bird and just get numed by an owl or falcon #i want to be part of the natural food chain and not forced to pander to capitalism to make scraps for the rest of my life #i never asked to be born i fucking hate it here

[skitskatdacat63]

this video makes me want to sob and throw up and scream and cry and collapse onto the floor

#actually like sobbing through it this is going to kill me genuinely #god ive not cried these kind of tears in a while LOL #i cry a lot but not whete it makes my chest hurt like this #everyone should watch Get Back. best docu ever made actually :) #but no theres smth about getting a beatles song in the year 2023 #like its not smth i ever imagined but now that it exists its like wow. its truly over. its a fucking solid conclusion and it hurts so badly #im going to rip up my pillow the emotional pain this is bringing me is actually heart wrenching #my one brother one time was like the Beatles are so mid and overrated and i wanted to leap up and strangle him across the table #THEYRE LIFE CHANGING OKAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #idk its just so much my childhood :/ #and this song is ripping my heart out </3 #and hearing them talk about this being the last beatles track ever. like yeah i KNOW but god fuck ouch #the way they talk about george and john im going to bang my head into a wall #mayne i shoulf rewatch get back and have a mental breakdown #i told my friend about that docu when it came out and hes like wow that sounds incredibly boring #how dare you how fucking dare you. 8 hours of content????? fucking...great #but no seriously to listen to this song released now and it sounds exactly like their original work. im gonna throw up i feel so ill #never recovering from this actually 😊 #catie.rambling.txt #Youtube