#i for depressed drawing this tho

[katsmtmsdoodles]

The day of the rescheduled tournament that they finally made it to and won before having a barbecue to celebrate.

And the last day the sky was blue.

#mostly just to get my kid designs out there #i for depressed drawing this tho #terry won't ever get to see the blue sky again after everything they fought for #FUCK dude #young nick looks exactly like my taylor design tho 😭😭 i can't HELP it #the doodler design shamelessly inspired by an ai generated one posted on reddit #ai shit free from copyright claims yo 😤😤 #my art #dndads #dndads art #dungeons and daddies #dungeons and daddies art #nick close #nicky foster #?? 😭😭 what do i do with that kid?? #lark oak garcia #lark oak #sparrow oak garcia #sparrow oak #grant wilson #terry jr #terry stampler #dungeons and daddies s1 #dndads s1 #eventually I'll do art for that one line willy gives the dads when they first get the kids from ravenloft #it's like #“if you raise them they will be unhappy or dangerous and give in to their worst temptations” #and holy fuck does that line hit different now #I'll get there. probably.

[miiukkaa]

i wanna hear him give absolutely horrible speeches (everyone would go apeshit nonetheless)

#miiukkart #sorry for not posting as often as i wish did. been fighting depression (no worries. im a seasoned fighter) #(ik i dont have to feel bad for not posting but i just miss drawing silly turtle stuff and seeing ppl enjoy said silly stuff!!) #hope yOURE doing okay tho!!! if not no worries. slay one day at a time #*patting you on the head while offering you your comfort food(s)*

[thatswhatsushesaid]

psa that the day there are no jgy stans left on tumblr dot com is the day i am dead

but rest assured i'll go to my grave exactly as i lived: obnoxiously proclaiming to everyone within earshot how great lianfang-zun is. narratively, metaphorically, spiritually. sexually, too, like why limit myself. i like to keep my options open

#the spirit of su minshan possessed me for a minute there but like. i'm fine with it #jin guangyao #he did crimes??? good for him 😌 #editing this post to add that while the tone here is clearly joking #i really am fundamentally still engaged with this fandom #and with this book #almost exlcusively because of my enjoyment of jgy #even xiyao is secondary for me like i love it and i'm ride or die for it obvs #but jgy as a character is the main draw for me. and he would have me by the throat even if there was no zewu-jun #(tho i think jgy's life would be more depressing for his absence obviously) #but he is just. /clenches my fists!!! #THE most compelling character in the story and i cannot stop thinking about him!! cannot will not!! #who else in this book has his range? who else can be the doe-eyed idealist AND the spy with blood on his hands who ends a war? #who else is two different greek tragedies and at least two separate shakespearean tragedies rolled into one antagonist #an antagonist who but for the POV of the novel could very easily have been the protagonist #whose moral event horizon is so deeply entwined with his own trauma and abuse that there is no way to meaningfully separate #the violence he does to others from the systemic violence that was done to him for his whole life? #who else in this book manages to get five separate sect leaders utterly obsessed with him no matter how you choose #to interpret that obsession? #no one!!! that's who!! #ain't no one else in the jianghu doing it like lianfang-zun and that's just a goddamn fact

[madootles]

no one is more shocked than me about the fact that I’m back into fma a decade later

#fullmetal alchemist #I'm sorry but it holds up..... #I'm talking about FMA 2003 baby #FMA 2003 4EVER #it's so..... #!! #lowkey depressing as hell but still good #edward elric #he's so fun to draw I will be posting more #best proportions he's so petite lolllll #side note the automail was so fun to draw and color #satisfying #fma03 supremacy :-| #I really like how this turned out honestly v happy #art #automail #FMA #hopefully people will see this even tho it's 5 in the morning I was too impatient to wait to post

[factual-fantasy]

I’m absolutely OBSESSED with the concept of “Glamrock DJ Music Man”.

Not only can he give like, the BEST hugs ever, and kids likely wouldn’t be as scared of him, and he can DRAW, But there’s also so many ways that DJ being this shape would drastically change the flow of my AU!

If DJ looked like this? He would no longer be confined to the Arcade. He would have the freedom to roam where ever he wants to like the others do. So when DA starts acting weird and eventually disappears? Instead of just sitting there and hoping for the best.. DJ would just straight up leave the Arcade and go check on him. In which Sunny would be able to explain what was going on in the safety of the Daycare.

DJ would have access to so much more information as well! When Freddy and the gang started acting weird and disappeared, DJ would be able to actually go and talk to them. In which he would find out that something is wrong with all of them. DJ being unable to leave the Arcade has greatly limited everyone’s flow of information, considering the “bug” didn’t effect DJ the same way it did the others.. He could have witnessed everyone's slow decline into malfunction with clear eyes. And probably could have stopped it. He could have even told Freddy and the others about their weird behavior once they were fixed. But alas, in cannon he just simply cant leave the Arcade. And thus couldn’t help any of his friends in their time of need.🥺

#dj music man #daycare attendant #fnaf security breach #for real tho this was a lot of fun #to draw #this is like only half of the sketches I made for this idea #it also felt cool to fully color some characters for a change XD #DJ would have the most comforting hugs ;-; #depression who? #anxiety who? #Not in DJs arms #This way DJ could visit SUNNY instead #He could spend time with him every night #they could talk and talk and he would always be there to comfort him about his malfunctioning moon side #DJ could give Sunny constant updates on what's happening outside the daycare #That level of comfort and security would have done WONDERS for Sunny #DJ too actually #he wouldn't be lonely in the Arcade this way #aaaa so many ideas!

[surreal-duck]

nui shenanigans

#doodles #duck scribbles #midoyuzu #yuzumido #hi ive been in an absolute Situation lately 👍 gonna drop off the face of the earth again so long fellas #enstars #yuzuru fushimi #midori takamine #what if we had nuis of each other and i made nui me kiss your nui......... #have barely been drawing lately outside of work burnout eating me alive for real 😔 #the horrors and depression and dysphoria may be unrelenting but mf so am i!!!!!!!!! #ahhh im behind on comms too i am extremely sorry 🙇‍♂️ gonna try get on top of those as best as i can #hoping to at least get out of my rut in time for the es rarepair week too tho o9 #survived fragrance on engstars w 2 naru copies 👍👍👍 girl help i dojt want to open the game for another month or so but alas. valk ss next #damn im rambling again. anyways aaaaaaaaaaaa i wanna drawi wanna draw

[milkbreadtoast]

yu junghyeok and prince cedric have like practically the same design (+v similar personality) but listen the Vibes they have r diff... idk if this makes sense but u know charas w tired dilf energy... YJH has that but not cedric.. hes like a baby.. the way I describe it is YJH is babygirl but cedric is just my baby🫂🔥🔥🔥*gets incinerated* SKJDJ idk if it's noticeable at all but I try to capture diff vibes when I draw them....

when i draw cedric i try to go full shoujo... he is a romance novel male lead... sparkly eyes bright colors 90s anime blush... goes full squish mode when drawing him chibi MFNSKJ🤭

but when i draw yjh im like... no i have to convey the Angst and Depression.... *gives him dark circles and takes the light from his eyes*😇🖤

idk if it's noticeable but I also try to differentiate their designs in subtle ways (besides eye color etc),,, I give them diff eyebrow shapes!! I like YJH with triangle brows(thicker at the ends) and cedric w tapered brows(thicker toward the middle) like the webtoon... I also try to make cedric's hair a bit curlier than YJH🥹

#cedric riester #yoo joonghyuk #yu junghyeok #TWSB #orv #re: i ​have to convey the Angst and Depression.... *gives him dark circles and takes the light from his eyes* #<-- this is also my approach to drawing dark choco cookie KJDKSSJ #not that cedric isnt also angsty and depressed but... he hasnt been thru the Time Loops™️😔 #and besides... he has his own emotional support prince jesse(yeseo)😇 #to help him sleep better at night... whens the last time yjh had a good nights sleep... he was a gamer before this too🤧 #yjh may be my pookie but the sheer weight of his chara holds me back from woobifying him completely... #maybe one day tho KJFKSJ #i think those squishy black eyed chibis r just as cute tho🤭 #Still need to draw both of them more... #yjh is my bias btwn them but cedric is more fun to draw for me smfbdm at least rn #AND ITS BC OF THESE REASONS!!! LIKE I GET to go full shoujo and squishy blorbo w ced #and sparkly and blushy #but i cant do that w yjh it'd be too jarring skfjsndb #THEYRE BOTH EQUALLY CUTE TO ME BTW... but since i love both... i dont want to draw them exactly the same... #and like i said it'd clash tonally too much if i drew him like a romance novel male lead (even tho hes just as handsome as one) #I NEED TO READ THE ORV NOVEL #btw for me yjh owns this archetype... the yjh archetype... 🤧 #but cedric is a cute variation bc of his orange eyes and curlier hair... 🤭 his fanta eyes make him stand out #from the other yjh wannabes (shoving jumin han into a locker) im jk #me @ every chara who looks like him: 🫵u will never be YJH /j #/jjjjj #ced is the exception... i immediately liked him BC he reminded me of yjh... there r enough fun diffs too #what on earth compelled me to ramble this much #my art

[todayisafridaynight]

matrophobia

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #masato arakawa #snap sketches #oh my god im going to pass out but my tag ramble is necessary. like especially this time #i was just gonna draw his Actual mom but then i wanted to get saucy with it. also i miss drawing wolves but theres a purpose i promise #ive loved wolves since i was a kid since theyre like. family-oriented and shit. of course a lonely loser ass kid gonna think thats cool #when i think of wolves i think of family- which is what you should think of with your mom right #but a lot of people know wolves are monsters so. ysee where im goin with this one #the flowers and thorns arent Just Random i Double Promise: i snagged inspo from her flower shirt #i originally had the roses be purple to highlight that buuut i didnt want any more color aside from red #did i have anymore notes..... i dont think so. thats all i had to explain :) this is mid ik i just needed it done tho im TIRED #OH HER MULTIPLE EYES its supposed to be inspired by her necklace :) the third eye has a purpose im too tired to explain rn tho #the jo alternative was more depressing since i wanted to put emphasis on his feelings of inadequacy in that #BUT i figured hey. let me have a /lil/ happiness today right. i can do that at least let me draw that at least #ignore the fact i got more bad news while drawing this and almost abandoned it as a result but we push through :) #in any case. im subjecting arakawa to more horrors tomorrow i guess sorry king youve had it good too long. i GUESS #to round this off. Obligatory Vent Portion because myyyyy GOD. i have nightmares about my mom every night #its been that way since like. february- ive always had nightmares bout her but theyve ramped up since The Event #and for the most part i just wake up tired and despondent but sometimes the nightmares just make me wake up gasping for air #like i was TRULY just fighting for my life then and itd been a while since i had a nightmare like that #and just. coupled with how trash my months been. and now that im comm free.(dm me;) ) i figured id express the soul a bit #alright NOW im done. im pretty sure. goodnight everyone come back for part ii of. whatever this was #IM ALL OUT OF TAGS NOW LMAO THATS EPIC ok bye fr

[aesephcarl]

"let's go to heaven"

#help I just depressed of Kikuo music again #transformers: prime #tfp kobd #tfp breakdown #tfp knockout #damn I draw Breakdown kinda bad sad tho #maccadam

[oifaaa]

I’m torn between the thought of Tim cloning Jason after he dies instead of becoming robin himself and I can’t tell whether it’s better or worse than the canon story. You come back to life after hearing there’s a new Robin and come face to face with yourself.

The idea of someone cloning Jason and that clone being given to Bruce to replace Jason is actually not a bad idea for a story tho I don't think it would be Tim doing the cloning bc like he couldn't even successfully clone kon when he was part of the teen titans how's he gonna clone Jason when he's 13 lmao but also it gives the same vibes as Roy/wills arc in the young justice cartoon only the clone Jason will be the tiny one while the original will be the taller one

#Ask #Anon #I don't think it's better then Canon tho #As its also very depressing #And will raise that question of which Jason does Bruce love more #And if Bruce would of preferred if Jason had never died #And as much as I do complain about Tim #I still do like him #That being said #Big Jason little Jason is something I definitely want to draw now

[forwardrussia]

Ahhhhh iPad on 2% gonna.die ahhbye

#sth #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #tails #miles prower #amy rose #silver the hedgehog #chika takami #love live sunshine #my art #Ryan actually draws his special interest? #why do I never draw sonic #I have a lot of thoughts tho #and I'm literally an encyclopedia #aks me anything. #about sonic #ok bai #Just sketches because I depression #Hashtag lol!

[kibblemaniac]

#god saying that sounds depressing fdjakds #i just feel really unproductive when im not drawing #bc i dont have that much else to do #poll #emoji poll #setting it for a week bc its strike week so i dont wanna post too soon #will probably post other doodles tho #kibblemaniac

[ryssbelle]

My cousins made their own troll Ocs and I drew them in my style.

They were very excited about it

#my art #not my art #both #trolls #dreamworks trolls #they had a lot of fun making these #i actually really love the color palette for princess i think my cpusin did a very good job on that #claw is something else #he is a unicorn troll #neon green was an interesting choice but hey claw is an interesting guy #is it obvious idk how to draw country trolls lmao #ever since i told them i also liked trolls we have had our own little club #im their person who they can talk to about it #they will also just sit and ask me to draw tiny diamond and guy diamond over and over and over and over and over again #they really like tiny diamond #but hey i love those little guys so i draw the trolls they demand of me #they also asked me to draw poppy and branch so they could color them #i still have to finish my viva coloring page for them #the younger of the two who made princess is really good at color picking and color matching #she colored poppy without a ref and its p accurate to her colors #the older one who made claw used the ref for every color but he got pretty close when he tried to guess #the older one also misunderstood me when i said id been practicing art since i was 5 and thought i was this good since i was 5 #he was very depressed for about 15 minutes #it was really funny but dw i assured him that was not the case #but like for those 15 min he did not believe me #even his sister was like 'nono you didnt hear it right' but he was already in the emo zone #he was fine later tho and continued on making his troll #and also proud teacher moment but i had taught princesses creator some art techniques off handedly #not expecting her to remember any of it but then she did and apparent shes been using it ever since #im like omg i actually taught another human bsing something its insane

[skipar00]

bloodstained

#i was gunna actually finish this but then i got depressed fjfkckv #i think i achieved my goal of making kaku look scary tho #at least a little bit #skip draws #one piece #kaku op #kaku one piece #cp9 #cipher pol 9 #wip #ig dnfnfng

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

absence of color

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #vocaloid art #vocaart #oliver vocaloid #vocaloid oliver #flower vocaloid #vocaloid flower #v4 flower #v flower #utatane piko #piko utatane #piko vocaloid #muted colors #you know what fuck it lets post this now uuuuuagh. oag #ehehe :) #I HAVE GOTTEN NOTHING DONEEEE THIS WEEKEND well ig this but NOTHING PRODUCTIVEE I MEAN im gonna be so fucked this week auGHHH #given the literal mental break i had a few days ago tho i mean i think i deserve to relax a little. let me draw the depressed scrunglies ok #im not gonna say anything else rn cause otherwise ill overanalyze and pick out the flaws in here and also I SHOULD SLEEP NOWWW ok bye

[soppsop]

i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((

#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless #ok gonna start rambling here a bit #vent? -> #i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society #in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw. #but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing #drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful #i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard #sadge 😔😔 #ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames #oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school #i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor #what is up with these neurologists man #i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here. #im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome #don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually #and i'm fucking amazing at drawing