#but he is just. /clenches my fists!!!

[thatswhatsushesaid]

psa that the day there are no jgy stans left on tumblr dot com is the day i am dead

but rest assured i'll go to my grave exactly as i lived: obnoxiously proclaiming to everyone within earshot how great lianfang-zun is. narratively, metaphorically, spiritually. sexually, too, like why limit myself. i like to keep my options open

#the spirit of su minshan possessed me for a minute there but like. i'm fine with it #jin guangyao #he did crimes??? good for him 😌 #editing this post to add that while the tone here is clearly joking #i really am fundamentally still engaged with this fandom #and with this book #almost exlcusively because of my enjoyment of jgy #even xiyao is secondary for me like i love it and i'm ride or die for it obvs #but jgy as a character is the main draw for me. and he would have me by the throat even if there was no zewu-jun #(tho i think jgy's life would be more depressing for his absence obviously) #but he is just. /clenches my fists!!! #THE most compelling character in the story and i cannot stop thinking about him!! cannot will not!! #who else in this book has his range? who else can be the doe-eyed idealist AND the spy with blood on his hands who ends a war? #who else is two different greek tragedies and at least two separate shakespearean tragedies rolled into one antagonist #an antagonist who but for the POV of the novel could very easily have been the protagonist #whose moral event horizon is so deeply entwined with his own trauma and abuse that there is no way to meaningfully separate #the violence he does to others from the systemic violence that was done to him for his whole life? #who else in this book manages to get five separate sect leaders utterly obsessed with him no matter how you choose #to interpret that obsession? #no one!!! that's who!! #ain't no one else in the jianghu doing it like lianfang-zun and that's just a goddamn fact

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

another little barn for us all while we Anticipate <3

#*clenches fist* he's just a little guy... #i think that nervouscitement for the updates #makes my brain lunge at puppy barn to stay Sane <3 #he calms me... in all forms but This One. oh this one. squeezing him! #That Book Is So Wonky But I Couldnt Fix It! Oopsie Fucking Daisy! #no time to care about a book when im doodling barnaby- #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #barnaby b beagle #your honor i love him and i cant wait to see More of him! #opening up the heart shaped locket of him In My Mind and gazing wistfully at it #what will happen i wonder :]c

[star-railed]

kind of obsessed with how much everyone in the game hates sampo and the fact that you can choose to be nice to him

like in the fight club if you choose 'we should thank him' march literally goes

and even sampo himself is confused if you call him your pal

#i just *clenches fist* love him so much #he's my pathetic meow meow that no one can stand #sampo koski #honkai star rail #hsr

[marbobar]

Sketch of the specialest guy in all of sharess’ caress for @olesmokes

#doodlins #my art #sorn orlith #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #fanart #sorn #bg3 fanart #hes just so (clenches my fists) #i wanna pinch his cheeks

[puppyeared]

Pokeymon

@ask-willowleafeon @ask-shiny-umbreon

#fuckkkk pokeask nostalgia got me by the throat. I can’t do this again Im not strong enough (does it anyway) #drawing eeveelutions is always fun Theyre so shaped. theyre up there on fav pokemon to draw right next to dratini. and maybe shinx #these two stick out to me in my mind just cause like. their designs are so good it kind of squishes my brain the right ways #I never got to draw Percy for an ask or anything but he is. very creature #and willow of course I have a soft spot for. shes so sweet and gentle uuhghhgghhhh I love her #fuck dude .maybe I will come back adhd be damned. I dont fuckin know. really tempting rn #I tell myself that but deep down I know I suck at roleplay. but maybe I’ll do it. but I suck at roleplay. etc #btw leafeon should be allowed to be autumn coloured without being shiny. it would fix me. I just want Some Guy dressed like a maple leaf #without the awe of being a 1/1000 chance. I don’t CAREEEEE gimme the crunchy red leaveeeesss #I also wanna draw Gardevoir with a barn owl face. and leafeon with seaweed leaves #aaahhhhggghhhhh clenches my fists #pokemon #pokemon ask blog #pokeask #others oc #ask-willowleafeon #ask-shiny-umbreon #Percy umbreon #willow leafeon #myart #my art #pokemon oc

[iizuumi]

I had to sketch this little scene form @asidian ‘s fic Someone to Rely On because it was not leaving my head!!! 

#fear and hunger #cahara #ragnvaldr #pls read the fic it's so good i want to eat it #it's all so good but this scene just -clenches fist- #HE FEEDS HIM THE STEWWW #loud crying noises #my art #i need practice drawing ragnvaldr what are you wearing sir

[moeggoi]

"This man would hurl himself in death's way to save you. You are sure of this -- but why?"

#disco elysium #kim disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #trying to extrapolate the study #i'm clenching my fist trying not to start a whole essay in the tags about how much I love kim #acab except kim #the day i finished the game i printed his portrait and tacked it onto the wall #it's really close to the ceiling so it looks like i'm praying when i'm looking at him #I love the way Kim is written #Absolute angel #but he's also incredibly human and flawed #I mean compared to Harry maybe less flawed but just complex #the whole game is so complex #oh god i started to write alright uhh maybe I'll draw Jean next... #he really grew on me after I got my grubby hands into ao3

[greyias]

I take it all back -- this is the best conversation in the entire game.

#grey's bg3 tag #bg3 posting #bg3 spoilers #larian let my son come home to my camp #he needs to be with his mermer #(also he looks like one of my old kitties spooky who thought i was his mama 😭) #(so i'm just *clenches fist*) #ari's og campaign

[fisheito]

I know I've made my stance on the issue qUITE apparent. But just to reiterate

#yakumo is The Issue. in all aspects of my life and so on #he had a pullable cleavage window. you can't tell me eiden resisted that the entire time #he had little arm straps!! he had a series of collars all over his body and we didn't yank them ONCE? #not A SINGLE ONE? not one cheeky reach n snap????? #not even a light banjo twang. wasted potential. eiden pls play him like an acoustic guitar #look. dark nova had that choker in r2. and here we got an entire string instrument. #i just. I JUST NEED TO PULL HIM AROUND. I NEED TO EXERT SOME SORT OF FORCE ON HIM #i am CLENCHING AND UNCLENCHING MY FISTS IN CONFUSED FRUSTRATION #i need an outlet and i m gonna make yakumo sing in D minor #yakumo

[notebooknonbinary]

Raises Mike Wheeler up like a cat: look at my son

#I’m in my feels this evening. read a sad fic about post-s3 Mike and cried a little #stranger things #mike wheeler #he’s just *clenches fists* So Scrunkly and sad #byler

[strawberrybouvine]

I've thought too much about their sleepwear/habits 🫣

#redacted audio #redacted angel #redacted david #redacted davey/angel #david shaw #angel shaw #redacted fanart #doodles #David shaw im free on weekends 🤲🏼 #hes been on my mind lately and im just *clenches fist* #i need to chew on him #myart

[epickiya722]

Can't believe Satoru had asked Suguru "should we kill these guys" and at the time Suguru was his moral compass.

Then when he loses that moral compass, Satoru was about to Hollow Purple a whole street of people just to attack Suguru.

#like my guy calm down #in front of kfc? you're doing this here? #suguru really had him screaming shouting clenching his fist until it bleed and maybe he had been holding Suguru's button #acting like a fool in public #not wearing his glasses #had him sitting all depressed #like okay wow #it was indeed tragic #just kiya's thoughts #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gojo satoru #satoru gojo #geto suguru #suguru geto #satosugu #stsg #sugusato #goge #gego

[fazcatz]

I just know every time those articles came out during WAD era of Dan describing his and Phil's relationship, Phil would be like "Whyyyy can't this mf just describe our relationship like a normal person 😭"

#simultaneously a house pet #and a divorced couple #and two tortoises #and arch enemies #and just mates #but I guess the more convoluted he makes it sound #the more we understand just how strange and once in a lifetime #their care is for one another #which like #don't know what to do with that information #but thanks! #I am soooo happy for you #(I am so jealous that every time I think too hard about them I fall to my knees and clench my fists and shake them towards the sky) #dan and phil #dip and pip #daniel howell #phil lester #amazingphil #danisnotonfire #danandphilgames

[crookedfandomquill]

Ryu Soo Yeol really is the character of all time. He’s a dirty cop. He’s a househusband. He’s a mama’s boy. He does stupid club dances. He has a vigilante inside his head. He’s a sub. He’s adopted. He’s allergic to his own shirt buttons. He broke out of a mental hospital. He has homoerotic tension with both his own alter and his childhood nemesis. He’s pathetic. He’s a badass. He’s sleep-deprived. He’s traumatized. He’s played by Lee Dong Wook. He lives in my brain rent-free and always will.

#bad and crazy #ryu soo Yeol #lee dong wook #*clenches fist* #I just love Soo Yeol so much #dare I say he’s my blorbo #my babygirl

[cheesecake801]

Them

#volkner #gym leader volkner #volkner pokemon #pokemon #elite four flint #pokemon flint #raichu #pokemon fanart #sketches #traditional sketch #cheesecake801art #my art #Volkner's smile one the first one....so precious #genuinely happy Volkner my beloved #smug smile Volkner is fun tho #I like to think Volkner and Flint like to settle things by playing rock paper scissors when the situation ain't appropriate for a pokebattle #But Flint is easy to read especially for Volkner who's know him for many years #I like to think that for instance when he wanna choose rock he tends to clench his fists or something and Volkner picks up on that #And also that he just subconsciously tend to choose rock more often #Someone suggested that because of that Flint would train at rock paper scissors with other Elite four members and I LOVE this idea

[emyn-arnens]

And here he was a little halfling from the Shire, a simple hobbit of the quiet countryside, expected to find a way where the great ones could not go, or dared not go. It was an evil fate. But he had taken it on himself in his own sitting-room in the far-off spring of another year, so remote now that it was like a chapter in a story of the world's youth, when the Trees of Silver and Gold were still in bloom.

#this is one of my favorite favorite frodo quotes and it deserves its own post #his fear and his resolve and his tenacity despite his fear and the overwhelming odds #he's just *clenches fist* #lotr newsletter #frodo baggins #.txt