#i got sleepy but i wanted to post this

[peekpeej]

Hehe

masquerade

#i live for the flipped trope where HUGO is the one who is flustered and Varian is the suave one #suave in quotation marks because he is inwardly freaking out #please don’t mind my very lazy background #i got sleepy but i wanted to post this #maybe one day i’ll master the art of easy simple quick backrgounds but #today is not that day!!! #varigo #varian #hugo vat7k #vat7k #vat7k au #varian and the 7 kingdoms #varian and the seven kingdoms

[heartorbit]

WHEEEEEE

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #i drew this insteabd of payong attention to class. Sorry. #And am posting it while i wait for the bus. I ha e sleey disease #SLEEPY. #emu otori from um . fortntie #Rhebusihesjehr THE BUS IS HERE BYYE #edit ok im back waiting for my transfer BROTHER. THE ANNIVIERYUAEYH it got me so fucked up prsk you crazy son of a gun #I THINK THE NEW OUTFITS ARE RLLY CUTE MIKU SOOOO KITTY #im almost done with all of my commsni dont think i will open them again this semester. or next. summer. Im sho tired #my assignments r fun but theyre like big. Theyrbe large #my prof said he was gonna make us make fur/sonas for an assignment hut didnt want to get fired. dont be a coward #proseka autism is killinng me i cant lie WHY IS DARKNESS FESTA TIERING SO FUCKING CRAZY #IVE NEVER EVER SEEN THE 10K CUTOFF REACH A MILLION POINTS ON EN. USUALLY WE SLACK SO HARD. COME ON #im so sleepy and have things to do please sotp it AND CURTAINCALL IM GONNA BE SICK I CANT TRHJNK ABOUT IT

[gurinpotte]

Please more buff aang I'm thirsty 🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️

well i hope these will quench ya....

i had wayyyy more fun with this than i should have had. i was giggling and kicking my feet nonny, it's my first time doing quenching drawings like that. i'm not that great with manly muscles so i'm sorry for the messyness and mistakes. thank you sm for this ask my dear thirsty anon! also sorry if the kataang wasn't that you expected but in this house we serve kataang at every chance

#aang #atla #avatar: the last airbender #buff aangie for the girls #and boys #and everyone more #kataang #katara #just figured aang must wake up with is hair trying to grow out sometimes #my first drawing is absolutely wrong ofc aang meditates or does yoga BEFORE breakfast #but i wanted to draw him sleepy #and then yoga with sifu sweetie #the sweetie thing is just so ridiculous i now officially love it #now for the last one i got serious ok #i love to draw powerful avatar shenanigans aang #i know he's learned to not be in angry destructive avatar state but it doesn't mean it wouldn't happen eventually #he's mad and crying because he's heard of capitalism #i know aang i know #avatar the last airbender #anon request #to all other anons who have requested me stuff.....i'm sorry. i don't normally do requests this one just got to me #i am also learning to be more comfortable with posting sketches #gurinillustratesatla

[jestroer]

late night Wels in a cute outfit

#really wanted to draw wels for a while and suddenly got an urge to draw thinghs idk what to tell you #it collided #kinda really love how he turned out #i probably shouldnt post it right now because 0 people are online but yk #just have him #im sleepy and really like him #welsknight #hermitcraft #court jester's dress moment #skirts also get into this tag yes #court jester's art #also i dont actually know why people draw wels with wings i always wondered #if you know tell me please #but i just love to draw wings really i dont need to be talked into it really i see wings im in #also with how i draw his hair long and pretty straight he looks really like false which is pretty fun i think

[velvetburnt]

im thinking about sydney and harper's relationship and how its been outright confirmed by purityguy that syd stayed at the asylum at some point, which is the reason they're so "pure" at first meeting while missing quite a bit of their memories

sydney also knows harper, it's safe to assume this is from the asylum times, but we don't know the extent of what happened between them.

and i want to assume it's because of harper doing their ... harpering, but also: how long ago was this exactly? because ultimately.. harper isn't that much older than the pc, and by extension, sydney.

paired with this line you can hear from a patient in the asylum, (that i cba to hunt down in the game itself,)

what exactly got harper sent to the asylum in the first place and how long ago was that? was harper always like that, or was it a gradual change, a weird evolution of sorts from being in the asylum for so long? how old was harper when they transitioned from a patient to a doctor? was harper still just a regular patient when sydney was admitted? were they already a doctor by then?

there's so many variables, which leaves so much room for theories!! and i love cooking my own food!! me personally?? i like the idea that harper wasn't quite a 'proper doctor' yet when sydney was admitted.

darling sydney, freshly traumatized from the loss of their parent, and from potentially having witnessed the rite being performed on kylar's parents.

harper, still a patient, probably around 18 years old or so, maybe a bit older? practicing and perfecting his hypnosis on other patients, including sydney. simple things like.. memory alteration. real convenient!

eventually, that skill lets harper to take up the role of a totally legitimate and licensed doctor. the doctors and nurses who took care of him are now his assistants. they always had been. and those who only knew him as a fellow patient... well, they can simply go ahead and forget about that entirely, can't they?

#sheddingvelvet.txt #this was supposed to be like a paragraph or two while i brushed my teeth and got ready for bed but #i like talking :) #anyway lalala i have THOUGHTS sorry this is weirdly put together and hard to read im SLEEPY #please feed me any and all harper lore scraps though i am dying to know more about this weirdo #i can't wait for more scenes with sydney and harper. those two are so tied together and i want to know more #not to even mention how ivory factors into all of it!!! ykno that one fuckin line about asylum patients and a pale figure? yeayeaye #especially when we eventually get more post-soft bad end scenes with the asylum like the one we got with whitney #i want an expanded scene like that with sydney and the asylum. #GRGHH ok words hard im going to bed #dol #degrees of lewdity #sydney the faithful #sydney dol #harper the doctor #harper dol

[atthebell-moved]

hi, i completely agree that the fandom has a problem with misogyny and often fails at self-introspection. my question is, do you have any resources/tips/thoughts on how to be better about it? even, how to recognize it in yourself the first place? "ok i'll stop being a misogynist now" is a lot easier said than done, especially for people who might not be that educated on the subject, and majority of the people in this fandom are quite young as well.

this is long as fuck and possibly somewhat incoherent bc it took so long to write but i did my best

my biggest tip for people who don't know much about misogyny is to look at your own behavior and learn how to clock what you're doing as sexist.

are you criticizing a female creator? think about why you're doing it, what the actual beef you have with them is. if it seems to be just a sense of discomfort or thinking they're annoying or overly loud or pushy, think about male ccs who act the same way and why you dont consider them annoying. are you annoyed with them for being on a male cc's stream? why? does it feel like theyre taking up too much attention? do you get annoyed with them for talking too much or flirting with guys? for gaming especially-- do you get annoyed with them for not knowing something or being "bad" at a game? think about why that is and why its just funny when a male cc is bad at games or doesnt know something.

a HUGE problem i see in this fandom is the Madonna-whore complex, repackaged as the little sister-racist dichotomy (kudos to @yourlittlemenace for that phrasing).

if a female cc is deemed to be "playing nice" (doesnt talk too much, is "nice", streams with male ccs but doesnt flirt with them, isn't "overtly sexual"), she's the little sister of the group. all the male ccs "protect" her, she literally folds their laundry, she doesnt call out how people treat her, and the fandom pretends that this is a normal and cool way to treat women who are public figures. this also goes for mom/big sister/etc. if you think you haven't done this, think about all the aus where you've forced puffy into some kind of maternal or sisterly role when it made no sense. then think about how pissed people got when she decided not to be the server therapist and was "mean" to Tommy (in lore, with permission. that she didnt even need to get. see that clip i rbed earlier from her podcast.)

if the fandom decides she doesnt play nice, if she flirts with male ccs too much or stands up for herself or points out how unfair it is that she's being treated this way, she gets demeaned, harassed, and shunned by the fandom. consider, again, puffy. consider how niki flirted with wilbur and talked about misogyny and got called a racist for *checks notes* "speaking to schlatt and fundy" and "not being a native english speaker". she got called a slut and a queerbaiter for kissing another woman despite being bisexual.

consider how hard people went down on hannah for having said the r slur several years back versus how hard they went on dream for the same thing. and how people dug it up as a direct response to her being on stream with dream. consider how every time hannah talks about how unfair it is that the mcc subreddit treats her like trash, she has to delete all her tweets bc they harass her to hell and back and act like she's an asshole for pointing out their hypocrisy.

the fandom doesnt do this across the board; i shouldnt have to say this, but its not an everyone versus no one issue. some people do this outright and loud, some dont seem to realize theyre doing it, and a few people dont do it at all (incredibly rare, i can count on one hand the number of people who genuinely seem to try to avoid these issues, which is why im complaining).

in terms of lore, have you ever once done analysis on a female character? why do you think you haven't? the bechdel-wallace test is an (imperfect) way of gauging how a piece of media ignores women and prioritizes men. think about the fact that there are FOUR female ccs on the DSMP and they are continually ignored in favor of male characters. consider that puffy and aimsey both talked about trying to do genuine lore and getting shafted, either because no one was online and wouldn't put in the effort to stream with them or because they received insane amounts of criticism for breaking anything on the server, despite the clear lack of "no griefing" rules and the precedent that you can blow other people's shit up (tommy leveling one of puffy's builds, amongst many other examples).

a quick thing about ships: have you ever wondered why m/m ships are so popular? the general consensus amongst people who care about feminism and are into fandom studies is that for a long period of time, m/m was hugely popular because women are so rarely written as full and complete characters in any media. so people took to engaging with m/m ships and writing about them because they were the most fulfilling relationships, and because misogyny led them to be predisposed to be uninterested in female characters.

say an m/m ship is incredibly popular, something like, i dunno, john watson and sherlock holmes from bbc sherlock. lets also say the canonical media presents one or both of the characters with a female love interest. how do you think a fandom that prioritizes m/m ships and is primed to be disinterested in women as characters (either because of our society's role in teaching people that women do not matter or because of fandom's history in assuming female characters are not fleshed out) is going to react? if you said theyre going to send undue amounts of criticism her way and act like its an act of homophobia to give a canonically straight character a female love interest, congrats, you've figured out a huge component in fandom misogyny. take this, amplify it over several decades, and add the psychic damage that supernatural gave society. queerbaiting is bad but mistreating female characters in service of nonexistent queer relationships is also bad.

this is relevant in general but i also believe its relevant for the dsmp because of the complete lack of m/f ships. aside from phil and kristin, who are literally married irl and kristin isn't even on the server, there are no m/f ships that involve female creators. this is not, despite what you may think, due to the inherently yaoi nature of minecraft roleplay. this is because the creators, including the male ones, are afraid of the blowback of m/f flirting and how fucking awful people are to female ccs anytime it happens. once again look at niki. as another example, consider how notfounders harassed the living daylights out of mxmtoon for flirting with gnf on twitter. if i was a cc i would avoid it like the plague too considering how happy people are to dig shit up about them or accuse them of being a slut or an attention whore/"pick me girl" for speaking to a man.

one last thing, this is more about fanart than anything else but stop drawing women to look like teenage boys. the amount of fanart i see where i literally cannot tell if someone has drawn niki or tommy is fucking insane. niki has curves. draw her with them. if you cannot draw women or people outside a very specific body type you cannot draw. fatphobia and misogyny have a clear overlap.

i cant think of anything else and ive already spent forever on this. look into feminist media analysis. think twice about how you react to female ccs & female characters. consider not just what characters have interesting stories but who is allowed to have interesting stories. you might be neglecting someone who has a lot going on because you're dismissing a female character as inherently less likely to be interesting. you might not even know someone has an interesting story because the fandom neglects it so completely.

as a final little note: like i said earlier, if you're not familiar with gender & sexuality studies, you may not know this, but homophobia and transphobia are rooted in misogyny. the idea that gender is immutable and rigid is because of the patriarchy. this is why gendered slurs are used against queer people and why queer men in particular get accused of and demeaned for being feminine. your understanding of queerphobia is incomplete without considering how sexism plays a role.

also go read everything rayne fisher-quann has ever written but especially this piece on getting woman'd and listen to you're wrong about

#asks #anons #misogyny in fandom #i cant think of a ton of specific links to provide because my understanding of feminism is like. so entrenched #like ive been doing it basically since i got on the internet #and i also studied it in university so i dont want to send like. meaty academic texts necessarily #ill look and see if i can find any other helpful sources though and feel free to add on #also i want to note on that last bit that every time ive talked about this ive mentioned that this fandom runs quite young #and i acknowledge that i literally studied this for like six years #so i have a leg up. but it does feel genuinely like people are putting on blinders to avoid talking about it #which is why it feels like its bc feminism is cringe right now or something #this is. not well written but im honestly so sleepy i stayed up til 3 working on orders ahhhhh #banger posts

[uncaught-coolfish]

every time i remember the “people hurt me long before we met. all sorts of people in all sorts of ways” line I start seeing spiders

#rwde #because it’s the “in all sorts of ways” line. it’s so purposefully vague its fucking gross. #especially with how it’s just so immediately brushed off with the next line: “but no one hurt me quite like you.” #like yes this was meant to be him being a dick to blake. trying to use his trauma against her. #but that doesn’t change how I feel. That doesn’t change how downright uncomfortable I get at how it’s phrased. #especially when how the only thing we see is just. his face. and that fucking brand. #I’m sure this scene was MEANT to make someone uncomfortable but I’m also sure— #not in the way I got when I first watched this shit. #tl;dr I don’t want crw//by touching adam with a twenty nine foot pole #also idk if I tried to post this last night or…. I was so fucking sleepy lol

[thedo0zyslider]

here's all the moments hinting that am!Jimmy was trans before it got revealed. I was not trying to be subtle at all lmao

#ron.txt #ily (im not supossed too) #Was gonna post this last night but I was sleepy #This was so much more then I remember lolll #He got so much gender euphoria from Pearl nicknaming him :] #Also I didn't say he was trans first because I wanted to introduce him as a guy. Because in universe this is the first time Jimmy is able t #Introduce himself as one to new people. He's able to pass for the first time ever and it means a lot yk

[sleep-nurse]

got asked to redraw a pose i drew almost 2 years ago

#miu himawari #sleepy nurse #my sona #my art #doodle #i didn't even want to post this but i got convinced to #the lineart is so bad 😭😭 #also the original drawing had flower and uta oni (a flower design i did) #and then i also drew several other versions of flower #all with the same pose #also it's sort of inspired by the salamander song pose #i was so normal

[n41r]

Flame Warrior Burn and Scorched Girl

I was thinking about which abnormality that I can draw alongside an Oreca Battle character, then randomly reminded about how Gozu and Mezu was fawning over Burn because of how handsome (or a hottie, as they said) he is in the anime

And then, explosion

#Lobotomy Corporation #Oreca Battle #Doodles #I mean- #most of Oreca characters are conventionally pretty and handsome- #Also I got lazy on coloring midway #I'm sleepy- #I want me sleep- #N41R Drawings #this is stupid but I'm happy with this #I know I'm not good at fire and explosions- #but still tho- #long post #Flame Warrior Burn

[monards]

oh my god I swear I wasn’t this sleepy in June. Why can I not stay up IMMGOVIN INSANE

#I literally. only got a screw taken out #this is what bad diets do to you kids #APPARENTLY surviving off vitamin water and one of those mini Chex mix boxes don’t count as a ‘balanced diet’ :/ #Electra’s gonna come for my ass don’t let her see this post #EUGHHHHHH #soooo sleepy…… #but I want to Rhine design…… #being underweight fucks a girl up #in multiple ways #but being sleepy. was not a way I expected #body stop taking my proteins to fix yourself I need those #to work!!!!

[astrito]

um. um. um. um. um. um.

#art-strito #shaplin #astro leda #i wasnt gonna post this but i got silly #(put too much effort and will explode if people dont look at it) #cringe........ and free............ babey................ #inspired by two things: #IM SLEEPY GOD I WANT TO SLEEP. i will after i post this :) #and. the times ive had the chance to cuddle with people i get so close i might as well assimilate them into my organism LMFAOOO #one time i drooled on a friend bc of tht...................... i was appropiately fucking mortified #but now thinking back to it its so damn funny XDDDDDDD #oh well!!!! BAHSJSHAAS. good night n_n

[sheepory]

i have the hottest girlfriend alive she is in the throes of an intense migraine chugging pain meds with her slightly stale monster and cold pizza she got three hours ago, standing fully nude in the kitchen while wearing sunglasses to cope with the light sensitivity. ideal woman

#roots #txt #yes she did want me to post this. she got grumpy when i said i was too sleepy to post rn fdsfsdfs

[animecreator3000]

Every time I rewatch some episode of Boueibu HK I wonder again how the staff even planned this season. Like. Almost nothing meaningful happens with the characters

TLDR the characters with the most developement in HK are the monsters

Kyoutarou is there as a complete contrast to Yumoto while keeping the battle speeches so his characterization doesn't make much sense. Nanao is mere fujoshi bait. Taiju and Taishi have random bits of dialogue that hint at possible arcs for s2 but not enough to tell us what it really is. Maasa has an unfinished arc in his episode, where supposedly he's putting fatty butter in his cookies to make everyone else overweight because he resents Ichiro not defending him when they were little, but then his friends tell him it's fine and then he can move on??? This would work with Ichiro's theme of not wanting to be immature or dense anymore, except they only ever used this theme as a gag (misunderstanding the meaning of whatever the others have said) or to straight up humilliate him (ep4) and continue treating him like a stupid baby. At the end of the season Maasa and him have made peace somehow and that's it. Ata gets in my opinion the closest thing to a complete arc, even if it's just staring angrily at Kyoutarou for ten episodes, then explaining his problem while fighting him and finally getting his apology and reconcilliation. At least it's something. And poor Ryouma is just there to be the butt of a few jokes about how he lets Nanao and Kyoutarou use him, be in a couple of cute shippy scenes, and also for Ata to completely dismiss him from the flashbacks to the point where if they had first met in high school nothing would've changed.

The relationships barely have developement either. Love had anime episodes and manga chapters dedicated to the different close friendships solving their conflicts and becoming closer. There were also many instances of seeing how close the Hakone brothers-defense club and Beppu brothers' relationships were, and even though they didn't have any conflict between themselves, they made them strong sides for the final fight. Yumoto didn't get a character arc but through the entire anime he was revealed to be strong, considerate, forgiving and mature, willing to kindly befriend the Beppu twins for his brother but not let them walk all over him; contrary to how he was presented in the first episodes, like a stereotypical magical girl protagonist. Anyway in HK there's no meaningful conflict between any of them besides Kyoutarou and Ata. Taishi and Ichiro argue constantly but don't show to genuinely like each other after all like IoRyuu or EnAtsu did. Ichiro and Maasa never make any progress to be together again, Maasa hints once at liking Taishi and nothing comes from it, and Nanao and Taiju have the most artificial friendship in the cast that I just do not understand. They just ran an ice cream shop once with again unexplained success and make sassy remarks at each other ever since. And I guess Karurusu and Furanui had a bit of developement thanks to Kyou and Ata in ep12. Idk about the aliens, this time it's like they didn't do it completely well but also not as bad as with the rest of the cast. Maybe bc they didn't appear as much as the humans in most of the episodes

I'm realizing now that a few of these complaints are related to Nanao acting weird

Idk where to put this but I'd like to point out Kinshiro's principles of halting the fight with the Battle Lovers as soon as he finds out that the s1 conflict was set up for a reality show and actively defending them from an attack because they're Binan students, despite still not having received his apology from Atsushi. Ata might've done the same if the HK finale's events had gone in the same order (travelling to Honyalaland to fight Wao, then Kyoutarou apologizing to Ata), but he doesn't feel as a character as deep as Kinshiro in that sense bc they didn't really show him to be in other ways.

Love feels more like an actual group of people while HK feels like they were filling in friendship group roles or something

#boueibu #binan koukou chikyuu bouei bu happy kiss! #marine talks #sleepy rant might delete later #this is all talking about what happens in canon not what could happen in fanwork #how do y'all write kyou correctly in fics with how little sense he makes in canon? props to everyone that does this #anyway pls tell me i'm wrong bc i'm unimpressed abt all this #i get that some media don't need character developement bc it's not the point #but boueibu has proven that it worked well with the rest of the material so what happened with hk? #i haven't written in so long i constantly shift between wanting to write and to throw my fics in the trash #well writing this post made me wanna write a proper story for hk #this rant is all messy bc it's just thought vomiting but whatever #sorry #problem is love has a lot more media than hk but even if we just had s1 to compare i think that might've still been better in this sense #i think the only time ata has talked to ryouma directly was when he yelled at him for defending kyou in ep11. very close friendship i see #i'd say even ranmaru and juka in f-ran have more character developement than some of the guys in hk #i'm still mad about the way ichiro got humilliated in ep4 and didn't defend himself and there were no consequences #good friends don't do that to you! like please edelstein are the angry bad guys and still treat each other better than the defense club do

[shirogane-oushirou]

UR OUT HERE MAKING ME CRY TONIGHT /VERY POS waaah thank you for your lovely tags as always ;w;

HEHEHE ilu niiick!!! (pl) i love when i have a surprise burst of energy bc it means i can ramble about how much i love your art and everything everyone here makes :3c

#genuinely like. in spite of last night's mini-panic it was one of the nicest nights i've had in weeks bc i could finally #take in ppls work and rant and rave about it and i LOVE THAT!!! I LOVE LOVING PPLS ART!!!! #(and your art has been ridiculously good lately like. wtf. i know you're adjusting to a new setup but it feels like you've already #got that shit under control. argh!!!!! biting at the bars of my enclosure. i kinda wanted to ramble more about your religious #vaiden pic bc there's so much Cool Shit in it but i knew i Shouldn't in my loopy sleepy state LKNASFKJN ;;;) #📌 [ my posts. ] #[ asks. ] #[ oomfies ; nick. ]

[voidimp]

if i posted a kind of spicy sketch wuold you guys help me decide what kinds of clothes they should be wearing.......

#if u like this post im taking that as a yes. i will make a poll tomorrow im too sleepy rn #its not too spicy just a little #i guess really u will be more deciding how they got into this situation. which will determine what they are wearing #if that doesnt make sense dw it will when i post it but im going sleepies #''why do u keep talking abt it instead of going to sleep couldnt u just make the poll instead'' no Ɛ> #real answer i need to watermark the image but my tablet is on the other side of the room & i dont want to go get it. bc tired #but i can sit here and type on my phone no probllllll ←it has fallen asleep