#i gotta go reread them

[hayaku14]

anyway kaishin + bad parent toichi and chikage enjoyers go read cuethesun's tomorrow, and the next day ✌️😎✌️

#kaishin #i will be rereading it for the nth time 🤚😌 #IT'S GOT THE CUTE COFFEE SHOP FLUFF #IT'S GOT KAITO HAKUBA FRIENDSHIP #IT'S GOT KID RELATED ANGST #IT'S GOT SHINICHI (i love that man) #IT'S GOT KAITO (i also love that man) #IT'S GOT THE DANGER #and it aint kaishin if theyre not hurt and worrying over each other babeeeey ohhhh i FUCKIGN LOVE KAISHIN RAAAAAAHHHH #also shinichi protecc kaito ugh ugu rahhh i lob him #also kaito protecc PROTECT shinichi uggghhghh i lob him #if i dont make sense then you just gotta read the fic #if you have already then this is the sign to reread #ALSO TO THAT PERSON WHO ASKED FOR FIC REC ON MY MESSAGES IM SORRY IMMA NEED TIME THATS SO HARD LIKE I LOVE THEM ALL LMAO #if you rly want some now though you can go to my ao3 bookmarks 😘 #also the kaishin bigbang fics are always a good place to start 👉😘👉 #dc prattles

[raymuratadraws]

The way I see it, the Greeks and Romans were never like, "omg Muse leave me the fuck alone, i need to stop obsessing," so why should I? 😌 Arma virumque cano. Eu canto as armas e o varão...

#kelp #dungeons and dragons #sea elf #raydraws #runechild sorcerer #the hateful six #shattered moon #my pretty fish man #i invoke calliope #yeah I'm quoting the aeneid to justify my obsession lol #granted vergil was getting paid by the fucking emperor to write #while im just having fun but hey #does look like I'm gonna be playing with pietas as a motif here (why didnt i realize this earlier) xD #and lol do i fucking love his and Lehiri's relationship #they can go from the cutest conversation about sheep to heated debate in the drop of a hat #and i gotta reread five times to even figure out what triggered either of them xD #i live

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

okay so i did end up making the self indulgent ari fic tierlist … and turns out these two are still my favorites out of the fics i’ve written :> my babies

#”ari stop self promoing” am i not allowed to show my children affection 🤨🤨 #psjdjjf no but. it just made me happy to reread them all :’3 ive been working on not criticising my own writing lately #so it’s just. nice? to be able to say that i enjoy my own fics … at the end of the day i’m rlly fond of most of them :> #but these two will always have the most special place in my heart!!! childhood friend sugu and blindfolded gojo my meowmeows of all time <3 #gotta go back and polish them a bit when i have the time …….. there are other fics in my ml who need it more though. 😔 #ari noises ✩

[solcarow]

orv adaption announcements …………..

#good goddddddd im gonna be Such a hater about them i can feel it in my bones o(~< #i could handle a shitty live action bc im sure thats what han sooyoung would have wanted but . a Shitty Animated Show ? #i dont think my heart could take it ….. #but i really really hope that wont b the case bc they can do some great stuff with it #IVE SAID THIS BEFORE BUT !!!! IMAGINE THE SOUNDTRACK ………. YOU COULD GO CRAZY WITH LEITMOTIFS… .. #imo orv isnt a story that needs visuals but it could work so well with audio ………. #translating the image of bleeding stories into whispers oughhghhgh #i wonder how adaptions could approach the ambiguity between lines spoken by kim dokja and the 4th wall ………. #it’s something that’s pretty hard to convey with audio so maybe they’ll keep it silent in the audiovisual adaptions #maybe with keyboard sounds …….. oooh thatd be so cool #but i feel like the voice the reader gives the 4th wall adds another layer to it does that make sense #pretty tricky to figure out how to translate the 4th wall outside of a medium with just text #solar-talks #god i hope they do something interesting with the starstream filter on dokja bc ill b honest i didnt like how when the webtoon got to #jihye’s scene in dark castle they just smacked sparkles on him and left it at that #ok i reread it in case i got it wrong but unfortunately . yeah . those arent eyebags you gotta make him look NORMALLER fuck offff !!!!!!!!! #i know they would never do this but it would be so fucking sick if they just moved around the features of kdj’s face ever so slightly to #give him some uncanny valley vibes #i want it so bad for the live action but i know they dont see my vision orz #they dont have to end up being Exactly how i’d imagine them im just begging the adaptions to make the best use of a different medium #put some Thought into it even ..

[wundrousarts]

#nevermoor #nevermoor poll #wundersmith #hollowpox #my mog birthday drawing is never getting done at this rate i fear. won't be able to get to it until like may or june 😭 #just slowly chipping away at some stuff and wanted to ask this #poll the fandom and all. etc etc etc. #personally I think I've gotta choose wundersmith. It was really a step up and you discover so much abt the world and the history and stuff. #and the twisttttt. it got me when I was reading it for the first time. I did notttt expect it honestly lol #anyways. if you're reading my tags: don't be influenced by me. pls choose which one you like the best. #and if you try to come at me with the “oh I can't choose I love them all” you and I both know that's not really true lol #i feel like the first book will prob sweep since it prob has the fondest memories for folks but also let's try to think past nostalgia #and go more for honesty #I haven't reread it since making my quote bot but I fear hollowpox might be my least fave. #it has some aspects I love (ravi my beloved blorbo) but also some I don't rly care abt (it is honestly quite like zootopia i'm sorry 😭)

[martyrbat]

i always get kinda embarrassed or sad about how fucking slow i am when reading something due to memory loss/having to read something again and again to actually process it because of my disabilities/my adhd and wavering attention span but like... i gotta kill the elementary school reading award pressure in my head.... reading isnt something restricted by time. its not a race to finish 50 books in two months. if i read a hundred pages in a day or if i cant even get through one, its okay, because theres always tomorrow or the day after. there's no time restraint or pressure to enjoy art in my own time in a way i actually can and shame is just gonna make my actual enjoyment of the book be tainted or my ability to actually read and retain information get worse.

#being disabled in public school was sooo damaging but its fine we live and we unlearn. #seriously was going ‘how have i read this for THIS long but im only up to this part???’ when!!!! it doesn't matter!!!! #i been reading for that long and am up to that part! im enjoying the story!! #who fucking cares if it takes a longer time than what may be ‘normal’ to get to it!!!! #for me again i gotta reread things SO many times or pause and collect my thoughts #but also just mini breaks. put it down for 5 min to listen to a song and shake up my brain while thinking about the book and how i like it #or to look at something else for a bit so i can concentrate on the words again #like reading is just something super time consuming and for so long i always felt embarrassed i couldn't read something as fast as others #do i just avoided books entirely (plus my ability to focus is lackluster at best) despite LOVING them. #i just gotta keep reminding myself hey... why are you feeling ashamed.. you arent fucking catholic get over it and your internalized ableism #ransom note

[sisterdivinium]

I did some gushing over WN on Dreamwidth for the Snowflake Challenge if anyone is interested.

#you're probably not but i'm linking you to it either way. did another little graphic of our ladies because have you Seen them #i've been active lately huh? don't get used to it lol i think i'll need to disappear for a while for boring real life stuff #i do intend to have psychosis ready as soon as possible though. gotta go back to rereading it for revision. i'll keep you posted #not putting this on the main tag because meh #i don't need to preach to the choir lol! #also fwiw you *can* leave comments as a guest over there kinda like on ao3. just in case anyone ever wants to say anything #for the time being i keep anon comments on. if i get trolls (pfft because i'm so popular LOL) i'll turn it off but right now they're on

[tunamayojazz]

26, 39 and 45 for InuOkko 💕

Oh my god guess who got carried away again....Hope this doesn't have too many mistakes but I had a great time writing this! Please enjoy ❤️ 26. What's one location that's important to them?

The school gardens! Toge's the permanent student gardener since no one wants to take something he loves doing from him. It's a peaceful and comforting job. When Yuta joins the team and offers to help him, Toge can't bring himself to decline. And perhaps it's so Yuta will feel like he's welcome here too.

As time passes, and Yuta doesn't cease his offers of help and instead adjusts gardening to part of his routine, it goes from being Toge's garden to his and Yuta's garden. He hadn't realized until Yuta had casually referred to it as "our garden", and he'd be lying if it hadn't felt like something warm had settled in his heart then.

Through all the seasons, they carry out their duties responsibly, working together so seamlessly it feels like it had always been the two of them from the start. From time to time, they'll meet there without meaning to. Late in the night when sleep escapes them and they seek comfort, their feet bring them to the same place, naturally gravitating towards where their hearts have cemented as safe. And so they make countless memories in that little space of theirs. Sometimes they'll have snacks as they talk about everything and nothing.

The night before Yuta has go overseas with no idea of when he'll return, he visits the garden one last time. Toge isn't there when he arrives late into the night, but instead of disappointment, he feels relief. He takes a seat by himself, nothing but silence in the chilly air. Then he speaks. He talks to the flowers he and Toge love so much, and he tells them everything. There's a slight breeze that comes and goes, and it makes the flowers sway in a way that tells Yuta they're listening. Soft spoken confessions begin to fill the air, words he feels he'll never gather the strength to say to who they're intended for. With his eyes closed and his mind wandering to his happiest moments here, he says again and again to the flowers: I love him, I love him, I love him

His confession stays with the flowers when he leaves. Toge continues to take care of them, and it's just like before Yuta came along, except it's not. There's a large absence now that won't be filled for awhile. On the nights his heart aches with a weight he can't shake off, he goes to the garden. He sits down, eyes misty more often not. Looking at the flowers he and Yuta cared for together, he mouths the words he doesn't dare to voice.

The flowers listen.

39. Describe their first kiss

It's a lazy afternoon, and Yuta spends it watching Toge play video games very intently. He's lying comfortably on his bed, eyes watching the character on screen climb a rather steep mountain. Yuta can't help but ask questions along the way, things like "Can you still climb if it's raining?", followed by a "Okaka. Konbu tuna mayo ikura. (No, he''ll just keep slipping)". Toge patiently quenches his curiosity, able to explain in detail while maintaining his focus in a battle. That's Toge for you.

The sun is setting outside, and there's a boss fight of sorts at one point There's a cutscene that comes after the evil has been defeated gets Yuta a little emotional despite not knowing enough about the game to understand what exactly was going on. He's sniffling and wiping away his tears before he knows it, prompting Toge to pause his game. "Yuda! Takana?", he puts down his console and turns to hold Yuta's teary face in his hands.

"I'm okay! I'm okay. It's just," and he sniffles again. "It's just so sad. She died without being able to say goodbye to her family. And when she turned to look at her home, I could feel the longing-" Toge can't help laugh a little, causing Yuta to groan and push his hands away. "You're making fun of me!!", he shrieks. Toge shakes his head at first, but puts his hands up in surrender with a sheepish smile. "Shake shake, Yuda." He signs his next words, "I can't help it because it's cute. You're such a softie, Yuta. And I guess I love that about you. I'm laughing out of endearment. Promise."

Yuta pouts, not really sure if that makes him feel much better. But what does throw his heart into a whirlwind of emotions is him saying "I love that about you". He feels his face warm, as the words sink in.

"Oh?" Toge says, teasing in his voice. "Takana, Yuda? Sujiko tuna tuna."

"My face is not turning red, shut up."

Before he can even process Toge letting out another laugh and climbing onto the bed, he feels palms on his face again and the soft press of lips against his forehead. The kiss itself is brief, much to Yuta's dismay. When Toge pulls back, he's smiling so warmly at him that he forgets how to breathe. The boy before him doesn't say anything, but Yuta looks at his eyes and knows what he's asking.

So he closes his eyes, and Toge leans in. 45. Give each character an element Sorry I can't help but put on my ATLA glasses for this HSDJKFHSKDJF 😭

Yuta is definitely a firebender, and Toge a waterbender! It was an easy pick for Yuta who loves so kindly yet so fiercely. Like how fire can keep someone warm but also has the power to hurt and kill. Wow I just visualized Yuta bending lighting and got goosebumps.....I need to draw that one day.

Toge who's mostly calm on the surface but can be deadly suits being a waterbender methinks. And of course the audience (me) would like to imagine him bloodbending!

I like the duality aha ❤️ my god why have not drawn ATLA au inuokko.................I need to correct that asap

#i dont consider myself a writer but man do i love writing inuokko.... #its my dream to write a long ass fic about them like damn this brainrot gotta go somewhere #inuokko #ottoge #inumaki toge #inumaki #yuuta #okkotsu yuta #okkotsu yuuta #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #hc #au #jjk 0 #i didnt proofread this so apologies in advance if some parts are weird ! #will reread later and maybe edit a little hehe #just realized i wrote this whole thing in NOT LOWERCASE.....inchresting....what happened

[eugeniedanglars]

i know in recent years i've posted a lot about certain characters. talked a big game about them being my babygirls and my blorbos and all that. and don't get me wrong i do love colin hughes and dean winchester and whatever with all my heart. but also. at the end of the day. i would throw each and every one of those characters in front of a moving train for adam parrish

#like ik i never post about trc anymore but i was going back through some old posts tonight n talking to katherine about them #and my fucking god when it comes to all-time favorite characters adam parrish is still number one with a bullet #i gotta reread trc/finish tdt at some point i love this funky little bisexual snake more than life itself #f: the king sleeps still

[meatmensch]

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#thinking again abt the horrible things he said to me bc some of them were so stupid and mean i will never truly get over it until i go to #his house with the hammer!! #'why are you interested in the yiddish language' 'well first of all most yiddish speakers are dead it's a dying language it's a fucking #murdered language and i think it's important to preserve plus it's cool' 'well by that logic most english speakers are dead too' here's #what i should have done in that scenario. get up grab my things grab my keys and leave. versus what i did. continued to try to explain to #him why i'm passionate about the culture for hours and he never truly got it. #and it was so funny because the next day HE was all mopey. i was like 'what's your problem' he was like 'i think i feel bad about some of #the stuff i said last night...' here's what i should've said. 'yeah you rat bastard you should feel really bad you suck i hate you beg on #your knees for forgiveness.' versus what i did. a simple dose of the silent treatment #i will never get over this i will never get over this because no one i have cared so much about and thought was so kind and understanding #has been so stupid he's just an antisemite. i was like he's not a nazi he's just dumb. girl when u gotta ask urself 'is he a nazi' get out #of there pronto. and of course i feel stupid for still having feelings about this a year later. but i don't need to feel that way it's ok. #ok i'm tired. goodnight #personal log #back again. reread the texts i sent to my best friend immediately after that conversation like righttt i'm not crazy that WAS mean. thank #you melanie from a year ago!

[ereborne]

Book worm questions: 43, 44, 49, and 50 please :D

43) Title of a book you own that's in the worst physical condition you have. Explain what happened to it. Post a picture if you want: Dragonflight by Anne McCaffrey! Alas, I don't have it to take a picture of, because it fully disintegrated. It was an old printing, on the pulpy paper that yellows quickly and swells and curls in humidity, and I got it already second-hand and from an un-air-conditioned stall at a giant flea market, and then I read it a lot. The glue went out of the binding and it was just a collection of pages, and the front cover had already softened to nothing, and then one day I was rereading it and couldn't hold the pages together well enough to read it at speed anymore. Runner-up is Dragonlance: The Lost Histories: The Dragons by Douglas Niles, which is as you can see now two half-books and a free-floating front cover. I got it in 1998 and have read it multiple times a year every year since.

44) The book(s) whose stories have become part of your very makeup: I listed a bunch in my answer to carrionfourth, but actually The Dragons is another good answer, as is Key of the Keplian by Lyn McConchie and Andre Norton. I got them both at the same time, and grew up with them (I was six in 1998. they might not have been entirely age-appropriate, but that didn't matter, because what they actually were was a bribe. to keep my mouth shut, about something which I won't now disclose, because they were a damn fine bribe). Also the Dragonlance: Dwarven Nations trilogy by Dan Parkinson--all of them to some extent, but most specifically and vividly the scene in the second book, Hammer and Axe, where Handil the Drum collapses the caverns. The first time a book broke my heart.

49) Do you prefer hopeful, humorous, very emotional or darker books? It's very important to me that a story has a satisfying and happy ending (gotta be both) but I usually enjoy any sort of tone on the way there. Sometimes I'll be in the mood for funny or intense or agonizing or uplifting specifically, but I think more often it's the satisfaction I crave.

50) What kind of book have you never read but always hope to find at some point in the future? This one is definitely not something I’ve never read before but it is something I’m always looking for more and better examples of--people having mind-links with animals. I do want to see there be bleed-through effects so that the humans pick up more of their friend's instinctive behaviors and the animals gain more human perspectives, but I'm so so picky about how it's handled. Love how Tamora Pierce did it with Daine in the Immortals quartet. A Companion to Wolves by Elizabeth Bear came close but then really lost me at the end, but I love how I've seen fandoms use the setting as an AU. Oh, you know what. It's like a hyper-specific somewhat more violent daemons AU. I'm looking for something like His Dark Materials, but with more cool fight scenes and less religious undercurrents. All recommendations welcome!

#asks #zahnie #I was thinking how A Companion to Wolves and the Dragonriders of Pern books have similar potential as AUs #and then I realized. this is just even more of my ongoing search for daemon AUs. I do love those little soul critters so #oh! that's also the Key of the Keplian! the Keplians are magic psychic horses and they form a warrior's bond with the main character! #oh I just want every single magical psychic animal bond book ever. I want them all. #to go back a bit though I think I'm probably due a reread for the Dwarven Nations trilogy #gotta get back to my love Handil. the first pyrrhic victory that was ever really presented to me as equal parts tragedy and triumph #absolutely devastated tiny babby Alexis

[hazbintales]

me trying not to turn every ask that's answered for me into a thread. dfgsdfg

#out of tales ⸻ ooc #hello i have been going through my likes to find some asks i wanted to reread and the desire to turn them all into threads be real #as i haven't actually done anything else cause got distracted on discord sdgsdfg #but i shall go make my way to my drafts sdfgsdfg #someone gotta bonk me every time i get side tracked lmao #tbd later

[flovverworks]

also every once in a while i think about how akira begged oz into transforming into a cat. heavens

#stardust speaking ! #it feels like a fever dream like theres no way.........but then i rmbr what other stuff akira has said #& done and its like......actually im not surprised #but im also surprised they DID make that happen #its like when u learn of mithras cannot sleep thing and go 'haha i know what ill see in the tags' and then they drop it on u in canon #things i thought theyd keep at 'akira holds mithras hand and then leaves' but was quickly proven otherwise #<-exaggeration. its not a everytime thing #if i dont reread that part of owens affection story where akira goes 'okay. whatever then' and the one #thats like 'hehe the wild beast is sleepy WAUGH?! (mithra pretending to bite them)' in mithras soon #i will collapse. i reread lenos so i gotta.....

[songofwizardry]

actually should be illegal that i have to go to work and mark during the winter. i should only have to read fanfic, consume excessive amounts of coffee, complete crochet projects, and stare longingly at the sunset.

#can you tell i read a REALLY GOOD fanfic this morning and it's ruined my brain for anything else for the rest of the day #i want to reread the whole thing again immediately #yes it is once more a 'salmon complains about marking' post #you should all be proud of me tho i think it's the first time i've done it since the academic year started! #i grow! i can learn! #(new workplace is... much better for work-life balance bc my timetable is noticeably lighter and we are below our 1265 directed hours max) #(and holy shit can i *feel* that difference) #(which means more marking can get during work hours #as it should and less sunday evening grumpy marking) #anyway i have managed to do three whole sets of marking *not* in a rush this year already i couldn't do all of them this way don't be absur #ok my break from adding up numbers is over gotta go back to it #thanks for listening to me complain gay people in my phone #text post #my post

[altruistic-meme]

hi! I totally understand if the answer is no but I’m just curious, do you think you will be continuing “(why is there) joy in this poison”? it’s one of my favorite fics, so I’m just wondering if that’s something you’ve decided to abandon or maybe continue

hi darling! sorry this reply is a few days late but i was on vacation :')

i absolutely DO plan on continuing (wit)jitp!!! i am actually working on both chapter 11 and a bonus chapter for it currently :D i know it's been. *cough* a year. since i've updated it but trust me i have been very very aware of the passing time.

alas, life simply decided to hit me over the head with several various hyperfixations and an additional handful of stressful issues (that i am unfortunately still dealing with some of) that meant that most of the time i just didn't have the energy to write at all and the times i did have energy, i was writing for whichever fandom my brain was actively attached to at that moment, which was simply never aftg.

but yeah! YEAH!! (wit)jitp is definitely getting continued. hopefully soon, but that really depends on a handful of factors so i make no promises. but it IS being worked on actively.

#rip i haven't even posted any writing to ao3 since FEBRUARY WHAT #jeez :( #but YEAH #i'm working on (wit)jitp as well as maybe another aftg fic #and i've got another project PLUS my capri and yr fics so i HAVE done some writing #but i've just not had as much energy or time or brain to write as much as i wish i did #i am however going to do my absolute damndest to finish this fic bc there is SO SO MUCH still to go #and its such a big and important project for me so #aftg and capri are my backup fixations btw bc i can literally just trigger my fixation by rereading them sdkfgskhg #and when i feel my attention leaving whatever had it then i turn to one of these #capri was simply what i turned to last time so it got triggered sooner than aftg #but #ohhhh i've also gotta finish my aftg touch thing.... #i should work on that.... #but yeah again i was on a short vacation which was hella fun and i am literally not gonna be able to talk tomorrow probably skhfkshf #my voice is very soft rn #both my sister and i spoke more over the last 3 days than we had in like. the whole month. #but well thats what two 18hr days in a car together will do to you lmao #sucks bc i have to talk kinda loud at work but my coworkers will be fine #askers #(wit)jitp #anon #shh ac

[yuridovewing]

I should really reread oots at this point, not just for Dovewing but so that I can be a biiit more charitable to Ivypool because she's a legitimately great character in that arc. It's just that avos Ivypool is front and center in my mind right now and she reminds me of personal stuff so I'm inclined to not like her. Also she's just a worse character overall

#but if i do that i should reread po3 and finally read the last two books for myself... which i dont want to do cause po3 is boring sorry #but its also the arc im the most fascinated by and have the most au ideas for so. i kinda should sjdlkfdslf #anyways tho yeah ik i point at the infamous ''dovepaw snaps at ivypaw'' scene like ''ivypaw was a little bitch in that scene'' #but i dont mean it like ''ivy is a horrible irredeemable person'' i mean that it's a depressing and frustrating situation for both characte #i think the major difference is like. you are not meant to think ivypool is RIGHT in oots or that her treatment of dove is fair #we get both perspectives we see how their situations are negatively impacting them both. my issue is more with fanon ivy than canon #cause fanon ivy is portrayed as a girlboss who is so right and cool for putting dove in her place and dove needs to be punished #when in canon its more nuanced. shes a teenager in a traumatizing situation and her emotions are all over the place #i like that she becomes spiteful and lashes out bc of the dark forests influence on her and shes gotta learn to deal with that #and she ends up doing morally horrible things like kill antpelt and almost kill flametail like. tbh we need more protags like that #so yeah fanon and post oots ivy are what harmed my perception of her. so maybe i should go back to her prime