#i mean they're a great couple

[sillypenguinwitch]

okay so i'm not trying to make this a ~thing~ or a hot take or whatever, but can we talk about how all the hyped up queer shows still predominantly feature mlm couples? i'm not saying there aren't wlw shows/movies or the mlm-focused shows don't also feature wlw characters/couples, just... they either get nowhere near the same amount of hype, have some other main plot, end with at least one of them dying or experiencing something traumatic, get cancelled after one season in the middle of their arc, or they're not the main couple. And that's not to discount the representation you can get from secondary characters of course but just... ugh I want a heartstopper or rwrb or young royals or skam or love, simon or i don't even know... with girls. And I know I'm not the first person to bring this up and I know it's not that simple, but seeing all the hype for heartstopper and rwrb this week makes my heart ache a little bit so i needed to say this somewhere.

#and tara and darcy are super cute and great but they're not the main couple #and this isn't a dig at heartstopper or rwrn or any of the other things mentioned *at all* #i love them all i promise #i just also have more room to love a cute queer sapphic teen show too #oh and i know they're not teenagers in rwrb but y'all know what i mean #like the cutesy hyped gay media #that could have some angst but ultimately it's cute and about the main couple #so like something like yellowjackets is great but just not what i'm talking about #and i know some skam universes/seasons have had wlw main characters - i love fatou and kieu my on Druck (Skam Germany) #but og evak and some other evak versions clearly got the most hype #heartstopper #young royals #rwrb #skam #druck #gay media #queer media

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"

#tw suicide #i wish i was joking #i am just so so tired of keeping myself alive! can't someone else do it for a change? or better yet kill me?? #said something to the emergency room psych #she queried it and i confirmed i had said precisely what i intended #she blinked and said 'i usually hear that from jaded forty year olds not twenty year olds' #i won't share what because it was a highly specific explanation of precisely how i might see myself suiciding or how/whether i thought i #could. she asked me and i answered. apparently she wasn't expecting that level of detail and confidence #is it funny to anyone else that i always struggle with confidence but i can confidently tell her specifics about suicide thoughts? #this is reminding me of the fifteen year old yesterday i was conversing with and he randomly started listing all the suicide methods he #could think of and i was internally like you missed a dozen i can think of. didn't say that obvs #i don't know i am. tired. of everything. and i had a long and good conversation with an older woman from church last night (mother of the #boy. i have confided in her before she's great) #she's hte only person irl who now knows about the second suicide attempt (tho she doesn't know it was the second) and she was encouraging m #to see the psych and escalate care #but all day ive been regretting telling the psych or bro or anyone honestly #it would be so much EASIER to have said nothing and gone through with my plan #i wouldn't trust myself not to rn if i had access #i mean. i know multiple ways in this room i could kill myself. but i won't #there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that #makes sense #ooh gosh im rambling i should shut up xD #personal #puddleglum hours

[cinnamon-phrog]

Do you ever see a take in a fandom tag and you're like HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH

#it was SO contradictory too ugh. and a mutual liked it! #you disrespect me. you disrespect my whole family #you call us 'stinky poopy babies' #you punched my wife. you kick mah baby you KICKed my FOCKin BABY #you ate our dog. YOU ATE OUR HOUSE #/ref #it's always the people i like too. everytime i want to find a d/ hmis artist or mutual BAM they're mean petty and even a nonce #and mean to peoples with hc's like mine. yes yes it happens in every fandom but not to the point where literally everybody sucks! #aside from my mutuals who are casually into the show you guys are boss <33 #a d/ hmis artist will tell me they don't care/ even like my hc's and i'll feel great #a couple months later and they're talking shit about it or liking posts about why people who have said hcs are somehow predatory #as if there aren't actual predators in the tags and their little supportive minions running amuck. who draw LITERAL cp of Yellow #i'm not mad anymore i've become very numbed to this. i end up losing 'friends' to the point where i don't know how to make them anymore. #'course that doesn't mean i'll stop trying though. but give benefit of the doubt and be MASSIVELY let down. #or assume the worst. be RIGHT and yet still be somehow worse for assuming. #so i'm just gonna not interact. i'll still put my s/elfship stuff in the tags though i am above guilt or shame now. Look At My Post Boy #cuz like if all these people can get away with being petty and two faced then i can get away with smooching puppets #make Love not War

[sailor-aviator]

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#y'all my anxiety has me spiraling as of late because it just feels like my whole life is falling apart at this point #i got fired from my job a couple of months ago and i've been scrambling to try and find a new one #i work part time at a store i really love but it pays shit #and i've had all of these interviews and no one wants to hire me and i just feel unhireable at this point and it's hard not to despair #and on top of that i'm struggling with my self esteem again #i know i'm not ugly per se but i'm struggling with feeling confident in the way i look as a big girl #and all of my old insecurities are rearing their ugly heads and i want to cry just thinking about it #and i feel like such a failure right now even though i know that life has its ups and downs but my stupid brain just won't chill #and i don't really have any friends in the area because they all either moved away or didn't live here to begin with #and i'm tired of living at home because of my stupid student loans and not being able to afford to live on my own #i have one person i hang out with and we just met and i don't want to scare them off because they're a great friend and person #and i just feel like i'm never going to meet anybody who's going to love me the way i want to be loved because of my looks #also because it's me. and i feel like i'm so flawed as a person that no one will ever fall in love with me #and i've just been feeling really alone lately and i'm trying to do things to make me feel better but it's just so HARD right now #and i love writing because it gives me a chance to explore some of my feelings and it's something i genuinely love to do #and i'm sitting here waiting for the day things start to get better. and i know we all joke and i'm gonna sounds so dumb for saying this #but i feel like i was meant to be famous? or do something great idk and it's something everyone has always told me #and idk if my feelings of inadequacy are because of that or what but i'm scared that my life is going to mean nothing in the end #anyway this was a lot and you can pretend like you didn't read it. i just wanted to write some of my feelings down

[less-lost-than-you-realize]

Me, thinking: I wonder what the dynamic would be like if Wirt was younger and Greg was older

Me: *sees Cavendish and Dakota trick-or-treating*

Me: oh so it's that

#was watching Milo's Scream a Torium yesterday #and it hit me #over the garden wall #otgw wirt #otgw greg #milo murphy's law #Cavendish and Dakota #age swap au #I've seen a couple of fics that kinda look at what it might be like #but they're not that great #then i saw this and it clicked #also #do not tag as ship #and i mean ANY ship #not that i have any followers who would but #for safety

[crownedwille]

if young royals season 2 has a million fans i'm one of them. if young royals season 2 has ten fans, then i am one of them. if young royals season 2 has only one fan then that is me. if young royals season 2 has no fans, then that means i am no longer on earth. if the world is against young royals season 2 then i am against the world

#i just felt the need to make this meme lmao #i love season 2 so much like i'm hyperfixaxing specifically on that one #season one is beautiful and great obviously and has a certain magic to it and i get why so many love that season #but maybe bc there was so much hype around that first season i wanna give some love to season 2 #people who didn't like s2: i'm so sorry you didn't get it #and who complain about the lack of wilmon intimacy scenes and how much we get of sara and august: die mad about it i guess #no literally you didn't get it #i personally love to see wilhelm and simon separately and see them make mistakes and pine after one another #i also love their not so sweet moments when we get fights between them - both scenes in ep 5 of both seasons - they're so good #painful but necessary and they're also so good at those moments when they're not being tender and happy with each other #the conflict and arguments aren't cheap and annoying how it often can be in shows to create drama between a couple #but that's not the case with them and when it's actually important and necessary i love conflict #bc we're coming out on the other side then #it's about the growth #all the conflict was so important this season so we could get to that ending #alright that just went a little into another direction #anyway that doesn't mean you can't prefer season 1 but objectively s2 is at least just as good #maybe i'm biased bc i didn't get obsessed with yr until after s2 came out and basically binged them both together #and wasn't immediately into the show when s1 came out like almost everyone else seemed to be #young royals #yrtalk

[sysig]

Only 3′ and under please, check your height at the door (Patreon)

#Doodles #Deltarune #Pokemon #Spamton #Sableye #Shuppet #So I absolutely love Spamton with a Porygon it is so galaxy brained #But while I was drawing him I was like ''Who does he remind me of...... Little gremlin vibes who's interested in shinies.... AH FUCK'' #Sableye my dearest I'm so sorry but it's the same vibes lol #As soon as I got the image in my head of them reacting to each other and then going off to gobble down precious materials I just #I couldn't Not do it I Had to do it! #They honestly look really cute good bonding experience #As long as they don't get territorial about it lol #I wouldn't pick a fight with a Sableye y'seen those teeth? You can have the shiny rock #And then I thought about it a little more and I was like ''Hey.........on the topic of things being thrown in the garbage'' #That sounds so mean lol no I love Shuppet! Shuppet's great ♥ #I can't believe that Shuppet is so lorge lol I was expecting them to be at least as small as Sableye but no they're bigger! #The horn must account for a good majority lol #I figured if any Pokemon would get what Spam was going through it'd probably be Shuppet :'( Babes deserve better #And then a couple silly ones lol #Trash goblins! Metropolitan pests <3 #Spam in the garbage can does make me laugh haha #Peeky peeks #And then an extremely loose height chart lol #I still cannot get over how tiny Sableye are they're just so small #Shuppet are so baby as well! Probably not quite as baby as I ended up making this one tho lol I can't help they're So Baby! #And I think that's my first googly eyed Spam lol

[alto-tenure]

hershel layton and angela ledore's friendship is so important to me you have no idea

#professor layton #hershel layton #angela ledore #like. idk if you get it but it just. it matters to me!! #i mean. i have always been a sucker for a platonic f/m relationship #it really makes both of them feel more like regular teenagers #like i mean. it's just normal for them to be friends!! and there is zero romantic tension!!! #they're friends! and layton is the *only* person in stansbury that they don't try to imply had feelings for angela at all #and that's probably for other reasons but it just #it makes them feel like regular teenagers and it fleshes angela out more #they're similar in some ways and it makes their friendship really great like they both have this understanding of each other #not to wear my ran/lay shipper hat or anything but like. there's a couple points where layton and angela are even compared #in their respective bonds to randall #they have the mutual understanding that they're both able to like. handle? randall #i don't like the phrasing of handle but i can't think of anything else #they have a comfortable bond with each other as teens that feels...lived-in #and then as adults you can still see those foundations but they're both changed #she didn't know how to give up and he didn't know how to hope at the time #it's just. so important. they could have neglected it but instead they chose to give this friendship to us! #brotp: quiet contemplation and coexistence

[moonbcrry]

the cake i'd make for sirius after giving him silent treatment for two weeks

#i mean. he's toxic. i am toxic. we'd be a great couple #and have amazing hate sexs #anyway idc about men for a while. even iif they're fictional #sirius black hc #sirius black #sirius black x reader

[justinefrischmanngf]

i'm genuinely unwell because why am i hanging on the edge of my seat to know my shifts for next week when i literally 1) have nothing on 2) can guess them pretty well 3) want as many shifts as possible so it's not like i'm trying to organise anything around it 4) will probably not get them until friday 5) have other things to be thinking about ??????

#i love my job to the point of obsession which is great until it means i'm just sitting at my desk theorising about all the ways #my shifts could look next week?????? #anyway i think they'll probably look quite similar to this week though i know some things are fucked a bit because people are away #and things are Shifting And Changing but idk how much of that will impact me.......... #anyway it's late so there's no possible way i'll find out anything work-related tonight but i'm literally going to be there tomorrow #and the day after and the day after so when there are things to find out i will find out it's not like i have to spend my time thinking #about it.... and they're my shifts so like they will come immediately to me when they're sorted????? i cannot make it happen any quicker #but going oooh but i wonder if this is how they'll organise it or if they'll organise it like this T_T #but it's so ! much ! fun ! #have been complimented a few times at work in the past couple of weeks and it's been really crazy bc like . i know i'm not horrible at my #job in fact i know i'm more than decent at it or else i wouldn't be there but to be actively complimented is something different and i feel #insane about it !!!

[hella1975]

hella I keep getting edits with some sort of original version of waiting room?? on my fyp and I'm gonna be honest waiting room wasn't a song that did me in quite as badly as the rest of you but this version I keep hearing literally rips my heart straight open😭😭 like I've been planning on fixing the no waiting room on spotify issue by taking it into my own hands🏴‍☠️ but now I know it's gonna have to be this version I'm not even bothering with lost ark waiting room. it's just gonna be waiting room og bc what the fuck?? "I never grew up with you, and you're not my waiting room" what the fuck??? with the haunting background noises literally WHAT THE FUCK????????

OMG IVE SEEN THAT ONE everyone keeps going on about the vocals of 'and you're not my waiting room' but i really cant get over 'i never grew up with you' like what??? WHAT??????

#for some reason i rlly connected this song to a childhood friend of mine that im pretty sure ive at least vaguely mentioned on here before #but basically we were INSEPERABLE for years of my childhood and he was about 2 years older than me #so i think i was 5 and he was 7 when we met and we stayed friends until i went up to secondary school so SIX YEARS #and we literally spent all day together we'd play in the gardens and run about the place and we were both really outdoorsy #and obvs it was before proper tech really started coming in so it was when kids literally just got shoved outside for the day #and left to their own devices and it was GREAT like i remember him and that time so fondly #but he was also really messed up like he'd come from a lot of foster homes and he'd had every kind of abuse #and he'd finally been adopted by the couple on my street who just couldn't handle him bc their answer to his issues #was to spoil him and give him what he wanted so he just got worse bc he had a real violent streak in him #and obvs if you let that grow in a boy they're not gonna wake up one day and it'll be gone like. it's going to get malicious #and low and behold he started getting like actually dangerous like he choked his sister once and he got kicked out of school #bc he threated to BEHEAD A GIRL WITH AN AXE like really fucked up shit #but i was in a pick me moment bc he was always really nice and respectful to me until he wasnt #and even then ive never ever blamed him for it bc we were both young and he was so traumatised #and sooner or later we stopped hanging out and my mum was relieved bc that's how bad he was getting #and ive literally never spoken to him again. but he's just one of those people i think about all the time???? #like idk if it's bc of what went down or bc of the age i was but he was a HUGE deal to me and my development #and for some evil fucking reason i think of him when i listen to waiting room especially the 'i know it's for the better' #bc i KNOW it's for the better i got away from him before he got really bad but still i so desperately wish i couldve helped him yk? #especially now i understand what abuse actually means and what he'd suffered which i had no idea about at the time #SO TO ADD 'I NEVER GREW UP WITH YOU' WHEN I FEEL LIKE I ABANDONED HIM AS CHILDREN?? STOPPPP #PHOEBE PLEASEEEE #anyway unnecessary rant over rori pls pirate this song for the masses pls pls the world needs you #ask

[birdmenmanga]

see I think the problem with clear card is that they wrote trc between ccs and clear card, and in trc syaoran's personality is completely different from ccs's, mostly in the sense that ccs syaoran, being an elementary schooler, is kind of annoying sometimes and he sucks at communicating because he's shy about his feelings and shit, while trc syaoran is older, more mature, and incredibly formal and polite towards others, and that personality overwrote ccs syaoran's and they just didn't know how to go back to that

#just thinking thoughts... #also if you're gonna say 'well they're middle schoolers now. they're mature now' #touya (high schooler) was literally ready to go toe to toe with syaoran on basically every occasion of brattiness so. #clamp was SO scared of writing conflict in clear card istg. 'oh my god we can't ruin our perfect couple with FIGHTING' #die. your stories have become convoluted and flat. #you've gone through the marvel cycle completely on your own #where you're scared that people will predict the ending #and so you twist it unnecessarily #ruining whatever thematic coherence your plot had. #and SOMEHOW!! HAND IN HAND WITH THIS!! #you're so scared of dimensional characters now!!! #biting and killing etc. #I mean there were signs of this all along. #the whole misdirection with making mizuki-sensei seem like she was going to turn out to be yue. #they put in the work to set up yukito and I think they did a great job but throwing mizuki in there seemed completely unnecessary #whatever though.

[the-acid-pear]

Btw only today I remembered the time a Baki character crawled thru and out a man's asshole.and his only explanation was I could do that because I'm very small (he's 160cm).

#luly talks #he's an incredible characters actually brace yourselves time to speak of one of.my fave baldies #but he's great. he is a system and for a manga that came out in the 90s it is handled rather fucking well #bc the guy who did that gaia isn't like. evil. in the fucking slightlest. #he's just a mercenary! he's a fighter and a soldier!! but hes a fair and nice man. #nomura the other one is ALSO a soldier but its very cute bc he's just a medic #and like. the way everyone is so fucking nice about this? #like his comrades are tots ok w that like they're scared of gaia bc WELL I MEAN. THEY KNOW WHAT HE CAN DO #but its ok bc he's a baki character of course you'd fear him KQGAJSHWNDG #anyway gaia is also a big time faggot HQYWHDHEHVD but again unsurprising he's a baki character #but he loooves fangirling over older stronger men its very cute he LOVES his master #and made him lose the pants. its epic. love motobe cock #another thing about gaia is the fact that he severely traumatized a man. literally insane shit he did to him #do i feel bad? yes. should i feel bad? no. because that man kicked igari's ass so hard he left the manga permanently #igari being My Beloved Wrestler with a Canoe Shaped Face based on that one japanese wrestler w the huge chin #antonio inoki i think? #anyway. that man he traumatized? he's doing yaoi with him now. #straight up yaoi. they're living together and they act like a fucking married couple #i have yet to read it but it's insane #also gaia is also friends with this very tall dude very tall as in 210cm i think? hes up to 240+ now he keeps expanding his bones #anyway and the guy he tortured was first being tortured by this giant who upon seeing him scream at the top of his lungs was like #lol that's hot you're so my type #well not verbatim but he did say something along those lines jack hanma LOVES russian guys its crazy #anyway after that he was like hot but im not gonna kill you and then gaia comes in and i remember someone mentioning in the comments of the #place i read the manga from how insane their heighr difference was and saying that Gaia could suck his cock while standing #which is absolutely fucking true. but i can't get over it. #anyway that was my infodumping of the day #as you might've noticed gaia is way more relevant that Nomura but that doesn't say a lot #bc gaia shows up w nomura in one arc at the very start of the book then appears again as gaia to traumatize this man #I HIT TAG LIMIT FUCK anyway he shows up in 2 major arcs only super little idk about the spinoff i have yet to read but he's a bit irrelevant

[noblehcart]

not me speculating on how very educated rook is for the time period/culture and that her family was comfortably wealthy with probs some drops of royalty in their fam. how maybe her family's wealth accumulated due to business in trade and furthered rook's interest in the world and learning more.

#// ooc #all of this based on my assumption that for nadir's incredible intelligence and position (and drop of royal blood) that she must be too #idk im just thinking how great nadir is and like #for him to have loved her SO much #she had to have been just as intelligent and compassionate as him if not more so #idk im just obsessed with the ideas that like this couple was 'equal' in a way that a lot of couples aren't #and by that i mean they match each other so well and just the epitome of the greek mythos of other half #but they're so WHOLE #idk im just rambling #i just have a thing abt rook sneaking off to see caravans and markets bc she loves to see glimpses of the world through them and see maps #let her live laugh and love people ok

[florida3exclamationpoints]

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#i still have to complain about work so sorry besties #so the owners (its a small business a couple owns) live in another state #so they come back here every once in a while and visit all the locations while they're here #since they cant be here in person otherwise #they were supposed to visit my store over the weekend. great for me bc i dont work weekends #they didn't come. manager said they're still in town for 'a few more days' #i dont know what that means! i work today and tomorrow 9-5 but the store is open till 7 #are they still gonna be here Wednesday???? so i could miss them??? are they gonna come after 5??? #or by 'a few more days' does he mean they're leaving tomorrow so they're coming today???? WHEN???? #lets hope they come either after 5 or after tomorrow. omg. #ALSO #my ingredients still aren't here 😐 #i finally told the manager. hes not mad at me but like. i barely have anything to do without these things #he called. and someone said smth about when i put them on the order log i didn't add the date #which im 98% sure is not true. there was one little mix up where the dates could've been deleted but idk #apparently its been ordered now..... when its coming...... idk!!!!! #but i loooooovvveeee how they tried to make it my fault i love that #i think the manager isnt mad. he said hed tell the owners it wasn't my fault if they say anything. #but still!!!!!! AAHJHHH #also. he 'reminded' me AGAIN to greet customers #and ive been telling myself id say smth about my anxiety if he brought it up again #but i had already used up so much anxiety and energy talking about the ingredients :( #so i still didn't say anything #i have stuff to keep me occupied today. maybe some of tomorrow #but if my ingredients dont come in tomorrow idk what else to do #i can make some things that haven't been ordered which im not supposed to do #i can clean. but ive cleaned this bakery SO MUCH over the last few weeks i really dont know what else to do lol #im sure someone would say its still dirty #but theres only so much i can do like!!!!!! #im gonna eat lunch now lol everythings fine everythings FINE!!!

[irregularbillcipher]

actually one of the funniest parts of journal three is when ford and fiddles find shifty and ford immediately latches onto them like "oh! look at this wonderful shapeshifting creature! fiddleford we have to keep it, they're our child now <3" and fiddles is just like Stanford That Thing Is Of the Devil

#after fiddles is attacked it becomes MUCH less funny #but i do still love that dynamic of that couple pages before #where ford is like cooing over shifty like they're a child he and fiddles just adopted like 'oh shifty spoke yesterday and has such a great #personality and sometimes they look like a cute little puppy and they're so smart! my bf is just unsentimental because he sees them as #livestock which is so mean :(' #also i accidentally called shifty 'shapey' at first which is SO unfair. the weird mess of a quasi-family dynamic that ford had with shifty #and tried to rope fiddles into is still more healthy than whatever the fuck the puppingtons have going on at any point in time