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atherix · 2 years

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You and I are about to discover the depths of the tumblr askbox my dear. This is being written in a word doc because I want to know exactly how much screaming I did. I have the story open in another tab.

Dear reader please know I liveblogged my screaming in Atherix’s dms. In my defense they kept sending me screenshots that were HARMING me!

With that out of the way – AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

SDLGAKDFHLADFH. DFALKHDFH. ERLKHSTHAEOTHGLKRF,ZFGALDFG!!!!!!

OKAY SO LIKE FIRST OF FUCKING ALL THE GREENHOUSE IS EVERYTHING TO ME AND IF WE DON’T GET TO SEE SCAR’S FINISHED GREENHOUSE I WILL RIOT WITH A PITCHFORK! A PITCHFORK ARE YOU HEARING ME! ‘Are you trying to bribe him into moving in here’ YES! YES! IT WOULD SOLVE SO MANY ISSUES! I DON’T CARE THAT IT WOULD ALSO MAKE ISSUES SHUT UP, MOVE OUT OF THE WAY, I NEED TO SOLVE THESE ISSUES SLDFHSKK!!!! GOD and the fact that Grian is acknowledging that they’d all prefer if Tubbo just stayed and didn’t go out and get himself into danger AFTER THE!! WHAT – 15 CHAPTERS OF TUBBO AND SCAR? IM MELTING OVER HERE OH MY GOD. AND GRIAN JUST WANTS TO NOT BE ALONE WHEN HE SLEEPS ALGKF MY BOY. MY LITTLE MAN. I AM SLAMMING MY FIST INTO THE TABLE

Oh boy oh boy oh boy oh boy and Cleo? And the whole Council? AND GETTING TO MEET XISUMA, MY OTHER MAN? AKLJASDKFJG AHHHHH yes. I deserve this. This is a treat for Me Specifically. But the BIRD and the fact that Mumbo has to officially Declare Himself and that Cleo wants to emet with him before he does that and THEYRE BRINGING BDUBS I AM FEELING THINGS!!!!! I AM IN MY EMOTIONS!!!!!! SHAKING THEM IN A MASON JAR THEY’RE MATES YOUR HONOR AND CLEO EVEN INVITED MUMBO TO BRING HIS MATE IM AHHHH I am IN my EMOTIONS. Also grian calling Mumbo ‘my lord’ and mumbo just going ‘Ah yes hm.’ HELLOOOOOOOOOO. BACK in my emotions I am. Smirking. At the wall. And I love Cleo so much. I continue to love Cleo. These are loving Cleo Hours. They respect that Mumbo has a Mate and a Territory and just lsdkgadfgkldafgldkfdgklkldfkgdflgkdfg feeling things I am.

ANDS THEN GRIAN CALLS THEM A FAMILY ASDLKGDAFKLG I AM FEELING THINGS AGAIN. He doesn’t wanna abandoned the greenhouse but he recognizes that this is important and then points out that scar should be there and oh my gooooooooooooood. The way the three of them interact with each other is everything to me thank yoooooou.

‘Something clicks, but he isn’t sure what.’ IM NOT SURE WHAT CLICKED EITHER GRIAN BUT SOMETHING SURE FUCKING CLICKED OH MY GOD.

AND THEN BLONDIE ARRIVES ON THE SCENE, THE THING IVE BEEN GOING FERAL OVER THIS ENTIRE TIME! AND YOU KNOW WHAT! IM STILL GOING FERAL OVER IT! God I HATE her but I LOVE her ya feel. She’s a FANTASTIC villain. Like listen I love me someone I can never forgive. You have given me that.

God GRIAN jumping in front of Mumbo and taking the brunt of the attack is MELTING my BRAIN they LOVE EACH OTHER YOUR HONOR!!!! And then you go back to like, the first story of this series and you’re like “Dhow did we get here” BUT GOD IM GLAD WE DID. God and he dropped his bow. God and he doesn’t have his dagger. DGLK Dammit. And Blondie calling Mumbos MATES a bloodbank hey maam have you considered some people just love their loved ones. And shes just. Playing w her food. Call Mumbo a fake vampire [FUCK YOU HES SO STRONG], licking her lips around grians blood. I am feeling things about this encounter.

FUCKING GET HER MUMBO!!! The way he uses his shadows is SO cool oh my god. Also Grian is a MESS I cannot imagine the whole of the backyard doesn’t reek of blood. The amount of blood he’s losing must be extensive. AND THEN SHE CAN TELEPORT???? OH SHIT

The ‘Vampire who is Enraged and Protective Becoming More and More Inhuman’ is by far and large one of my favorite vampire tropes, idk if you could tell given that everytime Mumbo goes feral so do I, but ldgakdfg I have been given a silver platter. AND SHES GOT GRIAN AAAAH The way you describe teleporting reminds me a lot of this dumb sci fi show I used to watch in the 2000s that I could not even NAME anymore but no one in the show liked teleporting because they felt ‘unreal’ for a bit after they came back.

ALSO ‘Did mumbo watch anna die like this’ YOU CANT FUICKING DO THAT OT ME ON A SUNDAY AFTERNOON????? EXCUSE ME???????? WE ARE GONNA HAVE A TALK, MY LITTLE HEART. AGH. CLUTCHING MY CHEST AND COLLAPSING But also holy SHIT it is a miracle Grian didn’t accidentally activate his glyph [unless. He did. And scar has been listening.] w his blood because I can’t imagine he isn’t just covered in his own blood at this point tbh.

THERE IT IS. THERE’S MY MUMBO GOING FERAL. MWAH MWAH MWAH. I LOVE HIM, LOOK AT HIM GO! HE DOESN’T CARE ABOUT HIS OWN HEALTH AND SAFETY ALL HE CARES ABOUT IS GETTING GRIAN AWAY FROM HER MWAAAAH. THE BIGGEST KISS.

I mean yeah. He got injured for his efforts. But LOOK at him GO. AND THEN GRIAN IS JUST LIKE ‘Yeah Im gonna fuck her up – oh shit wheres my dagger’ IS JUST THE ICING ON THE CAKE. HONEST TO GOD IT’S A MIRACLE THESE TWO ARENT DEAD. God and Grian is just SITTING there making BIRD noises because his MATE is DYING in his ARMS I am in a GLASS CASE OF EMOTIONS.

Leave it to Grian to say something to recklessly dumb as someone is dying in his arms btw. Oh my god. ‘what if she rips off my face’ WELL GRIAN HAVE YOU TRIED NOT STARING DEATH DOWN AND GRINNING AT IT OH MY GOD.

A ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR TUBBO EVERYONE. LOOK AT MY BOY GO! LOOK AT HIM GO! GOD! HES SO GOOD AND SMART AND AH! CLAY TABLETS W HOLY RUNES! And FINALLY grian thinks about the godling thing for longer than a 2 second dismissal HOLY FUCK I was really starting to worry something fried his brain. The pure Panic of this realization though because its not something that he wants but its something that he needs in the moment and sldfgkdfal.

God and this touching Grumbo moment of just. Grian letting Mumbo feed off him. Maybe one day Mumbo will get to feed off his mates in a time where he doesn’t absolutely devastatingly have to. But it’s touching nonetheless because Grian trusts Mumbo so much and he doing it – they’re both doing it- to protect TUBBO they aren’t even really thinking about their own safety at the moment just the safety of their son no I don’t care that they aren’t quite there yet shut up. And then grian Knows exactly why scar reacted the way he did and suddenly mumbo Understands why everyone’s freaking out about grians blood and they don’t even have a moment to PROCESS it because TUBBO IS IN DANGER-

God and Mumbo is so smart to rely on his shadows like that but I am very worried that Blondie heals so much faster than Mumbo does and I don’t have any theories yet aside from the fact that shes a born vampire and not a turned and that simply does not feel correct so I am DEEPLY worried about what it could possibly be but Tubbo running to them and HIDING behind them distracted me enough that I don’t even have any other Theories because AH TUBBO I LOVE YOU. And the fact that shes still stronger than Mumbo, which like duh mumbo is injured but. I am feeling things about Mumbo, the man who was strong enough to be a threatening menace laying prone on the floor and recovering from his wounds that like, Doc kept his distance, not being strong enough to keep blondie back even with godling blood in his veins is fglasdfgk.

AND THEN THERY’RE IN SCARS LIVING ROOM BECAUSE IT WAS THE ONLY SAFE PLACE MUMBO COULD THINK TO TAKE THEM AND MUMBO IS RECOVERING SOMEWHAT BUT GRIAN IS STILL BLEEDING PROFUSELY AND POOR TUBBO, WHO WASN’T EXACTLY EXPECTING A VAMPIRE FIGHT [Or at least it doesn’t seem like he was expecting one but oh shit oh shit blondies seen tubbo oh wait OH SHIT. ATHERIX. WAIT A MINUTE GET BACK HERE. EXCUSE ME BLONDIE HAS SEEN TUBBO I AM SHAKING YOU BY YOUR SHOULDERS OH NO I GET IT NOW. NO ONE ELSE IS GOING TO KNOW WHY IM FREAKING OUT BC ~SPOILERS~ BUT I GET IT NOW AND I AM SHAKING YOU LIKE A RAGDOLL

God and the fact that they don’t call Scar like right away after making him PROMISE he would CALL if he got in DANGER I am smacking them w a rolled up newspaper even though Grian is covered in blood I am. Smack. Smack Smack.

I NEED THE NEXT CHAPTER I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH

Also for those keeping up, here’s the page and word count for this in Microsoft Word:

This is so long I have my inbox opened in two windows on two different screens LMAO-

I sure as shit did and I'll KEEP doing it too, trust me once I get to a certain scene in the next chapter which dear readers I restarted bc I decided I didn't like the pov I chose hjkfsdjk I am showing you something that is going to SEND YOU-

Ahem. Anyway- HFCSJKCFKLSJLKFJLKFS BY THE WAY THIS MIGHT CONTAIN SPOILERS AND POTENTIAL SPOILERS SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK-

I'D SAY GET THE PITCHFORK READY BUT I ASSURE YOU INSTEAD THAT YOU WILL GET TO SEE THE GREENHOUSE AND IT WILL BE GLORIOUS THIS VAMPIRE HAS TOO MUCH MONEY AND NOT ENOUGH SENSE ABOUT HIMSELF HIS MATES DESERVE THE BEST LEMME TELL YA. hjdaskjfdsjk WHAT ISSUES WOULD BE MADE HMHMM?? I SEE ONLY POSITIVES :)) hjkfdlkgfjkfdk YES they just want the boy to be safe and nearby <3 AND YEAH GRIAN DOESN'T WANNA SLEEP ALONE BUT EVERYTHING SHUTS DOWN AT NIGHT IN BOATEM SO HE CAN'T JUST CHANGE HIS SCHEDULE PLUS THAT WOULD MEAN SCAR BEING ALONE DURING THE DAY AND JUST HJSJKHFSJKDSKJF so many problems to sort out <3 <3

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS CLEO AND BDUBS AND XISUMA ARE COMING TO TOWN <3 Because Mumbo has to do Politics now hjkfsdjkfgdsjk YEAH bc the Council wants to keep an eye on Covens <3 THEY ARE MATES I LOVE THEM SO MUCH Cledubs my belOVED <3 Haha ngl out of all the Coven Lords Cleo probably has the biggest First Ring they deserve the best harem mates <3 But BDubs is their ride or die, their second in command, their First Mate and just <3 I love they hhhfdhj THE LORD'S MATES ARE basically on the same level as the Lord themself, first ring/inner circle and over everyone except the Lord themself and having say in how the Coven is run, their the Lord's partners in both love and leadership <3 It's hjfredjksdk to NOT invite Mumbo's mate(s) would be so RUDE <3 haha and yes smirk, smirk as Grian finds another way to wind Mumbo up HJKGFSJKFHSJK- Cleo has so much respect which is wicked considering they and Mumbo don't have the best track record but we shall be addressing that soon hmhmm <3

THEY A FAMILY and it's such a Big Thing for him to let himself think because I mean the last people he considered family. Well. <3 YEAH he's like "I'd LIKE to keep doing this it would be a nice surprise for Scar but on the other hand I think he might should maybe be involved so-" jkfdslkfdskj I love them so much. Mind you next chapter they're all gonna be forced to confront some Issues they need to sort out but <3 They're so good together I love them <3

HAHAHAHA :)) HMHMMM LET'S SEE Scar establishes that Boatem has lots of inherent magic, has been touched by the Pantheons of the Void and therefore boosts/strengthens magic from the Pantheons of the Void... like Death, the Pantheon over the Vampires.......... unlike Fae, which exists on another plane of existence and has therefore never touched Boatem.................... hm hm hmmmmm-

BLONDIIIEEEE let me tell you I fuckin' LOVE Blondie she's so fun to write she's so unhinged and dramatic and her dramatism and attitude towards life in general is her hubris and so often the reason she fucking LOSES because she's so STRONG if she was serious even ONE MORE SECOND LONGER than she always is they would all be DEAD like- like she. She is so strong and unhinged and has NO moral compass, NO redeeming qualities. Just. If she stopped talking for once she'd win. So I wonder how Mumbo, Grian, Scar & Co will win now that she's done talking. Hmm-

Grian, knowing Mumbo can heal magically: NOOOOO!!!! But yes how PROTECTIVE they are of each other I am just <3<3<3 They love each other so much I am just hjfjkdsk <3 SO MUCH has changed over the last ~150k words I am At A Loss at how we got here and I wrote the damn thing HJFSJJKDSJK Yep. He dropped his bow, lost his dagger and his sword is just sitting in his old bedroom, the one he stayed in before moving into Mumbo's room <3 I'm sure that's not gonna come back to bite him hjkfslkfdsjk EXACTLY SHE'S PLAYING WITH THEM YOU GET IT HJDAJKFSHJ the fact that she got a taste of Scar AND Grian's blood before Mumbo did just hjfsdjkfhjdsjk ALSO YEAH BLOODBANK Mumbo has never been so offended <3

I LOVE Mumbo's shadow magic and I love that I get to explore more of it now >:3 And yeah Grian is just. His arms are Ribbons hfjksdjfkgsdhk not really but you know what I mean. He has been Tenderized and Chomped kjJFHSKJ he is going off PURE ADRENALINE and magic cough AND YEAH TELEPORTATION IS HER UNIQUE MAGIC R I P </3

YES I fucking LOVE that trope, too. Like if you're gonna make inhuman characters, have fun with it. Go all out. Remind people they're not human >:D Admittedly the Transforming Into a Monstrous Form thing is probably exclusive to Born Vampires (because Turned Vampires were once human and retain their human form, while Born Vampires were never even human to begin with) BUT you can still show a vampire becoming Less Human in not-so-obvious/literal ways <3 And y'know, maybe they do get a LITTLE bit of that Monstrous Transformation thing going on, even if it's not as... dichotomic or blatant <3 I just can't imagine teleporting could ever be a pleasant feeling honestly <3 I have no idea what show you're talking about but that is WILD <3 Trippy and concerning which is lowkey what I was going for haha <3

HAHA I DID THAT AND I WALKED AWAY I DROPPED IT ON YOU WITH A :) AND WALKED AWAY HAHA- Haha well. :) Do we. Do we remember that, uhh, that Scar. Reworked Grian's glyph. And it might be a uhhhh certain unique special glyph. :) Grian's arms shredded and bleeding profusely..... Would be uhhhh kinda hard not to get blood on the back of his hand right?? Right??? So I wonder. If that is so. If that is so. What is happening... that Scar couldn't answer or come running to help. I mean- surely there was plenty of time during that fight for a teleportation glyph to be made :) Assuming of course. Of course. That Scar doesn't already have glyphs set up. So. So why. Hmm :)

HE JUST WANTS TO SAVE AND PROTECT GRIAN HIS MATE ONE OF THE LOVES OF HIS LIFE I AM HJJDSJHFDSJ yeah he got impaled by Vampire Claws and she twisted her claws, salt in the wound honestly, legit nearly gutted him. BUT HE TRIIEEDDDD-

Grian just instinctively reaching for his dagger just to remember it's gone and just JKFSHJKFSJKFSJK THE ONLY REASON THEY ARE NOT DEAD IS BECAUSE BLONDIE'S HUBRIS IS SO FUCKING BIG. Grian making distressed bird sounds is everything to me I am just he is so I love him so much hjfdsklfgdskj AND YOU KNOW. IN THE BACK OF HIS MIND. HE IS THINKING ABOUT THAT NIGHTMARE.

Grian's self preservation is not the best, this man fought gods and won he speaks without thinking and stares Death in the eye and says "I'm a god killer" and just HJFSJKSDJKSL GRIIAAANNNN-

YESSSS TUBBO TO THE RESCUE. Funny tho. Why is he visiting the manor...... and how did he get inside....... when Grian and Mumbo keep the doors locked and just shadow-walked out and in..... and Blondie just teleported...... hmhmm :3 HE IS SUCH A GOOD SMART BOY LOOK AT HIM GO HE IS SO BRAVE mind you he expected Blondie to die after being hit by the tablet BUT STILL- Grian REALLY doesn't want this he has been in denial for about 50k+ words now <3 But now he must acknowledge it because it is becoming Important. And now we get to have fun exploring it >:D

Grian, literally fuckin bleeding out: Trust me Mumbo I definitely won't die from this Mumbo, injured and dying and running on instinct: Seems legit And then somehow Grian manages to actually NOT DIE, miracle of miracles. Of course I wonder why this is hm? :) But fear thee not, for one day... one day the circumstances will be different and it will not be because he Needs To but because they Want To and it will be brilliant. Yes there will be biting/blood drinking for pleasure no I don't take criticism it's a VAMPIRE FIC what did you EXPECT- YES PROTECT TUBBO. Even if they didn't adore the kid, him being Scar's kid- their mate's kid- means he's basically theirs too so <3 Well as far as Mumbo's "Coven=Family" instinct that he's dealing with for the first time ever is concerned lmao. And ofc Grian has Flock Mentality so- YES them Understanding now, Grian doesn't need Scar to explain and Mumbo now sees why every Vampire who has ever gotten a taste of Grian's blood ever has stopped in their tracks cuz HOOOOO BOY that is some Unawakened Magic there- AND YEAH NO TIME TO EVEN SIT AND THINK ABOUT IT JUST. GOTTA FIGHT.

Haha if you look closely you'll see Mumbo and Blondie do very different things after Blondie is injured and Mumbo drinks Grian's blood... Don't worry there's no grand conspiracy <3 BUT YES TUBBO HIDING because he knows they'll protect him <3 JKJSJKFSJKSDK YEAH Mumbo is so strong and she just. She just claws right through his magic shadows. THE SHADOWS THAT CRUSHED HER SISTER MIGHT I ADD. SO UH. YEAH. Take that how you will-

IT WAS THE ONLY OTHER SAFE PLACE MUMBO COULD THINK OF I AM <3 Hahaha Tubbo Tubbo... <3 NOW he's gotta help get them (mainly Grian) healed up and just <3 AND HAHAHAHAHAHHAJGFSHJDJKASA YOU SEE IT. THE VISION. THE FUTURE THAT NO ONE BUT YOU KNOWS >:D YOU GET IT NOW and I am ABSOLUTELY DELIGHTED AHAHAHAHAHA <3 Now here's the question.... in Blondie's enraged and inhuman state, did she recognize the magic he used? |D Did she put together, in the seconds between getting attacked and attacking, just who he is hmmm? |D

HYPOCRITES IN LOVE HAHA but the question is, will Scar have a RIGHT to be pissed about them not calling? :) Frankly knowing what I know and that no one else does, I think Tubbo's the only one with the right to be angry <3 I think, you know, that maybe he deserves to go off on all their overprotective asses about how they need to learn to be more open and vulnerable with each other and be able to ask for help when they need it or you know trust each other to be able to handle things and not try to choose for each other what is and isn't okay for them to do/face and. And. You know. :) Hmhmm

THE NEXT CHAPTER IS COMING SLOWLY BUT AS YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN PLAYING SO MUCH MC SAVE ME

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scandeniall · 3 years

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Having pictures of you

More ramble head canons featuring 4/5 of my fav boys: atsumu, sakusa, Suna, kuroo. ‼️

atsumu has so mf many. As I’ve confirmed before when he’s in love, he’s in love. That man even has a clear phone case with a Polaroid of you (just you not him too) in it then has y’all has his lock screen and wall paper. He never lets anyone see his phone though because the one time the bro’s peeked over his shoulder when he was tryna show something and they caught view of the pic of him looking all loved up at you? They clowned his ass so much 😭 he came to bed that night and made you run your fingers through his hair while ranting (you wanted to laugh at his ass too don’t do it he’d start complaining). He also the type to stop midway and look up at you and call you cute. (And he wonders why mfs clown his ass. Pretending to be big and bad but melts in .5 seconds at you)

Sakusa just collects the shit you have on your phone. So if you take a lot of pics of y’all, then he has them. Has different folders that are named: ‘us’ ‘us videos’ Any little vids you have of y’all on your phone? He has them too. Sends everything you take of y’all all cute to himself. He has a live pic of y’all as his lock screen though. Taken by a friend while y’all were out and you had to be like “omi let’s get a pic” it’s one of his fav pics and through it you can see that man looking at you like you’re the only thing that matters

Suna: (y’all hating me everytime I use the same hcs but it’s my sunarin verse so idc 😹😁) y’all are his lockscreen, but an emoji covers your faces. It’s a pic of you on his lap and underneath the emojis he’s looking a little loved up oop- He’d never admit it to anyone other than you but he also has a ton of pics. But unlike atsumu who has more cute/lovey ones, his are damn near that of a troll. He loves catching you off guard and taking pics that you hate. He sends them to you like: you look so good rn 😋. (He lowkey means it jokes aside cause he always thinks you look really good)

Kuroo. Hmmm ok so he has a Polaroid if both of y’all in a clear phone case. When he’s bored or misses you be just looks at it and reminisces. I think hes the type in a relationship where y’all just send pics of y’all goofy, cute, etc back and forth. He’d never delete your text thread bc again when he’s bored he just swipes through a goofy ass smile on his face. Too chaotic for him to have organized folders like sakusa, so his pics of you and of y’all are just a shit ton intertwined in other saved pics. He doesn’t delete any so it like: you, you, meme, random screenshot, text sc from the boys gc, you, some shit his mom sent, y’all. You know 💀

Y’all at this point I might as well make a boyfriend headcanon series 😹‼️

#haikyuu x reader #hq x reader #atsumu x reader #haikyuu imagines #hq imagine #sakusa x reader #suna x reader #kuroo x reader #hq imagines

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naptoons · 4 years

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May I ask for an imagine of Brandon making a song about you cause he misses you during quarantine :(

Big bet I got you, I love these cheesy concepts.

Butterflies - Brandon Arreaga

Summary: Brandon has been missing you so much during this whole shutdown, so to ease his need to have you next to him, he writes and produce a song solely about you.

Warning(s): Nothing Fluff is all

A/N: so I wrote a song/poem for someone long time ago cause I had a crush on them but I ended up not giving it too them lol so I’ll put it too use.

Proofread: yes/no

Laying on your bed, you went through the pictures of you and Brandon, you were reminiscing on all the good times you spent with him, pressing on the pictures to hear what happened in the background, smiling everyone you heard Brandon yelling “that’s my girl!!” Or “damn you look really good” as you were going to text Brandon his caller Id popped up to FaceTime you.

“I was just thinking about you” you state, seeing his smile appear followed by the giggle you’d always melt over, you watch him fix his hair for what seemed like the third time.

“You’re just everlastingly perfect” Brandon’s voice hits a lower octave, rolling my eyes You hear his soft scoff “aye none of that! You’re beautiful end of discussion okay?”

You scrunch my nose up “but I didn’t even say anything!”

“Baby, I’ve been with you for a year, I know all your facial expressions” Brandon fights you on your debate, he licks his lips moving his bangs out of his face.

“I wish you would’ve dyed your highlights that color, you’d look even hotter” you state, grunting as you get up from your bed walking towards the kitchen. You hear nothing for him after your sentence so you looked back at him just to see his dazed orbs on you. “Jesus Brandon it’s been a year and you’re still zoning out while looking at me?”

“You act like I’m still not nervous by your presence y/n, you’re beautiful to me no matter how long we’ve been together”

“You’re going to still say that when I’m covered in wrinkles?”

“Fuck yeah, wrinkles don’t stop your beauty” he laughs, You grab a bowl for ice cream then open the freezer. “What you’ve been up to babygirl tell me about your day”

“Oh just looking at pictures of us and missing you even more, I also broke a nail” you show him the band-aid wrapped around your index finger. Brandon pouts at your injury and adorable you are.

“Aw my baby I’m sorry about your finger, how’d that happened?” Brandon softens, his fave coming closer to the screen giving his undivided attention to you.

“I bought new furniture to decorate my room” You pout

You guys spent quite some time talking hearing what one another has done for the day, you guys ended up watching a horror movie together, which made you slightly mad at Brandon, knowing full well that you couldn’t sleep without him around to hold you after a horror movie. But here you were in bed three hours later falling asleep.

“I won’t leave, I’ll stay until you fall asleep babygirl, stop fighting it” Brandon laughs slightly

“Wouldn’t be in this situation if we didn’t watch it, you’re just a sadist” you mumble, only fueling his laughter even more, you turn your back towards the camera hugging the teddy bear he bought you.

“Aw pretty girl, look at me I’m sorry” Brandon pouts, you look at him over your shoulders seeing him take off his sweatshirt “I’m sorry babygirl, let me see your face beautiful” Brandon’s voice sounding serious.

“Fine only cause you’re adorable, and I need to sleep” which makes Brandon beam bigger, you saw him sitting in front of a computer, sighing you just knew he was constantly working, but this time he was working on something for you. Brandon looked over once again to see your eyes were closed. His smile growing the more he wrote and erased, changed the beats on his laptop, strummed his guitar. He was determined it be perfect. Not only for his sake, but for you. He wanted to let you know you’re loved. And those kind gestures doesn’t stop after he asked you out. It was for a lifetime.

The next morning you woke up to your phone constantly vibrating, confused you thought your phone would’ve died from how long you were on FaceTime for, but it turns out you put it on the charger while talking to Brandon. Pressing the lockscreen you see you’ve been tagged in so many posts. So many twitter mentions. Did Brandon post a screenshot of you from FaceTime last night? Ignoring it you thought to yourself it wasn’t the first time he’s done something like that. Walking towards the bathroom, more and more notifications ringed.

Curious to know you walked back swiping on of the mentions, and typed in your passcode.

“ Just when you thought their relationship couldn’t get any cuter!!! 🥺 @y/n @brandon_arreaga STREAM IT GUYS!! “ you read one tweet. You favorited it then moved onto the next one.

“The beginning of the song starts off with her giggles when he visited her from tour......I’m soft dont touch me😩😩😩😩 go stream this people @y/n @brandon_arreaga” you favorited a couple of tweets, sliding down your notifications you stumble open his SoundCloud that he’s uploaded something. The cover art was a picture of you two on your first date. the Polaroid picture that is in his wallet till this day. Turning on your speaker you press play.

The intro was just as they said, you giggle when he came and visited you with your favorite flowers, you were crying if pure happiness. The guitar strings comes in right after you said “I love you”

‘Babygirl, got a heart like a garden, but she’s too scared to ever let it bloom’

‘Don’t wanna cave into love if it’s to soon,but she’s the girl I pray about to the moon’

Your eyes started to welt up in tears, he wrote a song for you? He used to love singing to you and still does, but now he gets to sing a song for you.

‪‘She doesn’t realize the pull she has on me‬

‪Honey golden eyes that just melts on me‬

‪A fragile sunflower in the garden sweep by the sea’ ‬

‪‘No matter what the tides bring, you gotta know you’re still my baby’ his soft voice brings the tears down your cheeks, after the song was done, an audio was played at the end, you remember exactly what it was. The day Brandon took you out to watch the lanterns. ‬

‪“I’ve never been this deep in love, ain’t these like the butterflies your mom tells you to run away from?” You hear you’re voice ask ‬

‪“Yeah, doesn’t mean they’re dangerous, just means you’ve found the right one, and you know they are, cause everytime you see them the butterflies just won’t stop” ‬

‪Smiling you wiped you face, calling Brandon on facetime, in a matter of a minute he answered seeing you wipe your face with his hoodie sleeve. “Hey babylove you okay?, what happened?” Brandon’s voice honeyed in on you, making you miss him even more.‬

‪“your song is happened” you choke through‬

‪Brandon feeling a sigh of relieve giggles through the phone “god you really are beautiful, I’ve missed you so much so I thought I’d write a song about how much I loved you” ‬

‪You heard your doorbell ring in the background “give me a minute baby” you tell Brandon, clearing your throat you walk across your wooden floor towards the front door, unlocking it there he stood, with his sultry eyes, he pulled his mask off to show you his beautiful smile. “And drove all the way here just to see you” in one hand he held a self care basket for you and his overnight clothes. In the other was his hand on your lower back, while your tears fell on his shoulders.‬

‪“I’m here baby” Brandon mumbles kissing your neck, backing away you let him in, as your dog runs and jumps on his legs “oh hey princess/prince I’ve missed you” he coos at your dog, placing the basket on your kitchen counter and his overnight bag on the living room floor.‬

‪“You’re staying baby?” You pout ‬

‪“Yeah, you thought I was just coming by and not staying? You’re crazy” Brandon chuckles you run over to him but this time he catches you his fingers hooking underneath your thighs.‬

‪“I love you so much” Brandon mumbles softly on your skin, kissing every part of visible flesh his lips can reach. Giggling you roam your fingers through his hair.‬

‪“I love you more”‬

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Daddy Issues [Sunset] -12-

Pairing: JungKook & Reader

Genre: Smut, Fluff, Angst

Summary: A top student, marks always high. College was not a dream for her…Except she didn’t have enough money. Her parents never earned much so they literally took care of themselves. Her boss acting like a dick towards her she quit her job. Even though she had no idea what she let herself into this was her only option.

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“Kiss me JungKook… As if I mean something to you…”

JungKook froze. He knew there was noway out if he kissed you. A part of him wanted to do that for a damn long time but he knew he must not kiss you. You were there for his pleasure and nothing else could happen. If he were to start this, how could he cut things off.

Though you were not what he expected. You started to break every single prejudice he had for women since the day you stepped into his life. Thats why he was scared. He could not feel this way for you, for anyone.

After the eternal debate he had in mind JungKook made the decision on what seemed right. He pulled away his warm and sweating hands and eyes were deep as the pacific ocean as he locked them to yours.

“I am sorry Y/N...”

He kissed someone else but could not bring himself to kiss you. A voiced echoed in your head... Did you realize you mean nothing just now? That hurt so bad. Worse than anything else. Not letting yourself to think more, you pushed him away all of a sudden.

“Get out of here.”

You sounded so harsh for the first time. JungKook caught your hand that pushed him away. His grip was very tight and voice hoarse. You repeated again.

“Please just get out of here...”

He just wanted to take you right then and there. You had to be taught a good lesson but he could not bring himself to do it. Your bright red eyes, reflected how he broke you into pieces with those simple words. He wanted to make you feel better but had no idea how to do that. Maybe he had to give you the time you needed. JungKook closed his eyes then sighed.

“Fine...”

He stared at you right before he closed the door but you did not see how lost that stare was. After the not so loud thud of the door, the decision was made. You found the old ripped jeans and cardigan you wore the day you stepped in this house. Throwing them on you grabbed your small backpack. Putting your hair into a quick but slightly messy bun, you walked down the stairs.

JungKook was sitting alone on the big leather couch. The glass in his hand shined as he left it on the mini round table next to him. When he heard your footsteps he turned his head towards your side slowly. Under his gaze you walked then stopped in front of him.

“Mr Jeon, I want these 3 days off.”

JungKook arched an eyebrow at you.

“You know we are going to have a trip.”

You impatiently nod and tore your eyes away from him.

“I know... I don’t want to go.”

JungKook raised from his seat. It was hard to keep a poker face as he spoke. However he managed to force his voice to be stern.

“I want you there with me Y/N”

You took a deep breath.

“I can’t. I want to go back to my neighborhood.”

JungKook knew there was noway to stop you. Maybe it was for the best. He has been way too soft with you. He realized he needed to remind himself that you were just a toy before you. JungKook grabbed your chin and forced you to keep your eyes on him.

“Fine... Remember I own you and you have to obey my rules even if you are not with me.”

That was the last grip he could have on you before letting you to be yourself. He knew that was your intention by the clothes you picked. The way he said those words were intimidating but you liked it. They sent shivers down your spine but you had to come off unaffected.

“I know...”

You tried very hard for your voice not to break. If it were not your pride you would have gone to that trip. You could not do that after what happened.With Jungkook letting your face go, you took a step back. Watching you leave in silence JungKook left his tired body back on the couch. He kept drinking but that did not seem to do much.

You knocked on the door impatiently. Tae had a cozy hoodie on and a half cigarette between his lips. Eyes wide, he froze. Taking the cigarette away from his mouth your name fell from his lips. You threw the cigarette to the ground. With a quick step you put it out. Kicking it down the staircase with your feet,you sighed. When you are done you faced with his questioning eyes, which you responded with simple words.

“Don’t ask... Just let me stay.”

He pulled you in with no hesitation. You casually walked into his living room. He lived in this small cute place since he was sixteen and you have been here many times.

Tae followed you slowly. He left his body right beside you on the old faded green couch. You laid your head to his shoulder which melted his heart. He spoke with a deep voice while playing with your hair.

“What do you want to do?”

You bit down your lips.

“Lets grab some drinks...”

Tae’s smile was sweet and warm. He was warm. You knew he would be there for you no matter what. That was the reason he was the first place you ended up because you knew he would pick up the shattered pieces.

Tae grabbed some alcohol he had in the second hand vintage fridge he bought almost free. He casually placed them to the counter to open. Watching him work in that weeny square so called kitchen was distracting.

Soon he was back with drinks in hand. You were amazed when he placed them on the small table in front of the couch. After three glasses of his bomb mix Tae wrapped his arm around you.

“Okay spill... What happened?”

Alcohol going through your veins and taking your control, you giggled.

“He was with his ex fiancé... They probably had sex in his car...”

Tae placed his hand on yours.

“Y/N thats...”

You shook your head wildly.

“Not just that... I told him to kiss me Tae... Do you know what he said?”

TaeHyung’s pupils were dilated with the shock and anger got him.

“What? Why?!”

Covering your face with your hands you spoke, voice hoarse.

“I don’t know but he said he can’t.”

Tae was frustrated but he tried to stay calm. He had to keep it together for you. He kept his silence and waited for you to finish what you had to say.

“I have never been humiliated like this.”

Tae gently wrapped his fingers around your wrists and pulled your hands away from your face. He swiped the fallen pieces of your hair away gently.

“Look at me.”

Your eyes met his rather timidly.

“Y/N... He is not the guy to give you what you expect. I tried to warn you.”

You rolled your eyes with a loud hiss.

“I don’t need you to blame me Tae...”

He was quick to push your false assumption away.

“I don’t blame you.”

Tae licked his lips and struggled with his words while tearing his eyes away from you.

“I just can’t stand seeing you like this.”

All of a sudden he was back on his feet, holding his hand out for you. You stared at him in confusion.

“Lets go... Scream, shout... Let it all out.”

They idea did not seem bad besides anything was better than all this stuck in your chest. Tae filled your glass for one last time and all your cares left you. You took the pictures of the drinks and shared it on your snapchat.

Sloshing the shots down your throat you almost dragged Tae out. The night was chilly but you could not feel anything at all. Tae held your hand and you were back being yourself.

You walked down the street for a few meters than Tae led you to the left. Soon there was a fence. You just climbed to jump over the other side. The walls on each side were filled with any kind of graffiti and colorful writings.

Names of lovers, dates and swears. Tae found a half spray paint on the ground and handed it to you. With a devilish smile you pointed.

“There... I will write I am not a toy.”

Tae encouraged you with a smile. The bright yellow decorated the wall with your rebellion. Hearing footsteps Tae grabbed the spray paint, threw it away and rushed you out. You both ran side by side until your lungs burned.

Quiet and peaceful walks followed the next hour. You had no idea what time it was when you two got back to Tae’s cozy flat. You both were tired as hell as your bodies fell on the couch half numb. Tae fell asleep right away but you wanted to get rid of the jeans so bad.

Going to Tae’s bedroom you digged into his two door closet. Found some shirt hanged there you threw it on. The next thing you remember was waking up on his bed. With the loud knocking on the door.

JungKook tried to focus on something else but he could not. All he did was thinking about you. The bed specially designed from the best material for him was not comfortable at all. He sighed as he walked towards the window.

He watched the stars then the city below his feet. He wondered what were you doing out there without him. Why was he worried? If you were to do anything wrong he could terminate the contract and find someone else.

He was worried because he knew damn well where you probably were just hoped he was wrong. He wanted to call and check but stopped everytime he picked the phone. He left it back on his bed again with a loud sigh.

After mere two hours of sleep he dragged his tired body out of bed. Checking to see if there was anything from you. There was nothing from you but YugYeom. Since he was told to keep an eye on you YugYeom sent a the screenshots of the pictures you both shared on snapchat.

There were also a few pictures of you walking outside.

Skipping breakfast JungKook pulled a simple tshirt and leather jacket on. He grabbed his phone and fingers flied on the screen.

“Cancel the flight. I have something to take care of.”

He took his black Bugatti and literally took his anger from the asphalt. The indicator showed 300 when he almost reached to the apartment.

The car stood on the brakes. JungKook’s tight grip on the wheel finally got loose. He slammed the door behind and climbed the stairs quickly. His loud knock on the door woke you two up.

TaeHyung opened the door with half lid eyes. He just ragained his consciousness after facing the man standing right in front of him. The man who treated you as his toy and made you cry. Displeased, Tae grunted. Before he could say anything, you walked in.

“Mr Jeon.”

Eyes wide you stopped when you noticed his tall and built figure. JungKook eyed you from head to toe. He kept a poker face but his pitch black eyes were in flames.

“Y/N... We are leaving.”

TaeHyung stepped in and blocked you from his view.

“What if she doesn’t want to come with you?”

JungKook’s cold eyes landed on the man. His voice was sharp as a knife.

“I will deal with you later Kim TaeHyung...First I will take her back.”

TaeHyung’s fists turned into balls but you were quick to react.

“Tae don’t...”

You locked your eyes to JungKook.

“I will come... Leave him out of this.”

The door was slammed by Tae that you were sure to boil with rage. JungKook followed you behind. As soon as you took the seat in his car, he blew up.

“Keep him out of this ?! Really Y/N... You did not come just to stay with him?”

You just rolled your eyes at him with a loud hiss.

“I came here because he actually cares about me.”

JungKook’s long slender fingers grabbed the wheel roughly.

“So we are back at that again.”

His voice was dull but not impassible. He kept his eyes on the road.

“What happened last night?”

You bit down your lip. You just wanted to lie. You wanted to say Tae fucked your brains out till sunrise but you have never been a good liar. Telling the truth was the only option you had.

“Nothing happened alright... None of your damn rules were broken.”

He glanced at you again. He could read you well enough to tell you were being honest. A part of him felt relieved but jealousy was still eating him out.

“Its not rules Y/N..”

He just stopped himself. You kept staring out of the window. Your heart was pricked once again.

“Mr Jeon don’t... I know what it is. I let myself into this so I will do what it takes but don’t mess with Tae.”

JungKook just stopped the car by the red light and took a longer gaze at you. The rest of the road were gone in silence. JungKook parked the car where it was before and you stepped out right away. His steps followed your closely. As soon as you stepped into the mansion his question stopped you.

“Was the kiss that important?”

His sudden question surprised both of you and him right after it fell from his lips.He pressed them together as if that would take it back.

“You think? JungKook you came back home from another woman and you couldn’t even kiss me even though I asked ignoring my pride. You couldn’t make it more obvious that I am nothing.”

JungKook got closer to you. His hand caressed your cheek with a feathery touch. He pulled you closer and before you could catch up his lips were locked to yours. Warm, wet and sweet. He took his time with the kiss.Not being able to move you hesitantly put your hands on his arms. JungKook pulled away.

“If you meant nothing I would never come to get you from him. And nothing happened with JiHyo...”

Tae stood in front of the huge glass building in his suit and tie. Taking a deep breathe to calm down he walked in. He flashed a dazzling smile to the young girl at the front desk.

“Uhmmm... Min-Hae... I think such a pretty lady could help me.”

The girl was already head over heels.

“What did you want Mr...?”

Tae leaned in eyes locked to her.

“Kim TaeHyung... I really need to see Mr Jeon for something urgent.”

The smile fade away for a moment but she placed it back.

“Turn right and take the second elevator... Floor 13 Then turn left. He should be here any minute.″

TaeHyung winked at the innocent girl casually.

“Thanks. I will pay for this kind help.”

TaeHyung followed what he has been told and reached floor thirteen. Just as he turned left a well dressed young man stopped when he noticed him.

“Kim TaeHyung, isn’t it?”

Park Jimin casually asked.

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