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chocoberry-dream · 19 days

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Hello again kaisooists 🐧🐻 Little ole me has stumbled across something interesting 👀

Remember back on April 1st in 2016 when the news broke that ji and krys were dating and chahn yall posted this really odd and cryptic “headline” on his Instagram?

This randomly popped into my head the other day now that I’ve been missing kadi and thinking about them lately.

I remember at the time it was posted, everyone in the kaisoo tag was trying to decipher what he meant, if it was supposed to be an April fools joke or if it had anything to do with the dating news. If I remember correctly he’d posted it either right before or shortly after the news broke and was confirmed by Es Em.

So I decided to go over to chahn yall’s insta again to see what the comments on the post were bc it’s been so long and I was curious if anyone wrote any kaisoo related under it. But when I went to look for it, I noticed that it had either been archived or deleted.

I screen recorded for proof, the right side is hidden for privacy due to some ppl’s insta screen names being visible since I follow him. The dates of the post are magnified on the left side:

I can definitively say that it had been left up on his Instagram for months after kxk and I believe even up til they “broke up” but I’m not sure when or why it was removed.

Something that was also peculiar to me is that besides that screenshot from the tumblr above, it was INCREDIBLY difficult for me to find this post anywhere on the internet. Even chahn yall bias pages that repost his Instagram posts did not have this post anywhere to be found.

I searched for 20 minutes and was only able to find this screenshot here on tumblr and on a random Russian page:

There’s two things I want to mention here.

First I will explain the picture a bit more for those of you who may not know.

The mosaic picture in chahn y’all’s post is of KS in his role as Kang Woo for the drama “It’s Okay That’s Love”. In this drama, the main character Jae Yeol (played by Jo Insung) suffers from undiagnosed schizophrenia and befriends Kang Woo. But as his illness worsens it’s revealed that Kang Woo is not real and is a hallucination, representing Jae Yeol’s younger self. When Jae Yeol begins treatment, Kang Woo doesn’t appear to Jae Yeol anymore .

I don’t speak Korean but I think the correct translation of the headline title in the post would be “Actually, I’m hallucinating” indicating that he’s the one hallucinating and not Jae Yeol. Since his role in the drama was him as a hallucination it wouldn’t make sense to admit to being a hallucination.

At the time I initially thought “okay, maybe it’s some sort of lighthearted April fools joke and a playful jab and ks”. But as I thought about it, the joke didn’t really make much sense bc we already know after watching the drama that ks isn’t the one who was hallucinating.

Then after reading theories and thinking about it more, I thought it was weird to post that on the same day the kxk news came out. Which leads me to my second point: I do think it has something to do with kxk and here’s why.

As we all know egg sew had a concert that day, secret night. When the pictures came out ji looked like he’d been up crying all day and ks appeared to have tears in his eyes. They also were super awkward with each other and it seemed like ji looked apologetic about something and ks wouldn’t look at him. This was after a long period of not really interacting or showing skinship and of course all those pann and dispatch gay couple blind items disappearing.

So it made me think more about the insta post, how he said that actor D admits “actually, I’m hallucinating.” We all know that ks and chahn yall have a close friendship, and it seemed like the kxk scandal caught both ks and ji off guard, almost like they both found out this media play was happening on the same day, hours before the news went out. Was this post supposed to be a hint at ks’s feelings about the news breaking? Did kxk come as a surprise to him and make him feel like the entire relationship between him and ji was actually what wasn’t real to everyone else now, aka a hallucination?

It might be a reach, but I can’t think of any other reason behind why chahn yall would delete/archive that specific post but not any of the other ones. Unless you’re a kaisoo supporter the joke would seem to have no relation to the kxk scandal, so it’s really suspicious that it disappeared.

I also can’t say for sure, but I also wonder if SM has something to do with it being gone and almost no trace of it online or on fan archives. I noticed that after the kxk “break up” kaisoo went back to their own ways, but little by little different kadi blogs were deactivating and some fansites were disappearing abruptly. I’m talking hardcore kaisoo blogs and fansites that I would have never imagined would disappear (cuddlekaisoo, alvabear, kaiser-dolly, 8812 just for example, some of their posts are even hard to find here on tumblr). To this day I still am seeing things like “so-and-so-deactivated09122018” here on tumblr throughout the tag thinking to myself like “omg, this person was a super big kaisoo supporter and they deactivated? I would have never imagined..” 😶

Of course things happen, ppl move onto other things and maybe the second scandal with jinnie has something to do with it too, but it’s all just very odd to me. I’d love to know other ppl’s opinions about this too if you’re interested!🩷

#I’m writing this super late so sorry if something doesn’t make sense lol #if you need clarification or anything just lmk!#hope all my jagis are doing well haha #how are we surviving the ji drought bc let me tell you I am PARCHED ☹️#he needs to be discharged EXPIDITIOUSLY #I think I spelled that wrong lol #I can’t wait until 2025 😔💔#long tags are long #kaisoo #kadi #dika #beri theories

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marsneedstherapy · 9 months

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it's deranged posting hours (approximately 3am) and I am here to say I have never been smart enough for chloe gongs easter eggs, like the fhh tour announcement thing, yeah I stared at it for a good.... 2hrs could not figure it out... that screenshot of a tiktok draft... I have no clue and don't even get me started on how all the foreshadowing in her books goes directly over my head, my brain does not think critically when I read, my brain does not do thoughts when I read, yeah I was shocked when, Phoebe, Orion, Paul Dexter, Dimitri, Rosalind, Marshall, happened, but looking back it seems so obvious like especially Phoebe, girl had a whole church pamphlet and mysterious disappeared and reappeared when Preist related things happened, and I was sitting there being like "yeah this is normal she is not hiding anything or doing anything suspicious :D" the only thing I've ever picked up on was romajuliette being alive, THE ONLY THING bc I was insane and after I read ove I immediately was like "no I refuse to believe they died" just straight up said naH to them being dead, even wrote fic abt it, and so when I read flf I felt like chloe was backup my delusions so I actually realized that they weren't dead, and before it was confirmed I literally made like a red string board abt them, and I gave my therapist a 40min presentation on them, I literally told me therapist abt them

anyways that's my 3am rant over with I need sleep

#chloe gong #foul lady fortune #these violent delights #last violent call #our violent ends #romajuliette #benmars #orion hong #rosalind lang #secret shanghai #roma montagov #juliette cai #marshall seo #benedikt montagov

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yurucamp · 4 months

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are you viewing the asks in your askbox before you view them in email? tumblr has this tendency to delete asks youve clicked on and it will even do it through email sometimes. if its happening that you try viewing them from the app first andnthey never show up but they do in your email then its probably something else.

other possible causes are 1. asker has blocked you or their blog was deleted. the emails are generally permanent until you delete them yourself but the ask will usually disappear if the sender has blocked you or their blog is deleted (not always tho bc tumblrs code is bad)

if the emails have the name of the blog in them then you can test this by searching their blog. if it still exists and you arent blocked then its just tumblr working badly. asks get deleted very easily and by mistake a lot. frequently tumblr will just decide to delete them after you view them. and uf your askbox is empty but still says theres asks that just means your counter is off. its not fixable unfortunately.

if the asks are not showing up in your askbox bit the askers blog still exists then the asks are probably deleted. and if the blog doesnt exist or has blocked you then they are definitely gone. in the event the asker hasnt blocked you and their blog still exists or its anonymous then a lot of people just screenshot the email and answer it that way in a post

sorry this ask is kinda a mess. tumblrs code is really messy and theres aot of weird stuff about how it works so theres not really a single answer to this question unfortunately. ive had this problem before and for me it was tumblr just deciding to delete asks. but its hard to know exactly what the cause is all the time

btw i love ur art and ur game!!!!!

thank u!! hmm that might be it.. i don't understand how the website would "know" that i'd clicked on the email though because i don't open the link 🤔

i thought it might be that the blogs were deleted but it's happened maybe three or four times in the past two weeks, and they were all nice messages so i don't think the askers would block me either..

though i should be used to this site's quirks at this point i suppose! anyways thank you for taking the time to help me and i'm really sorry to anyone who i haven't responded to because of this, it won't bother me at all if you resend your ask!

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seasurfacefullofclouds1 · 11 months

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#but I also could pull up a hundred screenshots about ‘rads’#that basically serve to ostracize solo Louies who simply want a solo career for him

yes, i don't think this can be understood without having been there. bc i'm still here being annoying and bitter, it's easy to think all ~rads~ were just haters. but no. people who were so informative, focused on data and music only were chased off with smears. not talking about harry was the sin, because that meant thought crimes were being committed.

(but then again, they might not have lasted this long anyway, since time was also a factor. but yeah.)

The thing is that in 2017-18, it was hard to focus on music / business without having… an actual musical career.

There was dad content, boyfriend content, 1D-reunion-talk content, X factor judge content, am-I-actually-serious-about-a-solo-album-look-at-me-in-a-studio content, but it all led to empty promises. Miss You disappeared as if it was never anyone’s (Louis’, Sony’s, Syco’s) serious project. To this day, the topic of Miss You is avoided as if it’s radioactive— no interview questions are allowed, excluded from AOTV, never performed in public. So if solo fans were waiting and hoping for music, so they could focus on music, they were 1. frustrated by Louis and his team, and 2. mercilessly bullied/ harassed/ ostracized by other fans.

Remember prominent Larries calling Louies “sad trombones,” “tragedy porn addicts,” even Nazis— actual Hitler comparisons— for posts about Louis’ career. They’re still in the Tumblr Larrie fandom today, 98% focused on Harry now (to no one’s surprise) with very similar “Larrie” friends.

In those days, I was still a Larrie, I still liked Harry, and it still wasn’t totally clear to me what was happening. Louis’ music was still occasionally played on British radio, especially Hits Radio. I still had some hope that his career would be given the proper treatment once his album came out early 2019. In retrospect, 2018 me would have been surprised to learn that in 2023, Louis remains the only ex-1D member never to have done a BBC Live Lounge, and that 2023 Louis would make the best album of all the 1D boys but never be played on radio, never be the focus of any prominent festivals.

Anyway.

Despite the fact that Louis has had such a rocky career, watching his creativity grow has been worthwhile. However, as one fandom friend said,

He seems happy on stage. He can tour, do what he loves, have fun with the band and be the rockstar.

That all has an expiration date though, unless Louis brings in new fans. And nothing about his current set up is catered to doing that. It’s about sitting back and letting the fans he has do the heavy lifting for sales of music, merch and tickets. Obviously we do it because we love him - and because he’s never exploited us like that - he tries to be fair. But that article from his BMG rep was so aggravating, it definitely made me feel silly for spending money on many copies to get him his #1.

They need to be careful, any alienation of his fans will be impossible to recover from.

Today’s Larries need to do a lot of mental gymnastics to accept what they see, but they’re not bright and they’re not wedded to reality, which makes them the perfect Harry Styles/ anti-Louis Tomlinson fandom.

Sony and old Tumblr Larries helped to engineer this 2023 reality… big kudos to them for building Harry to who he became today. In 2023 Harry doesn’t really need Larries anymore, but he did in 2017-18, and they delivered.

#louis tomlinson #fandom #rads #larries #radical larries #l/harries #harry styles #Larries who are still fans of Harry Styles btw?#you don’t get a pass #for driving other fans out

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annislittleshopofhorrors · 1 year

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That shower video “someone” made has bothered me for months. I’m sure no one wants to rethink on this but I have some thoughts about the whole thing that may or may not be delusional. But really with everything that’s happened, is anything too far fetched ? Lol

So when you post a story to IG, I think it allows like an under 60 sec uploading time. Within that time frame, I think you can still delete the post without it being fully uploaded and seen by your followers (someone correct me if I’m wrong).

What if - “someone” made her shower show and then preemptively uploaded it to her IG story but as it was still uploading, SS and deleted it (again, I do not know how and if this is actually possible to do before the story completely uploads) and then deactivated.

After the deactivation, she knew ppl would be checking for her as they have for months. As ppl are wondering what happened to her, suddenly some dummy account on twitter (or was it tumblr? Or IG) asks if anyone else saw her post that story…and then the SS of the story are leaked. Idk if there was ever an actual video that made it around (I HOPE NOT) or if it was always screenshots only.

The source of the SS conveniently disappears or is never really traced? but the work is done. The pics are spread and there’s hope that ppl will feel sorry for her or that she’ll go viral and make the news (she doesn’t lol).

Her trolling friends are mysteriously silent and never address the situation. Her fans seem determined to ignore it completely and instead focus on her deactivating bc she was being bullied. (Which she was, TBF, but if she willingly posted a story like that on Beyoncé’s internet unprovoked I have to wonder about her priorities). Nobody around her orbit wants to address the situation but she then pops up on twitter two days later (that timing…so convenient).

Now I can’t prove any of this happened the way I described, but I have an even stronger inkling the truth may not be too far, bc of the most recent sister IG story.

Again - a mysterious SS appears out of thin air looking oddly like it might have been tampered with. Where did that second X on the top left hand corner come from? That’s not in regular IG stories or even screenshots of IG stories. Did her sister REALLY post a story tagging Cap A? Why would she have done that if not to make it so obvious where she was? And how did a private account IG story suddenly make its way through cyberspace when nothing from her sisters account has ever leaked to blogs b4? Surely if ppl had been checking for her before, there would have been other stories she posted - esp when they were together in Paris or elsewhere.

This SS has a backyard backdrop that would not mean anything to anyone unless it’s eagle eyed stalker fans who can recognize the man’s backyard (IDEK wanna go there). Then add that location tag…obvious trolling bc if it were just the background without the tag, I’d give her the benefit of the doubt. Assuming that the sister’s following would not see that post and know she was in his backyard. She adds the cap moniker tag and now the hint is clear as day. Then the SS gets sent to multiple tumblr blogs that are CE/fans. Get ppl talking, angry, riled up. Then “someone” follows a person who has a connection to her famous bf. It all unravels from there.

Now..why do all this? Why would you go thru all this trouble to troll? She could simply post a pic from his backyard herself. She could have posted a pic or video from inside his house in his bathroom showering if she really wanted. If she’s his SO, she’s allowed to do some of that within reason. IMO, she very much wants to keep up appearances that she’s super private and respectful of his privacy and she doesn’t troll. She’s above that and not like all of those other clout chasing women. However - by physically posing for that awful video, she literally proved she was proactive in creating that content. It’s not like it was a candid where she was doing something and was unaware she was being filmed. She posed willingly - that video was going to someone or somewhere intentionally. Her sister allegedly posting from his backyard and tagging that also means she wanted ppl to connect the dots.

Maybe all this is delusional overthinking on my part. There’s no way I can prove any of this is true. But I just don’t trust this chick. Can’t explain it.

Sweetheart, I hope you didn't wrote this long essay right after you woke up. 😅

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thrilling-oneway · 2 years

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Okay I wanted to make a post about my thoughts on the SIF 2 announcement yesterday. Might be quite long we'll see.

1. SIF 2 was pretty inevitable. I saw this announced coming a mile away. I started playing SIF at the beginning of the end, or at least for the EN server (read: August 25th 2020). Iirc the first event after I started was the Aqours flower crown one with Dance with Minotaurus as the song. So after the old format of 2 SRs, but before the 1 UR + 1 SSR + old event SR format. That weird period where they ran 7 SRs and then a party card (that wasn't released until months later bc EN sucked ass). I've seen Step Up boxes get removed, I've watched unidolised cards disappear, I've watched the UR rarity become a joke. I gave up waiting for new songs to be permanently implemented and I gave up waiting for new Master charts. I was there when EN got shut down. I was there for the Niji sprite R/SRs and the Liella screenshot cards. And most recently when the new schedule has massively slowed the release of content so that we're only now getting stuff that should've been released months ago. This game has been dying for so long and I can tell why now. While I haven't heard any news yet about the server being closed permanently, I wouldn't be surprised if it happens shortly after the release of SIF 2. Tbh I'm surprised the game lasted this long; when the EN server shutdown was announced me and a friend joked about how it wouldn't even make it to 9 years.

2. Is it really SIF 2 if we've had All Stars, 3 After School Activity games and Paradise (if you really want to count Paradise)?

3. On a more positive note: SIF 2!! As much as I love SIF and owe so much to it, the game has really been wearing me out. This seems like such a refreshing change of pace! Obviously we don't really know much yet but I'm looking forward to it. I hope this revives the popularity of SIF too, since I would like to not get bots in an event lobby for once in a while.

4. The card art is definitely catching my attention. We've only been shown a preview of what I'm assuming is Honoka's initial unidolised card, but the art is so pretty! SIFAS has gorgeous card art and old SIF art also slaps so the art for this game shouldn't disappoint. I'm gonna miss the actual card shaped cards that SIF has but I don't mind the bigger landscape cards.

5. EVERY SONG. EVERY FUCKING SONG. IS IN THIS GAME. Oh my days they did it they fucking did it. Finally. Also the remix and solos during events has really caught my eye. I'm assuming solos is just using the preexisting solo mixes for all μ's and some of Aqours songs, but remixes has got me curious. Do they mean like the Paradise remixes that were on that one compilation album? Or the ones from Aqours lives? Or completely new ones?

6. As for gameplay I hope they keep the 9 icon charts from SIF. Not only does the 9 member thing work but also it's such a fun style that not many other games use. I mean I wouldn't mind overly if they changed it to the bandori/pjsekai play style, but I will miss the SIF style. Also I have muscle memory for almost every chart so I just don't want them tp change. And I think it would be funny to watch bandori/pjsekai players suffer at the hands of Hajimari Road, Nico Puri Joushi Dou and Binetsu Kara Mystery etc etc. If they keep the same charts I hope there's a way to transfer data. Also if they change the play style I'll reinstall enstars because I need to be good at something.

7. I don't really have anything to say about the story it mostly likely won't be canon so does it really matter?

8. In terms of events I hope they keep something similar to the original. Especially Companion Match and Challenge Festival. Those are good. Token Collection can die in a fire. I mean something similar to bandori would be fine too. But if it's just like pjsekai marathon events then I don't want it.

9. Boy do I have something to say about team building. Team building and strat has always been a big part of SIF, and I hope they keep it in this game. And preferably closer to how SIF handles it because I still Do Not Understand SIFAS team building. SIF strat is very easily accessible too, you just build attribute based teams and use the right one for the song you are playing. Obviously if attribute merely became an event gimmick I won't be too fussed - that's how it is in all the other games I play - but I would definitely miss team building. ALSO IF THEY USE THE SAME SKILLS AS SIF HAS CURRENTLY I'LL BAIL GO BACK TO FAIR RATES.

#miles plays llsif #long post #i don't think anyone should ever ask me to talk about love live school idol festival again unless you want something like this long

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leafeonb · 4 years

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ok more dgs2 thoughts since I finished the game there will be spoilers of course so <3

#lulu.txt #aa lb #dgs lb #i am. trying to. formulate my thoughts but when i think about this game and what happened my mind is like *cries* *screams* *punches a wall #ah. the dai gyakuten saiban effect <3 #THE PART WHEN !! WHEN it was the books narrator talking and then it switched to iris made me tear up wtf 🥺🥺🥺 like...she wrote the books #so it makes sense that shes the narrator i :'-) congratulations iris youre a epic writer and also a baby i love you BUT ALSO AAAA 😭😭😭#when iris got sad over ryuu leaving and she was like 'but youre coming back...right? 🥺' and ryuu said ITS A PROMISE THAT HE'LL BE BACK 😭#BRO...also it was from another moment but when iris was talking about how she has the best dad in the world and her dad is sherlock i 🥺🥺🥺#i love this family so fucking much. all of their interactions make me so happy its just :') OH MY GOD. AND THAT LAST SCENE I 🥺#the voiced lines were so. oh my god. i was just *burst into tears* the emotion in their voices 🥺 i love the scenes with voiced lines #AND ALSO OOOUGHH ASOUGI SMILED SO MUCH AT THAT SCENE I...ok. 🥺 hes happy because hes now reunited with ryuu and susato and everyone like #oh my god hes not alone anymore and his friends are here. and this is a happy moment and 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you....but also *kicks the dgs2 ending*#FUCK YOUUUU. SHUT THE FUCK UP some stuff is making me so mad if i think about it for too long. i wont <3 not on this post.#HE DIDNT EVEN GET A PROPER REUNION WITH HIS FRIENDS THIS IS SO GRRRR GRRR violence i feel violence *throws a copy of dgs2 off the window*#ok alright lets continue talking about the moments that made me 🥺 okay ok hold on. when i was watching this i was #'oh my god i feel like crying' the entire time. help. THE OST IS NOT HELPING ME. anyways. i...wuv his smile 🥺 he was so happy 🥺🥺#NOOOOO THE ENDING SCENE NOOOOO 😭😭😭😭 OOUGHH when ryuu was talking to everyone before finally getting on the ship.....🥺#and mr holmes said that the world is smaller than we think....so of course they'll be able to visit them i 🥺 ok...please visit each other #that made me so fucking sad hellppp. OK ANYWAYS. FUCK nooo i dont want to cry reading this one screenshot of the moment #where its iris voice narrating the book...when mr holmes was talking about how when u close ur eyes and rememeber all the fond memories #its just like u are with ur friends again...and u can hear a familiar voice 🥺....ok. AND THE CREDITS!!!#i love how aa credits are always showing how everyone is doing after the game or just some of the characters thoughts about what happened..#HAORI!! SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW SUSATO 😭😭 i miss haori so much dgs2-1 is one of my fave cases #asougis dialogue at the credits of dgs2....bro o<-< no matter what his fate was he just knew that he wanted ryuu to be with him......#I CARE THEM 😭😭😭 ALSO THE PHOTO AT THE ENDING....I 🥺 and WAIT OMG..was that ryuus daruma doll at the ending...like #this time the right eye was painted...ryuu what was ur goal....😢 ANYWAYS. THE PHOTO. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #AND ALSO. THE OTHER CREDITS. THEY DID IT AGAIN WITH THE CHARACTERS WALKING TOGETHER UNTIL THE END the music was playing and i was just 😢😢#mr holmes then disappeared at a time but it was bc he went on the investigation with yuujin AND THEN THEY WERE TAP DANCING #that was such a nice detail i :') yuujin knows how to tap dance omg AND ALSO...ASOUGI ONLY APPEARED AT THE END I 🥺 ok tag number 30......

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dearly · 3 years

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Hi. I found your blog very recently and I found out that you were one of the og solo Louie so I thought it's best to ask you about this. So I was a casual fan during 1d. But left the fandom in 2015 right before louis "LA party boy Era" and i became a solo Louie this year. All I know from that Louis fuck boy Era is pictures. Clubbing with different girls and his car full of girls and his friends. Without any context. Is it true that he never took those dirls home? Or that some girls said that when they got to his place he disappeared and it was just his friends? Like is there any receipt about that whole thing? And how was the fandom's dynamic back then? How did everyone react when his image started to shift so drastically?

i wasn't around back then but i heard a lot of stories and i've been meticulously trying to archive so, some observations:

- looking back at ALL those club pics it all looks quite tame. we got ~*incriminating snapchat photos via DM*~ from that infamous wild night, you can judge for yourself what it looks like. there was a bunch of highlights in that louis crammed himself on calvin's lap at one point, oh wait it happened another time *this didn't look safe) oli and the cousin(?) seemed to be getting on (gross). sometimes the appearances coincided with convenient azoff info.

- "receipt" about the LA partying, one of the girls clearing something up. does this count?

- fandom had already been primed by @goodbyeadulthood the "insider and/or plant" information on image control and had even created a post about how easy it would be to rebrand the boys, louis as a womanizer, for one. (before disappearing GBA pushed the idea that niall would imminently take over as the band's 'frontman' and harry be more in the shadows.) some people thought it was nice the he was having fun.

- there was also a general consensus that a rebrand was happening because there were some good articles around the time--Project No Control took place around then too, and it was acknowledged by everyone and well received.

-of course it's not fandom without bullying;

which may have occured bc....

- "big larries" said this was a plan from papa azoff. (they also thought the weed video and douis were azoff moves.) "big larries" led by emmie also set up a private blog to discuss what they should and shouldn't promote on their blogs, including partyboy louis; holo and h v ot3 was also supposed to be suppressed and dismissed (i can't find that post now but the screenshots are still there.)

eta: oh yeah louis was partying with taylor at one point, and that was considered a very big deal 1/2

#there are ppl here who definitely pre-date me #but some aren't that active #fandom history #2015

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twdmusicboxmystery · 2 years

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Emily posted two interesting songs on her story today. And both names reminded me of this episode that comes out today. Thoughts?

I'm so sorry, but I totally missed this. Even if I can't answer an Ask right away, if they have to deal with the IG stories (which they often do bc both Emily and Norman are big on those) I try to go get screenshots before the stories disappear, but this one got totally buried and the stories will be long gone by now. Do you happen to remember the names of the songs she posted?

Sorry 'bout that. Xoxo! ☔️💓

#beth greene #beth greene lives #beth is alive #beth is coming #td theory #td theories #team delusional #team defiance #beth is almost here #bethyl

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marksloan · 3 years

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woah, can you tell us what happened with your dad and aunt? and how buzzfeed wanted to help? i am so curious

oh lord this is a story and a half. i can't believe i've actually never spoken about this before??

if you want a story about a messy family, buzzfeed unsolved being like aight yeah this is sus we want to help out, and my dwindling sanity, this is all going to be under the cut~

also side note, i have receipts of most things because we were terrified that my dad was going to gaslight about everything which, eventually, he did. we also knew that a lot of things were going to be deleted off of the internet for reasons we didn't know, so this is why i have a lot of shit just lying around omg. i literally sat here and watched every piece of evidence get deleted as i refreshed the page so this is the best i can do

TD;LR: we found out that my dad had a secret twin sister and he did everything he could to hide her from us alongside her mysterious death.

a few years ago, i started doing ancestry so i could find my family history and one thing lead to another and i found out that my aunt on my dad's side had also made a tree. while going through the birth records for births in the same area/time frame as my dad's birth, i found that there was a second kid listed under a mother with the same last name AND maiden name (because they list both the father and the mother's last name) alongside the same area code. this was super weird because neither name is super common and it was just a little too weird.

(name blocked out because ohhh boy this is supposed to be a sensitive family issue LMAO)

(here's some receipts of me messaging a friend on facebook because this whole situation is insane and i feel like i need to back myself up bc not even i'd believe myself omg)

flash forward to me going onto my aunt's family tree and finding out that she'd listed this random woman as my dad's twin sister. beyond sketch. we have never heard of this random woman and, when i mentioned it to my mother a few weeks later, she had no idea about it either, although, after a few days, she did recall a conversation she'd had with my uncle (my dad's older sister's husband) when my parents had just started dating. she said that he'd made a comment about my dad and just jokingly said 'oh, it's like a twin thing' and, very confused, my mum had played along. she hadn't thought much about it until i was sat there showing her screenshots of some random woman on my aunt's family tree. basically, she was fairly sure that it was right just from the genuine vibe of that side of the family, they're ex-military and very secretive and we've always got the feeling that something was a bit off.

she told me not to mention it to my dad and like a dumbass i did. i told him about the random woman on this family tree and he was PISSED. he told me that it was wrong and that 'it was easy to get lost and find the wrong people', despite being an account that was actively linked to his older sister's facebook account, and i decided to drop it. my dad can make your life hell when he wants to and i just left it alone.

but then my sister got involved oml. she picked right where i left off during quarantine in the summer and immediately dove right into this twin sister mystery. she discovered that this woman had died in the 90's, right before my parents got together, right in the vicinity that my dad's family moved (which, if you remember, they're military so they basically moved around the uk a lot. for someone who was originally was born in the north of the uk to randomly turn up and die in the most specific, random southern town was more than a coincidence.) however, my sisters ability to investigate extended a lot more than I did; she actually messaged my aunt over facebook and asked about this mystery woman that.

it didn't go well.

at the same time, she started tweeting about it on twitter and jokingly started saying 'oh maybe buzzfeed unsolved would be interested?'. this all happened around a week after aria uploaded his first(?) video investigating his father's best friend disappearing. i'm not sure what drove my sister to message aria but she eventually sent him a message on instagram and he (somehow???) responded and was very interested in helping us with our little family mystery.

this is what he sent my sister in response to her DMS.:

basically, this woman was impossible to trace. she only had a birth certificate and a death certificate, which in itself is very weird because in the uk you can at least follow people around the country with the regular census.

when my sister messaged my aunt we noticed that my dad was getting a lot of text messages constantly while he was out in the garden. we were deadass sat there listening to his phone just ping over and over. so my sister (like a stan twitter psychopath) decided to reset her twitter password, of which was linked to my dads phone and ended up actually going through his text messages.

i can't find the sc (my sister got a new insta account and it's what she sent me all the scs through) but if i remember rightly she sent him a message that was like: they're asking about [insert nickname for the twin sister] what should i say? and my dad I SHIT YOU NOT answered with i'll handle it. like I'm sorry sir is this an action movie? ur a taxi driver not james bond sit the fuck down.

(EDIT I FOUND IT IN A FACEBOOK CONVO)

f(he also, notably, lied to us and said that his sister had all of the family photos ~~~ imagine the way my ass fell out of my stomach when i read these text messages.)

we mentioned aria to my mum and explained how he might be able to help but she was very against it. instead, she took me and my sister out for dinner when quarantine eased (cmon eat to help out) and sent my dad a thick ass paragraph. i can't remember what it said for sure but there was something like 'do you want to be remembered as a liar by your kids because they're either going to find out the truth now or after your dead? its your choice xoxo'. god I'm so excited for the therapy I'm going to need in twenty years about my trust issues.

basically he admitted that it was true, but only over text message. he didn't give us any information, nor will he admit it in person or even speak about it. we know nothing other than the fact that this woman caused a lot of family drama and probably trauma and that they refuse to talk about her due to something she did to my grandmother (who as you can tell from the ancestry sc above, is long deceased.) basically this whole thing was a shit show and eventually aria agreed that there were too many messy factors, mental health and privacy etc.

there's a lot more involved surprisingly that i had to condense into this post but hopefully that explains it a bit. like i said, i'm beyond excited for this to cripple my ability to trust my family and men in particular and i'm just so excited for the therapy I'm going to need!

#buzzfeed unsolved #buzzfeed #soph talks #true crime #answered #anon #soph answers #aria inthavong #storytime #god this is so messy reading it back and i've missed so fucking much

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almaasi · 3 years

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reaction post typed while watching SPN 15x18 “Despair”

WOW TODAY SURE IS A DAY, HUH

04:40pm

Y’ALL

I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS

I KNOW WHAT’S COMING

BUT AM I PREPARED?

my post leading up to this: https://almaasi.tumblr.com/post/634003656411381760/i-have-seen-the-spn-spoilers-okay-okay-okay

i found a faster torrent and there are 7 minutes until it’s done I’M GONNA GO WANDER AROUND FOR A BIT BRB

04:51pm

window is blacked out

i am as ready as i can be, i think