#i yelled at my best friend for a while

[lobotomyladylives]

there is literally no human experience better than pulling out a gun and pointing it at a man who has been harassing you btw

#i usually open carry to avoid these interactions altogether but back when i conceal carried i got to do this once. #it was the BEST lol. i cant even describe the changes his expression went through #he was just following me for a few blocks while i was walking from my friends house to the train at night and kept yelling nasty shit so #when i realized he was getting closer i just turned around with my glock in my hand . problem solved! #my post

[anxiously-sidequesting]

SPEAKING OF WHICH are there like any chill wizard101 discord servers or group chats that I could join. Or if anyone just wanna add me on discord shoot me a tumblr DM because I'm lonely and I like you guys :)

#ive had this thought for a while BUT IM JUST SHY. but after the soap opera morganthe dream i just had i need wizard friends to yell at #i got like one wizard mutual on discord already. if youre reading this you know who u are. love you /p <3 #other than that one person NONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON DISCORD PLAY THE GAME AND IM LOBELY #I WANNA TALK ABOUT WIZARDS AND SHIT #altho ill probably be a useless discord discussion partner because i have no literary comprehension- #-and i havent played the source material in years. okay #all my knowledge on wizard101 is either personal headcanons im now considering as facts or secondhand knowledge from the internet #also my ocs. i love talking about my ocs even though they have the depth of cardboard #ALSO LOVE HEARING ABOUT OTHER PPLS OCS THATS MY FAVORITE THING TO READ FROM MY FRIENDS #like you could dm me at 4 in the morning to talk about your ocs i would be so happy #altho fair warning i can suck at dms bc im an anxious little chihuahua so if ur gonna add me i must warn u. i text back 5 years later #either i send 200 messages in the span of 5 minutes or you wont hear from me until we're both 30. sorry thats just the autism for u #BUT YEAH if anyone wants to add me they can #this fandom is like the only fandom in the world im comfy with interacting with LMAO #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts

[solarshadow]

#xD my best friend yelled at me while I was taking these #she needed help with navigating a puzzle #and I got distracted lol #Just: STOP TAKING PICTURES AND HELP ME #Lol #kaedehara kazuha #genshin impact

[aeb-art]

this is so stupid

[my handwriting is too messy here so i'll type it out under the cut]

First Day ☀️

Sun: "Oh, it's so nice to meet you!"

me: "Nice to meet you too <3"

End of First Week ☀️

Sun: "You work so slow! and you can't keep messing up! I have no more patie[nce] for you and-!"

First Day 🌙

Moon, thinking: "New toy <3"

Moon, aloud: "Hehehehehe"

an arrow pointing at me with text that reads: "Watches too many horror movies for it to work"

End of First Week 🌙

Moon: "Play?"

me: "I told you I have plans after work"

Moon: "But [the word please scribbled out because it was too illegible] :( Please?"

#2024 #sunnydrop #moondrop #self insert #self ship #sun x self insert #moon x self insert #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #moon is gonna get me to flinch and yelp but it's too silly to be afraid of sorry #that's my silly cricket my best friend #sunny......... well i made my insert blushing while she yells at me you can guess what's going on in my brain #actually idk if i should tag ship for the moon one.... that is wholy platonic at the time the comic takes place

[dollsuguru]

let it be known…. bestie!sukuna does a killer winged eyeliner

#sharp enough to cut a man and that’s his goal i just know he does the meanest winged eyeliner for you in class #you hand him the pen w/o saying a word and he’s immediately grabbing the back of your head to steady you #if suguru sees that he’s like What Thw Fuck Is going onnimm gonna be Sick #firmly believe that reader & everyone in school has a mini crush on sukuna #i say mini bc he is so fucking sexy but the moment he opens his mouth you’re like damn… i regret all my life choices why’s he yelling at me #anyways. reader is the only one who can tolerate sukuna and vice versa <3 reader is friendly so everyone loves them #but like. BEST FRIEND wise? it’s sukie & reader til death does them part 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 i love them so much idk why their dynamic makes me so happy #okay i’m just talking to myself in the tags rn hmmm how do i want him to look #pink hair + black undercut OBVIOUSLY. face tatts/body tatts OBVIOUSLY. #ear piercings + helix + industrials + eyebrow piercing + nose piercing + snake bites + tongue piercing OBVIOUSLY #he’d also wear reading glasses. FKN nerd 😹😹😹 i have 20/20 vision i can’t relate 🤭🤭🤭 #immaculately dressed & insanely intelligent you can call sukuna a lot of things but you can’t call him ugly or dumb #i think he’d have reader’s birth flower tattooed on him too just as a nod to how much he loves/cares for them <3 #where should he work… maybe at the same tattoo shop as suguru? yeah maybe that could work #sukie’ll be a piercer while sugu is a tattooist yeah that checks out #maybe they’re in the same frat? yeah that could work part 2 #okay YAY cool i’m glad i’m fleshing him out :3 #snippets #personal

[skeleton-or-die]

The sweetest and most perfect terminally ill puppy ever

#she's only 4 years old #i am not a dog person. i actually really dont like the majority of dogs. this is my favorite dog ever. this is my best friend. #she hangs out under my desk while i play video games and she tries to shake hands for my food #she stands on top of me while im sleeping and yells to go outside #when i scratch the top of her head she closes her eyes and sticks her tongue out #i dont know what to do haha

[dearreader]

anytime i share a story from my sorority time i feel like all of you react like this:

#me: so yeah i was yelled at and berated in front of the active chapter cause while i knew the answers to their questions i didn’t know #the answer verbatim like they wanted and i was the only one brave enough to take the yelling so i ended up crying in front of forty girls #and no one cared and lster i was told people liked looking at me because i took it all so seriously #also my best friend demi knew all the answers but since she knew them she wasn’t allowed to answer cause they wanted to humiliate us #y’all: 😳 #kelly babels #sorority tag

[sleepdeprivationandcoffee]

If any of you plan on having kids, please for your sake please have a good support system. I mean people who will take kiddo for a few hours so you can sleep/clean/relax without stressing, people who will help with chores and help pick up the slack when you start feeling worn thin, and people who will encourage and remind you that you’re doing great. It’s so so so hard when you can’t get the help you need.

Future parents, please do this for yourself. Please ask for help and build yourself a safety net of people you trust to care for you like you would care for them.

#I’m am not great and it’s not my kid’s fault at all #I just physically have not been away from her more than 2 weeks (collectively) since she was born #I have had little to no babysitting #my partner daughter and I share a room with our dog #while cleaning his parent’s hoard so we can have more space in the downstairs #my family has been so weird going between actually loving to cold/rude/critical when I don’t let them treat me like a doormat #my CPTSD and bipolar have been ripping me apart mentally #I’m so so so tired and sad and upset and guilty for everything I’m feeling #for little outbursts of yelling/slamming stuff down/shutting down entirely/feeling disdainful towards everyone around me for short periods #none of this is okay #I’m trying so hard to get the help I need and I’m getting there I’m so close guys I’m so close #but I’m breaking under the weight of it all #if it wasn’t for my partner I would’ve certainly killed myself in the past couple years #he’s been my rock and best friend from the moment I met him #and he’s the only thing keeping me together #uuuugh long rant uh #just please take care of yourself before you lose friends and find familial relationships stressed/broken

[jrueships]

the mayor of turkey trying to get people to vote alpey for Allstar 😭😭

#alpey (who has realized his power) trying to get jabari into allstar too by making use of his turkey influence: @ turkey mayor #jabari my boyfran #now all of turkey is deadset on getting the prince and prince of turkey into the allstar game bcs jabari is alpey boyfran #jabari is unaware of the tweet bcs hes trying to grow a moustache #alpey awkwardly having to slide an arm over jabari while they sit two seats apart (jabari thinks a brainworm is trying to enter him again) #turkish interviewers after another jabari yelling at alpey crimescene: what were u two arguing about 😦!! u guys are our otp ☹️!!! #alpey: nono me & my girl dont argue #alpey: she bash my head in with a rock & i walk it off like a man #reporters shocked & genuinely curious: JABARI!JABARI!! IS IT TRUE YOU BASH IN ALPEYS HEAD WITH A ROCK!!!?!?! #jabari who doesnt know whats going on but craves violence: sometimes. #how will this affect the Gunsmith legacy?!?!?? #⁉️⁉️ #when jabari eventually finds out theyre supposedly dating by jalen joking abt gup designing their outfits for marriage #and tari wanting to be the best man while forcing tyty to be the flowergirl bcs ppl would believe it #alpey expects him to be upset abt the whole fake dating thing but instead jabaris embarrassed and pissed #that alpey thinks jabari needs his help when it comes to popularity bcs DAMMIT!! HES SUPPOSED TO BE HIGH PICK! N OT ALPEY!! wheres HIS fans #why isnt ATLANTA showing out !?!??? <- theyre crazy #and alpeys semi relieved bcs he just thought of the fake dating plan to help his teammate out #who he thought rlly deserved it due to his hard work and underappreciated lack of showmanship #but then he hears how much of a 'my best friend jabari <3 the loser <3' it sounds and feels bad #they dont make up #jabari bashes alpeys head in with a rock and alpey walks it off like a man

[flippedorbit]

do you want me to fucking go off on you? do you truly fucking want that mother?

#“oh you and your sister never listen to me and blah blah blah” we fucking do (or at the very least i do) #“you guys never help out” does me doing the litter and taking out the trash and on occasion hand washing the dishes mean #fucking nothing to you? does me sweeping the floor every once in a while because you chose to keep us in an area that is ALL SAND/DIRT ROAD #for whatever stupid ass reason also meaningless? does me doing my damn best to help out mean fucking nothing? #do you want me to kill my self. do you want to lose your eldest child to something YOU could have fucking prevented all because you can’t #stop being a bitch to him all the time? do you really fucking want that mom? because at this rate i am once again on the road to fucking #attempting it. i’m so god damn sick of how you treat me. the only time i can do anything i want is at night. i stay up super late playing #games with my friends because its the only time in the day when you aren’t bitching and whining for me to do something you don’t want to do #for the past several days i’ve been up until five in the damn morning just to do something that makes me happy. #you misgender me. you deadname me. you refuse to accept any aspect of my identity. you don’t treat me like a god damn person. #i have so many different ways i can consider attempting if i truly wanted to. the only thing keeping me alive is my friends. because they a #least show that they fucking care and actively want to do things with me. like group drawing or playing video games. #YOU on the other hand; mother; yell and get mad at me over the stupidest shit and never fucking apologize. #i cannot recall a singular time you’ve apologized for being a complete bitch to me over something so fucking unimportant. #and yet i’m expected to be completely fucking fine and happy all because you provide me with the bare fucking minimum. #”i clothe and feed and provide a place for you to live” THAT IS THE BARE FUCKING MINIMUM. sure you could argue over the fact i’m 18 and #should be out working somewhere. but you give me so few opportunities for going places and even considering getting a job or finally gettin #my driver’s license. plus i would rather fucking die than work any food service or customer service job. because i’d be going somewhere #where i’d mostly get talked down to or yelled and then come home and have the same shit done after working for hours and getting minimal #pay. i’d rather work on my own fucking terms with commissions than go into any job where i have to interact with others in public for any #reason. where i’d be treated just the same as at home. like someone who isn’t a person and doesn’t deserve anyone to be nice to them. #i constantly so desperately wish that maybe one day soon i’d find someone to be with romantically and that i could maybe live with them and #get out of this hell hole that i’m supposed to call home. to go somewhere and have my efforts appreciated. to go somewhere where i’d #actually fucking be loved. i shouldn’t have to wish so god damn hard for a better life all because my mother can’t fucking treat me like a #person with hopes and dreams and thoughts and feelings. #i’m ending this rant here before i get too angry and upset. see you all in maybe an hour. #suicide mention #ask to tag

[reserwrekt]

But what if I've felt like I'm too traumatized to have friends, practically since I was born?

#ptsd #cptsd #being afab and constsntly yelled at for everything especially my autistic traits #being given away and given up on like a puppy that ppl view as an object #never living anywhere longer than a year a constant chsnging school environment #never knowing where i was going to be next year or what foster family I'll get this time #foster parents were shitty towards me #ive been kicked while i was already down so many times. every big life trauma from kidnapping to csa to best friend passing away #people used my brother passing away as a reason to leave me? because they did fucking nothing and although i never pointed it out #they knew it. they abandoned both of us and saw one die and then abandoned me too #ive literally never done anything but stand up for them and k myself for them and im tired of finding people #who say they can love me and they treat me like i don't exist. oh im not your vacation friend. or your craft friend.. or holiday friend.. #i just feel like this is the rest of my life #and i feel truly alone and i haven't known how to cope. i don't know anyone else who spent their entire childhood in foster care and hospita #and the people i did know are in a different place than me as in violent and acting out and refuse to process things #last time i felt like this i started acting in a way i didn't like- not violent but just in a way i didn't like. #i feel like the only way to avoid reverting back is to isolate #personal #vent

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#when i was growing up my mom Only gave me incredibly inappropriate advice lmao. #i was raised by my toxic high school best friend-- except she was like that my whole life lmao. #she told me once to corner this girl i had problems w in the bathroom during class one day&beat the fuck out of her #&if i did to call my mom before i did it so she could call school&tell them she was taking me the period before so i had an alibi lmao. #she gossiped about me to my friends when she was angry w me-- something that actually ruined my life in a real way #when she was angry at me so she told a friend of mine i was cheating on my boyfriend at the time so that 'friend' told him #(she just wanted him to know he deserved better&she was there for him if he needed someone to talk to :)) #&he beat me almost to death+threw me off the back of his motorcycle lmao. #when i mentioned that he thought i was cheating on him to my mom bc of a friend telling him i was my moms immediate response was to #deny vehemently that she has anything at all to do w it-- something i had not thought of until right then&realized the time my then bf #thought i cheated on him my mom was the only person who knew i had gone out. shed actually threatened to tell him herself #bc i was out bc i was arguing w her at the time lmao. #every memory i have of that woman makes me feel queasy lmao. #every time she yelled at me&told me i was depressing&i ruined everything w my horrible attitude. #the time she told me she didnt want to wait for me while i was limping up stairs bc she was in a bad mood&we were late for a movie #she wanted to see so she literally stomped her foot before yelling at me to hurry up lmao. #every time she called me selfish&cruel&insisted that the problem in every relationship i had was me #ESP the relationship i had w her. #i miss my mom sometimes. i hate my mom a lot of the time. #but more than anything i am just so fucking grateful she's out of my life. #i dont think ive changed a whole lot at my core throughout my life but im absolutely positive cutting her out of my life made it possible #for me to be a better person just in general.

[katierosefun]

you know that funny feeling in your chest when you realize your life looks more and more like the stories that you used to dream about because a year ago, i thought i’d be six feet under and i only ever wrote stories about one person cooking and the other doing the dishes, and now tonight, i got to cook someone a bunch of food, and the other person did the dishes, and i walked them to the train and maybe life is good

#caroline talks #oh and just in case #tw suicide mention #no joke i really did think that i wasn't going to live to make it to thanksgiving of 2021 #and then i thought i wasn't going to live to make it to my graduation #but like. yo. #life is still weird and hard in a lot of ways #but today i cooked dinner for someone and they cleaned my dishes #and last weekend i slept at their place and they insisted i take the bed while they sleep on the beanbag #and we talked until 2 am just giggling and laughing #and u know. life is okay. #they like to lay their head on my shoulder in public and they yell 'CAROLINEEEE!!! MY BEST FRIEND!!!' and i have to #sheepishly talk to someone through the crook of their arm bc they're hugging me so hard #and you know. you know what i think made me tear up the most #was when they said 'caroline's my best friend :) she's my anchor :)' #that's. that's the thing that made me cry and i don't think they realize just how much that made me glad that oh god i'm glad i didn't die #and don't get me wrong it's not just that #my friends from undergrad are amazing #i saw them last weekend and my friend drove me back and she goes '!!! :) I LIKE CAROLINE TIME!!! :) I LIKE CAROLINE TIME SO MUCH!!!' #and it made me feel like crying #and then i visited another one of my friends and she goes ':) i am so glad you came :'))' #and then i had dinner with ANOTHER friend and we talked until 10 pm and i felt so :'))) by the end of it #it's just like. life is okay. #i sometimes have moments when i don't feel okay. #but lately i've been trying more and more often to remember. that there are people. #who are not .... ill-intentioned. and they make friends bc they want to make friends #not because they want something from me. and i think that keeps me going. #it really keeps me going and pulls me back from the ledge time and time again i think #my friends have always been the best of me and etc etc etc #ANYWAYS! time to do my law readings now hahaha

[akaanonymouth]

Big loves to all in the Berena fandom for once more seeing me through another death, another period of whatthefuckery and all the shit that comes with it; the fics, the GIFs, the meta, the tags, they're all getting me through and giving my brain something else to hold on to when it feels like I'm just... I dunno. Nothing, I guess.

#it's a dark time lads #but there's gaps and cracks where the light shines through #i just love Berena and the fandom it's like a good snuggle on the couch with a cosy blanket and all the best movies on t'big screen #(and the occassional throw of handfuls of popcorn whilst yelling at the screen) #I'm not very present but I'm kind of always here lurking somewhere just... #absorbing the beauty y'all make from a beautiful pairing #and my friend is dead. and it's weird and sad as fuck and it's going to take a while to deal with all that cos at this point #i can't make anymore lemonade i think i just gotta suck the lemons #or something i dunno anyway. being on my 5th quiet night shift got me all up in my feelings

[nazumichi]

concept art glasses-wearing shirou i love u

#raii talks a lot #HELLO I ♥️ BEING RIGHT #not gonna post it bc i’m on mobile but it’s good it feels right trust me…. glasses in beast form too this man can’t see shit #i knew they had bad vision from staying up constantly all those flashing city lights i knew it #every time they go to throw hands the rose in the back of their head yells WAIT and shirou stops and carefully passes their glasses to #michiru. they go through so many pairs so regularly you would think simply Not Fighting While Wearing Glasses would be obvious but #concept art my absolute best friend concept art thank u for my whole LIFE

[glitternsparkles]

feeling content and sufficient again. it'll be just me and my little movies for a while and that's enough for me and for once im okay w it.

#stuff happened and my priorities have changed #a big shift in my lifr and suddenly my entire mind has shifted #where i was still mourning the loss of a best friend/ship now im just like . im free from those thoughts #the new situation is still hard but its teaching me why tf i should still care about what happened like its over and its done #theres no point dwelling on it and bc of the new situation i dont even have time to dwell on it #which is so good like theres other things to worry about then do keep digging my ow grave dear god #i really needed this #posting to get my thoughts out and get clarity #but day in day out ive been watching films in my language and just . i was watching a really vute romance one just now #till my parents yelled at me to turn it ofg since its late #but anyway it makes me happy and itll be like this for a while but its fine and i will be fine #to anyone reading this i hope youre doing well and i hope good things come ur way and i love you so much ! #just me and my silly lil films 5ever fr #my language and culture bring me so muvh comfort its unbelievable. nothing can beat it