#i'm a woman possESSED

[total-mkulia]

Fellas, is it gay to-- *gets attacked by bear*

#I'm a woman possessed #td 2023 #td julia #td mk #mkulia #td spoilers #my art

[matchadobo]

yes i posted two fucking headcanons for kidd's bday aND WHAT ABT IT???? 🥵🥺

#cha rambles #i'm a woman possessed

[pastelpaperplanes]

Art Dump!!

want to see me draw a floating head? want to see me do it again? want to see me do it again? want t

#transformers #my art #anyways. I’ve gotten back into doodling across every scrap of paper I can get my hands on #here’s the digitalized versions!! Lots of random stuff but mostly OCS #Papillon and Firstwatch make me CRAZYYYY I’ve been doodling them like a woman possessed. y’all they’re just so pretty 🥺🥺 #also I've perfected at least the head of a new Megop kiddo! I've drawn her body before but I'm still making changes #No official name yet but I'm leaning towards Eudora! #….looking at the megop fam line up. Megatron's genes DID NOT even put up a FIGHT #and ALSO a singular Blitzbee that encapsulates their dynamic perfectly dare I say #papillon #Firstwatch #blitzwing #bumblebee #Optimus prime #megatron #crusade #transformers animated #maccadam

[vividblaze]

My thief is out there stealin' hearts instead.

#dragon's dogma #dragon's dogma 2 #amadeus: i know you just woke up but i'm back from the rift and gotta tell you about how strong this one arisen i met was #kyrie (an insufferably possessive and jealous woman): absolutely not... #ty to that one arisen who keeps hiring my pawn and leaving a heart rating lmfao(???) #if you're aiming for that reverse harem playthrough I AM WISHING YOU THE BEST HUSBANDO LAIFU 🫡 #also sorry for not upgrading his gear in a while because aesthetics/fashion is my priority

[paperlovesadness]

I do not understand how people can call this man grandpa. I mean aside from the fact that the ageism drives me mad (and how is 37 old???) - this man is a literal babygirl. LOOK AT IM

#ahhh #I'm fully possessed by the babygirlifying urge again #it's just... I MEAN look at this meow meow #little ray of sunshine kitten #(there is nothing quite like comparing grown men to tiny floofy animals) #(I have yet to find something else that gives me the same type of high) #(I don't need to though. this works great) #(I am woman! watch me take some sense of control back thanks to calling men cutesy names!) #// #my posts #unhinged

[renjirukia]

i've brought this up before i'm sure, but byakuya being sooo self-involved during the ss arc and so myopically obsessed with rukia's execution and how it relates to him and makes him feel etc... that he just doesn't clock the massive government conspiracy going down opens such a juicy can of worms for characterization.

#i'm into the read that his behavior just stems from being the only son of the richest family in the soul society and how that upbringing #presents itself which is almost always this kind of convoluted selfishness. he has this surface level of respect for ichigo and his #fighting abilities. but a deeper more personal respect for how he had a hand in building his relationship with rukia. #or marrying a woman that looks like him/ getting close with her sister who looks and acts like him “you pointed your blade at my pride” #in all his relationships he tends to gravitate towards individuals that display that hot-blooded mercurial temperament he possesses before #he adopted that stoic demeanor. and if u follow that line of thinking even further self-involved -> #surrounds himself with his own reflections #then the fact that he doesn't get along or like any of the other characters that have a noble background could open another can of worms #on his own feelings of nobility #just my two cents tho #byakuya #byakuya kuchiki #💭

[warningsine]

#kevin can fuck himself #allison o'connor #tammy ridgeway #kevin can f himself #kevin can f**k himself #sine's edits #q #I don't get people who trash talk Tammy #sure she's not the right partner for Patty that's obvious #she's possessive and controlling even when she has noble intentions and won't wait for Patty #who has her baggage and is dating a woman for the first time in her 30's #and tries to change her/make her more refined #that's why the show kept comparing her to Allison #but when it came to Allison's abuse? she was the only character to notice what's been happening and believe her on the spot no questions #asked #not even Patty was perfect when it came to this #she'd been sitting on her couch for 10 years and wouldn't say a meaningful word to her or support her #bc of her own internalized misogyny #I think people disliked Tammy a lot bc she was a cop totally forgetting the 'my boss was a scumbag white dude and I'm a black gay lady #how do you think that went?' part #not to mention that she let both Allison and Patty get away with a murder attempt drug dealing and two assaults #and then quit her job #and it's not like Patty was perfect to Tammy either #she used her at first and kept lying to her about Allison/her own stuff

[crsentfairy]

calling myself a black WOMAN is so weird. i'm literally just a girl. i'm Just A Pretty Girl

#crsent.txt #i'm just a little black girlblogger i'm not a woman what the fuck makes a woman anyway is it wisdom? grace? intellect? experience? #skills acquired from said experiences with adulthood? i possess none. NEXT

[imsailorpluto]

Yim Si-wan as Ahn Dae-beom SUMMER STRIKE (2022)

#summer strike #아무것도 하고 싶지 않아 #kdrama #yim siwan #dae beom #summer strike ep 1 #i'm falling for this mellow cutie aaaaaa #this scene is so ... perfect #so ajumma knocks the apples down and runs away #he's there like: omo omo eotteoke well guess i have to fix that #it's his 2nd scene and i'm already smitten #he can take all of my possessions #and my heart and soul too it's completely fine #this character screams ''written by a woman'' in the 1st ep already #come on how is that even possible #somebody please do him justice and gif these properly (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) #imsailorpluto #fav scene

[m-kyunie]

Left waiting, left wanting; why can't you see me

just imagine Sins Fate or Prayer [Banana Fish] playing & the text boxes flickering. Alma's symbolism goes so hard.

I'm on my hands & knees begging you to read the Alma Arc instead.

#dgm #d.gray-man #alma karma #eyestrain #i wanted to try smtg completely different bc its how I see Alma n I wanted to interpret that thru other uh. effects I guess! #n share some of the songs i think suit Alma's scorn n fire #this was inspired by Dress [BUCK-TICK] thats Buns introduced me to god the lyrics n visuals! watch the MV #just the anger that Alma possess is very female but like. queer gendered thirst way idk how to explain myself I hope u guys can understand #like Alma is violence born from female energy but his grace/charm is masculine. does that make any sense at all....... #anger takes many forms right but that brand of anger in the manga is distinctly feminine. 'Hell Hath no fury like a woman scorned' #Mitski & Atushi get it. they understand me. #anyway the songs i cut from vaguely in order from top down left right: #I Hate You [SZA]. Dress [BUCK-TICK]. Less Than Zero [The Weeknd]. #Me & My Husband [Mitski] First Love/Late Spring[Mitski] #actually can i recommend another MV that fits what I'm talking about: No Party For Cao Dong - Wayfarer #im sorry this ended up so long I just. i like to explain my thought process since I lack comic making skills lol

[dustofthedailylife]

This Wriothesley fic is getting longer than I thought it would... And I'm only halfway done. Oopsie. Hope you don't mind lmao.

Idk if this is too long for a single fic on here or if it scares people off reading it lmao... maybe I'll split it into two parts? I'm not sure.

It has so much world building someone save me. I hope it's not too boring

#🍁 dust rambles #idk what happened but I wrote 90% of this today #like a possessed woman #writer's block is getting kicked in the butt with this fic #it flows so well #but at the same time I'm scared it'll be too long so no one wants to read it lmao #probably irrational worry but I feel like sometimes people are turned off when a one shot is so long lol #genshin impact #wriothesley

[optiwashere]

First of all, this is one of 3 non-femslash fics for the month so it's already rare enough for me to write this.

It also only came about because the last save I played in BG3 before I had to uninstall (why game so LARGE) was briefly as a dragonborn where Lae'zel just... instantly wanted to fuck. Like. Within a few hours, and I know you can "speedrun" it but it was WILD as a dragonborn and knowing Lae'zel's story already. An anon weeks ago only added to the fire.

Written for Kinktober Day 19: Exhibitionism

Rating: E for Exhibitionism by Way of Enchantments

Category: F/M

Ship: Lae'zel/Dragonborn Tav

Tags and Summary under the break.

Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Shameless Smut, Dragonborn Tav (Baldur's Gate), Dom/sub, Femdom, Exhibitionism, Rough Sex, Choking, Face Slapping, Come Sharing

Summary:

Lae'zel demands her supposed leader's submission, and he will give it to her openly. To flaunt her ownership of him in front of his other istik companions, to tame the dragon, is the sign of a true githyanki warrior.

#bg3 #bg3 fanfiction #lae'zel #lae'zel x tav #kinktober 2023 #kinktober #anotheropti's kinktober 2023 #my fic #in hindsight I'm surprised I didn't make every woman in the f/m fics trans #other than the tav/dammon one I wanna write more explicitly trans f/m #more bi ladies too; gotta rep myself somehow #oh and one of the great things about kinktober is days that you're not interested in... they become skip days for you! woo! #i really enjoyed writing lae'zel's POV and expressing the scared possessiveness as anger #even if I'm fully on the minthara/lae'zel train now this was still a fun aside

[isekyaaa]

Reading the spoilers of otome light novels always be like, "Wow, people really hate men."

#rambles #I KNOW I COMPLAIN ABOUT THIS A LOT OKAY LEAVE ME ALONE #I JUST........... #NUANCE #PEOPLE HATE NUANCE AND IT SUCKS #PEOPLE HATE COMPLEXITY #AND MOSTLY #people hate stereotypical tropey men that are specifically written that way for the trope #'i hate how possessive and dismissive he is of mc!!!' #it's the same level of idiocy as going to the circus and being mad at the clowns #if you want to read a story about the perfect politically correct male lead find some chronically online girl's book on tiktok #like look okay let me be honest here #when i go to isekai manhwa as my medium of entertainment choice i embody those middle aged women reading smutty novels abt guys named knut #i don't go in expecting quality okay i'm not an idiot #i go in expecting a specific fix to be filled #and if that specific fix is a possessive dismissive male lead then by the almighty god himself one must do as one must #now let me be clear like.... i am complaining about two things here #one: readers don't like nuanced complex men #two: readers do not like genre-specific stereotypical men #these two things are not the same okay #possessive stereotypical men are not nuanced or complex... BUT BY JOVE THEY HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO EXIST #SHITTY STEREOTYPICAL MEN ARE JUST AS ENJOYABLE AS NUANCED AND COMPLEX MEN #it's so funny that people go into otome manhwa expecting q u a l i t y #this is the modern woman's equivalent of those trashy novels our grandmothers read #we are no better than them #i really just want to go into reading spoilers where everyone is on the same page of 'okay so we all just have terrible taste amiright' #tho tbh writing all of this i should be more forgiving of people that love crappy reader-inserts on this website #but lmao no i am not i have way better taste than they ever will whoops u//w//u

[aeide-thea]

have been reading fic & thinking abt my relationship to fic, which is of course also among other things a mirror of my relationship to my own psyche, and like—i think all the discourse abt its being ~internalized misogyny~ to mostly/entirely read m/m is not ultimately, whatever the truth of it, all that helpful, either to readers or to Women! but of course that doesn't stop me from feeling weird guilt abt the fact that i don't read more f/f than i do, because if there's anything i love to do, it's feel unhelpfully bad abt myself on the slimmest of pretexts…

however! i did end up reading some f/f earlier, specifically transfem f/f, and it got me thinking—basically what i'm usually mostly reading fic for is the romance/sex, right? like, don't get me wrong, i love when a fic gives me a gorgeous double helix of, like, casefic and romance twisted together, that's ideal, but fundamentally most of the time the feeling up is what i sat down at the table to eat. so in a complex aegosexual way it's a fantasy i'm—not projecting onto, exactly, i don't want to be one of the people in it; but, like, lurking in the wings of with eyes big love-crumbs, to steal a phrase from a relevantly-named poet. :) and so it's no wonder that mostly i don't want to read cisfemme4cisfemme stuff, because that's not a dynamic that feels like it has any room for me, or even like i'm particularly welcome in the room. but like. if it's trans women? i'm there, i love that for them and for me. if there's a butch? i might get tripped up by our differing lenses on gender feelings and stub my toe a little but even so i'm probably here for it. (thinking here abt that one butch/femme geraskier ~cisswap which is, like, a gorgeous bruise i keep periodically pressing. <3)

so really it's just like. shocker: i'm not personally moved by fantasies abt romance which feature conventionally feminine cis women whom i don't personally find relatable or sexually desirable! and when i put it like that, it really instantly dissolves the weird useless discourse-induced guiltgunk. like. give me a woman who's, idk, tall and charismatic and strong and clever and talented at something (though honestly it's like that siken revised tweet, a lot of those characteristics are ultimately negotiable!), like women i've historically crushed on irl, and then give me a pairing for her that's like. another woman who's also enough of those things, or a man who's—honestly the kind of m/f i'm open to would be its own whole post bc holy shit am i fussy, it very much does exist but for now let's just stick a pin in that one—or somebody nonbinary, which… idk that i've ever actually seen nb/f in fic? i'm sure it exists! but i'm not sure it exists in any fandoms i've been into. pondering the question did get me really thirsty for a good 'farmgirl (of the luke skywalker variety) is absolutely stunned-and-ringing-like-a-struck-bell captivated by confident flamboyantly genderqueer love interest (example wanted)' dynamic, though…

#(this is entirely unrelated to the actual topic but every time i use a possessive to modify a gerund bc it's a verbal noun it's like #pls hold‚ time 2 decide whether i'd rather do the esoteric thing—'its being'—and have most ppl think i'm getting it wrong #or do the demotic thing—'it being'—and *know* in my own secret heart i'm getting it wrong #and both scenarios feel Bad! so it really is just lose-lose every time it comes up… a sad situation for a gerund lover like yrs truly. 😔) #(also yes what is 'wrong' when it comes 2 language anyway but like. you know what itches your ears and i know what itches mine. #…& obvs what itches mine somehow does NOT include (mis)using 'itch' as a transitive verb for comedically colloquial effect. shrug emoji!!) #anyway none of this is remotely groundbreaking or even unusual but. soothing 2 me to lay it out like this. #fannish things #i guess also #aut fieri uolo aut futuere #and no‚ the world definitely did not need >500 words retreading the same ground many other ppl have already trodden #however. what is a blog for if not to house long-winded unnecessary posts no one but the author (if that) really needed. #in conclusion anything i say abt My Relationship 2 Fic is really always a diptych with that anecdote abt the woman who called up queer bars #just to know there was a space out there where freedom and joy existed‚ and brush the edge of it‚ just a little #like am i personally embodying/visible as much of what i'm deeply emotionally bound up with? no. #is it nonetheless/therefore hugely important to me to see those possibilities stretched out before me like a far green field? sure is!!

[yesistolethisurl]

so uh is anyone else's tav saying dark urge lines right now? cause im not going to lie, it's kind of disconcerting to hear it from characters that were designed to have fought the dark urge, and barely lived to fight another day.

#bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #it's like they're possessed! or at least that's the story I'm going with until this bug gets addressed #in other news‚ I'm doing a Daisy run #this woman woke up and she's MAD #Daisy Katabast