#i'm still having a fever tho

[spielzeugkaiser]

I AM DONE 😭😭 Exam week is behind me, I am literally sobbing, I am exhausted beyond repair, but it is done!! Five more days of work and then I (hopefully) shall have my life back-

#I wanna draw so bad - but I also want to sleep for 14 hours straight #also I should probably really not work next week I landed myself both once at the doctors office and once at the hospital last week #when I said 'I will finish this week even if it kills me' my body was like. 👀 I can do that #but honestly that was my own stupidity also #I could take this to the educational route but let me just say if you do have an infected wound anywhere go 👏 to 👏 your 👏 doctor #that being said I have at least one exam finished with 100% (which wasn't THAT hard) and I can talk about autoimmune responses and then- #I cough and I die #academia yes but absolutely no common sense #i'm still having a fever tho #I wanna sleep till next year

[hyakunana]

When you need to lie, but you're a good boy.

#Lies of P #lop #neowiz #pinocchio #fanart #comics #interrupting your local d2 art fever for puppet time -- we shall return soon #I'm not done with the game yet so i ain't checking tags #steamrolled this one bc i still wanna do another d2 comic for the weekend #cant lose momentum yet yelp #as i prepare this post i'm stuck on the cathedral boss for two afternoons already #like-- i am having progress with the battle and improving my timing so i guess that's something? #i'm not a souls player -- that's my brother -- but when i doubt myself he pats me and #'nah you are a souls player - you have persistence' and honestly he's not wrong #i'm actually enjoying the learning process of the battle even tho i'm stuck for two afternoons #i mean i spent 37 hours on the demo so at least i am taking my time sdfghjhgfd

[blackshadowswriter]

A lot of fans said he’s better looking and taller in person, is it true? Also what was his perfume like?

Okay Lando is definitely a bit taller in person. Maybe I'm just short (I know I am), but like he just seems taller irl than he does on the screen bc I've seen him a bajillion times but when he was right there in front of me, I was like "holy shit why is he this tall???" It's not that he's super tall, it's just that I didn't expect him to be that tall. He had to fucking bend down to sign my shirt, which was like, yeah okay I really am too short.

As for the better looking part, I mean he always looks good so idk what to say to that. Imo he looks pretty much the same irl as on screen (amazing). And his scent, I don't really think he had any cologne or perfume on? Maybe there were just too many people around me, but I didn't really smell anything on him, so I guess the answer is just clean lol

But he was like super patient too despite all of us there, like I know he didn't get to everyone (he couldn't with how many people there), but he went kinda slow down the group, so most people in the first or second row had a good shot of getting something signed or getting a picture, which was so nice of him.

Someone actually brought stroopwafles though 😭 when he first came out, he was talking with his engineers, but someone shouted "LANDO WE HAVE STROOPWAFLES" and THEN he looked up and started grinning 😂 and he went to that person's side of the line first LMFAO

#still going insane over this #it feels like a fever dream fr #i have like post-meeting-Lando-Norris depression or whatever #or I'm just getting sick #no nvm I'm definitely sick #probably from that one guy behind me who fucking coughed #when we were all sandwiched together #it's his fault #idc tho it's all worth it to meet Lando #that's going to be my biggest flex in life honestly #he was so nice wtfff 😭 #im sad I didn't get to give him anything #i wanted to give him like a birthday gift but there was no time #lando norris #f1 #mclaren

[shrews-things]

Another top surgery update!!! Yesterday I was 10 days post-op and things are starting to look better and I can do more and more things alone ❣️

Went out with my partner a bit and oh boy I've missed it so much, it was so nice

#my recovery is quite bumpy so it's taking a lot out of me #so it made me super happy that I could go out and I'm starting to feel better #I got sick right after surgery with a nasty cold and had a fever a few times too #and then after a few days of coming out of it #it came right back #and Vini caught it too and they developed much worse symptoms and they're still sick from it #so we really did have some very rough days #and here in Hungary they don't use the flat JP drain that they use in America #which made it so I could feel it rolling around on my ribs and probably a nerve too every time I moved #and it hurt like bitch dgdkhdkdhdj #anyway to sum it up we didn't have fun these past two weeks or so #but now things are looking better and I'm super happy with the results and on Tuesday I have the appt to remove my sutures too #and my grafts seem well and healthy too! #excuse my oversharing I'm just so happy and hopeful #not very happy about all the uni stuff I'm gonna have to catch up with tho :') #I hope y'all are fine too!!! take care ❤️

[kenobihater]

the last remaining threads of my sanity are slipping through my fingers rn 🚬 😑

#i'm out of cigarettes i'm incredibly ill and i'm reconsidering my relationship to a certain fandom. #look i'm NOT saying i'm gonna stop the divorce proceedings but uh. fuck. i may have been re reading some of my older works and unfinished #fics and i MAY. i repeat MAY. have some tiny shred of interest posting about st*r w*rs again #motherfucker i'm SO hesitant to speak that into existence and will be absolutley APOPLECTIC if it happens bc i don't fucking WANNA like sw! #i divorced it! i took the kids (my ocs) & filed a restraining order & crossed state lines & broke all contact and yet! and fucking yet!!!! #i find myself in tags i havent visited in over two years on the archive like some beaten dog slinking back home to a shitty master #i honestly hate like. fucking ALL of the shit i've written from then that i reread and some of it was so bad i couldnt even bring myself to #click on it after reading the summary. like. UGH! i have a half baked fic idea i wrote a little for and i think it's more compelling than #any of the literal dogshit i posted back then so i MIGHT work on polishing that up and posting something that isn't actual garbage by my #current standards. all of this is still up in the air tho bc i dont know if the hyperfixation or even the bare minimum lvl of interest has #returned or if it's just fever induced delirium. i've been having INCREDIBLY fucked up bad horrible awful vivid dreams as of late so fever #induced brain fuckery isn't out of the question. sigh. i'm so mad abt this #even if i do regain some interest in the fandom i don't think i'll have any interest in new source material after the mando s2 finale & #tbo.bf sucking ass & the obi show being mid & everything with the ST. i plan on watching ando.r but after that? zero interest in anything #new from sw. so. if anyone still reading this and is getting excited abt me POSSIBLY MAYBE being interested in sw just know i still hate it #a bit and feel like i'm being dragged kicking and screaming back into this mess unwillingly. or it's due to a fever. god i need a smoke #len speaks #that's literally the longest tag rant i've ever gone on. fuck that's a BAD sign

[queenerdloser]

any time truffle does anything remotely normal, i start bursting into tears. she crawled under my bed blanket to lay across my legs (her favorite place to sleep since she was a kitten) for the first time since monday and i had to stop writing work emails to sniffle about it. i need her to get better so i can start feeling more like a normal person again and less like a ball of stress and nerves. 

#liveblogging life #sick truffle saga #she showed interest in eating her treat after her appetite stimulants yesterday and i nearly wept all over her #she's still really lethargic tho... and she still hasn't been interested in wet food #im hoping her next round of appetite stimulants will help - i'm supposed to give that to her in an hour or so #i've also been giving her the pain meds the vet gave me but the vet tech did say that would make her bleary #so im wondering if i should stop and see if that helps with the lethargy??? but she does have a fever so #idk idk the point is my stress has made me so tender that i'm bawling over a cat jumping up on a counter

[lucifer-is-a-bag-of-dicks]

I'd never experienced fever induced delirium before last night but I can say for a fact I was not expecting it to turn my inner monologue into a Jane Austen novel

it was like all my thoughts were being spoken by a victorian duchess

that fever was bad y'all

#lula's life #covid #I don't even like Jane Austen #I have never felt so ill in my life #I can't imagine how much worse this would be if I weren't vaccinated #it seems last night might have been the worst of it tho #the chill and body aches are gone but I have a bad sinus headache and the fever is still hanging around #I also nearly fainted mid conversation with my dad while I was seated #I'm prone to fainting when ill but it's normally when I stand up or have a big stretch #never when I'm just sitting and chilling

[despairforme]

      Man, he sure is fucking glad he never gets sick.

#[ nnoitra has amazing health ] #[ like ??? he never even gets the flu ] #[ me @ him: u lucky bastard ] #[ i'm feeling better tho! ] #[ i still have a bit of a fever but i'm sO BORED with being sick so NO MORE ] #[ i want to spend time with my muses! i want to write!! ] #[ i'll do some stuff today uvu ] #[ i'm also re-watching haikyuu so that i can write my au for nnoitra ] #[ EXCITING! ] #[ hope you're all doing good! ] #despair for me. ╱ in character.

[cacophonylily]

Finally caught up with Django (watched all 6 available episodes today woops) and I have thoughts. Mostly about him. Yes.

#she watches #django #matthias schoenaerts #it's so good #the whole cast is wow #Noomi Rapace is terrifying <3 #I didn't see the link between Liz & John coming #same with Elijah #tho I have my theory on who did this to Julien's family #I still have TOG fever so I'm seeing Booker material moments everywhere and I'm sorry in advance but that's just how it is #I'll scream about it later with supporting screenshots

[theforgottendaydreamer]

me: * dodges covid for +2 years *

me: * catches covid the one time they don't wear a mask in public after a whole month of the ban being lifted and believing that one time won't hurt *

#can't believe that i'm the only human i know who still wears a ffp2 literally everywhere and got covid anyway >:( unfair #wear your masks. people! #btw i'm ok!! i have a sore throat and lots of phlegm (probably caused by common cold tho). no fever and no pains! just a bit tired tbh #get your vaccines too! those help massively (feels like i'm stating the obvious lmao) #covid 19 #covid

[kn96artworks]

future plans (kinda)

nothing set in stone yet, but will be coming around gradually

so last time i said i’m planning to open commissions. yes, i do, but it’ll have to wait until i settle most of my irl stuffs first and somehow work out online payment (like paypal or smth). also currently trying to find a specific look(?) for my art as sample because as known that i do not have a fixed style to my drawings. will update more on that later.

i’m considering going back to college (and get a 2nd degree i guess) because why the h*ll not. still need to pay off my student debt tho :/

as for work, i’m planning to start a printing service(?) and make/sell original tshirt designs (somewhere around that. words eludes me rn). might open an online shop too.

that’s about it for now

#random #nothing too serious #still trying to get comfortable #haven't gotten my asd/adhd assesment yet thanks to fever #i'm technically a hermit now because going out gives me headache #i don't know if that's how brain tells me it's having sensory overload or what #my bedroom is dark most of the time #my sleep sched is still fked up #sometimes i just stays up the whole night with no reason #regardless of when i go to sleep i'd wake up at 11 am anyways #there's a noticeable increase in lemon contents in my sketchbook #they're mostly fked up tho #might learn vroid studio for real #i could add it to my comm list >:) #i'm thinking of taking lab or forensic #my brain and me

[imperial-agent]

:|

#i woke up 12 hours ago only to experience the worse but also shortest case of stomach flu #the stomach ache was so strong it started affecting my back muscles #i feel like i have pregnancy back pain and i'm slouching around with warming patches all over #could barely breathe the first 7 hours #since i have an aversion to throwing up bc a few years back i had the most traumatic experience with doing so #i couldnt make myself barf even tho it'd probably solve all my issues in no time #i also had a short fever #either cold or hot and nothing in between #my hands are still shaking #i ate a puffy biscuit only today #and half bottle of coke #to stop the gag reflexes #and i can barely stand up i'm so exhausted #also i slept for 15 minutes only and woke up just as guests came over #those 15 minutes were the most magical and blissful moment today #also had a covid scare bc i was getting the shivers and muscle pains #but it aint it #i think the veggie sausage i tried eating for breakfast tried to kill me #betrayed.......... by my beloved..................................... #i look and feel like limmy in this pic where he had just woken up #send prayers and strenght (for my back) #i just wanted to check out the new bg3 update and this is what i get instead............................ #no justice in this world............... #🤢 #personal #delete later

[ct-hardcase]

terec is hot and I think I have to spread the propaganda here too actually

#and while I have everyone's attention if cavan does what I and friends think he's going to do and either have a split between them and ceret #or have their disagreement actually reach a fever pitch I'll be intrigued ngl #very interesting to me how ceret was being painted as the more straight-laced of the two but still went with terec and keeve against orders #testament to their friendship honestly :') #(also ceret got the anxiety in the partial mind split they're sorry to say) #look. more than anything I want terec and keeve to actually talk #I think the two get along well and terec was clearly ready to risk it all for keeve #star dorks #anyway I think about this duo and trio often. need to make more art and posts about them #it's funny tho I didn't think I cared until midway through reading the phase I thing I was like #oh wait I'm more invested in this group of protagonists as a team than I have the others in this phase #(barring bell and burry who are shaping up to be a fun dynamic duo or trio with vernestra)

[sureuncertainty]

turns out i most likely have strep throat which is super fun because I had an issue with my insurance and wasn’t able to get tested or put on antibiotics today, now I gotta wait until tomorrow (and even then it’ll only happen if they can figure out my insurance by then)

which is great bc strep doesn’t really go away on its own you have to take antibiotics and i’m probably gonna end up missing more work than I already did. so i might be boosting my comms and ko-fi here soon bc ya boi can’t afford to miss more work

#win rambles #i'm like99% sure i have strep i have all of the symptoms #and no runny nose which i always have with colds #and it explains why i had a fever (which i almost never have) and also why my throat still hurts so bad #thankfully tho my fever and body aches have gone away as of today #but my sore throat has NOT #i really took swallowing for granted.... :(

[verysium]

attractive things bllk characters (unintentionally) do?👀

i received this ask and decided to write this entire thing through a caffeine-powered fever dream. may have gone a little overboard. please pray for both your sanity and mine. thank you anon for your strong sense of imagination (or delusion, whichever you prefer.)

nagi lifts the hem of his shirt to wipe the sweat off his face, and you accidentally (or not so accidentally) get a good look at the droplets running down his abs and v-line. he also does the doorway lean while waiting for you to get ready. since he's so tall, he puts his one arm up on the top of the door frame while scrolling through his phone. when he feels drained of energy, he clings to you like a koala, face buried into the crook of your neck.

rin pushes his hair back when his bangs get in the way, and it shows off his ridiculously sharp side profile. sometimes you have to pause mid-conversation because the direct eye contact gets too intense. he has the brightest turquoise eyes in existence, and they stare right into your soul. pair that with the height difference and him towering over you. hang onto your ovaries because this man is about to snatch them. if isagi or sae are anywhere remotely close within your vicinity, he will personally drag your chair closer over to him. you know, the whole nick jonas chair pull thing? he also unintentionally clenches his jaw when pissed, the vein popping out and everything.

barou is polite to his elders. he holds the door open for others. he tips extra at restaurants. he is kind to service workers. he's just a gentleman overall even though he likes to act tough. he rolls up his sleeves while cleaning or cutting up vegetables, and you can see the veins bulging in his forearms. wears those form-fitting aprons where you can see the outline of his waist and the muscles in his back. he is not immune to raging pit bull moments, but he will calm down immediately when you ask him to.

kaiser requires physical touch to function. all concept of personal boundaries goes poof in his little ego-driven brain. he holds your chin so you look up at him while he's talking. also has that husky growl when he wakes up in the morning. he speaks german. what else is more attractive than that? if you stroke his ego, he will puff his chest out like an emperor penguin and flash that movie star smile. does not slow down his pace for you, and will laugh at your expense when you trip in heels and fall. but then he feels guilty about it and begrudgingly picks you up and carries you home. however, before that he will make you swear on everything holy to never tell isagi about his moment of weakness. (tbh kaiser is a menace and has some serious self-esteem issues. pls avoid dating a man like him in real life until he is fully mature. i still love him tho.)

reo mansplains but not in the condescending way. he does so in the "omg i'm so excited to finally get to share something with you and you're never going to believe it" sort of way. rambles on and on about his interests and gets that little glint in his eye when he's passionate about something. also not sure if this counts but he gets extremely depressed when you don't message him back within five minutes. what do you mean you were busy? he was out here dying from a literal famine. he needs your affection to survive. last but not least, he is good at styling. he knows what colors work best for you, and he will put together three new looks for you in record time.

hiori dreams that you left him for good and wakes up crying with his arms around you. will refuse to let you leave the bed even if it is just to get a glass of water. his rare moments of emotional vulnerability are what gets to you.

shidou does not condone any of your bad decisions. you want to get shit-faced and party until early morning? no complaints from him. you want to wear sexy outfits to the club? say less because he's about to enjoy the view and knock out the front teeth of every guy who dares to ogle you. i don't know if this qualifies as being attractive, but he would never be the controlling type. you can dress and act however you want. unfortunately for you though, this is also a textbook case of the blind leading the blind. if you get horrendously hungover, so does he. if you get pulled over, he's going to be too blackout drunk to even comprehend the officer's words. you can count on him for a good time, but not anything else. do not take any of his advice at face value.

oliver likes to show you off even if he doesn't notice it himself. any talk with his team, and he will find a way to make the entire conversation about you. at this point, the entire u-20 team is done with him. they placed bets that you two wouldn't last more than a month due to his philandering reputation, but the universe seems to think otherwise because you and oliver hit the six-month mark and are still going strong.

ness guards your drink with an unnecessary amount of protection. while you left to go use the restroom, he was looking left and right, and the hairs on the back of his neck were prickling every time someone even came close to your cup. he also shoos away any person who opens their mouth while standing next to your drink because apparently the condensation from their breath could be dangerous. definitely covers your cup with both hands even if it has a lid. no suspicious shit is happening on his watch.

yukimiya is well-read, and he wears glasses. he has a copy of every single classic out there in existence and will fangirl along with you over your virginia woolf collection. he was written by a woman with two cats and a wine glass. not much else to say.

loki absolutely clears the entire carnival/arcade game. you want that giant teddy bear that costs over three hundred ticket points? say less because he's about to win the whole damn pot. of all characters, i would say he's one of the only green flags. like celery green.

isagi always looks for you when he enters the room. intentionally or not, he always seeks your presence. if someone says a funny joke, he turns to you to see if you're laughing or not. also does that somewhat creepy stare thing where he just looks at you quietly while you do mundane tasks. internally he is screaming cus what do you mean you actually like him?

chigiri gives you that thankful little smile whenever you stand up for him. i feel like people don't understand how goofy he can get as he's canonically good at doing impressions/impersonations. also has the prettiest laugh. if he ever cuts his hair, i think i'm going to get a nosebleed.

noa unconsciously says yes to every question you ask of him. he'd be giving bastard münchen a hard time (and denying isagi's requests) but then immediately once you come over, he's automatically acquiescing to everything you say. the rest of the team is low-key shocked you can win him over so easily. when they confront him about it, he just shrugs and goes "y/n is always right."

kurona's entire existence is attractive. he's just perfect. nothing is ever wrong with him. will let you check out his shark teeth and lightly pokes your finger to leave an imprint. hopefully you'll always remember him that way. he's also quiet so he will listen to everything you say and give ample weight to your words.

sae is my baby girl so he gets a whole section dedicated to himself:

absentmindedly plays with your hair. when you're sleeping in his lap, he'll gently run his fingers along your scalp. sometimes in the morning when you're sitting up on the edge of your bed to do your makeup, he'll come up from behind you and brush back your hair. might also press a kiss to the back of your neck.

helps you put on your face mask. when he's shopping, he will buy you lotion along with his own skincare products. says that it was just a convenient store run but you know he personally made sure to get you the best quality ones.

this is canon because i said so: when he gets out of the shower, he slings the towel over his neck or his shoulder. he also involuntarily flexes his biceps when he bends down to grab something. has the world's most defined deltoids.

when you're stuck in large crowds at the airport, he puts his hand in your back pocket to keep you two from getting separated. if the TSA pat-down is anywhere too personal for his liking, he will openly glare at the officer once you've passed the security checkpoint.

bonus point: when you two brush your teeth early in the morning, he has that little bed head where his shorn-off bangs stick up in cute little tufts here and there. will have a dead look on his face, but his eyes soften when he catches your gaze through the mirror.

#blue lock #bllk #blue lock headcanons #nagi seishiro #nagi x reader #rin itoshi #rin itoshi x reader #barou shouei #barou x reader #michael kaiser #kaiser x reader #reo mikage #reo x reader #hiori yo #hiori x reader #shidou ryusei #shidou x reader #oliver aiku #aiku x reader #alexis ness #ness x reader #yukimiya kenyu #yukimiya x reader #julien loki #loki x reader #isagi yoichi #isagi x reader #chigiri hyoma #chigiri x reader #noel noa

[boyfrillish]

So ... I cleared Violet main story

thankfully I'd already known about the twist and the gist of what's awaiting, still didn't stop me from sobbing like a baby starting with the final battle and all the way through the credits :")

#crystext #final battle instantly reminded me of fighting Eternatus lolol that was just last month for me and I'm still so attached to swsh so #I thought about swsh in one way or another the whole time through violet ... #anyway I can take it easy now that I've cleared the story but also like the reason why I grinded it today is bc I'm feeling down today :'') #which is ... also a stark contrast to sword because I kept delaying it because it was SO INTENSE and I was sick and my body needed it's time #me going „oh no“ when spotting Hop bc I knew I would feel very strongly and my body was not always ready for that much emotion .... #also if I was really spaced out I'd forget everything that happens & thus had compulsive re-reading in sword so adgadg #*I was sick as in I had a fever throughout a chunk of it but that may have just been chronic illness bs bc it's still going lol #but yeah playing sword was really on a whole nother level than ANYTHING for me it's. yeah. yeah. I'm just hhhhhhhhhhhhh #Violet was fun and story and characters are good but also it's definitely more detached for me #I do have a ship I like tho have fun guessing which lolol