#idk where i was going with it xD

[milkweedman]

fiber arts really is such an insane category of Things in how it can draw you in. like, 6 or 7 years ago i learnt to crochet and made a few terrible hats and scarves. then i learnt to knit because i wanted to knit a scarf for my friend (now fiance :D). then i realized it should be a woven scarf so i picked up weaving instead, but i still really liked knitting so now i was doing 3 crafts. somewhere along the way i started dyeing yarn as part of my kitchen experiments, and then i was like fuck it i wanna make my own yarn ! and that is where the problems happened. in the span of like 5 years ive acquired like $2000 of various tools (spinning wheel, combs, cards, blending board, several looms, etc), bought dozens of fleeces, and now my bedroom is basically a craft room with a bed, i have wool covering every flat surface in there as well as a huge dresser full of wool and several large drawers full of wool, i meticulously scrape every last bit of avocado out of the peel so i can use it to dye fleece, and i don’t go anywhere (including in my own house) without at least 2 knitting projects and a spindle.

im not complaining or anything, but the rapid shift from ‘guy who does stuff, idk’ to ‘guy who is worryingly obsessed with wool and will infodump at length about medieval sheep husbandry and the history of nettle as a textile if you give him half a chance’ is like. extremely funny to me.

#this is what happens if you mix adhd autism and wool i think #its got the Textures. its got the stimmy movements. its got the Things To Do Idly With My Hands So I Don't Start Dislocating My Thumbs #like. its crazy #sorry the edible hit like halfway thru writing this #idk where i was going with it xD #spinning #and yes ives youre to blame for 90% of this i think #<3

[lexiluxray]

I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW SYCAMORE HE´S SO SHAPED AAAAASDHFUEO

also, what do you think abt perfectworldshipping?

Haaaa thank youuuu 💙💙💙 Really happy you like how I draw him, because I think his design IS very very shaped so if I can pass it throught my doodles it’s all I want ;3;

As for perfectworldshipping what I think is that it is Very Good. Opposite/complementary aesthetics, complicated relationship, drama and size difference ? What is not to like ?

Actually, let’s use this ask as an excuse 😌

#ask #perfectworldshipping #lysandre #professor sycamore #lexiart #that was my i answer asks with art day xD my treat to myself for managing work. #anyway yes i do like them ! #i’m picky about the caracterization tho but it’s true for all characters #as if you’re wondering why i hadn’t drew them yet idk actually #I guess i’m perfectly content just seeing everyone else’s beautiful works ? #in general my brain tend to focus more on OCs stuff so when i want to draw shippy things with sycamore that is where i go to #but it was super fun drawing these two here so hey who knows !

[adrift-in-thyme]

I find it kinda funny that the LU boys make comments alluding to Time being grouchy and unable to “lighten up” because while he definitely can be intense and strict…otherwise he’s sorta just an introvert lol

#like he usually seems to remain kinda quiet when the others are talking #and even sits a little apart #like in the comic where they find out about malon #but generally once they include him he’s willing to participate #and usually finds a way to either tease them or allow them to talk more about their adventures #he’s just one of the quieter and more reserved ones in the group #not as much as four maybe #but close #he also generally seems to not want to come off as intimidating #because every time he does (like like incident and twi’s injury not included) #he falls into a more easy going manner of speech #that’s almost similar to malon’s #to try and lighten up the situation #idk I’ve just been thinking about this the last few times I’ve reread lu #I find it interesting tbh #especially since I know firsthand how introverts can be viewers as stuck up or intimidating because we’re so quiet and reserved #*viewed* #although we’re usually just sitting over there feeling awkward or hanging out in our own little worlds XD #also can you tell I’m a little obsessed with him? XD #linkeduniverse #lu time #trin rambles

[fitzrove]

Started watching a "problem with greek myth retellings" video and it began with a blurb montage like "Condemned by the misogynist guys of history, this is the true girlboss feminist story of [A WOMAN]" and like. brb writing one of those about crown prince rudolf. It's ok he's like a misunderstood girlboss to me<3

#NASJASKSDFKDSLFDGJDFJ #joking. since those retellings seem to be often bad #fun fact i do have ideas for like a black teen comedy series with mary as the protagonist where the ending is like a harrowing twist #like you think it won't go that far but it does and the point is that she had historical agency and her own problems and personal journey #but in the end it spiralled catastrophically due to both crown prince rudolf related events and others #unfortunately writing one would draw the ire of both misogynist rudolf conspiracy theorists (how dare you suggest women have agency) AND a #certain type of feminist media critiquer person: (1) how dare you cover a topic like that flippantly 2) how dare you make rudolf anything #but an inhuman monster of a r*pist murderer gr**mer or whatever in the story #like idk man.. other male characters portrayed as romantic interests in mainstream media are toxic r*pists all the time. like omg i hate ho #'the great' handles p*ter and catherine because i was rooting for them to remain toxic and for catherine to kill him or whatever but then #she starts falling in love with him in s2 and everyone in tumblr is like omg hot sexy toxic romance. like cant we have ONE series where #straight romance doesnt inevitably become the overbearing focus?? i had wlw ships for that show.. they never pulled through... #anyway um yeah. the way i would portray rudolf in that is that mary sees him as this romantic hero which is emphasised in the way its shot #but he's constantly acting in kinda offputting and strange ways and is occasionally pretty pathetic and weird ASHDJFJF #^^ that's never been a deterrent to anyone ever. most rudolf biographers want to [redacted] him this has been proven by the way they write. #the only ones that dont are me (well not a real biographer but a rudolf enjoyer nonetheless) and brigitte hamann /hj #(she actually doesnt salivate over his appearance like frederick morton does xD only quotes 2 contemporary women commenting on it)

[rapidhighway]

would really appreciate it if the local libraries mentioned if they have printers or not

#im just really scared to go xd its so stressful #one of the libraries has a very nice detailed description of the entire building and where everything is situated which is absolutely #amazing for me but the reviews say the lady that works there is super rude and im scared dfbfsg but at least the description says they have #a printer #thers also printers in the city but and theres one really near me but its in a coffee shop and idk how to behave do i have to buy something #is it weird idk #can i get a manual on how to approach this situation omg #i dont want to go to a printing shop cause i dont want anyone to look at my stuff

[toastshark]

@praise-suns-and-chill I do hope this is adequate! As much as I like angsty stuff, drawing it is not my forte ^^

Drawing brought to you by a time when confusion hit on Fafnir while boosted and he proceeded to decimate the entire team

#etrian odyssey #etrian odyssey 2 untold #flavnir #flafnir #?idk which one #…if it’s not clear: he was about to send Flavio straight to the lowest floor of ginnungagap #I was going for that trope where character A goes berserk and their loved one is like #:( babe pls come back to me </3 #also Flavios the reason this took so long #my man has a very big forehead that gets real awkward to draw cuz it messes with the face feature alignments #…so if he looks wonky that’s why XD

[quilleth]

I'm going to need a dlc to go fist fight mystra, mizora, and zariel. IDK how we get to deal with Shar or Vlaakith so might need to throw them in there too.

I'm on a quest to fight some gods, devils, etc for fucking with my friends. Like no, fuck off. You already had a chance to not be a dick, now meet me in the fucking pit bitches.

#quilleth plays baldur's gate #cazador's not here because i already know we get to beat the shit out of him #mizora is so slimy...like...ew can you fucking NOT? #i get she's wyll's patron but did she need to be so skeezy about it? #literally first thing after she shows up is me/ my characters going 'ok we need to break your pact wyll' #she's gross and you deserve better #mystra and zariel are self explanatory i think #idk what's up with shar but like.....seems sus. but shadowheart's personal quest is so tied to the main plot #so i haven't seen much #vlaakith is sounding pretty sus for the bits i've unlocked so far from snooping in the creche #bg3 is just turning into me going 'ok time to beat up everyone in your lives' with the companions xD #except tara. she can come on the beat the shit out of mystra again mission. #bitch should've stayed where she was #idk enough canon dnd/ faerun lore to know where that was but i'm going to send her back

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

I like doing comparisons for myself sometimes of my first drawing vs a more recent one (vs their in-game appearance) so. might as well put one here :] Plus bdays for all the kids, based on the earliest save files i could find <3

#for all of them cept noya and renan i did that first headshot very shortly after i started the games with them #noya and renan were the only exceptions where i drew them before i ever made them in game #bad idea bc once you have a look In Your Head it is impossible to make em look like that in the cc xD #degree of polish/effort/cartoony-ness for the recent sketches varies a lot lol but they still like. represent the difference imo #mostly i get a lot more loose w the shapes the more comfortable i get with drawing sb #honestly the birthdays are mostly ther for my own reference lmao bc i cannot remember dates to save my life #and its tedious to go looking for their save files every time #neira's is debatable bc i didn't start playing properly until october #but i *did* make her earlier than that. so. #also idk who i have posted screenshots of before so. possibly face reveal moment? xD #n e way. enough rambling xd #my ocs #might add all their tags later.......

[incorrect-starbula]

Mantis, sighing: Gamora is so beautiful... Drax: Don't be jealous. You're beautiful too... on the inside, at least. Mantis: I'm not being jealous, Drax. I'm being gay.

#gamantis #mantis #gamora #drax #i have this headcanon about mantis running into gamora while she's off soul-searching and them going on a brief adventure together #and maybe they kiss a little idk #this could happen after vol. 2 or or vol. 3 tho lol #i've shipped these two since 2017 i'm letting everyone know about it now xD #the deleted scene where mantis says gamora is beautiful and therefore can never trust anyone lives rent free in my head #guardians of the galaxy #gotg3 #incorrect quotes #gamora x mantis

[kiwibirdlafayette]

I think Tom (and all his alts) strive for freedom…

OH ABSOLUTELY

I totally agree!! I think just like- the nature of Tom and his alts (who ofc meta wise were all written after him) is that they’re all dependent people of some kind, usually as the result of their circumstance of existence

Whether that be like in Tom's case because Dianite (or Mianite in Godswap, albiet different dynamic) is the one to grant him reanimated life, making him sort of indebted to him- or Cassell who isn't necessarily bound to his god moreso that he's bound to his creators (Flash and Ianite). Mot also sort of has that tether element to him because Dianite technically also saved his life from the creeper spore infection iirc but I think it makes the principle of freedom a little different to him esp. because it turned into like a business partners to unrequited crush to sorta lovers kinda thing depending on your post canon

All of this translates to me into their kind of devotion as champions, and again how that's like different from Ianitee flavored devotion (based on the guidance of Ianite and trusting in her judgement to lead them the right way so she can keep them safe), or Mianitee flavored devotion (Like knights to a king, similar to Ianitees follow orders for order, kind of follow his principles rather than specific instructions from him). Dianite being Dianite and the elements of chaos being how it is, Dianitee devotion is like being an extension of him, not via principles or guidance but by intent like being mercenaries in service of him while still being tethered in fear of punishment if its not done right. And maybe yknow they don't mind the implications that come with that title (Mot's case, for example) I think that's where that desire for freedom comes for- a want to have an existence that isn't tethered to their god

side note this could not apply as much to Dianite and Cass in Aitheaca because Dianite takes the Ianite role in terms of swapped god positions (and Cass runs off Dianite's guidance in the same way as Jordan would to Ianite) as Flash and Ianite are more similar to Tom and S1 Dia but bear with me xD

So kind of like extrapolating from that- their more specific desires for freedom are all sort of tied to Tom's need for spiritual freedom- I want to like refer to the whole thing of the Thauminomicon-y traits Marsh had mentioned before, and how Tom has 'fabrico', which stands for craft/repair. It connects in the sense of yeah he's a zombie he's stiched back together but. ok hear me out. Who would have stitched him back together? It was implied in an episode of Isles that c!Tom doesn't remember the Minecraft Project- (because they're memories he can't return to, just big empty void in his head), or when he was alive/ill from zombification, but he hadn't died yet. The person that arrives on Mianite with Tucker is that Tom, he is all that chaotic goofy Tom is, but at the same time he's partially someone else's creation, sewn together in intricate ways to be the bringer of chaos for the god he serves- but beyond that? His humanity. At his core, he's human, not someone who'll just take orders blindly and him striving for his freedom from that tether is refusing to deny the things that makes him alive. And I think the other alts like ya said follow suit, in Mot maintaining his humanity regardless of his ailment through choosing to care for Alyssa rather than being just a ruthless chaotic killing machine when Rux!Dia dies or in Aitheaca the way I want to write Cassell as someone who was born as a weapon for Ianite but loves collecting vintage human things and views his innermost self through music. The visual I kind of go to is the idea of Tom literally crafting and repairing the parts of himself that make him feel trapped by breaking them apart, burning it, adding new things when he takes the hands of friends and yeah!! And I think this sort of aspect could also tie into him becoming Mecha Dianite as well in finding freedom by choosing the person he is, and owning it

#idk if this makes any sense this is quite literally a braindump LMAO #i rambled way too long but i needed a distraction from some stuff that sucked today this is an excellent prompt #so i just went ham immediately on whatever brainrot came to mind xD I wasn't gonna go into thaum things but i got reminded of it mid writng #thank you for the ask a ton #mianite #character analysis #mianite godswap #mianite: the tales of aitheaca #tom syndicate #mot screziato #cassell lomorem #Thinking about this is why like. im such a huge fan of characterizations of cTom that go beyond #'im chaotic im evil RAHHH' #because he's a really multifacted character that I think is a lot more interesting #last time i talked about why hes chaotic this time its about the other side #throwing a bit of syndisparklez specifically in the tag #if tom is jordan's homebase #his foundation; jordan acts as a light to tom because he #is where freedom lies- he literally ignores what is laid out and what he may be indebted to to create his own goddess bring her into existe #leading out of those hypothetical boundaries yaknow #idk im normal. im nrrmal #lafakiwi talks #asks #licantropa

[niyana-the-ambiguous-mobian]

Why do certain coworkers have to get you so annoyed with them without even trying, and they don't realize how annoying/obnoxious they are?? Or worse, they KNOW how annoying they are but don't seem to care cause they find it funny?

It's like the silence and neutral expressions aren't enough of a hint that I don't think you're funny and you should just stop while you still have your dignity...

Longer rant in the tags cause it's a lot.

#rant post #personal rant #idk what is with boys and think whenever you get annoyed with them means that its ok to keep going on with the shit 😒 #i know it's not all boys but just certain ones #he's only 1-2 years younger than me but he acts pretty immature sometimes #he was trying to get my attention by doing stupid shit as distance away but i didn't acknowledge him and he got that message #but afterwards he tries other stuff and cracks himself up whenever he gets me to look at him thinking I'm giving him a reaction #he's....an odd puzzle piece to place #and my workplace is as small as a typical subway so i can't really keep my distance from him unless i go outside or got to the restrooms #ugh i just wish he wasn't like this ALL THE TIME and he wonders i act the way i do around him on the rare occasions he is serious #and it's just me and him working there other than my manager but can't really do anything about that for now #i just wanna scream at him to not smirk at me and dance around me like he's trying to do a mating dance that makes me uncomfortable each tim #-me but i gotta say it in a way that doesn't sound like I'm hysterical about it or cause ridges since I'm still working there #basically he's one of the reasons i want a new job. it shouldn't be the case where a coworker causes you to leave a job #but unfortunately this is where i am at this point #ok rant over XD #I'm going to wash my face and eat something

[awesamforehead]

I want a gc or something with my mutuals but I don't want to experience the inevitable implosion of an entire group server again 😭

#Like drexit was one of the worst experiences watching all of my then friends fight and then leave over it #Like it was reasonable at the time but idk. It was rough #And im personally really bad at one on one convos with people #Like I want to talk with my mutuals more! I just feel like I would be bothering them #I know i know 'you wouldn't bother me!' It still feels like it #I'm already in the like dt.blr summer camp ser.ver but i dont like half of the people in it. Especially the mods #And big (50+) people servers intimidate me #Idk where this is going im just saying words #Vent #Ig? No one wants to hear my shit XD #If you've come down this far have a cookie for your trouble 🍪

[klonoadoortophantomile]

played a lot more mother 3 today (i just finished up chapter 5 lol) its kinda crazy how much i remember from this but also Completely Forgot abt

#or just hadnt heard of before but theres been a lot of moments where its like ‘OH. THAT THING YEAH!!!!’ #oh uh i dont remmeber if i mentioned this before or not i got likethe whole game spoiled ages ago #obviously theres some stuff abt the game thats just like surface level things most ppl have heard if they know anything abt it #or ar least. thats what i think idk. like theres stuff i always see mentioned whenever the game gets discussed #like broadly outside of the fanbase #uh i forgot where i was going with this #still dont realy get the rhythm game stuff but its not bothering me as much cuz i actually have #party members now. feels like you can actually do stuff and it feels fair XD #inquisitivewaltz.txt #i was supposed to get some homework done over rhis weekend but all ive done is play mother 3. oops #that stuff was already latework too help 💀

[mossmx]

btw update on reading Frankentesin, Victor is like asdfghjkl (but mhh he kind of gets a pass bc he's young and stupid), I have no idea if he's right about the murderers but I'm interested to see!

#frankenstein by mary shelley #(I think he's jumping to conclusions) #moss text #I'm like #innocent until proven guilty i guess? #also was not expecting people to die so much lol XD #also idk where the “didn't graduate” tumblr belief-meme came from #bc actually I do think before going home he got his licentia #uni at the times didn't have a linear curriculum #and judging by his stay + how the professors spoke of him to Clerval + how relaxed he was about going home #I do think he passed his final exam #either that or he didn't need the exam bc he didn't want to teach #but it's more plausibkle to me he did pass #come on #all the teachers were like 'he'll do our job he's better than us lol' #I just think Victor/Mary didn't explicitly say bc it wasn't relevan #but he definitley did get his degree imo XD #was he still stupid af and way too young when he decided do make the creature? yeaah kinda! #but like #don't ascribe the stupidity to him not having a degree lol XD #he was 'young genius' trope to a T #I think they do not call him Doctor on account that they also refer to professors as 'M.' #then again I am 'Dr.' in my country but not for USA standards #so really who fucking cares #he had the intelligente but not the wise #poor stupid guy #life ruined #university would do that to you

[le-velo-pour-dru]

Top 10 videos that are amazing outstanding incredible showstopping powerful breathtaking and freaking LIFE CHANGING-

#dru speaks #dallon's stage persona makes me go off the wall BONKERS #like!!!! 😳 Excuse Me Sir!!!! #who gave you permission to be like that????? #to make me This Silly about you????? #ANYWAY onto another topic: gosh i wish i could've experienced one of the crowd walks #they look absolutely magical!! #like. he's *right there!!!!* in the audience!!!! with you!!!! #idk i think if i could've gone to a concert where they did that my spirit would have just straight up ascended from my body XD #i would be a different person walking out of that venue than i was coming in /pos #i need to go to an idkhow concert SOOOOOO bad #i think it could solve all of my problems tbh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #i've heard sooooo many good things about those concerts 🫶🫶🫶🫶 so excited for the next tour #cause my mom really wants me to see them #so if they come near my state and i don't have a bajillion homework assignments i think i'm definitely going X3 #gaaaaaah!! excited for that #dallon weekes #ryan seaman #idkhow #visitation of the ghost #Youtube

[rebellionmoon]

"his parents molded him to be what they wanted him to be, but instead they created a power hungry villain" i believe it, especially considering how illumi spent his early childhood being an only child i'm pretty sure they were selfish and controlling

this is why i want illumi to be silva's worst nightmare

Hi anon and thank you for the ask! Illumi spent his early childhood alone, he didn't have the experience his youngest siblings had (Killua, Alluka, and Kalluto being closer in age, growing up together and relatively sharing the same experiences at the same time) so whatever Illumi was going through, from his father being emotionally distant/ his mother being suffocating/his youngest siblings being so little, Illumi had to deal with it alone. Finding solace in the places he could and developing an unhealthy appetite for power and control in the process. When Illumi was little, I believe he didn't question his upbringing because he didn't know any other life, nor did he have friends to talk to. When you're taught something by birth from your mother and father you believe them because they're your parents. And to present day, he still believes in the lifestyle that was taught to him. But, as Illumi grew older, I believe he began to prioritize his needs/wants.

The Zoldycks love each other, but they don't love each member equally :0 There is a bias among the zoldycks. Some members are clearly prioritized over others. The love they have for each other is not unconditional, but selfish and self-serving. The Zoldyck family chart tells us something very interesting about Illumi!

If we compare both Illumi and Milluki's relationship with their father, it tells us something very important! Or at least, what Illumi isn't.

Illumi isn't obedient.

If Tsubone was able to recognize Illumi's lust for power and that deviates from an assassin, then Silva probably caught on to it too. I don't think Illumi isn't the heir because he has 'less potential' than Killua nor because he's not a transmuter with white hair. Illumi is very strong and a perfect assassin. I think when choosing the heir Silva is looking for two qualities: power, which Illumi clearly has, and obedience, which Illumi doesn't.

On the other hand, Silva has high hopes for Killua. He saw high potential and power, and orchestrated a scenario where Illumi would be blamed/resented for Killua's abuse while Silva gets to look like the cool dad that lets Killua go on adventures with his friends. Silva probably decided to take a different approach with Killua and used what he learned from raising Illumi. (i think Illumi and Silva's relationship is strained) Silva is very manipulative, and used what worked and what didn't to get Killua to respect him and eventually faithfully obey him. By the end of the election arc, Killua thinks otherwise. But the dynamics among the family member are very interesting!

In conclusion Anon, I agree! In fact, Illumi might already be Silva's worst nightmare :D

#i don't think silva would want to hand over the position as the family head to a member he can't trust #even if that member is his first born son #love in that family also carries obedience #I don't like the fandom's takes that Illumi isn't a capable assassin or is inherently less powerful than killua or other members #i think it comes come to trust and obedience #Illumi isn't obedient like Milluki nor respects his father like killua does #the present head still needs to work and cooperate with the previous head of the family #to work harmoniously #Silva probably sees Illumi's lust for power and doesn't want to give him that position #Illumi vies for it but he's going about it in a roundabout way #Probably because he sees a position for himself where he can have more control without being controlled himself #idk sorry for the long post XD #Also the rule that family can't kill family #like i have a gut feeling that even though its meant for everyone to follow #Silva might be looking out for Illumi---aka over his shoulder LOL #I hope my thoughts made sense! I just love talking about the Zoldyck family XD #thank you for the ask! #anon #ask #my ask #asks #illumi #illumi zoldyck #hxh #hunterxhunter #hxh analysis #killua #silva #killua zoldyck