#idk…. i’ll finalize it later

[uss-feynman]

ensign m’ghon in the lower decks style!

#star trek #star trek oc #uss feynman #rhea m’ghon #orion oc #trill oc #star trek fanart #star trek lower decks #i’m still trying to figure out the specifics of the feynman uniform design #i might get rid of the tucked in jacket …. #idk…. i’ll finalize it later #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #original character

[koolaidashley]

Remember when I mentioned a separated au well I got the concept it’s twin time except they don’t know their twins they are just Very Best Friends and definitely NOT brothers

#rottmnt #disaster twins #rottmnt leo #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt seperated au #I have no name for. it #but here #I’ll do mike n raph. later #these fits may not be final yet btw #idk yet #this au is on the bottom of my list of aus to do rn #prodigy au

[abbey-abdominal]

Ragapom doodles (pswaped!/shivering purse dog!/And introducing!!! Ragatha Dog!???)

#*head in hands* I don’t have anything clever to call dog!Raggs #like idk … I’ll come up with smth later but it has to be a little funny… #ragapom #my art #sketch sloppy oppy sketch #tadc sketch page #pswap!ragapom #shivering purse dog pomni #shaggy hound dog ragatha #ok i finally used my brain #shaggy hound dog owner pomni

[artheresy]

No but I don’t think anyone understands how deeply I need to witness Blade identity crisis content like, the focus on identity usually with the HCQ and the struggles usually centers around Dan Heng because of course! We get the content in canon touched upon, expanding on it with your own view is so much fun and I want to do it myself at some point.

But the potential of Blade? And exploring his fucked relationship with his identity and with Yingxing? MWAH, delicious, and not done enough compared to something I do see a bit whenever the topic comes up which no hate to anyone for but I have my own opinions on it

Like, shit Blade has HUGE issues with dehumanizing himself as a result of Jingliu’s teaching in which she projected her own self dehumanization onto him and taught him to turn his body into a weapon and remember the feeling of death. He doesn’t view himself as being a person, he is nothing more than a sword for slaying, a weapon whose path is soaked in the blood of both his victims and himself. And UGH listen, I’ve already ranted about this so many times that y’all are probably tired of hearing me talk about it.. it truly is one of my favorite topics, the disconnection between Yingxing and Blade that does exist in canon to certain extent. Though he takes on the weight of his sin as his own and his duty to repay it (and make sure Dan Heng repays it too), the ways in which he doesn’t connect to Yingxing in other matters is used in such a tragic way when you peel back the layers upon layers that can relate to the simplest things. Like fucking hell, not to mention it again but the use of craftsmanship between the two of them is heartbreaking as crafting represents not only what he happened to do as apart of the HCQ and in the end his legacy, but how it is used as a representation of his passion that Blade does not share, how it represents the revenge that dominated his life as Yingxing built on the pain and trauma of losing his entire family and home while still such a young child which Blade probably doesn’t even fully remember anymore let alone connect with. I swear, that hurts, it hurts me every time I think about it.

I also just have a lot of my own headcanons that I firmly don’t think are canon, but are things I instead sprinkle in like finishing salt into my wounds to make myself even more sad. Like thinking about Blade in a way constantly being in mourning, not solely for Baiheng, but genuinely in mourning for Yingxing as well. Although he used to be Yingxing, that man is still dead and gone and never coming back, never in a way that will actually be Yingxing. So I like to imagine he mourns for him as well. Not just his death but mourns the severed connection between them. The passions he cannot submerge himself in, the pure dedication he cannot fathom, the love and happiness he cannot even begin to imagine the feeling of. Or at least not the warmth of them, he only feels the bitter shards of those feelings left within him, making his hatred all the more agonizing and deep set.

Hm… I wonder how we’re going to see Blade progress as the story keeps going on. I do truly hope we get more of an exploration of this. I need to see what happens to him. I need to see how his mindset ends up evolving or instead of evolving, the sheer amount of shit it ends up getting him into. God do I love this man, sorry that my love manifests in needing to see him suffering. It just comes with the territory

#maybe I’ll get more into my confusion about it one day #but not today! im tired and planning to finally finish a bigger post ive been taking ages on hopefully this weekend #hsr #honkai star rail #hsr blade #yingxing #ramble post #might delete later #idk #im tired

[jinkiesmariz]

Nvm I have a small meal for gene likers hello I need him to chase me with a knife I think

#mystreet gene #gene #mcd gene #Aphmau gene #Aphblr #doodle #mys gene #gene mystreet #I think it’d be so fine if him to act like a piece of shit before stabbing me #idk I got a vision and couldn’t do anything except make it real #I have an exam later today what the hell #anyways look at my pretty princess #ghost face au #he would make a wonderful killer #I’ll be his final girl any day #jinks art

[orphetoon]

maybe i should get back into drawing totk

#specifically roleswap #idk it was just like #a lot of the comments n shit i was getting on my totk comics #is what made me want to stop drawing it. really #still have gripes with the game but its still like. 8/10 or 8.5 #maybe i’ll finally draw my sage yona idea #or that really dumb mind sage comic idea lok #delete later

[catharusustulatus]

I can totally imagine season 5 being a speed run of seasons 1 and 2 Stancy-wise, where Jonathan and Steve bond and Jon is like “I need to work on myself and focus on family and I know you still love her” or whatever and then Nancy and Jon talk and lovingly break up with no fuss and then Steve and Nancy talk and Steve is like “look I am sorry about what I said in the upside down, I thought I was about to die and I know you’re with Jonathan and I don’t want to rush you and maybe we can just be friends” and she’s like “shut up and kiss me” and they have steamy pre-final battle sex, effectively bookending their arc in a symmetrical way. You just know it’s happening!

#now the question remains #will Steve live or die #and will they flash forward two years and Nancy is pregnant for some stupid reason already #because they always skip forward in time in the final episode post big fight #but I want Nancy to go to school and not be a mom right away #so if they both live and are endgame I’d much rather them be shown living together #OR what if they zoom past college and it’s like five years later #anyway idk what will happen but I’m betting heavy on this #I want them to have juicy emotional dialogue #and if it doesn’t happen I’ll write it myself!! #and you know Robin would be smirking and calling Steve lover boy while he blushes oooh #steve harrington #stranger things #nancy wheeler #stancy #I kinda want it ya know

[themiiofalltime]

round 1

who is fighting who? let’s find out!

[quick disclaimer: this is a pain in the arse to make a graphic for so please stand by for that :)]

Round 1A

DEFAULT FEMALE MII vs DEFAULT

BEEF BOSS vs HAMBURGER MII

I WANT DIE vs END MII

BARACK OBAMA vs GAY OBAMA

SATORU IWATA vs MASAHIRO SAKURAI

DEFAULT MALE MII vs DEFAULT MII GUNNER

Round 1B

TURG vs MR BEAN

SCREAMITH vs MAGICAL JOHN

ETELED vs PAUL

ZORLO FROM NEW YORK vs LONK FROM PENNSYLVANIA

MATT vs LUCÍA

TURBOVICKI vs TASBOT

Round 1C

MIYU vs AI

TWO-FACED vs CLING ON

CORALINE vs NICO FIRE

DR SCARLET vs IRIS ARCHWELL

VINCENT vs PETCH FROM TEXAS

STEVE HARVEY vs PETER GRIFFIN

Round 1D

BLUMII vs APPLEJOY

DUMMY GIRL vs AMY

REGGIE FILS-AIMÉ vs HARU

GUEST A vs GUEST D

CREEPYLADY vs NICK FTBAL

GOOGLE vs JAQUES NUT

Round 1A will begin on the 16th of April

Round 1B will begin on the 18th of April

Round 1C will begin on the 20th of April

Round 1D will begin on the 22nd of April

in the meantime i will continue working on various other tidbits! thank you all for your patience and support, it means a lot :)

#the mii of all time tournament #the mii of all time info #not a poll #sorry for the wait but we’re finally here #graphics will be coming later it’s just gonna take a while #(and maybe better software idk i’ll see what i can do)

[learnelle]

this morning my walk to work felt so peaceful ✨

#delete later but I just thought these pictures were so pretty <3 #just a wee update on everything: I was so nervous about this event because I haven’t worked in person since the beginning of covid and wow #idk how my colleagues work in sales all year round because I’m just exhausteddddd from talking 😭😭😭😭 #but everyone I spoke to today was so lovely!!! it’s so nice to finally meet all of the people I work online with and the students we help #overall I enjoyed myself but idk how I’ll survive a few more days of cosplaying an extrovert

[rapidhighway]

I didn’t go to sculpture again……

#please please please I have anxiety I have a mental illness #I can’t make myself go there it’s hell idk why I’m just so nervous every time I make myself feel sick #and then I get another excuse not to go becuase I literally feel like I’m gonna throw up #I’m not going to pass if I don’t start going there……. #and I cannot handle repeating a semester #I live in fear #and it doesn’t help that I have intermedia class later today which is my second greatest enemy and just as dreadful #banging head on the table #I need to be wrapped in a blanket and go to sleep forever #god even if I go there I’m never going to be able to come up to my prof and talk to him about my project I get physically I’ll at the #slightest suggestion from my friends that I should finally do it #everyone’s done it already #I will literally cry if anyone talks to me #the profs just intimidate me so badly I feel like they hate me #and everyone says they’re super nice but I can’t make myself believe ittttt they will eat me alive #but if I never go I won’t pass the class and repeating the semester will cost money #pleas I have the stupid project idea ready but I just can’t do it I’ve thought about just emailing them and doing it all through email but #I couldn’t do that either I’m just in panic mode instantly #so yeah I’m just venting not asking ppl for solutions 😶✌️ I just don’t want to text my friend again bc I’ve been putting way too much on #them #they do practically everything for me anyway bc I can’t do shit by myself #uh ok I just need to put this SOMEWHERE #I’m gonna curl up and draw metal or whatever #ugh I know I’m making things worse by not coming #but I can’t make myself I just cant I’m gonna have an anxiety attack ✌️ #no one look at me #I being sensitive and vulnerable here

[crowpawsdoesart]

here is the not-quite-finished product of the mask!! i glued feathers on it and although it’s a little ugly it’s handmade and i feel happy when i wear it so it doesn’t matter anyway :D

happy crow noises :33

also partial crowpaws face reveal :00

#crowpawsrandomposts #therian #crow therian #it’s a little ugly #but nature isn’t perfect #and i think it’s beautiful #plus i finally feel a little more comfortable in my skin #idk how to make wings though #i’ll worry abt that later

[wowshiny]

berry picking!! 💜🤍💚

10/12 in my series of happy frogs for pride month

prev frog

#my art #frogs #pride month #this frog specifically is #genderqueer #idk how to draw straw hats or baskets so def fudged those a bit hehe oh well #day late so i’ll try to post another later today but we’ll see #edit: finally updated link and final count oops

[gordontv]

sketch i just did he is so ugly ❤️

#edward talks #Edward arts #im maybe gonna touch it up later? #idk I’ll see how it goes #not gonna tag this I’ll post a final draft later

[mister-finally-found-himself]

I agree that the gender fluid thing is queerbait if I'm understanding you right. Like I think it's like one of the only instances of queer baiting in the show

yeah like i don’t think lokius is queerbait by the definition (they never actually said it was gonna happen, or heavily hinted at it, etc). BUT i do think that if you observe their interactions in the show it’s clear they were doing SOMETHING with that. just thinking in a sense of like, if they were a straight couple then people would absolutely be saying yeah there’s something there. but i don’t think it’s queerbait because while yeah it’s in there, the creators, writers, etc. never actually said anything about that.

and the whole thing about him being genderfluid. it. bugs me so much because before the show came out i was so hyped for that because they DID say like, yeah in the show he’s genderfluid and then didn’t actually do that. the credits scene with the file where it says sex: fluid was. idk not good rep at all because it’s SO EASY to miss even if you do watch the credits. and then playing it as if the loki variants think it’s strange that there’s a woman variant of them. it’s not at all what they made it out to be and it bothers me so much. like the queerbaiting there was absolutely intentional.

ALSO i was very disappointed at the bi rep. like it’s more than i expected from marvel honestly BUT they still hyped it up as this big thing like yeah loki’s bi!! it’s canon!! and then just threw in a 3 sentence thing that’s super easy to miss. and then like. never brought it up again ever. and that wouldn’t be a big deal to me in the sense of like “yeah, he’s bi, it’s normal it’s not a big thing, it’s just part of who he is” like i would think that would even be a great aspect of it IF they didn’t hype it up so much and make it a big thing outside of the actual show. it’s just. idk it bothers me

#anyway. i’ve made it past the big emotional reaction so the finales not as bad to me as it was last night #i still have very mixed feelings about it but it’s nothing to do with queerbait or anything it’s just the whole character development then #leaving him alone for all eternity thing. idk i’ll probably make a post about it later #ask #loki

[moonlite-sunshine]

So I’m rewatching and catching up on Doctor Who for the first time in like 6ish years so I can watch the new specials and like my favorite will always be Tennant, he was My Doctor blah blah but you know what, this rewatch reminded me how much I love 12, mainly his season with Bill.

Capaldi is such a great Doctor. He’s not always nice but he’s always kind and he loves so hard. He’s so funny and I love how he loves playing guitar and he has sonic sunglasses bc he’s just trying to have a good time, he may not be a kooky bow tie guy anymore but he’s still silly. Him and Bill are like best buds and I wish we’d had another season with them and even Nardole bc their relationship was just fun, there was no pre-destined or weird importance placed on her, she was just a normal person who loved learning and was kind and had good vibes. The best of humanity, the kind of person the Doctor takes along bc they remind him that people are important. Bill brought out the best in him and also GAY🦭 anyways his last words are so beautiful and I miss him

#also rip Clara I don’t have anything against her and but I truly think they brought out the ‘worst’ in each other #not like actually the worst but like it wasn’t great #that said I did cry at the last episode when we find out HE forgot her :( him and his guitar playing the song just gets me #and at the end of his run when he remembers who she is 🥺 #see actually the second 12&clara season wasn’t too bad but the first one was just 🫠 #like it just seemed so toxic?? and for what?? #I did like the season finale with the cybermen and Danny protecting Clara but like their actual relationship was also toxic?? so much lying #that 2nd season is better w their relationship but that hybrid shit? didn’t make any sense?? it was just made to seem important #but it literally wasn’t at all 😭 #I do wish 12 had gotten a few more episodes with river so it wouldn’t have been such a sudden return? #meh idk #anyway capaldi you’re literally a rockstar doctor <3 #this is my first time seeing 13’s run too #I had to skip arachnids cause phobia but I just started the demons episode #I’m still trying to decide how I feel ab her but I love Ryan he’s so funny #I feel like she’s missing that rage that’s literally just below the surface of all the doctors #but I’ll keep watching to see if we get that later

[mellaithwen]

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#I struggled with what to talk about in therapy this week so of course my chronic illness said cHALLENGE ACCEPTED. #but here’s the kicker — I know the second I open that box that it is going to fuck me up so I’ve been drifting past it #but. idk. #I want to sit on the floor in therapy but I can’t even say it cause it sounds stupid but I really want to sit on the fucking floor #I know if I’m not ready to dive in then I’ll undo progress #but equally I’ll never be ready cause the medical trauma bullshit runs so deep and is so prevalent in all aspects because the fucking #disease is prevalent everywhere and #I don’t have the resilience for any of it #I have one dose of victoza left and that’s it - the pharmacy have giving me 5 IOU’s so far #and I was finally seeing my numbers steadying out #and it makes me so angry because it’s too much #it’s too much to advocate for yourself and research and manage and try and you ask for help and you get shit in return #and I’m so burnt out with it but you can’t even BE fully burnt out because that would mean death #so all you can do is be a bad student #and then the endocrinologist tuts #in your five minute appointment that you waited 18 months for #it’s too fucking much I WANT A FUCKING BREAK #will delete this later #just needed to rant and get it out of me so it doesn’t fester like always #I’m tired #t1dlookslikeme #type 1 diabetes