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idontblushsrry · 1 month
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Levitating|| Shunsui Kyoraku
Pairing: Shunsui x GN Reader
WC: 1,555
A/N: This started as a writing exercise so that I could get back into the flow of writing again but I like it so I'm posting it. Sorry I've been MIA for like 2 years, I'll be posting on again/off again for a while. Also I changed some of the lyrics of the song, Dua Lipa stans pls don't come for me.
Warnings: None, some swearing?, there's talk of marriage because I feel like the Soul Society doesn't really have "dating"
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Shunsui + Levitating
I believe that you're for me, I feel it in our energy // I see us written in the stars
Shunsui knew that he was an old man. It was a notion he never attempted to disavow himself of, finding it to be a pointless endeavour; Besides, he was proud of his age.
With age, comes wisdom, one that he has refined enough to know not to deny the fluttering of his heart whenever he so much as heard your name. For him, it was nothing to be  embarrassed about, no matters of the heart were. He would readily admit that it was a bit disorienting. One moment he’d be talking with Nanao and suddenly his breath would be stolen at the slightest hint of your perfume. 
You possessed a gift so unique, a hold over him like no other. Being in your presence somehow managed to send him back to his days in the academy, leaving him feeling like nothing more than a lovesick student. You’d set his heart alight and made it seem as though the world was slipping away every time you smiled. Your visage immediately righted any wrongs. He was sure that your laughter could cure any affliction he may be ailed with. To put it simply, Shunsui had found himself utterly enraptured by you and yet, he didn’t mind. The butterflies you’d managed to elicit from him only added to the weightless feeling he’d become stuck with since meeting you.
We can go wherever, so let's do it now or never, baby // Nothing's ever, ever too far
You hadn’t treated Shunsui any different from normal, but it didn’t take a genius to put two and two together. The usually laid-back yet sharp captain suddenly became ditzy and distracted whenever you so much as glanced at him. He was quite obvious, and though he hadn’t quite acted upon his feelings, he’d made it clear where he stood. His schedule as head captain didn’t allow him free time at the best of moments and yet Nanao somehow found herself overencumbered trying to fit ‘Lunch with Y/N <3’ into Shunsui’s schedule.
“I don’t see why you don’t make things official with her. Everyone already knows that you two are sickeningly in love with each other”, Nanao would frequently complain.
Shunsui would always fix her with a look that would make her regret saying anything and reply, “Matters of the heart can’t be rushed.”
If you asked Nanao, it was all arbitrary bullshit. If she voiced that particular complaint however, Shunsui would “remind” her that she’d “understand when you have someone to love”.
Glitter in the sky, glitter in our eyes//Shining just the way we are
“Oh Shunsui, this is lovely.”
As you cooed over the late-night picnic that he set up, he took a moment to examine your features. The curve of your mouth, the slope of your nose, the reverent way your hair framed your face. Everything about you looked lovely as usual, bathed in moonlight however…
He’d give you anything you wanted.
When you looked at him with those eyes, endlessly rich and glittering with the light of the night sky, he couldn’t help but yearn to kiss you. Even just a gentle press against your lips, oh how he’d kiss you so lovingly. He’d hold you so gently and ask if he could have just one more, one more, one more.
Your gaze flickered down to his lips.
He ran his tongue over them and he swore your eyes grew darker.
You placed a tentative hand into his hair, nervous but sure fingers weaving their way into his tresses. He swears then and there that he has never loved his hair more (if only so that there’s more of him for you to touch).
He cups your face with his hand. You lean into his palm and smile. He feels that weightless feeling come back as he leans forward to feel that smile against his skin when--
“Oh Shunsui look! Did you know there were going to be fireworks tonight?”
He did, it’s one of the reasons he planned a date on the rooftop of his home. He wanted you to see the fireworks and he wanted to see the way your skin would look bathed in the multi-colored light. He doesn’t regret the way your face lights up, this time in awe, but he does wish the timing could’ve been a little better.
He supposes the feeling of your body pressed against his is an apt substitute.
I feel like we're forever, every time we get together//But whatever, let's get lost on Mars
It is not long after the night with the fireworks that Shunsui decides that maybe Nanao was right. He found that the temptation of you was far too much for him to bear. He’d been distracted since that night with thoughts of you, driven himself half mad wondering what could’ve been if he’d leaned in a fraction sooner.
It isn’t until he visits your office for a quick cup of tea (something that both you and Nanao have scolded him for) that he has this realization however. You tell him that you don’t have much time to chat, Seireitei Communications is running some special issue from what he can recall, but you’re happy to spend this time with him. 
As you get up, telling him he’s free to stay as long as he’d like, “Although, you really should get back to work Shunsui, you’ll stress poor Nanao out”, and leave, he feels a sinking feeling for the first time in relation to you. It all just clicks for him that he wants the feelings he has with you to last forever. He wants a lifetime of levitating, of your joy, of your glittering eyes locked onto him, he wants you for as long as you’ll have him.
He realizes that the fluttering feeling comes back at the mere thought of calling you his spouse.
As he floats back to his office (he isn’t quite sure that his feet ever touch the ground), confusing every person he passes along the way, he places an order for a ring and decides to have a talk with you after things settle down.
Later, when you drop by his office with snacks as a small pick-me-up, you ask him what’s got him so giddy. He merely replies with a look that turns heated the longer he looks at you. It softens at the adorably flustered way you mess with your hair and look away from him. You try your damnedest to avoid making eye contact with him, squirming in such a way that, if he were less of a gentleman he’d pull you close and feel how affected one look made you.
As it stands, he decides he can wait a little longer.
‘You want me, I want you, baby’
After mulling it over, he decides he wants the proposal to be a private affair. The entirety of the Sereitei may know of your feelings for each other but that didn’t mean they needed to see this. He wanted to keep the way that your face-- nightsky eyes glimmering-- would light up to himself. He never considered himself to be a selfish man but he supposed when it came to you, everything became unexpected.
He still remembers the way his stomach, twisted in knots, became miraculously clear when you smiled. He asked if marriage was what you wanted, if it was ok to marry you. All the more reason to keep the proposal private, it’s much harder to reject a public suit from the captain of the 13 Court Guard Squads (you’d still reject him if you wanted regardless, another reason he was nervous).
You looked at him, trying to piece together what he was asking before deciding on your answer. “I’d love to marry you if that’s what you’re asking me Shunsui.” Somehow, your smile grew even larger, he wasn’t sure what his face looked like but he’s sure his grin matched yours.
Just thinking back to that day makes this moment all the more important. In the weeks following that conversation, you’d joked that you’d be eagerly awaiting his next move. He’d welcomed the challenge, stupidly. Now he was standing here fretting over if the grass was green enough, what if you suddenly became allergic to his shampoo-- He hoped that you wouldn’t notice the clamminess of his hands.
Another power that you found yourself ordained with, making the great Head Captain nervous. He could sense your spiritual pressure before you, which made him snap out of ‘panic mode’ into ‘focused commander mode’.
When he saw you, dressed up beautifully, jewels in your braided hair. He relaxed incrementally, this wasn’t a battle to be won, you were the one he loved. He was proposing, all he had to do was speak from the heart (easy) and hope you’d accept (he was sure you would but he was nonsensical at the best of times).
He saw recognition in your eyes, like a loose thread that has finally been tucked back into place. Your eyes tear up as he moves to ask you the question that has plagued his mind for months.
You nearly burst into tears, nodding happily and sealing your engagement with a kiss.
I'm levitating
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idontblushsrry · 3 years
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Sesshomaru||NSFW Alphabet
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A/N: That’s right, I wrote an NSFW alphabet for him as well. How could I not, he’s a hottie. Also somehow, I managed to keep this w a gender neutral reader, so all my Sesshomaru fans may enjoy (unless u ship s*ssrin, then leave)
Word Count: 1911
Warnings: Obviously nsfw
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A - Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)
After sex, Sesshomaru returns to his initial composure almost immediately. Like he’ll pant for a few seconds, wipe his dick off and then immediately, boom, like nothing ever happened. Of course, you, are thoroughly wrecked, needing Sesshomaru’s help, help which he is more than happy to give.
B - Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
His favorite body part on himself has to be his arm/arms (depending). He loves his arms for a reason completely separate from you, he just enjoys the fact that he finally has two arms, like he thinks back to all the times he didn’t properly appreciate his left arm, and vows to never make that same mistake.
C - Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)
As much as he loves cumming on your body, nothing compares to the feeling of cumming inside you. He loves to watch you slowly lose all coherency as he just fucks you full of his cum. If you let this man cum inside you, you will unleash a whole new beast, that you’re gonna have to be prepared to deal with. 
D - Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Sometimes, when Sesshomaru knows he’s going to be away from you for a long time, he tries to fuck you as much as possible. He knows that he’ll miss you and gets a little more lovey dovey, but above all, he’s trying to remember the feeling of you so he can better mimic it with his had.
E - Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Sesshomaru is extremely experienced, on account of both his rank and his power. Demons are attracted to power and rank and, being so noble, Sesshomaru has never had any trouble with finding a partner to warm his bed. He’s not versed in everything but he has a strong sense of intuition and a deep connection with his own desires.
F - Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
A bit cliché, but, his favorites are doggy style and mating press. Any position where he has the leverage to press you down and fuck into you also ranks pretty high on his list.
G - Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Sesshomaru is so serious in the moment. He gets so laser focused on pleasing you that he finds any distractions to be a bit...grating. That being said, you’re the exception, if he happens to make you laugh during sex, he’ll just roll his eyes affectionately before shutting you up with a kiss.
H - Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
He’s about as well groomed as any man of his station at the time would be. He’s not exactly shaving down there but his hair is so fine that it isn’t unbearable. Also the carpet definitely matches the drapes, his hair is extremely light and it’s hard to see sometimes.
I - Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
Sesshomaru is very intimate in subtle ways. He shows you hat he cares by doing little things to ensure your comfort. Whether it’s brushing sweat off your head, setting pillows under your hips, or retracting his nails when he holds you, Sesshomaru is the king of unspoken intimacy. He loves you and he’s going to show it in the most obvious way.
J - Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
As stated earlier, Sesshomaru really only jacks off out of necessity. He had no problem with getting someone to fuck, ad now that he has you, he doesn’t see the need to masturbate. The only time he’ll do so is if you’re gonna be away from him for a while and he’s really horny.
K - Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Sesshomaru has a breeding kink, sorry not sorry. Even if you can’t get pregnant, something in him just tells him to keep filling you with his cum until it spills out. At which point, he just repeats the process. He also has a thing for marking, whether it be by scent, hickies, or with his cum, he loves the reminder/proclamation that you’re his.
L - Location (Favourite places to do the do)
Sesshomaru’s not picky about location. He’s of the opinion that, as long as you’re comfy, he’s ok with it. He does enjoy having his fill of you in your shared bedroom, but yall aren’t really home often enough for him to be that particular about it.
M - Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
The only thing that turns Sesshomaru on is the sight/thought of you naked and waiting for him. 
N - NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Sesshomaru does not care all that much for sharing, and in a similar vein, voyeurism. With voyeurism, he doesn’t mind fucking out in the open, as long as no one else is around. The second he gets whiff of anyone, he’s pulling out of you faster than you can even realize what’s going on. With sharing, just don’t ask. He won’t show it but, the thought of someone else even seeing you that vulnerable enrages him and sets off his baser instincts. If you suggest it, he’s going to be very hurt for some time.
O - Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Sesshomaru probably didn’t even know about oral until you went down on him for the first time. While he isn’t exactly the most experienced in it, he more than makes up for it with his sheer voracity. If you ask him to give you head, he’s getting on his knees, laying you back like, “say less”.
P - Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
Sesshomaru can be both but he tends to lean on the more fast and rough side. Sure, your hips and legs hurt, but who can really complain when there’s a powerful demon pounding into you like a jackhammer.
Q - Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
When you first told Sesshomaru what a quickie entailed, he was intrigued. Admittedly, he didn’t like the concept at first, but the more he thought about it the more it grew on him. He likes the thought of you being so needy for him that you’d rather jump him as soon as possible than wait to get home.
R - Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
In terms of experimentation, Sesshomaru’s not all that open to it. He’ll try if you insist but he’s definitely not one to suggest any experimentation. As for risks in terms of location, as long as he’s far enough from others, he doesn’t really care where y’all fuck or how loud you are. 
S - Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
He can go as long as you can. He does like to build your endurance more and more each time, but sex in general with him is a serious time commitment.  He’s more than willing to space it throughout the day if that would suit you better.
T - Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
No toys, Sesshomaru doesn’t see the point in them. It also goes back to his thing about sharing, while he won’t be as angry as he would be with another person there, the thought infuriates him. Just thinking about an object getting to feel you in the same way he does make him see red.
U - Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Sesshomaru prefers not to tease, but he will if he feels the need to. He prefers to get straight to the point, letting you cum as many times as he sees fit to, honestly, prep you to take him in. But if he’s feeling particularly slighted, (whether by you or some demon he can’t quite murder) he’ll take it all out on you. While he won’t tease you in public, in private, he’ll work you up, get you right on the edge of cumming, and then pull it away. The more you whimper and whine, the more tempted he is to draw out your torture.
V - Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Sesshomaru is pretty quiet... usually. While he prides himself on his control, of which extends even to the bedroom, letting out a few grunts once he’s about to cum, his rut is a different story. Sesshomaru refuses to talk about or even acknowledge how unihinged he acts during his rut but honestly, the moment he gets a whiff of your arousal, he sounds like a wild animal. Every repressed emotion and sound comes bubbling back up to the surface and he just goes around growling and panting until he can stick his dick in you.
W - Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Sesshomaru tries his best to be gentle/hold back with you. It’s not obvious and you haven’t noticed because most of it happens in the heat of the moment when you’re distracted by...other things. But, he knows he tends to lose himself inside of you so in preparation, he’ll remove his hands from your body and let his claws rip into the surface under/behind you, whether it be a tree, bed, or just the floor. One of these times, his poison accidently activated and he shielded your body by leaning down and making out with you. That day, he discovered his affinity for kissing you while pounding into you.
X - X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
Mans got a third leg, I just know. The baggy pants hide it pretty well but when you manage to pull it out, he’s easily 8 inches (10-12 when fully hard depending on circumstances), uncut, and really pretty. Like other parts of him, Sesshomaru’s dick is beautiful, a small patch of silver hair near his base. Speaking of, Sesshomaru does have a knot, if he cums inside of you, he tries to do so without getting it stuck just because of the fact that it’s kind of a hassle waiting it out. But if you let him knot you and the situation allows it, he might go a little feral whoops.
Y - Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Sesshomaru has a pretty high sex drive and before you, he could control it pretty well in all instances besides his rut. He still maintains his impeccable control but he finds himself ready to go a lot more often than he used to be. Like if you ask him, he’s immediately down regardless of what he’s doing. The only time that he gets supernaturally and uncontrollably horny is when he goes into rut. At which point...good luck getting his dick out of you.
Z - ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
While Sesshomaru doesn’t really get tired after sex in the same way you do, he does understand when you’re kind of tapped out for the night/day/moment and is more than content to watch you sleep. After a while though, the sounds of your heartbeat and the quiet sounds of your breathing will set him at ease and put him to sleep.
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idontblushsrry · 3 years
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Love Language|| Jujutsu Kaisen
“I wanna be fluent in your love language. Learning your love language.” 
A/N: If you didn’t guess from the tagline this is inspired by the song love language by Kehlani. I’ll probably do more of these with different shows and what not because why not. If I missed anyone lmk and I can make a part 2. Also please tag spoilers appropriately esp for manga readers, that being said spoilers for the prequel? manga on Yuuta’s part.
Characters: Itadori, Fushiguro, Kugisaki, Maki, Inumaki, Okkotsu, Gojo, Nanami, Sukuna
Warnings: said it b4 but spoiler warnings in general but esp on Yuuji, Yuuta, and Maki’s parts
Plot synopsis: The 5 love languages; physical affection, quality time, words of affirmation, gift giving and acts of service, and how each jujutsu kaisen character shows their love and affection for you. Ft. a gender neutral reader!
Word count: 2352
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Itadori Yuuji
Love Language: Quality time and physical affection
Ok listen-
So for physical affection, Yuuji’s just that kind of person
He is all about giving to you
He’s holding hands with you if you’re ever walking anywhere, and if you’re not a hand holder pls pls pls let him hold your pinky he likes the reassurance
No but seriously he loves to hold you like yall could be walking in completely opposite directions and he’ll try to find some way to hold onto you until the very last second
And even then he’s all ‘:( babe imy’
‘Yuuji we just talked 2 minutes ago’
Another way he shows his love is through quality time
I think for him this is the biggest thing overall, esp as a jujutsu sorcerer bcus you never know yk but also because you’re important to him
Like remember how he literally went to occult club so that he could get out of school in time to go visit his grandpa...ye :(
He also loves finding dumb touristy things to do with you while in Tokyo or anywhere yall go together on a mission 
If you get together before he died and came back then that time he had to spend away from you literally killed him
Like my mans was goin THROUGH it
He almost considered spoiling Gojo’s secret
When he sees you again, he’s not gonna let go for like a solid day
Fushiguro Megumi
Love Language: acts of service and words of affirmation
This boy loves you so much
He loves to tell you all the things he loves about you when you’re alone
But he’s a little awkward with his words sometimes, hence where acts of service come in
He’ll immediately offer to hold your things, run to help you train or study, and if you’re cold? He’s fully prepared to never see his jacket again
Also he can’t cook but he’s fully prepared to suffer hearing Sukuna and suffering through Yuuji’s antics if it means he can learn how to make your favorite food
He also will surprise you by making you a playlist of all the songs that you’ve had stuck in your head and sends it to you randomly out of the blue one day like ‘thought you might like this’
However the best of both worlds is when he leaves you little notes throughout the day or sends you texts asking if you need anything or just encouraging you to keep going 
Negl he’s lowkey the president of the Y/N support club bcus-
You need anything? It’s yours
Cravings? Sad? Angry? What do you need bby, I’ve got it for you
Also he’s totally the type to be like you need help fuckin this person up? 
Also before yall started dating, Fushiguro was a mess
He was constantly asking to spar with you and go on missions, basically anything he could do to be near you  
End of the day, Fushiguro loves you and makes sure you know it whether it’s through his actions or his words
Kugisaki Nobara
Love Language: physical affection
So, she’s not the best with words, she tries but like someone help her bcus she is LOST
Like when she had a crush on you she was like “c’mere dumbass i wanna give you a hug”
In fact, she still is like “c’mere” but now you are dating :)
She loves you though and at first she doesn’t really know how to show it 
But one day you both come home from training and you just look at each other like ‘yeah today sucks’ and yall both just held each other for the rest of the day 
After that, she decided that she wants to do that with you but like always
She’s holding your hand, kissing your cheek when you go shopping, etc. etc.
She really loves to cling to you because she always has this fear that maybe one day you’ll get killed or just disappear so she figures might as well hold onto you for as long as we’ve got
After missions, she’s running up to you and if you aren’t prepared for the tackle, you’re probably gonna fall
On dates too, like if you guys have to meet up for a date, she’s tackling you
On the subject of dates...
She doesn’t mind PDA, and while she might hold your hand or arm so that you don’t get separated
She also doesn’t mind wiping food off your face and eating it, only to then kiss the spot on your face the food was previously at
She will split her shopping load between the two of you, however she will be slightly pouty if she’s carrying more than you (she then cheers up when she realizes she can do more shopping to “balance” the two of you)
In private she’s very cuddly and kissy which honestly isn’t that bad until it gets hot
At which point she’ll just say turn on the ac or convince you to walk around in a tank top (or something like it) so that she can continue holding you
Tbh she prefers the big spoon, but if she’s ever upset you let her be the little spoon >:(
All in all a very loving girlfriend who tries her best to show how much she loves you by glomping you at any given moment. 
Zenin Maki
Love language: acts of service and quality time
So you’re telling me that Maki wouldn’t immediately go out of her way to make sure her and her s/o can spend as much time together as possible?????
Like she’s super observant (which can cause her to be a bit harsh, see Yuuta) but she can always tell what’s bothering you
So if you’re upset that you haven’t been spending enough time together due to her being out on missions or otherwise busy she’s immediately running to finish her stuff and spend time with you.
((She’s very sorry, but on the bright side she brought your favorites!))
Maki is also an acts of service type
This mostly ties in with her kind of direct action way of thinking
She thinks she’s slick but you can always see her sneaking around to do small things like grabbing your laundry for you and folding it
She’s very much like if you love someone, you gotta prove it
Overall, dates with her are very intimate and personal to the two of you
Like she’ll take you to a frog pond you landed in during a fight once
Or you’ll take her to a street fair that serves this exclusive food that Maki mentioned wanting to try 
However, Maki shows her love through quality time and acts of service and while she does receive love from these to a degree, she is very much a words of affirmation gal
She’s not insecure in her day to day life but she has her moments, everyone does
Sometimes, she’ll feel like shit and a failure and all she wants is for you to say that she’s doing amazing and that she’s a great girlfriend.
Inumaki Toge
Love language: Physical affection
Because of his curse, he can’t exactly express how he feels about you through words
He does text you frequently throughout the day (I’ll have to do a hc abt that someday)
But he’d prefer not to be on his phone to communicate if you’re right in front of him
So he does the next best thing and just smothers you in physical affection
He loves kissing you the most
Like he could spend hours just kissing you if you let him (please let him)
But in public, he gets if you’re not a big fan of pda he’s willing to tone it down as long as he gets kisses later in private
He’d still prefer it if you held his hand or linked pinkies maintaining touch in some way
Also, unrelated, but it means so much to him if you try to understand his sushi language
He knows realistically the foundation of any relationship is communication so already he’s at a disadvantage because of his curse 
But if he sees you like take notes after he says something or start to need him to text you to translate, his heart is swelling
Like ‘omg this person loves me enough to learn a whole new language <333′
Another tangent but before you were together he was struggling so muchhhh
Like how does one express their feelings for someone without words?
If you’re Inumaki, you buy some flowers and text said person to meet you at a cafe
It took an embarrassingly long time for you to realize it was a date, but once you did, you ever so gently linked pinkies with Toge
Okkotsu Yuuta
Love language: words. of. affirmation. 
He’s literally so sensitive please tell him you love him regularly
In return he’ll be sure to tell you how much he loves you too
He knows that he can’t really be there for you as much as he’d like but he likes to let you know that he’s thinking of you
Doesn’t matter the time, if you call, he’s answering
If he doesn’t he’ll cry he’ll immediately call you back and is apologizing for missing your call
You assure him it’s no big deal but the man has his volume turned all the way up and changed your ringtone to one specific for you by the time you’ve even said hey
Aside from that, he really is sensitive
He’s been through a lot especially with Rika as well as growing up alone and bullied 
So for him, it’s everything to hear that you like having him around and don’t think he’s too much or anything like that
Of course, he gets better with time, trusting you and having the confidence in himself to not need constant assurance
That being said, if you ever just whisper in his ear, “I love you, Yuuta.”
That’s not your boyfriend, that’s a puddle of love on the floor
(Maki, Panda, and Inumaki had a field day when they saw him, Fushiguro now questions if Yuuta really is a respectable 2nd year.)
Gojo Satoru
Love language: gift giving and quality time
So Gojo doesn’t exactly get to spend a ton of time
Between missions, him beefing with higher ups, and you and him playing parent the baby sorcerers yall don’t exactly get time to go out much
In which case Gojo tends to default to two options:
He’ll either go the extra mile to try and spend time with you 
Whether that be an at home date where he tries and fails to surprise you with a home cooked meal
Or a date out at a restaurant or cafe (which you tend to visit after his home cooking efforts)
OR he’ll bring you various souvenirs from his missions
He loves to spoil you, and if he could he’d probably bring you back a whole store’s worth of stuff
But alas, airport security regulations
Anyways, he loves to spoil you especially if he can spoil you with sweets because it benefits him in two ways 
He treasures all the time you spend together, and he does try to overcompensate for his absence with gifts
Despite your assurances, it’s kind of a guilty pleasure at this point (just let him, trying to argue just goads him on further)
He doesn’t only buy you small things, he enjoys buying you outfits
And he especially likes seeing you in them 
Kento Nanami
Love Language: acts of service
Y’all remember the episode where he killed that curse that was bothering that baker lady?? Yea that
He’s literally such an acts of service boyfriend it’s not even funny
Before you got together, he would memorize your coffee order and bring you a cup pretty much everyday like clockwork
Now that you’re togehter, he wakes up before you so h=that when you wake up there’s the smell of coffee throughout the house
When you come out of you’re shared bedroom and he’s just scrooling through his phone like “mornin’”
Of course you already made the bed and ironed his clothes because relationships are give and take
And then when you leave for your jobs in the morning, he kisses you and holds the door open for you
He’ll draw a bath for you if he gets home before you, if you let him join or not is up to you
Also, if you ever get sick, he’s actually the best
Like he isn’t the best cook but he can heat up soup and tea
He’ll run to the store while you’re asleep and when you wake up, there’s like a whole tray of food in front of you and he’s like ‘it’s important to eat and drink so your body can heal’
And when you inevitably fall asleep after eating and taking medicine at his insistence, he tucks you in and clears away the dishes, exiting with little more than a kiss to your head
Ryoumen Sukuna
Love Language: gift giving and acts of service
So like Sukuna never says he loves you...ever
But he does notice if someone or something’s making you uncomfortable, and if so, said entity’s head will be presented to you later that day
You also just so happen to be the only person he can tolerate being around him for longer than 20 seconds
He also loves to give you jewelry, he likes seeing you adorned in something from him
He also isn’t gonna just handle all your problems for you, he will push you to become stronger by training with you 
He’ll also expect this energy to be reciprocated, as long as you’re pushing yourself to be better, he’s content with that
(He wants to see you grow because he’s scared that if he ever gets caught lackin one day you’ll end up dead)
He’ll never tell you or admit it, but Sukuna truly does care for you and hold you in a regard that he doesn’t have for others
So be grateful jkjk
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SFW Alphabet||Nanami Kento
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A/N: A lil sumn sumn for the Nanami stans, yall have impeccable taste. I was gonna release an NSFW alphabet, but since this one was requested, I’ll post this first. Featuring a bit of rambling (srry I’ve got Nanami brainrot ig + I was tired writing some parts) as well as Gojo and Mahito slander!! 
Ft. a gender neutral reader
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A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
First thing is, he’s not big on PDA, while he does give affection liberally, especially when it’s through his actions, Nanami prefers to keep his gestures of love private. In private however, he shows his affection in a myriad of ways. One of his favorites being helping you with your hair, the act not only makes him feel closer to you but it also allows for him to take care of you, one of his favorite things to do.
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Nanami is definitely the best friend that is reliable. Sure he’s reliable as a friend, the two of you likely became friends initially due to this, but what makes you his best friend is returning that same energy. It’s draining to always be the one holding everything together, just once, Nanami would like to have a shoulder to lean on. Once you become that for him, it won’t be long before the two of you become best friends.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Cuddles with Nanami are so warm and safe regardless of if you’re the little spoon or not. His cuddles are also littered with kisses because when he’s tired, he gets a lot more open with his affection. He doesn’t usually talk when he cuddles but if he has a nightmare and you wake up to sooth him, the sound of your voice alone sets him at ease. 
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Nanami definitely wants to settle down. It’s canon that he’s only working so that he can make enough to retire early. If you’re the breadwinner, or even if he somehow makes enough to retire, he’s going into full house husband mode and no one can tell him otherwise. If it were up to him, he’d do all the cooking, cleaning, and home upkeep while you go out and work. But alas, life is cruel, and as such, he still enjoys cooking and cleaning but the chores are split between you two. Cooking however, is usually a team project, either the both of you make a meal and clean it together afterwards or one cooks and the other does the dishes, either way, it’s perfect for the two of you.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Nanami is at his core, a very mathematical and precise person. His cursed technique is literally a ratio, because of that, he prefers to breakup with people as cleanly as possible. His breakups tend to sound like they’re following a script because of how to the point he is. When breaking up with you, he just bluntly states that he doesn’t see your relationship as beneficial going forward. Literally the most neutral way to break up with someone, how you’d choose to take it though is up to you.
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Nanami is the type of person to just elope or have a small ceremony between the two of you. He doesn’t care much for the paperwork or ceremonial side of it, and he is definitely the type of person who just says “You know we’re getting married someday right?”. From that point forward (if you’re ok with it) he’d basically introduce you as his spouse, when questioned though, he just goes “Ah, we’re not married yet.” He’s not shy about commitment though, his dream life is just living in the countryside with his spouse and maybe some animals, he’s a simple man. Not to say that he’s not going to officially propose though, because he will once he finds something good enough to propose with, it’s just that the two of you are “married” before actually being married.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Nanami is a gentle soul deep down. He cares about those he loves very deeply and would throw his life on the line to protect them. Emotionally, Nanami is always extremely respectful of your feelings. Even things as simple as ranting feel safe, almost like his very presence is cradling you. He’s also very open with you in return, despite his usual deadpan tone, he never hesitates to tell you of his thoughts and feelings once you both trust each other. Physically, Nanami is also extremely gentle. He loves to lavish you in soft touches and kisses. His most common spots for kisses are your nose and forehead. 
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Depending on your clumsiness, this may topple you, but Nanami likes to lean into you when giving hugs. His shoulders decompress ad he unconsciously just sinks into you without warning. Now if you’re prepared/ stable enough, you might stumble a little but overall you’ll be fine. If you’re clumsy or not expecting it... let’s hope that there’s something soft behind you because Nanami’s going down with you.
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
Nanami is very slow to say that he loves you. It’s not that he’s oblivious or doesn’t realize he loves you, once he realizes, he just accepts that as a fact. It’s simply that he gets wrapped up in his own head, worrying about if you love him too, if he’s being too forward, etc. If you confess first, he’ll have a much easier time admitting it (although he may not immediately respond with ‘I love you too’), but if you leave it up to him...you’ll be waiting a while.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous)
Pretty much all of Nanami’s jealousy comes from the beginning of your relationship when he was a lot more insecure about the place he had in your life. When he would get jealous, he’d just kind of stew in it. It was obvious though that he was jealous and pouting at you and whoever was making him jealous. Later on in your relationship though, he doesn’t get jealous, try as you might. He knows that he’s your partner (a fact that the both of you have affirmed thousands of times) and that no one will come between the two of you. 
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Nanami’s kisses are like melting butter, they’re so smooth and gradually they just get more intense until he pulls away and you’re left dizzy. He’s so firm with his kisses too, he always has to be touching you in some way. Whether it be holding your face or resting his hand against the small of your back, Nanami’s kisses may leave you weak in the knees, but he’ll catch you if you fall.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
Nanami’s really good with children but in the dad way where you’ll come back and see him and the child both sitting on the couch watching TV. Not to say that he’s lazy with kids but he tends to just let the kid do whatever. If the kid wants Nanami to wear a tutu and do the chicken dance, why not? If the kid wants Nanami to list off animal facts while Nanami listens, sure. Hell, even if the kid just wants to use him as a tablet holder, he’s cool with that. He’s good with kids because he just lets them be kids.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Nanami depend on what the both of you have scheduled for the day. In Nanami’s perfect world, he’d spend the day relaxing with you at home, however, he understands that realistically the both of you have obligations. If it’s a work day for both of you, he’s made a small breakfast and something to drink. If it’s his day off, he spends a little more time laying in bed with you, enjoying the time before you have to leave. If the both of you have the day off, he spends a lot more time on breakfast (not including the extra time he’ll spend in bed with you), plating and serving you before himself and then listening to you talk about your day as he eats.
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Contrary to popular belief, Nanami prefers to come home at a reasonable time and spend his nights with you. Honestly, he’d prefer to just live the house husband lifestyle, but hey, rent in Tokyo is expensive so he doesn’t mind if both of you are working. But because of the fact that he’s working, when he comes home, he sticks to a routine. Said routine consists of either cooking dinner together or ordering takeout, watching tv, and ending the night with cuddling. He’s a simple man, even if you don’t stick to the routine, as long as he gets to hold you when it comes time to sleep, he’s good.
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
It really depends; if you’re a jujutsu sorcerer or even just aware of the supernatural, you’d already either know or have a general idea of his abilities/the world he comes from. If you’re a non-jujutsu sorcerer however, Nanami gets kind of nervous because he doesn’t want you to think he’s crazy. Ideally, if you’re a non-sorcerer, he’d never tell you about that aspect of himself. It’s not like he doesn’t think you should know or even that he’s ashamed; it’s just that’s a chapter of his life that, unless relevant, he doesn’t think is important to know about. To him, it’s just a job, and he’d prefer if you thought of it that way too. 
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Nanami is very patient. Not to say that he doesn’t get angry or upset, or even that he’s slow to feel these emotions, it’s just that he knows when’s the best time to express certain feelings. Even if he’s upset with you, he’s unlikely to lash out in an argument, preferring to cool down and then come back to talk it out in a constructive manner.
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you?  Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Nanami is the most attentive boyfriend one could ever ask for. He remembers every small detail about you like it’s his full time job. He rarely gets the chance to show you all the little details he remembers about you, so he tends to do so in subtle (and practical) ways. For example, when shopping for furniture like dinnerware, he tends to get sets in colors that are either your favorite or that you picture in your “ideal” kitchen. However, when it comes to remembering details, nothing tops morning pre-work Nanami. He knows your morning routine like the back of his hand and he’ll have the coffee (or tea if coffee isn’t your thing) brewing before you can even wonder what’s for breakfast
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
One night, Nanami came home from work dead tired. It was a shitty day overall, filled with deadlines that were suddenly moved up with no warning. As a result, he ended up coming home later than he wanted to, the thought of you waiting for him when he got home carrying him through the last round of paperwork. Everything was dark, and he’d assumed you went to bed. Imagine his surprise when he comes across a bath that you prepared for him with foam, flower petals, fragrances, all the works (it was still somewhat warm so you must’ve done this on his way back). All alongside a note that said ‘If you’re reading this, I’m probably asleep. But you’ve been working hard, take a break and enjoy yourself, Love you Ken.’ After a long day, your note put the warmest smile onto his face. He still keeps the note tucked away neatly in a box with other memories of your relationship.
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
Aside from the obvious, because of course Nanami would want you to be safe from curses, he’s protective of you in terms of privacy. Sure, being private about his relationship with you means less curses that would know to use you as a weakness against him, but more importantly, Gojo. It’s not that he doesn’t trust the man, it’s just Gojo knows too much about him that could 1) embarrass him or 2) make you uncomfortable (Gojo’s personality isn’t for everyone.) If you already know/ know about Gojo however, any Gojo warding that you do will be greatly appreciated. If you manage to distract the sorcerer enough for Nanami to slip away, he’s forever grateful. Sure, Gojo gets pouty about Nanami’s avoidance but in his opinion, anyone who knew what he looked like in highschool needs to never speak with him again.
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
If it wasn’t clear from the moment you started dating this man, Nanami doesn’t half ass relationships. The amount of effort he puts into spending time with you/ getting gifts for you ties back to his attentiveness mentioned earlier. Don’t even get him started on daily tasks because he loves doing small things for you to make your day easier. Even if your day is hard, he hopes that his small actions bring a smile to your face regardless. 
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (I’m gonna add arguments here because they aren’t on the prompt list I found))
Nothing he’s the perfect man jkjk. In all seriousness though, Nanami has a tendency to come off as a “mother knows best type”. It’s never intentional and it usually comes from him just trying to help you, but at the end of the day, he has a bad habit of taking over different tasks/speaking over you. Sometimes it’s nice, like at restaurants, he’ll already know your order. Other times it’s overbearing, for example, if you buy something irresponsible, here comes captain Nanami to remind you about the importance of economic spending habits and if your purchase was really “necessary”. Like, love you but can you leave me alone.
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He’s very concerned with his looks. Nanami believes in a standard of appearance that he has to uphold, as such, although his general outfit/styling choices may seem simple, he’s extremely meticulous when it comes to his looks. He’s not the type for anything flashy but best believe he’s not wearing a three piece suit and $400 watch without being impeccably groomed and styled beforehand.
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
No, Nanami doesn’t feel incomplete without you. He understands that the both of you are adults who had lives prior to this relationship. Not only does he enjoy his alone time, he’s also used to being without you for extended periods of time due to his job. All in all, Nanami is a firm believer in the phrase “hate to see them go, but I love to watch them leave.”
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
He has a few exes, all of them relationships that consisted primarily of sex or they were long-term relationships that didn’t go anywhere. After a while, he just kinda threw himself into work, so you’re his first relationship in quite some time. His past partners don’t really factor into your relationship aside from general lessons that he would’ve learned anyway such as; compromise, the value of alone time, showing appreciation for one’s partner.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner)
In general, he hates Mahito There aren’t many qualities in a partner that Nanami dislikes that aren’t already expected in a relationship (ex. boundaries, healthy communication, etc.). Overall, he just wants someone that understands when to give him space and when to give him affection, find that balance, and you’re golden. In general though, Nanami’s not really the type to have a specific standard that he looks for in a partner, he does have a tendency to seek out calmer people.
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Not necessarily a habit (although he did this a lot more before the two of you started dating) but Nanami is used to all-nighters, no surprise there. An unintended consequence of that is that once he goes to sleep, he’s going down for at least a day. When he knocks out, it’s the type of sleep that leaves you dazed and wondering if you time-traveled after waking up. When he finally does wake up, please bring this man food and water, he needs it.
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Hello! I hope you're doing well! May I request some headcanons of Sesshomaru with a plus sized female s/o that's maybe self-conscious of her body image?
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He’s someone who doesn’t care about how his partner’s body looks. He cares a lot more about your personality (specifically how much you annoy him upon initial impressions)
The first time he sees you staring at your body, he thinks nothing of it
He just tells you to come on before you get lost
The next time he sees you poking and prodding at your body, you jump upon noticing him, changing the subject before he can question you
Now he’s suspicious, why’d you jump like that?
After that, he starts to pick up on how you always seem to be picking at your body
The little digs you make about yourself, the avoidance of your reflection, the way you don’t even accept compliments
He’s worried about you so, he makes the effort to show you that he loves you and the way you look
Of course, Sesshomaru being Sesshomaru, this results in him just bluntly stating variations of, “You look nice.”
He’s trying ok
He’s not the best with words but if you ever deny his compliments, he flips around like, “Are you questioning my judgement?”
No sir
If you stay at home while he’s traveling, he makes more of a effort to bring back clothes and jewelry that he thinks would suit you, showering praises all the while
Best believe there’s no limit to what he’s bringing you, if he finds a necklace with gems in your favorite color, it’s yours now
Please wear his gifts, it fills him with a sense of pride
Speaking of, he loves bringing you clothes to wear
Usually they’re robes in the style of feudal era Japan but on occasion he’ll bring you something a little closer to your style
He got them made just for you and they’re surprisingly comfortable
He loves seeing you dressed in them and if you give him the privilege of watching, he has a hard time keeping his hands to himself
These moments with him are often the most intimate, he can’t verbally express how much you mean to him so maybe his fervent kisses coupled with gentle touches might express that
Truly, he does this because he doesn’t want you to focus on the wy you look in the vanity in your shared quarters for too long
He later orders for that particular vanity to be removed
As for jewelry, one of his main forms of intimacy is grooming his partner so if you let him, he’ll bring you back hair jewelry and beads and help tie them into your hair
Once done, he’ll pull back with a small, satisfied smile, “Look at how these dull these gems are in comparison to you.”
Again, please accept his compliment
He wants you to know how much he loves you, he doesn’t think any less of you for being big and if you fail to realize that, he has no problem reminding you
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Do Not Disturb|| Inumaki Toge
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Plot Synopsis: Whenever you want time to yourself, you put on do not disturb. This time, you put it on and forget to tell your cursed speech using boyfriend. (GN reader)
A/N: I am once again using bolded italics to translate because learning new languages is hard yo (THIS = translation of Inumaki’s speech )
Word Count: 583
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Now you didn’t consider yourself a bad person for wanting some alone time, you were never the sort to require socialization to recharge your batteries. Of course, spending time with others was fine, but being by yourself was always the sort of balance you needed from time to time.
Admittedly, no one could fault you for that.
They could however, fault you for putting you very concerned boyfriend (among others) on do not disturb, not responding for 5 hours, and causing him to send out a whole search party to look for you. The look on Maki’s face when she found you will haunt your dreams for years to come. 
Now you were here, sat in front of your boyfriend who, after calming down, realized that you had kind of been ignoring him on purpose, and as such decided to return the favor to you.
In your defense, he was blowing up your phone and you were trying to relax. 
Regardless of context, you now have one very upset Inumaki on the floor of your room. He’d glance over whenever he thinks you aren’t looking, but hurriedly turn his back to you whenever you so much as blink in his direction.
“Toge...”, you’re voice was timid, rough from a day of non-use.
“Save it”
Yup, you were in the metaphorical doghouse and it didn’t seem like Toge was up to forgiving you anytime soon. Putting down whatever you were working on, you scoot off the bed and crawl over to where your boyfriend is sitting criss-cross applesauce on the floor.
You join him, mimicking his position and taking a deep breath before starting, “Toge, I know this doesn’t make up for it- And you were completely right to be worried about me,”  you add in hurriedly before he could assume the worst, “I’m sorry I didn’t respond to your texts, I was taking a nap and I didn’t want to be disturbed.”
“You still put me on ‘do not disturb’“
You winced a little at that, Toge was a man of so few words but never before had he directed them to you with such...anger. The worst part was, that despite your feelings on the matter, he was completely right. Despite the fact that he wasn’t the only person you put on ‘do not disturb’, you couldn’t deny that he was the reason you pressed the button to turn it on. 
“I agree, I should’ve let you know that I was gonna be out of commission for a while. I’m sorry.”
Toge let out a huff of air and closed his eyes in contemplation. You sat there, awkwardly messing with you fingers and trying to pretend like your heart wasn’t about to beat out of your chest.
“Fine”
“Ok? We’re ok? We’re good?”, you start to stand up with excitement, ready to  jump for joy.
You look down at where he’s stationed on the floor and Toge gives a little nod in agreement. You smile, and nearly bang your toe on your dresser in your frenzy of excitement, all the while, Toge just watches as you make a fool of yourself with a fond look in his eyes.
“Come here”, he tugs on your pants leg, causing you to stop your little celebration to look at him.
“Yes my love.”, you crouch down to meet him eye to eye with the dopiest little lovesick expression. 
Toge unzips his collar and, without words, lets you know that, he loves your goofy ass too.
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Sesshomaru|| SFW Alphabet
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A/N: Heheh he seggsy ft. a gender neutral reader
Word Count: 2140
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A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Sesshomaru shows affection by cutting off the heads of those that would dare threaten you and overall ensuring your safety. He also lets you lay on him, whether in human form or demon form, the fact that he lets you lay on him, let alone be near him when he’s so vulnerable speaks volumes of your bond.
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Sesshomaru doesn’t really do best friends, if he’s interested in you, he’ll make it known when he feels is most appropriate but otherwise you’re likely in his mind at least a subordinate or acquaintance at most.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
As stated before, Sesshomaru is a secret cuddler, even more surprising is the fact that he’s good at it. Sesshomaru’s cuddles are warm and fluffy and his arm wrapped tight around your waist makes you feel safe and secure. When he’s cuddling you, he’ll also bury his head into the junction between your neck and shoulder, to him this is where your scent is strongest and he loves to be reminded of it as the rest of your scent slowly blends into his.
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Settling down for Sesshomaru is kind of a weird term, it takes a lot of explaining and even then he’s still confused. When you ask him about it though, he informs you that you’re more than welcome to stay at his castle, but part of his duty is patrolling his land. He can’t settle down but he swears to you that you’ll never want for anything so long as you allow him to stand by your side.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
To be honest, Sesshomaru would probably just drop you off at the nearest human settlement/demon settlement (if it’s a really bad breakup he’ll just leave you to fend for yourself). If Rin is particularly attached to you, he may feel bad internally but in his mind, she’ll have to understand that the two of you just weren’t meant to last.
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Sesshomaru is kind of already engaged to you once you accept his courting offer. While he won’t be pushy about it, he does want to marry you as soon as possible. The moment you agree to marry him is the happiest day of his long life, and the whole affair is a week long festivity followed by a month long honeymoon.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Sesshomaru is by no means gentle. Maybe if pushed to the brink of desperation to where your life was in danger, he’d crack just a little bit, the aftermath of which he’d make some excuse to always be holding or carrying you. Overall though, he’s not really gentle but he doesn’t need to be, he more than makes up for it because he treats you like you’re a gift from the heavens and a grace to all living things.
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
He doesn’t initiate hugs, ever. He lets Rin hug him and you but that’s about it. If anyone else tried to hug him, he’d cut their arms off and if anyone aside from Jaken or Ah-Un saw him receiving a hug they’d better start running.
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
Like with settling down, it takes some convincing and a lot of explanation on your part for him to understand how three words convey to you the depth of his devotion. The way he says ‘i love you’ isn’t through words (although he eventually does say so to make you happy) it’s through the way his gaze melts just a little bit when he sees you, it’s in the smile he gives no one but you, it’s in the way he’s willing to give up everything, just for you.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous)
When Sesshomaru gets jealous, it’s actually kind of serious. He doesn’t get jealous as he has no need to but seeing how Mukotsu stole you away from him and hearing how one of the thunder brothers tried to marry you made his blood boil with rage. If he hadn’t already disposed of Mukotsu he’d have made him die a slow death by Sesshomaru’s poison. Also, the fact that Inuyasha killed the thunder brothers is one of the few things he doesn’t begrudge his brother for.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Sesshomaru’s kisses are rough and demanding, even when he’s trying to be soft with you. Something in his nature that wants to assert dominance even in the tamest expressions of love. It’s not like you mind though, his kisses always leave you breathless and wanting more.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
As evidenced by Rin (and kind of Kohaku), Sesshomaru is really good with kids. He’s just firm and uncaring enough to keep kids in line while still letting them play and explore. And deep, deep, deep down, he enjoys kids because of the almost naive outlook they have on the world, but he’d never admit that.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Sesshomaru are really nice and pleasant...until you have to pee. At which point it becomes an almost wrestling contest against a clingy cuddly demon who still wants to be pressed against his mate until time forces you both to wake up. It doesn’t help either that you’re likely sore from the night before.
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
The SFW version of a night with Sesshomaru usually consists of you telling Rin (and a bitter Jaken) stories around the fire. Rin will probably help you put your hair up before you go to sleep and when the little ball of energy finally collapses, you tuck her in and kiss her forehead. Sesshomaru in the meanwhile, would watch all of this from a distance, his superior senses negating any need to be close anyways; plus he prefers to watch over all of you from afar before sneaking under the covers next to you while you’re asleep.
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Sesshomaru doesn’t necessarily mean to shut you out he just reveals information on a need to know basis. In addition to that, most of his thoughts are carefully revealed through small subconscious reactions or expressions that take you a while to even pick up on, much less interpret. Eventually though, he does become open with you, you become the only person in the world that he trusts with the full breadth of his secrets and vulnerability.
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He’s a 50/50 split. He can be patient when he wants to, but sometimes people are moving too slow for his liking and he starts to feel his hand twitch with the urge to use his claws. To get him angry to the point of it being visible on his face or even to the point that he shifts into his demon form is something few (namely Inuyasha and Kagome) are capable of. With you though, he does get a little impatient, especially at the beginning when you didn’t understand his grunting, but never fully enraged to the point of transforming.
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you?  Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Sesshomaru remembers things about you like your scent, what makes you happy, what makes you mad, etc., all very basic information for him. He doesn’t really bother to remember things like anniversaries or birthdays just for the simple fact that his concept of time is completely different to yours. He doesn’t see the point in celebrating anniversaries (he manages by noticing the changes in your scent when yalls anniversary is approaching) and he finds it amusing that you celebrate his birthday, he hates celebrating yours though because it just reminds him that you’re human and each year is closer and closer to an eternity he’ll have to inevitably spend without you.
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
Sesshomaru’s  favorite moment in your relationship was when Rin accidently likened you to a parental figure one day. You managed to keep it together, but the moment she got distracted you turned to him and just sobbed into the fluff of his tail. The memory still makes him laugh but you swore him to secrecy, and he fears ever so slightly what you’d do if he broke that vow.
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
Sesshomaru does all the physical protection in your relationship. He can sense danger better even when far away and has skills and senses that you really can’t compare to. Although, Sesshomaru never sees you as inferior to him, as long as you rub his head and shoo away Kagome whenever she tries to be too sisterly with him, he’s all good.
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
As mentioned earlier, Sesshomaru, while he doesn’t care for anniversaries, definitely makes a big event out of showing his love to you. Although the two of you aren’t dating, you’re courting (or married), he still manages to make you feel like the most beautiful person on Earth when he takes you out. If your date isn’t a private personal affair, he’s making a big show of it. Everyone in the land will know that you are his and that you are incredible in every way (basically multiple feasts/parties held in your honor).
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (I’m gonna add arguments here because they aren’t on the prompt list I found))
A bad habit of Sesshomaru’s is his impatience. He can be patient, but it’s mostly a façade, one in place to maintain his cool, unbothered persona. Truth is, many things bother him and he tends to just bottle it up and let it build until it boils over. Now, he may snap at you, but it’s most likely that he’ll walk away to go hack at a tree and not speak to you for a while. This leads to his second bad habit, his aloofness. While Sesshomaru is always aloof, it’s not usually a bad thing. But if he gets into one of his moods and you push and push and push, it will cause an argument.
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Sesshomaru isn’t concerned with his looks, he always looks flawless. 
W: Worry (changed bcus I don’t like how the original frames relationships)
Sesshomaru does worry about you a lot. He tries not to say anything or let it bother him but it seems like every second he’s reminded of your human fragility. One day for trip over a tree root, the next you poke your finger sewing Rin’s clothes, and just one after another until your damned birthday comes around again and he’s reminded of the fact that you’ll get old much faster than he will. Needless to say, he worries about you a lot.
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
He has some previous relationship experience, mostly from matches his mom set up or random hookups. You’re most likely his first and only serious relationship.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner)
He thinks people who seek to gain power/get ahead through frivolous means to be some of the most distasteful scum of the Earth. Aside from that he doesn’t really dislike anyone, aside from humans, or half-demons, or other demons, or anyone weaker than him, or... we could be here all day, but he pretty much only likes you, Ah-Un, Rin, Kohaku, and sometimes Jaken
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Sesshomaru has never really had to sleep in a bed proper before you so he can just kinda fall asleep anywhere and be perfectly fine. His other skills include sleeping while standing and sleeping with his eyes open.
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Perverted||Yuta Okkotsu
A/N: No thoughts except closet-pervert Okkotsu thoughts. This is a bit self-indulgent but idrc. Also I split this fic into 2 parts because honestly it was getting kind of long and both the fics could standalone just fine. So part 1 today, Part 2 tomorrow, you don’t need one part to read the other. Also I change the spelling of Yuta throughout the story, nbd.
Pairing: Yuta Okkotsu/big titty! fem reader
Word count: 1087
Warnings: Smut (this takes place in the current year so Okkotsu is 20/21 here), masturbation, slight femdom, slight degradation, mostly teasing Yuta here, more smut happens in pt 2
This is part one; Part 2 here
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It started innocently he swears. 
You were watching a sad movie together and Yuuta being Yuuta was so upset by it that you reached out to comfort him.
How sweet right?
Wrong.
Because you decided to hug him, pressing his head into your chest, rubbing his head and back, murmuring words of comfort meant to sooth him. And Yuuta admittedly didn't notice all too much in his grief but when he pulled away to be left with a face full of titties, he definitely noticed. 
It started out innocently, see. But in the same way that making fun of something ironically leads to you actually enjoying it, Yuuta was doomed from the start. From that day forward, all he could think about when he saw you was how it felt to be face deep in your chest.
He tried not to think about it, he tried to just make fun of himself, hell, he even got sick and tired of it but his brain wouldn’t let him live. All his thoughts plagued by your attempt to comfort him. 
How sick right? You were just trying to be nice, and he took advantage of that by thinking about you so perversely. 
It really was starting to become a problem, and when his work had started to suffer, to the point that he couldn’t even interact with you lest he risk sporting a semi, he decided that he’d indulge in this guilty pleasure once and then be rid of it. Never to be spoken of or thought of again.
Oh how wrong he was.
He laid in bed that night trying to get off, only to find that his release came sooner than he anticipated...again and again. His thoughts deteriorated from ‘What happened to just one time?’ to  ‘Does this count as once?’ to ‘Y/N, Y/N, Y/N…” 
Not once did he think of how he was going to face you the next day, maybe he should have, because his attempts to fix the problem made it worse. He pavlov’d himself into getting horny every time he saw you. Now he was sitting in your living room, trying not to shift in anyways that would draw attention to his dick. Backfiring because every time he shifted, he’d whimper in a way that would cause you to pause the movie and look over.
“Something wrong Yuta? We don’t have to watch this movie if you don’t want to.”
God. Why were you like this? You were too nice for your own good? You wanted to watch this movie so badly and because he’d gotten hard from being a pervert, you couldn’t watch it.
What would you think if you knew about why he was whimpering. Would you be disgusted? Want him out of your life completely? Or would you enjoy it? Would you call him a dirty little pervert?
The way his cock jumps at the thought is doing him no favors. And the way you move the source of his frustration closer and closer to his face nearly makes him cream his pants.
“Yuta, you’re burning up. You sure you’re not sick or something?” you look so good in that tank top. It squeezes your boobs perfectly and the way you’re not wearing a bra. The fact that you’re not wearing a bra is all he can think of, the sight of your nipples becoming stiff through the fabric of the shirt makes Yuta’s mouth pool with saliva.
What he wouldn’t give to suck on them.
Noting your concerned expression, he belatedly realizes that he still hasn’t responded to you, “Oh! Y-yeah I’m fine, just nervous from the movie.”
Your brows scrunch in further confusion and you set a hand on his thigh. Shit. If you do anything else, he might cum. You lean in closer and he can feel himself tensing, “You sure? Because you’ve been humping my couch for the past 20 minutes?”
His face burns the most brilliant shade of red at being caught. “I- I well, I was just- I.”, his stammering doesn’t help his case at all and to his surprise, you pull back and laugh. Your laughter must be created to specifically torture him because there’s no way you can look this put together while his hair sticks to his sweaty forehead.
“Yuta, do you really think I’m stupid? You haven’t made eye contact with me in what feels like years.”, you grab his chin and tilt his head up to meet your eyes. The look in your eyes is ravenous. You lick your lips slowly and intentionally, the slightest pink of your tongue peeking out.
“Uhhhh”, honestly, he doesn’t know. Non-horny Yuta has thoughts and opinions about you that horny Yuta is just too distracted to express. Your proximity is intoxicating and he’s more than willing to indulge in your bacchanalia.
“Answer me Yuta, did you think I wouldn’t notice you staring at my tits?”
Your hand runs up from your stomach to cup your breast from underneath. All he can think of is how unfair it is for your to do that immediately after asking him a question.
You jerk his chin upwards again, “Eyes up here baby, I asked you a question.”
If he strains his eyes, he can see your nipples have hardened enough to stretch the fabric of your tank top. You yank his head again and he’s forced to remember the question you asked. “Guhhh- I don’t think you’re stupid.”
“Then why did you think I wouldn’t notice?”
Your hand retreats from his thigh and he realizes that you’re moving away from where he wants you most. “Ah! No no no- wait- I was just looking! I wasn’t trying to...get away with it.”, he admits the last part shamefully. Thankfully though, his admission seems to work as your hand stills where it’s at on his mid thigh.
“Okkotsu!”, you squeal, “How perverted! Who would’ve thought that Yuta of all people is a pervert?”, you laugh again and Okktsu can do little more than groan beneath you. Desperate for your touch, he bucks his hips up into the air. 
“Awww, does somebody have a boner because of me? I’m flattered, truly.”
His dick throbs painfully beneath his jeans and he’s left with begging to get his way. “Y/N please, fuck me. I’m a pervert ok, I want you to suffocate me in your tits, please Y/N please.”
“Pull your dick out and go sit down.”
You didn’t have to tell him twice.
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idontblushsrry · 3 years
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Perverted||Yuta Okkotsu Pt 2
A/N: Kinda unedited but I still hope yall enjoy, also put the keep reading up higher than the last one because the filth is right out the gate.
Word Count: 946
Warnings: Smut, (again this takes place today so Yuuta is about 20/21 here), boob job, PIV sex, unprotected sex ( he pulls out but still), blow job, cum facial, Yuta is kinda feral in this whoops 
This is part 2; Part 1 here
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He sat on your couch, just like you ordered, dick red and head leaking pre-cum. He was embarrassed, sure, but he couldn’t find it in himself to care. Not when you were shimmying those pajama pants that fit you too well down, underwear following close behind.
It was obvious that you were as blind sided by this encounter as Okkotsu was when you ask him the simple question, “You clean?”
He nods all too quickly, excitement getting the better of him. Not that it seems to matter though because it seems to endear him to you even further. You approach him without a care in the world.
You look wholly ethereal, dark legs long and thighs glistening with your arousal. Although his, now archenemy, remains on your torso, covering the one thing he begged to see. 
But the feeling of your lips wrapping around his head took the protest out of his throat and turned it into a long drawn out moan of your name. You pulled away from him, and met his eye with a dangerous smirk, before resuming your work, tracing patterns up and down his dick with your tongue.
The feel of your mouth on his neglected cock made him sigh with relief and relax. He’s happy to be serviced by you, and the dark part of his brain wonders if you’ll let him return the favor. 
You moved to pull off him again but this time you’d taken him deeper, when you pulled away you moaned around his head. At that, Yuta tenses up again, hands digging into your couch cushions, unsure of if he should touch your hair based off the rants he’d been subjected to when others did so.
You released him, strings of precum stuck to your mouth and on your tongue. You stood up, trading one torture for another as you crawled into his lap. He could feel the way you pressed against his dick, and he let his hands wander to grab hold of your ass.
“You sure you’re all good Yuta?”, you asked this after essentially tongue-fucking his mouth, the taste of his own pre cum still fresh in his mind. 
Even this fucked out, he knew that he wanted you more than anything and so he agreed enthusiastically, mumbling out something akin to a yes. That was all you needed to sink yourself on his cock with no warning. The only sign that you’d even done something was Yuta’s loud ass moan and the ‘oof’ you let out after sinking onto him so quickly.
Giving yourself time to adjust, you suckled little hickies into his neck. Yuta was all to willing, angling his head so you could have the easiest access. When you started moving, his grip on your ass tightened, hips bucking up to meet you each time you came down.
“Shit, Y/N, feels so- so gooood”, you maintained your pace, and Yuta felt the urge to hold your titties still while you rode him. So, he did just that, your tank top barely even moved out of the way before Okkotsu’s mouth attacked.
He felt each squeeze of your pussy whenever he would flick your nipples ad he felt the slightest bit of satisfaction at being able to have an effect on you at the deepest level. 
You started to slow down, and without missing a beat, Yuta grabbed your ass to hold you steady as he flipped you onto your back. Using your titties as leverage and pressing your legs up to be out of the way, Yuta drilled into you with a ferocity you’d only seen when he was deathly furious. 
“Fuck, Yuta I’m gonna cum.”
“Me too, shit.”
He bends down closer to you before removing one hand from your chest to rub at your clit. The wild abandon with which he pounded into you, combined with the way he flicked your clit had you squeezing around him in a death grip as you came. Yuta of course, stayed constant as you rode through it.
He pulled out of you the second you pulled your nails out of his shoulders and looked at you pleadingly, unspoken question obvious. You rolled your eyes at his almost simple fantasy and help your boobs apart for him to slide into them. 
The second he slid into your boobs, you pushed them together and a squirt of pre-cum hit your face. The things it took to get this man worked up. With a soft groan, Yuta resumed at his pace, the slide against your tits made possible through the combination of precum and your slick. 
You decided to comment on his absolutely depraved behavior, “That’s it Yuta, fuck my tits. You can cum on my face if you want. Don’t worry I won’t tell anyone about what a desperate little pervert you’re being.”
His balls twitched against your chest and with a final groan akin to a roar, Yuta came. Spurts getting all over your face and chest as he pulled away.
While Yuta came down from his high above you, you reached for the coffee table across from you, looking for a napkin to wipe his cum off your face. While your hand searched with little to no luck, you felt the gentlest sensation of someone cleaning you up that you’d ever felt. 
When you opened your eyes, you saw a tender Yuta staring down at you, sweaty, messy, and bruised, but still sweet as ever. “Sorry about that, I got a little carried away.”
You smiled, twinkle in both of your eyes saying that this encounter was just the beginning of something more, “Don’t worry about it, I asked for it.”
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idontblushsrry · 3 years
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Kyoya Ootori||SFW Alphabet
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A/N: Here’s Kyoya 4 more to go!
Word Count: 1753
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A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Kyoya shows affection very subtly. Honestly you might feel like you’re stuck in a Victorian novel especially at the beginning of your relationship. He’ll brush his hand along the back of yours and then smile at you like oh that was intentional, ok. He’s really trying his best, but he’s not very obvious with his affection, all of his love tends to be conveyed through words and actions of caring.
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
As a best friend, Kyoya is lowkey a gossip. He’s not going to tell everyone what information he has but if you come up to him complaining about how so and so was bothering you, he’s already got a journal full of secrets and he’s ready to ruin someone’s career.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Kyoya likes to cuddle but he prefers to be the big spoon, this is solely because he doesn’t want to be woken up early just because you had to go to the bathroom or something. He only cuddles during night time and if you do wake up before him, he’s pretty easily fooled if you just replace your body with a pillow.
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
He definitely wants to settle own, not just because of his family and him feeling like he’s obligated to settle down, but also just because he’s a traditional person in the sense that he wants to marry the person he fell in love with. As for domestic skills, Kyoya can’t cook or clean for SHIT. The only skill he’s got is probably managing finances and things along those lines but if you asked him to cook, he’d somehow find a way to burn water, just a bad time for everyone involved.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
If Kyoya doesn’t break up with you via text message (or letter if he’s feeling fancy), he honestly probably just tells you upfront that he doesn’t view your relationship as something he has a vested interest in continuing. Ouch. 
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Commitment for Kyoya has always ben somewhat of an obligation. He feels like he has to propose to you if you’re relationship is becoming serious. He’ll discuss it with you of course, but the man is very committed to those he loves and what better way to show that than marriage?
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Not very physically gentle, again, he’s just not very physically affectionate. When he does initiate physical affection with you it’s always with a measure of unsureness and caution. Emotionally, he’s a bit more gentle. Kyoya looks for the type of person who can keep up with him especially intellectually, with him it’s like no words are needed, you both just get it.
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Kyoya’s hugs kinda suck. He doesn’t give them often, let alone initiate them, and if you hug him, he’ll just stand there kinda surprised and at a loss for what to do. At least he’s nice to hug, he’s got this cologne that smells like a warm fireplace during a winter storm that smells so comforting.
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
You definitely say ‘I love you’ before Kyoya. He expresses his love through tender gazes and lovesick smiles so he definitely assumes you get the message. However, if you express to Kyoya that you’d like to hear him say that he loves you, he’ll oblige.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous)
Kyoya doesn’t really get jealous, it’s not a matter of arrogance, more like, he knows that you’re with him and he’s with you. He doesn’t act out either on the off chance that he does get jealous because he was raised to bottle things up. In fact, the most Kyoya’s ever been jealous was in the beginning of your relationship/before you were dating where he was sure someone was gonna come by and sweep you away.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
The way Kyoya kisses is by cradling your face and just kinda going for it. He prefers to kiss you on the lips but he doesn’t mind placing them elsewhere if things get more intimate.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
Kyoya kind of sucks around children. He’s not rude to them or anything of that sort but he just doesn’t find himself having anything in common with them and doesn’t really care for the topics they find interesting.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Kyoya depend on if he’s off or not. If he has work or an early morning obligation of some sort, you’ll probably have to wake him up. He sets alarms but he’ll just swat at his alarm and then go back to bed, can’t exactly do that with your s/o now can you? However, if he has the day off or doesn’t have to wake up early, he won’t let you leave the bed until he’s ready to wake up. He’s surprisingly hard to move when he’s dead asleep like that.
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights with Kyoya, he tends to stay up late and then just pass out on the nearest surface. If you happen to be awake long enough or pass him on the way to the kitchen/bathroom/etc., please move him into your bed. He will complain about his back problems if you don’t, if you can’t move him (which fair tbh he does deadweight) please give him a blanket and pillow, when he wakes up, it means the world to him.
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Kyoya reveals things very gradually to you over time, he’s a very layered person and while certain aspects of his true personality may bubble up, you’re gonna have to put the full picture together on your own. Unless you’re like Tamaki and can just see through all his bs. 
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Kyoya is actually pretty easy to anger. This is because of his no nonsense attitude as well as his general grumpiness with the world. Although, no anger can top Kyoya’s anger from being woken up early.
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you?  Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Kyoya remembers every detail you’re willing to share with him. He writes most of it in his notebook but somethings he likes to keep to himself and surprise you with later on.
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His favorite moment in your relationship was when you suggested your next date be at a flower viewing. Kyoya initially thought it might just be like a boring “commoner” thing to do but as the date went on, he ended up really enjoying himself. The sight of you surrounded by flowers was also a plus
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
Kyoya’s family has essentially a private police force, in addition he also has personal guards, best believe, you are protected. Don’t even worry about trying to protect him either, he has people on payroll for that
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Kyoya puts a lot of effort into dates, anniversaries, and gifts. The man always knows when there’s a special occasion coming up and has already planned for every step of the day. As for dates in general, he likes to spoil you. He has absolutely no problem with flying you to somewhere like Okinawa for example, just because
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (I’m gonna add arguments here because they aren’t on the prompt list I found))
A bad habit Kyoya has is that he tends to try and test people and their limits with no prompting. He’s very secretive in general so that plus his sudden decisions to test people can lead to some bad arguments. The worst argument you’ve gotten into to date is when he suddenly started flirting back with his guests during the regular day and you got jealous and snapped.
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Kyoya is concerned with his looks in the sense that he has a reputation to uphold. He’s not arrogant by any means but he does take pride in looking good. Plus Tamaki recommended a skin care routine to him once and now he’s hooked
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
He views you as his better, he doesn’t feel incomplete without you but he can feel himself turning back into his sort of middle school self pre-Tamaki when you aren’t around.
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
He has no previous relationship experience. He has experience flirting of course and he’s had crushes before but he’s new to this, please be gentle.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner)
Kyoya doesn’t like people with forceful personalities. He tolerates it for the sake of being polite and his image if nothing else but this man cannot stand when people are pushy and always have to get their way. He also hates boring people.
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Canonically Kyoya is a heavy sleeper, this can be kind of an issue at times. He’s a hard worker who stays up late on things he’s passionate about which means he might fall asleep on whatever’s closest. There’s been more than one occasion where you’ve walked over to him sound asleep on his laptop with a document covered in keysmash from where he slumped on the computer.
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Lead Us Not Into Temptation
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A/N: Finally! The long awaited part 2. Yall are prolly gonna hate Ban after this and he’s already ooc so let’s explore this some more. Also more angst :D I’m going to put the reader through the ringer, will she get a happy ending? We’ll see, enjoy the smut while we get there I guess lol.
Pairing: Ban x fem Reader|| Part 1
Plot synopsis: After leaving the forest, you return to the boar hat and try your best to not fall apart. A task that becomes increasingly difficult considering the fact that Elaine (along with all of the sins) are all at the Boar Hat. While they all enjoy yourselves, guilt eats away at you before you finally try to swear off having sex with Ban. You fail the instant you get alone with him.
Warnings: toxic relationship, cheating/infidelity, guilt, reader has some rlly bad guilt and anxiety, reader has a panic attack/symptoms of one, throw-up mentions, frottage, cumming in pants, cum holding?, oral (fem receiving), biting/marking, slight blood play, in case this wasn’t clear: ANGST, tension ooo, i attempt plot building, (again, please let me know if there is anything else that i forgot to tag)
Word Count: 3120
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‘Just act normal, it’s fine, you didn’t do anything in that forest besides pick herbs and vegetables.’
You repeat this to yourself as you walk back, basket in hand. You almost believe it by the time you walk in if not for the way your legs ache in protest. 
You walk in, metaphorical tail between your legs, expecting some form of outrage, anger, something. Honestly, anything when you walked in, but instead you were met with the usual light-hearted atmosphere you’d come to love at the Boar Hat.
Meliodas and Ban were engaged in some arbitrary contest of strength, with King yelling that he could do better. Diane, who could actually do better was currently giggling at King’s antics. Gowther and Merlin were off to the side talking about some topic that only the two of them understood. All the while Elizabeth stared at them with that dreamy look in her eyes.
‘That’s right, normal. Nothing happened, I must’ve just imagined it.’
Your battered pussy throbs as a reminder of the fact that you did not in fact, imagine it. Maybe you could slip upstairs unnoticed and go to bed, maybe they’d forget all about you in the midst of their merry-making.
“Hey Y/N, it’s nice to see you back.”
Shit.
The one person who you couldn’t mentally handle even thinking of has appeared in front of you, wishing you well. If this were anything other than the universe’s twisted sense of irony, it’d be a punishment. A cruel one at that.
The woman whose boyfriend you just got fucked by in the woods, stood in front of you. Easy-going expression upon her face. She probably thinks she can trust you, she probably thinks you’re a friend.
‘She does trust me, it’s fine, she trusts me.’
“Y/N, are you ok?”, her concern was nothing more than a blur in your panicked mind. Brain racing to put together a logical stream of consciousness to calm your frightened body.
That’s right, your mind assures, it’ll be ok. Powerful as she is, Elaine isn’t omniscient by any means, so, unless you told her, she’d never know what happened in those woods.
It’s only then, in the midst of your panicked thought process, that you realize you haven’t so much as said a ‘you too’. 
“O- Oh yeah, I’m fine, just thinking over what I got today.” You struggle to push even that out, bile threatening to corrode your vocal cords. 
“Oh, I can help you sort out your basket if you want.” Elaine then moves to take the basket out of your hands, lightening your burden and yet somehow, your body feels ten times heavier than stone. She flashes another award-winning smile and you feel disgusting. Suddenly everything is just too much, too blinding, too hot, too loud, too... everything.
You wish that a hole would open up in the ground and swallow you whole. Elaine truly did nothing to you besides be in love with Ban, a crime that you couldn’t fault her for lest you be convicted too. Your fingers start to feel the slightest bit numb and balancing seems like an impossible task at this point. 
You manage to tell Elaine not to trouble herself, you were going to take inventory and then lie down. She took a look at you and insisted that you got some rest while she handled everything else.
Your body had functioned on autopilot, your mind had shut off long ago to prevent yourself from falling to your knees and begging her for forgiveness. You nodded and walked upstairs, feeling yourself move but never registering anything beyond the instinct to blink.
Thinking about it now, you probably did look sick, the swaying, sweating, and unfocused eyes the biggest giveaways you could think of. Elaine again showed you a kindness that you envied. She was everything perfect for him, and at the same time, you held onto hope that maybe one day he’d get tired of Elaine and give you a chance.
Once again, the envy and rage that normally simmered within you, bubbled up and you felt hatred towards Elaine once again. She didn’t deserve him, she couldn’t give him the same sense of fulfillment you could provide him if he was yours.
Your mind reminds you, oh so cruelly though, the lengths he went through to revive her and you’re struck with the fact that he’d never do the same for you.
In a perfect world of your own making, maybe Ban could be yours. But this isn’t the perfect world, and maybe you read the signals wrong. Maybe this was all nothing more than a delusion of your own making, pining miserably over someone who saw you as nothing more than a hole.
No, Ban was there. He pressed into you, desperate and pent up. He wanted you, even when he already had, has, Elaine. 
Poor Elaine, she likely didn’t even notice Ban’s disappearance. She probably didn’t notice the way his lips were swollen, the panties he’s been stealing from you hidden away somewhere no one, not even you were privy to. She didn’t even notice the way he smelled like sweat despite the cool breeze outside. 
The way he smelled like you, something deep and possessive speaks up from within you. The thought of him speaking to her as he normally did, while you were covered in his cum made your core throb, missing the feel of him despite the pleasant ache threatening to be your undoing. 
As much as you hated feeling like this, you missed the way Ban felt even more. You missed kissing him, you missed grinding on his cock, the way he choked you. 
You heard a cheer from downstairs and pressed your face against the floor in an attempt to hear the commotion, it sounds like Meliodas had won, as expected, he was the captain after all, strength unparalleled.
Then that meant the match was done. 
Shitshitshitshitshit. 
Ban lost,  you were upstairs alone, and sure, all your friends (and Elaine) were here. But everytime Ban lost a game, he’d find his way into your bed for a little “comfort”. He wouldn’t be so bold here. Would he?
You hear footsteps making their way towards the stairs and scramble into the single bed Meliodas had in his room, he still hadn’t bothered to buy another one which meant that you and whoever else  was coming upstairs were stuck sharing a bed.
You quickly make yourself comfortable, trying to either will yourself to sleep or pray your body looks still enough to trick whoever was coming up here.
Your eyes were closed when the door opened, you didn’t dare open them, even as the door closed softly behind whoever. 
“I know you’re awake Y/N.”, the familiar click of heels against the floor alerting you to the presence of Merlin.
You kept your eyes closed a little longer, opening them and blinking tiredly at an unamused Merlin. You would not break in front of her, she already knew too much. She could claim that she knew you were awake, but unless directly confronted, you were going to play pretend.
Merlin, privy to your game, smirks but says nothing further. She instead focuses the conversation back on you in a different light,  “So Y/N, Elaine tells me you weren’t looking so hot, what’s up.”
At the mention of her name your chest tightens up and the breath is knocked out of your body. You were sure you were making a fool of yourself in front of Merlin. Your body tenses up instinctually and it takes several moments before you calm down enough to even speak to her.
You thought that maybe you would be over your guilt at least some, but apparently, even the mention of her name sends you spiraling. The fact that she was trying to help you makes your stomach lurch, you feel gross and disgusted with yourself. So disgusted in fact, that your body rejects itself all over the floor. Merlin had at least the foresight to move out of the way, she also allows you the grace to vomit on the floor in somewhat peace, because she very pointedly looks away from you. 
After your violent hurling is nothing more than dry huffs of air, Merlin looks back at you. She frowns at the mess you left before waving a finger, effortlessly cleaning it up.
“So, either you have a fever, or asking how you are causes an allergic reaction.”, Merlin is very careful and slow with her speech, trying not to trigger another vomit session. She looks over you with a guarded expression, trying to assess your condition without alarming you. “I’ll go get started on some medicine for you. In the meantime,” she gestures to your whole appearance, “try to clean up, I’ll send Elizabeth up with food and water.”
Merlin turns on her heel, she’s long since checked out of the conversation. She’s mumbling to herself ingredient names and the ailments they correspond to, she’s nearly closed the door before she turns back to you, “Oh! Before I forget, I’ll send up a bucket too.”
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At first, you weren’t going to heed Merlin’s advice, wanting to take a nap over everything else. However, one whiff of your breath had you stumbling to the bathroom in a rush. Meliodas didn’t have an advanced bathroom by any means. The tub and sink needed to be filled with buckets and taken out relatively the same, hell, he didn’t even have a toilet (“nature is your toilet” is the response you’d gotten upon inquiring). But luckily, the sink was freshly filled and you managed to clean yourself a decent amount before hobbling back to bed.
When you next woke up, it was dark out. The bar was filled with the ruckus of it’s usual patrons and although muffled, you could still make out the sound of Meliodas causing a scene. From the sounds of it, he’d gotten drunk along with King and Elaine, the three of them singing some shanty about being lost at sea.
The sound brings a bit of respite to your heavy heart, the sounds of their joy reminding you of a simpler time. 
A time where you could’ve almost considered Ban yours, a time long gone.
The sound of footsteps breaks you out of your nostalgic reverie. You’d adjust yourself but 1) it was too dark to even really see and 2) it was probably just Merlin anyways, come to check on you after your nap. 
Admittedly, you did feel a bit better after your nap, you were still exhausted but the urge to throw up had passed. You were ready for your checkup, assured that Merlin would give you the green light and you’d be able to come up with a plan to deal with your Elaine problem.
Admittedly, you also should’ve listened a little closer to the sound of those footsteps. Maybe if you did, you wouldn’t be as caught off guard as you are right now. 
“Hey there sunshine, how ya doin?”
There he was, dressed in red leather and a smile like sin. The very thought of him made you lose your good sense and now that he was in front of you-
Goddesses you burned.
Despite every fiber in your being begging you to jump him, you manage to resist, giving him a noncommittal shrug instead of a verbal response. You looked away from him, you couldn’t trust your voice, let alone your own eyes, turning away from him was the best way to ensure that you didn’t get any ideas...or give him any.
“Brought you dinner, figured you’d be hungry after sleepin’ all day.”, he moves to set the tray down. His smell was never anything you could pinpoint, but you knew it was always strongest after cooking, fighting, or sex. 
All your thoughts were put on full display, you were near whimpering at the sight of him and now that he’s so close, it’s unbearable. Your hands trembled and your lips quivered, you couldn’t meet his eyes and you could swear he was laughing at you.
What the hell was wrong with you? You just fainted from guilt and now you were whimpering and ready to go just like that? 
Ban is all too aware of the power he holds over you, any other day, he’d tease and walk away, but maybe memories of this afternoon had gotten to him too.
He tilts your head up, you can see every bad decision laid out in his eyes right then and there. Walk away, just walk away from this, you can still take pride in your self control.
His eyes soften for a fraction of a second and you break. It’s all a blur, first your arms around his neck, then lips meeting. At some point you’d lost your shirt and undergarments, it’s hard to focus on anything aside from Ban’s tongue down your throat. 
You separate, trail of spit between you. Ban’s hands sneak down your back and squeeze, pulling you on top of him, the bed creaking some from the movement. 
“Baaaan.”
“Shh, the others are downstairs, you don’t want me to stop now do you?”
You bury your head into his neck, muttered promises of  “swear I’ll be quiet” and “please just fuck me.”
Ban lets out a low chuckle, smacking your ass. You don’t even notice it in your humping frenzy. Ban indulges you the slightest bit, bucking his hips into you, moaning when you bite into his shoulder at the action.
“Fuck, bite me sweetheart.”
You pull back to look at him, ready to question what he just said but he’s already dazed. His cheeks pink and tongue lolling out, you hesitate, taking a moment to look at the sight of Ban the Immortal so pliant beneath you.
He pinches your thigh and you don’t need any more indication to get back to work. You start slow, sucking on his tongue, grazing it with your teeth but never biting. 
Fuck if he doesn’t look pretty like this. 
An intense sense of possessiveness reignites within you, while your biting would never scar or even bruise his skin, the sight of the bruises, small flowers they are before disappearing, fills you with a sense of pride.
Seeing him beneath you like this, knowing the hickeys you leave are for your and his eyes only, a beautiful moment between lovers. Even if you were never meant to be, knowing that some part of you had left a mark on him was almost enough for you. It would never substitute his love, but maybe you’d have a small bit of ownership over him, over Elaine.
Your hips had formed a mind of their own, every bump of your clit against his pants driving you crazier and crazier. You were just about ready to push him down and ride him six ways to sunset when he pulled your head closer to him.
“Come on princess, I know you can bite harder than that. I’ve seen you trying to eat Captain’s food.” You would’ve laughed but the desperation in his tone gave him away, he was close. “You do wanna cum don’t you?”
You were a little bummed at him delaying your gratification, but goddesses, seeing him cum his pants for you sends you on a little power trip. You bite him again, hard. You wondered briefly if you’d broken the skin before the tell-tale iron of blood fills your mouth.
A final groan leaves him tensing, head thrown back and mouth open. He doesn’t call your name this time, only some garbled version of princess and… Elaine’s name. 
Ice runs through your veins, it’s amazing how sobering someone else’s name can be. Ban flips you onto your back and eats you out like he’s starving. The whole thing feels detached, even when you cum, your legs shake but your mind is ridiculously sober. 
Even when your eyes get heavy, sleep running through you like a stampede, you still get that tell-tale sense of dread. It sticks deep within your gut and doesn’t go away. 
Ban kisses your forehead and bids you goodnight, he’d cleaned himself up, offered to clean you too but you swore you’d handle it and waved him off with a smile that stretched awkwardly.
Your nap was for nothing, you still felt like shit, the feeling worsened a thousand times over. And unless Merlin could create a potion that could suppress your emotions for the rest of time, it wasn’t going away anytime soon. At some point you’d started crying, but you convinced yourself that it was sweat from earlier, too tired and too overwhelmed, you fell asleep in both bliss and misery.
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You dreamed of nothing in particular, in fact come morning you were more worried about the pounding headache you had as opposed to any holdover dreams from the night before.
You sat up slowly, agitating your head hardly seemed like a good idea. As you took in the room, every memory came back to you in a series of flashes. 
You had sex with Ban...again.
You wished you could say you were feeling guilt but honestly, emotion becomes a little hard to point out when you’re feeling all of it at once.
“So how was your night?”
Nevermind- take it back, you’d never felt a more potent sense of fear. Merlin herself was sat at the edge of your bed, looking as knowledgeable as always. 
Any answer you give her would be bullshit, the both of you already know how your night was. Neither of you say a word and the room is thick with tension. You can’t meet Merlin’s eye and your hands are shaking but she doesn’t point it out.
At the core of her being, Merlin was just someone who was a scientist, Her sin tied perfectly with the fact that she’d stop at no length to obtain knowledge, confirming things she already knew was simply part of the process. 
“Is breakfast ready?”, deflection was a cheap trick but it was all you had. You were alone with someone who’d stop at no lengths to pressure those she wanted an answer from.
From the corner of your eye, you can see the way she arches her brow. She stands and you look even more pointedly at the floor. “Breakfast will be ready soon, I’d suggest you clean yourself up. I don’t think Elaine would take kindly to the news.”
She turned away and closed the door behind you. Even though she’s no longer here physically, you’re petrified, mind stuck in a loop in which you’re only reminded of the fact that Merlin knows.
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Hikaru Hitachiin||SFW Alphabet
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A/N: Will this include Hikaru slander? Yes. Hikaru stans come get ur food, enjoy!
Word Count: 2219
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A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Hikaru shows affection physically. He’s much too prideful to admit (bar the rare and private confessions of adoration and love) his love for you through words or actions and he prefers to receive instead of give gifts. But a little arm around your shoulder, holding your hand in his pocket, small pecks on the cheek and you more than know how much Hikaru loves you.
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Hikaru likely becomes best friends with you via pranks. He takes note of you when you catch him trying to mess with Tamaki and give him a few pointers on how to better scare the poor blonde. From there, it’s history.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Hikaru loves to cuddle. He becomes especially clingy at night at which point all he wants to do is hold you. When he’s away from you, he still prefers to cuddle with something so he’ll substitute you for a pillow. Not the same but it gets the job done until he can return home to you and get wrapped up in your arms again.
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Hikaru likes the idea of settling down. He’d definitely want to head to the countryside or somewhere mountainous that’s surrounded by beaches. He likes the thought of you and him being together in your own little pocket of the world. As for cooking and cleaning, he can’t do either and has no interest in doing so, so he’d probably pay a few servants to do the work for him.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
If Hikaru had to break up with you, it’d likely be the result of both of you needing to part ways so that you can work on yourselves before trying to give the relationship another shot. Hikaru generally acts unaffected (and depending on the length of your relationship, he is) but deep down he resolves to become better for you.
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
He doesn’t really like the idea of marriage because he views it as an expensive mess that ends in an even more expensive divorce. He does like the idea of spending his life with you but if yall ever got married he might just get a pre-nup. Overall though, he’s not really the sort for marriage, the legal part of it especially gives him anxiety, and to be honest, when he knows that he’s committed to you, it just is. Loving and being with you becomes as natural as breathing for him.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Hikaru isn’t really gentle at all. Like he definitely tries to be soft and tender with you but also he likes to pinch your butt when you walk past, and really is he so terrible for that? (Kind of, that shit be hurtin mf)
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Please hug Hikaru, he won’t ask for it or initiate aside from throwing his arm around your waist/shoulder. He craves your hugs and whenever you hug him it’s like the clouds part and a rainbow shines down onto your relationship. Hikaru’s hugs, as a result of his refusal to just ask for a hug, are always a little clingy, desperate to hold you tight to him for as long as possible.
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
One of Hikaru’s biggest regrets is how fast he said ‘I love you’. It was spur of the moment and he didn’t mean it, he just thought he had to say it because you’d both been dating for 3 months and he just straight up didn’t mean it. The look on your face was filled with so much joy that he feels disgusted with himself whenever he thinks back to it. Now every time he says he loves you, he tries his hardest to make sure that you understand just how much he means it. He never wants you to doubt the depth of his devotion for you.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous)
He and Kaoru are already getting that gleam in their eye. In all seriousness though, he gets really pouty and everything becomes a competition between him and the person he’s jealous of. It’s like, “Oh, you’re on track to become an olympic class track runner? That’s cool I guess, what’s really impressive is the fact that I’m 5′9″. It’s embarrassing for both of you, and you just apologize for him before walking away, dragging him along with you.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Hikaru’s kisses are a lot like him in the sense that they’re exciting with a hint of trouble. Hikaru enjoys flustering you by kissing you in as many public places as passionately as possible before walking off and acting like everything’s all normal. He likes to smirk into kisses and his kisses are so intense that most times they turn into makeout sessions despite neither of you really planning it.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
Hikaru is kid of awkward around kids. He doesn’t really care too much for them and so whenever they’re around, he tends to just hand them off to the nearest person who cares for children. He genuinely doesn’t know what to do so if he’s left alone with a kid he’ll just kinda stare and ask if they need food or something.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Hikaru are sweet but stressful. Hikaru has an alarm that plays music and sends confetti instead of a more traditional one, and while Hikaru’s used to the sound of his alarm clock, you aren’t, and sleep right through it. Does Hikaru think ‘oh maybe I should wake Y/N up?’ Nope. He just sits there and stares at you until you naturally wake up on your own. You wake up so peacefully and stare at him until you get a glimpse at the time and start panicking and yelling at him for not waking you up sooner. 
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights with Hikaru are the calmest you’ll ever see him. He’s very sleepy and gets 1000% clingier. Whether it’s wrapping his arms and legs around you as he sleeps or you letting him sit on your lap while he applies both your and his face mask, nighttime Hikaru is just a clingy sweetheart trying to make up for a day of him acting like he’s not fully in love with you.
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Hikaru is a very layered person. Just when you think you’ve discovered something about him, you actually just barely scratched the surface. He tries to be more and more open with you, hiding less from you. But it’s not exactly easy to break his habit of not/fear of being open.
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Hikaru is a little brat, which means if he doesn’t get his way he will resort to mischief and then angry pouting. He gets angry kind of easily but he’s just gotten good at hiding it. Over the course of his relationship with you, he does start to chill out a bit, not getting his way doesn’t bother him as much anymore.
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you?  Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Hikaru remembers weird bits of information about you at the strangest and most inopportune moments. Like you’ll be talking to Kyoya while Hikaru is talking with his clients and he’ll just suddenly remember mid-act that you were like school council president at your elementary school or something and completely freeze and break character. 
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His favorite moment in your relationship (although this was technically before the two of you were together) was after the host club’s ball, you walked up to him like “I know the party’s over but may I have this dance.” He accepted of course and you both danced the night away. Just thinking about that day sends butterflies running through his stomach and he swoons for you all over again.
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
Hikaru is super protective over you. If he’s out and about with you somewhere and he feels like you’re in danger (not too common but always a risk with him being rich), he’s activating emergency defense protocol procedures. He’s also kinda dramatic about it like if you bump into the edge of the coffee table he’ll laugh at you but then while you aren’t looking, he’s calling to have the whole table removed. Have mercy on whoever decides to bother you though because he and Kaoru are not above jumping.
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Hikaru puts a lot of effort into your dates, he enjoys the challenge of trying to one up his last attempt as well as trying to surprise you each time. He’s not really the type to give gifts unless they’re in the form of clothes, but he’d much rather get gifts than give them. He does get a little upset if he starts feeling like he’s the only one trying so shake things up by surprising him instead (wipe that all-knowing grin off his face). Despite the fact that he’ll try to act like he doesn’t try that hard, he really does want to impress you and he tries his hardest to do so.
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (I’m gonna add arguments here because they aren’t on the prompt list I found))
A bad habit of Hikaru’s is that he has a tendency to try and pick fights. No matter where this stems from, he tends to try and bait you into fights or disagreements. He doesn’t even realize that he does this until you point it out to him. (Well honestly you pointed it out, then in disbelief he went and asked the host club at which point, they agreed, and he was left in shock at their lack of hesitation).
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Hikaru, like Tamaki, is obsessed with his looks. He often lies and says that it’s Kaoru who’s obsessed with looks, but Hikaru goes absolutely feral if someone so much as touches any of his beauty products. He honestly doesn’t even want you to touch them unless you’re coming back from buying his stuff at the store.
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
At first, Hikaru kinda treats your relationship with him like an exchange. He’s terrified you’re only interested in him for his looks or his money and so he does everything possible to make you stay because he was scared of what it would be like to be a person without you. He does break out of that dependent mindset eventually though. To be completely honest, you both probably break up because of Hikaru’s dependent tendencies and only get back together once both of you grew without the other for a while.
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
 Hikaru has absolutely no relationship experience as he’s spent the last however may years of his life fending off all potential interaction with people who weren’t Kaoru with a stick.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner)
Hikaru’s only real turn-offs are people with no sense of style. Of course, it’s not a huge deal breaker but you pretty much have to be ok with being Hikaru’s personal doll. He also really dislikes boring people, like if your life can be summed up in a resume, he’s skipping past you. Another thing that he looks for in his partner is, obviously, the ability to tell the difference between him and his twin. If you can’t do that, he’s already written you off completely.
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Hikaru sleeps fully and completely in the nude, like no boxers or anything. Initially, it was kind of a joke/ look at me thing but now he can’t help himself. Now, it’s fine between the two of you now, but the first time you spent the night at Hikaru’s house, only to find he’d somehow stripped all the way down in his sleep come morning, was...surprising to say the least. (You couldn’t look him in the eye for almost a month afterwards)
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idontblushsrry · 3 years
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Kurama||SFW Alphabet
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A/N: I have not posted in a hot minute but I swear it’s for a good reason. I’ve got something in the works to celebrate getting 500 followers so only 2 posts this week and the next so that I can focus more on that. Thank yall for your patience and without further ado, enjoy! 
Warnings: Teeny weeny spoilers about the end/aftermath of the series but it’s tiny I swear. Also, spoilers if you don’t know who my pfp is.
Word Count: 2270 (ft. a GN! reader)
A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Kurama is the most blunt with his affection in terms of outright saying it. Sure, his words may not be the most to the point, but he always tells you exactly how he feels towards you. Aside from that, he has a penchant for gifting you various flowers, along with a note that explains his meaning. The notes are handwritten and always end with ‘for my love, from Kurama.’
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Kurama as a best friend is someone that always gives good advice. He’s a great conversationalist and is always able to give advice from an unbiased perspective. While the rest of the gang is off causing trouble, the two of you can be found just off to the side, sipping tea and wearing sunglasses.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Depends, Kurama can be a sucker for cuddling if he’s feeling a bit mushier than his usual self. He usually only cuddles with you at night but if he’s feeling mushy, he’s dowN to cuddle whenever. Other times where he doesn’t cuddle include the rare transformation into Yoko. While his identities are consolidated, he still takes on somewhat different temperaments while in them. Yoko doesn’t like cuddling at all really and will only do so occasionally if you’re already asleep, by the time you wake up however, Yoko will be off and about somewhere else.
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Kurama definitely wants to settle down, he likes the domesticity of being human and he wants to have something like what his mom and stepdad have. As for domestic duties... he tries. Kurama tries his best, he really does, but he can’t cook to save his life and he never really had to clean on account of his minimalism + plants aesthetic. Kurama never really had to learn how to cook because Shiori never required he learn it, but now as an adult, he kinda wishes she did because he couldn’t cook rice if he tried.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Kurama is someone who doesn’t do casual relationships (anymore at least; he used to date people/ seduce them in order to get an upper hand as Yoko). As such, your relationship, no matter how brief, was one he viewed as lasting for the rest of his life. Because of that, your breakup is probably very emotional and filled with tears. He’s a gentleman and though it broke his heart to see you upset, he knows it’s for the best. The two of you may remain friends depending on how you feel, but you’re likely not going to get back together.
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
As stated before, Kurama is someone who dates seriously. At the end of the day, his intention is to get married. In his past life as Yoko, marriage was the last thing on his mind, however as Shuiichi, he wants more and more that taste of domesticity and humanity. At the end of the day, if he introduces you to his mother, a proposal is not far off.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Kurama is extremely in tune with any needs you may have, and as such, he ends up being incredibly gentle both physically and emotionally. He doesn’t necessarily do this intentionally all the time, after a while, it becomes second nature to him.
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Honestly, with Kurama, the closest you’re gonna get with a hug is an arm thrown around your shoulder or and awkward side hug. If you hug him, he will be caught off guard and he will just stand there awkwardly and pat your back until you’re done. 
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
After about 2-3 months. He doesn’t plan it and neither do you, but to him, it’s more of a confession of something he knew was true almost from the jump. To him, falling in love with you was inevitable, telling you so and hearing you say it back, eases his nerves and fills him with a sense of pride.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous)
Depending on how observant you are, you may never even notice Kurama’s jealousy. He’s not infallible, he does get jealous, but he’s extremely subtle about it. If he notices that someone has been getting a little too cozy with you, he effortlessly graces up to your side, kissing your hand in greeting. After he’s done he’ll finally look at the person and pretend he hadn’t noticed them. Overall, he acts very much like a fox, in the sense that he sees the person, but he’s making it very obvious to them that he’s ignoring/he dislikes them.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Kurama’s kisses are like a breath of spring. His kisses are intense without expectation and leave you walking on air each time. Aside from that, Kurama loves to kiss your hands, forehead, nose... really anywhere you’ll let him. He loves to let you know how much he loves every inch of you, and what better way to do that than leaving kisses up and down your body.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
Kurama isn’t too outstanding one way or the other around children. He is incredibly efficient about making sure their needs are tended to and is the right amount of organized to deal with more than one child. But overall, he doesn’t necessarily go out of his way to entertain kids, he does what is necessary to take care of them and then just kinda leaves them to their own devices.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Kurama are filled with all the kisses and affectionate gestures the two of you were too tired for the night before. If he can, Kurama prefers to drag out as much time as he can to stay in bed with you. If push comes to shove, he also wants to be part of your morning routine, making whatever he can easier for you, whether it be cooking breakfast, ironing your clothes, etc.
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Again, nights with Kurama, the two of you are usually working or coming back from hanging out with your friends. So the times you do get to be home alone together, you both just put on a show/movie and just crash. It’s gotten a little bit better, you guys don’t fall asleep on the couch anymore, even if you still did, Kurama wouldn’t trade it for the world. 
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
This is kind of tricky for him depending on how you two met. If you met him as Kurama, cool. It’s still a little difficult to explain how he was as Yoko, but chances are you already know and don’t hold it against him. If you met him as Shuiichi, hoo boy. He plans on being with you well into the future and he knows the topic will come up eventually. He’s just not entirely sure on how one explains that they used to be a notorious fox demon who also stole from people and murdered others just because?
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He’s ~3000 years old, his patience is something that’s near infinite at this point. He welcomes intellectual challenges and even intentionally drags out fights/takes hits in order to learn new information. The only times he gets frustrated is when he finds someone/something to be completely irredeemable. Well, that and anyone talking negatively about you or his family.
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you?  Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Considering the fact that he more than remembers each hiding spot of his various treasures and more (as well as all those random plant facts), Kurama easily remembers things about you. And while sure, he’s more than observant enough to pick these things up on his own, he loves hearing you talk about yourself and is more than happy to play dumb of it means he’ll get to hear your voice.
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His favorite moment in your relationship is when, near the beginning of your relationship, the two of you went on a date to a local park that had a fireworks show. You’d gotten cold and he shared his jacket with you, leaving you snuggled up under him, you offhandedly mentioned how the spot you were at would be perfect for a proposal. Since then, he’s made it somewhat of his mission to propose to you in that very spot.
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
He’s not too worried about anyone coming after you or him since he’s settled his debts with Koenma and Demon World (not to mention if anyone tried anything, he’s more than powerful enough to stop any challengers). The best way for you to return the protection is to honestly just remind him to take care of himself. Kurama has a slight masochistic streak and he enjoys pushing his body to it’s limits. Please remind him that he is in fact, human, and human bodies will give out a lot sooner than demon ones.
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
Kurama aims to impress, he is grateful to have you by his side and he shows that off every chance he gets. Not only does he plan perfect dates, he leaves you gifts (often in the form of flowers, but occasionally he’ll treat you to a day out on him). Everyday tasks are like his olympics, you don’t even have to say the word, he’ll take care of it.
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (I’m gonna add arguments here because they aren’t on the prompt list I found))
You and Kurama don’t argue, you may have disagreements but often the issue is resolved before that point. In terms of bad habits, Kurama tends to overwork himself. It’s gotten to the point where you’ve had to force him onto bedrest for the sake of his health. He’s trying very hard for you, it’s a hard habit to break, especially because Kurama sees his own limitations as a challenge. Howver, he knows it worries you, and he does try to set aside more time for rest.
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Fun Fact! Kurama did not have a single comb or hairbrush in his house post moving out. This lead to confusion and shock the first time you spent the night there. He keeps all the supplies you need to do your hair in his house now, but, don’t even try with his hair. It works itself out (he’s never had lice a day in his life) and he’s never had to try with it, if you try so much as brushing it, seeds may fall out, and honestly, it’ll be no one’s fault but your own. 
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
A bit, Kurama’s carved out a space in his heart and his life for you. He’s not clingy by any means and he loves to cheer you on in whatever you do, he just hates having to be away from you. If he ever has to leave for business, please facetime him, hearing your voice calms him down instantly.
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
He’s got a ton of casual relationship experience from his time as Yoko, settling down is a new experience in and of itself, settling down with someone? Unheard of. Regardless, he’s more than excited to meet every milestone with you, he goes all out and gets a little cheesy when it comes to anniversaries and the like.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner)
Aside from people like the Toguros, he doesn’t like people who try to read him when he’s closed off. Kurama is a complex individual, you’ll never truly decipher his mind, as such, he’ll tell you if he’s got something on it. Sure, you might be able to read him somewhat, but if Kurama doesn’t want you to know something, it’s best to just respect that.
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
Kurama’s a super light sleeper, mostly out of instinct. He slept out in the open a lot and the Makai is unforgiving to those who let their guard down, as a result, the lightest shift in movement can wake him up. Over time, he has gotten used to your sleep patterns and bases your distress mainly on smell and not movement, that’s not to say that he’s no longer a light sleeper though. 
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idontblushsrry · 3 years
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SFW Alphabet|| Megumi Fushiguro
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A/N: Uhhhh I’m back on my bullshit >:) it’s missing Fushiguro hours folks.
Word Count: 2050
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A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
(If you want some more in depth affection headcanons click here)
Fushiguro is someone who isn’t big on pda but makes up for it in private. In public, he’ll hold your hand but in private he’s laying i your lap while you massage his scalp. Basically, he’s a big softie that just represses his urge to cuddle until he’s alone with you.
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
Best friend Megumi is literally the president of the Y/N defense squad. If anyone has a problem with you, they have a problem with him. Of course, you have to rein him in sometimes and remind him you can fight your own battles, but just know he’s lookin out for you.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Fushiguro loves to cuddle, but he will repress the urge to do so for as long as possible. Because of that, he doesn’t let you go, preferring to cling to you throughout the night. His cuddles are always deceptively loose too. His arms give you just enough wiggle room but the second you try to get up, it’s like fighting two pythons.
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
I don’t think he ever really planned on settling down, Megumi figured that he’d die long before he ever got the chance to settle down. Everyday is pretty much a new experience in terms of domesticity for him, he doesn’t have plans for the future, but as long as you’re with him, he’ll be happy.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
If he ever had to break up with someone, he’d probably ask for help on how to do so. The first person he’d ask (regrettably) would be Gojo who’d tell Megumi to just ghost the person. After asking around some more, he figured Kugisaki’s approach of getting it over with as bluntly as possible (although less mean) was the best option.
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Megumi isn’t really the type for wedding ceremonies. He’s all about commitment (even though working up to marriage for him is longer than most) but he’s not a fan of being the center of attention, so a wedding ceremony/reception wouldn’t be his thing. If you wanted a ceremony, he’d be willing to compromise somewhat but otherwise, he’s perfectly fine with just going to the courthouse.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
He’s kind of rough around the edges. In private, he can be the sweetest, most tender soul, but in public he’ll put 7 yards of distance between you both if you try to hug him. Basically, he’s very shy, so anything that’ll draw too much attention is a no go (he isn’t opposed to linking pinkies though).
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?
At first Megumi really only hugged you when he was missing you, sad, or tired. Over time though, he got better at becoming more open with his affection and he’ll hug you whenever he feels the urge to. Despite that though, his hugs still have an undercurrent of desperation in them. He holds on just as tight each time like he’s afraid you’ll disappear.
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
He’s operating on a very strict ‘If you don’t say it, I won’t’ policy and as such this man will not say a single thing to you unless prompted. He knows deep down that he loves you and that you set off butterflies in his stomach every time you smile, but he never really thought to verbalize that until you say ‘I love you’ first.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous)
Megumi doesn’t get jealous, he’s fought side by side with you and he knows you’re more than capable of fending off any unwanted suitors. Megumi put a lot of trust into you by already being in a relationship so to him, it makes no sense to be jealous over you. That all being said, he’s not above the occasional side eye if someone’s getting a little too buddy buddy.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
On a normal day, his kisses are so natural, he’s so slow and the pressure is just enough to have you thinking you’ve got all the time in the world. In near death/ post-near death circumstances, he’s a little more feral. When he kisses you like that, it feels like it’s the end of the world and he’s trying to make the most of it.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
Fushiguro isn’t good with kids that aren’t old enough to communicate. Older kids are fine with him, but guessing what a baby needs based on how loud it’s crying? Hard pass for him and he doesn’t even feel bad about it. The last time he had to watch a baby, he tried to leave one of his shikigami to watch it; long  story short, he had to explain to a cackling Gojo why his demon dogs wouldn’t let him leave to go to the bathroom.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Fushiguro are pretty rare. Most of the time you guys don’t really get to sleep in or even spend mornings together since most of the time there’s missions or trainings you’ll have to go to. When you do get the rare morning off, Fushiguro makes the most of it. He sleeps in and doesn’t wake up before 10 no matter what you try. When he does finally wake up, he loves cooking breakfast with you, he’s not the best cook, but he treasures the experience over anything.
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights with Megumi are also rare as most curses come out at night and that’s kinda your guys’ job. If all goes well though, you’ll both come back a little earlier and just go straight to sleep. If it’s a late night where the curse took more out of either of you than expected, yall usually stay up and talk and snack until one of you falls asleep or the sun comes up.
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
It takes him an extremely long time to open up to you about his past. Not because he doesn’t trust you, but because he’s embarrassed and doesn’t want you to think less of him for it (especially during his problem child era). To be honest, you probably find out about certain things from other people. Once he’s cornered confronted, he’ll be completely (albeit a bit grudgingly) honest about it.
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
His anger is kind of weird, whereas before, he was a lot quicker to explode, bluntly telling off or even fighting whoever pissed him off, he’s changed. He tries his best to repress his emotions and as such, he comes off as patient, never expressing his true feelings/desires until pushed to the brink. 
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you?  Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He’s the king of remembering details you mention in passing. His love language is partially acts of service so for him, remembering details about you helps him later. Oh remember that one time you needed a pen/pencil but didn’t have one? Never again, this man has a section of his shadows dedicated solely to pencils because of you. Oh what’s that, you like this random song? Guess what just got added to the playlist he made for you. Basically, while he may not look like it, he’s actually a simp and so if he can make your life easier/ make you happy, it’s worth it.
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
So Megumi is someone who doesn’t play video games but is really good at them for no reason. One day, you’re playing a game of smash bros. and he’s just kicking your ass, like it was sad. Needless to say, after his 4th win, he “accidently” pressed the wrong button and let you win. He thinks you don’t know he did this but when you won, you kissed him and completely flustered him, to the point that he couldn’t play for a solid 5 minutes. 
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
Despite knowing and trusting that you can defend yourself, he’s still super protective of you. You’re one of the few people that he cares about in the world and he’d give everything to see you safe and protected. As for how he’d like to be protected, knock some sense into him every once in a while. He has a habit of self sacrificing so if you want to protect him, remind him that you want to keep him alive as much as he wants to keep you alive.
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
On the outside, his dates are very simple. They usually consist of you and him either staying in or just hanging out at stores and the like. Every once in a while, he’ll try to take you somewhere special, like a cove he found or a festival. For most people, these may be simple dates, but Fushiguro puts so much effort into so may aspects of your dates that honestly, anything bigger would lose the personal touch your dates have.
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (I’m gonna add arguments here because they aren’t on the prompt list I found))
One of his worst habits is his self-sacrificing tendencies. Even during a baseball game, he can’t help but sacrifice himself (especially if it means his friends/ you get to get the glory). With time though, he grows out of this and realizes it’s not selfish to want the best for yourself.
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He’s giving “I woke up like this” and it’s... it’s something. One might think the style is intentional since obviously, the look could only be achieved with gel, and to an extent, it is intentional. He might use gel to spike it a little more but the man legit rolls out of bed and chooses to leave his hair up like that.
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
No, as much as he loves you, Fushiguro is an introvert. He needs time to just be by himself and unwind every once in a while, so he’s got no complaints if you leave him to his own devices or have to be gone for a long time.
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
Megumi has negative zero relationship experience. He’s never found someone that was worth the risk/ worth opening up to, hell, he just barely got friends when he entered high school. Because of this, every part of your relationship is like navigating uncharted waters.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner)
He’s less someone to dislike a specific thing/ personality trait, and more someone who doesn’t like different people for different reasons, ex. Todo and Mai. If he had to pick a single trait, it’d probably have to be hypocriticism.
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
He is someone who will fall asleep spread eagle one night and the next be huddled into a tiny little section of the bed. Mercy on you if you try to cuddle because now you’re wrapped up into his unconscious acrobatic routine.
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To Have And To Hold||Ban
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Word Count: 3118 
A/N: This was a beast to write. It took me a couple days and I had to make a couple edits and revisions before uploading so, sorry for the tardiness, I genuinely don’t know where this came from but, um here it is. This  includes a slightly ooc Ban and me messing w the timeline of the show among...other things. Let me know if you enjoy it!
Warnings: SMUT, infidelity, choking, semi-public sex, angst, jealously, I can’t remember but those are the main ones, 
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This was...wrong
When Meliodas sent you out to get whatever ingredients you could for the Boar Hat, his restaurant, and somewhat livelihood. 
Right, focus on that, you were bent over to pick mushrooms for Meliodas’ bar...er...or was it a restaurant?
 You didn’t know how long you planned to be out and about, but, the cool air had done wonders for your heartbroken soul. Ban had reunited with Elaine and the happy couple had seemed to take every opportunity to rub it in your face. Pitied looks from Diane and Elizabeth and curious looks from Gowther and Merlin could only console you so much. For a moment, the tranquil forest had provided you respite, a moment of haven and serenity in between the frenzy of your conflicting emotions. Were you happy for Ban? Heartbroken that just when you felt he could see you as more than a friend, he ran back to Elaine? Were you angry? Jealous?
The forest didn’t require these answers from you instead whispering wind wrapping around you in a consoling embrace and clearing a path in the thicket of the trees that led you to some harmless mushrooms, not exactly what you were looking for, but then again, what else did you have in mind? 
The same wind seemed suffocating now. 
Overbearing, overeager, like a nosy friend wanting to spread rumors of this illicit affair but needing the heady details first. What once was cool was now searing and burning and what was supposed to clear your head muddled your thoughts and now served to emphasize how soiled your underwear was.
“What are you thinking about princess?” comes a mocking voice. He hadn’t even done anything, just the sound of his voice and the mental image of the way he’s probably meandering towards you set your panties on fire. To the untrained ear, one would think this a normal exchange between a knight and a member of royalty.
Except for the small detail that you were not a princess, Elaine and Elizabeth were. The subtle mocking in his voice didn’t go unnoticed by you and it only served to further your lust fueled irritation at the man that seemed to be getting closer and closer despite the distance you’d initially tried to create. He approached you from behind and you realized how open you were to him. He hovered a hand over your ass for a moment, as if asking if it was ok, even if today alone had provided him with more than enough, in terms of outlines pressed taught against fabric, to create a mental image of your nude form. Feeling like any response would get garbled on its way out your mouth, you opted to throw your ass back into his awaiting hand. 
The contact alone made you sigh with relief. Ban chuckled under his breath before moving his other hand to join its twin in feeling you up.
“...S-s-sir Ban w-what are you doing out here?” He squeezed and your knees nearly buckled. He was making this difficult for you of course. You’d had brief trysts before when he’d decided fucking his hand wasn’t enough to quell his urges, but never in a place so open.
“Ah, nothing in particular, just wanted to make sure you didn’t make an ass of yourself that’s all” Before you could even think up a retort for his teasing jab, he ground himself into you and feeling the way the leather barely concealed how hard he’d gotten just from seeing you like this.
But as was the nature of these trysts. Ban in control and hardly ever looking at you and you open, moaning, and sobbing beneath him begging him for more. You briefly wondered if he ever manhandled Elaine like this. You wondered if he looked her in the eyes when he came or if he took the time to slowly kiss down her body and praise each piece of her he loved, like he’d never do to you.
“Ban...I-It’s really rather windy out here, I’m sure it’s much warmer in the Bo- Bo..o..arr Hat.” He ground into you again, this time hitting your clit and, even through layers of clothing, you could still feel him. “I’ll only be a moment longer and I’ll return with lots of things for you to cook with.”
“Hmmm”, he pretended to consider for a moment, but his mind was made up from the moment he stepped out here in search of you. “I’m sure the Boar Hat is warm but I can think of something much warmer.” He pulled your shaky form upright and you could feel him smirk against your ear as his large hand wrapped around your neck. 
His torture was slow but was so gratifying. You could almost pretend that no one existed except for the two of you. Ban leaned back against a tree facing away from the way the wind would blow so as to not expose you both and ruin your affair so soon. He ground against you in that maddeningly slow pace and held his hand to your throat while the other unbuttoned the uniform from the skimpy uniform you were required to wear. His mouth, more importantly his tongue, moved from your neck, to jaw, to the back of your ear in movements that would suggest you had all the time in the world. For a moment, you pondered his endgame. To leave you high and dry while he and Elaine sneak off later and continue what he started with you? 
No. As much as he’d pretend in order to get his way, the greedy little fox wanted you too. His sin had never been more appropriate, he wanted your pussy wrapped around him at night but Elaine’s gentle affections throughout the day. Greed. Truly a crime befitting the man, he’d always been insatiable when you fucked and now in your foggy mind, things had never been more clear.
Your heart swelled with a sick sense of pride. Knowing you’d be able to provide him with something Elaine didn’t have. The thought of him always coming back to you like a dog who’d been given a treat made your toes curl.
He continued with his gentle torture, playing with your chest like it’d suddenly become his favorite game. His traitorous tongue curling around your ear while he ruts into you asking plain and simple if you want him to fuck you in the forest. “Is that what you want- fuck, hah, want? Me to fuck you in this forest where anyone could walk by and see how wet you get fucking someone with a girl at home?”
“Fuck Ban- I- fuuuck yes.” He pinched your nipple one last time before moving down and under the clothing scraps that Meliodas called a uniform. He cut right to the chase, rubbing your clit in the way that only he could. Your pussy gushes even more greeting, like it had remembered the task of fitting Ban and wanted to show how truly prepared it was to take him.
“Fuck Y/N, I’ve barely done anything and you’re soaked..” He wasn’t wrong, the wind allowed you to feel just how excited you’d gotten and to your surprise (and Ban’s satisfaction) you were dripping all the way down to your thighs. Luckily, your socks were there to act somewhat as absorbent sponges, but even they would give up on you eventually. “It’s such a shame that all this” he pulls his fingers out of your pants, to your whiny protest, and tastes you, long tongue slurping his fingers in a way that you hoped he’d replicate where you wanted it most, “Is getting wasted, stuck to your skimpy little panties.”
 He was mocking you again, he’d somehow managed to hide all your underwear, forcing you to alternate between borrowing from Elizabeth and Diane. They truly were too nice for their own goods.
The sound of fabric splitting filled the air. Did this fucker just- you turned around in a huff to face him,  “Ban these aren’t even mine, Diane let me borrow these!” He rolled his eyes with an air of ‘she’s a giant, what does she care’. But you were serious, fury from his earlier underwear antics and even his blatant ignorance of you leading up to this, boiling over, “Just because you don’t care doesn’t mean I don’t!”
“I do care, cutie.” He pulled you close to him with a half-hearted tug of your wrist, leaving your chest pressed against his and leaving your lower half at the mercy of the elements. “I just wanna make sure that I have access to this”, he rubs one sneaky finger up and down the length of your cunt, “this tight little pussy, it’s always so wet and warm just for me.” He presses two fingers in immediately, knowing you were more than wet enough to take the stretch.
Fuck him, he doesn’t get to call you cutie after pulling this shit. But goddess does the way his fingers curl just right make you wanna scream his name for the rest of time. 
“Plus I like to watch you struggle to pull this short-ass skirt down everyday.”
What a prick.
Your stupid horny cunt prevents you from processing enough to respond though and instead, clenches around his fingers. Sure it was a dick move, especially with his ability, but man, the thought of Ban, from the kitchens with her at his side, looking at you hungrily while you struggle to keep the most intimate parts of yourself out of view of the patrons of the bar. Well, it was a bit more appealing than your conscious mind was willing to stew on.
Ban slipped in a third finger, almost unnoticed if not for you looking down at his hand. The way it moved in and out of you at a pace that showed how well he knew your body. 
You were always responsive and loud for him, and he never seemed to mind it, so you ground down onto his fingers, garbled words and rushed sentences all said in an attempt to communicate to Ban how good he felt. 
The sight of how far your wetness had spread up his leather-covered arm, combined with the curling of his fingers drew out from you the most intense orgasm you’d had in a while. You keened with pleasure as your back arched and your hips moved to immediately ride out the rest of your orgasm only to find Ban’s finger’s missing and now stuffed in your mouth.
“Beautiful, if you make so much noise when you cum, others will hear you." he paused for a moment in deliberation, "Maybe I should just not let you cum.”
You shook your head as fervently as Ban’s long fingers would allow. They spread the taste of yourself through your mouth and pressed onto your tongue, a way to further silence you.
“I can bwe quieth”,you assured him through your temporary gag. He tsked and flipped you around to press your face against the tree. The rough bark pressed against your face and Ban pressed against you.
“You feel this? You feel how hard you make me?”, he groaned low into your ear, his breathy sighs getting more and more frequent as he rubbed himself against you. 
“B-Ban...need you to-oooo… fuck me”
His nails dug into your hips and a strangled groan fell from his mouth. From the way he’s clamping onto you right now, you knew that you were probably gonna have to clean the blood off your body later. Although that sentiment didn’t seem to matter when Ban unzipped his pants and thrust into you in one, fluid, sure motion.
You both stilled. Ban was eerily silent behind you, while you nearly bit a hole into your lip trying to stay quiet. 
Before you had really even calmed yourself down, Ban started moving in and out of you at a brutal pace. This was the third time he’d fucked with you today, he was testing you, or maybe his body so pent up and now he needed his release as fast as possible. It was hard to tell with the way he was biting into your neck to suppress his groans.
This right here is all you needed in life. Ban fucking into you at an inhuman pace without a care in the world. Fuck everyone else if Ban would stay inside you.
Ban, seemingly out of a twisted need to make life difficult for you, lifted your leg up to press deeper and deeper into you. Your hands scrambled for purchase on anything as the sound of your fucking became obscene and wet. Your pussy clamped around him, once, twice-
Shit, you were going to cum.
“Ban, I- gonna...cum” 
He took the leg he had under his control and pressed deeper into you, rubbing your clit in tandem with his harsh thrusts. Electricity spread from your toes, up your stomach, and finally to your brain, leaving it fried and you dazed and confused as all hell as you rode out your high.
Ban slipped out of you, allowing your leg and abused hole a moment of respite. You slowly tried to sit down with shaky knees on the grass. 
After a moment of coming to your senses, you looked up and realized how hard Ban still was. He looked good enough to eat, sweaty, half-dressed, and dick shining a beautiful but painful crimson. The sight alone sent shivers down your spine and sent a blizzard of butterflies to your stomach. 
Well, even if he was an ass, you weren’t that cruel.
You laid back on the soft grass and spread your sensitive folds open for him. “You can still fuck me, I just wanna be more… comfortable.”
He fell to his knees almost immediately and aligned his dick once again. The slide feeling...slower, gentle almost. He placed his hands on either side of your head and continued his quest from earlier.
You honestly didn’t expect to get this worked up, but each slide of your dick against your walls led your mind down a path of filth and debauchery that you honestly didn’t expect it to go down. 
Goddess, this man was dicking you down in a forest and now you’re embarrassed to ask him to choke you? The wonders of the mind, truly.
His eyes were closed in concentration above you. You angled your hips subtly to help him get there faster. 
His steady thrusts stuttered slightly, it was now or never. “Ban, can...can you choke me?”
He stopped, completely. His whole body froze and his eyes finally looked down at you. The look in his eyes was, Goddess, it was so… for lack of a better word, dangerous. It promised danger and excitement and thrills, you understood why people were afraid of this man. 
He hovered over you, his body easily engulfing yours from height alone. There was a beat of silence where no one said anything and the sound of quiet panting was all there was between you.
Then, he kissed you. Kissed. His lips. On. Yours. 
Your mind, comprehending this revelation slightly late as your arms rushed to wrap around his neck and head. You pressed him into you and opened your mouth in response to his prodding tongue. 
How long had you two been like this? Time honestly meant nothing compared to the feeling of kissing him. You’ve never kissed him before but now that you had, how were you supposed to go back to the way of life you’d been living so ignorantly before this. 
Slowly his hand crept up to your neck and before he coiled it around completely, he broke away from you, strings of saliva the only remnants of what you’d both just shared. “Are you sure?”
You wrapped your hand around his and squeezed it in its place on your neck. You morbidly wonder if he’d do it again with rings next time. But it’s gone as soon as he squeezes, lightly, just trying to establish a precedent. 
His dick twitched and you’re reminded all at once about the fact that he’s still inside you.
This is torture at this point, his anxiety making the whole thing come to a standstill, so, you take it into your hands by wrapping your heels around his ass and pressing him into you. 
That seemed to be the kick in the ass he needed because now he was pounding into you with reckless abandon. You’d both at this point forgotten about the quiet rule, hoping at this point you were far away enough to not be discovered. 
Ban tightened his hand around your throat, enough to make you light-headed, before releasing. He’d choke you, pound into you, and rub your clit all at once and ,maybe he wanted, this but you certainly didn’t expect to cum again.
“Baby, I can feel how you’re clenching around me, you gonna cum? Get off on someone choking you?”, Ban looked down at you sardonically, pressing your legs further and further into yourself to get at that angle that he knew was gonna make you fall apart, “Fuck- ‘m gonna cum too. Cum with me.”
His command was short and sweet but god did it set you that much closer to the edge. Your moaning and panting got louder and louder the closer you got and while you didn’t want this to end, it would feel so good. 
Like an alarm going off, your toes wet umb as your pussy clenched and fluttered as sparks flew through it. Ban let out a deep, low growl and sunk his teeth into your neck as you felt him pull out only to immediately cum all over your ass and thighs immediately after.
“Goddesses, you feel so good.” Ban panted into your ear. He held you there for a bit, neither of you feeling particularly eager to break the post-sex bliss surrounding you. 
Unfortunately, he pulled away first, a sobering reminder. He told you the plan, he’d leave and find you a stream before heading back to the Boar Hat, you were to clean up your appearance and then follow him after you finish gathering ingredients. 
You just nodded, disassociating and not processing his words, but not really needing to, it was muscle memory at this point. He grabbed your chin, tilting your head  towards him and planting one last kiss on your lips. He gave you his signature goofy smile before walking off.
And as you laid in the grass, memories, sense, and breath returning to you, your eyes filled with tears.
What had you done?
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Haruhi Fujioka||SFW Alphabet
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A/N: Making gender neutral Haruhi Fujioka content because she’s criminally underrated in fic
Word Count: 1996
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A: Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Haruhi shows her affection by helping you and spending time with you. She’s actually quite affectionate. She’s pretty private with it, especially when the twins are around, but she likes to be held by you, preferring to scoot closer to you to lean her head on your shoulder.
B: Best Friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
As a best friend, Haruhi is really good at giving you logical/calm advice . Like she’s very blunt and to the point and it might hurt your feelings a little but she never does it out of ill will. Also Haruhi is the best for doing random hobbies or going to random places because she’s just like oh ok and she won’t make fun of you or anything. Overall a good best friend to vibe with that’s also hella responsible.
C: Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Haruhi isn’t really big on cuddling. She doesn’t mind it and she’ll cuddle if you want but she’s not one to initiate. The one exception is during storms, Haruhi won’t even say anything to you, she’ll just walk up to you and let you hold her while she’s shaking until she falls asleep.
D: Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
Haruhi is literally the spokesperson of domesticity across the world. Ms. girl has a whole recipe book don’t even play. However, while cooking and cleaning were things she picked up out of necessity, she loves you all the more because you do this for her without her even needing to ask.
E: Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
If Haruhi had to break up with you, she’s very solemn about it. It’s almost formulaic like she practiced it 1000x (spoiler alert: she did). She cherishes every moment you both spent together, but she feels it’s best if you remained friends.
F: Fiance(e) (How would they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Haruhi really doesn’t care either way about marriage. She’s not super traditional in the sense that marriage is a deal breaker, but if you do have a wedding, she’d like it to be simple, with your closest friends and family. Do be warned that Ranka will be slightly butt-hurt if you don’t get married, however the fight between her and Tamaki on who gets to walk Haruhi down the aisle is probably worth getting married.
G: Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Physically and emotionally, Haruhi is very gentle and attentive. Physically, she’s very gentle, mainly because she’s unsure of what you’re okay with and the both of you are just getting a feeling for what you want. However, later on in your relationship, she’s still gentle but she gives her affection a lot more openly in a way that’s still secretive, like placing a kiss on your cheek and walking away like nothing happened. Emotionally, Haruhi is very attentive to the emotions of those around her, even if that person is very private or generally good at hiding their emotions. 
H: Hugs( Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?
Haruhi is fine with hugs, she doesn’t really initiate them but she’ll just stand there and let you hug her if you need to. The only time she doesn’t like hugs is when they lead to her being the center of attention and getting hugs from behind. Please don’t hug her from behind, it reminds her of when she got thrown in the ocean during the beach episode and she’s also afraid you might pick her up.
I: I love you (How fast do they say the L-word)
It takes Haruhi quite some time to confess her love to you because admittedly she’s a little dense when it comes to her own feelings. Once she realizes it, it’s all a matter of the perfect time.
J: Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous)
Haruhi’s jealousy is kinda deadpan. Like when she gets jealous, her face just goes blank and she just looks like ‘-_-’ the whole time. She’s silent and won’t make a fuss about it, even if the two of you are alone, but the whole time, she’s making that face until the person she’s jealous of goes away.
K: Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Haruhi’s kisses are polite in a way. She kisses like she’s grateful for the opportunity, she does get a little needy when pulling away. She’s always going on and on about how she could kiss you forever.
L: Little ones (How are they around children)
Around kids, Haruhi is honestly like the best. She’s very practical,, responsible, and pretty good at tuning out things that annoy her (read, the entire Ouran Highschool Host Club minus Mori) so she makes for a good babysitter and an even better parent. She’s also very attentive when it comes to kids, she doesn’t quite have the intuition for it but she has a determination and a willingness to learn.
M: Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Mornings with Haruhi are very sweet. Haruhi and you will get up and make a meal together, even if it’s something simple like toast, Haruhi loves spending time with you, and what better way to do it than a slow morning.
N: Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Nights with Haruhi are nice, they’re sweet and slow. Haruhi will brew you both a thing of peppermint or chamomile tea and then you’ll be out like a light before you even know it. That’s when the real battle starts. Haruhi can and will snatch the covers from you and she’s surprisingly strong for someone unconscious. Good luck on recovering that blanket friend.
O: Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Haruhi is pretty open already. She is a natural after all, any vulnerabilities she has have been shared and any concerns have been brought up to you as her s/o
P: Patience (How easily angered are they?)
Haruhi’s patience is going to get a 76% rating. She does mind her business and make an effort not to be involved in certain things, but drama and mess always seem to just find her. Haruhi does not like messiness or any form of foolishness or buffoonery at all, she doesn’t care for it and is quick to anger when she comes across it.
Q: Quizzes (How much would they remember about you?  Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Haruhi remembers things about you in order of like responsibility. So she’s like memorizing your allergies, your emergency contacts, clothes and shoe size, etc. like she’s almost like a parent in that regard. She does it almost unconsciously too like one day you’ll be out at some street fair and she’s like “oh no Y/N that’ll trigger your allergies” without even missing a beat like it’s almost terrifying sometimes.
R: Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
Her favorite moment in your relationship is when you got tickets for you both to go to a butterfly garden and you proceeded to spend about 20 minutes hyping Haruhi up on her outfit before you even left for the sanctuary. Once you both got there, you took so many pictures of Haruhi surrounded by flowers and butterflies, and honestly she looked ethereal. But that day with you she smiled and laughed so much that her face was a little sore when she got home.
S: Security (How protective are they? How would they like to be protected?)
Please protect this girl, she’s so sweet. Haruhi protects you by just sort of checking on your needs. The way she needs/ deserves to be protected is the real focus. Of course the general looking out for each other, but if you protect Haruhi like emotionally and she’s yours for life. A a kid, despite her dad’s best efforts, Haruhi wasn’t exactly protected, she had to do a lot of fending for herself and her dad, and she doesn’t resent him for that, but it does affect the way she thinks. So if you can prove that you’re a constant source of support for her,,,
T: Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
In terms of her gifts, and any anniversaries, Haruhi is extremely thoughtful. Even if she doesn’t have much money she still plans meticulously to make sure you have the best day. Her gifts tend to lean on the more practical side as opposed to the fanciful side but if she’s able to, she’ll still try to get you something like a charm bracelet. In terms of dates, Haruhi is still meticulous but most of your dates are you two doing some task but together. She tries very hard though to make time in her day for you even if you both only get to spend an hour or 2 together.
U: Ugly (What are some bad habits of theirs? (I’m gonna add arguments here because they aren’t on the prompt list I found))
A bad habit Haruhi has is that she tends to downplay serious issues. She tends to downplay her own issues but on occasion she does tend to downplay your feelings. Not intentionally of course, but you’ll be upset and she’ll just go “Y/N, that seems really small to be so upset about” in that deadpan tone. She does work on it though, but her tendency to downplay issues does cause arguments between you two.
V: Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Haruhi puts in enough effort to impress you. She’s not big on being ‘vain’ but she does like to look nice for you.
W: Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Not at all, in fact, one of Haruhi’s favorite parts of your relationship is that fact that you can both spend time apart and still want to come back home to each other. As much as she loves you, she still has other things in life that she wants outside of you. It fills her with the greatest sense of joy to know that you both have each other’s back and are there for each other after everything.
X: (E)xes (Any previous relationship experience. How does that factor into your current relationship?)
Haruhi canonically has 0 relationship experience and it’s completely her fault. She’s just very goal-oriented and a little oblivious romantically so she can’t really tell when someone likes her unless they tell her at which point she informs them that she’s got shit to do.
Y: Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner)
In general, it takes a lot for Haruhi to genuinely dislike someone as a person. She’s pretty level headed so it takes a lot for her emotions to override her ,mind like that. She tends to have character traits that are more of a no than people that she doesn’t like, a few things get her mad though, are inconsiderateness, thinking the world revolves around you, and of course, rich people.
Z: Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
You got Haruhi a sleeping mask with her initials on them and she sleeps with it pretty much every night. Like she has a schedule, it’s part of her night time routine there’s no going back now, even if she’s going on vacation, she’ll triple-check to make sure she’s grabbed it.
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