#im being dramatic but my god

[jestroer]

Can Scar please please please please team up with someone this week. Anyone. Please, I don't want the repetition of Last life. He is going to die alone again please

#im being dramatic but my god #please Scar's last life made me so sad #He can die whenewer he wants but there needs to be someone who would be really sad about it bro i can't do this again #please #the fact that he didn't team up with grian because oh his task is killing me HE DIDNT EVEN SUCCEED IN IT BRO WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS WORL #FUCK THIS GAY EARTH #shitpost #secret life smp #secret life spoilers #goodtimeswithscar #secret life #like please #Mr Goodtimes you need to be in a team in the death games you cant win it alone Mr Goodtimes pleASE #im having a moment

[smoov-criminal]

it's almost 8 am. i had genuinely the worst headache of my life last night, slept for a few hours, and ive been up since 2. plagued by Terrible Visions when i try to sleep so i gave up. i want to launch myself into the sun

#mj.txt #vent #im being dramatic but my god #im so tired #my head still hurts btw ive had a constant low grade headache for days now

[dizzybevvie]

Playing the new OL2 Demo and finding out the friendgroup is lowkey falling apart by step 2

#KAJNSDKJAS IM BEING DRAMATIC #but the opening narration was talkin about how the trio dont usually walk together now and i was in tears on the floor #LIKE WDYM WE ARENT BESTIES FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER?????????????? #Maybe OL1 just spoiled me with the friendship with Cove but my GOD #also Tamarack???? STOP BEING SAD ITS MAKING ME SAD :(((((((( #our life #our life now and forever #ol2 #tamarack baumann #olnf qiu #qiu lin #olnf #olnf tamarack #olnf mc #“Tamarack and Qiu were no longer friends” What if i died. what then

[deoidesign]

I've been told my comic feels like it was written by AI.

I suppose I'm not trying to be groundbreaking. I'm not interested in pioneering genres. I'm not writing for the purpose of literary analysis.

But written by AI...?

I'm already someone who has my humanity questioned. My identity erased. My existence disrespected. It could be worse. Anything could be worse.

But AI?

I spend weeks writing single scenes, toiling over the implications of single lines. I have goals. My writing has intent.

If you cared to read deeper, perhaps you'd see the themes. Maybe then you'd see the value. If you tried to analyze it maybe you'd see something there.

Maybe you'd see me.

Someone told me my comic seemed like it was written by AI.

And my humanity was denied one step further in that my voice was not seen in the work I've poured years of my life into.

#this is a comment that has bothered me for... a long time. #it really sat with me. #its insulting of course... #but i get insults all the time #thats not what bothered me. #there was something more to it #something more to how this hurt my feelings and why it lingered so long in my mind #and i think its because of this. #it removes me. it removes my humanity. #in a world where i already feel so invisible and invalidated #where i express myself. my love. through my work #to be told it seems like something a literal robot coild make #a conglomeration of marketable ideas #god. jts so insulting on a completely other level. #its straight up dehumanizing #so. watch the things you say seem like ai #when its actually made by an artist #especially if you know that it was made bh someone #they have a heart an theyre trying to show it to you #i know its not that deep or whatever. #but isnt it? #isnt the point of our art to connect to others? to love them? to spend time with them?? #im being dramatic #but i also care #and sometimes a little extra drama is what gets my ideas across. #i would know #im a writer

[lampliekwoah]

How am I supposed to sit here and do work when no one here knows that Evan Buckley is now canonically bisexual.

#911 spoilers #9 1 1 #911 abc #911 fox #spoilers #9 1 1 spoilers #my god i am still reeling #im so 😭 #this is such an auspicious day #my little bi heart is exploding with the joy of representation #i might be being dramatic about it #LET ME HAVE THIS #*gross sobbing*

[bigmammallama5]

u know ur muscles in your calves are Too Tight when your pt guy is digging in and finding all the Actual Muscle Knots that make you want to jump off the table lmao

#stupid rant is stupid #good news is im already on the right track and i just have one more supposed visit #i had to be like I Swear Im Not Being Dramatic But Jesus Dude #so that was good #and my surgeon told me yesterday that im 100% healed too #and i have another non surgical procedure to schedule #i have an appointment to look into food and allergy testing too #this is the year that i hopefully finish figuring out the stupid shit so i can have a year with NO PAIN PLEASE DEAR GOD ITS BEEN YEARS #maybe i oughta see about my sleep patterns too #or talk to my adhd dr about that... #or give up on that lol #anyways #take care of your bodies its the only one you have on this plane

[princekirijo]

Imma be honest with you chief this week has not been fun. At all

#oh boy i had a terrible three days time to go tell my tumblr followers about it! #ah no but jokes aside y'all. #i started my job on monday and i actually like it so far! #i haven't done any actual work or anything quite yet cause its all onboarding at the moment #but so far so good! all my colleges are lovely #so you might ask why is this one of the worst weeks of my life? two words #FOOD. POISONING. #this shit is straight up EVIL #im doing better today thank god but yesterday??? omfg #“look im being uber dramatic here but when am i not to be fair” #But seriously #ill try not to go into too much detail but. 10 hrs. yeah. #my throat feels like someone has shoved a metal ball down it #i havent eaten anything today #and I'm missing two days of training over this 😭 #this is so embarrassing first week on the job and boom food poisoning knocks me out for two of them #im gonna be the food poisoning guy 😭 #i hope y'all are having a better time than i am

[variksel]

at what point am i to blame for what adhd does to me. at what point is it "adhd made it fucking physically impossible for me to focus today so i didnt do much work and hate it" versus just "i didnt do much work." am i allowed to feel shitty about it or is that just wallowing

#genuine question honestly #like. it feels like fucking shit to not have anything to show for sitting at a computer for 8+ hrs #but like thats My Fucking Fault for not doing the work #like god i tried but it just wasnt good enough #and like. what am i allowed to say about it? oh my adhd meds ran out (5 months ago) thats why it didnt work out? #but the reason i havent gotten new ones and let these ones run out is bcs of the same exact reason #i just couldnt bring myself to refill them just like i couldnt work today #so thats again my fault and it Sucks SoBad #i base a lot of my self worth on being productive and adhd makes mr feel like im not worth much when i cant do anything #UGH ANYWAY thats dramatic but. idk. bums me out i really was looking forward to working a long time today #adhd #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #actually adhd #adhd problems #adhd brain #vent #rant #adhd rant #neurodiverse stuff

[skyburger]

dang gameclam slim ultimate looks crazy !!! mistar whyte went all out for this one

#rtvs #wayneradiotv #mistar whyte #gameclam slim #roblox #(?) (does anyone check the roblox tag on here. idfk) #gameclam #in case you were wondering which im sure you were not: #yes i did spent like 350 ish robux on this outfit. yes i can wear this in roblox now. life is beautiful #and also i spent a stupid amount of time editing the background of this like. i had to dig up the original background image from E3 i think? #i only know that because they showed it on the gameclam slim commentary stream #and then i had to take two or three sceenshots of wayne singing gamelam lover so i could get the background without him in it #that was the easy part thank god #for the record im being dramatic. it was not that hard and i enjoy a pointless challenge like that #muffin mumbles #sorry for putting tags on this but thats half for my sake because i WILL lose this post if i dont put shit i can search in the tags

[nyxi-pixie]

i think my favourite genre of ship is just 'gay love can pierce through the veil of death and save the day'

#if u recognise this as a spn ref. no u dont. #god this shit applies to so many of my ships #merthur did this like every episode until it stopped working and then everyone died😓 #skk r the same tbh. defeating evils by holding hands and then trying to no this isnt you their way out of being murdered. did not work😬😬 #byler as well. season 2 im looking at u #oh will u r so dear to me bc we are best pals just super homies yes break thru supernatural horrors bc of me saying some heartfelt shit<3 #byler #gay ppl r so dramatic🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

[yeraskier]

the way i got so attached to geralt because!! of henry, and i started to love henry as an actor because!!! of geralt and now

like that shit is just gone. it’s fucking gone.

and you know what i’m not doubting liam’s ability to play a pretty good geralt, he’s talented enough. he can get as big and strong as his brother and they’ll slap on a wig and he’ll look just like geralt in the games and have that voice and all that shit but he won’t be geralt

henry cavill is geralt. that’s it. no one else can bring to geralt what henry has brought, it’s quite literally impossible.

#ik im being dramatic but you guys … i literally got Attached to this character like badly. #they would’ve been better off canceling the show or killing geralt off and calling it the mage or some shit because what the fuck #i love love love anya and i adore joey and freya so much so so much theyre my family too #but henry is such a big part of this #he’s such a big part of ALL of this and the chemistry he has with all those characters can’t be replicated #i’m genuinely devastated right now god #the witcher #geralt of rivia

[the-meme-monarch]

i’m kinda just at a point where i hate sleeping bc i hate waking up feeling lethargic or in pain. i can’t sleep off the lethargy or pain i acquired during the day bc sleeping doesn’t fix it and often makes it worse. i just want to sleep.

#im not religious but I’d love to barge in on god and ask him what the fuck he gave me that I can’t even enjoy sleeping #words from the monarch #maybe I’m just being dramatic and I’ll sleep fine tonight. #but if I wake up with a headache or my hip hurting Worse I’m gonna be so fucking mad

[wantbytaemin]

the fucking shitshow i experienced today…

#i won’t even get into the details of it but my work is being undermined and i didn’t say anything about it bc i was so taken aback and in #absolute shock. i have literally never Ever experienced something of this sort im not being dramatic i went into my office and told my #coworker girls what happened and everyone was staring blankly like ‘they said that to YOU??????’ bc it’s genuinely fucking unbelievable #got told some out of pocket shit that i willllll notttttt let slide but i need to get my shit together and think up the best way to respond #bc this wasn’t just undermining my work it was borderline humiliating. all from this woman who is supposedly my PhD mentor who NEVER #fucking helped me with anything and now she’s trying to tell me something that is SO insanely unfounded and just insane truly #as if i didn’t take over the entire goddamned (multi million) project and played the role of *drumroll* two phd students three #collaborators and TWO mentors one of whom was supposed to be the project lead. all that did so well that our ceo STILL praises me in #meetings and he never fucking praises anyone. as if i wasn’t offered two job positions in two separate labs while in one of london’s top #universities. as if i haven’t published 8 papers and a scientific book chapter which I’m the first author of #all without her help and now she wants to play mentor by trying to talk shit. oh my god im so miserable right now you have no idea #i can’t fucking stand her and no one in the company likes her anyway lmao but like #when i get out of this fucking state of SHOCK she just put me in im about to tell her to fuck off forever so politely and so wonderfully #that she will not know what happened to her. doubting MY capabilities ohhhh as if. as IF.

[boxwinebaddie]

omg, so re: a sad sweet anon in my box who was worried that i divorced the boys forever; they're FINE, baby!!!! i promise </3333 it was just a really bad, fucked up month and they're Fine after that (unless i create some other problems, but for now i will spare you)

BUT THEY ARE FINE, MY LOVE!!! SWEARSIES!!!!

i promise you that that on the night jerseykyle gets in that nasty bar fight defending ravenstan's honor (in his absence) against a band of idiot incel transphobes and shows up on their old apartment door step all broken and bloodied before he gets reluctantly tended to and patched up by punk rock nurse ravenstan via several hello kitty bandids...at the end of that exchange, they get back together. c':

kyle also says i love you. <3333

it's kind of a lot for me to speed run entire scenes because they take so long, but just for you, petal, i'm gonna try and get you the sparknotes on the ravesey reunion asap. and please know that as emotional compensation, in lieu of the jersey can't say i love you ask that i was never able to finish/threw into other answers...

i will instead be writing you...

the jersey CAN say i love you ask!!!!! eeee!!!

it's very cute; i'm excited about it.

tldr; ravesey is fine, i'm sorry for scaring you. :'c i promise!!!! i am a hurt comfort writer even though no one believes me!!!! i'm just so much better at the hurt part than the comfort, but i'll comfort you!!

so please hold darlings, and rest easy knowing that.

-mean nasty evil sea witch neen

#nina speaks #oh my god i promise i didnt permanently break them up #i kno its hard to tell bc of all the hurt but IF I HURT THE BOYS ILLL ALWAYS FIX THEM THERES ALWAYS A HAPPY ENDING #like i will never leave them broken or sad or miserable #i know i ended pep like that bc i couldnt finish writing it but it ends very happy and the boys start dating i promise #i am going to start spoiling it to you via voice message soon #i'm sorry for hurting them so often i just like...i am not good at fluff im a crazy dramatic bisexual girlie its too mundane for me #i need action and drama and hell like thats where i like to live which i'm so sorry if yall are sick to death of me #its just the most fun for me to write im sorry ill fix em #also ravenstans hair post them back together is pink bc the red slowly starts washing out and he looks SOOOO CUTE #I LOVE YOU PINK HAIR RAVEN LITERALLY SO CUTE JERSEY CALLED HIM PEPTO ABYSMAL BUT #HES BEING A HATER HE THINKS ITS CUTE #kuromi emo boy king #but guys guys guys i would never leave the boys broken i would neve rleave you with no hope never ever EVER #there is always a light at the end of the tunnel for as much as you hurt i will always heal you im sorry ily ily ily #i got asked to post the drama post makeout mv fight dialogue but i dont want to stress yall out anymore so ill wait #idk why this genuinely created concern for me but i want yall to know that i am like not torturing the boys endlessly and write hurt/comfor #its just hard to task manage all my asks and...anyways ill try to answer some nice asks so we can breathe easy