#im doing it on purpose tho

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[b4kuch1n]

study of this masterwork

#wayneradiotv #rtvs #sonic the hedgehog #after '''''typesetting'''''''' this thing I almost forgot how to spell hedgehog #the caption is fully unironic btw this is for educational purpose. its very fun to draft a comic from an existing ''thumbnail'' it turns ou #but also I just love comics dude. I just love sequential art its so cool to see how anyone arranges things in their own comic #like. wayne's sprite on top of the ''what!!'' speech bubble. really fucking good #little bit sad I couldnt catch the streams live even tho they did run in my timezone... bc Im bad at sleepin #but! Im gonna try and set an alarm this weekend. wanna hang out for a bit #also yeah all dialogue in this is accurate to the original. no use fixing whats perfect as they say #debated printing this out and scuffing the paper with eraser and then re-scan it. for authenticity. but Im tired and dinner soon so #sorry cosme my friend cosme I couldnt commit. I couldnt do it.... #anyways yeah. I dinner now #have a good day lads! what u see truly is what u get

[paralogues]

HEY. DID YOU KNOW. YOU CAN DRAW WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT????

(inspired by this edit of shadow in a dress, and this amazing art by @disastermanagement! outfit based off of this that i found on pinterest)

#sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #i am so so so happy with like oh my god #also this is part of my whatevertober drawing prompt. bc i drew! :D and its part of an existing -tober prompt #cringetober #cringetober2023 #number 28 for cringetober alt fashion! tho it might also fit the pinterest one? or all edge no point #idk!! im not doing any of these in order (both by accident and on purpose) #i spent like the entire second half of the day drawing this. i did not mean to. but i did #and the longer i did the more effort i put into it!!! entirely by accident!! #oops!!!

[ssstrawberryflowers]

the blood murderbot and their angel boyfriend in silly tshirts woaw

#ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #gabv1el #suggestive #my art #fan art #what do you mean eight hours of sleep does not fend off sleep deprivation #also just realized i used to draw gabe's halo wrong whoops #well i guess he can get a laurel crown now #yeah V1's tshirt is based on the lesbian anti anita bryant tshirt this is on purpose i will abstain from commenting further #tho admittedly i need to learn more stuff about lgbt history #she her person who doesn't know what she is and who she likes takes comfort in gay machine and gay angel as coping mechanisms wow #im so sorry #shitpost #ssshitpost

[anonymocha]

are you gonna be there with me?

taco bell commercial song got me dyking

#and of course i project it to this motherfucker #Medicine Pocket #reverse 1999 #reverse 1999 fanart #mochadoodles #LETS EAT YUH YUH #found this song in a lesbian breakcore mix but GIRL it aint breakcore 😂 #still rocks tho #10/10 got me imagining an unholy relationship between a vampire and a huntress in a secret relationship #with guns #femme4femme type beat holy shit #sorry the tags are not related with medpoc im having a moment here #but if the song dont have lesbian undertones i would’ve not liked it THIS much 😭 #that is a single piece of plain bread w nothing but possibly mold on it btw #i posted this during the day on purpose so not many people see it oop #next up: King Princess's PAIN remix cover #this gay ass post got shadowbanned what a day to be alive #/pos #that means im doing it right

[howlingaround]

Ive been thinking about that prologue way top much

#Animaniacs #My Art #How come stupid sketches look better than whenever I TRY to do good art??? I mean its far from perfect but compared to my stuff #Theres something about the reboot designs that i dont like because they look so ... unfriendly? #Theres something uncuddly and almost disgusting about the whole reboot #the anime fight scene was good tho i give them that #EDIT: my friend made me realise i made Wakkos Eyes go Waka Waka... that wasnt even on purpose bu boi im funey wow... Waka Wakko hahahar #Howlings Aroundabout

[brother-emperors]

you know that post about how scholars talk shit about each other when they write the phrase 'one might be tempted to assume,' or however it went. the entirety of crassus scholarship is like this.

#thankfully all i do is make comics and i can do whatever i want as long as i can justify the narrative beat #otherwise id be. ough. id be tempted to write a 600 page biography on him attempting to unravel this #B.A. Marshall mentioning Rawson's article on Crassus that initially intrigued me about him and he counters her assertion #that pompey overshadowed him with the triumph in a footnote like in a way we have come full circle #everyone collectively agrees that pompey and crassus were not the rivals that a lot of people seem to think they were #so im glad that we're all shaking hands on that. and that the rivalry they did have was just. the usual kind expected from the political #scene. very fun! for narrative purposes i will continue to make them periodically bite each other #because every time someone goes 'oh yeah they were heirs to sulla' i think im going to lose my mind #it does in some ways make their repeated alliance a little unsettling tho. like. haha ha ehgh. now we have to contend with #other kinds of parallels

[u3pxx]

shes an empath

#sunnysidewips #im gonna do finals after this i have to be in a good mood first tho so .. doodles! gfdfdghk #genderbend #<- blacklisting purposes #disco femlysium

[slavhew]

Dupliblaze COMAGMA

#homestuck #hom3stuck #home2t4ck #dave strider #admin draws #fanart #gradient maps part 2 #you would not believe how much easier this was to draw than the prior post. as ive maybe already referenced (<-memory of a goldfish) #again. made with the express purpose of being a stencil i color in with tonal correction shit #my hand hurts from all the writing im doing while studying so idk art might slow down lol. even tho i wanna draw more #at least drawing is basically stretching compared to my tight fucking handwriting and deathgripping the pen while doing it #going into medicine with adhd and a love for drawing random bullshit is toughie but we ball

[crunchchute]

FNAF Cringetober 2023 [source] 1-6

1. Heterochromia // 2. Self insert // 3. Unnecessarily complex fit // 4. Angel x Demon // 5. MS Paint // 6. Neko (Animal features)

#crunchchute art #my art #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #these will be all fnaf! #cringetober #cringetober 2023 #idk i will probably post the next batch separately like this #and im doing batches cause one by one would be too much.. i am doing that on twit but in a thread tho #not gonna do that here for reblogging purposes #its very purple so far! also this is scheduled because im a bit ahead.... #1 4 and 6 are my faves rn

[whateven333]

"The Bear is not a comedy."

-excuse me but didn't we all watch the Carmy x Claire scenes where the camera was so close to their faces we were practically inside their nostrils whilst they whispered strange dialogue back and forth to each other ??

#im being so serious that some of their scenes made me burst out laughing #like i could not take those two seriously #and this is no hate to Claire but did they give her Manic Pixie Dream Girl dialogue on purpose ? #i have seen some great theories about Claires character/ role in the show tho #The Bear #carmen berzatto #claire...no last name ? #did they not give her a last name ?? #or do i just not remember #if so i am sorry Claire

[noah-of-ark]

I think what Watcher’s apology is a really great start. It doesn’t address the over production and over staffed business model or the homophobic preacher that’s been discussed around Steven Lim but in general it was a mature response and a much better idea.

#im still not fuckin payin for it #but im glad to see they handled it with some maturity and humility #cos boy could that have been a LOT worse #watcher #watcher entertainment #i dont think ill love them the way i did a week ago #but i am happier with this result #anyone else think shane was purposely placed as the middle guy tho cos i fuckin do

[todayisafridaynight]

matrophobia

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #masato arakawa #snap sketches #oh my god im going to pass out but my tag ramble is necessary. like especially this time #i was just gonna draw his Actual mom but then i wanted to get saucy with it. also i miss drawing wolves but theres a purpose i promise #ive loved wolves since i was a kid since theyre like. family-oriented and shit. of course a lonely loser ass kid gonna think thats cool #when i think of wolves i think of family- which is what you should think of with your mom right #but a lot of people know wolves are monsters so. ysee where im goin with this one #the flowers and thorns arent Just Random i Double Promise: i snagged inspo from her flower shirt #i originally had the roses be purple to highlight that buuut i didnt want any more color aside from red #did i have anymore notes..... i dont think so. thats all i had to explain :) this is mid ik i just needed it done tho im TIRED #OH HER MULTIPLE EYES its supposed to be inspired by her necklace :) the third eye has a purpose im too tired to explain rn tho #the jo alternative was more depressing since i wanted to put emphasis on his feelings of inadequacy in that #BUT i figured hey. let me have a /lil/ happiness today right. i can do that at least let me draw that at least #ignore the fact i got more bad news while drawing this and almost abandoned it as a result but we push through :) #in any case. im subjecting arakawa to more horrors tomorrow i guess sorry king youve had it good too long. i GUESS #to round this off. Obligatory Vent Portion because myyyyy GOD. i have nightmares about my mom every night #its been that way since like. february- ive always had nightmares bout her but theyve ramped up since The Event #and for the most part i just wake up tired and despondent but sometimes the nightmares just make me wake up gasping for air #like i was TRULY just fighting for my life then and itd been a while since i had a nightmare like that #and just. coupled with how trash my months been. and now that im comm free.(dm me;) ) i figured id express the soul a bit #alright NOW im done. im pretty sure. goodnight everyone come back for part ii of. whatever this was #IM ALL OUT OF TAGS NOW LMAO THATS EPIC ok bye fr

[fizzytoo]

just two friends in the gym they might kiss

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 gameplay #postcard legacy challenge #i hate gay people so much it's unreal #rua has such pretty sincere eyes it makes me SIIIICK #im sick to my stomach i hate pretty people‼️‼️ #adrien ask him out or something youre pissing me off. “adoring sentiment”.... like i said i hate gay people so much it's unreal #i just want the best for my bro 😞 even tho the way he’s looking at me makes me want to kiss the moles off his face ☹️🤞🏽 #adrien getting all sentimental in the gym is making me lose me mind. he’s just like me and i didn’t even do it on purpose #rua asking for workout tips bc adrien “looks so good” and adrien's like #ofc i do this this and that.. instead of thinking this man is flirting w me... lol like we're friends even tho we did boink that one time #also jesus christ adrien in the third pic .. exactly rua me too #AND THE SECOND PIC‼️‼️‼️ RUA HE IS ABSOLUTELY NOT LOOKING AT YOUR EYES #adrien his eyes are up there 💥💥💥 #postcard: gen3 #queue #sim: adrien herrera #sim: rua kamealoha

[angelpuns]

Hate when I'm on tiktok and I see a tiktok that my friends would hate ( whether because of their tastes or other reasons) and then as soon as I leave the app I have to open it again and check cause I'm afraid I sent them that tiktok somehow ( even though I didn't but what if I did on accident )

#idk if this is relatable #its frustrating tho #cause im afraid one day im gonna send someone a tiktok #and its gonna be one that they find offensive #or worse #even tho i would never do it on purpose #but what if #anyway love watcing tiktok just hate that part

[waxflowerwoes]

obviously chandrilan fashion is influenced by traditional east asian garments (the first time i was watched andor i was thinking about how much it reminded me of korean hanbok but that bias is probably indicative of how i grew up near a koreatown) and i saw someone somewhere say that it's odd that the shirts are crossed right over left (the way to dress a dead person) instead of the traditional left over right

now this could be a cultural oversight on the part of the costume designers. it wouldn't be the first time hollywood (or even star wars) appropriated an aesthetic they didn't understand. but with the line "play it how you want. but i'm going to assume i'm already dead," also existing in this show, maybe it's not.

#star wars andor #andor #kino loy #andor analysis #i don't know if im brave enough to tag this as star wars #anyways i find it super interesting if this was done on purpose #and tho i don't love that it's a bunch of white people in these costumes i do think it adds a sense of separation and removal from heritage #that a more european style wouldn't have communicated to the audience (at least as well) #and yeah yeah i'm mainly thinking about a particular style of stereotyped european clothing #and honestly it probs could have worked if you went back a couple centuries or went into the less western parts of europe #but honestly i think that's expecting too much at this point in time and in a nicer world we wouldn't need to bother with talking about thi #im not an expert tho just some girl who's having Thoughts #i'd love to hear other opinions #stuff like this is almost always going to be a mixed bag but as long as we recognize it as such maybe we'll stay a little saner