#im just floundering

[icannotgetoverbirds]

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#just got kicked from a discord server #was posting funnies when someone said 'hey that's not funny that's uncomortable actually' #and i was like 'o shit u right sorry' #(i mean there was a little back and forth before that but it was like less than 5 messages between the two of us) #and deleted the original message #and then im like okay moving on i have more funnies #and start posting them #and then i go back to post more and the server is gone? #i just. )))): #what did i do wrong. was i supposed to like be more upset about it for longer before i went back to the funnies? #that just seems unproductive #but like. they could've at least told me that??? #or whatever it is that i did wrong? #how am i supposed to fix things and do better if nobody tells me how im fucking it up? #idk #ik im vagueposting and that seems immature but like. i dw call anybody out in case this is all a misunderstanding #and also i just. maybe one of y'all knows where i fucked up based on context #maybe one of the people in that server will see this and dm me like 'hey here's what went wrong' #idfk! i have no idea what to do here #im just floundering #waiting on the callout post that im hoping will never come

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #p4g #persona 4 #persona 4 golden #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #BIG BROTHER YOSUKE!!!!!! #i love how yosuke and yu are two different flavours of big brothers #of course thats because they also have two very different flavours of younger siblings #but oh my god yosuke's knee jerk reaction the way his responsible big brother behaviour just kicks in #him trying to berate teddie and tell him to be sensitive and considerate towards yu #and then floundering when yu agrees #GOD hes like a flustered parent panicking because he knows what ted is like and IM REALLY JUST #i love all of yosukes interactions during this time period btw like his big brother behavior is just SO OBVIOUS #he's good with his queue

[crabs-brencil]

older art dump bc this is literally my only true storage of my art rn and it hurts my hand too much to scroll all the way through my posts lol huzzah

ew there's a 10 photo limit i guess i have to start picking favourites now

#anyways sorry for being delirious i forgot to eat or drink anything today and did three hours of kendo so uh. yeah #actually whatever im gonna be so delirious actually this is my blog brah #art dump #detroit become human #dbh #dbh fanart #dbh connor #dbh hank #dbh gavin #dbh markus #dbh north #dbh nines #dbh sixty #the murderbot diaries #tmbd #tmbd fanart #murderbot #goddamn that's a lot of tags crikey #really ought to do more tmbd fanart im just floundering for ideas #huzzah

[clowningaroundmars]

it tickles me PINK that mike was so busy hitting on chuck that he almost crashed into the duke's fleet bc he wasnt paying attention to the road

#motorcity #mine #i know im not the only one to point this out but TEEHEE #i figure id upload a clip instead of just screenshots #1. bc i can #and 2. BC WHAT ELSE IS THIS??? #you literally cannot tell me this isnt what it looks like #chuck even flounders a lil bc he was like “who? 😳 me? 😳 daawww ☺️ well gosh ehehe i mean i guess i AM p smart teehee!!! 😊” #like B R U H #there is no heterosexual explanation for this

[darkmoonfabula]

for real though shout out to everyone writing spicy headcanons and scenarios

it makes my life as an asexual writer who can't imagine sexy scenes for shit but still wants to write angsty sexual-tension-through-the-roof scenes so much easier

#<3 much love to the much-loved deranged fic writers on my dash #im so gay but my aroace-ness prevents me from knowing what to do with my direction-less feelings #i just flounder around like “they so pretty <3 i wanna look like them <3 SO WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THIS??? be sad i guess lol” #darcy daydreams #(and yes. them is ballister and ambrosius) #writing #nimona

[fishyfishyfishtimes]

Today my friend wondered what a "flounder furry" would look like. So I took it upon myself to figure it out! Here's an anthropomorphic flounder and a generic cyprinid for a "normal" fish comparison

#so basically just a snake pose #with one arm at the front and one at the back! im sure they manage just fine :) #flounder #art #my art

[bonnieisaway]

@lichrott I finally got around to making a side by side :3 at least of most moments i could find or remember

don't mind the music i didnt want it to be dead silent so i just grabbed the first thingi had. also one of the redtooth ones I wrote wrong i said season 3 ep 9 when i meant season 2 ep 9 we're not gonna talk about iitttt

This man really is only surviving through a fuck around and find out fight style huh. Also I think it's a bit telling most of the ones he DOES pick up from other people are almost always more offensive, aggressive fighting moves because Seven's naturally pretty defensive and doesn't have much issue dodging or avoiding things (or just fucking taking it like a champ) most often, but really often turns to others around him for how to attack people and that's how he's most often won fights or escaped the situation, and most of these aren't exact copies of them but he's able to adapt and adjust them for the situations he's in: holding down the Prince of Stan not to immobilize him but to stall him long enough for Thirteen to attack unlike Dachun trying to stop Seven entirely, using the drill move from Xiao Fei not entirely to attack Meowcai but also using it with his scissors to continue rushing forward and block his attacks, adapting Thirteen's fighting style to fight one on one with Meowcai when he had seen Thirteen defeat a solid majority of the other cats like this, etc etc

I think actually something that does interest me a little: different character's qi can have different colors and take a lot of different forms, but even though purple and red are more of Seven's signature colors (I'm being fairly generous with the red there given he's got a neutral color palette, but it compliments his purple well) the qi he uses with his scissors is the exact same color as Thirteen's and she's the person he tends to pick up certain moves or dual wielding in general from. I know it's pretty much always been that color but

especially here where he's physically holding them and that same color energy is still emitting from them. I might be reaching with the color thing a little but I think it is at least safe to say though Hua was the reason Seven was able to master his qi better he picked up quite a few things from Thirteen (and Green Phoenix in the past, I'd assume)

#he's a fuckin moron but he's clever #sorry if some of these are wrong or if i missed any #im ngl i rushed a little cause i wanted an excuse to talk to people abt s7 more it's been a bit since ive had like a full in depth convo #i might be floundering a little #also is it me or like #dual wielding melee seven goes fucking hard #i know it's not really his style but i do kinda wish we could see him pick up thirteen's fighting style like this #i mean melee isn't always his thing but i just think he looks really cool there and about as confident as he is with his scissors normally #or when using both his sword and scissors #anyway the point here is dual wield melee seven <3 #scissor seven #killer seven #wu liuqi #seven #thirteen #scissor 7

[lvsamine]

(( I've forgotten how to draw ))

#i also just didnt know What to draw so #here's this i guess #i dont like it but i spent like 30 minutes on it so. might as well post #lusy; (visage) #baileyart; #i went back to procreate and man i just dont like it that much but using my laptop to draw is hard so im just #fuckin floundering trying to figure out what to do LMAO

[queenhawke]

i’m so confused as to what they’re doing with dana this season. “oh she’s exactly like ian except she doesn’t like poppy” okay??? and?? could you not come up with a seperate characterisation for her?? what’s happening. what’s the goal here

#mythic quest #in fact im confused about many things this season #just feels like they're floundering #only solid storyline is ian and poppy's #the rest of the characters are just??? #Things Sure Happen but is it leading anywhere idk #it's just a disappointment after s2 was so solid

[donnyclaws]

I'm trying to finish up a handful of 8 folds but when they're done I might make a bundle on itch.io of all my zines again bc that seemed to do well last time 👍

#i just need to make it to march so student allowance can kick in again but 4 now it's flounder city #it'll be like 5 dollars again and ill take it down once im steadier

[knightfeared]

if you’ve ever taken the time to write me an unprompted starter in my inbox, hi I am fond of you. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT—

#I’ve drafted a few so far and I’m just #Bless…. #IDK IT HELPS SET THE SCENE ENOUGH FOR ME TO WORK WITH AND SHOWS THERES IDFK #AAAA #WORD HARD #I AM SLOW WITH THINGS SO I GET MUSHY WHEN PEOPLE JUS YEET AT ME AND KICKSTART THINGS IF I FLOUNDER AND IM AAA #Ty you took time to send something and have an interest in my dumbasses 🙏😭 #It helps take the stress off me to figure something out and it’s definitely not a requirement but it always makes me stare and then scream #When it happens 😭😭😭💕 #IN THE BIN. 🗑️ TO BE DELETED. #╰┈➤ ┊❛ out of medkits. / ooc. ❜┊

[pcktknife]

'chill season' girl fuck you

#kae.txt #i dont wanna be that octo anymore but im bout to start leavin matches again 😒 #actually i change my mind i do wanna be that octo again #i just wanna have a fun casual match on flounder heights is that too much to ask 😞

[reviviscencegruiform]

//Pst, if you wanna support me as a creator:

You don't even have to like it, but a little comment or just a kudo will help me with motivation a lot. I really want to post more, but I am fear.//

#//.mask.off.// #I promise I do more than x you style stuff #I have posted some #It just feels like the safest option while Im floundering #and helps me get better at writing feelings and settings #If the draw artists get to post these constantly than the writing artists should get to too

[designernishiki]

You asked for a fic rec so I’ll toss this one at ya: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46767358?view_full_work=true Stick through the formatting for the characterization, tone, and really the whole vibe of this fic. I haven’t been able to get the bathroom call between Daigo and Majima out of my head for weeks since I read it with how naturally it all flows. My own little Daigo characterization booklet to review when I feel like I need a refresher on him.

so I may have stayed up until 6am reading this (would’ve slept earlier but I couldn’t stop reading it) and hgggahaghhhhaggahshhhhhhhh that was one of the most well-characterized fics I’ve ever read what the fuck. like the differences in how each character speaks (both tone-wise and in differing levels of authenticity) and how they speak to specific others (the daigo and majima dyanmic specifically- how they actually take into account how long they’ve been working really closely- SO good), the mental anguish and chaos vs the overwhelming emptiness of being daigo dojima but no longer The 6th Chairman Daigo Dojima……….I could keep going but I think you get it.

tbh I’d been wanting to write something exploring a similar set of dynamics/situation (post-kiryu’s fake death, interactions with haruka, daigo, and/or majima specifically, reflecting on his shortcomings while acknowledging the heavy Grief left behind) but now I’m like. well I still could but this was so well written in regards to daigo and haruka that, as far as something between those two goes, I don’t feel the need to.

thanks for the recommendation! my brain is broken now (affectionate)

#rambling #fics #fic rec #there’s a little bit of minedai in there via flashback but I don’t know if im gonna put this in my minedai tag cause it’s really #not tecccchnically a minedai fic. it’s just. a daigo-centric fic/study more than anything #my favorite more lighthearted moment in this story is daigo talking to haruka in Okinawa after like 3 years and hearing about her #‘situationship’ with yuta and how it’s just more convenient to tell people they’re a legit couple and daigo’s immediate response on impulse #is just. ‘that must be nice. I mean that you can do that. if it were two guys or two girls or something you wouldn’t be able to do that.’ #or something like that and simultaneously sweating because he has no fucking idea why he’s saying that and can’t find a way to abort #my only critique is that I was hoping he’d come out to her (probably on the scene after that where it’s just them sitting on the deck) #and it wouldn’t even have to be a Big Thing it’s just. it felt like it was leading up to that (whether coming out on purpose or on accident) #but ah well #don’t get me wrong I think she could probably figure it out on her own based on the fact that daigo’s never had a girlfriend to her #knowledge and is in his 40s + that weird little gay tangent he went on earlier out of the blue #if anyone could pick it up though context clues and hints it’d be haruka and akiyama The Investigators. and oh no. looks like that’s #exactly who he’s stuck with #id love to see an update cause of this oh mannnn #(if anyone could pick it up it’d be those two + also majima but I kinda figured at this point majima would almost certainly already know #they seem like they have a mutual (possibly unspoken) recognition of one another on that front. based a little on what daigo says about #‘when kiryu says jump you say how high’ and majima floundering a little before admitting ‘you know I can’t resist those big #brown puppydog eyes…’ like i know that’s not too on the nose but it’s enough of a casual acknowledgement to Me that it feels… idk it just #feels like they Know. it just makes sense. and I hope they do cause it’d feel a little less lonely and terrifying to be gay in that world if #that were the case. yet another thing making it feel like majima’s a way more viable parent figure to him than kiryu fr fr…… #anyway I could keep going forever so I should probably stop #I’ve never considered how daigo would interact with akiyama and now they’ve got me intrigued. I really hope they update this with something #daigo #I really think a chunk of this fanbase (particularly The Queers) understand daigo as a character better than rgg studio does. and cares more

[gncrezan]

suggested to @usurper-clay to do some tarot collabs with our blorbos of all time and absolutely as always he delivered :’) !!!!!

#i did the lines and he colored and i am absolutely frothing at mouth for how he’s rendered this all #seriously getting the notifs JAWDROPPING OUTSTANDING STARS IN MY EYES #WHICH IS A SAYING IVE USED A LOT BUT ITS TRUE GOSSHHHH i just love the way bastian's rendered the folds n the fabric.... #honestly kind of a relief when you said u wanted to handle coloring cause i always flounder when i shade anything in and im just so !!! AAAA #THANK U THANK U THAAAANK U FOR SAYING YES TO THIS HAHAHA #just so much fun and honestly i'd do it all over again it was just .! #ARGH . I LOVE COLLABING IS ALL. SORTA WISH I'D JOINED ART FIGHT AND JUST MUTUALS TALK TO ME #IM HOLDING ALL OF U TENDERLY IN MY HANDS #ok sorry for that wall of tags. im just . ARGH #bane anima #alpheus agonios #my art #sorta.... its just my lines LOL

[quixotic-gray]

He is listening to What the World Needs Now is Love by Jackie DeShannon

this bitch always looking dead inside. look at him. miserable.

#from percy with love #quixotics art #art #ghostbusters #the ghostbusters #ghostbusters 2 #ghostbusters 1984 #peter venkman #dr peter venkman #i just think he's neat #he needs a hug and a special coffee order yknow when they draw those leaves or ferns or whatever on top? thats what he needs #with a little heart and his name on it #maybe a cookie too idfk #nah but seriously this drawing had him lookin like he belonged in a goddamn belltower and i gave up on it for a couple weeks #came back and actually managed to reproportion him so his eye wasnt melting off and his face wasnt on one side of his head #pfft i shouldve saved that cuz he looked like a flounder that somebody stepped on yall shouldve seen it lmao its so much better now #except the shading- around here we just pretend im good at shading or we dont mention it at all