#im kinda late to post this but okay...

[toytulini]

listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.

yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?

maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".

get a better joke

#toy txt post #god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones #let it flop..........pls #internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop #i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having #1 million bajillion disclaimers #virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word #disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word #grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used #to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023 #and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like #im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild #i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good' #like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you #but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches' #'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay #god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil #but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful #and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like #hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine #and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr #and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like #and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay #its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat #? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty? #you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right #stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny #whatever #if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll #i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.

[skitskatdacat63]

"Non paeniteo potitus."

+ details & process

And, process !!

The jump btwn the second to last and last always surprise me whenever I make one of these because I always forget to take snapshots after I start painting. It's always like: oh yeah heres the lineart with some colors- BOOM fully finished✨️

What he's holding are the Austrian imperial scepter and orb, seen below:

I was going to draw the crown too but decided I don't hate myself that much(maybe some other day), and gave him a golden laurel crown, bcs I'm obsessed with that as a motif, and also its very remincient of the boy king statue that started this whole thing!

There's some symbolism of this, both intentionally but also just historically. I love that the orb represents that the monarch is holding the world in their hand, basically every old monarchy has one of those, and I think it's very cool for symbolism. But also bcs of that, I was forced to basically draw catholic fanart so, you win some you lose some. The star halo above him head is both to reference those religious statues with star crowns(I saw them a lot in Europe and they imprinted onto my brain), as well as: his four championships of course!

#TL: 'I don't apologize for winning' 🤭🤭🤭 #^ was gonna find some old latin quote to put but was like. oh yeah of course !!! #noy sure if its entirely correct. kinda wanted to email my hs latin teacher to ask but i finished this too late at night #anyways please dont let this flop SKDKLGLVLV #im really proud of it okah 😭😭😭 it was actually so much fun and enjoyable and nice etc dtc #i questioned to myself earlier abt why my chibi art always gets more notes than my detailed art #and i realized. like unless youve been following the lore of my blog. this isnt even recognizable as f1 fanart SJFKLVLV #but thats okay because its my niche brainrot au and i will do what i want >:) #the hair and the relics are def my proudest part of this #i mentioned before but i have trouble yknow translating irl stuff or complicated stuff into drawing #but all of this came really smoothly to me in a very unexpected way #god his hair is just sooooo its ssoooooooo!!!!!!!!! i wanna pet him 🥹 #but i think it def helped that i kept posting the process on my close friends #and my two irl friends(as well as some friends on here! ty!!) encouraged me a lot abt it so :D #but anyways yep pls take my brainrot art 🙏🙏 it took me 13+ hours in the span of like 3 days basically #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #catie.art. #boy king au

[klonoadoortophantomile]

okay fuck it actually heres a drawing from the other day

#probably all ill post maybe idk im not sure tbh……. #scribbles #klonoa #popka #uhh nothing much to say abt this tbh thats why im posting it XD so uh heres some rambling ig #i feel like ive been drawing a lot more oc stuff lately which is cool ig cuz i barely ever draw original stuff #but at the same time it Sucks cuz like. idk theyre some newer ocs i kinda feel weird abt sharing for some reason #like idk i feel like theyre lame 😔 plus im still figuring out a lot of stuff for them so idk maybe thats part of it #uhhh also uh i feel like ive been getting like? actually really fucking good st art ? and like i feel like this every #few months (which is a good thing it means im improving / enjoying how my art looks) but like.. idk it judt feels more legit this time like #idk idk it doesnt really make sense but im having fun with art and thats good #i drew like. seven full drawings yeaterday for artfight im still like . stunned by how i managed to pull that off without having #drawings i ended up hating . like even with some that were an absolute pain in the ass to draw they turned out so cooollllll #okay ill stop rambling now idk what im trying to say

[curiouschaosstarlight]

person #1: "[character i really love] should die violently!"

me: okay, bye

person #2: "i love this character!"

person #2: "[other character i really love] should die violently!"

me:

#not important #chaotic rants #if i had a nickle for every time one of my non-villain favorites got bashed i'd... #i'd be rich honestly why the fuck does this keep happening to me #i feel like i've made this post before #anyways i dont want to get directly specific because i dont want this to show up in searches #but if anyone's wondering the characters are Sampo and Argenti from HSR #i love those two immensely #i also love Kafka WHO ALSO gets bashed a lot i've noticed :\ #i think i'd be deeply uncomfortable with ANYONE wishing violent death on any character #it's a feeling i genuinely cannot relate to in the slightest despite having characters i dislike and dont really want to see #but it's especially distressing when it's my favorite characters #in case you're wondering this is why you'll never see me participate in direct character or ship bashing on my stuff #maybe i would have in the past but everyone is someone's favorite #and whenever im about to directly namedrop a character or ship that frustrates or annoys me i just kinda pause and go #'okay but what if someone who really likes this character/ship sees this and feels ashamed for their enjoyment?' #And Then I Don't Do It #not because anyone's making me but because the internet is a public space and frankly #there's already enough toxicity in the world #...i should post more character positivity and dress up/picrew stuff (and art but my art block's been severe lately) #maybe i'll build a queue in a bit if i can get my energy up #(if y'all are wondering why i have so many posts that are me complaining about fandom attitudes) #(it's 'cause spite gives me a temporary energy boost and i've been severely lacking in energy lately) #i -am- a bit hesitant because i know my takes on certain characters (particularly Dottore) are #insanely niche in a way i dont think anyone reading this before i've posted anything demonstrative of that fact will expect #and then i feel self conscious putting my niche stuff out there to be looked at #but! that's why i have custom character tags anyway i s'pose

[mementoasts]

mods are asleep, time to post my almost decent attempt at drawing the vague image of elias tma that exists in my head

#maybe two people here will know him but that's okay this is MY art blog and i'm gonna post WHATEVER sdfghjjhgsfh #i don't actually rly know how old he's supposed to be so i've been thinking like....... in his late 40s? #im no character designer ok i RLY just tried getting down whatever i imagine when i think of him (and since i see nothing in my head; well- #there's two (maybe four) specific characters that i kinda thought abt as inspirations and it would be so funny if i listed them out #anyway i don't know if i LOVE this but i think it's.... close. the eyes are good. he's got a three piece suit. wears gloves idk why #the void given form

[poke-poke-poke]

Maybe it would be better to have it on Do not disturb...  

...

  ...but what if you miss Something?

#pokemon swsh #pokemon sword and shield #pkmn swsh #pkmn sword and shield #gym leader raihan #goomy #poke's doodles #art #so uh. this is self indulgent www #i kinda try and avoid posting the more. angsty or like. mellow(?) drawings since i have t o n s #and i kinda want to just post fun stuff ww but--- #i haven't drawn too much lately sooo- #anyways surely raihan has had many a sleepless night just stressing over social media and messages- #he has to monitor it and make sure that nothing he's done or posted has been taken and spread in the wrong light- #what if that post is blowing up in notifications because he messed up and posted something he shouldn't have --- #what if he's getting more messages because someone posted a photo of him doing something in his free time that could tarnish his 'image' #i dunno how to phrase this and im rambling #but he's the kinda guy who's very focused on the public eye and the media --- surely it gets to him every now and then right---? #i did have a follow up drawing but i couldn't make it look right ww #also yes the lighting in this ain't perfect either but listen --! i can do what i want okay!!! : #:'^]]]]]]]

[ronithesnail]

Figured i should post the only two valentines i was able to make :p yall can use them if you want but tag me cuz i wanna see

#Ik its kinda late but oh well #I wasnt gonna post them but i like how they turned out so- #Never drawn chica before so this was a first #Its okay but im much much happier with the sun one #fnaf security breach #fnaf fanart #valentines day card #valentine cards #fnaf sun #fnaf sundrop #fnaf chica #glamrock animatronics #glamrock chica #my art

[disturbnot]

struggling with bogus friend drama elsewhere rn (/nbh prommy!) i'm sorry i probably won't have any posts tonight. the type bingo might have to wait until tomorrow as well. 😔 try me on discord instead - hashketchum. (with the period!)

#ooc tag tba . #without getting too much into it. some close friends kinda did me wrong. and im just. dealing with that #i will be okay i'm just sulking and stomping around my house #i hope it won't be too late to post the bingo tomorrow

[shadszyyx]

over the years ive noticed that a lot of fandom discourse is just people pointing out something that's part of a character's personality but sometimes exaggerating it a little bit bc why not, n then people getting mad at others for that n calling it "out of character"

#sorry if this post sounds so confusing #if i dont immediately write my thoughts like they sound in my head then ill quickly forget what i was gonna talk about #but anyways #some people will really go ''he would not fucking say that'' when in fact he has said/done that but it was like once #n when people have fun around the idea of that character doing more of that other people get mad n say its wrong #idk am i making any sense here???? #tbh i dont care bc i doubt anyone ever reads 100% of my posts n im just talking to myself here #i basically just made this post to say that lately ive been getting so tired of fandom spaces in general #and yeah i know fandoms are always like that theres always discourse n shit happening #but i kinda learned to not give a shit about anything anymore? #if a lot of people dislike a certain trope or type of character n constantly shit on other people for liking that im just like ''ok?'' #okay i dont know where im going with this anymore #post ends here

[rainbow-burst]

I being so fucking normal about this fit on him rn I'm beingsofuckingnormal I'm beingsofuckin nor-

#you have no idea how fucking long I've been drooling crying begging and just screaming for them to do a Lost boy kill count #like I just watched the podcast maybe like a week ago and I'm just like rocking back and forth on my bed like they're going to post a video #<--real soon #and oh my God I watched the video of the kill count in there's so many things I wish they talked about on there but I'm grateful to get it #they did talk about the sequels and.....ekkkk... I mean it's only based off of high demand so let's hope to God no one talks about it #or send any emails for them I mean if they talk about the remake that's fine I haven't really seen that one I know Sebastian stan is in it #oh my God I feel like I'm about to be so fucking annoying about the movie again I think I'm going to just start posting random shit about it #also lately I've been more happy to be posting and drawing again than usual #so I might be back on doodling and drawing random shit or actually I've been having more confidence in myself to start posting doodles #why do I bring that up because oh I don't know...wink wonk 🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤗🤗 😉😉😉😉😜😜😜 #my laptop kind of sucks now so I'm going to buy a new one probably this month or next month so I'll be drawing and posting doodles #I'm also thinking about posting some of my recent sketches I have in my notebook but don't expect any Picasso or Vince Van Gogh for me #I know I'm good but like I'm not that good lol im jking kinda sorta maybe not relaly okay yeaj am BUT!!! #I feel like I'm back on my drawing shit again and if I don't finish your drawing I'll just still post it because why the fuck not I'm young #let's fuck around and have some fun why not huh #man I can't believe I'm actually really rambling here but yeah I'm happy to say that I'm going to be back on my stupid shit ❤️ #kill count

[skrunksthatwunk]

not to be a dogboy failgirl on main or anything but i told my friend i was gonna slam all my homework today so we could hang out tomorrow and then sat in bed wishing i had a tail (so i could wag it bc it feels like i should be able to and also so my buddies can know i love em all the time without having to say anything) for like 3 hours. oops

#i was also asleep for 5 hours which doesnt help #gonna have to start dogboy posting actually bc i need an outlet for it #why cant ppl see me wagging my tail this shits so fuckign unreasonable. you mean i have to SAY im happy?????? when i clearly am anyway???? #becasue im wagging my tail?????? psh ok fine whatever #actually so so sick and twisted #AND WHY CANT I PERK MY FUCKING EARS??? WHAT THE FUCKK #i just settle for wiggling one of my feet usually but it's not the same :(( i wanna THUNK THUNK THUNK yknow #i was also just kinda burnt out but whatever #ive been really bad about responding to ppl lately and theyve been like hey are you like?? okay???ing me and it's so justified but it makes #me feel baddd.... waaaaaaaaa #anyway ive been trying to picrew my way out of this and it's not working #and i wanna run around and play pose at y'all and roll in the dirt. but not like i can now. #wrong body wrong body etc etc #aughhh. whatever

[hecksupremechips]

Constantly torn between writing a character to be just a nice guy and writing that character to be the most fucked up creature in existence

#the klock keeps ticking #like theres a line at some point where you cant make this all one guy but you just. really want to #like yeah lets say we got some fucked up guy who tries really hard to be nice and sweet despite the horrors #but you know what if i want him to get kinda bitchy too cuz how can i expect him not to be? hes been through some shit and hes only human #but how bitchy can i make him before he just kinda becomes an asshole #i guess though people are pretty complicated so sometimes its just kinda like that #i must once again hail rebecca gales as the character ever like girl shes sooooo #shes so genuinely sweet and caring and attentive and shes so bitter selfish and jealous #shes gotta make like the biggest effort to be nice and simultaneously the biggest effort to be mean #its just so refreshing to see idk someone who is generally a good person but shes really fucked up about it #like this doesnt come easy to her! everything in her wants to act like a petty child! #and she does! shes really fucking immature and she thinks shes above it all when shes the worst out of everyone! #and thats just such a nice thing to see just a very human character #and shes just like me for real aaaaaa god like guys this freaking character has helped me cope so bad #like shes not a monster shes just. a person having a bad day and not coping very good #yeah this post wasnt even about her but I made it about her now ive just been thinking about rebecca a lot lately OKAY #we cant all be perfect sometimes we just gotta be rebecca at least im brave enough to admit it #anyways i have pretty similar tangents about ryuki shin marianne shinjiro and junpei

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listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.

yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?

maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".

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get a better joke

#toy txt post #god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones #let it flop..........pls #internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop #i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having #1 million bajillion disclaimers #virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word #disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word #grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used #to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023 #and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like #im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild #i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good' #like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you #but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches' #'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay #god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil #but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful #and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like #hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine #and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr #and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like #and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay #its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat #? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty #you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right #stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny #whatever #if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll #i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2023

[boycannibal]

when my therapist asked me if i ever had a best friend/someone i was 100% honest with/someone i 100% trusted. like no i didnt but why did you have to bring that up

#its been following me kinda. like i forgot about that part of my life because ive been feeling okay lately #i just wanted to masturbate and go to bed. and now im sad. man #vent tw #because its a mood killer type of post i think . yeah

[skitskatdacat63]

My friend wants to hang out and i want to hang out but also just have absolutely no will to leave my house and not a lot of social capacity atm and UGhhhhh idk how to express that, like yes I want to see you and yes I like to see you but I dont think I have the capacity to be a fun person lately

#i think its just my tendency to kinda go offline out of sight during break #bcs there was a lot going on before so once break hits im like okay time to be a cave gremlin #like UGH i wanna see her and i like talking to her and i hate it but it gives me anxiety #i hung out w my other friend today which was nice but it was very structured like movie and ice cream. very nice very neat #i just feel bad because i really am no fun at all lately #like. hey wanna come over and watch me rot in my room? #i just feel distant idk #and she wants to see my school at some point but i just really have absolutely no will #there was that post i reblogged at somw point abt being alone and enjoying it but feeling insane #i really really like being by myself and doing my own thing but it also just makes me be in my own head way too much #its not like i think she has huge expectations for me or anything and she knows what im like #i guess i just feel like im being disappointing sometimes bcs i really dont like to do much out and about #and so id rather just *not* than to feel that way #haha that's why i always just mostly only hanging out by going to the movies bcs its very outlined and its out #because otherwise im like 'ahhhh....dont really wanna go out at all sorry!' idk i just feel distant #vent sorry just idk ahhhhh 😭😭 dont wanna ghost her but i just feel disappointing #and im sure wed have a fun time but i don't feel the will to i guess :/ #catie on break is just social isolation sob sob sob #catie.rambling.txt

[kalloway]

I don't know him that well personally, but I WOULD take a bullet (an arrow? I guess, in this context?) for Anri of Astora

He gives me SUCH soft boy vibes, I just wanna protect him at all costs despite him being in a literal suit of armour already

#delete later #last time I was this shook about a character having a softer voice than I expected was Giorno Giovanna LMAO #look i know i have been all text posts and barely any art lately....... #i promise I draw I just don't have much to show for it #I actually went to prep an art summary ahead of time (for once) and uhhh.... #did not 'finish' a lot of stuff this year. not gonna be the prettiest art summary hahaha #BUT I've had a lot of varying degrees of brainrot while juggling multiple fandoms so like #I guess it was to be expected #anyway tfw I have a HC for what Anri looks like purely based on vibe and idk if that makes me basic or not but hnngggg #i like it too cuz my Ashen One is kinda on the muscular side (despite being a DEX build lolol) #so i think they are like fun compliments to each other #NO IM NOT BIASED #also hello it is 7am i need to go to bed lmao okay gn #i think.... i need to make a tag for ppl to blacklist that is me blabbing like this #I worry i am..... annoying -- I DO have an art tag tho so I trust people just use that #but I guess that doesn't block me outta ur feed tho huh hahaha #i will work on this! but for now............ sleep.