#im not gonna jinx myself

[synthshenanigans]

More doodles wahoo

tw blood and burn scars (thos the scars are mostly hidden)

Heart/Light & Soul designs by @starclawz !

Yeehawed Soul design by @socialc1imb !

#ive yet again stayed up to finish these so i am going to pass out after posting this #im great at keeping a sleep schedule #rip the marker for that Heart drawing #dunked it in water to make the splatter on my paper #why? idk good question #also i would say these might become full arts later but everytime i say that i dont so like #im not gonna jinx myself #okay im tired i go sleep now bye bye #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul

[mamaangiwine]

I haven't been posting because I have been doing one single ritual for *weeks* (actually months now) and I have failed two times to do it consistently.

This is my third attempt. To fail again would mean cleansing myself and reorienting myself, because I cannot fail. It is not an option.

It is taking up all my time and space for magic and mystical thought.

Regardless though, I'm learning a lot...but c'mon. Who does this to themselves?

#magic #ritual #personal #oh gods #i think im gonna go the distance this time #but at what cost #hopefully not jinxing myself

[tar-tea-grade]

MY PC IS WORKING AGAIN!!!!! turns out it was just overworked lol

anywho, a sketch of PV! Kenny :]

I missed digital art sm

#sp fanart #south park #kenny mccormick #roblox free draw #dude im PRAYING that the new special is gonna be good and not just rly eugh #either way she's so cool I love her /p #I better not jinx myself by saying my pc working again 💀 #south park panderverse

[bbq-potato-chip]

experimenting a bit

#lets go lets go lets go #demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #kny #havent made any kny art in a while...i miss her #if i had a nickel for everytime one of my favorite characters had one horn on the side of their head...id have two nickels. crazy stuff #ugh i love drawing drawing is so fn #free time and inspo...truly the dream. #now that ive said it im gonna jinx myself arent i #anyway tried out a new brush...i like it

[camels-pen]

that one unlimited cruise post has gripped me and won't let go so uh, new sanuso fic wip upon ye

#sanuso #nemotime #i jokingly said 'is this gonna be the thing that makes me write sanuso fic again' and immediately jinxed myself lmao #im enjoying it though #also i dont have/never played unlimited cruise so that post was a great thing to see <3 #my lil blorbos interacting and usopp sounding all jhgkjdbakjhdghsd #okay im good im fine. back to fic writing

[saeiken]

matchablossom wip for joes birthday soon :>

#sk8 the infinity #matcha blossom #my art #im rlly liking this one aojgbshlkglk #arts been slow lately bc i actually started a job and i think using a new brush has forced me to improve lmao #but im not gonna jinx myself lol

[plasky]

I am currently getting back into CRK again and

I LOVE HER SMM/P

#i really don't want anything bad to happen to her #i swear to god if im jinxing myself rn im gonna sob #crk #cr kingdom #crk frilled jellyfish cookie #the silly

[ijustfakeit]

I'm playing dress up with a new OC!

Will colour it soon, but I'm happy with this design and wanted to share what I have so far!

#dnd character #e5 #character design #dress up #ttrpg #my art #oc #i know im jinxing myself no never finish this by saying that #but what are you gonna do

[bunnyb34r]

Always funny to me when my coworkers notice how much of a germaphobe I am when they see me wipe down my cart in the morning. I dont just wipe the handle, I wipe the top of the sides and the top part of the baby seat, places where people grab other than the handle. Then I use hand sanitizer bc by that point I've touched: the cart, the scanner locker screen and locker, my scanner (also wipe that shit down, yuck), my lock, and the spray bottle. So yucky places.

I mean hey maybe I'm not giving my immune system that boost of exposure, but I'm also not giving it covid, norovirus, or influenza from touching the cart and scanner so 🤷‍♀️

#marquilla #sometimes it gets them to wipe down their cart or at least their scanner lol #im always hounding RC to not chew her nails bc the forklift handle is FILTHY and to wear a mask #everyone else can build or break their immune systems with the abundence of germs about and mask/clean at their own discretion #which is like never sgdggdgdgd but yknow im sure them all getting colds and the flu are just coincidence #im so scared im gonna jinx it and get sick myself sgdgdgd like im more so worried ab covid bc that fucker has gotten me 2x at least and i #got long covid from both times 😠 im less scared ab getting other sickness but i do hold a grudge if i KNOW who got me sick #like i got pneumonia in hs bc this fucking kid in my class had it and kept coming to school and i was out for like 3 weeks AND had to go to #the hospital overnight 🙄 fuckhead oh and he was apparently notorious for skipping school to play video games in middle school #WHY NOT STAY HOME IN HS TOO?? i also had to go in an ambulance and it was awkward as hell bc it was just a transfer from the urgent care/er #to the kids hospital and you cant drive yourself or have your parents take you bc theres a chain of custody and shit #ANYWAYS spritz spritz motherfucker im lysoling you all for your own safety

[comet-wire]

Ngl I've been having a gender crisis again on top of all the stuff that's happened with my dad, I think I still identify as male/masculine idk 🗿

Same with my ace/aro spectrum placement ☝️🗿

#comet rambles #putting in queue to deploy later #parent loss tw #just in case by association n implications ☝️🗿/nm+gen #when i get stuff set up with my checking account i was already thinking of getting a new chest binder once our personal issues with finance #has been figured out definitely #i dont wanna say much n jinx stuff so ill leave it at that #personal #gender shit is hard n i really think i may be a he/they or he/him still #or if not then closeted butch lesbian idk #most signs point to male gender identity leaning though 😔👍 #also my social battery is outta wack but i needed to get this out so i apologize to anyone who i have yet to respond to/gen+nm 🥹 #like i genuinely still feel as though ive been born in the wrong body and i tried to accept my feminity and it went well!! #like i started embracing my femininity the past few years and now i think im over it because it feels like i just attempted to try #and be something i wasn't if that makes any sense #i hate being referred to as she/her or as a girl even if i understand some people will still see me as fem despite my personal identity etc #its not that i hate my femininity its just i feel anything but female while still enjoying traditionally fem stuff at times #hope this makes sense #🗿👍 #still ace/aro though just cant figure out if i only enjoy the thought of romance (cupiosexual/romantic) or if i feel comfy in one #i know im sex repulsed though thats for certain #as of lately chris Redfield and Albert Wesker have become two of my transition goals and idk what to do about this lmfao #i wish i was kidding #but im not 😭 #sitting here like EVA shinji with his head in his hands in the damn chair image/lh #also wanna be a rootin tootin goth cowboy 🥰 #if it turns out im like a comphet butch/nb lesbian im gonna shit myself though/lh+nm

[angelhummel]

I finished up her s2 wardrobe back in August 2021, and have since gotten about halfway through s3. But I’m posting this now. Oops. Brought to you by AngelHummel :)

In season two, Rachel added 176 new outfits to her look book. Britney/Brittany features 12 unique looks - the most of any episode this season - while Furt, Prom Queen, and Funeral are tied for least amount of outfits, with only 5 each.

While there is a whole plotline dedicated to Rachel’s animal sweaters in one episode this season, she doesn’t actually wear that many. This season features six animal sweaters - twice as many as season one - along with a few more animal themed pieces, making a grand total of nine articles of animal themed clothing in s2

And while Rachel’s sexy schoolgirl librarian chic style still includes plenty of knee high socks, a good chunk of her junior year is spent experimenting with tights, in a whole rainbow of colors. 45 of her outfits feature tights as an accessory

And while Rachel sported forty plaid skirts in s1, that number drops to only 9 plaid skirts in s2. She’s graduated to wearing mostly dresses this year. She is also seen wearing 16 pairs of pants, though the majority of those are parts of a costume for a group number. The exceptions are two instances of pajamas, and two outfits in Rumors

Rachel’s headbands also get the spotlight this season, with her instant classic hit single My Headband, which goes on to inspire the whole group to win regionals. While her headband count also disappointingly drops from s1 to s2 (from 17 to a meager 7) she takes this time to branch out and try more accessories. Along with her 7 headbands, she sports 5 hats, a football helmet, and a zombie wig, making for a grand total of 14 dome based accessories

While I’m sure everyone on the planet can agree Rachel is perfect the way she is, it’s also a lot of fun to see her dress up and pretend to be someone else. From Britney to Blame It, from celibate to Chicago, from jock to Janet, from competition to coordinated group outfit, Rachel sported 22 fun costumes this year

Now onto her most popular colors! Of course some outfits could fit into more than one color category, since Rachel isn’t afraid to mix a lot of colors into one ensemble

Honorable mentions this season are yellow and pink, with 12 and 14 outfits prominently featuring those colors, respectively

For fourth most popular color worn by Rachel Berry in s2, we have blue with 21 outfits

Third place is a tie between red and black, with 31 outfits each

Navy takes second place with 32 looks (I separated it from regular blue bc they feel too distinct, but if you combine them all then blue sweep with 53 looks)

And finally in first place with a grand total of 35 outfits is Rachel’s most popular color - or lack thereof - ...white!

And now for the most important part of this whole thing...

My Top 10 Rachel Looks of Season Two:

#glee #gleeedit #rachel berry #every rbb outfit #rachelberryedit #mine #my edits #season 2 #this was A LOT #im not even going to tell you how long i spent on this #counting everything up sorting everything making collages #picking favorites lol #i realize my top 10 faves are almost all from the same three eps lol #plus one from comeback and one from nbk #ah well #her christmas and ny fits were so good #i love her #my baby girl #my paper doll #im gonna jinx myself by saying im gonna try and do san/tana tomorrow #but we'll see #i really will try

[glassand-grass]

I was never that girl guys picked. If it was me and a group of friends, or even just one other friend, they were always the pretty or cute one, they were the ones who always got the guys attention. It’s been that way my whole life. I’ve had to meet people online if I had any hope, and 98% of the time I get ghosted anyways.

But last week at work, a man and his son who just live a road behind the farm and are friends with my bosses dad come help us gut stalls but last week it was just the son. And I find him hella attractive 😩🙏🏼 and when I came in late to work, he was on the skiddy hauling a dab pen and im like haha, I seen that, like I see what’s in your hand, I know what that is, and he was like, oh shit don’t tell the boss and im like don’t worry your secret is safe with me. and then we chatted about the zaza and random other things while we worked, lowkey definitely some flirting, and he offered to stay late and help get things done even though i told him it was okay if he had to go, and then WHEN HE WAS LEAVING. He’s like, “we should hang out and smoke one sometime” and I WAS SHOOK. So I shoot my shot and sure as shit, yah girl got his NUMBA.

And then Sunday I got asked to work which was no biggy, but I had to change the attachment on the skiddy and I couldn’t get the handles up and the attachment wouldn’t come off and my boss was busy with the show she was hosting so I panicked and texted this man like HELP, and then shortly after my boss came by and he hadn’t responded so I texted him nvm we got it and continued working. Idk like an hour later, I turn the corner to go outside and BOOM there’s this MAN and I’m like Jesus wtf are you doing here and he’s all like, sorry I didn’t have my phone on me and I just happened to be in my truck and figured you’d probably figured it out but that id come check anyways, AND I JUST WANTED TO FOLD RIGHT THEN AND THERE. and he even asked if I needed any help with chores but I was almost done.

We texted a few times since Sunday, I once again shoot my shot and asked if he wanted to hang and smoke one tomorrow after chores and his first response was sure that if he didn’t have anything else going on and that wasn’t too enthusiastic to me so I was just kinda like okay well let me know when you want to if you want to AND THEN he said he had to help a buddy with cattle barns this week so he just wasn’t sure Friday would work well but that essentially we’d figure it out, and I’m like OHHHH OKAY SO MAYBE?

idk im just scared im reading too much into it, or being too hopeful. Im trying not to be overexcited or overbearing. the girls at work tease me because i talk about it, but it’s literally just because im SO SHOOK because THIS DOESNT HAPPEN TO ME. When im at work, which is a horse farm, im at my utmost hobo mode, no fucks or effort given, and this GORGEOUS FULL DUTCH BLUE EYED BLONDE HAIR man wants to hang out…..but also the one girl at work telling me yesterday that he asked where I was when I was late on Friday and I was like wait REALLY?

So we’ll see what happens tomorrow when he comes to help gut stalls 😇

#I’ve also been really sick lately #and im on two inhalers because yah girl cannot breathe sometimes #and idk how much use im gonna be at work tomorrow cause I didn’t even go in today #but I ain’t missing a Friday stall gut with that man so it will be worth the wheezing and coughing fits #I wanna tag this with his initial but I don’t wanna jinx myself #so ima just tag it for now and maybe hopefully change it in the future? #lyssas farm things

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#yesterday i was wandering around the campus where ive resided these last 4 years bc ive banned myself from running until my leg heals #and i was thinking like. what am i gonna miss about this place when i leave? bc im always thinking abt the things i cant wait to get away #from. and its a real short list. ill miss the palm trees bc i never get sick of seeing thrm. theyre so weird #ill miss the yucca. again bc theyre so weird looking. ill miss the way u can see where all the ants r bc in the non human populated areas #there isnt grass everywhere bc desert. ill miss that there r so many birds of prey hanging around. and the road runners and all the lil #lizards. and maybe in an abstract way ill miss being so close to the boarder bc when u live near a boarder boarders feel like bullshit #like staring down the road into another country. idk theres something i like abt that. ill probably also miss being able to run outside #all year long bc in the winter during the day all u need is a light jacket lol. where im going it gets real cold 🥶 #maybe ill even miss the constant blue skies. but idk ive always liked a cloudy sky better. makes me think of home haha #ill def miss how convenient my apartment rn is. the loft bed. the low cost. the 5min walk to campus. sigh. but thats pretty much it. i #dont think ill miss anything else. im not really close with anyone. my boss was the reason i came here and she left this school in January #so thats it i guess. i think i stayed a year too long and was not well for a lot of my time here but so it goes #just gotta move to the next place. just gotta pray pray pray that i find an apartment soon. i dont even wanna say anything abt it bc im #afraid to jinx things. even tho thats irrational. like. i just gotta somehow project how good a tenant i am. im so quiet u will never see #me and i never complain abt anything bc i have brain problems. sigh. i cant wait for this transition to b over #im so so so ready to be in a new place doing new things. but at least my energy is back. im back to high energy on little sleep lol #i dont understand how my body functions lmao. somehow when i get a normal amount of sleep it's a sign that i feel awful #unrelated

[pneumonic-screamers]

Ikea is hell on earth

#jinx's hijinks #im actually gonna maul someone #its okay tho because im treating myself to a shark plush and an alien plush

[clumsyclifford]

declaration: this is the year i finish and post summer camp fic. mark my worms

#stuff #it is GOING WELL #im gonna jinx myself by saying that #but #just. jesus christ i need this to be done

[ghoulsbeard]

i only make good writing decisions that move my draft slowly forward when im like running on fumes and delirious with lack of sleep surely there must be another way to reach this point

#but in good news i remembered or realized what im gonna do with a piece of the me2 stuff which is nice i dont think ill jinx myself by sayin #so bc its nebulous and not any one part im probably okay #there was this big gap and i couldnt hack what was missing and i did so maybe things will continue to move. wishing everyone the same luck