#im overthinking this all but its ok

[mutated-medicine]

I too am stuck in the ISWM pipeline and all this theory cracking and lore digging...but I am also an idiot who has always had an interest in actual multiverse theory, and I don't know if this is just my brain being weird about that, but I've come to the conclusion that every theory everyone has come up with is entirely wrong and completely right all at the same time, and that's so cool! And knowing Mark I'm sure he knows this with him saying he doesn't care what everyone else sees and that he has his own vision of the true story, however, Mark literally created a fan's playground of potential introducing literal multiverse theory into this. Think about it.

Actor! Mark, according to Mark, IS NOT Engineer! Mark, but at the same time literally is on the sheer fact we said so and it became a fandom wide thing. Techincally, we literally created a new universe/interpretation with this idea that its Actor the whole time. This is "infinite upon infinite" as Mark has said, so technically every path in ISWM is Actor and Engineer at the same time and not and then some in regards to true multiverse. Hell if you really wanted to mess with this you could say it's Dark the whole time, just for funsies. It's the multiverse, literally anything is possible, as wrong and stupid as it could be. Let's break this down "path" wise for a better understanding (I hope).

To me and my take on ISWM, there's three canons at the same time:

Mark's true vision (the real actual story we're supposed to take from this with the true ending)

Every individual's first run (as Mark has said this is the canon events for the viewer and whatever ending you get on your first run)

The collective ideals from everyone's runs + theories combined (lens that Actor! Mark is Engineer! Mark, Whitacre is Celine, etc for the whole run while keeping in mind the fact "we" have died 1,000 of times and Mark and Captain are aware of every path at the same time)

That is Canon and what we are aware of in the multiverse. Considering anything is possible, random ideas outside of this is just fan ideas and "AU territory" is what I'd call it (like the random idea i said of Engineer! Mark being Dark, there is no evidence of this anywhere, I literally just came up with it, as this is possible in a true multiverse idea because ANYTHING is possible). However, these ideas are all technically "canon", because multiverse/anything is possible, I'm a broken record at this point but it's true. Gotta love the multiverse and how it doesn't make sense but does, and I honestly wish more people took this even farther and implied more multiverse theories to it just for fun. I saw someone saying Whitacre is an idea/different version/stand-in of Damien and honestly, good shit, I love that idea, I love all of these ideas. It's literally wacky AU territory but you get to call it multiverse canon in a weird way because this is multiverse theory. In saying this, someone should totally do a universe where Yancy is Engineer! Mark

AHHHH I LOVE MULTIVERSE THEORY SO MUCH YALL SHOULD GO WILD WITH THIS STUFF that is all

#markiplier #in space with markiplier #iswm #iswm lore #multiverse theory #iswm 2 #im overthinking this all but its ok #i wanted to share

[daily-hanamura]

#p4 #persona 4 #p4au #persona 4 arena ultimax #yosuke hanamura #hanamura yosuke #narukami yu #souyo #you know im actually obsessed with this scene like yosuke is teasing yu like hehe big bro but also chie did that very early on in p4g #which yu didnt comment on at all #so its yosuke specifically that yu doesnt like him calling big bro #i mean yosuke quickly gets flustered and says he was just teasing before running away #and like yeah he is teasing but theres something about the teasing that just GETS me #ive written about the concept of amae before on this blog but calling someone onii-san/big brother is also kind of an example of that #like you're playing up your helplessness and acknowledging the other person as being a senior to you #and idk im sure im overthinking this but i think in this moment yosuke was carelessly flirting with yu like he always does #except yu doesnt like yosuke calling him that because for him big bro has a stronger connotation with nanako #and hes ok with chie teasing him and calling him that because he knows chie doesnt actually mean beyond it #but when yosuke calls him that it brings in undertones of flirtations and he doesn't like it because its supposed to be an innocent term #alternatively hes ok as seeing chie as a younger sister figure. but yosuke? no way. because yosuke is already hi #anyway the point im making is i think yosuke was definitely 100% flirting with yu here and they both knew it #he's good with his queue

[fishyartist]

#valerie gray #danny fenton #danny phantom #grayghost #gray ghost #my art #fan art #taking that ''you have to draw horribly" advice to HEART and then slapping like 6 gradients over the mess to make it appear competent #idk i wanna revisit the concept of contact+their relationship evolving #like pinky swear->shaking hands->holding eachother i guess? #like despite the setbacks+hurt they both cause #it also has like joy+value. like the idea of knowing and trusting others depite lies and betrayal is worth the pain for the good or somethi #also i wanted 2 try the idea of the suit val gets from vlad looking like his. idk might b too on the nose tho... ill overthink it l8er #idk man its 4 am. my brain stopped being able to draw how i wanna weeks ago. (meds stoped working yippie! this wil b fixed soon <3) #wanna revisit this once i get my shit together but UNTIL THEN... #im going to bed and posting this and ur gonna looka t it and understand my vision through it all ok? ty!

[bratkook]

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#ok one of my tattoo artists from korea keeps liking my ig stories and posts and dms me randomly all the time #how….odd would it be if i asked him to hang out when i go in a few months???? #like im going to hit him up again to do another tattoo for me #but like….would it be weird if i was like hey u wanna go grab drinks or smth while im here!!! #like as friends tho! hes super cute but i dont wanna make him uncomfy so like platonic vibes yknow #idkidk!!! ive been told its odd for koreans to casually hang out with foreigners in general but considering we’re mutuals on ig #and talk occassionally like???? is this fine am i overthinking it all #LOL

[justablah56]

hmm I think instead of feeling bad I will simply project this bad onto The Character . for funsies .

#just blahs #not gonna do anything abt it bcs idk how i could but ovuehncke sparrow with scrupulosity ocd <3 #just consider with me sparrow being terrified of accidentally saying anything wrong or offending literally anyone #and her completely accidentally saying smthin offensive and trying to figure out how to properly deal with that #without just making the whole situation about herself rather than the person she actually offended #bcs shes afraid that makes her a bad person who just didnt care enough to be aware of herself #gets a bit venty past this point but guys im literally pinky promising you rn I'm ok and ill figure it out please no one bring it up to me #and nobody think about the fact that im projecting rn just think about sparrow ok #this is my way of dealing w similar stuff w/o making it about me bcs ik that thats a shitty thing to do and i need to work it out myself #aughhncns literally every time goddamnit . i accidentally do smthin wrong and then someone (very kindly !!!) tells me hey that was wrong #and then i have a breakdown about it and feel bad and overthink it for the next like week #jesus fucking christ ok it's fine im being patient with myself and i know no one thinks im a bad person #and i know that they know i didnt mean it #and i know that i did say smthin insensitive and thats just something i have to be aware of #and the fact that i said it doesn't mean that im a terrible horrific irredeemable person #i'm trying my best now to be aware of it and be better and think abt whst they said and that's all i can do and thats ok #its fine . #anyways . #also hi cookies if you see this genuinely thank you for telling me tho like i do appreciate it and i am ok dw

[angeltism]

If I see one more being acting like the term fp is just a word for ywour bestie or partner or whatever I am going 2 throw a chair

#➳ valentin vents #like NO fucking NNNNO an fp is some1 who ywou've developed a big big mentally ill attachment 2 it isn't just ''oh im friends w this being'' #it's fucking ''i will constantly overthink and worry about what this being thinks of me / feels / says / does / etc to the point it'll #mess with my own functioning on a molecular fucking basis'' #beings acting like having 3 fps is swo ''uwu quirky we r such besties teehee!!'' when if i had 3 fps I'd purrobably kms actually #nawt in a ''its a bad thing 2 have more than 1'' way in a ''fps can be so emotionally mentally physically draining 2 have'' way #n like. YES fps r most often partners (r or qp) or close friends but it's nawt like. oh u have a partner that's an fp. or oh you have an fp #it must automatically be ur partner. like no u can have normal relationships w ur friends or partners while having fp-attachments on beings #like family members or such #sigh #ok this js all just 2 say how i h8 beings treating bpd weirdly my god #n misusing terminology or whagever ig idk im tired asf i slept so badly last night hopefully this doesn't come off weirdly or wrong

[bangcakes]

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#personal #saw 2 of my friends from school tonight #they asked how its goin with you know who and i was like hhhhhh #and they were like. you should just ask him out #n im like. um........... NDJDJDJDJD #bc literally EVERYONE is saying this to me. #why cant HE ask ME????? god its so #but i am older... by just 2 years. maybe thats intimidating???? he doesnt seem intimidated by me tho. god idk #i think im gonna message him tomorrow #its been like 2 weeks idk JDJXXXKXKKX #i did have a bad cold tho.... JDJJDNDD #god... why is this so hard. and like why is he SO?????? difficult???? #ok not difficult. i think actually hes quite simple but Andjkfkfkdkdk #idk how to explain this man. i really dont. hes like me if you removed the overthinking and my filter #but idk im also scared to start something im not ready for #but then..... feel like it kind of already started #god idk #and with more time passing im like. OH GOD WHAT IF HE FINDS SOMEONE ELSE #???? #but then if thats the case then ok fine it wasnt meant to be #i also am just like.... i feel like. the possibility of anyone liking me back is just... way too foreign #like. idk sometimes im like. what if this is all a joke JDKJDKDKDKDKDM #god idk idk #im also like maybe i should pretend to friendzone him in my mind so that its Less Scary to talk to him #bc like. once i do talk to him its literally fine NDJDJDJKDMD #hhhhhhhh

[arolesbianism]

Thinks abt Callie and Marie... Hits them with the issueification beam (having been 14 in the past)

#rat rambles #splat posting #ok ok not just that #oh but also Ive decided it would be cute if they had initially picked up eachothers modern day mains and swapped at some point #mostly because of ~character development~ or whatever but like also its a cute idea on its own anyways #look deep into my eyes. marie had anger issues as a young teenager just trust me bro #and smth smth being desperate for a sense of control #and yknow how callie was recruited by cuttlefish first and is prone to overthinking without marie? #and also with some sprinkles of personal hcs and boom poor life choices made #if it sounds like Im being overly vague thats because I am because if yall know me you know that Im putting callie through some shit #anyways time to go reread all of the news dialogue

[rox-of-iu]

@ the people saying kind words and offering me english alternatives for the czech in my last post

first of all, I know you mean well and I love you to bits and I'm giving you a little kissy, ok? But... guys I do know English phrases... hahhah

Listen,,,, I am chronically online and I do actually have a certificate from C2 exams that is just 5 points shy of being 100%. I Know it absolutely doesn't look that way but that's just because I'm the laziest guy around and I don't feel like fixing it after myself when I have the excuse of being a foreigner- sahdjsd

so when i use czech words it is not out of the necessity of not knowing any substitutes but just me goofing around and going haha funny word go brr

#man this is probably coming of as mean and super defensive but its not supposed to be 😭😭 (tones still hard in any language) #it is genuinly super nice of you to try to help out!! and you couldn't have known so 💞 #but just throwing that out there....jasdhksdj #o(-( man #ykno like i said throwing in cz words is just me having fun with it #since its my scribble side blog and all that #because due to spending almost all my free time connected to english-centric internet my own language/culture took a bit of a backseat #like even in my day to day life which is very prevalent among lot of foreign people today #but i wont get into it now it doesn't rly matter #so me throwing in some funky words is me just having fun around and trying to bring some of it back while i doodle #but looking back at it it is prolly weird to do since ykno its Chinese so what is cz doing there and no one will understand it anyway #so ppl are probably left feeling confused or cheated out of something #so i should probably just stick with eng alternatives #oh well #idk why im even making this post this has completely derailed ashdk and again I'm not mad at beloveds who commented and left tags #it just made me think #and overthinking hahh bcuz im in the middle of stressful projects #plus tHE STUPIDASS UNI DOENST WANNA ACCEPT MY MONEY OK PLEASE TAKE IT I BEG OF U I WILL PAY EARLIER NEXT TIME (lying) #anyway thats all jhds uhh bye #wait im already having regrets about making this post in the first place man but i did spend valuable time typing it out so ughhh

[yunogf]

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#been sitting in my car for 30 min after clocking out then just making up errands to have an excuse to do smth #so i dont have to go home &be alone until i have smth to do again (go to work the next morning) :((((( #hate how u can go a whole day w out seeing someone &think ok maybe i can get a good nights sleep but then they show up #10 min before u leave for the day &then ur night is ruined bc u have trouble falling asleep #then have stress dreams when u do finally fall asleep #😞😞 #ik its bc i havent confronted anything but i dont see myself ever doing it or rather initiating the confrontation bc idt it's my place #like what right do i have to disrupt what someone else has going to bring myself some ease #idk this probably doesnt make any sense i just need to vent bc i have cried in my car everyday after work for a month 😭 #im ok ive just landed myself in a particularly shitty situation but only for me #everyone else is fine 🫠 #&im a chronic overthinker so i have all these thoughts just swirling around &festering #im driving myself insane &then whenever im around.....the other ppl in this situation.....theres never a chance to let any of it out #im gonna explode at some point i know it &i dont want that to happen bc i dont want to be mean :(( but i also dont want to grow to resent #anyone bc this shit hasnt been properly dealt with :((((( #ugh . #changing of the weather isnt helping i feel like im 16 again in my dark bedroom driving myself insane 😭😭

[weenhands]

ok whatever jm gonna be ok no matter what happens this year I will make it out alive and im gonna take a shower now

#no more shaming my feelings no more trying to change how i fe or react or how things zre3 #** are #no more thought spirals about anything ever #No more ok. everything is ok i am ok i was always ok i will be compassionate to myself #but not in a ✨💖self healing💖✨ glamorized way #in a way where i get nowhere and end up jn mental ditches and in excuritating pain trying to shame my feelings #things i dont understand #forcing myself to believe something that isnt true #im ok and certain areas of my life do not need overthinking bc its always gonna be ok #and i am gonna be ok with how certain things turn out in the end #its all ok #ok whatsver shower time bye sorry deleting this #vent #deleting later afffff 😫😫

[moth-without-toes]

senpai hasnt noticed me. so of course, i took that personally. *holding a knife* SENPAI YOU LITTLE SHIT WHERE ARE YOU??? ….i came with fanart…

#sonderfairy #i’m looking at you #i had fanart #but its ok if you don’t see it… #plz plz plz #like really. #i just want the pain to stop #the pain of all my fav webcomic creators not seeing this #aaah its ok if you don’t #aaa im overthinking

[geumibear]

jnho is such an angel.... he gets so sincerely touched when someone sends him a thoughtful message its sick 😭

#i just want him to know he deserves the world he deserves all the love he deserves all the nice comments and messages and letters #its been 4 years since his debut and he has been through so much in that time but i see that he has grown so much #im so proud of him for holding out i know its hard on him though #he overthinks a lot and is actually more sensitive than he lets on most of the time #dgmw i love when hes being goofy and silly and all it truly makes me happy to see #i just want everyone to protect him ok !!!!! #*junposting

[valdotjpg]

forever thinking abt where the fuck he got that flamesprayer from btw.

#ive seen a bucha hcs/theories regarding this specific topic but i cant rlly decide on one myself #cuz i think that the theories abt him being an ex hunter are cool but also like. he claims hes 'never made use of it' so im a bit torn #ik that he could be just like . lying. hypothetically. but i also have this disease that makes me believe everything gilbert says ever #so i think abt other ways he couldve gotten it. #for a while i just thought that he couldve like Bought it somewhere for self-defence #which is. yknow. still a possibility! albeit an unlikely one if u start overthinking it a bit #the flamesprayers description mentions that theyre (usually) used by 'certain members of the healing church' #and all the commoners in central yharnam are armed w/ simple guns and like . pitchforks and shit #so getting your hands on one of these bad boys would probably be a very rare occurence. like a church member kicking the bucket #and then their family or friends managing to keep the shit the church gave to the aforementioned person. and then parting ways w/ it #in exchange for a small fortune. #another possibility (which i quite like) is that it was a gift from someone #it could be from some random person we know nothing abt #OR. and hear me out here. gilberts place is close to ipsefkas place right. thats most likely where he used to receive his blood treatments #and iosefka wears the white church set. same set the dudes in cathedral ward wear. the ones that have flamesprayers #so like. *pushes my 'theyre friends' agenda on you* #ok most likely definitely not friends. Acquaintances #i think it somewhat fits iosefkas generous nature. maybe if she felt guilty enough abt not being able to cure him.. plus gilbert being #stuck in yharnam bc of it...... #its an interesting thought. #but. again. the ex hunter (or ex member of the church. after all the flamesprayer isnt used exclusively by church *hunters*) theories #have their appeap too. theyre tasty #augh see what i mean. i think abt this too much #new theory: he found it on the floor somewhere.

[vitamin-zeeth]

Me trying to think of solutions to my issue of not knowing how to come out and change my name socially past the people I'm super close with: what if I leave to go to a different school and never look back

#i mean. i literally have like 1 actual friend that goes to my school and we hang out outside of school anyway #LOOK IT WOULD SOLVE THE ISSUE. THATS ALL IM SAYING. #it's not my fault im hella awkward and also terrible with change #if i just like dipped i could literally just start over with my fr name like #let me dream ok #wet floor sign #its very late at night btw this is just me overthinking probably lol dw

[eric-the-bmo]

oighguhghgh god i gotta talk to them bc it’d be rude  to not do that yknow?? i dont know what they wrote and im. nervous.

#what if theyve seen my stupid posts and playllists and want me to stop' #what if they think im still heartbroken over them and think thats weird #(im not.) #(i realized i was over them in my friends car) #(when i realized i no longer despaired over having forgotten things about them) #(and that i havent for a while) #ive come up with a list of reasons and each one gets more and more delusional #the last two are all [theyre here to apologize for being gone so long its ok now] #and [they want to be friends again] like/? #ahjfda thats so. #thats so stupid. #i dont. i dont even know if i want them to come back. #i had accepted they were gone and had left me forever. #AHA WAHT IF???? #WHAT IF THIS IS ACTUALLY NO BIG DEAL AND IM OVERTHINKING THIS??? #GOD #ive thought about taking a drink for courage but #they dont like drinking do u know how Awful it would be #to reconnect with ur ex and theyre a bit drunk when talking to you?? eugh #but god. #fuck. #i told myself i would try to respond to them tonight.