#im sorry its unreadable

[raggedytiger]

pomni & ragatha's bucket list for real life

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#im sorry its unreadable #its too late for me to do anything about it #ily! #tadc #the amazing digital circus #art #my art #buttonblossom #tadc fanart #tadc pomni #tadc ragatha #pomni #ragatha #pomni x ragatha #ragapom #jesterdoll #tadc art

[sk-ench]

Weirdgirl parade

[Image Description: A drawing featuring 6 characters from Ace Attorney, holding hands in a chain and walking towards the left side of the image. Phoenix leads, looking back and smiling. Maya is next, also looking back with a wide grin at the next character, Pearl. Pearl is being lifted off of the ground a couple inches by Maya and Ema, who is next in the line. Ema is gripping Franziska’s hand, and finally Trucy brings up the rear, clasping her hands around Franziska’s elbow. Behind them is a simple background with a blue sky that has fluffy clouds and some greenery at the side of the sidewalk they are walking on. End Description.]

#as a mobile user. mobile users im sorry in advance if you have been having the same issue of images being very blurry like i have #that would probably make this whole thing practically unreadable #but i rly like this one so. #skench art #ace attorney #OH also i know its not timeline accurate bc trucy is there and none of them are their older designs but a. i have only made it to the first #apollo justice so ive only rly seen older phoenix and ema and b. i really wanted her in there so i just decided to do it like this #phoenix wright ace attorney #maya fey #pearl fey #ema skye #franziska von karma #trucy wright

[transmasccofee]

Im back from being forced to touch grass look at my nensai light novel wip

Also bonus doodle page from the other angsty light novel

#Sorry they’re unreadable my handwriting is bad and the lighting these were taken in was worse #Im gonna digitalize this when im home cause im in tje car rn #I’ll post some of the other shit I was working on too I made an actual drawing for the angsty light novel #Its just drawn on my phone so the coloring is less good #saiki k #nensai

[avpdpossum]

“your self-diagnosis will never be as good as a professional diagnosis” yeah, my self-dx isn’t “as good” as a pro-dx would be, it’s better!

most psychs have spent maybe a few days maximum learning about the absolute basics of my diagnoses, while i’ve spent years taking in every bit of information i can find, including lots of information from the same sources they’d be using and more — chances are i know more about my diagnoses than the average psych ever will

psychs who do have more knowledge got that knowledge from deeply stigmatizing sources, and most have never bothered to learn from the people who actually live the experiences they claim to be experts in (ex. “npd experts” who actually just specialize in “evil abuser disease” or people like martin kantor)

a psych will never be able to know what’s going on in my head the way i can because they can’t read my mind, so even if i was able to articulate my internal experiences really well (which i’m not — i’m a semiverbal avoidant with often disorganized thoughts/speech; explaining something like that is hard if not impossible for me), hearing it secondhand can’t compare to the 20 years i’ve spent living it

the vast majority of psychs operate based on sanism and profit motive — they’re more than willing to take obscene amounts of my money, only to deny me a diagnosis based on not meeting some shitty stereotypes or say there’s no point in giving me a diagnosis if i don’t want a cure or give me the diagnosis and then have me put in a psych ward because my diagnoses make me one of those ~scary mentally ill people~ that none of them want to deal with

a misdiagnosis from a psych could potentially lead to me being put through intensive therapies or put on medication for the wrong thing, which can have very bad results, and the label might stay on my medical record even after being proven wrong; if my personal assessment is wrong, nothing happens — no one gets hurt, i just go “oops, nevermind”, keep whatever useful things i learned from it in my “toolbox”, stop using the label itself, and move on with life

coming to my own understanding of how my brain works and using the labels that actually make sense to me means i actually get to have some autonomy for once — i get a community of people who understand my experiences and a better understanding of how to manage my symptoms and accommodate myself, without having to fear things like forced treatment or intensified discrimination

the idea that my neurotype makes me incapable of self-awareness and introspection is ridiculous — some people might feel that way about their own situations and need to rely on outside assessment as a result, but that experience is not universal

my understanding of my own mind is NOT second-rate compared to a psych’s, and i don’t need to put myself at risk just for a stranger to tell me what i already know

#sorry for how long my posts have been recently djsjd #like i said in the post articulating stuff is hard so sometimes it takes me A While to explain things well enough to post them #im Trying to break them up well enough that theyre not unreadable walls of text but ik they might still be hard for some people #poss.speaks #personal #discussion #not avpd #(well...its not Not about avpd but its not Directly related) #self diagnosis #pro self diagnosis #pro self dx #psych critical #anti psych #anti psychiatry #time for the Generic Disorder Tags™️ #avpd #actually avpd #actually avoidant #avoidant pd #avoidant personality disorder #cluster c #npd #actually npd #actually narcissistic #narcissistic pd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #stpd #actually stpd #actually schizotypal

[supportscugs]

Ooh this is cool! Can i have bigender monk or nonbinary spearmaster?

#rain world #my content #bigender monk #nonbinary spearmaster #theyre sooo unreadable im sorry fro hanging out in the void + whatevers uip w spearmaster . its them in suns' arms

[tragicotps]

He kissed her, saying, "Yes. Lyra will be safe, and the Kingdom will be powerless against her. Call him now, Marisa, my love."

#his dark materials #the amber spyglass #book quotes #asriel belacqua #marisa coulter #asriel x marisa #I FIXED THE SCENE! #lol #its my fav from the books so i guess this is what it wouldve kinda looked like #im aware the text is unreadable im sorry #but everyone knows what it says anyway #hdm #hdm edit #mine

[boxwinebaddie]

Does parental trauma run in the CD family

hoooooooooooooooooooo you know it baby! ;)

ok before i begin the cd boys are just #traumabonded from being in CD together...its not as fun or cool as it looks i swear...ill just say that. those four boys...my sons...everything and more for them...angels <3

but in the Parental Traumalypics

ravenstan wins for...Obvious Reasons.

somebody call 9-1-1 shawty fire burnin on the dancefloor ooOhwoOahooh

like when i tell you that man endured Horrors and he is my baby my baby my BABY!!! i would fight dirty 4 all the ncu styles and their loved ones...but ravenstan...i would to jail for life its what he DESERVES!!! when we finally get a raven pov flashback???? HAPPY MENTAL ILLNESS DAY EVERYONE! not a dry eye in this house! WHEW!

kyle is probably second but he is not cd but thats okay because KENNY????? IN RM?????? WHOOOOOO!!! ALSO HELL!!!!!!! THEY HAVE ALSO LIVED THRU SOME SHIT!!! AND NEVER DIE!!! SO THEY JUST KEEP LIVING THROUGH IT!!!! but no kennys relationship with their parents and like specifically darling karen is dramatic and traumatic there is a lot going on there but we gotta get to it

so i will be honest i did not flesh out the other cd boys...home lives as much as i wanted to because i was so focused on stan and kyle and getting those right...so coming soon! xx

jimmy from what i am meagerly piecing together had an OK upbringing and parents that "looked after him" but i think found his disability shameful and secretly kind of felt burdened by having a child who needed so much medical care? like emotionally and financially?

i think they probably saw him more as a way to get sympathy, sort of treated him like an object/joke sometimes...and the saddest people are often the funniest so i think he sort of ran with "well if everyones laughing with you, theyre not laughing at you" :( jimmy my beloved im so...but i would say there's trauma there. FS!!!!

can't say too much abt the cd guitarist ( i also am still working on him shhhh ) but he had at least one positive guardian/parental figure. also felt like he had a lot to prove, so a lot of...pressure. but i love him sm

as for the blondies gayng....KYLE???? JERSEY KYLE???????? for the fucking gaslighting that was done to him THE LITERAL LIGHTING UP OF HIS BEST FRIEND SUPPOSEDLY??? KYLE NEEDS FINANCIAL COMPENSATION UPWARDS ONE MILLION DOLLARS FOR THE PSYCHOLOGICAL TORTURE HE ENDURED JFC!!!!

also like sheila i love you sheils but she is so crazy like she is neurotic she loves kyle and kyle loves her but she definitely made kyle anxious about everything like even before stan died sheila set him up to fail...and UH GERALD ACTUALLY SET KYLE UP TO FAIL BECAUSE HE GAVE HIM UNREASONABLE STANDARDS AND NEGLECTED AND LOOKED DOWN ON HIM FOR NOT MEETING THEM AAAA gerald was openly cruel to kyle....gerald please FUCKING die! thx!

randy x gerald x burning in hell forever <3

uhhhh bebe...bebes parents love her and think shes perfect but they....do not know shes camming or that she likes women...so thats gonna be...very interesting for her...she is also still in the works 4 me

as we know stephen and linda stotch DIE FOREVER marj literally does not have parents right now because they actually disowned her like now shes rich bc of cd ( they saved her life ) but before that all of the blondies house was working 74937493 as many shifts to cover marjs rent because they love her and her parents cut her off ily marj

dont...ask me abt creek....im sorry...u know im still gathering data

but? uh clearly tweeks home life was BAD clearly he is recovering from being secretly fed METH??????? HELLO BITCH????

and i actually think that growing up craig was on serious outs with his parents ( was it the autism?? ) but now hes actually very close with them. also, awawawww, they basically adopted tweek and call him son and everything <333 im crying tricia also loves tweek...so actually craigs trauma is mild i think...wow...amazing...nature is healing

....but he is on Stripe number....709327493274 tho...like he just replaces them and theyre always stripe...im crying...are u okay baby

but to answer your question...yes...yes it does.

ITS ALWAYS DARKEST BEFORE CRIMSON DAWN, LITERALLY BECAUSE THEIR EXISTENCES WERE BLEAK! <3 SLAY OLAY

-uncle nina, ceo of traumatizing sp characters

#sorry if this is unreadable i did my best #i am still working on a lot of the backstories #BUT ITS BC RM HAS SO MANY SIDE CHARACTERS #AND ITS HARD TO FOCUS ON THEM BC RAVENSTAN AND JERSEY KYLE NEED MY FULL ATTENTION #but dawg...raven...every part of his life...he can joke abt kwording himself all he wants he fucking earned it he did his dues #like he deserves peace and if he wants to have a raeger bomb wear his silly outfits and call kyle spanish pet names to relax he can do that #he has my permission for the horrors hes seen #kyle also can do whatever he wants bc he is in a prison of the mind and thinks hes clinically insane when hes actually the sanest person #like he is SOOOO CASSANDRA CODED like no one will listen to him everyone thinks hes a basketcase but hes RIGHt #ok kennys backstory is really interesting i cant really talk abt it but i can say its fucking sad and i cry buckets of blood for them #ok jimmys also made me sad i luv him i never thought abt it wow #NOT THOMAS AND LAURA ADOPTING TWEEK NOT CRAIG ADOPTING A NEW STRIPE EVERYTIME ONE DIES #THAT MADE ME LAUGH IM SORRY HE WONT TELL U ONE DIED EITHER U JUST SEE ONE LOOK SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT KSHLSD

[lorillee]

man the relationship btwn sengoku & cora & law just drives me absolutely insane like maybe one day ill be able to put my thoughts about it into proper words but i am thinking.... constantly .......... its . AUUUUUGHGHGHGBRYGHDHVDFHVB . you know. man man man its like sengoku met this horrifically scarred and traumatized child who went through the exact same terrible things as doffy (and easily couldve turned out just as bad if given the same upbringing) and took him in as his own son and saved him, and so when cora goes back to destroy the donquixote family and meets another horrifically broken & traumatized child who reflects doffy so wholly so clearly, what else can he do but what sengoku did for him? like he sure as hell cant save his brother anymore, but he can and absolutely will save law from doffy & from becoming doffy even if it kills him (which it does), and . like even more than that bc both sengoku & law are indirectly responsible for cora's death in multiple ways because beyond just the obvious vergo connection, its sengokus act of kindness that leads cora to do what he did for law and obviously as previously stated its law's eerie similarity to doffy that leads cora to sacrifice himself to save him from that fate. and even more even more is that as part of the marines, cora & sengoku are supporting and a part of the organization that completely destroyed law's life, which was what led law to the donquixote family and as a result why cora died, but also it was cora and‚ by extension sengoku‚ that gave life back to law thru their acts of kindness and selflessness and AUUGUGUDGUYGFHGYFTDFYHDGBHDFGB AUGHHHHHH AGUHGH. head in hands

#one piece #trafalgar d. water law #donquixote rosinante #sengoku #marine tag #lorillee.txt #lorillee thinks too much about the marines #will any of this ever be brought back up again in canon? no . probably not. #will i be thinking about it forever anyways? yes . definitely. #like man the way doffy and cora and sengoku and law's stories weave together just !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i want oda to pry all of their brains open for me so so so so bad #why they did the things they did whats wrong with all of them how they really feel abt each other how these things affected their choices #its just. AFGYFGYY4GHGHHBGHHUGUGUGHGHGHGH #im normal about this #<- lying #btw sorry if this post is borderline unreadable i wrote it in a manic frenzy at 1 am and im not changing it now

[lupismaris]

Last match of our fall season everyone with a good thought to spare toss it to the Flamingos RFC if we win we might make playoffs (we have a solid chance against Severn river we're just so battered this season) BF and I are going with snacks and drinks and HPF is bringing his camera gear to shoot (if he enjoys it I might be able to convince him to be our semi regular camera guy?) and then the third string social is at Baltimore's oldest gay bar today will be a good day goddamnit

#im in so much pain and this week has been so hard #i owe so many ppl an apology for not being present ive left many messages unread or not seen notifications #i was sick Wednesday and Thursday forced myself to go to the last practice just to stand there because its the last practice #a club member went to the ER and I was her ride home last night (shes ok thankfully) #work has been suffocating me to the point indont care anymore and it's all because of one guy's bullshit #im so sorry to everyone for being so mia and not reaching out in the last week its not an excuse im trying to regroup

[ravensmadreads]

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#i know nobodys really lurking around waiting for me #but just in case i thought id leave this #and like a coward #imma do it at the time i know most of my mutual are offline #anywayyyyyy #im just not feeling great guys im not gonna lie #tbh shits been piling up for a long time #special love to the pedro fandom cause i managed to hyperfixate on it long enough to fend some off #but it's getting bad again #im really grateful for all the love the cm and pedro fandom gave me #and all the lovely friends i managed to find despite the fact that i contribute nothing but vaguely unhinged tags and thots #i know im leaving a couple of series unread in the middle and im sorry about it #The Big Sad is making things hard and irl is kicking my butt big time #there's nothing i want more than to hang out with y'all banging pots and pans and screaming about your talent #but its hard to bring up any kind of enthusiasm right now #and i dont wanna half ass tags/comments when you guys put such soul into your work #so its not goodbye its just a tiny break (hopefully) while i try to smack my brain into submission #I'll try to leave some stuff in the queue #kisses and hugs to you all #raven talks

[chthonicgodling]

((im so fucking sorry this is so long iiM-))

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✨feat. the fourth of four “interlude” comics, AKA THE BIG ONE!!! AT LONG LAST!!!!!  I hope all this hyping has paid off because all of these have basically just been building to this one comic, which originally started as one quick sketch, and then exploded into five pages of one of the meanest things I’ve ever done :’) i’ll spare u all from taking up more space lmao and my notes n’ commentary are behind the cut!

“WHY DIDNT PASI GO WITH HIM?!?!?!?!!!” you are probably asking, Umm because (obnoxious Ancient Greek Olympian Older Sisters Voice) you can’t go with your own future husband to ask for your own hand in marriage that’s HIS and your father’s job duh????? (one thousand years later Pasi’s still like uGhhGhHH I SHOULD HAVE FOUGHT HARDER)

!!Authors note for just me specifically to clear my conscience! I KNOW bacchanal is the Roman term not the Greek term but it fit the flow of the sentence better so what’s one more anachronism among one million shhhhhHHH—

the last page - featuring special surprise cameo by an elysium’verse ✨ARIADNE🧶✨- was added super last minute and primarily JUST actually for the ulterior motive of drawing Ariadne jn the dumbest background visual gag of all time, for you keen eyed Greek mythology fans 🧶🧶 (aDFLGL IM SORRY ITS SOOOO STUPID LMFAO) (I also just rlly wanted to design her 🥺)

every line of dialogue here was the absolute most fun to write - I love writing ElysiumOlympians so much and Di is no exception, that sweet sweet condescending passive aggression!! and to be clear, this is Dionysus LIKING Hypnos! this DID go well! oh my god!

And finally, I also must point out every expression here was ALSO so much fun to draw! Despite how much I complain abt doing them I think I do I love drawing comics cause choosing one million micro expressions is my absolute jammmm*~ obviously my fave panel of this collection is page three at the bottom duh

AND SOOOO- This post is almost the end, so to wrap up the Dionysus month, there’s just one (and a half?) more post(s) to come! Stay tuned! standard disclaimer these are my designs my versions dont take me too seriously dont take anything too seriously im so sorry Hypnos but what did we really expect. IF YOU MADE IT TO THE BOTTOM I LOVE YOU THANKSSSS

#LONG POST #my art #the di project #elysium comics #AAUGHHHH IM SO SORRY ABOUT DOIN THIS LIKE THIS LMAOOO #i had no choice its literlaly unreadable otherwise!!!! its fine its fine its fINE PLS FORGIVE ME- #uhHH?? #DEATH TW //???

[technoria]

forgot to post thisss hi

#digital #finished #nnnnot tagging everything else sorry. thog dont caare #the text is a little unreadable but im not fixing that rn its 6 am and i have yet to sleep

[crazyarseidiot]

#poetry #writing #aliens #art #poets corner #sad poem #its you #all for you #im on my way #im sorry #im bad #unread #0000

[the-toybox-general]

LIFE & DEATH

UNSAFE and Holly’s profiles are now finished! They should be all good and set to public! There are tabs for UNSAFE’s backstory, Holly’s Backstory and then one that says Extra Details (both) which are just personality + details I couldn’t fit into the other two profiles!

Let me know if there are any issues! and feel free to ask any further questions if you’ve got any! Thank you so much for being interested in my unfortunate duo!

[ LINK TO UNSAFE’S TOYHOUSE PROFILE ]

#Toybox-Arts #UNSAFE #Holly #My Ocs #Paper Mario Oc #dear god let me know if its unreadable #i like to write character stuff but im rusty as hell #thank you thank you thank you!!!! for all the interest #there's also a big story warning when you open it up just in case its too much heh #sorry for the honking watermark btw. i will not go thru any further oc stealing situations i swear

[toytulini]

blacklisted the jo/ker bc i cannot be normal about the joke/r. opens posts blacklisted for containing the jo/ker. close post without interacting bc i cannot be normal about the j/oker and i have to quarantinemy unhingedness which will not happen if i let myself interact with the post. i dont know what i expected

#toy txt post #quarantining my opinions on the character cos i hate him so fucking much but i could write him better but no its not worth it #id rather unexist his ass. holding myself back so i dont start unhinged fights w ppl making silly posts on the internet #with other characters that inspire similar feelings i can turn it funny but something about him is so fucking rage inducing #not even just like oh wah hes a nasty villain who does bad problematic stuff! im not talking about that im talking about #his characterization his physical design his E X I S T E N C E makes me so irrationally angry its so fucking. stupid lmao #there are few iterations ive seen of him that do not incite immediate rage response at him Existing as a Character lmao #very #few #and even those. are on thin fucking ice #i do not want the character to exist. this is such a stupid feud why am i like this. why does he exist. die #anyway. this post brought to you by. i opened a jo/ker post again #sorry if the dashes make this unreadable i dont want this going into his character tags. wah

[stormwarnings]

also i had the distinguished honor of a hummingbird landing on my head the other night because it thought my pink hair was a flower. nothing will ever top this

#SORRY TO EVERYONE I GHOSTED ON TUMBLR #ALSO MY LIKE 300 UNREAD AO3 COMMENTS I SWEAR I READ THEM ALL #changed meds started college acquired a cat got tattoos #changed meds again #its been a hell of a few years #also my cat is super cute i miss her #also man college is HARD #but so rewarding #anyway this is all just to say #im gonna queue a bunch of stuff on the tumbls and then disappear again #for a while #🫡