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gold-dustwomxn · 5 months

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mystified

part 2

summary: after sudden attacks on women around town, you take a self defense class. ellie, your long standing crush is the instructor

part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4

each chapter will have their own warnings please read them! eventual smut

cw: mentions of child abuse and implication of attempted sexual assault (does not go into detail for either), panic attack

fluff and angst

light rocking against your shoulder and a distant call of your name pulls you from your deep slumber making you groan, not conscious enough to take in where you are. “hey sleepyhead, wake up.” ellie’s raspy whisper has you cracking one eye open. you’re too tired to even speak or think coherently, making you hum in question.

ellie chuckles and looks at you for a moment before speaking. “sorry to wake you up so early.. I gotta be at the construction site in an hour.” you blink away your remnants of sleep and realize ellie has damp hair, is fully dressed for the day and the sun isn’t even up yet. “it’s okay. sorry I fell asleep here I didn’t even realize.” she smiles softly, “no worries, I don’t mind. you looked pretty comfy..I can drive you home on my way to work.”

the short drive to your house shares a peaceful, comfortable silence between you and ellie. the sky painting a breathtaking winter sunrise of pinks and purple. ellie pulls up to your house way too quickly for your liking, the small disappointment of having to part ways felt in your chest.

“thanks for the ride and letting me crash at your place.. I had fun last night.”

“me too,” she smiles and you feel that warmth settle deep in your stomach again. it’s a rarity to see her full smile “it’s no problem, really.. are you busy tonight?”

“no, I don’t think I have anything going on.” you know you don’t actually have anything going on. you bite the inside of your cheek to try to suppress a smile, but ellie looks between your eyes and down at your mouth and smirks at you. caught.

“well, if you’re not busy later you wanna hang out? I get off at 3, we can go to a cafe or something.” she clears her throat and you can see how physically painful this is for her. she forces herself to keep eye contact though.

you giggle and she narrows her eyes at you playfully, unspoken words and body language received between the both of you. “yeah, I’m down. just text me when you get off.”

“alright cool I can pick you up. see you later, ___.”

me: DINA wake the fuck up!!!!!

dina🤍: bitch its literally 7am why tf are u disturbing me

me: wow. anyway! last night I was walking to ur house and some creepy dude pulls up next to me asking me for directions and shit acting super sketchy. ellie pulls up out of nowhere and goes all psycho ellie mode and pulls out a fucking switchblade. I was like 😦 but it was also so hot. he skids off and she gets pics of his plates and we go back to her place for joel to deal with it. he thinks the cops can keep an eye out for that car and see if that guy has anything to do with the assaults happening. it was lowkey really scary but I’m okay. we ended up smoking and talking for hours and it was literally perfect and then we ended up falling asleep and I woke up in the middle of the night laying ON HER CHEST with her arm around me. we’re hanging out again tonight

dina🤍: wtf that’s so fucking scary! im glad ur okay:( but ommg im so excited for u angel. its ab damn time some moves are made and we can go on double dates tg hehe

me: ok let’s not get ahead of ourselves here we’ll see what happens. that’s all I wanted to tell u. ur allowed to go back to sleep now:)

dina🤍: wow how gracious of u. lmk how everything goes though <33

clothes are strewn all over your bed and floor, while you frantically try to find a cute outfit to wear. it’s fine, it’s just ellie. she’s seen you a million times since you were both 14. you finally settle on a pair of jeans and a black sweater, with your chelsea doc martens. good enough.

ellie🌿🗡️: Hey, I’m outside whenever you’re ready.

me: be right there!

okay, just breathe. everything’s fine!

as you hop into the passenger seat, ellie looks you up and down. “you look good.” you give her a shy smile and observe her; hair tied half up, in a dark green flannel with an oversized black denim jacket, black jeans with her usual pair of converse, multiple rings on her long fingers, and the scent of her woodsy cologne. “thanks, you don’t look too bad yourself.” she smiles and shakes her head, pulling out of your driveway.

“yeah, he almost dropped a whole fucking plank of wood on my head today!”

you start laughing, walking out of the coffee shop together. “maybe the hit would’ve done you good, ellie. you are very hard headed.” ellie’s jaw drops “wow, someone’s feisty today, huh?” you smile and roll your eyes, going to shove her and she catches your wrist, pulling you close to her. your breath hitches and you look down at her lips. something behind you catches ellie’s attention, her smile dropping instantly and face turning ghostly pale.

“ellie? what’s wrong?” she grabs your hand and walks you quickly to the car, opening your door to make sure you get in first before frantically hopping into her seat and speeding out of the parking lot.

“hey, what’s going on?” she shakes her head and doesn’t respond, her chest rising and falling at a rapid rate, eyebrows scrunched together.

the speed of her driving and her concerning behavior is stressing you the fuck out. she pulls up to her house and lets you both in before she runs up the stairs to the bathroom, whipping the door shut with a loud slam.

you slowly walk up the stairs, not knowing whether or not to give her privacy. you suddenly hear her crying and hyperventilating. “ellie, I’m coming in.”

ellie is seated on the floor next to the tub with her head between her legs, forearms laid on her knees. “hey, hey I’m here. can I touch you?” she nods and you gently take her hand, softly rubbing the back of her palm while you place her other hand against your chest. “try to follow my breathing, okay?” you take slow, deep breaths for her to follow until she calms down.

“I’m sorry.” she avoids looking at you. “no, I’m here for you, okay? you don’t have to hide from me.” she wipes the rest of her tears from her eyes and nods. you move to sit next to her and gently rub her back, still holding her hand.

“do you wanna talk about it?” she clears her throat and looks straight ahead. “I uh… saw one of my old foster parents. he was pretty fucked up,” she lets out a dry laugh. “thought I was over it but I didn’t expect to see him.”

“what did he do?” she looks at you in contemplation before looking away with a cold, steely gaze. she sniffs and nods, “he… used to beat the shit out of me all the time for no reason.” she looks down at her scarred tattoo and rubs the skin. “this burn… he tried to-“ she clenches her jaw and shakes her head. “anyway, I managed to get away before he did anything, but I ended up burning my arm on the stove in the midst of it all. tried to press charges but that didn’t work, big shocker,” she scoffs. “I ran away and refused to go back so they placed me with joel and he eventually adopted me.”

she looks back up at you, trying to gauge what you’re thinking. you don’t realize you’re crying until she wipes away a tear from your cheek. “hey, don’t cry it was a long time ago I was just… not prepared for all of that.”

“sorry, I just hate that you had to go through all of that, especially at such a young age.” she lets out a deep breath and nods. “sorry our date got ruined” she gives you a sad smile.

“it wasn’t,” you squeeze her hand “I had a good time and I’m just glad I was able to be here with you.” you look up in thought, “do you have brownie mix?” she looks at you in confusion and lets out a small laugh “uh, I dunno, why?” “whenever I’m sad or going through something, I like to bake because it gives me something to do to take my mind off of everything and brownies are fucking good.” you nod with conviction. ellie laughs, “you are so fucking cute. c’mon let’s go see if I have some brownie mix.”

as you mix the chocolatey batter, and hum to the song playing on the speaker, ellie leans against the counter and watches you. she loves the domesticity and warmth you surround her with, and you were right, doing all of this is making her feel better.

“are you just gonna stand there and stare at me or are you gonna help?” “nah I think I’m good right here” she smirks at you. you nod slowly and look at her with mischief, holding up the spoon. her eyes widen and she points her finger at you, “don’t you fucking dare.”

you chase ellie around the kitchen island, out of breath from laughing and she ends up slipping on her sock, grabbing onto the counter for balance. as you run up to her and try to smear the batter on her face, she grabs your arm. you struggle against her, making you trip over her leg and she catches you, wrapping her arms around your waist. both of your laughters fade into small smiles as both of your eyes trails to each other’s lips. ellie’s face becomes serious as she leans in, lips ghosting yours. the sound of the front door opening has you both abruptly backing away from each other. fucking joel.

“hey kiddo, what are y’all up to?” ellie’s face is beet red and she clears her throat, “just making some brownies. why are you home?” ellie’s voice holds a bit of an edge to it.

“well, damn, I’ll get outta your hair in a minute, just stoppin’ by, forgot to pack my dinner.” she hums in annoyance. your eyes widen at the tension ellie is radiating.

“joel! my parents wanted me to give this to you as a thanks for the free self defense lesson, and for helping me out yesterday.” you open up your bag and take out a bottle of whiskey. ellie’s brows furrow, oops you forgot to tell her.

joel holds the bottle at a downward angle “would’ya look at that.. I’ll be sure to send my thanks to them.” he walks to the fridge and grabs out a container. “alright I’m headin’ out,” he looks at ellie “do me a favor, don’t burn the house down.” she groans and rolls her eyes.

“mm, these brownies are fucking good. you were right after all.” you scoff and smack her arm, “of course I was right. don’t ever doubt me again.” ellie rolls her eyes, “yes ma’am,” she quips sarcastically. “now, pay attention, this is my favorite part of the movie,” you say with feigned sternness. she smiles and nods, finishing off her brownie and leans back into her pillows.

you rest your head on her shoulder and place your hand on her stomach, tracing small patterns. you look up at her and whisper, “ellie?”

“hm?”

“do you really feel okay now?”

she turns her head to the side to look at you, face only inches away, and nods slowly. you feel her breath ghosting your lips and your heart starts racing, chest rising up and down quickly. ellie parts her mouth and licks her lips, leaning in, kissing you softly. she pulls away to look at you, before sitting up and grabbing your face, deepening the kiss.

HA sorry to edge u all. things are gonna get spicy as fuck in the next chapter. interactions are much appreciated 💗

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fullt4nk · 1 year

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submit to me (shuriri x reader) 18+

hey 🤭 this is my first time writing on tumblr and im lowk scared.. like what do I even say in one of these authors notes things??? prolly gonna pop up every once in a while with smth for people to read idk yet tho 🤷🏾‍♀️

gotta give cred where it’s due, this is heavily inspired by @generallysapphic their works are incredible

warnings: reader and riri are subby lil whores, tribbing, lottaaaa lotta lotta sex, basically porn w/o plot, voyeurism if yew squint, maybe a lil degradation if yew squint

some translations: zithandwa zam- my loves, uthando- love, khawulezisa- hurry up

bored, bored, bast i’m so bored.

I have gotten no attention from my loves all day and I was starting to get angsty. swinging my legs back and forth on the desk I was sitting on, I played around with riri’s hammer that was placed on the desk and hummed a small tune.

riri walked over to me as I jumped from my place on the desk; finally, some attention. I smiled at her expectingly as she walked over, excited be with one of my girlfriends.

she walked right behind me to reach for her tool box. well damn.

as she picked up a tool from her took box she turns to shuri, “shuri catch,” she yelled, throwing a wrench from her tool box right towards shuri.

she caught the wrench with ease. “how many times do I need to tell you to stop throwing heavy objects around riri?” last time riri threw a cogwheel towards shuri without looking, she broke a prototype shuri spent hours working on… it didn’t go well for her.

“my bad baby,” she said walking back to her original spot at her desk. I watched them work with a hot feeling in my stomach. damn they look good. with shuri in nothing but a tank top and sweats, i watched her arms flex every time she used that wrench. riri had on a sports bra and shorts. i watched her perfectly pierced nipples on display through the bra as thoughts of my lips attached to them racked through my mind

I could feel myself getting more fidgety as i watched their bodies move and work away at whatever they were building. at this point, anything was better than sitting and watching them work themselves to death in this damn lab. an idea popped into my mind and I fake a yawn best I can, throwing my hands above my head and stretching. my slightly cropped shirt lifted and a small portion of my midriff became exposed as riri watched me, eyes drifting.

just what I wanted

“you good?” she questioned. she looked me up and down and she could tell how bored I was just by looking into my eyes. “we’ll be there in a minute just wait a little longer baby.”

“nah i’m tryna take a nap… i’ll be back in a minute,” I said, looking and riri with a certain look. she immediately caught on to what I meant by “nap” and bit her lip.

“um yeah shuri I think imma go too. we been working since 7am and i’m tired as hell,” she said, only half meaning it. yeah she was tired, but not tired as in “I wanna sleep” tired. tired as in “i’m tired of working and wanna mess around” tired.

“you two go ahead, i’ll be there for diner.” shuri gave riri a kiss on the forehead and walked over to me to hug me. “get some rest, zithandwa zam.”

“haaah fuck please please please,” I whined and writhed all over the place. riri’s clit rubbing against mine having too big of an effect on my orgasm. “please don’t stop. need it need it so bad.”

“nghh im gonna cum fuck i’m gonna cum so hard ohhh my god,” riri’s eyes were glued shut as she wailed and moaned on top of me. her dripping pussy on mine like felt like heaven that I never wanted to let go of. and fuck the sounds she made, all whiny and high pitch. she especially got like this whenever we were tribbing, saying it was her favorite way to get off.

“please, please, please, wanna cum, fuck i wanna cum, i wanna cum all over your beautiful pussy please let me cum!” she babbled into my neck as my legs shook. fuck she’s cumming, I can feel her pussy get impossibly wetter. it drips against my folds and it’s just enough to send me over the edge.

“cumming, cumming, cumming im cumming-!” I silently screamed into riri’s chest and softly bit her nipple to quiet myself down. “ngh-! fuck fuck baby do that again please,” she begged

I softly bit her nipple again looking into her brown eyes, licking and biting softly as she moaned and squirmed in my arms. because her nipples were pierced, her sensitivity was through the roof as she arched her back, forcing her chest further into my face. I couldn’t help it as I began moving against her, wanting more friction on my clit. I knew I was overstimulating her, but god she felt so good.

“shit please baby please,” at this point I was begging just to beg. I just wanted more of her and her creamy pussy on mine. I wanted to smother myself in her chest as I sucked and nibbled on her perky nipples. fuck I could do this all day.

“wow. so I leave you two alone for 30 minutes and you’re already going at it like you’re in heat.”

fuck.

riri is quick to jump down from my lap, leaving my wet cunt exposed to shuri. “f-fuck um-“ riri panicked looking anywhere and everywhere to avoid shuri’s piercing gaze.

“shhh no need uthando. both of you, go back to what you were doing.” she tilted her head to the side and smirked in amusement. she was planning something, I could see it in the way she looked me up and down.

“please shuri-“ I whined as my breathing picked up, excited to know what she had in mind. “nope, no help from me. c’mon give me a show you two. i’ve been working so hard to protect this nation, i think I deserve a private performance.” she is vividly eyeing my fluttering cunt chuckling at it’s reaction to her presence.

me and riri are looking at her like deer in headlights, wide eyed and shocked at shuri’s request. we’ve never done anything like this before and judging by the look on riri’s face, she’s just as shocked and turned on as I am.

“khawulezisa, i don’t have all day,” she demands in a deep voice, thick with her accent, and fuck it’s so sexy. she takes off her tank top and throws it somewhere around the room, exposing her perfect torso and breasts. riri slowly climbs on top of me again and her clit slightly rubs against mine, making us both moan out.

we slowly find our rhythm again, grinding against each other with our eyes shut. there’s a new found feeling that makes me clench around nothing, knowing that shuri is watching me and riri moan and rub against each other. our chests are rubbing against each other, making riri pant even louder and heavier.

shurir stalks her way over to the bed to whisper in riri’s ear, “you like having your nipples played with like this?” as reaches between us, she’s squeezes and rubs riri’s nipples. riri moans in ecstasy, rubbing faster against me. shuri’s low voice in riri’s ear is enough to have her like a bitch in heat, grinding her pussy on me. “nngh, fuck riri slow down!” our clits gaining more friction causes a high pitch whine to escape my lips, as my eyes roll back; god this feels so good.

“haaa fuck shuri please. need you so bad, need to feel you, need to feel you deep- haah!” moans and pleads roll off my tongue like it’s nothing, begging shuri to fuck me. “poor usana, need something long and thick in this pretty pussy huh? what, riri isn’t enough anymore? she seemed like enough before I walked in here,” she says, reaching in between us to run her fingers through my folds. she rubs against me and riri, as we grind into shuri’s hand.

shuri could feel the wet spot between her draws as she watched her love’s pathetically rub against each other. she wanted nothing more than to take them right then and there, but she had to be patient and enjoy the scenery in front of her. “wanna cum usana? wanna cum for me? c’mon cum all over each other. fuck, it’s so wet I can see it. I can hear it. go on my love’s, cum for me.”

fuck that’ll do it.

riri is absolutely gone. shaking, crying of overstimulation, moaning, she was all fucked out as her thick creamy cum spilled over my pussy and shuri’s hand. my cum mixing in with hers as I bit into her neck to quiet my squeals.

“look at you two, such good girls for me yeah?” shuri’s lips connected with mine as she slipped her tongue into my mouth. fuck she drives me crazy as her tongue explores and licks every crevice of my mouth. she detaches from me, a string of spit keeping us together.

she turns to lean into riri, as riri completely opens her mouth for shuri, reaching her tongue out. shuri sucks on riri’s tongue, slow and sensually, letting her tongue into her mouth and bobbing her head up and down. riri whines and pinches her nipple, feeling her cunt clenched around nothing.

shuri slaps her hands away from her breasts and says “patience my love, i’ll take care of you..”

LMFOAOA I PRESSED THE POST BUTTON TOO SOON BY ACCIDENT 😭

but we’re already rackin up some typa engagement ok I see y’all !!

maybe i’ll write more, who knows BUT FOR NOW THIS IS WHAT I GOT

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zqteez · 7 months

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happy birthday | k.ys x reader

summary: just yeosang giving you one of the best birthday gifts you’ve had in a while :)

wc: 631

genre: fluff & smut (fluffy smut..??)

warnings: softdom!yeosang, sub!reader, breast play, finger sucking, unprotected (dont do that!), fingering, kissing (slopping/lazy kissing), oral (f reciving) if i missed anything lmk!!

a/n: my first yeosang fluff/smut story im lowk kinda excited 🤗 i hope you guys enjoy because this random idea just popped in my head at 9pm while brushing my teeth 😭🫶

it’s 11 at night, cold with the stars shining and blinging through the blinds through the room you share with yeosang. the night before your birthday. you’ve always loved your birthday. it was like your favorite holiday even though it wasn’t a holiday. “remember tomorrows your special day tomorrow so i’ll do anything you want tomorrow my love” yeosang whispers into your ear while holding your in his arms. “are you sure i can do whatever i want and you’ll agree with it?” you turn around facing him. you love his features on his face, you love everything about him. he was meant for you. “yes, yes love anything, now go get your beauty rest princess, i love you so much.” he kisses your temple before dozing off. “i love you too, baby.” you kiss him on his forehead before you go sleeping in his arms.

(time skip to 7am)

Saturday at 7 in the morning, sun glistening through the blinds, bed messy but your still laid in it. you suddenly wake up to yeosang not being in your arms anymore. “yeosang..?” you mumble still in a lazy morning voice. you realize he wasn’t even in the room with you, but your room smelled very nice, warm like vanilla. your favorite scent. you decide to get up, get ready to go find yeosang and get ready for the day in general.

you finished getting ready and head to the kitchen to see yeosang standing there with flowers, cake and heart shaped red balloons in his hands. “happy birthday my love!” he screeches at you while popping a confetti popper. “oh my gosh?? yeosang thank you so much!” you run over to him hugging you then kissing his cheek. “baby, i hope you have the best birthday ever.” he smashes his lips into yours. tounges roaming each other’s mouth. the kiss was sloppy but wonderful. “let me make it up to you baby..” he carries you back to the bedroom bridal style pushing you into the bed.

“open and suck.” his fingers go towards your mouth and you open your mouth as you take yeosang’s fingers to your mouth. sucking and twirling around his knuckles. he takes his free hand and removes your shirt. “didn’t even put ona bra when you woke up?” you shake your head no. “fuck..” he takes his free hand and starts to play with your hardened nipples and massaging your breast making you moan onto his fingers. he removes his fingers from your mouth, pulls down your panties and starts playing with your throbbing clit.

he pushes his fingers in and out faster and faster then eventually you came on his hands, taking his hands out of you he licks them clean making you whine at the scene. “you want a condom or no?” he asks in concern. “no, i want you to fill me up with your seed please..” you whine making him curse under his breath. pushing his hands into your hips and pushing his cock into you making you moan. “fuck your so pretty when your like this..” he groans. the moaning, whimpers and groans bouncing off the walls you might think your neighbors below and above you might have to write a noise complaint about you both, but you didn’t care. you wanted people to hear how good he was making you feel. “fuck, darling i’m gonna-“ hot cum shoots into you painting your walls.

yeosang stares at the scene he made. he’s so proud. after a long minute of you both coming back to reality, he mumbles into your breast, “i love you so much, happy birthday.” “i love you too.” you kiss him on the forehead. “now, lets get cleaned up and cuddle afterwards or do you wanna go somewhere?” you hum. “cuddle.” he smiles.

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ssareids-coffee · 10 months

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unrequited part 5

aaron hotchner x best friend!reader

okay i went a little crazy with the smut here whoops so cw: unprotected sex, lactation kink, light daddy kink, public sex….. they can tell the team next part ◡̈

aaron stayed the night with you, texting dave thanking him for watching jack and telling him that the babies were his, and he’s engaged. dave was relieved that finally, all those years of pining was over and he was going to see his best friend with the person he has always been in love with. the next day, you both discussed it and decided you should tell the jack first, before you told anyone else on the team. dave dropped jack round at about 7am, aaron already called him off school explaining it was a family emergency. you had put the twins down, hoping they would stay quiet for long enough that you could both talk to jack and see how he was feeling before introducing them. as soon as he saw you, he ran and gave you the biggest hug.

“y/n! i missed you!” he cried, giggling as you picked him up and spun him around.

“i missed you too little guy” you replied, giving him a kiss on the top of his head before putting him back down.

“jack, me and y/n have something we need to talk to you about” aaron said, patting the sofa next to him. jack jumped up on the sofa, sitting next to his dad while you sat on the other side of him.

“y/n and i, we are in love. we have been for a long time, so i asked her to marry me” aaron said, waiting for jacks reaction with bated breath.

“FINALLY!” jack yelled, clapping his hands excitedly.

“finally?” you and aaron say simultaneously.

“I always thought you and daddy were like one of the couples in the disney movies we used to watch, like tangled!” he squealed, looking desperately between you and his dad as he explained “plus, y/n was always really nice to me daddy, i wanted her to stay with us all the time” your heart swelled as you listened ti the boy you had grown to love over the years like he was yours.

“im really happy to hear that jack, but there is something else we need to tell you too” aaron paused, looking at you before taking a big breath “y/n and i love each other so much that, well, your a big brother”

“you have a baby in your belly?” jack asked, pointing at you excitedly.

“i did jack, i actually had two, but they are already here” you replied taking his hand and squeezing it softly “you have a little brother and sister, maeve and arlo” aaron and you exchanged glances as you waited for jacks reaction.

“when can i meet them?! this is so exciting, i can’t wait to tell my friends at school.”

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jack meeting the twins had gone better than you expected, he spent the rest of the morning playing with his little brother and sister while,asking about 100 questions about if you were coming to live with them, can we get a house with a treehouse and whether he could take the twins in for show and tell (no he couldn’t do that much to his dismay). both you and aaron decided to talk to the team, dropping the twins with mer who was going to meet you at the bau- but not before he stopped to drop jack with his aunt and pick something up from his house. as he got back into the car, he presented you with a small velvet ring box.

“aaron, what is this?”

“i already bought you a ring, after we slept together i wanted to ask you to go on a few dates with me and then give you this but i was too scared to lose you, but i lost you anyway. so, will you marry me?” he opened the box to reveal a beautiful ring, exactly like the one you had shown him years ago when he was planning to propose to haley and you wished it was you he would marry, and here you finally were.

“yes, oh my god” he slips the ring onto your finger, pulling your face to his. this kiss wasn’t like the others you had shared since you reconciled, this was desperate, heated and made you ache for him. his hand found your hair, wrapping his fingers around the strands and using them to pull you impossibly closer. in one smooth motion, aaron pushed the drivers seat back and pulled you onto his lap, your sundress bunched around your hips as you straddled him. your lips found each other again quickly, hands tangled in each others hair, touching each other in any desperate attempt to feel as much as possible. your hands found his chest and you slipped your hands under the fabric, met with the soft feeing of hair over muscle. you were aching for him, in a search for some kind of release you ground your clothed core against him, pulling a moan from his mouth.

“baby, if you keep doing that i’m going to fuck you in this car, right here, right now” he groaned, forcefully grabbing his hips and holding them still.

“then do it, i missed how full you made me feel” you purred, lifting your hips up and rubbing your fingers over your panties before pulling them to the side to reveal your glistening cunt to him. he moaned at the sight, replacing your hand with his and rubbing soft circles on your clit as his other hand undid his belt, pulled down his trousers and boxers enough so his cock was free. your hand found it’s way to his member, wrapping around it and lining him up at your soaking entrance before slowly sliding down onto him until you were completely full.

“fuck baby, your still so tight” he groaned, lips trailing down your neck leaving hot open mouthed kisses until he reached your chest. since having the twins, your boobs had grown (and they were already an ample size to begin with), aaron pulled down the neck of your sundress and let your tits spill over the dress.

“jesus christ, how are they even more perfect than i remember?” he muttered to himself, quickly wrapping his mouth round one of your nipples as his hand found purchase on the other. your furiously bouncing on his cock, back arched pushing you breast further into his mouth only making you both moan louder.

“shit- aaron- be careful, i’m- fuck i’m still breastfeeding” you cry, looking down to find him pulling away to watch as your breasts move furiously in time with your thrusts, peaks of milk beginning to form from each of your nipples.

“jesus christ, your going to fucking kill me” pulling you in for a kiss as his hands find your nipples again, squeezing and pinching them only making the milk spill our faster. overwhelmed with pleasure, you cum quickly around his cock, squirting over his cock and pants.

“god, that’s it, im gonna cum, where should i cum” he groaned, watching the way your cunt swallowed him perfectly, and the way your boobs leaked small beads of milk with each thrust.

“inside- god- inside please” you cry out, already feeling yourself hurtling towards another high.

“baby what if i get you pregnant again, fuck”

“then i’ll make you a daddy again” this was all it took to top you both over the edge, your walls fluttering around him as you both rode out your release. collapsing onto his chest, you place your face in his neck and sigh contently. he has always smelt like home.

“i was not expecting that” aaron laughed, placing a gentle kiss to your forehead.

“you know, jack’s aunt said she could have him overnight- why don’t we go home and i can eat that pretty pussy again while my cum is still dripping out of it?” your cunt fluttered around him, making him groan.

“but we were going to tell the team” you reply, breathless with want and lust.

“they can wait- i however, cant, besides baby you squirted all over my jeans and i’m not going to meet the team like this.” his lips found your neck as his breath caressed your skin “and i can’t stop thinking about you making me a daddy again”

it was going to be a long day, that was certain, but you couldn’t fucking wait.

“let me call mer and ask her to take the kids to her house for a few hours”

#criminal minds #aaron hotch series #aaron hotchner unrequited #aaron hotchner angst #aaron hotch smut #criminal minds smut

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danny-415 · 9 months

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christmas with you

(fluff)

pov: jamie and you wanted to spend christmas together ever since his hockey season made him busy.

jamie called you at 7am.

“hello?” you answered the phone.

“hii my sweet baby” jamie said in a sweet voice

“jamie? it’s like 7am i just woke up”

“i know, i know. im heading at the house right now after i accidentally got hung over at trevors place”

“what?! you got hungover? you never told me there was a party?”

“i know im sorry, but i got a little surprise”

“well yeah me too”

“okay you go first”

“no i’ll just show it to you when you get home”

“alright, anyways i bought a christmas tree and decorations”

“that’s nice maybe we could decorate”

“mhm”

“okay well i love you and i’ll see you soon”

“alright bye baby”

as soon as you got up. you get your pregnancy results. you couldn’t wait to see jamies reaction. you were so excited.

—time passes by—

“baby im home!”

“oh great you’re here!” you said with a smile on your face

“anyways help me out”

“okay”

after helping out jamie with the trees, you were ready to tell him.

“so what’s the surprise?”

“jamie, i uh just found out last night while you were away that im 2 months pregnant. i took a pregnancy test and went to the doctors because i wasn’t feeling very well.”

“WHATT WE’RE HAVING BABY DRYSDALE?!”

“yup”

“I LOVE YOUU THANK YOU”

you laughed and decorated with jamie. you couldn’t stop laughing and crying while looking at him. you were just filled with happiness and tears.

liked by jamie.drysdale, trevorzegras, jackhughes, and 417,060 others

y/n user: christmas w you and our soon to be baby 🥹🤍

trevorzegras: baby drysdale comin up 😛

jamie.drysdale: can’t wait for our baby 👶

#nhl draft 2023 #nhl fanfiction #nhl fic #nhl fluff #nhl hockey #nhl imagine #nhl x reader #spotify #fluff #jamie drysdale

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mydadcallsmejim · 1 year

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it’s over, isn’t it?

theres a lack of lemon content and i am here to change that

this is some domestic stuff i wrote out of spite, because we as a fandom are not exploiting the thomas thing

written for the sexy @suniico

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“You’ve got to be taking the piss” he’s wide eyed and leaning away from you in defeat, “how have you never seen thomas the tank engine?”

You shrug, ”not something i really put on, fireman sam was good though”

“Love, I don’t think this relationship can go on much longer, I have to educate you” he hunches over to grab the remote to the tv.

“Do i get a say in this?”

“No, you’re gonna stop, watch, and learn and then after the first episode I am going to quiz you on what occurred” he points an accusatory finger at you, flicking through the channels without even thinking about it as the familiar theme tune begun to blare out.

“Great to meet you Mr. Lemon, sir, thought we had finished with school huh?” you groan, leaning back against your citrus lover.

“This is more important than school ever was, Thomas is a way of life” he insists, gesturing to the train rolling onto the screen.

Unfortunately, you enjoyed the show more than you expected to, and it lasted way more than you thought a children’s cartoon should. It wasn’t quite like a spiritual experience, which must have been the case for Lemon, but you were definitely pleasantly surprised. And, as promised he began asking you quick fire questions, ones like “who was the fat controller? What was the moral of the story? How many trains passed Gordon by?”. By some weird twist of luck, you had gotten every question right, which earned you a content hum from lemon, “Alright, maybe you did pay attention, good job love.”

“And now?” you raise an eyebrow

“And now what?”

You scoff, “Well i was expecting, i dunno, a prize? A reward?”

He laughs softly, turning to face you, “and what did you have in mind?”

Shuffling the smallest bit closer, your eyes drift to his lips, “oh i dunno-”

His comical expression fades and he leans into you- only to be stopped by the intrusion of your hand, “you can do the dishes, and finish the laundry, as you thought you could get away with leaving your blood stained work clothes on the brand new bloody carpet”

A pained huff is all that comes from him at first, “really?”

You get up, “c’mon, i’ve got stuff to do too, what would thomas say?” you half mock him, now realising the weight you had to use against him.

“Fuck off, don’t use thomas against me! You got me excited then, thought me might y’know, bless the new couch” he wiggles his eyebrows at that last part, looking up at you for approval.

Much to his dismay you scoff, “thomas is right there on that screen, you wouldn’t want him seeing that would you?”

“Oh so im being cockblocked by thomas now? christ almighty” he rests his head in his hands, reevaluating his life choices.

“Well, ill let you get prepared to do the dishes, thinking of popping out to get a crate of something?” you do an awkward finger gun gesture, which earns you a disappointed sigh.

“At least get me something would ya? This is a celebration, you lost your train-ginity!”

You give him a disgusted glare, “my what?”

“You heard me, you got to experience the magic train”

Laughing, you walk out into the hallway to get your coat and shoes on, “i see why tangerine gets pissy whenever you bring up thomas now, did you give him the same lecture?”

Hes stood in the doorway now, leaning against it’s frame, “funny enough, no, because he would wake up every morning at 7am to make sure i didn’t miss an episode, even watched it with me on saturdays”

You shake your head in a wave of disbelief, “Thanks for letting me be the first person you serenade with Thomas the tank engine? Oh, and the sentimental rant?”

He nods full of glee, “not a problem”

You yank the door handle and open the door, “ill see you soon yeah?” you kiss his cheek

“Woah- hang on there-” he says defensively, putting his hands out as a precaution

“What?”

“I’d like a proper kiss if you’re gonna leave me here like this, yknow, to motivate me”

You roll your eyes before smashing your lips against him, getting a grateful noise from him, you pull away a second later though, “happier?”

He stands tall and grins, you cant help but let out an amused chuckle, “good, ill see you soon love” and off you pop

#lemon x reader #domestic fluff #lemon gets cockblocked by thomas the tank engine #author wants a nap its 4am #bullet train movie #tangerine x y/n #lemon #bullet train

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lucero-is-here · 10 months

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HEADCANONS- WHOO- I’m excited for this one! Requested byyyyy:

AND PRESENTING MARINA! (Also adding her appearance from season 6)

LET’S GO!

- Marina spends little time on her make up. She’s kind of naturally pretty in a way? She just applies her lipstick, eyeshadow and mascara.

- Marina has a pair of black gloves she loves, but only wears them sometimes.

- Marina wrote a book once, but only got it published a year after she wrote it. It trended quickly. And yes it was a book talking about psychology and everything.

- Marina likes flowers. What kind of flowers? All flowers. She just likes flowers. (Peonies are her favourite)

- Marina has some earrings. Most of them are gold plated or gold. Her earrings range from simple studs to hoops to more intricate designs.

- Marina does pilates. She likes it a lot.

- Marina can play two musical instruments! The violin and piano. Between which one she likes more, she goes to the violin. She thinks it’s easier to bring around (obviously), and she’s been playing the violin for a longer time.

- Marina keeps a journal where she keeps tabs of her emotions and how her day has been, and makes sure she is her best state of mind before going to work. She uses the journal to possibly check on her mental well being and what she can do to feel better if there are any days where she feels upset or down.

- Marina likes to draw im her free time. She makes these abstract drawings based on how she’s feeling and the things around her, and sometimes they look beautiful! Other times they look a little disturbing…

- Marina does breathing exercises to keep a cool head.

- Marina has a pet betta fish. She calls him Lilac, and he hangs around his tank in her office.

- Marina listens to classical music. Usually in her office, her radio is playing classical music.

- if you have a therapy session with her, she’ll prepare you a cup of tea and probably some snacks.

- Marina has warm and soft hands. Her fingers are slender too.

- Marina’s shoes include heels and boots. She usually goes with boots, because they are easier to walk in. Heels are for classy events.

- Marina has a lot of different hairstyles. She sometimes ties her hair into a pony tail, a bun, or a braid. She has a lot of hair styles, but she usually stays with her usual hairstyle where she lets her hair down. She prefers it that way.

- Marina prefers salty food over sweet food. Yes she likes desserts and sweets, but when she eats too many, her throat begins to hurt. She rather go eat something salty then eat sweet food a lot.

- Marina can wake up really early. At around 7am you can find her awake. The latest she woke up once was 10am somehow. That was with an alarm. Without an alarm, she slept in to 12pm once.

- on days when Marina has work, she gets at least 7 hours of sleep. When she has no work, she gets at most 7 hours. She pulled all-nights before and she will do it again.

- her favourite snack is cookies. Butter cookies especially.

- bisexual

- she’s an ambivert. She has times where she needs to be alone and times where she need company.

- She watches movies with Jonah sometimes, and she always focuses on how the characters act. At the end of the movie, she starts telling Jonah all about it and Jonah just listens to her.

- Marina is kind of flexible. She isn’t the most flexible, but she is flexible

- Marina paints Jonah’s nails sometimes. She finds it funny when he walks around with pink nails (yeah she painted his nails pink one time)

- Marina makes those friendship bracelets that have really complicated designs. She makes a lot of them and gives them to the bureau.

- Marina is good friends with Carmen. They talk in their free time, and hang out. They even have sleepovers every now and then.

- Marina is really worried for Elliot, and always trues to check in on him. He accepted therapy from Marina once and only once. Marina is still trying to give him therapy a second time.

- Marina reads a lot. She reads fairytales or just stories…She read Alice in wonderland a couple times, even though it made her head hurt a little and she was often confused by it. She also reads novels so-

- She has cursive hand writing, but it’s clear enough that you can read it easily.

- Marina likes to sew and crochet. She finds them enjoyable. She crocheted hats for the entire bureau once!

- Gets cold easily. During winter she’s always huddled in a good deal of warm clothes or blankets to keep warm.

- she makes hor chocolate and it’s the best hot chocolate you will ever taste-

- She really really likes kids, and will do anything in her power to keep them safe and make sure they are okay.

- she doesn’t have a favourite colour. She thinks all colours are lovely!

- when she’s buying clothes, she searches for what’s the most comfortable, and what’s both comfortable and pretty. She always gets something that’s pretty and comfortable. If it’s just pretty…She will consider it, but most of the time she drops it.

- she has a small first aid kit in her bag just in case someone needs a bandage or ointment.

- she likes bunnies. She thinks they are absolutely adorable.

This is it for now! Might be part 2 so stay tuned <3

#criminal case #headcanons #marina romanova

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angesaurus · 1 year

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Paid holiday today thank the lord!!!! Dan is off too.

Worked out at 7am, got Gavin on the bus. Now Dan and I are wrapping their Santa presents. I’m volunteered to be the mystery reader at school today so I’ll run over there around lunchtime. Im nervous! Lol after that we will probably run to Costco or the food store or something. Exciting day lol

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lacasitamadrigal · 2 years

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* knowing your partner well can potentially make writing a lot easier, repost, do not reblog.

meet the mun.

— basics

NAME: Chim PRONOUNS: She/They PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: IM’s or Discord SINGLE / TAKEN: Single

— three facts

𝙞. I am a single mother to a cutie patootie 2 year old and most of my time and energy is leeched by him 𝙞𝙞. I work at a daycare where even more toddlers steal my energy ( I swear the reason kids are so get up and go about life is because they take it from the adults in their lives) 𝙞𝙞𝙞. I have several pets. Two rats, two (sometimes three) dogs, and last time I counted? 7 cats. Some be strays that just won’t leave.

— experience

I have roughly 12-13 years experience. Most of it is tumblr experience. Some is discord. And some was through proboards forums. That was a big thing in high school for some reason was the proboard forum rp groups. Can’t say I didn’t have fun though.

— sub-genres

FLUFF: I absolutely love fluff and like, slice of life type stuff. I will straight up scream about how cute ships are and obsess over them. Big shippy person 10/10 if you want to ship with me I will do so. But yeah, I like cute stuff. SMUT: eeeeeh I don’t write it. I have before with a close friend but like. I personally am not good at writing smut? and for some reason get second hand embarrassed. Would rather read it than write it. ANGST: Up until recently I had no feel for angst. Seriously I cry if I get too overwhelmed with emotions, sad happy anything, so I didn’t really have the heart for angst (I am a baby) BUT Its starting to grow on me.

— plots versus memes

I don’t know how to plot. Like I can come up with something of an idea? But there is no plot and I’m not even sorry anymore. I prefer memes 100% because usually they are good ice breakers and they can be fun and unpredictable! I like to just see where stuff goes. Frankly even if I try to plot the characters always have ideas of their own and just kinda derail it anyway.

— long or short replies

Both. I for the most part do longer replies but I like to do shorter ones every once in a while. Sometimes when I start out with shorter replies they evolve into pretty lengthy things. It’s all fun times anyway you look at it.

— best time to write

During the week its usually the evening time when I get the chance to write. Usually. Sometimes I can throw some replies out during breaks and naptime. The weekends are free game though, I can be on anywhere from 7am-1am the next morning. I am an insomniac and have been known to get slightly obsessive with threads i’m excited about or have muse for.

𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙙: I have had this open in a tab since my lunch break and I honestly can’t remember where I got it from I am so sorry 𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜: @theseerhesaid @emeraldprophecies @mymanymerrymuses @ratphecy @droppingdonkeys @thelostmadrigals @thelittlebastards And whoever else wants to do this! Steal this and tag me uwu

#Don't feel obligated to do it #I'm just tagging you all because I love you #This is how I show my love #By being a nussiance uwu #mun speaks #dont ask what the format of this post is this is what i get for pasting and erasing

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marc-spectorr · 2 years

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good morning to you too my dearest callie!! my heart is full of joy seeing you so lovely and interested in me🥺 my friday is going well and it just got a whooole lot better seeing your reply akjahsjakaksj 💞

i don't have any fun plans for the weekend other than probably filling your asks with my random thoughts lol (unless you have plans and are busy, then i'll back off immediately and let you enjoy your weekend in peace🏃🏻‍♀️💨)

how's your friday going? are you working today? i hope everything is great and that your weekend will be as well <3

and trust me, the feeling is mutual!!🥺💕you are my bestie now, end of discussion. we're definitely not internet strangers, even if we might live literally on the opposite sides of the world, ilyssm ugh💓💓

aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAA that album is gonna be the END OF ME!! totally agree with everything you said and that line from Matilda🥺😭 I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER BE ABLE TO RECOVER FROM THAT!! and absolutely true that you don't have the material time to stop sobbing once Matilda is over that ✨Cinema✨, with its own completely different dance vibe, makes its appearance

but yeah i don't think i'll stop listening to this album anytime soon, it's just SO GOOD and i have accepted my fate to sob every single time, it's worth it. oh and that tiktok is literally me, EVERY DAMN TIME i listen to the album, it's scarily accurate💀

oh i LOVED those late night thirsty asks and we love even more what the night awakens in us lol. those wonderful secret smutty dirty thoughts 👀

also last thing, don't worry about the fic, we'll all be here patiently waiting but no need to rush it or feel bad about not posting today. i love you callie and i'll always be excited when you post something new, whenever that will be :)♡

i tried replying all in one ask and i feel like it came out a mess aksjkahshdja but we don't talk about that🤭

okay love you to the moon and back, hope you have a fantastic day💞

-🧸

wowOwo i feel very happy reading this like ?? it genuinely makes me super soft every time i get a message from you 🥺🤍

but my friday is going well haha! the color of my coffee is right for once so i think that’s a good indication of how the rest of the day will turn out lolol. this weekend i’m just staying home and relaxing :) we have a holiday on monday which means more time for me to catch up sleep skjdjdjd. i’m not going to be busy at all, just writing hehe so feel free to fill up my ask box with your wonderful thoughts ✨

listeenn, i’ve had the entire album playing from 7am up to now LOL. it certainly helps with the productivity at work 💅 but it’s funny bc i’ll be singing at my desk and my coworkers would all go ??? they don’t understand the hype with harry styles unfortunately /:

gosh i felt like an idiot deleting the fic while messing with it earlier 🥲 i should have left it some lmaoao but it’s all gucci. it’ll be up as soon as i’m able to!!

and heheh it’s okay if you reply to everything in one ask bc look at what im doing rn 💀 im just typing whatever comes to mind skksjdj so apologies for the incoherent mess this reply has become 🙃

okie to wrap this up, ily ily ily hope you’re having an amazing day today wherever you are 💕

#asks #🧸 anon

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daemondaes · 2 years

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𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐑 !

knowing your writing partners can make writing together a lot easier . repost , DON’T reblog .

NAME: Che (Shay, like Chevrolet, Chevalier, chez)

PRONOUNS: she / they, but i don’t care much

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION: discord! tumblr IM is a chore, but i put up with it

NAME OF MUSE(S): Charity Ciapetti, who goes by Cherry Martini. Una Victoria Genevieve Naux, who keeps it to her surname. Elipo Piran paz Lagojir, who has been rechristened Ciel Lavoie. Dr. Hansel Hugo. do you see a pattern here?

EXPERIENCE / HOW LONG: on tumblr alone, 10 or 11 years...my first rps here were on my personal blog and i had no idea there was even a rpc. including history off-tumblr, my first rp was around 20 years ago. it’s kind of a funny story...

BEST EXPERIENCE: most definitely the friends i’ve made who have actually stayed...the people who challenge me creatively and help me grow as a writer.

RP PET PEEVES: does purple prose count? maybe the emphasis on graphics, considering i consider myself more competent in drawing than photoshopping. i’d say specifically words like “ravenette” but i haven’t seen them in a long time.

MUSE PREFERENCES FOR ANGST / FLUFF / SMUT: i can do all of them, but smut threads might not last long unless we’re really down and dirty into the mental/emotional aspect. otherwise, it’s sort of just the same old in-out. if i’m not in the right frame of mind, angst might take a while for me to respond to because i am totally not prepared to start tearing up over our muses LOL fluff is fluff. good in moderation, but but not much substance. i think a mix of everything is best? it’s been eons since i’ve had the opportunity to write a good adventure thread and i think that is a crime. there’s a lot of fun to be had in action/adventure, but i think you have to write it with the right person.

PLOTS OR MEMES: i love both, but sometimes, at the beginning, the best thing to do is to throw a meme at me so that we have a convenient way to test the waters between our muses. sometimes what you talk about OOC doesn’t end up playing out quite right IC, and it’s not ideal to box your muse in to suit a dynamic that isn’t what you signed up for. some of my best threads have started with memes and very little OOC communication, but i am a fiend for some deep plotting as well... 🤔 really, it depends on the muse and the mun!

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: i’m pretty flexible with length, though sometimes my replies can get lengthy when i get too excited. one-liners never stay one-liners for long. on the flip side, i really try to match length, so sometimes a novella can burn me out if my reply comes to its natural conclusion with a disparity in word count...i end up slaving over it to “pad” it out, even if it just means adding in descriptions of their surroundings!

BEST TIME TO WRITE: evenings. nights. usually. my shifts are variable, but i work better when i don’t have to worry about interruptions or distractions, so it’s usually after the house is asleep. what night is for me may not be night for you unless you’re also in PST/PDT. i think PST is behind most of the world? when i’m cozying in at 11pm, it’s already 7am for those of you in the uk LOL then again, sometimes i compose replies in my head while on the clock, so. a lot of these answers don’t tell much, do they?

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE: for that, we’d have to narrow this down to a single muse...though i’ll say in general that most writers have at least one thing in common with their characters, even if subtle. sometimes, when i’ve been writing a certain character for a long time, i’m not sure if they’re becoming more like me or me more like them. they definitely get me out of my comfort zone, and that’s always good.

tagged: S T O L E N tagging: you, who’s made it to the end (:

#THE GREAT GARBAGIO — che:ooc.#it's still munday here

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I'm a bit over halfway through it now. I just normally only have enough time to play on the weekend. I hate starting it getting really into something then oh shit it's 7am and I have to get up in like 6hr lol. But should be through it by the weekend I hope lol.

Multi player is cool and you could always do some private games with your friends till you get the hang of it. But I will say I think it would be entertaining as hell if you started doing like a twitch stream with the antics you go through in any of your games. Hell you could probably start a whole series on Sims outfits 🤣🤣

oh~! well you’re still a huge chunk of the way through which is more than i would be 😅!! but i totally get that~! definitely don’t recommend my model of having the worst sleep schedule ever but it does leave way for primo gaming…even if im dead 99% of my days 😅 but i know you’ll be able to get it finished~! i pray you do t get stuck where i did though cuz it was an absolute freaking nightmare 😂

ahahaha absolutely cannot do private games with him unless he’s gonna be like showing me the ropes cuz he will 100000% kick my ass 😂 but honestly i am excited to eventually try multis out properly~! i played one game when 4 came out and was dead more often than i wasn’t and just never tried again because i was too upset 😂

you know ive been asked about starting to stream quite a lot 😅 honestly I feel like it could be a lot of fun too~! if I could afford to get a proper capture card a and whatever else I may need i would honestly be so down to give it a try~! I could totally spend hours on stream making sims and building houses though like that would a dream stream 😂

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orlamount · 6 months

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We went to the beach, for a surf so I could think about what goes through my head when im surfing. To start with it was VERY cold, so immediately the cold was a shock to my system. To get over being so cold, I fully dived under water and it was almost like a reset button on my mind. Nothing else in my everyday life mattered (as cliche as it sounds) and I simply only thinking about surf and being present in that moment.

These were some picture I took of the process of going surfing. Suiting up and putting the boards on the roof was the first step, we then drove to bournemouth pier and walked down to the beach.

I took some candid photos of my friend on the beach. I added a soft black and white gradient filter. the use of black and white eliminate distractions in the images.

I took them a stage further with adjusting contrasts and adding grain to the images, so that they look like film. I wanted to take some pictures on film but its too risky taking a film camera into the sea so editing was the best I could do to create the effect that I sort after.

Some of the pictures I really liked.

The pictures seem to make sense to me in conjunction with how it feels to surf. For example; a surfer can be in a sea of surfers, but when they get that wave, they feel like the only one in the sea and the outside world is not in their thoughts.

I think surfing is definitely a way to have some time to escape your problems from the real world. I find its a couple hours a week where I don't have to think and I can simply enjoy the moment.

This surf session, we went early at 7am for our surf, it was very early but we were back home by 9:30. Getting home refreshed from the sea feels really great and I feel energised for the rest of the day after a shower.

I really love this image in particular because it was a candid laugh. In this picture, though it's black and white, you can tell the weather has a chilly breeze. The composition of the image is really striking because I find my eyes immediately go to the board and then Andreeas smiling face. Though we are on a massive beach, this image encapsulates the joy and excitement before the surf.

The muted colours bring a sense of calm in this picture, your eyes are drawn to the composition of Andreea and the surf board. It shows the calm nature of the relationship Andreea has with her board.

#istd #year3

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myaquariusheart · 1 year

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23/4

Yesterday me and Cake started gym and then I had to show her the best Mac and Cheese in the world at the Greyhound. That Mac and Cheese literally make's me so happy when I eat it and I've never felt that about any other food. It's so tasty and I hope no one takes it off the menu. Today Dad took me B&M and I finally got a new carpet for my room but my room doesn't feel complete yet. I still need to sort out my clothes from my laundry bag and I need to put up some pictures on my wall. I have my presentation tomorrow and honestly, inside I am shitting myself big time. I haven't prepared properly or even practiced but I'm hoping I just scrape a pass and I will be happy with that. After that, I need to focus on my dissertation and hopefully be done with all of that. I just finished You so tomorrow Im going to start the second book. I found myself skimming the last few chapters because honestly Joe chats a lot of shit and I can't be bothered with all of it. Like get to the point Joe, we get ur deluded and psychotic but I actually can't be reading it all it's too much. Although I do love the first book I think the last part drags a bit, I never read the second book properly but mostly because it didn't match up with the series on Netflix and I'm pretty sure I was watching it at the same time so my imagination was all messed up with it. So hopefully this time my brain won't get confused. Tomorrow is a new week and I really hope it's going to be a good one. I realised I actually don't work much at the cafe but once Uni is all over I'm going to take up more shifts and hopefully be more active and start gym properly. I'm excited and motivated and it's taken me a long time to be motivated but I think because I'm with someone it's more fun and I'm less shy at the gym. Going gym for me is actually nerve-wracking alone because I do have low confidence and I know no one actually cares but I am super self-conscious of if other people are looking at me and even what they're thinking about me. I need to get over that but it is hard, it's a working progress and hopefully this year I will have some growth. I don't know what I want to do straight away after I graduate but honestly, I'm going to be so proud of myself and hopefully, I can make Mum and Dad proud of me too. I am super bummed I'm not going to get any more financial support from SFE but this is going to help me budget better and hopefully, I can be better at managing my money. I know most of my money gets wasted on clothes and snacks mostly. maybe even vape so I need to try not to lose my vapes as much as that's usually why I constantly need to buy them. I also need to do just a snack shop at the start of the week to stop myself from buying so much daily. I can honestly spend up to £10 a day on snacks and I need to stop. Maybe if I just buy a multi-pack of items it will last longer. I also need to remember to order some more tablets tomorrow. I seriously need to wake up early, I'm aiming for 7am so I can have a wash and then get properly ready for tomorrow. I also need to remember to email Karam my presentation in the morning when I wake up and just take a deep breath and hopefully not have too much anxiety over it. Being confident and not caring and just delivering my presentation needs to be my main priority, I need to get over being shy but I can't help myself, imagine my presentation is rubbish and not good enough? It's just one day and only 10 mins, I can do this and I know ill feel such a weight off my shoulder once it's done. I need to just wake up with a positive mind and energy, but that all comes down to me being on time and getting to uni at a good time. Ideally, I should leave the house at 8-8:30ish so I can get in earlier and go over a few things. Need to stop overthinking but it needs to be done and it's one step closer to finally finishing. Tomorrow I'm also aiming to go the gym but I didn't have time to change my membership, so maybe I can just leave to come home earlier and we can both go in Syd.

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