#instead. this is how its goin

[b4kuch1n]

polymer broadcast signal hijack

#pikmin #captain olimar #ft. louie captain shepherd and collin #as well as #moss (pikmin) #watched a stream series of pikmin 4 (its frankenbugs' series) thats what this is about really #but mostly. I just love olimar. I just really enjoy that man #also this really got me flexing those bande dessinée muscles from back thens lol #Ive missed drawin with this kinda proportions... I should do it more #Im gonna draw an olimar to put in my wallet. I need to make my life harder to explain to strangers #I also wanna. add more details to his space suit. make it look more like real life space suit for fun & entertainment #man I enjoy the animals in pikmin so much. they really are just like. animals. theyre animals #its great I love how genuinely bug-lookin the bugs are even with the stylization. pikmin and pokemon are really good at that #would like to learn how to do that... sometimes in the future #oh yeah fun fact. my effort at cleaning up my undercut a few days ago went badly. right before I went to a family reunion thing for 2 days #so I was goin out of my mind at that event postin abt olimar bc I love him #and then. when I got home. I decided to shave my head instead of trying to fix the haircut again #and so the sequence of events becomes I post about olimar -> I enter my bald arc #I am okay with this. have a good night lads. binding books is actually really fun u should try it

[bluewinnerangel]

There's a stand with gills sushi outside the venue eat up everyone nomnom

#keep going man #DARKER #MAKE US UNCOMFORTABLE #BASK IN THE ABSURDITY #SEE HOW FAR YOU CAN TAKE IT WITHOUT PEOPLE FUCKING SEEING #get worse mermaid im consuming your funny business so hard rn #thats art bro thats the fking art right there /leonardo dicaprio pointing/ #i literally saw someone go YEY IM THE FIRST CUSTOMER oh lord hes just in his darkass lounge going its all going according to plan #dont get me wrong im not happy celebrating and entertained bc the industry fucking sucks im just focuing on how harrys dealing with it #bc now this is top tier shit #this goin over ppls heads bc i put my thoughts in the tags instead of inthe main post isnt it

[worldsendgirlfriend]

sorry for all the scribbles i just wanted to cross out what i wrote for my own comfort, anyway can we agree this sheet my boss gave me to fill out to see how much i need to sell per week/day just to fucking. survive. Believing in sales for a single second was a mistake

#i get paid 100 for every day of training though ($500 after friday's end) and only after that do i get changed to comm and. #'unlockable' hourly. unlockable by selling 6 products. if you dont make that u get 100% instead of 50% comm but like. #what if u dont sell SHIT!!!!!! u are LITERALLY just getting free labor. which feels illegal does it not. Well who cares after friday im #goin like. Hey u know how u said someone could dip after training if they decide its not for them? So basically-

[taxi-boi]

There is Something Wicked Within You

#watch #see #double life smp #renthedog #rendog #pearlescentmoon #saw a few people talking about how ren and pearl was a reverse red riding hood situation #anyways this is completely unrefined #and its my first time drawing either of them #but i had to get the idea out there #ive seen a few... pearl watcher headcannons goin around too? and i dont know where they came from? #but i was tempted to put instead of #but eh. #anyways as you can tell i dont know how to draw long hair with hoods #myart

[wqxianvents]

// spoilers(?) to the new event ,, its just screenshots of the story aint rlly crazyy

bro this event is so poly!nxx coded im on my knees sobbing like theyre so domestic to eachother n THE OG CHARACTERS MAKING AN APPEARANCE HAVING ME GEN CRYING 😭😭😭

like when huey appeared PLSS “HUEY!!!” same. thats my son. they need more events where domestic nxx appears thank you theyre all dating idc

like not them fighting… i was gonna get annoyed if it was the typical banter LMFAOO also artem being passive aggressive 😭😭

but to my delight ✨ EVEN LUKE WASNT GETTING INTO IT THIS TIME LMAOO,, also doesnt luke feel a little softer in this event? hes so cute like :,) he just feels more relaxed idk how to explain it, they all do tbh!! but luke hasnt rlly been bantering and if he does its with marius (not out of the ordinary fr) SOMETHING IS JUST DIFFERENT. i’m lovin it rho

i have so many ss’ of this event and whew boy… the amount of times ive been screaming poly nxx is smth, hyv loves me and said its canon (believe it)

like they all feel so lively in this one and arent arguing like they always do so its a nice change of pace <33

sorry for long tags LMAOO just love them so much *grabs the nxx team and runs away*

edit: the event i was talkin abt in tags was dreams of childhood LMAOO that one and 2nd anni are a top fave for me neow 😌‼️💞

#tears of themis #!tot events #poly nxx true im a believer #omfg theyre obsessed with eachother? #the third place was so #<33 #i think this might be my favorite event of all time everything is just good to me #the games are good tho was confusin asf so hyv fix fhat LMAOO #but now that i know how to play properly its rlly fun and i love the rewards 😍 LMAOO #i aint pullin till the 30th for a couple of reasons but im so excited to!! hope everyone’s pulls r going well #also the LIs just feel so family in this one they all are properly hanging out as friends instead of ‘this is a fight to see who can get MC’ #i wrote abt it to hyv in the quiz thing so i was kinda caught off guard when everyone was just being… friendly and domestic #obviously cn got this first so the story is the same but it was rlly nice to wish for smth and to see it! #this is my favorite next to when they went to the hoyofair - i think it was? with the fireworks? #bc they were all soooo !!!! <333 😭😭😭 #and it feels the same in this one so im so happy #and and my favorite gag they got goin on is everyone looking at marius to get them into places 💀💀 #and hes just like…. sigh…. yeah yeah any other requests? LMFAOOO #is this love or is this sugardaddy and his babygirls lets bfr #e

[infizero]

“now scar has proven himself for the first time to be rather- a dangerous person” - grian

#i dont know how to express my thoughts on this in word form #thats what happens when everything gets to be too much and the rage finally boils over ^_^ #i also wonder if its because grian isnt around to keep him under control (aka be worse in comparison) ? idk #scar wasn't particularrlyyy deadly in last life but i think thats just because he was so sad and lonely #now that he has a loving team behind him AND grian isnt there that might be why he's finally goin apeshit #going back to what i said on a previous post i wonder if the games made him worse. if grian made him worse. or if this season's rules just #facilitate killing people being crucial to survival and thus make everyone in general more bloodthirsty and desperate #cause in previous seasons you COULD do what scar did as like a red life in 3rd life where he doesnt rlly go after anyone and kinda just lets #grian do that instead. you could just chill and hope the other ppl kill each other #but now its like you can permadie (much easier) without influence from other people and the only way to stop it is to kill other ppl #so it definitely causes there to be more killing all around #idk! #serena.txt #serena.live

[lemongogo]

genuinely at a loss 4 words ok

#im goin g to stop on ch 82 instead I DONT WANT TO FINISH YET HELPPPSHWJWHAHAG #ITS SOOOO GOOD THE BUILD HAS BEEN SOO GOOD #theres so much i want to say but i dont even like #know how 2 begin my fucking god #THE ART???LITERALLY INSANE #ITS ALWAYS BEEN GOOD BUT ITS LIKE PURE EYE CANDY RNN #the choreography is kinda hard to follow ngl but the static action shots r CRAZYY #bro the whole standoff btwn legato and vash #ALSO ELENDIRA AND LIVIO SHUT THE HELL UPP #SHES SO EPIC .. SO SCARYYYY !!!!evil women have a special place in my heart tbh #auug AUUIO #also i srsly thought like . livio was gna die soon after he ran into meryl and millie i ws like burying my face jnto my hands.peeking thru #my fingers . TERRIFIEDDDD . HIS!!! FIGHT SEQUENCE EARLY ON WAS SO CUTE #that 1 had such good movement to it thst i could actually map the animation or smt my fuckgng godd #also im so fucking dumb bc not once throughout the series did i think knives cut vashs arm off #for SOMEE REASON i srsly thought they split after he killed rem but they stayed tgether for at least 80?yrs was it . AUAUUUUUU #AND THE RADIATION POISONING?? THING AB THE TOWN??killed me. distraught. anguished . dry heaving idfk what else . clawing my skin off #dnt even get me started . !on vash being reduced to a bloody mess on the floor im going2 die i mnow hes like . litrl. up on his feet again #u just never see him like that.like so physically overwhelmed and inundated #r those the same words. umm.❤️anyways #i need 2 drink water .and post one million trillion billion scs #I ONLY READ LIKE 10 CHAPTERS ?? AND IT FELT LIKE 50 HELPP #trigun #trigun spoilers #trigun maximum

[babsaros]

this one goes out to the adhders who never knew they had adhd and were just trained to think they were a fucking dumbass the whole time

#yes i’m scatterbrained okay! #yes i need directions given in both verbal and written form sometimes! #i’ll kill you if you call me stupid :) #i’m the only one allowed to do that okay #bc i know whats goin on in here #its such a fucking tragedy how many ppl who rather just ostracize someone for being ‘weird’ #instead if making any effort to understand them and what they have going on

[vamptastic]

vampire fangs and binder ordered. it's all coming up leonard

#getting a 2xl underworks for now gonna see how it does #im fat and a DDD binding is NOT for me usually but its been bothering me lately #been goin with a plus size compression sports bra and it brings me down to like a C but it's also really heavy n gets uncomfortable #if it doesn't work well i'm going to get a shapewear one instead i think #its expensive but they seem really high quality and i'm pretty far from using up the 10% i set aside from my job #i refuse to look at my finances in detail i definitely don't have enough for top surgery and document changes

[pansyfemme]

dont talk to me until ive had my morning antipsychotics

#missed em two days in a row. not on purpose and i am trying to get better abt it #but man. i do not function without them #being on antipsychotics is weird bc ive been on em since i was twelve and when u say that u take them ppl get all freaked out and its like. #would u rather i was unmedicated bc im gonna be psychotic either way #ppl get so weird when they find out someones psychotic and they couldnt tell #miss my antidepressants . #im fine. as long as i get my next dose i dont even notice #my antipsychotics? you might as well blindfold me bc i cannot keep my vision straight #i get all jittery and loose and floaty and start depersonalizing at the drop of a hat #not a coherant thought in my head. just like the same three words repeating themselves over and over #its like a waking dream. crazy to think that used to be how i lived 24/7. #obviously. if i miss a lot of doses it gets worse and worse until the real bad symptoms kick back in #but like. #missing one dose just makes shit really frustrating. missing more makes me pretty much unable to leave bed #idk how to discribe it. its like being very very dizzy but instead of a phsyical dizzy its a mental dizzy but like. not brain fog and not #distracted just kinda. dizzy and jittery #im professional diagnosed psychotic but man i could not tell you actual terms for any of my symptoms #like. is this psychotic stuff? maybe. idk it could be anything #but im psychotic and when im off my meds thats whats goin on. thats all i know #i will say. the good part is when i have surgery and #have anesthethia it is such a familiar feeling bc thats what being off my meds feels like almost exactly lmao

[grimsdeadb0nes]

sad zenyx is not a vibe No, you dont get context

#only sunny knows the secret info #only they know whats goin on here #:3c #i feel BAD making HER feel bAD #but it must be done #I kinda feel bad for not posting more decent stuff frequently so now you get just no context sads #side note #her mouth is v weird yes #but her mouth...face... things #are just teeth-like protrusions- like how i draw Zav's jaw and all that #except instead of an underbite its an overbite #what im saying is that isnt not flat its very fang like #no you wont be seeing the rest of what this is apart of for probably AWHILE but #sad tease I be #...she doesnt like when others get concerned for her it makes her feel bad #she doesnt like when zav gets heated/yelly at her- #bc it doesnt happen often and if it does it normally means its over something serious #which ALSO makes her feel bad #sad bby nnooO #unfinished sketches #my art #my oc #zeti oc #zeti #sonic oc #no context sads #bone rattling

[b4kuch1n]

ough brain is doing SO bad but sometimes. there are colors

#bakuspeech #WIP #cw: gore #the stuffed animal cartoon kind. but still #ask to tag #Im so fucking sorry I keep going like I will draw! (does not draw for three weeks #I. ngl Somethin is goin on up there. I finished writing a Thing and it doesnt solve that #I just. this is my capacitance really I think. I just gotta. accept it. work with it #its always so funny tho bc like I look at whatever it is Im drawing rn and its like hey this looks like shit! this looks ass #and then I keep drawing it. #like this piece is at Least two weeks into something thats supposed to be a pretty quick revised illus for #an old wizard leon design. and like if I werent Bit Off it wouldve stayed that way #instead. this is how its goin #I have not slept for 23 hours. I should uh. fix that #but yeah its just. my brain is wrappin itself around some new ideas n concepts n shit rn #like. I was really afraid I wouldnt be able to paint digitally if Im not on the screen tablet #and its kinda fuckin with me? like obviously I can. I am literally doing the exact same things Im doing on the screen tablet #but now on a graphic tablet #thats just. not getting thru to my brain yet. for some reason. its still generating goo n such #well! what is a guy to do. if not blastin off regardless #sorry. I really should sleep now #have a good night lads! this piece will be done when its done. I am NOT saying more I am not jinxing SHIT #u should change ur pillowcases! it really does send u to another realm

[rottingsick]

one thing I like abt the yandere community over other vent communities is how gainin a partner or someone that makes them not feel lonely is celebrated and how like ppl who feel lonely even though they have ppl around them are still welcomed in. in a lot of other vent communities, its like everyone feels betrayed that you'd step out of misery to actually feel happy and you're no longer welcome even if u do still struggle with loneliness because "at least you have someone"

#bpd yandere #actually yandere #irl yandere #yancore #text #rotting #mine #other communities weirdly feel competitive for whose in the worse mental state #or that you can easily measure everything to determine who has it worse #and if u have it better then suddenly u have no place there. get some real problem or whatever they say #or when u do end up havin similar problems. its not I know it sucks do you need help or I hope you make it thru. its 'welcome to my world' #in the yandere community it feels like even the 'smallest' of issues. that like if it matters to you. it matters. regardless of what it is. #maybe it cause ppl who id w the yandere troupe are so used to bein outcasted by others that we dont rlly wanna do that to someone else #dont wanna be that one person who makes it worse even if we dont truly care abt the other person. #I wonder how many ppl would be yanderes if this dynamic didn't exist in other vent places. if instead of healin. it pushed them to #'get worse' thus findin comfort in the extremes of yandereism but also noticin that yanderes don't even care if yer vent is like #'my crush didn't say hi to me when I said hi to him' like damn that sucks do u need help dealin w that #n also the same response to 'im goin insane every day feels like peelin my skin off and puttin it into a shredder' #I could be talkin out of my ass but this is what I've seen at least personally around #yandereism is just a place for the extremes. but its also a place for the little things too cause everythin matters if it matters to u too #mostly cause I think yans tend to obsess over little things but thats a seperate convos hdkhdkdjd

[love-songs-for-emma]

okay im literally so emo. im looking at these entries in my 4th grade notebook where i talk about my older brother's girlfriend kelly who i thought was soso cool && i want yall to know that children look up to u & love u even if they dont say it enough out loud. like u are so cool & pretty & funny & if u are kind, children will know it before anyone else

#thinking abt kelly today<3 i hope shes doing so well #shes no longer on fb (not that i am much either but her accnt is gone) & i miss her lil updates of her & her daughter #this also is making me think abt all the random young ones ive come across in my life. friends & partners' younger siblings #& their lil siblings friends #who i could tell thought i was cool a lil but i nvr rlly Considered how strong my impact was/is #ig i always focused on those older than me. impacting me. #life's cycles r truly insane #personal #.txt #maria is literally just rambling. hi #actually this also reminds me a bit of the early podcast ep of Say More where olivia & melissa discuss 'being someone's Ex' & what it #means to be the ex. in regards to like social media & shish & how the current partner of ur ex feels abt u #like one of my ex's new partner used to watch my insta stories all the time & i think shes the coolest but i also was like... babe. this #isnt healthy. not that its for me to decide. maybe it was totally normal & she thought nothing of it. but she wasnt watching them before #& i just hope shes ok. maybe she was making fun of me with them. who knows ! but if theres a chance she was filling herself w anguish #looking at me. comparing herself with me. then id like to prevent that. & so i removed her on insta. im srry luv #i rlly hope ur doing well. truly #wow im rlly goin off here but i have sm to say on this topic. so maybe at this point i should've just written Properly abt this #instead of making a tumblr post & furthering these thoughts in the tags akjdkakd #but anyway. its all about /perception/. most of us r so worried abt being perceived poorly that we forget how many look up to us #how many look at us wide-eyed & amazed & imagine that we're Perfect. just like we can end up doing to others #tldr; everything is fake. its all fake. we're all just bsing our way thru life. spread love. be kind. gn

[waloeders]

my main problem with the bear is i dont eat anything. im on a diet of like, brown foods. what is it they call the autism diet? does anyone know what i mean, where its like you eat pasta, spaghetti, chicken nuggets, chips, just like the plainest simplest food ever. if i see an onion im going to cry. anyway i have no idea what theyre talkin abt half the time. "we should sautee this veg" "too much acid in that" "we should add cherry vinegar" what the fuck do you mean there are other flavours of vinegar!!!!!! i thought it was just the one acidic vinegar!!!! WHAT!!!

#jupiter.speaks #> this is all /lh but im fr 😣😭 mr no taste buds mcgee here #> the closest to 'fancy' food that i liked was chicken katsu curry. which is delicious but a rarity i dont really go to the japanese shop #> like the local restaurant often at all. its just not that nearby lmao #> this is not a criticism of the bear btw i am enjoying it!! i just dont know whats goin on #> pls. can we bring back cooking classes that dont just teach how to make a pasta bake. i get it. pasta + sauce in a baking pan instead.

[snekdood]

"TrANsMeN rEalLy nEeD tO HaVe wOmEn AroUnD TO NoT Be MiSoGyNiSTic 🤪" bitch i have great relationships w my mom and gma, i dont think it's on my end with this one

#i drink respect women juice every day. i just dont coddle yall. thats what you hate :) #i tell you what it is like my mom raised me to ight. #yall weaponize your presumed innocence all the fuckin time- ya wanna know what my issue is w a lot of women in my generation? #you're great at understanding feminist concepts but act like by virtue of being a woman in an oppressive system that you can do no wrong #like you're an eternal victim who never needs to change and its only ever men who need to change. idk becky sometimes you're a pos. #and a lot of girls in my generation are catty pieces of shits who justify their behavior w hashtag girlboss shit. #im over it. #if you were a real girl boss you wouldnt need to flaunt it. tuh. #t'would be obvious. instead you keep repeating it to others but mostly to yourself as an affirmation to shake off any denial #that comes by. idk. maybe you're a gossipy asshole for no fuckin reason and try to justify why you shouldnt change? bye #are you a hashtag girlboss winning or just an asshole trying to make yourself feel better about being an asshole #the women at doctors offices? love me. they think im hilarious. service worker women? also love me and think im hilarious #my gmas friends? love me and think im hilarious. #turns out its just yall bitter assholes who have an issue. and idk who im supposed to trust- the women irl who love me and think #im hilarious or becky online whos bitter and shitty bc of whatever justification of the week she uses to be an asshole to people. #lots of girlies goin around acting like meegan from key and peele thinking theyre That Bitch when really ppl not in their friendgroup #of girls who gossip and tear people down know her as That Asshole. #poor Weak Fragile Little becky can never be criticized on her actions. so so sad. shes an entire VICTIM bc you even thought of #criticizing her unu. how could i. #go cry about it and find my fucks. #if the worst i do to you is make you cry yeah im not about to feel guilt tripped about that.