#is this depression?

[craycraybluejay]

I don't feel motivated to do anything at all I'm so tired but I know I have stuff to do

#kill me nowww #im sowwy i am working just very slowly :( #all i want to do is eat junk masturbate and watch mindless entertainment #is this Depression? #nah can't be #i'm not depressed i enjoy things

[depressedromanticism]

At this point in life it's either choke me daddy or choke me to death Christ .

#emotions #feelings #help lol #chaotic academia #depressing poem #sorry for being depressing #is this depression? #dpd #derealization

[louisianimal]

Woke up feeling like I don’t want to leave the bed.

#is this depression?

[neewtmas]

Why am I just wasting my day sitting around and staring at the wall? I could do so many different things but just do nothing

#i haven't even eaten today #my room is a mess #whyyyyyyy #is this depression?

[olimabelss]

I have literally zero motivation to do anything. It's only 7 pm and I'm already drunk and in bed, which means I will be awake all night. Thus I will sleep all day tomorrow.

#It's been like this for the past two weeks #I have shit I WANT to do but yet no drive or push to do it #Is this depression? #It's only been 2024 for two weeks lol #my life

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

I’m drowning, please someone resuscitate me, breathe clean air into my lungs as I fight against the smog of what was, what never will be, fuck I can’t breathe, please

#is this dramatic enough #is this depression? #kinda depressing #depressing shit #tw depression #drown in my mind #personal shit #shit I can’t say out loud

[cynnaminstyx]

Feeling so productive drinking out of a mug this morning knowing damn well I woke up at 1:00pm and all I’m doing today is playing a GeoPol Minecraft server.

It’s not even coffee, it’s 0.99$ hot chocolate in microwaved Brita water.

#this is peak mental health #minecraft #is this depression? #it’s probably fine

[aphroditestummyrolls]

The desire to disappear into the forest is more like a need today

#is this pms? #is this anxiety? #is this depression? #is it the impending collapse of society anyway? #is it capitalism??? #yes

[lynne-monstr]

I've been tagged in so much cool stuff over the past couple months and I'm gonna do it! I'm gonna get to it!! I've been feeling low-energy these past several months but I'm trying to nudge the pendulum in the other direction

#being a person is so exhausting #i don't even have anything big going on it's just sometimes everything is harder #me constantly checking in on myself like #is this depression? #but in this case i'm pretty sure it is not it's just my personality #tw mental health #just in case anyone wants to avoid these kinds of tags

[starrviolet]

Sometimes.. Don't you just want to.. Punch a wall?

#punching walls for fun #is this normal? #wait #what the hell #how #is this depression?

[ochipi]

Being confronted with needing mental help “fast” but waiting lists and patient stops in psychiatry

#I’ve been crying for no real reason for 30 minutes #is this depression? #mental health #psychology

[slinkhole]

I hate that the meds that are keeping my brain focused also make it nigh impossible for me to enjoy and look forward to food.

It's like until my body creates a sensation of devouring itself, I forget that food exists and if I do think about it, nothing has ever sounded less appealing.

Once the Devouring of Self sensation occurs I'm able to force myself to choose a food to make that stop. And even then nothing actually sounds delicious or inviting, only less objectionable. Marginally less offensive to put into my mouth. Begrudgingly acceptable.

And then. I still have to make so much concentrated effort to eat each bite only to decide it's mildly pleasant as I chew. Mildly pleasant.

It's infuriating to be so fucking unimpressed by that which has brought me so much joy throughout my life. Fucking mildly pleasant. This is bullshit. And all because I need store bought brain chemicals so I can survive the capitalist hellscape that is my daily existence.

#adhd #food issues #brain chemicals #nd ranting #food rant #brain rambles #is this depression? #is this my life now

[erensdystopia]

mom, can you come and pick me up? i haven't opened my curtains in 3 months, and although i wash my sheets every week, the stench of melancholy sticks to them like maple to a tree bark. mom, i haven't eaten a homecooked meal since i left home a year ago, and i can feel a blackhole churning in my stomach; it swallows everything i am and everything i wish to be. mom, will i ever get used to hearing the hollow sound of my chest as i lie in bed every night and remind myself to breathe?

#girlblogging #is this depression?

[laikuh]

i miss feeling wild about a fandom.

#meeeeeeeeh #everything feels meeeeeeeeeh #is this depression? #just kidding i am clinically depressed and know that's what this is #shut up vin

[rosered12]

Weather’s been nice for a grand total of 2 whole days and I’m literally so happy that I’ve been on the edge of tears constantly. 

#is this depression? #spring #i'm this close #to a breakdown #I did not have a good winter