This week has been challenging. I’ve felt again the depths of how much I hate my job, the weight of it on me. And at the same time I’m noticing how I’m getting better at certain things, managing my boss, handling difficult people, thinking two steps ahead.
The time change has thrown me for a loop, and the weird warm weather felt like a reprieve or stay of sorts, a delay of the inevitable. It’s finally in the 40s this week and I feel relief to finally have the cold arrive and not just tease in between 65 degree days.
I’m off all next week and plan to soak up all the time off. I’ll make three pies (pecan, apple and cranberry are the current list) and do some Christmas shopping/planning.
Even with my professional frustrations, I feel I know more and more about myself as I get older. I understand myself and the world more, I try to remain open to new experiences and perspectives, I feel more rooted in who I am and what I want from my life and from the world.
I need to stop dedicating so many evenings to fanfic. I could have a life. Well no, more accurately I could have sleep. But nope my obsession with a random silly musical has ruined my high school years
megan thee stallion is the perfect example of unbothered energy. nicki has repeatedly vagueposted about her, gone on unhinged rants about her, gone so far as to mention her dead mother (such a classless low blow), threatened her on live, and has now released the tackiest diss track in history. and what has megan done? literally nothing. she straight up ignored her, aside from that one ig story where she posted herself laughing (which was perfect btw). she is the epitome of “i will not dignify that w a response.” i love it.
We’re diving into the weekend like a penguin on a mission 🫡
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I'm always like "Oh yeah the Nightmare Times are some of my favourite content Starkid has ever put out, but they're fun additional stories and not necessarily essential for people to watch if they're into the Hatchetfield musicals." And then I think about CCRP's future or Homeless Man or Pete's brother or Miss Holloway and I'm like OH MY GOD THEY DON'T KNOW. THEY DON'T KNOW. THEY LACK CRITICAL INFORMATION. THEY DON'T--