#it just doesn’t seem fair to me

[thesapphicsoldier]

“Fell first, fell harder” this, and “one partner would do anything for the other” that. What I really love is when both people are equally head over heels for each other.

When they both think each other are the coolest people they’ve ever met (bonus points if neither of them are very cool). When they both freak out after they get together and have a hard time believing it’s real. When they both get a little bit jealous when someone flirts with the other. When they both love showing each other off because they’re so proud that they get to be with a person like them. When they’d both go insane if someone dared to touch a hair on the other’s head. When one of them says that the other deserves better and they’re really confused because “wdym?? You’re the one that deserves better!”

I don’t get the craze of making one partner hopelessly in love when they could both be hopelessly in love, and that’s so much more beautiful and endearing to me.

#I also don’t like the implication of one person loving the other more #it just doesn’t seem fair to me #and it gives the impression that the relationship is more important to them than it is to to other #romance #writing romance #fandom ships #ship tropes #ship thoughts #romantic tropes #byler #lumity #elmax #lumax #huntlow #narlie #nick and charlie #< ships i think this applies to #jamie’s thoughts

[l3irdl3rain]

I try to be understanding and open minded abt other people’s decisions with their pet’s health but nothing makes me cringe more than seeing someone put their very elderly pet through chemo / radiation

#I mean a younger pet where there’s a real chance they’ll make it out the other end and be better? sure #but when you’re just getting your pet a few extra months but those months are misery? #that doesn’t seem fair to me #my post

[mumblesplash]

so as limited life has progressed there is a very funny very specific stupid thing my brain has been doing and i think this is the best way to put it:

#limited life #limited life spoilers #smajor95 #it’s not like this is fair or reasonable it’s just me being insane #literally any other cc nudges fans toward specific imagery and the oppositional gremlin lobe of my brain is like ‘you KICK artist???????? #‘you demand FREE images like the bad commission client??????? jail!!! jail for aTHOUSAND years!!!1!!’ #and then scott all but says ‘i think you guys should start drawing me with more scales and maybe gills :)’ #and for some reason i’m just like ‘that is a GREAT point whatever you say king’ #i think it might be something about the fact that he seems like he really understands what’s FUN for fanartists #so it feels more like he’s offering something than requesting something #i’m not saying this is actually the case and the other ccs aren't doing anything wrong #i’m just speculating as to why scott specifically doesn’t activate my ‘well now i am not doing it’ response

[big-friendly-birb]

An Ienzo to finish off 6/6!

From his expression here I can surmise he is about one second away from a snarky retort.

#kingdom hearts #kh #kh3 #kingdom hearts 3 #fanart #zexion #ienzo #kh ienzo #this definitely takes place right after he is recompleted #hense the scar #because somebodies keep the wounds from their nobodies #which doesn’t seem fair to me #ienzo who just 5 minutes ago in his time got his power sucked up by riku wearing a half hula skirt #that’s rough buddy #go insult Lea that’ll make you feel better #another ienzo in purple #that bookshelf was not quick to draw #injured but still cute

[nonbinarywardenamell]

Dragon age rant:

With the recent addition of Absolution to the DA franchise I have seen an influx of the usual memes about how the mage companion always betrays the PC or main character and people use Anders (understandable), Solas (also understandable) and Morrigan as examples and I just don't get it. Morrigan's "betrayal" doesn't come even close to the other two.

Anders lies to Hawke and makes them gather the ingredients needed for the chantry bomb, no matter how Hawke feels about his cause he does betray their trust.

Solas lies about his identity from the beginning and then disappears. You later find out that he was the one that gave Corypheus the orb and wants to tear down the veil.

Morrigan does obscure her intentions from the beginning but unlike the other two she doesn't hide the fact that she might be shifty. She tells Warden her intentions BEFORE the battle and if they don't agree with her she just leaves. The sole fact that she might have had ulterior motives doesn't even come as a surprise.

I just don't understand how these three are often roped in together when they have so little in common.

#dragon age origins #dragon age 2 #dragon age inquisition #dragon age #also comparing a god of trickery to two very troubled young humans doesn’t seem fair at all #dragon age anders #dragon age morrigan #also side note Anders is a free healthcare provider for the poor for many years before he blows up the chantry just saying... #i am usually very nice to Morrigan so she's nice to me back

[plusultraetc]

me: what class does aizawa teach? what do general studies students do after lunch? how long does it take on average for a support item to be made from concept to finished product?

my hero academia: wouldn’t you like to know weather boy

#bnha #mha #liza watches mha #liza blather #<- new tag for future yapping #to be fair i’m only chronologically caught up to s3 so some of these questions may be answered and google has just been letting me down #yes i know it doesn’t matter yes it still drives me insane #especially the aizawa thing #like at first i thought he was just their homeroom teacher but signs seem to point to him teaching a class #which also seems to be directly after homeroom #but midoriya said that regular classes are in the morning and hero classes are after lunch #i somehow doubt that aizawa is teaching them like. science or smth #especially bc at one point they use this period to select hero names #the general studies thing perplexes me too #if hero students have hero classes after lunch does the general studies department not have afternoon classes? #or do they have more ‘regular’ classes than the hero students #OR are the classes hero students take streamlined with shorter periods or maybe meeting every other day #with more of a focus on independent study #it’s entirely possible that the general studies program at ua is just on a completely different schedule #lest we forget that when midoriya was talking about the timetable he said that #hero/support/business students shared a cafeteria #no mention of those gen studies plebs #stream of consciousness tags much

[pastel-rights]

And then I finally end it off with some doodles of them… they make me feel things.

#ringmaster doodles #sona art #( they’re very much the theme of. love in the face of the neverending march of time. ) #( being immortal and knowing you will outlive the man you love because someone else deemed he unworthy of eternal life. ) #( he may still have tens of thousands of years left. sure. but you know that those will go by and he’ll disappear in the blink of an eye. ) #( and you’ll sit there on his death bed. wondering why did things end up like this? ) #( wondering what you did wrong. and if you could have done something different. you’ll always ask yourself. ) #( if he lives a life of happiness and comfort or did he live a life as gruesome and miserable as the wars on earth? but you won’t know. ) #( and the more you think about it. the more you realize it. how nihilistic he was. and how he never seemed to smile even in the good times. #he always seemed to have a frown or a scowl on his face. he always seems bothered and unhappy. ) #( so you wonder if it was something you did. because you know you aren’t perfect. you’re hardly good. ) #( you wonder if he’s mad at you. maybe he was. but he doesn’t have the heart to stay mad. ) #( and that’s love in the face of adversity. knowing that no matter how bad it gets. he loves you as you love him. ) #( and you wonder why he never smiles. because he truly never does. and so you ask him. honest and true. ) #( and he tells you there isn’t anything worth smiling for. nothing in this whole world. ) #( but he smiles at you. it’s always small. and it’s always brief. ) #( but that smile. that smile means love. ) #( that hug. as flimsy as it may be. that hug means love. ) #( of course. he isn’t affectionate. if anything. he detests it. he hates physical contact of any kind. you’ve noticed. ) #( which is a shame. you love your hugs and your kisses and your hand holding. ) #( but even if he doesn’t like it. he lets you do it. because it makes you happy. ) #( and you learn that when you’re happy. he’s a little less miserable. ) #( of course. not all love is equal. and not all love is fair. ) #( the love from a lover and the love from the father can never equate to one another. ) #( no one will love you in the same way a father or mother loves you. in the same manner. no one will ever love you the way I do. ) #( because my love will remain with you. long after I disappear. ) #( and as bitter as the idea of my own existence coming to an end is. knowing I did all of this for. essentially nothing. ) #( that I’ve gone through all this pain and suffering and hardship just for it to all amount to nothing. for it to be fucking useless to try. #I get to die knowing that you’ll always love and be loved. and that’s enough for me… ) #( … maybe there is something worth smiling for after all. )

[pepperpixel]

Me, looking at breagan: “I ship them.. so fucking much. but also, I love the dynamic and relationship they already have in the show. It’s perfect. But also, there are clear parallels between Reagan wanting to look out for ron, and put his happiness first. And Brett fEELING THE SAME WAY ABOUT REAGAN, THIS CLEAR CLEAR PARALLEL BETWEEN AN ACTUAL CANON ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP AND BREAGAN. But also, If they ever were to make breagan actually be a thing canonically i’d probably hate how it’s done cuz this is like. A funny adult cartoon show and (outside of some exceptions) NO RELATIONSHIPS WILL LAST. There will probably be a bunch of dumb drama. But also! THE SIGNS. I FEEL LIKE THERE WERE SO MANY SIGNS. OF BRETT HAVING FEELINGS FOR REAGAN. AND THEYD BE SO GOOD TOGETHER. ITD BE ADORABLE. But also nO IT PROBABLY WOULDNT ACTUALLY BE THAT GREAT IF THEY ACTUALLY HAD THAT HAPPEN IN CANON. BUT ALSO-“

#UAGHGHGHGHGH #this is… the sorta ship. I just want to exist in my mind… in fandom ghgh #but aLSO I FEEL LIKE THERES SOMETHING AFTUALLY THERE IN CANON #but I’m like… fuck!!!! that’s exciting but also terrifying!!! cuz they’ll probably fuck it up!!!! it’ll go badly!!! #but also uAGH! #idk man. I’m going insane #anyway. I do rlly like breagan. there will be art of them #I love breagan but I also absolutely respect anybody who doesn’t ghghg I love them as just friends too #like there dynamic in the show is PERFECTION. it’s great.. #but like. I wanna. in my head personally I’m like what if they smooched and held each others hands and shit… #that’d be cool ghghg- #pepper words #and to be fair! they might not do it horribly.. cuz they did the whole Ron and Reagan thing good #but it also ENDED TRAGICALLY #so like. ghghgh. fear. fear at this hints I think I see #also. if u disagree w me on the seeing hints in canon thing that’s fine. admittedly I might have bias ghghg #those moments just seem indicative of something to my mind.. I might just be insane tho #that’s a very real possibility lol #inside job #(me writing these tags: ‘Ron and Reagan… Ron and Reagan…. R-RONALD REAGAN’ #(there fucking.. their names together is Ronald Reagan ghgH-) #breagan

[newdayslinguine]

As someone who feels positively about joe alwyn, these song titles make me a little bit nervous ngl!

#please i like this guy. the breakup from what ive heard so far just sounds like peoples priorities changing #he seems like a nice dude. just doesn’t like attention. which is so fair! and if that impression is correct #then my opinion of taylor will be going down a few notches! #(if these songs are about him and throwing him under the bus) #but thats just me

[kinardiaz]

the finale did not deserve to be one of the lowest rated episodes on imdb people can have whatever opinion they want about it but the fact that it was rated 5/10 was completely unnecessary in my opinion but that’s just me

#i honestly thought that was one of the best episodes they’ve ever had #but like i said people are allowed to think what they want to think #just making it one of the lowest rated? doesn’t seem fair to me #911 fox

[breadedsinner]

“Imagine a more sympathetic Virmire Survivor,”. Imagine a more communicative Shepard.

#ME Tag #Idk that bugs me #VS is already doing the heavy lifting #And this idea that they should have done more #Just with how little Shepard actually gives them #Doesn’t seem fair #It especially doesn’t seem fair to Ashley considering the Alliance is such a big part of her

[pastelllemons]

i don’t like seeing older / post-canon aubrey designs where her head is still entirely pink 😭😭😭 i feel like it just signifies that she never grew / healed from mari’s death ( which she never truly will 2 some extent but that comes with any loved one’s death / grief ). let aubrey’s roots show !!! let her hair fade !!!! show her without her contacts as an older person !!! let her let go of this thing that has caused her so much pain throughout her already turbulent childhood + teenage years please i’m begging u

#mums said smth again #omori #aubrey omori #i copy / pasted this from my twt ( @ burgurkel btw 😜 ) #i bring this up bc i remember talking 2 someone about this and they were so adamant about aubrey Never cutting / redying / letting it fade #and it rubbed me the wrong way but i didn’t say anything in that moment lmao #i was just looking back on it and i was like Wait this doesn’t make any sense #like ur not willing 2 let aubrey’s hair ( a signifier of how she didn’t want 2 let go of the promise she made 2 mari as a child ) fade bc… #u thought it was equivalent 2 breaking their promise ??? #like bro the promise has been fufilled no amount of hair dye is going 2 bring her dead sister / mother figure back from the dead #u need 2 let her let it go the same way so many people let the others ( including sunny ) let mari’s death go #idk it just doesn’t seem fair 2 aubrey nor does it make sense 2 me #people move on from even the worst events that can happen that’s such a huge part of what omori is LOL #idk i’m just rambling atp it’s rly not that deep #omori aubrey

[theamazingannie]

I really hated the whole rich girl storyline, not just because it was both dumb and an Owen storyline, but because there was absolutely no reason to believe that a check made out to a singular person after a date/one night stand was meant to be for a charity, and that a dog bone emoji was enough to convey it was meant for a dog charity. Maybe it’s the autism but that storyline really bugged me

#911 lone star #911 lone star spoilers #anti-Owen #even tho he was right this episode to be fair #it was a dumb plotline to push when we could’ve gotten a silly plot line from literally anyone else #but in my mind there was no other way to interpret that #and that rich bitch getting upset that he dared to think she was paying him for sex was so annoying #especially when she was all ‘boohoo all anybody sees in me is my money and what I can give them’ #when she never mentioned this was for charity and made it seem like a gift #it gave me so much anxiety imagining myself in that situation #especially since Owen didn’t need that money and has too much pride to accept it if it was a gift #but that money is life changing to me and I’ve accepted enough handouts in my life to immediately turn that down #id probably talk to her before cashing it just because money comes with strings and it would sound like a sugar mama situation #in which discussing the terms is important #but id be so mad if she got upset with me for the way I interpreted it #especially since everyone else saw it that way #girl is just dumb I hope she doesn’t come back #but considering it’s an Owen storyline she most definitely will #meanwhile Paul’s HR girl is nowhere to be found

[yuribalisms]

Essentially what it is all boiling down to is I have fully realized I am bad at being a person, that will always be true, and I don’t know how to handle that

#I’m going to be depressing and self depreciating in the tags so. fair warning to anyone who reads them #I’ve known for a while now that I don’t know what to do with my life. I’ve thought of a few ideas but none of them seem to be working. and I #think a good chunk of what it’s boiling down to is that I am quite literally just stupid when it comes to an actual useful real life skills. #and it’s frustrating because I can’t even talk to ppl I know and confide in them that I feel dumb and stupid without them being like ‘nooooo #don’t say that! you’re not stupid! you were top of your class in hs!’ (that is their favorite thing to fall back on) but like. the thing is #I wasn’t even smart in hs. sure I did good but that’s because I cheated my way through and got lucky a lot. I never actually learned anythin #I never understood what I was being taught or how to apply it. I was good at English and art classes and that was it those were the only one #I truly felt I knew what I was doing in and grasped the subject matter well. I know I’m good at those two things and smart when it comes to #those subjects. but the thing is. in real life. both of those are useless skills. I can’t make money with them and it is highly unlikely #that will ever change. and yes I know not being able to make money with it doesn’t mean it’s useless but like it kinda does. capitalism #sucks. I know that. we all do. but that doesn’t change that we live in a capitalist society and it’s unlikely to actual change in my lifetim #so I’m stuck to try and figure out how to live in it. but I have no skills I can make money with so I will live my entire life poor and #miserable and working dead end jobs that make me want to kill myself. I’m not good at socialization I’m so fucking bad at it so I can’t work #any kind of job that hinges on networking or sales or human interaction which is MOST JOBS but I’m also too stupid for anything related to #STEM. I tried two different stem degrees and flunked out of both of them because I am a FUCKING IDIOT and I know there’s no point in trying #to go back to school for another one. but no degree in anything I naturally have a knack for will help me find a decent well paying job. ill #just be wasting my money to go to school for something like that. and then like. I don’t even think I’ll ever get married and I def won’t #ever have kids. so I can’t even put any hopeful stock in just being happy with a family one day. I know a lot of ppl who don’t like their #careers but they’re fine with that because they’re happy with their family but like I don’t even have that and I won’t ever have that. I #have NOTHING to strive for and NOTHING I am good at that’s meaningful I’m going to fail at having a career and a family and I know that #doesn’t mean I won’t be happy in theory but by societal standards I am and always will be a fucking failure of a person and since I do live #in this society yeah. it’s kinda fucking true. and I don’t know what to do about that. I’m just tired. I’m tired of being afraid and #struggling and going through patches of wanting to kill myself because of this because like what’s the point. I’ll never have anything #better so what in the actual hell is the point of me existing. and I know I’m being ridiculous and my brain is eating itself and none of #this is probably even true but that doesn’t change that it FEELS like it is a lot of times and esp right now and I don’t know what to do #to anyone who reads this I’ll be fine tbh prob as soon as tomorrow like dw about it I just need to get it out so I stop stewing in it. #I’m just. yeah. not having a great time rn but I left work so I’m gonna cry and then maybe sleep for a bit and hope that helps #kaz rambles

[deus-ex-mona]

i thought of my family. i ✨shrivelled up inside✨

#incoherent ramblings that may or may not be oversharing af in the tags. you have been warned #the lyrics just… really hit home at some parts. infidelity ain’t cool man. :( #ughhhh i just. the song’s just…!!!!! aaaaaaaaaa #now i really wanna take a crack at tling it bc. the…. aaaaaaaa #i can’t really explain my feelings about this song? but i have lots of them #like it brought back memories of being there in the cigarette-scented living room of my old place as my apparent other parent called his gf #i’ll never forget how sickening the softer and sweeter(?) tone his voice took on as he talked to her. it was grossssss #like it was such a huge shift from how he was towards his biologically female family members (my mother and myself) #just how was he able to be so soft towards that lady while also slapping the living daylights out of us? >:( it isn’t fair!!!! #my brother was spared from getting hit though. and he was spared from being involved in their fights too. male privilege ig. it’s not fair!! #not that i’d want that asshat to be sweet to me in the first place. heck no. #there was this time he asked me what kind of music i listened to. i told him t-swift bc i didn’t want him near my fav song: caramelldansen #he looked up one of her songs on yt to seem relatable，i told him ‘i don’t listen to t-swift’，and he screamed at me :((( #and there was also that time i was screamed at for calling him a perv for pointing out mosquito bites on my inner thighs :((( #and yet… just *how* was this ugly ass loser able to get girlfriends as a married man??? he’s 155cm so he doesn’t even have the height factor #ughhhhhh cheaters always remind me of this clown. i hate him. i really do. i hate tons of things but he’s the thing i hate most in the world #i can’t get rid of that mf though >:( the cons and cons of being literally named after him bc he was disappointed that i was born a girl ig #well. this sure got off-topic… i probably need therapy lol #but therapy’s too expensive (and too complicated to get) so tag therapy it is!!!! #i’ll just vent my life’s worries in the tags here all while everyone else suffers with me >:) #but… kitto wakareru yo’s a beautiful song (musically speaking). chico’s voice and the instrumentals are so good and very emotional… #but the dude mentioned in the lyrics can go cocc himself ig. cheating is unforgivable!!!!!!! #it is suiyoubi my dudes #inedible blubbering

[roostertuftart]

I keep seeing this whole debate about people ruining fanon and stuff by criticizing it or whatever and while I get that sentiment in some respects, it kind of comes off to the degrees it’s gone to as “don’t ever criticize my portrayal of a character even on your own blog because it ruins fandom” as if people having debates/conversations about what is ooc and what isn’t is a bad thing that shouldn’t happen bc it might… idk. Ruin creativity?? Like I’m all for people having a lot of freedom in fiction and I don’t like when people try to control in large part what other people can write and draw but we can still??? Discuss?? These things??? And talk about them?? Like you have to make statements and put out ideas when you discuss how a character is written and sometimes that’s going to contradict other people and sometimes that might turn into a debate even and that’s a good thing?? Idk.

I think I’m just tired of it being turned into stuff like “oh well you’re telling me I can’t do this” NO, i’m telling you it seems OOC imo and you can ignore me and do what you want, I don’t care.

#this isn’t about any specific people #but it is lowkey in light of recent discourse I was in #and I still see posts come up that seem to be referring to it vaguely and kind of immaculately and ugh it’s annoying #*inaccurately #like idk man i don’t care what you write I leave people alone unless it’s a meta post bc those are pretty fair game #and even then I tend to stick to my own blog #and yet i still see people like ‘well why do you care? why do you have to have an opinion on this? why can’t people do what they want’ #like bro THEY CAN I JUST WANNA TALK ABOUT FANDOM TROPES I THINK ARE INACCURATE #bc like!! whether I’m right or wrong in your opinion #I’d like to see them change and I have arguments as to why I think they should! but if someone disagrees or doesn’t want to listen THEY CAN #people act like they’re being harassed just block me if it bothers you someone has opinions on things ugh #me talking #kind of a vent ig but like idk! I gen feel like the whole ‘never talk about a fiction thing you don’t like bc it’s bad for creativity’ is #in itself bad for creativity and general critical thinking #south park fandom #discourse #<<<​not really but I know some people don’t like this type of stuff at all so