#it makes me want to throw up

[sauceless-maiden]

examples of how will wood's music speaks to me on an aromatic level (bc im insane)((and obsessed))

So if love conquers all

Then all else must have failed

I mean, who wants to fall

Can't we just take the stairs?

God, I don't get it. I really don't get it.

Could someone tell me how to feel?

Then you looked in my eyes and said

"How dare you love me when you should despise me? You should be scared of me"

I woke up in the middle of my surgery

And I watched them botch my heart

Only the second worst thing that I could've thought is that

This won't have to end if it doesn't start!

FUCKING ALL OF LOVE ME NORMALLY GOD DAMN LIKE ITS ALL AROMANTIC CODED ITS USELESS TO NAME ALL THE LRYICS

Bones, bones, bones, let me see your bones

Well, I don't wanna know if the feeling follows home

'Cause you never broke my heart, no, you fixed it, and now it works

But only enough just to suffer that hurt

What's so wrong about what's wrong with me

I'm just trying to do what's right by you

This isn't my first kiss, it's better to be lost than Loved, now, isn't it?

Horrified at the sight of my reflection in your eyes, I don't belong there

Who'd want to belong to anyone? I mean, what do people even do?

So if you love me, let me let you go, my love, so I can be no one

But I can't pin down what normal people want from foreign objects

Bottom shelf erotic products like me

So, I could hold your hand but keep you at arm's length

I swear, I'm really trying

It just don't come natural to me to think that you'd want me for me

Oh, I'm sorry, I promise, I'm doing my best

I just haven't learned how to be human as you are yet

I'm not a good person, I'm barely a person at all

But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all

She said take care

But I take more than I bring

Oh, beat by beat and heart by heart

Oh, this won’t have to end if it doesn’t start

Well as I navigate my tangled veins, make my way back from my brain

Guess the roadmap to my heart was upside down from the start

#IM DOWN POINDING MY HEAD #AGAINST THE KITCHEN FLOOR #his music is so good #it makes me want to throw up #something about how he writes love songs #AB BEING BAD AT LOVE #im so here for it #foaming at the mouth #will wood and the tapeworms #will wood #wee woo #will wood lyrics #lyrics

[ptsd-phoenix]

ms paint vent art

#actuallyabused #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #ptsd #vent art #phoenix posts art #it makes me want to throw up #phoenix trauma vent

[lunarlegend]

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#i feel so sick thinking about how i have to lead Noctis to the Crystal again in order to progress in the game #it makes me want to throw up #AU of my AU where there is no Crystal because Stella thought it was a giant piece of rock candy and smashed it with her warhammer

[ribbonmiku]

i joke about how much time i’ve lost and my memory gaps and i always think i’m exagerating but. maybe i’m not actually. i’m trying to make a timeline of my adult life and oh actually it’s worse than i thought! :/

#how am i 26 man how is that real #it feels like i was just 18 #but it also feels like i’ve died three times since then at least #and i’m three lifetimes removed from whoever the fuck that was #it makes me want to throw up #vent // #i’m gonna have to dig up old journal entries if i want to be able to finish piecing this together. eh

[thevagabondexpress]

i'm legit considering deleting what little i have of rivers & gates off ao3 tomorrow instead of updating it someone please do something to convince me not to do this i don't want to i don't

#someone please understand the difference between “i feel like this is something it'd be good for me to do” and “i feel like i'm being #forced into an only choice that i actually hate the thought of making" please #i loved those books #i loved them for like almost a year #adored them #poured my heart and soul into them #could've written nine more of them #and then they just got fucking covered in ick #i started publishing the first one on ao3 in the hopes i could make some new good memories with it #did everything i could to drum up interest for it #started tag lists everything #i don't have a single person i can talk about it with anymore #not even the person i used to be unhinged with about it before the events that got it covered in ick #i'm literally sobbing as i type this #nobody but me likes these books that i worked for a whole year on #it makes me want to throw up #or maybe tear something in half #smash some plates #break a chair #snap my glasses so i can't see the screen of my computer anymore #just somebody tell me what i'm supposed to do

[like-butterflies-and-glitter]

i generally hate my experience on dating apps but nothing makes me want to beat up a certain kind of man more than the ones who feel comfortable commenting really weirdly forward stuff on my photos because i am wearing black lipstick...

#vidhik.txt #it makes me want to throw up #and delete the apps but also i have a problem where i will download them again and probably not go on more than 2 dates at all #if with the same person even i dont think i have ever been on a second date #one of them was unfortunately because i was sick and we are still in touch but i dont think long distance is my thing so

[hsyliker]

also while we’re on the topic of the 1863rd round can we talk about how hsy saved knw…..how she’s jihye’s teacher….how she saved the people that she loved at the expense of the rest of the world…..it srsly makes me so violently ill thinking about it.

#like the tragedy of forsaking the entire world to protect you & your own…. #it makes me want to throw up #1863 han sooyoung #han sooyoung #hsy #orv spoilers #omniscient reader spoilers #omniscient readers viewpoint

[queerbuckleys]

That boy and I were creating a masterpiece

Like ….. god this writing is purely exquisite, in any other context you would think that this is spoken out of love, admiration. It being rooted in deep hatred and truly despicable actions just makes it all the more evil.

#it makes me want to throw up #aj rewatches outlander

[faneth]

no matter how good the game is i just cannot take it seriously with character design like that

#it makes me want to throw up #why would you do this clash of clans level design for a pc game

[aziraphool]

I have felt The Horrors (my hand touched a chunk of food when washing up)

#erin rambles <3 #it makes me want to throw up

[just-miru]

man, i just wanna punch him in the face-

#(not about the bastard) #like- #he knows how much i hate the smell of fish #it makes me want to throw up #but he decided to prepare it in front of me while i was eating anyway- #as if he couldn't wait 5 more minutes for me to finish for fuck's sake #and now i feel sick to my stomach #*screams*

[dsrtrosearchived]

mentally? i am always thinking about rdr. there is never any exception.

#* OOC. #deadass i love this f*cking game so much #it makes me want to THROW UP

[thisgodwontforgiveyou]

i hate iris more than maybe any character i have ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever experienced in my life

#imagine if yotsuyu was split into two parts where one was the victim/perpetator of the crimes #amnd the other was purely the fetishization and misogyny #it makes me want to throw up #shes the worst fucking character ever written

[allforlovessake]

it makes me fucking sick

#all of it . all of it makes me sick #thinking about it. seeing it. missing it. #it makes me want to throw up #i feel so sick

[lotus-pear]

hngghh domestic......

#screaming crying throwing up sliding down the wall soft skk makes me so feel so warm and giddy #listen i love their canon dynamic but a hopeless part of me wants them to fall in love and pursue a tranquil domestic life #free from the burdens of their jobs and their past (<- i am delusional this will never happen) #A GIRL CAN DREAM #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[puppyeared]

these two are so interesting to me

characters belong to @canisalbus

#clenches fists. im so sosososo normal about them. i think about them a normal amount (lying) #actually the 2nd image is based on some sort of anime couple pose template(?????) that i saw a while back and wanted to draw them in it #but i swear to god i CANNOT FUCKING FIND IT. i was literally knee deep in yuri and yaoi fanart for hours trying to find that god damn photo #but i dont even know who the characters were and pinterest just shows me bakugou and deku making out sloppy style whenever i try #so i gave up an tried drawing it from memory and cried the whole time. i hate anatomy.. but they look so happy so its fine #god whenever i see Lore or sweet little tidbits for these two i want to tear into something with my teeth and throw something /pos #i genuinely want to study these gay little renaissance dogs under a microscope #what fucks me up is the fact that we all know it ends horribly but u cant help loving them anyway.. they are so. incoherent hand gestures #my art #myart #others ocs #vasco #machete #vaschete #furry art #fur #anthro