#it's tired it's been done to death

[airbenderedacted]

What was the beta s2 villain design? I haven’t heard or seen abt that one n im curious

,,,,Bombshell my bbygirl,.

#she is So fucking cute & as a standalone design i love her but #for WOYS2's main villain.. for WOY's MAIN CAST........ bro absolutely not this is literally just 'hrjfdf woman hot' villan and nothing else #swapping this out for manic hot topic gremlin bastard lesbian was where they struck gold like. ty god hrjbhsdjgfbng #not that the way they used dominator was /perfect/ by any means #bc believe you me there's a few things in the show that were ehghhghhh at best & stuff from the crew that pisst me AWFF at worst but #overall dom was really solid. the purpose her character served and the writing & character building choices for her were all *chef's kiss* #there was a lot about her whole vibe that was communicated REALLY WELL through her design alone imo #(and a lot about her personality and motivations that you could gleam from JUST her first out-of-suit appearance on its own #i just really wish they'd given WAY fewer fucks about her being pewtty or conventionally attractive or Whatever bRO IT'S HOLDING YOU BACK!! #i dont think Any of that stuff was prioritized when brainstorming for bombshell here 😭 maybe they hadn't fleshed out those ideas yet #bc with Bombshell? the only things her design communicate are that she's hot & apparently that's Important + she has a bug theme going on #& i GUESS that she's ostentatious & goes for v loud clothing. those pauldrons command a room #so you can get ''commandeering'' and MAYBE even ''powerful'' from that #but for a MAIN VILLAIN meant to majorly challenge the main cast & shake up the show‚ THat is extremely milquetoast!!!!!! #again there's rlly nothing here to take away from her design overall other than that she's sexy. why define her that way for being a her #it's such a big ''nah man'' #it's tired it's been done to death #the read you get on her from Overall Vibes alone are very bland!!! #i have to wonder at what point they really started to get the ball rolling in the right direction w/ their S2 big bad to end up w dominator #wondering if maybe it was when they figured they should make her a punk to contrast wander being a hippie? #do you think maybe they just got input from women #grateful every day for the absolute bastard supreme we ended up with #finalhaunts

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

light tries a new method to beat L (seduction) + some silly doodles lol

#death note #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #this was v quick bc i feel like i’ve been very busy lately and yet i still seem to be getting nothing done #but whatever #have them whatever comes next will be better i prommy #farewell #i am going to go sleep for a hot minute bc i am. So. tired

[beastrambles]

Sometimes it doesn't matter how many times people try and drill it into your head, some things only click when you're scrambling around, frantically throwing together a protection jar to shake off a nasty curse that the ingredients don't matter.

Magic is Intent.

Sure, some things have become so deeply woven into common beliefs that it is difficult to remove those associations (salt=protection, pink/red=love, etc. etc.)

But in the end, it doesn't matter.

Humans like to have systems and guidelines to follow to make their work simpler, that's just what we do.

So it makes sense that we have assigned certain attributes/meanings/purposes to different things to make witchcraft, well, easier (see: crystal charts, spice/plant uses, color theory, and so forth).

One of my biggest gripes for the longest time was about how people seemed dead set on "ingredients" having specific/limited uses, and to use them otherwise was foolish. Which! Never made sense to me! But until recently, I lacked the right words to explain this frustration.

But honestly? I can't be mad about it any more. Fuck, sure, why not, salt is useful for preservation and keeping unwanted pests away, so yeah, it's good for protection.

It's much easier to do work with a few tokens of meaning than try and do everything with only mental effort (speaking for myself)- having physical objects to represent your intent can help tenfold. Doesn't matter if people don't have the same associations with those tokens as you- only your intent matters.

#long ramble but I had a long day at work and my guitar literally began falling apart under my hands so Im kinda Done with this week already #its been a long year #witchcraft #witch #witchblr #pagan #rambles #personal #occult #paganism #spellwork #death witch #beast is tired have a good night y'all #might reword this to be more coherent later #magic

[magnusthepuppet]

leaving the ofmd fandom

i’ll be completely honest. i just. cannot deal anymore. the constant negativity in this fandom has grown truly rancid because some people (you know who your are) just refuse to leave it. i’m not going to let this bullshit ruin my enjoyment of the best show i’ve seen in years.

i’ll be blocking the ofmd tag completely for…ehh idk a couple of months? and just generally cutting off most engagement with the community as a whole. i’ll still post art about it whenever i make some, but otherwise expect mainly tf2 and tma posts from now on.

#the reason i say a few months is because i’m *hoping* that this is just another good omens s2 #and that when i come back the people who are saying they’re leaving the fandom because of the finale will have just #done it #and have stopped posting about ofmd in general yk #im not unfollowing anyone either #i just really don’t like the stuff that’s been on my fyp since…the beginning of october really #so yeah that’s why #fuck you izzy canyon 🖕🏼 you’re a bunch of toddlers who got their toy taken away #fuck you izzy haters 🖕🏼 y’all are just real bitter people huh #i’m tired. i’m done. #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s2 #ofmd s2 spoilers #i guess in the tags #ofmd fandom critical #fandom critical

[lifeisahighway]

imagine axing a (male!!) sa survivor who is going through recovery and instead of continuing to show that process choose to have gina not believe a victim (basically her step sister) and then go on to try to fuck said victim’s attacker

#tw: sa #ee spoilers #eastenders #i am tired #what the actual fuck are they doing #hasn’t the dean thing been done to death i’m sorry #like isn’t this literally what happened with roxy? #just that was less gross #also please lmk if i need any more tags

[starswallowingsea]

do my man (not you, the redhead)

jaspdfioamsdpfoasd okay

This might be all over the place but I'm just gonna rant about Rinne's character development and how other people see him mostly since I think that is the most interesting way to look at him.

Rinne, as we all know, puts up a facade in front of basically everyone. He's always laughing and scheming about something and makes it fairly obvious to everyone that he's all about causing trouble on purpose. He wants to destroy ES from the inside out, breaking the system that threatens to homogenize idols and take away what he loves about them.

(Cutting a lot of other screenshots due to image limit). The new system is limiting and that's something Rinne explicitly doesn't like. He wants to be loud and angry and be human. This, ultimately, is what motivates him through the entire main story.

Now, during this same time period we're also establishing the basic Bee dynamic. In the first interactions between HiMERU and Rinne we get some back and forth about what they should do and also find out that Rinne knows about Kaname. Maybe not more than the broad strokes (just that the HiMERU in his unit is not the original HiMERU and that the original is out of commission) but he knows there's something going on there. HiMERU does not like this and directly says that anyone who knows about his secret needs to be erased, but Rinne is too important as their leader to erase, so he'll have to leave him be for now.

Rinne is a nuisance to HiMERU but a necessary one. Crazy:B needs to survive in order for HiMERU to make a proper comeback as an idol, and eventually the plan would be to break away (which comes up again in Night Club, which is a whole other post, but Rinne eventually convinces him that being a solo idol would be a bad idea, potentially also thinking about how it would impact Kaname's legacy, though that's just speculation on my end)

Niki we know at this point sees Rinne as a nuisance as well, at least that's how he vocally expresses it. His conversation with Mayoi in Chapter 5 shows that he does know Rinne better than almost anyone and that Rinne is just putting up a front to keep other people away.

Kohaku's view of Rinne is a little harder to pin down right away. Kohaku fights back initially against Rinne's views on the ES idol system, saying he needs to go with it and put aside his arguments for the sake of survival before Rinne shoots that down with his monologue about not being crushed in the gears of the machine and becoming something he hates. Kohaku, of the three other Bees, seems to be the most open and willing to trust Rinne and follow him, likely because he doesn't have as much to lose.

Kohaku is the most willing to accept Rinne's vision of idols as well, willing to get his hands dirty alongside him because that's all he knows (he brings it up a lot in the joint conversations between Crazy:B and Alkaloid). Even if he would rather take the easy route and go with the system, there's no real fun in that. It would be like he never even left home if he just gave up without a fight.

#message in a bottle #nozomiicchii #enstars #ensemble stars #rinne amagi #himeru #kohaku oukawa #niki shiina #niki is mentioned but i dont really focus on him as much cuz the rinniki stuff has been done to death #but himeru and kohaku's relationships w rinne in the main story. stares at them #thats really what this is. early main story meru and kohaku's views of rinne and why #i cut a lot of screenshots for length but i can post them separately if anyone wants to see them #from like. main chapter 47 (rinne and meru stuff mostly there) uhhhh idr the number for the kohaku ones but i have them #ugh. anyway. im not done rereading the main story but kohaku at the end makes me so. wahhhhhhhhhh #you ahve no fucking idea the grip that little pink thing has on me sometimes. i need to squish him #anyway im tired its like 10:30 at night i have to open at work tomorrow so i am going to leave this here. #i might reblog it again or make a new post with later observations as they come up

[moe-broey]

IT'S SO OVER

#screaming crying throwing up #i'm. not gonna have tjat art done on time. #esp bc tomorrow i'm busy. i have to leave thw house and Do Things #UNBEARABLE. UNBELIEVABLE. #tbh maybe it's my own fault. my hubris. thinking i could complete That in time #i'm going to die one thousand deaths about it though i'm gonna scream and cry and blow up the whole world #also again maybe my own fault. i have been drawing since like. morning. 9am probably. #like 6pm coffy is not gonna cure Doing Too Much. probably. #my vessel is suuuujch a weak ass baby bitcj though WHY aren't you invincible and full of energy all of yhe time. bitch. cunt. #i'm so fuckinh tired i'm gonna writhe like a dead snake. #i am legitimately so fucking mad though. like it just hit me all at once and now i'm incurable. KILL EVERYONE RIGHT NOW‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥🔥🔥

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

couple of mello + near doodles

#death note #mello #mihael keehl #near #nate river #meronia #bright colors #eyestrain #been having fun w colors recently :3 #these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards #like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh #i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind #this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done #with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool #with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really #help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes #me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk #anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you

[weskinz]

maybe if i go back on antidepressants ill ask for wellbutrin

#p #like yes i am pretty depressed rn but i dont feel like killing myself like i did when i was on viibryd #no genetic altercations my ass i was on that shit for years and just now looking back at my messages and notes no wonder i was scaring ppl #i was so anxious one time i had to sit in my brothers room so i knew he wasnt going to die suddenly #and i was so so so scared but it was like there was a mental block where it couldnt become a panic attack jst paranoia #but i was one degree from it. just imagining what i did to him happening to me scared me to death and i had to reassure myself #my mom asked me abt it the other day like 'hmmm. wouldve been nice to let me know you werent on it anymore. seems like a thing your mother- #'-should know.' and like yes since im still completely dependent on her in all aspects but man #i didnt want to explain i had no interest in seeing lisa anymore and i was just done. i was so tired of my lows being so fucking low #and not even noticing they were so bad yknow #do i even know how to be honest anymore. no i dont think of killing myself but i dont see a future for myself either #i have no goals no motivation no nothing #its selfish to want to die but its like that mytoecold dude video where hes like 'if i spilled milk and then killed myself technically- #'-the problem would be gone' like yeah. that is true. how do i get that out of my belief system #he was a raging addict btw i just saw that video. crazy and sad but i guess when you are dealt a bad hand you see eye to eye

[interludebloom]

been thinking that maybe i've been in denial about a lot of stuff lately and well. lol

#actually one of my closest friends turning down on me out of the blue and my mom's death anniversary coming up do affect me #maybe me being myself has never done me any good and everyone leaves. idk #i'm trying to be a good person but it's still not enough and i'm so tired. ive been saying this for years now #as per usual spiralling etc. but it will pass i know etc.

[othercrossee]

Btw yes I am making kamado sorta a villain in the au, in the game he was so pathetic about protecting the village he rather sent out a 15yo child out in the wilderness after using them for his own gains, left to die and rot if volo didn't help them

#z rambles #hes so caught up in his own goal and his past to look around himself who he hsd been casually exploiting and in this case #its the dorm presidents who are still students yet treated like an employee for the entire school years #its even worse knwoing theres TEACHERS in the dorm concil who doesnt do equally as much as the president #and irida is young. her entire thing is that she was forced to grow up too fast and shes so tired she doesnt let herself rest due to it #unlike irida. adaman actually doesnt overload himself with work cuz he trusts his council members to do their fair share #irida is too prideful and shes too anxious to rely on others. she rather overwork hersslf to death if it leads to that #kamado doesnt care as long as the job is done #and when a very real dangerous thing happened he doesnt call off the hunt altho adarida told him to do so #*he was not one to bent rules after petty remarks* they were questioning his status and decision. he was the director for a reason #and it seems irida took that to heart. of course. only you kmow the best ill do my part eveb if it means dooming myself #cant help it cant you? just another task she needs completed and be validsted in how responsible she is for her position #for the greater good wpuldnt you risk yourself as well? your livelihood? your youth? your life? #was death really sth she cpuld casually accept #obv it isnt entirely kamados fault why irida is the way she is. eveb in later chsoters hes proven to be rsther stuck in his own shoes #why not fit into another size for a try? #the ghost of the two children hikari snd rei would surely show him incase we couldnt. exploited and dying in battle out in the danger? #theyd kmow a thing or two about teaching old men too stubborn in their ways to see the risk theyve taken #why risk for the greater goods when theres other ways thst doesnt require such things to begin with? #were you gonna let your own trauma and memories destroy others too? were you? #and god did that rang thru maybe not just for one. someone else def need to hear that for herself #were she gonns ket her own trauma and memories destroy others....and subsequently herself in the process? #it almost feel like her entire life could burst open at the seams. at its foundation #maybe for her the treasure hunt isnt too special. especially when your entire life feels as if youd been hunted from the beginning #spirit school au #HOW R PEOPLW FINDING THIS?? its just so ranfom??? #2024 op here excuse me dkjakd

[oh-katsuki]

I hate working a fucking job all the time. it was a mistake to finish the quarter and then immediately start working every single day. it could be the greatest environment in the entire world and it’s still fucking soul sucking. I hate coming home after working a retail job and being too exhausted to even fucking to devote time to my hobbies and passions.

#I barely have the energy to shower lately #let alone write or draw #this past week has been somewhat excruciating and I’ve got another full week with no days off in front of me #I’m so fucking exhausted #and I don’t even hate my job #my job is fantastic and my coworkers and bosses are cool #I am just so fucking tired because I’ve not had a real moment to breathe since October #and when I DID have a moment to breathe over thanksgiving #I didn’t even feel rested because I had to go to a friends fucking funeral #like I just… idk I’m so tired and I feel like I didn’t even have time to grieve jamo’s death #let alone processes it between school work and my actual job #and now that the quarter is done #I am working every fucking day because it’s the busy season for my store #and this morning I woke up with a stomach bug #and STILL went to fucking work as soon as it cleared up bc my boss needed me there #the new guy at work sucks #and now I’m home… have to shower.. go to bed.. #and then get up tomorrow morning and go to fucking work again #and in perspective my schedule is not that busy #like if I had the energy I could write in the hour I have in the morning or the hour after work and chores #but I don’t have the energy and idk why #and I’m a lucky gal. my family is good to me and I’m financially stable. I’m lucky. but I’m still fuckkng exhausted #I feel like I shouldn’t be exhausted #but I am and I have no idea what to do about it #everything is overwhelming #I’m so tired #vent