#its 4am and i just woke up so

[violentdevotion]

ramadan in a few weeks and im the only Muslim in my office im anticipating sooooo much attention ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#ameera speaks #employment escapades #'oh ameera what do you have for lunch?' oh nothing im fasting 😌 yeah its for a month. not even water no 😁 #oh sorry for messing up the appt you guys its just i woke up at 4am ti start my fast so im pretty tired or whatever #AND WHEN I COME IN WEARING MEHNDI :O #what if when shaitaans locked away i stop finding my coworker hot how scary would that be...

[clits-and-clips]

I dont even know what to say anymore. I'm just in so much pain. I've never experienced this kind of loss before. And we were together for so long. I woke up from a bad dream again. I wish I could control them. I wish I could cuddle him in the morning. I wish things were different

#txt #so sick of having bad dreams #my cat woke me up at 4am again #i feel bad cause i got so mad at her #because i took a sleeping tablet so she wouldnt do that and also so i would dream and also so i wouldnt have broken sleep #its not her fault #but she was plucking on my chest #i just uuuuggh #im going to buy her a cat bed today #hopefully she wont do that again #not looking forward to today #wouldnt dream* #even making typos makes me angry aha ffs

[wizardnuke]

stimulant meds are so funny. "appetite suppressing" bro i've been back on adhd meds for three days and have eaten more than i have in the past week prior. hungy

#i don't know man. idk why the appetite suppressing meds reboot my ability to feel hunger back to factory settings but my god its working. #literally the only drug that does it too. weed? alcohol? nothin. not hungry. methylphenidate? raiding the fridge rn #woke up at 4am and demolished the leftover pizza. this is Highly unusual behavior for me genuinely #like that's Nothing. everybody does that right. no im arfid georg and can't get myself to want food for the life of me #it's so funny im not even a picky eater i am just truly ambivalent to the idea of food existing in general. like #the only food i can think of that i don't like is like. cooked carrots. and i'll still eat them. im not picky! #i just don't want to eat!! adhd hell

[charlattehotte]

u know those chronic illness days that aren't even like painful or scary they're just the right level of irritating to really fuckin get u down

#cw ibd-typical tmi in tags i guess #woke up at literally 4am for no reason #after a bit i was too hungry to sleep so i made an egg sandwich but my microwave ended up wasting 2 eggs in the process #stomach was just kind og doing the warning rumblings all day and had a few painful BMs and had to get out the lidocaine again #and ive had to pee like at least once an hour alllll day #i hate this man i wanna be in remission lmao #im also ~stressed~ about therapy on tuesday because atm i cant fucking have an emotion #without my stomach throwing a fit #so idk how thats gonna work :o) and im paranoid theyre gonna do an assessment and then refer me somewhere else hahaaha #anyway rn im Hungry but Anxious About Eating and also just have acid reflux from downing a ton of green tea #its inadvisable but i am just gonna take my sleep meds and go ebd without food i think i cant fuckin do this

[n4b3]

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#genuinely just want her out of my life the pain i experienced whenever i see her is tremendous #it is equally as painful as being ill #i woke up at 4am and its almost 6 and i can't stop thinking about her #and i stupid ass girl thought everything would be fine that she would understand what im going through and cried my eyes out asking for hel #and yet i got nothing. thinking she was someone i could rely on #it is so painful to see the fragments of what we were in other people. but she has actively avoided me and treated me so badly #and yet i bite back when she does and it couldn't get any worse #and i held to that hope that there's a way it can be fixed there's hope to that promise she said she didn't want to lose me #and lose the connection we had for so many years #it's like she's that kind of person everybody likes. everybody friend. but its only there for the good times and not for the bad times #and made me wonder what does friend mean to other people? for me is for the ppl who are in the good and the bad #i just kind of realized i can't talk to her anymore bc it sends me on this spirals of why's why's why's #why is she like that with me? why didn't she kept up with her promise? what kind of shit did i do or say that made everything go south? #this is too much for me and i don't know what I did wrong #everywhere i go i just see her bc she's my classmate but also i can't scape her bc her art is suddenly in art galleries #she haunts me in a way #but i miss her so much and i just we could go back to what we used to be #and i don't understand why shes like that with me none of our common friends understand either and everyone telling me to drop her #because of her behavior #and im just here praying for someone to pop up into my life and take me out of this misery #but it is really one of the hardest things for me is to meet new people literally my Achilles heel #its so hard to go through this pain alone i can barely keep up with the illness i have this shit is the cherry on top #made me wish I had ride or dies #and I have so many reasons to hate her and treat her badly and awful and yet i don't do it... and I even forgave her what she did to me #treats me like I was the one who did what she did to me #is really so bizarre

[dizzybevvie]

screaming into the abyss

#I hate insomnia #I thought it had just left bc i havent had a streak in like 6 months but ig it just comes back during summer 😭 #IM SO FUCKING TIRED I JUST WANNA SLEEP BUT IVE GOT TO GO TO SCHOOL. AND DO CHEMISTRY😭😭😭😭😭 #Woke up at 4am yesterday and didnt sleep last night my brain is so fried #I cba for this I just want to sleep #And i know for a fact anytime i tell someone I didnt sleep theyll be like 'Go to bed earlier“ LIKE ITS MY FAULT #Its so annoying i just want to sleep #(Rovobuddies Silver the hedgehog) I just wanna sleep Blaze. Im so tired of taking melatonin it makes me tired all the time #rant #beverly says stuff

[abracazabka]

3am. no sleep. only johnny lawrence brain worms.

#your honor i love him so much im gonna sob #its a tough job but man i do it so well #EDIT: 4am now trying not to cry cuz im a big baby with big feelings i just love him and daniel and carmen and amanda so so much imma puke #im gonna get less than 4 hours of sleep but it was worth it cuz i love them i love them i love them cry sob heave #EDIT EDIT: dont do what i did i jad a crazy dream where Andie McPhee and I were victors of the Hunger Games #but somehow i was a part of the Capitol like I had Effie'a position while she was the mentor to our tribute who was WEDNESDAY ADDAMS #anyway she was having a tough time of it and i loved her so much and there was a lot of crying cuz she wouldnt let me get close to her #idk what happened with the games or with Wednesday like she probably died. we were not focused on her at all. #ALSO before this dream i fell asleep for like 20 mins then woke up with a jolt cuz i dreamt spiders were crawling all over me!! #moral of the story: go to bed and read the fanfic in the morning

[girlwithfish]

im soo fkn tired 😭zzz

#Slept at like 3-4am woke up at 1030 drove back home #helping my mom cook lunch then hoping i can just skip out on eating lunch w everyone cuz its just my #brothers friends family coming over and im soooo tired from yesterday i was so crossed #thankfull i drank the perfect amount and didnt get sick at all.

[violentdevotion]

confession time. when im late to class i go through my liked songs and pick the best one before walking into class just so when I take my headphones off for a brief second everyone can hear what good taste I have

#ameera speaks #its 8am and i have a 9am and i went to sleep at 4am and i woke up at 7am and im in uni till like 5-6pm #im feeling confessional #im feeling Awake im feeling Aware im feeling Tumblr #i couldnt find one in time last time so i just turned my music off before i walked in #usualy ots just blur tho

[bringmcresorrows]

now the question is do i stay up once again till 6 am to watch the show or do i try to sleep and wake up later? mhhhhhh.

#i most likely wont be able to sleep but also ughhh i woke up at 4am today. #think ill just stay up and die for a couple of hours during the day idk #its only 12am now tho so maybe in a little bit ill sleep problem is WHAT IF I DONT WAKE UP IN TIME #anyways #mcr #my chemical romance #mcrla5

[littlefoxwithbighat]

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#HOLY SHIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY FLATMATES WTF WTF WTF #Vent tw #Vent cw #I LEFT FOR FOUR FUCKING DAYS BECAUSE OF A HEALTH CRISIS AND THERES MOULD ALL OVER OUR KITCHEN #All the bins are overflowing nobody's swept the floor or surfaces #Someone left the heating on all night despite me asking repeatedly to please keep it off past midnight and because the pipes run through my #Room i woke up at 4am #I want to be here because its so much easier to study but holy shit holy shit #When they had their exams i picked up extra slack #When I have final deadlines and a health crisis fuck me I guess let's just not clean at all #And I guess I'll buy everything because oh yeah nobody's bought any kitchen paper despite using all of mine #I bought all the washing up liquid and soap and most of the toilet paper #I'm the only one who ever cleans the gross fucking bathroom #Just so fed up #Sorry for all the negativity on here lately

[ozzgin]

Yandere! House Monster x Reader

Listen, I woke up in cold sweat at 4am with a vision: you and your stereotypically unavailable gamer boyfriend have moved into a new house. You find out very soon it's not as empty as you had assumed, but your worries fall on deaf ears. The tentacle monster lurking in dark corners just wants to make sure you're not lonely.

[Second Part]

Content: gender neutral reader, monster romance (mildly NSFW)

You didn't notice anything strange at first. Maybe it was considering its prey. You'd found a cheap, old house available for rent, and your boyfriend couldn't refuse the extra space for his mancave.

Oh, you poor thing. It watched your lonely evenings, your empty bed at night, your futile attempts to spend more time with your beloved partner. It had originally planned to devour your souls and await the next foolish mortals to enter its realm, but seeing your pitiful state prompted a change of heart. Metaphorical heart, of course.

It started gradually: testing the waters, or what you'd call a courting attempt. Doors opening by themselves, disembodied eyes lovingly gazing at you from the nearby walls. Dark tendrils making their way out of the shadows, just to announce its presence.

"I think this place might be cursed", you told your boyfriend one evening. "I've been stalked by amorphous silhouettes of blight and terror, and they whisper ancient blasphemies to me at night." He let out a worried shout and slapped the desk. "That's cool, babe. I'm kind of losing right now, though, so perhaps give me a minute?"

One night you were awakened from your slumber by a warm touch sliding across your body. You smiled into your pillow as the cheeky hands made their way down, fondling your curves and hungrily searching for your sensitive areas. You let out a soft moan, enjoying the moment, until you heard your boyfriend yell from the other room. Your eyes shot open.

The hands lewdly groping your privates were, in fact, tentacles. Your first reaction was to gasp, but you were quickly silenced by another slippery appendage pressing against your lips. Shh, shh. Allow the creature to do its thing, dear. Surely enough, within minutes you were a drooling mess, holding onto the sheets for dear life.

"You've been in a good mood lately", you boyfriend remarks, idly scrolling on his phone and crunching on his breakfast cereal. You ponder if you should tell him you've been fucked relentlessly by a monstrous creature inhabiting your new home. You glance at the counter and smirk, remembering how you just had to wipe your wet mess from it a few hours ago. "Keep it that way, hun, I could get used to not being pestered every hour", the man jokes with a laugh.

Does it count as cheating if your affair partner isn't really human? Although, you have to wonder if you're still dating to begin with. From the corner of your eye, you can discern faint movement above the young man, a shadow looming menacingly. The eldritch monster would not hesitate to tear your poor boyfriend apart if he tried to mess with its belonging.

#yandere #yandere x reader #yandere x darling #yandere x you #yandere monster #yandere monster x reader #yandere headcanons #yandere scenarios #yandere imagines #monster x reader #monster x human #monster boyfriend #tentacle monster #monster smut #terato #teratophillia #monster fucker

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Lately I've been going to bed around 4-6am and I have to wake up at 9am every day so I've only been getting 3-5 hours of sleep, but last night I went to bed at 2am so maybe I wouldn't feel like shit the next day, but I woke up at 6am and could not fall back asleep because I feel wide awake. My body hates me and doesn't want me to ever have more than five hours of sleep I guess

#i woke with the fucking sun today and i hate it #well maybe i dont hate it. its kind of nice to be an early riser for once #but this has happened before. where i go to sleep early for a change and end up waking up hours before my alarm #and then less than half an hour before my alarm ill be steuck by exhaustion and not have enough time to fix it #and i love my roommate but shes awake and doing dishes and leaving the apartment and then coming back #its 7am. she usually has the same sleep schedule as me so idk whats going on with us today #it feels like i pulled an all nighter because usually thags the only time i see the sunrise. maybe ill order some fast food breakfast today #maybe ill take my dog for an early walk if its not too cold. brb let me check the temperature #ooh its 37. thats hoodie weather. my poor dog keeps getting woken up by my whims. the othe night i accidentally woke him #because i wanted a bagel at 4am and he sleeps in the kitchen area #i would love to do this every day. go to bed earlier and wake earlier. but im not a morning person #and i usually work until 11pm. i work at a bar so its nighttime schedules for me. which i love. im a night person for sure #im not looking forward to moving back in with my parents because likely i wont find another job with this type of schedule #they live in a tiny ass town. i never understood how people move to a tiny town with no connections there. like they have no family there #except for my geandpa but he moved there after my parents. my parents moved there woth no family around #no one has heard of my hometown. it has 2000 people in it. it doesnt have great schools. its not diverse. theres no draw to it #idek how my parents heard of it #maybe ill learn to bartend there. get a job as a bartender. or maybe go to college. or become a firefighter or emt #although idk if college is right for me and i dont want to make a mistake that costs thousands of dollars #ill just take a class or two at the community college. that could be nice. but most likely ill go into a trade. my brother is a welder #and my dad is a cop. neither went to college. my dad says he could get me a job as an electrician. that would be nice #yeah probs wont go for my degree. will probs just take some classes for fun and a consistent schedule #and then become an electrician or something. sorry this turned into a weird rant #good morning everyone ily

[the-shadowsingers-whore]

finally finished my work week and now time to get back to hofas!!!

#i was going to read yesterday but i worked a 16hr shift on thursday night #so i was exhausted #but its 4am and i just woke up wide awake so here we go #i need to read so much today bc my friend is coming over to read tomorrow #and she wants to see me finish the book #i'm only on pg 251 #help #mine #hofas #a: azriel hasn't left the training ring

[alasy]

maybe asking to go to the hospital at 4 in the morning in hopes someone will give you something that will knock you out is not even that bad, honestly. if you really think about it

#ive been so sick the past two weeks its not even funny #first my body started reacting to lithium as if it was the first time #then the flu and migranes #then one day i woke up and my throat was gone hurting as hell #now i cannot physically go through 1 minute without coughing my guts out #my body hurts my throat is raw its so hot and i cannot sleep #that's all for the physical status (the mental is worse) #i just want to sleep #im two steps from waking my mom and asking her to take me to the hospital and im not even kidding #is this insane? at 4am?

[charlattehotte]

i got off this damn medication MONDAY WHY am I already pleading to go back on it i hate it so much i hate prednisolone but I genuinely haven't been able to function without it since I got put on the damn thing

#my stomach is killing me #woke me up at 4am just to cramp so badly i literally fuckinf fainted from it #then had to spend hours in a&e bc last time i fainted i needed a blood transfusion and i was terrified #i also tihnk i bonked my head on the way down lmao #but yeah its fine bloods and vitals and neuro test is fine it was a blood pressure thing thats good but #ofc the second i get off pred this happens #god idek if i wanna do uni at this point i wanna just. move home with mt ovrbearing parents and have no responsibility #i cant just keep waking up going through hell and then have to do normal everyday things!!! #:3c