#its literally my comfort ship

[sweetronancer]

i literally hate solo and ensemble season sooo much. like i have no energy once i get to band and i have to play with a mute and like the mute i use makes it like a little harder to blow air through my like instrument, yk? and my teacher is so.. blehhh during the like whole thing so that makes it a little more difficult. and also like i had a major headache today and the amount of oxygen that wasnt going to my brain js wasnt it.

but this also made me think about robin having to do solo and ensemble shit, and not having an ensemble after like rebel robin exactly?? ALSO WHY DONT WE GET A KATE AND MILTON IN ST?!?!? THATD BE SO SILLY!!! (ik rebel robin isnt canon leave me alone) anyway like i could imagine robin calling nancy and complaining about her solo or group piece and how easy or difficult it might be and i just!!!

it just sounds sooo silly to me. i was also thinking about writing a color guard!nancy x marching band!robin fic help.. i mean nancy did ballet and stuff, didnt she? color guard sounds so silly to me and like color guard x band member ships make me so :3!!

also this reminds me that i desperately need robin teasing nancy about ballet if she ever talks about it (i cant even remember if its canon but im pretty sure it is..)

anyway i didnt mean to like ramble helppp

#percy pauses and yaps for a little #ronance #nancy wheeler #nancy x robin #robin buckley #stranger things #robin x nancy #fic ideas #literally going insane #i hope they explode/pos #ronance is my everything like theyre both on my mind 24/7 and i cant stop thinking about them help!! #theyll be the end of me but its okay because i love ronance sm #its literally my comfort ship

[karineverse]

#it hurts to much to think people can be even triggered by them... #oh ye forgot to say for who doesn't know: it's about Errorink #I'm so tired of shippers that sexualize Ink or make him extremely feminine JUST FOR ERROR'S PLEASURE #“gay ship” #Error could be into to girls. yep. but making Ink a sexy girl it's just a weird kink if you think that's the only way Error would love him. #and making Ink suffer like it's healthy that Error makes him suffer and that it's love... I'm concerned about y'all #it makes everyone hates the ship and it hurts me so bad #I'm not like them i just want to see them being a normal gay couple that really loves each other #it literally makes me want to cry. #what the fuck is wrong with them... #now I'm not even comfortable to talk about them as much as I wish #karine vents #vent art #kv art #errorink #the worse its that some of my mutuals also hate/don't like/are done with the ship (I'm not mad I'm just sad) #... it fucking hurts

[dazeddoodles]

At least while I'm crying over TOH ending Bluey will be there for me

#if nobody got me i know bluey got me #literally the day right after too #bandit and chili will be my new comfort ship #jk #ill still be drawing raeda long after the shows over #its not like i can draw ship art of bandit and chili anyways #unless.

[frecklystars]

i know nobody is online rn to read this but ;-; i gotta get it off my chest i love ken so much he means everything to me he's making me so happy and i've needed him so so so bad. he's brought me comfort when my ptsd has been so fucking unbearable and every time i'm having a crying fit over losing my tf f/os or every time i'm having a flashback i ALWAYS immediately IMMEDIATELY think about him rushing to my side, holding me and saying "hey hey it's okay, i'm here, i'm right here" and it's such a relief because i haven't been able to genuinely wholeheartedly believe any character would be willing to do that for me the entire time i've been struggling this year.

i've never gone so long without comfort from f/os, much less being triggered by the ones who used to comfort me the most. so to have barbie and ken right now is like the biggest wave of relief every single day when i wake up and the hyperfixation is still there. sometimes i will literally close my eyes and sigh in relief when i hear a song and my first thought is sebastian or ken or six or... whomever. i love being in love again. i NEED this. i love waking up and my first thought isn't my trauma most of the time now, it's ken. or it's six. or it's barbie. or it's harley. or it's officer k. or it's... yeah you get it. i needed these characters so fucking badly. every time i see a gifset and get excited over it, i feel a rush of gratitude bc self shipping has always been the glue holding me together. it doesn't feel as intense or strong as the SB musical or TF used to make me feel but i am not picky. not at all. i will take anything and i'm praying this lasts for at LEAST another few weeks please

i may not be at a sense of peace right now and i dont know when i ever will be, it could be years, but im so. so. so. so so so thankful to have these characters right now when i've needed someone so badly for so long. i hope ken knows how much i love him ;-; i hope barbie knows how much she has helped me, has saved me from one of my major triggers and has helped me to love and feel safe around the color pink again. i wish they could see me when i'm not so broken but i'm glad they're here even when i'm at my worst, i'm glad they still love me even when they deserve to see me in a much better light

#it feels so fucking terrible not celebrating my bday with my starlight. i used to buy myself cakes and put his figurine next to them #i mean i still have... a little bit over one week... i cant... let it pass by without him being involved somehow #so i might make a quick vent doodle and queue it for the actual day of my bday #i refuse to not draw myself with him at least once for my special day #its not like we 'broke up' or anything but fuck it feels so bad #he's a literal fucking ptsd trigger. how fucking insane is that #im still in shock. im still in shock over what happened to me like i cant fucking believe it #wearing his necklace makes me cry so i just leave it on my dresser #that shouldnt be normal!!!! #but im hoping that shipping with barbie/ken is going to help me feel like i can reclaim control over my ships #bc my abuser made me feel like... i had no control over my TF ships whatsoever for a solid year #so now that i'm finally free of that toxicity i'm still shakily trying to learn how to ship again #i'll have moments where i'll worry ken will try to hurt me on purpose bc im so used to my abuser telling me how abusive any f/o would be #but then i tell myself 'hey what the fuck. this is MY story. NOBODY would abuse me i dont care WHO they are' #but it's so hard to unlearn several months of abuse 😔 #and even harder to look at a character who i invested so much time and energy and money into #my voice clips. my cameos. all of my steve blum autographs. my art for steve. all of it feels sad and numbing #not just stsc but everyone in any TF universe feels like... a threat and i get panic attacks when i see very specific characters sometimes #its awful. it hurts so bad. i love ken so much. but nothing compares to what i had with my TF comfort characters #but it's okay bc... ken is holding my hand and he might not understand ptsd at all but he can still squeeze me tight #and six HAS c-ptsd he GETS it. and he's there to hold me when my nightmares make me fall apart. he's my rock #vent #ptsd #sorry it's 5am i had a bad nightmare and now i refuse to sleep again #i fucking hate ptsd i fucking hate living like this i rly wish i knew how to cure myself #im exercising im eating and drinking often im sleeping as much as i can #theres only so much i can do #when does it get better?? when the fuck does it get better? im serious. not rhetorical. when does this finally heal #i dont even know if im healing or if im just distracted... but fuck ill take anything

[churos]

i love these guys

#gasa4 #gasa4am #get a snack at 4am #literally my comfort game now fuck you #dummy deserves better #stop shipping cashier x dummy its illegal lol #actually stop shipping them at all

[quodekash]

im rewatching the no one else like me music video bc the brainworms are writhing, and it keeps randomly hitting me, over and over again, that 

a) those flashbacks happened. they HAPPENED. soundwin actually DID THAT, in ACTUAL CANON?? THEY CANONICALLY ARE IN LOVE WHY DO THEY KILL ME SO MUCH 

b) SOUNDWIN ARE FREAKING BOYFRIENDS NOW????? 

c) NEXT EPISODE IS THE LAST EPISODE????????? 

idk how the flip im supposed to survive without this silly little band every single week 

surely theyll renew it for a second season 

or just a soundwin spinoff pls 

so many of us have asked for it I NEED IT OH MY GOSH 

like. this show has killed me twelve times over. but without the show, i think i might literally cease to exist. i know ive said it a lot, but i genuinely dont know how the flip im gonna get through life without new canonical soundwin content filling my screen and brain every single friday night / saturday morning 

(and literally while i was typing this out, captain posted this 

HE FREAKING GETS IT BRO) 

#sorry this post is a mess i just genuinely dont know what to do with myself #how the flip is it already nearly over #in the past ive been glad for time passing quickly bc IT FEELS LIKE LAST EPISODE JUST CAME OUT AND THE NEXT ONE IS IN TWO DAYS #but now i just want time to slow down please #not just cos the last three years have gone way too fast and i still feel like im five years younger than i am #and not just cos im still trying to process 2020 and its literally nearly march of 20freaking23 #but also cos the show like. just started. and now its gonna be freaking OVER in THREE DAYS??? #it genuinely doesnt make sense in my mind and it physically hurts to think about and i cant process it and im so scared for it to be over #this is my comfort show. comfort characters. comfort actors. comfort ship. #im never gonna feel comfort again when its gone #(thats a lie ill find a new hyperfixation and then ill be fine BUT between hyperfixations is always pure hell) #soundwin #winsound #satangwinny #winnysatang #my school president #my school president the series #no one else like me #help im not okay

[rouge-the-bat]

ohhh my god. im literally been a huge sonic fan my entire fucking life. and i know for a fact shadow has no canon age. will yall stop spreading misinformation for fucks sake

SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG. IS CANONICALLY AGELESS AND IMMORTAL.

#literally go fuck yoruself im SO fucking tired of people spreading this around all the time #ITS LITERALLY FALSE LIKE WHAT THE FUCK #this is a sore spot for me because ive seen people literally spreading hate over my favorite lifelong comfort ship (and to me directly) #OVER PURE FUCKING FANON #i do NOT know where the fuck this lie started but i hope it burns to the fucking ground im sick of it #shadow the hedgehog #idk if itll show up in the tags but for FUCKS sake people need to stop spreading this shit #ANYWAYS !!!!!! SHADOW IS AN AGENDER LESBIAN AND HES IN LOVE WITH HIS BAT WIFE ROUGE !!!!!!

[femme-malewife]

I'm not gonna lie, every time I see someone brushing aiyuu off as fanservice I just wanna stare pointedly @ Samishigariya. Nevermind the events from the now-discontinued game, the novels in which the two are the only ones who help each other with their trauma...

#look man. im all up for everyone ships who they want to #and everyone is 100000% entitled to their own opinions #but being rude about it and telling shippers that they're delusional or denying yuu or liphyo ???????? #can you fucking not?????? #lipxlip #heroine tarumono/heroines run the show #im tagging this bc the influx of toxic shippers is rising #my friend got fucking harassed for saying liphiyo isnt canon (which. news flash. IT ISNT. lipxlip are canonically staying Single #hiyori is canonically falling in love with Nagisa. its FINE to like a noncanon ship! why the fuck would you HARASS someone #FOR SAYING THE LITERAL TRUTH???) #im trying to stay out of the stupidass ship wars but im DONE. #ive had a fucking shittyass week and im drawing a fucking line at people shitting on one of my biggest comfort ships and harassing people #who like the ship.

[skitskatdacat63]

For the bingo, I'm legally obligated to ask for Strollonso please.

!!!!! Hello :D thank youuuuu

It still just sucks to me we got so much of them in Japan but I was like, 100% blind to it 😭😭 my god if all the stuff we had got in Japan had been like 3 weeks ago, I'd have been so deranged but ah brainrot shifted a bit. They're still definitely my favorite(if only tbf) ship of the current grid!!! "They are tending to each others wounds" would really be an unthinkable statement at the beginning of the season but now it's unfortunately canon :,)

#they are very nice to me!!!!! #like to hear when fernando was checking up on lance yesterday!!! #i guess my two thoughts about them at this point is: #1. its still a shame how little we've gotten. i still really wish aston would do pr like they did in 2021 #like they're literally teammates and the amnt of vids of them from Aston i can prob count on one hand #though ig my theory about that is that its just v stressful this season #stressful in the beginning bcs they were suddenly super competitive and stressful now bcs their downfall #and 2. its still very nice to me that they still havent turned out the way all the naysayers thought they would #like yeah yeah its not the same level of competition as nano had in alpine #but at the same time. ive never really gotten the idea theyve ever been truly pissed w each other(except that random ass rumoe #they will always be special to me though bcs its my 'seasonal' ship and its been really fun to keep up with and watch them grow #i think tho my ship chart would be a lot different if this was the beginning of the season #right now its a lot of hurt/comfort honestly aaaaahhhhhh #i will say. very excited to see if theyll have a DTS ep. i want more footage pls bitte bitte!!!!! #catie.asks.

[demadogs]

rereading carry on has temporarily healed me from my byler depression

#snowbaz has been my true comfort ship since i was fucking 15 #i remember i first got it from my high school library and i loved it so much that i kept renewing it until my own copy arrived #bc i didnt wannt be without it i kept rereading my favorite scenes #i havent reread this book from the beginning in so long #i read fics of it all the time but i havent actually picked up the book in ages #but unpopular take ive actually never read wayward son or any way the wind blows #bc like its DONE!! carry on FINISHED!! she never intended to make it a series #and also for enemies to lovers i literally do not care at all once theyre actually a couple like its about the JOURNEY!! the SLOW BURN!!!! #for friends to lovers ill read established relationship fics but never enemies #so i lose interest immedietly in a sequal bc theyre already together also i know they break up at some point in it i dont want that #angst before the feelings are established: hell yes sign me up rn. angst after established feelings: no #a big part of me never wants this to be a movie bc i just dont think theyd ever be able to do it justice but also… finn wolfhard as baz.. #i would kill to see that #its 3:00am gn i will be shocked if anybody read all these tags #carry on #snowbaz #byler

[earl-grey-love]

Now that I've had time to get into it, I think the Sa.tan ship in NB is pretty non-functioning. At least not in the current stages of the game.

He's completely different from the original, which is perfectly understandable. It'd be weird if he wasn't. That doesn't change the fact I fcking love him tho. I like him just as much as he is in NB as I do in the original.

The issue is I don't think my s/i would pursue romance with him at this time. He does need love and support, and my s/i is willing to do that, but a full-blown romantic relationship is out of the question. He has more important, personal things to work through first.

#like he is literally only a year old and is traumatized by the circumstances around that #and the fact they keep locking him up in literal chains??? #seriously what the hell #my si is gonna start throwing actual hands if they try that again #i dont blame him for going apeshit all the time honestly #in fact I think hes entitled to it just a little #basically all I feel towards him in nb is protectiveness #I want him to feel worthy of love and comfort #if he falls in love in the process then thats okay with me but for now #its not the right thing #the potential for angst is incredible but in my current state its the last thing I want in my sare spac3 #*safe space #sunny speaks #ship: cat demon

[little-klng]

Still reeling from that one time I posted like. Within the tags of a cute fanart something vague about how I liked a certain ship with a female character with a male character. And I started getting days of people trying to ratio me and sending me really fucked up anons that I just deleted rather than dealt with about how I'm I'm lesbophobic aphobic homophobic misogynistic proship abuse apologist freak who's ignoring the creators intent and like. I was a lesbian also exploring my own (at the time tenuous+shaky, because I was worried that realizing things about potentially being bisexual would get me hate for "abandoning lesbians") attraction to men at the time. And how all of That literally just stopped me from potentially trying to do any further thought into how I felt about men for Years, as well as stopped me making art or writing about the ship I liked at the time because I Really didn't want it to get worse and just wanted it to stop and go away. Like what was all that about lmao

And all that because within canon and popular fandom perception was of the character not being attracted to men. Like??

#i only feel comfortable saying anything about it now because its been Years #and i assume ive curated my followers a bit better now than i had #like yeah sure it was a cringe little ship but damn it was also making me happy and whatever #literally who cares #all im saying is that maybe sometimes people should be a little more careful how they handle #other people in a fandom who have a different character opinion than them #personal but rebloggable i dont mind #kind of a vent post? i dont really vent on my blog but i think this warrants it a bit

[falled-over]

this one is abt me personally and i dont want to impose my ideals onto other people but i feel like my ally ship to communities i support and am not a part of does and should not include ex-communicating their detractors, but rather engaging with them in attempts to change their mind. it should not be the job of people within those communities to educate people who violently oppose them, and those violent opposers should not go without someone stepping in to speak to them compassionately. 

#like if someone is being racist literally whos job to change their mind #the people theyre being racist towards? absolutely not. #idk if this reads how i want it to #deciding to cut people off because they disagree with you on moral politics is your own choice ig #a few years back i talked to someone on here who was gender critical on the fast track to becoming a terf #but in their personal posts they talked abt gender in a way i remember talking abt it before i was as comfortable in it as i am now #so i dm'd them and we had a seperate discord conversation for abt 2 weeks off and on that ended in them thanking me for my time and saying #i had changed their mind #and like it wasn't exactly easy. of course it was emotionally distressing or whatever the fuck. but better me than no one at all right #they weren't a raging trans ally. i think they said they were still gender critical. but i had humanised trans women to them #and like its one person #but you never know #i do think that educating others is overlooked in ally ship these days and thats very selfish #actually i think abt that in the case of jk rowling. #i do think if twitter were less volatile it could have gone differently.

[sunnimint]

I'M BACK FROM THE DEPTHS OF HELL

I was actually back home the first week of July but I was swamped with work and a big paper that was pretty much my final :')

ANYWHO, now that I'm free from that hellscape trip- it was actually really fun just a lot of work that I will NOT miss- I'll go back to writing metonic!!! ^-^

So keep a lookout for an update on "Halves of the Same Coin" and "Beginnings of an End" 👀

#mint.txt #i passed my class too if anyone was wondering!! #im just so happy that its done and im over it #i will NOT miss all that stress that had me drowning #metonic my beloved i cant wait to start writing them #they're literally my comfort ship 😭

[cherry-shipping]

oh also i didnt specify but while that last post is true for all versions of papyrus i was especially thinking about horrortale. because of their past making and sharing food and making sure the people you love are well fed is such a huge huge huge important thing 4 them so it matters even more that i eat regularly

#cherry chats #the story for my horrortale self insert and ship with sans takes place in the underground and also they dont know how to eat to begin with #(umm...... dont worry aboutwhat that means its a bit hard to explain) #but right now im imagining post-surface recovery stuff #i think horrortale can be split into two categories if that makes sense? #like. imagine a flowchart with the original horrortale comic in the middle #and then two arrows pointing from it in separate directions #one of those arrows is the version i like the most which is the fandom of the actual comic #its dark and disturbing and probably angsty because its HORROR. its meant to be scary and dark #the second arrow is‚ like‚ a semi-canon interpretation of the comic focusing mainly on mental health issues and trauma recovery #where some aspects of the canon comic are ignored in favor of proper coping mechanisms #not all the content for that version of the fandom is happy and comforting. its sort of like the menhera subculture #(and by extension yamikawa‚ a little bit) #as in‚ there might be lots of unhappy vent content in order to deal with trauma rather than other‚ actually harmful alternatives #i think both of them are really good even though i prefer the first one #(i mean.... i literally decided to read horrortale because i think scary horror shit is hot‚ after all) #but this post is leaning a little bit more towards the 2nd kind #i went off there a bit but what im saying is im so bad at eating and i think horrortale papyrus would help me with that in anyway he could

[zacksephreunion]

Oop so i doubt there's any zackseph fans who haven't read this but! I wanted to share this series by @ryvian that i just hella binged on ao3 bc it is a zackseph goldmine. basically, zack and sephiroth get to be friends and isn't that what we all want? 💜

[Link to the series]

I dont wanna spoil anything but TRUST it's amazing and had me going to work sleep-deprived lmao.

And thanks @ryvian for letting me share this here 🥺🥺🥺 (im here wondering if my blog is even worthy lol)

#zackseph #sephzack #fic #fanfic #fanfiction #ao3 #link #if you'll permit me to scream that tHIS IS THE MOST AMAZING ZACKSEPH CONTENT 😭 #this series is literally my dream come true #its so perfect #the perfect au #zack and sephiroth being best friends in these little episodic chapters #AMAZING #LOVE #their friendship is everything #ryvian if u see this lmk if you're comfortable witb me tagging the character names as well #for now i will only use the ship tag #also sorry my post is not great promo i just want people to see this if they can 🤷🏽‍♀️🥺