#its my fams fault

[socksandbuttons]

@calcium-cat every time im reminded of OSD I just need u to know it fills my heart knowing this au exists

#THEYRE.... THEYRE SO.... THE F A M BRO #HES SO LITTLE.... AND NIGHTMARE IS JUST 'OH NO BIG BROTHER FEELINGS' #ABSOLUTELY HIS FAULT HE ADOPTED LIKE 4 OTHER SKELETONS #BEFORE ANY OF THIS HE DEFINITELY WANTED FAMILY TIME #IT WAS THEN HE KNEW... #HE WAS DADMARE #but like.... tsundere theres an english word for this im sure of it i jUST CANT THINK RN #i doodled another for my REM au purely because i was reminded of OSD #its that infectious #thank u for providing such... such heartwarming and sweett AND ALSO ANSGT???? #anyway its late i need to slEEP #BUT KNOW.... U ARE A DARLING #we love a good small bby and their found fam aus #esp when theres HISTORY AND LORE AND ALREADY HAD FAM BUT - #alright ill sleep now

[cryptvokeeper]

Man. I wanna talk abt Rise Leo again now

#I’m SORRY it’s not my fault I picked the one everyone gets really annoying about as my favorite #No bro I’m different bro I swear bro wait please- #It’s like. I got bait-and-switched SO HARD with Leo on my first watch #I went in essentially blind outside of like. Basic knowledge of what a teenage mutant ninja turtle IS from cultural osmosis #But I didn’t know these characters I had no expectations #So I watched Minotaur Maze & I see the cocky blue jokester character whos worse than the rest of the cast and has a hint(TM) of insecurity #and I went “oh. Ive seen this character type before. This is the Lance voltron. This is the early-seasons sokka. I know how this goes.” #And I’m sort of at the point in my life where I’m over that trope Yknow? It was cool when I was 15 and hated myself but now that’s old hat. #So I didn’t care for Leo that much #And then I get to Many Unhappy Returns and that whole perception gets FLIPPED ON ITS HEAD #I REALIZE IVE BEEN PLAYED #TRICKED #BAMBOOZLED #The confidence wasn’t a ruse at all! and that reframes so much from season one and so much going forward!!! #He’s a cocky magnificent bastard and would probably be a badass hero if he gave a shit but instead is only here to be silly with his fam #And that’s AWESOME #But anyway I feel like most people never had that bait and switch moment #They just moved forward with the belief that Leo’s is a bit of a loser and hates himself for it #And then fandom does what fandom do and hyperfocuses on that one trait to the point of mischaracterization #And I’m sitting here like “I love all the content for my blorbo but oh no a lot of it’s weird and off” #Rottmnt

[safyresky]

oh, to end this scene with blinter sex joke, or to leave it with the feels. decisions, decisions.

#this is where i'd put the poll. IF I HAD ONE #dani speaks #gm fam!!! v excited to have cs chapter 21??????? i think it is??? near finished for you all! #and the new people lamenting about jack in the tsc3 tag. plz read my fic. i know its gen fic but plz. it's good. i'm a gr8 writer (sobbing) #jkjk i'm not actually sobbing. i am only a LITTLE BIT DESPERATE haha. #kinda surprised at how much i wrote last night? was up v late. I usually am #deffo have regretti for this morning #but that's not my FAULT #that's on SOCIETY for having jobs start IN THE MORNING #like i was up watching the camp all night!! and timmies won't even let me order ice caps w choco milk on the app anymore! #that was a THING yesterday so I emailed support like 'yo. the choco milk option is gone' #they emailed back like SORRY TO HEAR THAT! SOMETIMES BREAKI ITEMS AREN'T AVAILABLE AT CERTAIN TIMES #JESSICA. IT'S CHOCOLATE MILK AT 8AM. IT'S CHOCOLATE MILK JESSICA.

[ahdriking]

I love how simultaneously wholesome and problematic kinnporsche is cos it really throws the fans for a fuckin loop every time the balance shifts too much

#this show dances on a knifes edge sometimes and i personally could not give less of a shit but a lot of people do and its just..... #idk fam im not gonna broadcast all of my thoughts that'd be incendiary #but like this show is really not out here trying to be perfect #its just trying to do its thing and if you thought it was doing something else and you ended up wrong well #that sucks but its no ones fault so lets not act like anyone has been personally failed here #kinnporsche #discourse

[artemisbarnowl]

Trying to be very normal and casual about going back to melbourne tomorrow but actually im going insane

#everything that felt like home is out of reach!!! #the little balcony with tomato plants looking over the city #the asian grocers and restaurants around the corner #the market and trams and parks and general city lifestyle #gone #the going out on a whim and being able to walk wherever we decided to go? #forgetaboutit #instead im staying in the middle of nowhere suburbs with my parents (mums fine but dad is 😬) with nothing to do but avoid peoples qs #maybe sit on the cold cold beach #in a city of 6 million im terrified im going to run into him on the street #id start crying #i dont even know what to say #hello i love you i wish i didnt i hope youre well i know were both not and its my fault i dont know how to stop loving you #i hope you grow and learn how to be happy the more you do the less the reason i left you exists bye now!! #people at work have been saying i hope you have fun and i say i will try my best #or they ask about plans and i say fielding dumb qs and opinions from my extended fam about breaking up with someone ive loved for a decade #i am being pathetic and bitter in the workplace and thats stupid!!

[vitiateoriginator]

If my family implies one more time that my datemate is using me/going to leave me/is no good for me because he's not making more than I do, I'm gonna commit a crime

#They're literally using my paranoia against me to do what they want #which is to leave my datemate so I can stay with them so they can exploit me for money #and ik its that because my family has used me n others that care about them in the same way for years #everyone I talk to fucking sees it #my sister admitted that they have enough to live without me n yet they take about $800-$1000 from me a month #but swear they need that money because they can't survive without it #my family literally knows I worry about people abandoning me or just being with me for personal gain #they know those are my worst fears. and that I have been exploited that way by others #including them #they keep trying to control me n all the other family close to them just tells me to deal with it since Im leaving soon #but its tearing me apart #my relationship is beautiful. we only have problems in it because my fam triggers my fear n then I project it onto my datemate #and it hurts him #and in turn it hurts me. because I don't believe he'd do the stuff they claim. but idk how else to express my emotions #if the relationship fails it'll be my fault because of their influence on me #Im so fucking depressed. I just want them to leave me alone n to also prove them wrong #sam's rants about life

[tache-noire]

this song makes me lose my whole fucking mind

#yes I want to eliminate the 'edgy goth violent metalhead' stereotype of Satanists #yes i am an edgy goth violent metalhead Satanist #we exist <3 #LOOK FAM WE DON'T HAVE HYMNS AND SHIT #I GOTTA MAKE DO WITH ANY MUSIC I CAN FIND ABOUT MY FAITH OK #ITS NOT MY FAULT METAL IS SO GOOD

[trustherkindheart]

Well I turned on the game and Bay immediately scored 2 goals

#sorry fam its my fault #turning it off again and maybe reign'll equalize

[evvlogetarian]

Not to whine I just don't feel well physically n I'm overwhelmed,,, and also recent interaction but why does everyone in my life seem 2 enjoy snapping at me n taking out their anger on me even when I am Not the cause of said Anger !!! Like don't apologize to me be better abt it !!!

#.personal rambles #Just now my sister snapped at me ans got all hussy over shit that wasnt my fault and lit like I cant deal w this rn #I feel awful Im gonna do some pain management rn but like 🙏🙏🙏 lit evrryone in my fam feels comfortable taking shit out on me #Like Im sorry youre angry but does that give u a right to snap at me n yell at me as if I can magically fix the situation #Ig thats the eldest child/son having to be peacekeeper person burden #Like wow I wish I could snap at yall like u do me 🙏🙏🙏 #But I yknow act like an adult and keep my shit in check and it isnt my fucking fault u dont wanna parent my younger sister and have her rely #on us for everything...like for driving they want me to take her out and when she goes places i have to drop her off which idm but when u #get mad at me for having school / work too ... #also my sister last minute plans shit and its spontaneous too which is kinda getting on my nerves #Idk I am probably just overwhelmed bc I feel like shit Im burn out my work wont stop msging me and I got mt own shit to deal with ontop of #everything else...but yanno I have to be the calm dependable one and it sucks ! #Also I didnt sleep well because of my pain and so no wonder om sensitive idk

[be-good-to-bugs]

cant i just catch a fucking break?

#the bin #probably losing my apartment. its not even my fault. my sisters pets are making it smell bad so if it isnt fixed by next monday we have to #mutually terminate. so nothing bad on our renters history but like. have to move in with parents again #theyre several states away. i miss my siblings and didnt wanna live here another 9 months but this isnt what i had in mind #we will prob have a month or 2 at least to figure shit out. maybe. i dont know. and theyre gonna charge us a bunch or whatever #its. fine. its gonna be fine. i just wanna get my life in order. im trying so hard. i have a full time job. i work so much. i dont miss any #shifts. i pay rent on time. and bills. no noise problems. just my sisters stinky pets that have caused this #i feel bad all i do online is complain about my lofe #i guess it doesnt matter but i feel like i shouldnt so much #well. at least ill get yo be with my siblings again. i miss them. and get a place eventually. hopefully after a few months with them #not excited to be near my extended fam tho

[mugglesauce]

.

#long ass week #Kim's been in training all week #solo dad for a hyper-emo everything is the world's fault not mine no way is it mine I can't be responsible I'd MELT kiddo is exhauuusting #covid quarantine really wrecked these kids bad but the near constant inventing their own diagnoses via discord is also bad #like okay reach out seek answers seek commiseration seek attention that's all fine and good but don't tell yourself you know more than a DR #sigh so tired and worried this ones starting to go down the same rabbit hole Erika did #I try to not think those thoughts and try to be fair and just react to each thing like its new but the patterns man the patterns... #the new unschooling school was helping at first but now starting to see it leading to potential problems again - like leaving campus #kinda just want to Snake Plisken the world and shut down everything electric and eat worms or something #Not drinking away my emo is HARD but at least I'm being good about that #might be time for a drive to the shore or something #get my head out of my head #in the good news Kim's new real estate work is taking off so at least the fam won't be destitute if I get hit by a bus #mmmmmm sweet warm friendly bus fenders you'll be my friend I know you will #yeah yeah I know don't worry I'm mostly okay too #D&D writing continues to go well on pace to release at least a couple more things this year which REALLY helps the old emo-state #It's easy work and low expectations from the audience so I don't feel like I have to make it perfect which is fantastic for making progress #anyways take what yah can give nothing back all that shiz

[shallowrambles]

Ok but chronic illness, bloodborn, genetic -whatever it is- also gives you shame

You also feel dirty impure wrong malformed

At fault sin past life crimes abomination

Like you didn't try hard enough you just got born wrong and you don't know why

So you do vitamins and exercise and CLEAN eating you do it all to show how good you are you--

You feel like a burden you're pressured to submit to euthanasia you wanna be useful you gotta prove you're here for good reason-- you gotta make your life count because--

#take it from me #i mean it's gotten better with outreach buuut #even in the 2000s it was different #there are still ppl who think you should be put down for it #it's still framed as a fault #ppl jokingly adk me what i did in a previous life #or if my fam is incestuous #the view from illness from below is disgusting #i get that sicial media has reframed it as a badge of armot #but before that before that-- #it's become mundane theme in modernity a bit too #why vampires never get to be transfusion-coded lol juuust sayin #living at the necessity of peer life force is its own hell #ppl won't view most codings as illness unless it's cookie cutter wheelchair kind #they won't SEE the clean eating or why ill ppl do it #we get branded as high strung type a control freaks #some illnesses like mental ones work the same way #not all outsider coding is about gender and sexuality #illness is just less compelling and sexy i think

[absolutebl]

I kinda fell out of the BL game the last several months thanks to irl things, but I think I'm finally feeling like wading fully back in. I started with Love Syndrome III(only because @heretherebedork piqued my interest) and just finished Moonlight Chicken. What should I watch next? My limits are romanticized sexual assault, cheating, miscommunication as a main plot point, and no HEA. I could also do without a straight side couple, but I'd tolerate it if the main plot and couple are really good. Bonus points if there's a D/s dynamic, but that's not 100% necessary.

Thanks ❤️

Best of 2023 So Far?

Of course darling!

Hum last several months? Let's see...

Our Dating Sim (Viki) - if you haven't watched this it's a must. I actually handed out a 10/10. I NEVER do that. I can't tell you how much I loved this show (or have already rewatched it). It's a perfect short form KBL, an office set reunion romance featuring geeks that really suits 8 eps with no fluff and no chaff. Just comforting and yummy. Full review.

The New Employee (Viki) - just so good, SO QUEER, so soft, a near pitch perfect office BL with conflict derived from that setting. Also... Rainbow Rice Cakes and found fam and a lesbian bestie and all the goodness. My review is on MDL.

The Eighth Sense (Viki) - speaking of queer, this one is a bit rough (sticky and gritty), more in the Moonlight Chicken area. But very high quality, fabulous chemistry, and a remarkably complex offering for a KBL - think Blueming-esk but even better.

Unintentional Love Story (iQIYI) - @heretherebedork and I LOVED this one, but it is kinda hard to get hold of. I found the seme a bit stiff and reserved but Gongchan (who plays the uke) is a fucking GIFT. He has THE MOST expressive eyes, just drown in the emoting abyss. The external conflict tension and pressure is complex and excellent plus Korea gave us legit side dishes (NOT a love triangle, hally-fucking-luya). Review on MDL.

My School President (YouTube) - I adored this one! My favorite GMMTV offering in dog's age, and my new favorite pair GeminiFourth. It could have gotten a 10/10 from me but for too much singing. This is the side pair from Moonlight Chicken anchoring a high school BL full of the most teenage pining ever and it's GREAT.

All the Liquors (Viki, Gaga) - another KBL hitting hard and solid. This one is KBL-weird in the way of Tasty Florida or Behind Cut (which I've gotten used to, but is kinda a "type" now). It will wig you out if you have any baggage around alcohol. The logic behind the phobias are typically Asian romance qua? BUT it's still quite cute.

Never Let Me Go (YT) - of GMMTV handing out new series to established pairs this has been the most successful IMHO. PondPhuwin were about 10000x better in this than FUTS (and that's FUTS's fault, not theirs). It's typically Thai in that its a bit bloated and has a confusing plot, but at least it HAD a plot and the central relationship is solid and loyal. Their Our Skyy 2 follow up is also good. And very much adds to the cannon in a fun way rather than feeling superfluous - making this show ultimately 14 eps rather than the usual 12.

Bed Friend (YT, iQIYI, Gaga) - speaking of a bit bloated, this one derailed somewhat in plot for me (even at 10 eps) but NetJames really are glorious, and absolutely the hottest and the prettiest of 2023. Full of triggers for childhood abuse and sexual assault (backstory), but the main pair is very communication-heavy and based on a fuck buddy premise which has negotiation and everything, unique & fun to see. This is my high heat rec for the year so far, because the heat is PART OF THE PLOT and that's a gift we don't usually get. Review on MDL.

Between Us (iQIYI) - I'm still processing this one. I didn't have as high expectations as most but it was still a little disappointing. BounPrem are lovely of course, but somehow it just wasn't quite what I wanted. I did a watch along for this one so you can see me struggle. However, objectively, held up against other BLs? It's actually pretty darn good.

I hope some of these you haven't seen. None have romanticized sexual assault, cheating, or miscommunication as a main plot point (hum... maybe Between Us? Honestly I can't remember the plot points, it was all over the place), and all have HEA (this is me after all(.

#asked and answered #2023 rec list #recommended bl #bl review #best bl #2023 bl #thai bl #korean bl #Between Us #Bed Friend #netjames #gagaoolala #Never Let Me Go #pondphuwin #GMMTV #All the Liquors #rakutan viki #My School President #geminifourth #Unintentional Love Story #gongchan #The Eighth Sense #The New Employee #Our Dating Sim

[munchkinmarauder]

My review of Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver

Overall I'll give it a generous 4/5 stars and I'm excited to see where this series takes up but I do have some gripes with it

Also lots of stuff from Orlando's AITP X-Men Monday interview pops up so check it out as we may have some hidden clues on what's next

Spoilers below

Overall a good set up issue with some fun moments. Some of my fears were exaggerated but some of those expected fears did mean I didn't enjoy the issue as much as I hoped. However I'm fault happy overall and keen for the rest of the series

The good-

- a series with the twins as coleads has been long overdue. I'm so happy to see it finally happen. Fun fact this is the first marvel series to be headlines by a sibling duo.- for the most part the twins dynamic and fight felt like a proper sibling fight. You could feel the weight of their long history and the multitude of things left unsaid and resentments.

- it's nice to see Wanda being the one clearly at fault for a fight between them for a change

- while the twins are little orange I appriciate the commitment to showcasing the twins as visible people of colour. It was long needed. I do think they (and Luna and Tommy should be more visibly brown). I also am enjoying the art and the use of the vibrant colours in general.

- I like the mystery being set up with why the twins are being targeted and the twist that while Magneto did write the letter he wasn't the one who sent it. I'm not as curious at the letter contents as I thought I would be. It seems he's being cruel because he's a dick to Pietro but let's see. I also really am excited to know why it's both twins and the combination of them together that has the giver upset. Lore and power upgrade for born twins? I hope so. Wanda being a universal threat is a given so I am way more curious about what they'll do with Pietro

- I think it was a good move to make a joke about is or isn't Magneto the bio dad at the start and shoot it down. I would love for the retcon to be undone I just don't think it has a place in this story about the bond between the twins. Magneto doesn't need to overshadow the series more than he has already for what it's worth I do think the comics are leading up to a Magnet fam reunion with most of its members appearing in major comics this year.

- it being acknowledged that Magneto was cruel to Pietro, killed him and treated the twins unequally. I have gripes with this I'll set out below but given how biased Orlando is towards Magneto this was good to see.

- the Luna, Tommy and Monet cameos made me so happy! I'm glad Orlando seems fond of Luna and I hope she and Monet join Tommy in helping Pietro. Even if the ladies are just cameos it's still a nice touch.- I liked the contrast where the fuming twins lash out with their powers. Wanda destroys her shop and Pietro is ranting but checking up on loved ones while he does so. They are each others ying and Yang.

- we're lucky the Wizard is a drama queen cause his snipers seem pretty competent and if they'd used regular bullets this series would be automatically over lol. I do also think the Wizards team called Pietro to upset him. Futher and not Wanda to ensure the twins wouldn't be able to contact each other.

The bad

- the writing for Wanda was better than Pietro. This feels more like a Wanda series so far but it's early days so let's see. Even though Wanda is the one initially in the wrong she seems to be treated more sympathetic by the narrative and of course she has more page time than her brother.

- Pietro's past appearances in SW made me a bit unsure about how Orlando will write Pietro, his takes in the comic themselves are quite superficially though he talks about Pietro very passionately in Interviews. Nothing really changed that opinion here.

- we didn't get enough of the twins interacting and this is supposed to be a series about their relationship. It would have been nice to have a little more of them getting along so the fight felt more impactful. An infinity comic with the two might have been a good idea.- I hate the Pietro fears Wanda thing Orlando introduced as well as the Pietro manipulated Wanda for HoM. I don't think Steve actually read that comic because Wanda herself in that comic said all her brother was doing was protecting her cause the X-Men and Avengers wanted to kill her and Magneto was willing to let them. Having Wanda say this was off-putting. Had it been purely in angry it would be somewhat forgivable but Orlando has expressed this sentiment in his other SW books

- Orlando's insistence on the adopted family angle and portraying Magneto as a complicated but good man who took the twins in with Wanda as the worshipful daddies girl and the victim blaming as Pietro was cold to him. That man was abusive to both his children. He would let them die for his cause and had abandoned them multiple times. Wanda pre retcon had many an issue and gripe with him. The twins are justified in their issues with him and no one should have to forgive their abusers. Magneto is a fascinating character and I loved the pre retcon dynamic with the twins as it was so tragic and full of irony and it only really works if theyre blood related. This painting of them as a happy chosen family is detrimental to all characters involved.

#pietro maximoff #wanda maximoff #quicksilver #maximoff twins #magnet family #monet st croix #tommy shepherd #Luna Maximoff #Darcy Lewis #scarlet witch & quicksilver (2024) #scarlet witch and quicksilver #quicksilver and the scarlet witch #Quicksilver #scarlet witch #magneto #erik lensherr

[zedleaked]

for the send a character game: you already know fam. ryoma🩵🩵

favourite thing about them

How do I choose... I like the weird bait and switch with his design,, like he looks so goofy and then you talk to the guy and he's the most mature guy out of the cast,, and despite his looks hes probably one of the more tragic characters right out the gate. His voice is a fucking jumpscare too,, is funny,, I like listening to his voice

least favourite thing about them

I wish Ryoma has more interactions with the cast like other than Shuichi.. like I'm going to be honest it felt as if he wasn't missed as much [I mean I think that's a problem with danganronpa in general where it seems like the students forget about other's deaths if no one was friends with them] Maybe that's Ryoma's fault for being so closed off but it would've been nice to see some kind of spark appearing with the other students before he died

favourite line

"You're...someone who lives in the sun. A place that's beyond my reach now... Someone like you remembering me in the back of your mind...that's all I need." 🥺

brOTP

He and Himiko should be epic best friends I think... Like I feel like maybe he sees a little bit of himself in Himiko [with her being depressed and unmovtivated] but the only difference between him and her is that Ryoma sees that Himiko has something to live for and has value in her life. I'd like to think Ryoma would try to subtly push Himiko into trying more and trying to find enjoyment in what she does...

OTP

You already know. Gonta :3

What can I say I'm a sucker for Sunshine x Grump.. [well in this case its more Depressed than Grump] Opposites attract I suppose

nOTP

Eh can't really think of one,, I think he'd be cool with almost anybody

random headcanon

Neck hurts from looking up at people lmao... [especially if they're over 6ft]

unpopular opinion

I think he woulda been a great survivor... just sayin...

song I associate with them

Mommy by R.I.P from the Twins In Paradise OST... The song has no lyrics but the vibes are just... it just sounds so tragic, like someone has just given up and their life is spiraling. plus! Twins In Paradise is about two girls who play tennis so ehehehe...

favourite picture of them

he's so dumfounded

#ask #danganronpa #ryoma hoshi #not art

[dear-ao3]

Is the problem with the Pierogi dough that it's too wet? I remember my fam telling me to always add less liquid than the recipe calls for at first bc you can always add liquid later, and this is the easiest part to fuck up

(If this is not your problem and this is unhelpful, just ignore it, just dropping it in case my family's wisdom can helo you XD)

no okay so i know exactly why its fucked up im just annoyed about it

first time my water was too warm and it scrambled my egg yolk

second time i added all the liquid too quickly

third time i didnt add enough flour and its Incredibly sticky

so i just have to go get more flour

and make it again

ive made this dough so many times

its not even pierogi dough its technically ushka dough but it works better

i just need to accept my faults and do it again :/ and im being dramatic about it

#not a tag #from saph #:/