#its v v calming

[random-lil-illing]

‼️ TW: BLOOD ‼️ (granted its not very realistic but still)

the best friends finally meet !! granted its during the end of operation sand viper and theyre both Going Through It™ but at least they met :)

#my art #art #digital art #finished art #fanart #cod #cod ghosts #call of duty #call of duty ghosts #cod ghosts fanart #cod fanart #call of duty fanart #call of duty ghosts fanart #cod ajax #cod keegan #alex ajax v johnson #keegan russ #keegan p russ #alex ajax johnson #alex ajax johnson fanart #keegan russ fanart #kejax #sort of #not exactly the intention but it can definitely be interpreted that way #keegan x ajax #also idk if this canon but they are meant to be 17 (ajax) and 16 (keegan) here #they just went rhrough so much in such little time and its only going to get worse from here on out #you cant really tell but ajax is also very traumatised but hes trying to calm keegan down. so hes trying to look fine #as soon as keegans not having a panic attack anymore and they get back to the others tho hes dropping the mask #enjoy the burnt food

[whewchilly]

i think we need to keep in mind that Rupert has a young family now and probably was looking to be full time based back in the UK rather than Italy where Carlos is!

#im sad about it too but im sure its all super understandable and also on v good terms of course! #before people go calling him a traitor lol pls calm down #and rb and max is an amazing opportunity for him personally also like go rups!

[gamchawizzy]

quick sketch of a mediæval micolash

#micolash #micolash host of the nightmare #bloodborne #soulsborne #illuminated manuscript #medieval art #he's just a funky lil guy #hope ur not sick of me drawing exclusively micolash pics LMAO #he is my little stress ball and i think its v calming to draw him

[fiddlehead-soup]

My fav Tav/Emperor dynamic is that Emp is continuously impressed by how willing and obedient and eager to please it Tav is, but also, how naïve and clueless Tav can be sometimes. Tav is so well-meaning and really wants to be a good partner to it, but they can also be!! So goofy! Silly! Innapropriately playful! And it's impossible to scorn them for it bc it's just so cute knowing how true their intentions really are.

Good thing Emp has the patience of a saint for them and them alone!! 😇

#bg3 #the emperor #bg3 emperor #baldurs gate #mind flayer #like Emp is...ridiculously patient? as long as youre kind to it?? #And it is very calming and cute #I love so much going thru the hideout and hearing all its commentary #It is just sharing stuff w tav :3 #And also even tho it suggests changing its still v patient abt smth it sees as so urgent #IK it can get snooty if ur mean to it #but thats on u #PATIENCE OF A SAINT THO #FR #hc

[momonokopan]

5/5/2023

now that i think of it i always draw young hijikata for his birthday

#gintama #gintama fanart #銀魂 #my art tag now bish #gntm #gintama hijikata #hijikata toushirou #土方十四郎 #while im not the biggest toshi fan i love his backstory #theres a mingling sense of sadness to it thats different from gintoki’s (foil or not) #just like gintoki he cant bear to lose people he cares about but its developed earlier than gin’s #its just as fleeting but theres a current of gradual loss to it amidst the calm instead of the progressive looming threat that hangs over #gintoki’s predicament #it happens slowly and the world goes on its course uncaring and hes the one grasping at straws keeping control #also contributes to his overly serious demeanor as an adult too #the world is uncaring to him and prob thinks negatively of him in some way but he pushes on w ghosts on his back #this guy really has something going on but all it did was giving him the v-line bangs lmao #guardian spirit arc is so peak comedy in a lot of ways tbh

[insecuregodcomplex]

just looking at this gifset by sheisraging of the teaser clip and already noticing things like. of course love how tzp has alex's Professional Smile and air of easy confidence, after a moment he readily does as he's asked, nick has henry's buttoned-up but right there beneath the surface personality, obviously annoyed/frustrated by the request and doing his damnedest to hold himself together. but then the fourth gif is what really got me like. tzp's fingers twitching is so alex, their synchronized head turn, nick portraying henry's even more apparent frustration. and then they both switch into Interview Mode with their Certified Bestie Bro <3

#rwrb #rwrb movie #calm down v maybe its a good thing the trailer hasnt come yet bc this clip is like 30 seconds. #tzp #nick galitzine

[milkbreadtoast]

Had to make this quick edit to fuel my own insanity.... Clotted Cream laugh + bonus goofy Kim Jiyool(his kor VA) laughs😇🥰

#clotted cream cookie #cookie run kingdom #crk fanart #cookie run fanart #cookie run #my art #video #i made the laugh comp back when i was playing thru odyssey ch 1 so i just added the audio kdjfkd #he laughed sm in day 2 i was going insane *stabs him* #its cute to see the laughs/his voice paired w my drawing tho...🥹 #i drew a genuine laugh but #clotted cream's usual laugh... i love how u can tell its not a genuine laugh #like it sounds v calm and composed and fake... it sounds pretty but u can tell its rehearsed #i want to hear more goofy ass candid laughs from him... the ones at the end are so cute to me🥹 #btw ill link the vid i got it from

[drawfee-quot3s]

Is there a system to the colors of your quotes? Like which host is which hue

yea!! i use jacob, julia, nathan, karina :)

i cant remember rn if i did or did not change that to match their deepblueink colours but i think i probably did not because its entrenched in my brain to use the colours i have been

[[also adding the guest tags here bc i loST the og ask post w them on it dont mind me]]

#not a quote #asks #a yeyeye i remember now #i realised mine were sort of dbi except nathan and jacob switched and theres no yellow for julia #and if there was it mightve been harder to read anyway so i kept it the way id been doing it #julias blue because its mysterious and calm #jacobs purple bc like neon city detectives vibes #orange is v mellow and warm to me so nathan #and karinas red because of the devil is red :) #onsta #ralph attanasia #jonah scott #spencer wan #willie muse #willie drawfee #spencer drawfee #ralph food network #ralph drawfee #why do i have so many tags for ralph #caldwell drawfee #caldwell tanner

[ev1lmorty]

hate how i need to recommend scarecrow to EVERYONE but i need to make sure theyre properly warned where it goes first but also going into scarecrow totally blind n thinking its a comedy is a Really vital experience. jesus chrisr lol

#av.txt #i need to properly rewatch it not just comb thru for clips for edits #god new favorite movie like #so little weird shit solid performances solid writing solid directing solid calmness the slow burn the relationships #the fact theres no actual romance bc its ABOUT max n lion n they matter right to the end the point is max loves them!!!! #he loves them so much n lion loved him enough to cling to him when everything was falling apart and AAAAAAAAAHHGGGHGG #ITS SUCH A WILDLY GOOD MOVIE like id rec pacinos movies ive seen but all of these are like. theres solid reasons id not #or i know they arent actually good hes just v pretty #this was a good good movie. holy shit dude

[thatsgonnaleaveamark]

it's so wild to me to see cameron monaghan in all those really cool roles bc all i see, and the first thing i knew him as, is bob andrews from the three investigators movies in '07 and '09 that i was obsessed with at age 11. i distinctively remember him being super awkward and wearing a huge backpack that was so heavy he fell over trying to put it on lmao

#i talk #he was like 14 at the time but honestly looks and sounds 8 to me #he was always my favorite from the books and i read those non stop over and over again #still read them every now and then today and the audiobooks are great too #didnt like the personality they gave him in the movies bc in the books hes smart & bookish & calm & responsible but also v cool & social #and not awkward and “weird” AND hes blonde!! and he has glasses!! where are the glasses in the movie ??? #i love him in all those current roles like i dont actively watch any but i see pics and gifs and its so great #seeing what hes achieved since then and all (and the other two from the movies didnt do anything after) #i love it but its also very funny to me #i wouldnt call the movies good but theyre very enjoyable to watch for me and honestly id recommend them too lol #but maybe not that interesting if you dont know the books ? idk #i was so surprised to see him as joker in gotham years later and then ofc fallen order

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#listen. sometimes. when i get emails pertaining to a specific project i worked on that nearly broke my brain. i just stop what im doing #and start playing Losing My Religion by REM. and i wish the person emailing me could see me face down at a table listening to thay song #mostly its fine. its just when someones trying to manage the data files so i kno im gonna have to go back thru and update my code #for a bunch of tiny stuff and its like: does this sound ok? and i just dont care so much that i want to start screaming #and then at the end of the day i hike up a fucking mountain going over what im gonna tell a therapist when my insurance switches #and im gonna say it in a way thats v calm and agreeable but i want to scream and tear my hair out. or maybe i wont b agreeable. i wasnt #last time i was in a therapist office but that guy deserved it and i wasn't being that bad #ugh. im just mad bc working on my stuff makes me so miserable that when i stop its like wow im no longer in agony. cool #coool. fun times. becoming increasingly apprehensive abt how im gonna try to b more healthy abt working while taking on triple #the responsibility with a phd project and being a student and being a TA. i mean. ill try but its gonna b fucking interesting #ugh. had to bust out the burnout playlist. which like. when u try to look at other ppls burnout playlists they all suck #theyre all like former gifted kid burnout Playlists and im like fuckkk offfff. why do u not have the incredibly specific vibes that im #looking for? i just demand the perfect burnout playlist and somehow nobody puts No Surprises on there #like what??? y not? its a song abt being so totally saturated that youve had enough. a heart thats full up like a landfill. a job that #slowly kills u. bruises that wont heal. how is it not THE burnout song? but whatever. i listen to too much radi0head. #ugh. but now my burnout playlist is becoming too much like my My Brain Doesnt Feel Too Good playlist #listen. i just need to curate playlist so that they can express the feelings for me #unrelated

[dandyshucks]

falling asleep tucked up against Guz's chest while he plays some video game or other,,, and he's so happy that he gets to have me in his lap while he games, and he feels so content with the world in that moment,,,

#it is a very low energy/high fatigue day today SIGH !!! #i think partially bc i didnt sleep enough but fjfkdl alas and alack that was my fault for staying up too late working on a sketch WIP #I'll post that tonight hopefully if i finish it :3 #if i can get a few dishes done today and also crochet the last 2 pieces of my is.opod amig.urumi then I'll be pretty plum pleased w myself #and then i can start putting all the pieces of the isoboy together :] !! very excited for that fjflsl this has been a year-long WIP i think #also its funny but i genuinely enjoy watching other ppl play video games fjfkdl #i think bc i grew up w two older brothers and i wasnt allowed to play video games as much as they were #so i ended up just. watching them play fairly often #also im not v good at video games in general so fjkdl i enjoy seeing other ppl play them !! plus im like. not competitive as a general rule #and then w this scenario... keyboard sounds and game controller sounds often make me sleepy and calm for some reason #so fhfkdl ... this would be a great way to lull me into a doze heehoo fjkflf and ough... laying against him... OUGGHHH exploding and dying #dandy.cmd #💜so good at being in trouble #💜a boy and his bug🪲

[fiendishartist2]

it's your conclusions that make mine delusions– tma

Jon's feet dangled underneath him, hanging limp. Papers fluttered to the floor, forgotten in the mad scramble between the two men. Jon's hands rested loosely around Tim's wrists, just above where his fists were twisted into Jon's collar. With his back against the wall, Jon was trapped completely under his co-worker's wrath. Tim stepped closer, crushing a lazily written report under his shoe.

"Is there a problem, Mr. Stoker?" Jon asked lightly. Tim's nose scrunched with disgust as Jon's smirk widened enough to bare teeth.

"Stop smiling," Tim snarled, "Stop fucking- what is wrong with you? Why are you here?" Although his grip on Tim's wrists remained deciptively gentle– hands poised so that fingertips just brushed skin– Jon's expression grew hungry. Entertainment flickered behind dark irises; Tim got the sense Jon was relishing in his desperation.

"I work here." Jon answered simply, unbothered despite the way Tim's knuckles dug into his throat. Tim barked out a mirthless laugh.

"Not the same way the rest of us do. Prove it- prove you're trapped by- by whatever is wrong with this place. Go ahead, Sims. Say it." He goaded, hoping Jon would rise to the bait. Jonathan Sims was perpetually level-headed, but Tim was at his wits end.

He wanted this puppeteer wearing a human face out of his life– out of all of their lives.

"Personally, I don't have any desire to leave. I'm quite happy with this job." Tim growled, rearing back and slamming Jon into the wall. The back of his head hit the damp drywall with a satisfying crack. Jon blinked rapidly, dazed.

Tim's blood pounded in his ears; he wanted to hurt this thing under his hands and he couldn't bring himself to care anymore. It was destroying his friends, creeping like a crawling rot into every nook and cranny of their minds. Slowly, it invaded– a sweet croon here, a sharp discouragement there; watchful eyes and cutting words hidden behind an open kindness that came from the confidence of security. It felt safe picking them apart sinew by bloody sinew.

Sasha was ruining herself and wouldn't listen to reason. She ran headfirst into any situation she thought would give her leads, not even bothering to tell anyone when she was in danger. She was working longer hours, talking to people in her office in secret, stashing tapes and statements in odd places he and Martin wouldn't look. Every new statement plucked from the mess Gertrude left behind sent her on a spiral, clawing for any connection to latch onto– and she latched onto Jon's words like a woman drowing. When Sasha ducked away from conversation with Tim and Martin, Jon was at her elbow, whispering in her ear. When she eyed Tim with distrust, he could feel Jon's gaze burning into the back of head. When she continued to pull away from anyone who could anchor her to reality, Jon was right there, pulling her along.

Jon's breathing was becoming laboured. Tim pressed more weight against his chest, egged on by the slight give of Jon's ribcage under his forearms.

"Kill me," Jon choked out. Tim lurched back a step, allowing Jon to take a deep breath that left him with a dry cough. His grin split his pockmarked cheeks, "Kill me, right now. Get it over with. That is what you want, isn't it?"

"You're sick," Tim spat. He pushed against Jon until he wheezed, "You're a sick little creep and I- I want you gone. Leave the Institute. Run into traffic. Anything, just- just get out." Jon's beaming smile wavered, eyes fluttering as consiousness was squeezed out of him, "If I ever see your face again-"

"Tim!"

Tim startled, dropping Jon's collar and letting him crumple to the floor. The anger drained out of him instantly, leaving a hollow in its wake.

He stared down at the man at his feet; Jon's narrow back was shaking.

Shaking with laughter.

Jon's boney shoulders jumped up and down, breathless snickering wracking his entire frame.

He peered up at Tim through spidery bangs. As if on strings, his lips were pulled into manic smile, eyes alight with joy. Hysterics were carved into every crease of his face.

"You can't. You will never be rid of me." He whispered, voice pitchy with wonder.

Someone pushed Tim aside; he stumbled out of the way without even turning to see which of Jon's victims it was. Red faced anger entered his sight, made fuzzy by the film of haze filling his brain.

Helplessness squeezed like a band around his chest; no one would believe him about Jon. Not Sasha, too paranoid to see the problem right in front of her. Not Martin, who would give and give and give to a monster who could only take. Not Elias, who had let Jon into the Archives in the first place.

"-at is your problem, Tim?! What could /Jon/ have done to-" A tinny voice buzzed beneath the rapid gallop of Tim's heart.

Jon was right– Tim couldn't do anything. Nothing would keep Jon from weaving his web around all of them; all he could do now was watch as the threads tightened and tightened until they each snapped under the tension.

Something bumped– shoved his shoulder. Salt and pepper hair left his vision and, instinctually, Tim's eyes traced the monster across the room.

From under Martin's arm, Jon pressed his face into his shoulder. Crocodile tears soaked into the soft, well-worn knit of Martin's favourite jumper. In stark clarity, Tim zeroed in on the hand that raised behind Martin's back.

Jon waved at him slowly and deliberately as he was led gingerly into the breakroom.

#hee hee #jon: 🕷️🕸️ #tim: i want this twink obliterated #whats a little bit of attempted murder between coworkers #i had a really shit day so i wrote this to make me feel better #i like the flow of it but im wondering if its too consise #i think my writing is like that in general tho. i can write longer fics but im not very flowery or verbose #i just like to write whats happening and what the characters are thinking and thats it #but anyways. web jon is a little freak for SURE #i gave him annabel's perpetual calmness bc i think thats a v good web trait #also hes a little bit hysterical but thats okay <3 thats just how jon is sometimes #i think that up until s3 web jon is an antagonist to some degree. hes not helping the archives hes just there to fuck with everyone lol #and tim is the only one to pick up on it like he does with canon jon. which starts him hating jon #but i do think we get like a not-sasha moment at the end of s2 but its sasha figuring out that jon is an avatar of the web- #-and isn't actually who he says he is. i think she would spot jon's manipulation patterns by reading statements- #-jon has hidden about the web #and eventually jon stops being malicious and starts actually helping them and making human connections and whatever #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #timothy stoker #web!jon #archivist!sasha #martin blackwood #sasha james #tma fic #my fic #title from outliars and hyppocrates: a fun fact about apples

[songtwo]

as frustrating and lonely and isolating as it was being single for 21 years thinking about it now it was the best thing for me. ive never been heartbroken and i dont have relationship trauma and most importantly all my mental issues come from within me and not bc some guy caused them

#and the best part is it was Him. like as cheesy as it sounds he is the one i want tl b with 4ever he's genuinely perfect for me #not only bc we're best friends and we have the same views and are v attracted to each other which ofc are important factors #but bc i just love Our relationship like we never fight we never hurt each other on purpose like whenever theres conflict or a #misunderstanding we talk for hours if needed until we are both calm and its fully solved and like there is so much trust and communication #so even though we're both quite sick in the head it just works bc we both try so hard and there is so much love and respect #and it's all 100% reciprocate so i just see us together 4ever from a realistic and objective pov not just an enamoured one #and its like. dear god am i glad it never worked out w anyone else

[theunconcernedembalmer]

Anon is ready to scare more people lives because it's Halloween month. Anon waits for Aesop to calm down, after Aesop settled his things, anon suddenly scares him with a Jason mask.

Anon: WAHHHHHHH!!!!!

That's not how you approach people.

#identity v #aesop carl #identity v embalmer #identity v the embalmer #identity v ask blog #jokes on u theyre never calm #anxietee babeeeee #back again periodically. just clearing up the inbox #someone yell at me to finish that half done school au comic sometime #slowly trying to get back my motivation to draw n i guess its working #anyway. pls dont squint so hard at this i drew this in pen with half an idea of the pose #ill jump back to digital sometime

[arcadequeerz]

I swear, the more people complain about how ‘the backrooms’ ~ruined~ liminal horror, the more I will enjoy it just 2 spite people.

#Cade.Txts #sorry it just makes me a lil mad 2 see people act so like. Uppity about it. #like like what u Want Obviously- but i rly do love the way the backrooms have become this sort of- #scp style collaborative story thing now. #there is so much lore relating 2 random levels n entities people have made n i just think its v creative n fun to see what people r making #n people act like its a CRIME and its RUINING horror n it makes me mad people r acting like this #like bro calm down. #people get so pissed over the stupidiest shit sometimes n i just sit here like 'bro can't we just calm down-'