#jensen is close to him

[wisefoxluminary]

Misha Collins autograph at Comic Con Liverpool storytime

Hi, you may remember me posting my photos of meeting Jensen and Misha this morning so here is my follow-up post about getting Misha's autograph like I promised. He was everything I hoped he would be. He was so sweet.

I went in to the booth to get this photo of Castiel signed and he was so sweet and welcoming to me. I gave him a very special gift I made for him- a song I had wrote for Jensen and Misha based on Dean and Castiel. I was inspired by the song You Are Not Alone that Jensen and Misha made up on the spot during a JIB 11 panel and I made it longer and added more lyrics to it. My dad recorded and sang it and then put it on a personalised CD for Jensen and Misha as a gift. I have two copies. I gave Misha his one today and he loved it, saying that he would show Jensen. He was really sweet about it and I got to have a lovely conversation with him. I asked him how he was loving Liverpool so far and he said he was enjoying it. He was so lovely and charming. He really is an angel 😉🥰

I'm getting an autograph with Jensen tomorrow so I'm going to give him his copy. I'm sure he's going to love it.

I'm really happy with how my autograph went and how lovely Misha was about the song. I am even considering making an album....

#misha collins #jensen ackles #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #destiel #cockles #jenmish #misha is the sweetest man I have ever met #bless him #I am really happy with how the song turned out #hopefully he likes it #i just love that his first response was to tell jensen #that was so cute #just shows how close of friends they are #you are not alone #they'll probably get deja vu when they hear it #can't wait to give it to Jensen tomorrow #autograph signing #storytime #comic con liverpool

[found--family]

am i the only one who sensed some jilted lover vibes from jensen? 

#burcon #cockles #thoughts #at the start of the panel and through a few particular interactions he seemed very standoffish #he was giving a little bitter and hurt and perhaps even resentful - maybe he only learned of misha's gf #at this con too! maybe it was news to him. on top of not seeing misha for months i can understand #if he was feeling a bit neglected and out of the loop. there's also the matter of misha's gf not being #in a poly thing with jensen and dee like vicki was ie. what she has with misha is seperate so i'm sure #that's another difficult thing to deal with knowing their time together is strictly separate #i've no doubt he wants misha to have a partner and be happy but there's an adjustment period #letting new people into your life and whoever misha's partner is now or in the future is going to #affect jensen on a personal level and moreover his relationship with misha. it's all very intriguing #and while i like what little i've seen and heard about this woman for misha i just think no matter who #she is it's going to take a toll on jensen's relationship w misha. i thought it was plain to see on jensen's face #during their panel: numerous moments where he was giving a poker face that wasn't covering a laugh #but instead like he was trying to smooth out his bitterness. or so my eyes and brain and heart tell me. #just various moments where things looked uncomfortable and jensen making off-colour jokes that didn't land #and which furthermore were barbed and snarky - not in their usual banter way but like he was lashing out #and using the excuse of chaotic panel convo to explain away his comedic pitfalls. but again maybe i'm #looking to much into it? idk. there are some lovely moments! fun and caring moments - but they #mainly came from misha's direction ngl. it seemed like misha was trying hard to keep the peace #while jensen was just running his mouth on comments and jokes that kept not landing - for me #everyone on my dash is loving their dynamic this panel - and i want to feel that love! it is possible that #learning misha has a gf has skewed my perception a little like i'm putting context onto moments #i otherwise wouldn't. but i also think i would've laughed and generally felt better watching their panel #if that was the case. idk. whatever the reason i do think something was OFF between them on stage #and it was coming from jensen from the start. misha picked up on it partway though but things felt #a little strained throughout. like jensen wasn't looking at misha as much as usual or reaching out for him #misha tried to salvage and not react to things. but both their answers to the last Q were passive aggressive af #and when they left the stage together they weren't close or touching or chatting like they usually are...

[coldhearted93]

DONT LOOK 👀!!! I love this man but now I see just why they made him start to wear loose pants and longer shirts!! 🍆

#don’t look at it too closely #jensen ackles #like jesus christ jensen #jensenacklesedit #jensen imagine #jensen's bowlegs #jensen fucking ackles #jensen ackles smut #supernatural #sexy tease #so fuckable #fine as fuck #love him

[charliebarkersmother]

#Jensen #good boy Jenny #getting a good pic of him is close to impossible #australian cattle dog #blue heeler #nature #michigan #mine

[urne-buriall]

dreamt last night that the supernatural reboot followed Claire (riding off Kathryn Newton's Lisa Frankenstein success) getting time-travelled back to season 1 of Supernatural and messing with the timeline. current Jensen Ackles played Season 1 Dean and we all just ignored that he's 20 years older. they couldn't get Jared Padelecki back to play Sam so I wondered if they were going to cleverly omit his character, but instead they recast him with my step-brother who IS the right age and height for s1 Sam but who, in my dream, IS NOT a very good actor

#jensen was so happy to play Dean again and also wouldn't let anyone else play him #Claire knew so much more about monster hunting than either of the brothers #my step-brother looks close enough to the part and thought he was doing a great job but he was not

[dotthings]

So Jensen “I didn’t want Dean to go out that like, and that’s been documented” Ackles just made it clear, again, at Nashcon, that he’s not satisfied with the way things ended for Dean. And I’m sure the ones that have played deny deny deny deny will just go on doing it. They’ve ignored the past few years of Jensen hinting at his salt about it or even saying it outright. They’ve taken his diplomatic statements as the only truth because they ignore what he’s also said about it. Some think it’s wonderful to shove the dickbar replica at him in photo ops and If You Think Jensen Has Any Problem With All This You’re Delusional He Loves the Series Finale So Much How Dare You. Or “Dean went out saving those kids while hunting, how dare you insinuate Jensen isn’t satisfied with how Dean went out, Dean went out a hero, you are so disrespectful” while they stick their fingers in their ears and act like Jensen hasn’t made his views clear. Sure you can disagree with him and have your own take on it, but not while you ignore all the things Jensen has already said and accuse anybody who actually LISTENS to the man of being deluded. Or assign words to fans that we didn’t say — for example I never made a claim that Jensen hates everything about the finale. I’m sure he does sincerely appreciate the Sam and Dean scenes. What’s he going to do, stand on con stages next to Jared and go “well that SUCKED” lmfaooo.

But he’s well within his rights to object to how Dean went out

Maybe people should actually listen to him.

Maybe not undoing the rebar death per se (because I believe Jensen when he said they aren’t undoing anything about the mothership on TW) but recontextualizing goes a long way and filling in missing spaces and giving Dean fuller more satisfying notes than whatevertheheck 15.20 was.

And there’s Jensen on a con stage in December 2022 talking about how there’s no closure and no end and he didn’t want Dean to go out like that and that’s been documented.

Jensen’s not putting Dean away on a shelf.

So I’m stowing that language now too. It’s not even “Dean deserved a better ending” any more, it’s more general and less finality than that. “Dean deserved better notes for that arc” or “Dean deserved something better than what 15.20 did.”

We’re in the CMP era now.

#Dean Winchester #Jensen Ackles #WE’VE BEEN TRYING TO TELL YOU #CERTAIN PEOPLE REALLY DON’T LISTEN TO HIM #BECAUSE THEY DON’T WANT TO HEAR IT #an actual conclusion may come someday #but it doesn’t seem like an actual closing of the book is imminent #and after the prequel-sequel #there’s revival

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

thinking about jensen being all surprised he has autism and bryce is like ,,i don't think you made eye contact w me for more than 5 min total in the first month we met? how is this news to you??

#he has always been so bad w eye contact and thought it was just a him thing #he pushes through but its literally never Not uncomfortable unless its w people hes close w and really never thought anything of it #jensen valentine

[highfunctioningflailgirl]

Yes, dear camera person, we know. He's beautiful to look at.

#love this caressing shot of him #i'd get lost in the close-ups if i were the cameraperson #spn #2x20 #what is and what should never be #supernatural #dean winchester #jensen ackles #winchester woes

[wemakeitupaswego]

We have to talk about Jensen...

Jensen : ....

"I FINISHED"

"WHY ISN'T IT HE SAID?"

"YOU WANT GIRL ADVICE OR BOY ADVICE?"

#we have to talk about Jensen #i feel like something is happening #something has been brewing in him for a long time #he is still diplomatic but... #i dunno I feel like he is close... #cockles #destiel #jenmish

[cooloddball]

JIB10 CLOSING CEREMONY ANALYSIS

for daisy anon

let me start by saying that I will forever analyse jib10 until the day i crack the code because this panel was the messiest these two have ever been (and we all know they are messy af). let it also be known that everytime i watch it, i cringe so hard i have to stop and then a few months later i go back and repeat the entire process. it’s like some sort of madness but that’s what cockles has done to us all.

PS. I'll be using two videos to analyze it since some angles are not visible in one video.

on to the closing ceremony ↓

the panel is over and what in the gay hell (as one of my followers would ask) is this moment? guys stop, no please don’t.

the entire cast present walks out with briana buckmaster beelining for jensen as usual. okay this is not a snide comment, they are actually besties and she’s often hanging around jensen during jib (re: jib8,jib9, jib10, sns) and that photo they took ladies in red giving off bi4bi energy. anyway I digress. now, as briana is hugging jensen misha seems like he’s lost and doesn’t know what to do with his hands until rob comes along and they hug (rob is so adorable i just want to squish is cheeks) the funniest thing about this situation is that no one goes to hug jared or anything. It’s rather odd don’t you think? 

anyway, back to cockles.  jensen looks over at robisha? giving each other some love and i think he just wants his man's attention again because he goes over to the fireworks thingy or whatever it’s called is throwing sparks and jensen with his whole chest and his cute little bowlegs stands in front of it to show off? I love this man but half the time i don’t know what he’s doing but he looks adorable doing it so i enjoy it. after his shennanigans, jensen turns to see if his husband is looking at him being goofy and all but at this point misha is busy talking with rob, rob’s hand is on misha’s shoulder and man is jensen not amused. this was so funny like dude chill, he’s just having a wee chat with rob, you know rob your straight (?)friend rob. dude is looking at them for a whole three seconds (yes i counted) like it’s getting creepy and both misha and rob are oblivious just chatting away. I was afraid he might go there and ask rob to back off but thank jack he didn’t because that stare was intense. I wish i could get a video taken from the other angle because i'd like to see what his face was doing.  it’s heartbreaking and funny and adorable all at the same time because jensen you are a grown ass man and a father of three and yes we understand you were extremely needy that particular day but let misha catch up with his friend for just a sec, jfc.

so jensen decides nope, nope that’s enough i can’t not have my man look at me so i’ll show him who he needs to be looking at. let me do something crazy so he starts walking off the stage and misha looks back at jared and says something. so as misha and jared chat away and try to figure out what is going on with the green eyed grasshopper, jensen goes ahead and sits on someone’s lap, yes, he sits on a fan in the audience. okay if that happened to me i’d probably d word because it’s jensen ross ackles sitting on my lap. I know he smells amazing and is sexy af i’d probably be stuck there like a koala and i wouldn’t let him go but i digress.

while jared is uncomfortably smiling wondering wtf is going on, misha is hiding his face in shame like nope sweetheart what are you doing? that’s not cool you know you can’t just be out there sitting on fan girls’ laps please stop. even jared is rubbing his forehead probably wondering wtf is wrong with his friend.

jensen starts to scream into the mic while looking at his colleagues on the stage and as he does that. misha moves from where he was standing right in front of jensen and goes down the stage to talk to daniela.

meanwhile jared is still rubbing his head like what is happening? everyone else is laughing but jared is surprised that misha has left he seems confused???  And so am i because wtf jensen? misha? can you two just be normal like for once? you are 40+ year oldmen acting like teenagers with a crush like tf? okay i love to see it but also it’s so cringey i can’t keep up. jensen looks over at misha and daniela and when he sees that misha is going back on stage, he gets off the fan too but misha goes to stand at the very end of the line next to jason manns. it looks like jensen is beelining for misha but i think he decides against it since he's the mc and he has to stand in the middle of the room. at this moment i would like us to take a moment of silence for jensen for having to keep it together while working very closely with misha for all those years. i mean if he’s behaving like this in public in front of thousands of fans what was he like on set? i know i’m needy when it comes to relationships but i feel like he’s needier. let’s take another moment of silence for misha for having to deal with a needy/bratty jensen ross ackles for over a decade.

idk what jared is telling rob but rob is laughing while looking at jensen who is walking towards them on stage. it’s all good between rob and jensen. of course no one can stay mad at rob for over a minute he’s too damn adorable. NB: I don’t think jensen was mad at rob for talking to misha i just think he was feeling abandoned by his man so he got a little desperate and did what he did as described above.

there’s a flying unicorn (steve is that you?) and surprse jensen kicks it as usual *eye roll* what did unicorns ever do to him?

he is finally done with his shenanigans and starts the closing ceremony. now what stands out here is the way he introduces people. so he starts with rich who is the second person to his right, then after he goes ahead to introduce jason manns who is at the far end of the line next to misha. i mean he leaves out rob who is closest to him and adam fergus who is standing between rich and jason. now what's more interesting is his pitch of voice when he introduces them that makes it sus. anyway…the way misha is looking at jensen here is just so...heart eyes. he has an ear to ear grin and he’s just looking at jensen so adorably like c’mon jensen just said jason manns and that was enough to make misha happy. like am i missing something or? so when jason is called, he playfully hides behind misha and misha just looks at jensen and jensen looks at him and it’ so funny because this is so funny to me.

the way jensen and misha look at each other here…it’s just s funny because like guys you just had a whole hour of shennanigans together tf? and it goes on for 3 seconds as well like ??? in retrospect, jensen could’ve been looking at jason but since he was so close to misha i’ll just assume it’s misha because misha was also looking at him.

the way he announces misha’s name like sir are you okay? do you need to be that loud? dlso did he just moan? i heard a mmh...ahh somewhere in there but maybe it’s just me. the way he’s looking at misha guys i want to hide this is so…i can’t look. jensen hasn’t taken his eyes off him for 5 seconds now like can someone help him? they are looking at each other i’m crying because i am feeling so many things all at once.

it’s funny how even though he announces adam fergus the same way he announced misha, he barely looks at him. like i know they are friends but it’s just the difference between how he looks at misha and the way he looks at adam. i gagged.

so he goes ahead and introduces everyone else and he barely looks at them which is a glaring omission considering how he was behaving earlier when it came to misha. he doesn’t even look at jared. i don’t think i have enough expletives for the feelings i have rn because i’m reeling. jensen is intentionally looking away from jared while misha and jason are busy talking about jensen and whatever is happening at that moment probably something like “he looks done” and jason agrees because they laugh.

jensen also doesn’t look at briana once. also what’s even funnier he looks so done like he’s rolling his eyes? Idk what’s up with that but… he goes on to introduce everyone else without even a glance.

now it’s finally his turn to be introduced and what happens next is so surreal i had to watch it in slow motion. so jared who is right behind jensen reaches out as if reach for jensen’s hand? which is awkward because jensen is standing like a statue his hands holding the mic in a defensive way like he doesn’t want to be touched. even when jared introduces him he has to push him like he’s a boulder stone being rolled down  a hill. i thought i'm dramatic but jensen is on another level because wtf is he doing? is he that done with the whole situation or jared for his bs earlier in the panel that he doesn’t want to even be near him? i could be wrong but it’s just a glaring difference between how he was with jason, rob, rich, and misha and how he’s acting with jared. nothing to see here just the jivorce simmering like a volcano under the jibcon floorboards. idk what i’m saying so i’ll just walk away now.

look at that grin on misha’s face. aww :) you can ‘t hide love can you? he’s so happy to see jensen like that’s his man and even if he was  bratting the whole panel he just loves him so much. what’s even more adorable is that after jensen blows a kiss to the fans he turns to look at misha and they look at each other. in a room of people all i see is you. i’m not crying you are. literally i’m crying because they are so adorkable i can’t cope bobo do you have any other advise to deal with beautiful gay situations please?

but i’m about to spoil that sweet moment because as he's looking at his blue-eyed cutie patootie jared is in the back spanking his ass like can you not sir? jensen doesn’t even react to that because he’s still looking at misha and walking in reverse back to his position. i think he didn’t want to have to see jared’s face. jk but no seriously that’s what happened. jared still can’t read the room because he’s now tapping jensen’s shoulder. jensen still isn’t paying him  any mind. This is get too painful and embarrassing to watch, like jared stop, you are embarrassing yourself. oh god now he’s touching both jensen and briana. jensen has to bend so jared lets go of him like how embarrassing is that? jared's whole body is turned towards jensen but jensen is facing towards daniela paying him no mind like why is he still doing this to himself? It’s too cringe to watch.

so finally jensen puts his arm around jared’s neck since they are both hugging daniela but he still hasn’t looked at him once. 

so daniela says that there will be another jib and you know what jensen does?he fucking looks over at misha . he even raises his  eyebrows like ‘do you hear that babe? we will always have rome.’ but misha’s not looking at him so the momentpasses. adam fergus is laughing in the background and jensen is just waiting for his babe to acknowledge him but misha is minding his own business. he looks at misha for 6 seconds . from here to here. wow.

intermission -> i have  seen posts about this moment that mentioned that jensen was glaring at adam for talking to misha and that’s why he was looking that way but that’s not the case because when adam and misha were chatting away, jensen didn’t see it because he was busy hugging daniela so that’s not what happened. he was looked over at misha after daniela mentioned that they should have another jib. but i could be wrong so… moving on.

finally jensen spares jared a glance but it only lasts a second. adam makes a joke, jared and jensen thank daniela. It’s over.

after the closing ceremony jensen takes misha to the loading dock, pins him to the wall, kisses the hell out of him and takes that gay ass selfie before he leaves for dubai/australia.

okay okay i have an idea as to why jensen said he would’ve loved to have slept in while staring longingly at misha, why he was bratty during the panel and why they took that selfie it’s nothing big it’s just that maybe the previous night they didn’t get to spend enough time together for obvious reasons and they had to wake up early and spend the entire day at the con centre and hence he was being so bratty because he wanted all of misha’s attention because he knew he wouldn’t see him again in like a month or so. but again, i'm just speculating.

#cockles #jib10 closing ceremony #jib10 #jensen was being brat and i sure do hope misha gave him whatever it is that he needed after the panel

[jarchaeology]

where do you buy the slides from? I've never seen a slide advertised anywhere, but you've bought so many, and so kindly uploaded them for everyone to see, I would be happy to buy some and share them with you and I'm sure others would too.

you’re so sweet. the seller is on ebay! they are a pretty indulgent thing to buy regularly, especially with shipping. i used to treat myself to one (or two…) when id had a hard week. and i guess i had a lot of hard weeks since this started. 😂 i recently left my job sooo the weeks are way better now but the jarchaeology budget has left the building.

next time he puts up a batch i’ll make a post about it. i’ll explain why or why not i’m interested in certain slides. there was one that someone else won last week that i wanted very badly. 🥲 i’m actually hoping a follower got it cause what i care most about is the image being made available for everyone. actually, no. what i care MOST about is the event info printed on the mounting of the slide. but i got the info for that one cause i emailed the seller in a panic like please! i’ll waste away if i do not know!

#i’ve purchased slides for less from 2 other sellers #but they only had one or two of jensen #this seller must’ve purchased them from one of the huge celebrity photo agency lots that were going around #these photo agencies close and resellers out there buy in bulk to sell as individuals for much more money #but this guy is great #i’m pretty sure he was soooo annoyed with me for awhile but i think i finally won him over #jarch: anons

[charlieism]

im just fucking insane over this scene right now ok does ANYONE understand me

#i dont have words i cannot explain myself my mind is just going in fucking circles jesus christ. SO MANY THOUGHTS. ABT THEM!!! #them being hughie and billy idc abt jensen ackles rn lmfao #the boys #hughie campbell #billy butcher #soldier boy #listen im so close to being caught up w this series but smth abt this scene and like idk the 5mins before it has me gnwaing on drywall rn #I CANT #i just. butcher. fuck. god. hughie. lenny. jesus. butcher looking out for hughie. apologising. caring for him here. IM GONNA END MYSELF #jay rambles

[found--family]

you killed my best friend was the first time harvey mentioned bruce

#bruharvey #harvey dent #gotham knights #i swear i forgot he was bruce's bestie in canon bc he hadn't mentioned him All Season #and i figured that was bc they didn't want to dwell on bruce/batman when he was dead and #lotsof other stuff needed screentime - but not even a passing mention? a single line? i figured they #wanted to avoid bruharvey distractions (and wouldn't it be something if there were more lines that ended up #on the cuting room floor? especially with jensen so close to playing bruce in a flashback it seems) #anyway when harvey said this to the mayor dude i legit thought he was talking about cressida and got confused #cos they were'nt besties more like associatesor acquaintances or whatever. and that's a downside #of the plot for me - that they only focused on turner's grief/confusion/anger and didn't even let harvey mention his bff #bc it would've helped further humanize him - let him grieve but also be more driven to find bruce's killer #but instead the plot focused on the fugue!harvey mystery which makes sense. if it were The Harvey Show #we surely would've seen harvey grieve but in GK they had to give time to the other characters. still i lament #thoughts

[catboycastiel]

do u think he wakes up evry morning knowing hes perfect or is he insane

#hes so pretty here im literally in sham bles #sooo close to bi lighting #i wish i could give him a big hug #then put him in a little pant potted plot and grow him like a sunflower #jensen ackles #jackles #supernatural #j2m

[ganseybois]

jensen ackles coming back as dean winchester for us...he said "i know what they did to me was stupid, I'm fixing it just wait for me."

#dean winchester #supernatural #spn #i love him SO MUCH LETS GO #jensen ackles #i know hes not like back back #but close enough

[enochianribs]

I know in theory jensen can, in fact, sing and make music. however you could not pay me any sum of money to hear it.

#physically adverse to it #just saw a muted video of him singing and force closed the app. #no. #if it makes u feel better im like this with every celebrity. #but jensen especially.