#jesus christ this is horribly long

[oifaaa]

lying in the dirt thinking about how they made jason the impulsive brash bat when thats cass.

"the bat that punch first and asks questions later" thats cass thats casssssss

Cass' way of dealing with steph for a long while was just to knock her out and run off girl just does what she wants and I love her for it

#ask #anon #also someone on that post mentioned how long jasons shopping list is #bc he probably does so much pre planning into best cheapest products #and yeah you cant convince me jason isn't one of those pro coupon people #he probably started with Catherine and now he just loves doing it #also off topic #but absolutely fucking horrible day at work today #i knew September was gonna be a shit show but Jesus fucking christ did not realise itd be so soon #this month is gonna kick my ass someone send help plz

[solardistress]

everyone who is in the stanley parable fandom should somehow get sucked into the rabbit hole of the story and or characters and or the concept the game presents . not like ohhh i looove the narratorso much heres my design and lore for them for it kind of rabbit hole where you fixate on this character that like. you are making uo backstory for to the point it deviates from canon because youve gone too far from the game details or whatever but but really aanalyze the game the moments the dialogue for just a moment . mmfind the meaning in the words . find somethin g profound in the data the papers the desks the situation as a whole . you cant just . romanticize the characters. without. like. understanding them first . tou cwnt do anything with the characters until you inderstand them at a gut wrenching level . at least brush uo on their wiki once in a while ? play the game ? every now and then ? treat stanley right ? anyway if you like the stanley parable so much why cant you tell me about 432 and their situation . how profoundly sad their existance is and how you trea t them. how about cookie9? why do you hate themm so much. because of a review ? tou antagonize them for what ? the narrators doing ? bexause the narrator what . yeah . tou cant even explain his actions . go go play the game and hav eit rewrite your brain . go down the rabbit hole and bask in the true horror and unrealism of their situation

#how sleepy am i jesus christ #tsp #anywayy i think what im saying is pleade enjoy the gamr and the story it has actually theres so many little details and often all i see is #just. the narrator . the endings . stanley. yeah theres feeling and emotion but j want that in words i want to to see you understand it #i want to see you see it in your own way inderstand and process it in your own way and share that #i love seeing analysis posts !!!!! uughh nbrhh. not to say that like. the fanart isnt what i want no i love the fanart so much #but i wish there were more analysis posts or something idk #idk what my point was here #i love characterization . by the way . as someone who would write fanfics and has a pet peeve of correct characterization in fics and such #i just wish more people hnderstood the game as a whole and didnt just end up being like haha ships !!!!!!!! romance !!!!! like yes ! but #but also like they have something MORE than romance. something more intimate and close . not sex yeah sure whatever but they are #connected in the most horrible ways and connected so closely and lovingly and they are connected whether they like it or not #they hate each other they love each other they are each others world they are divorced theyve been married for eternity they would kill eac #other they woukd have sex they woukd kiss they would dance they would do so many things that arent romance oriented but still close in #so many fucking ways because they love hate each other and their relationship is so conplicated you think they just suddenly love each othe #no matter what now ?? after what. you think stanley is forgiving ? after being brought through hell over and over and over again? #no! they hate each others guts i tell you. but they still stick by each others sides because they dont belong anywhere else #theres love but not in any way any of us can think. theres love but not like that but also exactly like that. theres also hate #and its a beautiful mix of the two that allows them to get along so well and endure each other for so long and further #anyway fucking . i forgot my point #anyway go down the rabbit hole 👍 this game is insane and you should be insane about it too #but like. be insane about it . not the concept of romance in this game. do not pair them up just for the sake of shipping #understand their relationship. understand them. understand their circumstances. understand their problems their bate their love #them. understand them and how much they need each other. how they keep chasing and chasing and chasing only to run #in circles. anyway what was my POINT. i ront remember 👍👍👍 #i am . so sleepy

[lion-buddy]

wow was not expecting 2023 to shoot me on the way out the door like this lmao

#Cw for vague medical stuff but. #long story short uh. Wisdom teeth extraction horrible horrible mess straight to Hospital lol #I’m ok now tho and about to leave but still Jesus Christ what the actual fuck why. Huh. #who wants to takes Tylenol. ✨together✨ #Lmk if I need to tag this lol #Adding onto this cuz like. I’m bitter. I was already scared. I don’t like the dentist #so like. Why. who decided I needed to get traumatized lol #mad mad mad in pain mad

[justinefrischmanngf]

i’m sooooooooo stressed about a message i just sent but i am glad i sent it bc if i hadn’t i would’ve spent the rest of however long thinking about sending it and i don’t like that at all but also my heart is literally pounding in my chest what if he hates me and doesn’t want to be friends anymore…………………

#I DONT LIKE BREACHING THE COWORKER VS FRIEND BOUNDARY BECAUSE MY BOUNDARIES ARE SO THIN BUT I AM ALWAYS TERRIFIED OF PUSHING SOMEONE ELSE #TOO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT ALSO THIS GUY AND I SPENT SO LONG BITCHING TOGETHER SATURDAY NIGHT AT A PARTY AND HE SMOKED MANY OF MY CIGARETTES #SO HOW MUCH CAN HE REALLY HATE ME #I AM SO FULL OF ADRENALINE RIGHT NOW THIS IS SO SCARY IVE GOT MY PHONE ON DO NOT DISTURB BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO KNOW WHEN HE REPLIES #HORRIFYING. TERRIFYING. I WISH I HAD SENT A MESSAGE TO HIM BACK IN FUCKING JULY THE FIRST TIME I WANTED TO SEND A MESSAGE TO HIM. #HORRIBLE HORRIBLE STUFF AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #IF I FUCK THIS UP THEN I DO ACTUALLY FUCK THINGS UP QUITE SEVERELY BC HE IS ONE OF THE PEOPLE I MOST ENJOY HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH JUST #IN GENERAL. BUT ALSO. I KNOW HE LIKES HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH ME AS WELL SO IT SHOULDNT FUCK IT UP TOO MUCH #BUT WHAT IF IT DOESSSSSSSSDD #AND THEN I HAVE TO SEE HIM. AT WORK. ON THURSDAY. #THIS COULD GO SO WRONG BUT IT ALSO MIGHT BE THE START OF A LOVELY ABILITY TO TEXT CASUALLY #WHICH IS WHAT IM AIMING FOR BUT JESUS CHRIST AM I SCARED RIGHT NOW #HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO SCARED

[crimeronan]

hi this is the same belos-dad anon. what if camila went and stumbled into the demon realm via edas door and then they had Adventures and along the way camila realized that the Masked Princess(tm) of the Isles was. yknow. her very long lost daughter. YELLS

GOD my friend mock had an INCREDIBLE idea re camila and vee that you can see here -- basically, vee shapeshifting into toddler luz in a panic after seeing her in a photograph after she escaped to camila's house. as far as camila knows, her daughter would be in her mid-late teens if she was alive so this is..... a distressing development. on all levels

i think that if vee came clean and at any point told camila about the human princess then camila would probably have a Strong Inkling that that was her kid, while also being like. no it can't be. i can't be crazy about this anymore. it's been years and years i need to accept that my daughter is dead and move on instead of going on some wild goose chase

but. i don't think she'd be able to let it lie. i think she would eventually have to go looking for answers.

#camila arriving in the boiling isles just in time for luz to take over the throne like yeah disregard all fascist government it won't be #here long. extremely funny and also gutwrenching. jesus christ #replies #toh #princess luz au #i also got ur ask about hennessy i just TRULY DONT KNOW WHERE TO START WITH HER THATS MY GIRL... #shes got a whole tag tho. that's just 'hennessy.' and the 'horrible nightmare trauma pals' tag is hennessy & ronan

[bearsgrove]

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#river.txt #jesus fucking christ i feel sick #i feel so sick #i feel sick i feel sick i feel sick i feel sick #really wish i wasnt breathing oxygen right about now #if it suddenly became toxic to me or something that would be great #havent felt this fucking horrible in so long #i cant even put it into words. nothing i say is going to sufficiently describe how i feel #this year is going great so far #anyway. gonna go mia for a bit i think. #if i dont come back u can assume i finally snapped but #i will likely be back unfortunately #cant even kill myself thats how incapable i am

[concerto-roblox]

found pictures of me and an old friend i haven't spoken to since i was 17 this isn't gonna be good for my evening

#jesus christ i can't believe it's been that long #we were so close and then one day they just decided to stop talking to me and all our other friends #except the girl who bullied me and made my life hell #but now i don't even know if i resent them for it because i'm pretty sure they were going through something i didn't really know about #and it's been so long i can't even be bothered to hold a grudge anymore #the problem is if i wanted us to reconnect the responsibility is on my shoulders because i've changed my number since we last spoke #and i didn't have instagram or anything when i was 17 #and i just know it's not going to be how it was before because i'm so different now and there's nothing i hate more than trying #<- to build up a relationship from the beginning #and i don't even know how to go about it since it's already broken down #but i don't know if i want to lose them forever because they were one of the two people i was closest to in school #and they stuck by me when i got horribly bullied #i just don't know if i can stand the idea of trying to rebuild what we once had and failing :(( #oh my god i never normally get this emo on fucking tumblr wtf is wrong with me #anyway #how to be cringe 101

[waste-0f-spacee]

i have such an urge to overhaul and change my whole appearance but idk what to even do

#i’m so tired of feeling so ugly and disgusting #not even talking about my body #everything else #my whole aura #i need to change the way i present myself to the world #along with my face and hair #i want to cut my hair but don’t know what style to do #i want to dye it but it took me so long to get back to my natural color which i personally think is so nice #but i need a fucking CHANGE #i need to especially learn how to do makeup #i can do it good enough that i look better than without #but i need to learn how to shapeshift like all these other pretty girls #i want to be pretty so badly #i’m starting to think it’s less about my hair and makeup and more about what i have to work with #which is just a horribly plain face #ugly to me but to other people i know i’m the most basic looking woman ever #i want to be good looking jesus CHRIST

[gonfrees]

"egg prices rising gave a huge profit boost to corperations" "cans of vegetables all over $1" "cans of beans all over $1" "produce prices skyrocket" "corporations profits rising" "minimum wage stagnant" "rent increase" "tip your landlord" "gas increase in price causes record profits" I am about to commit a crime do fucking henious.

#i belive all coprmerations and millionares should be shot in da head since nobody wanna ban guns and you wanna blame trans people #fir commiting perhaps three out if THOUSANDS of shootings #you want to control what we can and cant do with the media us government? you want to criminalize medical care for my body? #i hope you all die horrible deaths. i hope you are torn apart by crows. i hope mice eat your eyes. #i sm filled with love and hope for community and humanity but these people? they are no longer human and we should kill them #violence mention i guess if youre scared but everyhting i say stands im so fucking sick of it here im so mad life gets harder and harde #i cant save fucking money. well maybe i could if i never did anything fun again. jesus christ cant life have fucking meaning?? joy??? #if you see some bitch talking about hating trans people or being pro gun just know that deep in my heart #i want them dead. #not your grandpa or mom whos mind is being pousoned because i belive some people are capable of chnage maybe some day #but those profiting? oh yeah kill them. #long tags but im so filled with rage. whats the point of having representatives who dont fu king represent their people #only their own motives? die!!!!!

[mintmentos]

Driving in the snow more life fearing for your life

#had to drive home from the station and Jesus Christ I’ve never been more tense #tbh it was probably the best driving posture I’ve had for a long time and I was in the 10/2 position the whole way home but my god was it #awful my brakes wouldn’t work properly and I was scared to turn too quickly and it was a horrible experience #a 10 min journey was 25 min cuz I was trundling along so slowly but it just increased the stress cuz every minute I was driving I wasn’t at #home but we’re back now and things are okay cuz I’m in bed with the heated blanket and I’m safe from the snow #also it’s literally March why do we have snow #kiera talks kiera

[trans-p03g]

Shoutout to this fucking deck

#thylacines can talk #the. the ringworm #my horrible mistake of a son #of all the sacrifices i could have choosen... #well st least i know not to take the single path anymore jesus christ lesby rly just slapped me with 3 savrifice altars in a row huh #it was a long time ago btw #i just got reminded of this abomination

[fertilizing-daffodils]

…..damn it. I know I’m just sad and mad. I’m smad. And now I’m smangry because I can’t think of the actual word.

#damn she really just said 'lol bye forever' and dipped huh #that used to be what I would do #just here one day and then all gone the next #like i get it do what you gotta do and protect your own peace #but jesus christ dude you lived in my house #you called me your friend and told me you loved me and i cared for you and trusted so much of myself to you #its obvious my partner meant more to you than I did by a long shot but you left her without a thought too #its horrible irony that this spiraled because we couldnt figure out how to have a conversation about it with everyone on the same page #and now i guess she's decided that we arent worth the wait #which fine we were half worried she'd try to physically assault me after finding out anyway #granted i'd let her have at least one good hit in if she truly wanted (cuz i still think i deserve worse) #but keeping my wife from losing it on her for touching me would be a whole other story #edit: bleh it’s all still true and I deserve what I get for being a real shitty friend #she doesn’t even know how shitty of a friend #I guess it just bothers me that my partner’s friendship was so easily tossed aside #I know I should care more about myself but I just don’t want to right now

[merriclo]

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#i’m on some new adhd medication and holy fuck. i hate this stuff #for the past two hours it’s felt exactly like the crashes i had on my old medication #which is exactly why i had to get off of them #it might be bc the dosage is a lot lower but jesus fucking christ this shit is horrible #not only that but i feel like i can’t think or like. be creative in the slightest #and!! it’s long lasting!!!!!!!!!! it’s gonna last all fucking day!!!!!!! #if this is the shit i have to deal with for the next month i might actually go insane #vent #venting #negative

[ericpg]

did a lil redesign of my guys from my mspfa! also i think with that i'll also change the artstyle of my adventure, it's way more fun to draw like this!

#mspfa #mspfanventures #redesign #comparison #awaited input #(the comic is called that on mspfa if you want to check it out!) #(keep in mind that it FUCKING SUCKS RIGHT NOW IT LOOKS HORRIBLE EUGH) #(but not for long!!!!) #(also i really need to work on my writing jesus christ) #webcomic

[demigodofhoolemere]

28 Now, we will compare the word unto a seed. Now, if ye give place, that a seed may be planted in your heart, behold, if it be a true seed, or a good seed, if ye do not cast it out by your unbelief, that ye will resist the Spirit of the Lord, behold, it will begin to swell within your breasts; and when you feel these swelling motions, ye will begin to say within yourselves — It must needs be that this is a good seed, or that the word is good, for it beginneth to enlarge my soul; yea, it beginneth to enlighten my understanding, yea, it beginneth to be delicious to me. 29 Now behold, would not this increase your faith? I say unto you, Yea; nevertheless it hath not grown up to a perfect knowledge. 30 But behold, as the seed swelleth, and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow, then you must needs say that the seed is good; for behold it swelleth, and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow. And now, behold, will not this strengthen your faith? Yea, it will strengthen your faith: for ye will say I know that this is a good seed; for behold it sprouteth and beginneth to grow. 31 And now, behold, are ye sure that this is a good seed? I say unto you, Yea; for every seed bringeth forth unto its own likeness. 32 Therefore, if a seed groweth it is good, but if it groweth not, behold it is not good, therefore it is cast away. 33 And now, behold, because ye have tried the experiment, and planted the seed, and it swelleth and sprouteth, and beginneth to grow, ye must needs know that the seed is good. 34 And now, behold, is your knowledge perfect? Yea, your knowledge is perfect in that thing, and your faith is dormant; and this because you know, for ye know that the word hath swelled your souls, and ye also know that it hath sprouted up, that your understanding doth begin to be enlightened, and your mind doth begin to expand. 35 O then, is not this real? I say unto you, Yea, because it is light; and whatsoever is light, is good, because it is discernible, therefore ye must know that it is good; and now behold, after ye have tasted this light is your knowledge perfect? 36 Behold I say unto you, Nay; neither must ye lay aside your faith, for ye have only exercised your faith to plant the seed that ye might try the experiment to know if the seed was good.

Alma 32: 28-36

#splitting this into two because it’s horribly long #religion #Christianity #the church of Jesus Christ of latter day saints #the book of mormon #alma #scriptures #long post

[neutronian]

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#why are my parents such MORONS #god. fuck. jesus fucking christ #if they WANT to get themselves killed or whatever i'm not fucking stopping them so why are they so insistent on pretending like i am #and then going and crying big fucking tears to all their friends and family about their terrible horrible children #what the fuck do you do with someone who hears one thing and then twists it into its polar opposite #dad: i want to travel but im afraid of driving for a long distance #us: okay sure if you don't want to use the car we can see what the safest public transport option is. but maybe we should wait until all of- #-us are vaccinated so that if you have covid when you come back we don't fall sick again #dad: MY CHILDREN ARE SAYING THAT I CAN NEVER TRAVEL AGAIN... THEY ARE TRAPPING ME IN THE HOUSE‚‚‚‚ I AM BEING ABUSED.......... #like.?????????????? #literally what in the fresh fuck is WRONG with him #delete later #e speaks #and then my blessed mother has the audacity to jump in and start acting aggressive at us based on whatever the fuck dad bitched at her about #and this is the kind of misinfo my extended family on both sides have been receiving about is for YEARS #no fucking wonder they treat us like shit but also they couldn't have fuckin. asked us? sincerely asked us with intent to actually listen? #whatever. fuck em. #i'm fine just very angry right now