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tokyoghoose · 4 years

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he is rough, his love tender

dabi x reader

playlist: apple juice - jessie reyez, no vacation - yam yam, nobody love you - john lennon, mardy bum - arctic monkeys*, sangria - easy life ( ft. arlo parks ), coffee for dinner - orion sun, funny you should ask - the front bottoms, hell and you - amigo the devil, cigarette duet - princess chelsea, im not a saint - billy raffoul, all the luv in my sick heart - awful tune

warnings: mentions of fighting and blood, alcohol and sex

summary: you scratch his back, he scratches yours time and time again.

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dabi is a todoroki

idk if i like this or not tbh i just wanted some touya fluff 🥺 lemme know what you think!

requests are open!

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There are many words that can describe Dabi, non of which being very kind because he himself isn't very big on the act. He's stoic and snarky and doesn't trust people easily, often opting to stay out of the spotlight and put as much distance between himself and others. He's capable of love, but with so many layers, it's almost impossible to get a drop of admiration out of him. He'd prefer is someone is begging on the knees with tears at his feet if he was going to give them an ounce of 'love', but even then it's not gentle and it sooner becomes something for him to indulge in. Consider it a favor. He's sadistic and mean and careless of others. He's cautious and careful not to get caught, even if it means backing down from a fight.

However, if you're lucky, he'll be gentle while facefucking you and he's grown partial to giving, even if he uses the excuse he likes it when you cry from the edging and beg for him to actually give you what you want. Even if he fights it, he doesn't have an excuse for when he wakes up in bed with your back pressed against his chest and an arm slung over your waist. He hates it even more when he wakes up with you looking at him like that. The look like he's the only man in the world even if he's nasty and says things he's not even sure he means anymore. You look at him like he doesn't have scares and isn't burnt on a majority of his body—like he hasn't done terrible things to get these permanent reminders. Not that they bother him, but under your gaze he starts to feel like self-conscious. It makes him roll his eyes when you give him a soft smile, pressing your lips to his shoulder before making your way down his chest.

He can't stop the tiniest of smiles from gracing gis features on those mornings.

Right now however he could be described as aggressive, irrational, and argumentative. It's a simple misunderstanding on his part, but he refuses to hear you out.

"I'm not blind, y/n. You were all over him." He keeps his chilled composure but his tone is a stark contrast. He's upset, maybe even angry at you, but more at whoever the guy you ran into on the street. He's not jealous, he's not really the type and even if he was he would never admit it. Besides, technically there's nothing between the two of you. It's an unspoken agreement and understanding that the two of you were something even if there was no exact title. Or at least that's what he thought when he cut all his other hookups off. He wants to kick himself for doing that when the two of you never talked about the situation you've found yourselves in. It's likely you never would talk about though.

"Are you even listening to me? He was asking for directions! I was trying to be nice, unlike someone." You retort, exasperated. Bastard and his selective hearing.

Dabi rolls his eyes, pushing his way past you with a irritated chuckle before waving you off.

"Yeah, whatever. I guess you being so close to him was the read his upside down, huh. I'm going for a walk."

You were about to point an accusation at him when the door lf your apartment slams shut and rattles the flat. His voice may not have raised but every yell he was holding back went straight into that action. You mutter something along the lines of, 'good, don't come back' before turning away from his exit.

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It had been hours now, and you were beside yourself with worry. Sure, it wasn't unusual for him to be gone the day and sometimes he wouldn't even come back around to your apartment, but even then he'd send you some kind of text to make sure he's still on your mind—his words, not yours. You didn't expect him to be on your mind even when he didn't acknowledge you. You gnaw at your cheek, staring at your screen like a message would pop up. Were you wrong to think the relationship was actually going somewhere? Of course i am. It's Dabi we're talking about.

But now it's almost half past two and something about it just didn't sit right with you. Was this some kind of sick game that a higher power was playing on you? Did you really piss him off? Groaning in distress, you grip your hair and tug. This was all so exhausting, he's exhausting. What was up with this whole thing anyway and why did you even really care about what he's doing in his free time? The two of you are so alike it's sickening the more you think about it. Stubborn, always taking what you want without remorse because you can. But now what you want is slipping between your fingers and you're afraid you don't have enough power to get it back once it's gone. It makes you laugh. Who would've though the big bad y/n would be like this. The other villians would surely call you pathetic for it. Even Dabi has called you out on it whenever you got soft around him. How he's always so hard pisses you off.

You throw your phone on the coffee table, deciding to go to bed. You knew you probably wouldn't be able to get comfortable, but at least you wouldn't be waiting for a call that wouldn't be coming. Hell, you'd even be happy is he called for a simple blow job before kicking you out. He makes you weak and the sooner you accept it, the easier it'd be to live with.

You head to the bathroom to take some sleeping medication before hearing a clash in your livingroom. Whipping around, your first instinct is to shut the door and lock it. What are you doing, y/n? You're too tired to fight anyone now, you'd probably miss whatever target you tried to aim at. You look down at your hands. The most you'd be able to do is trip the breaks in the apartment and try to get a jump on whoever it is in the dark. If it's some kind of small time villian they'd probably kill you as soon as they saw you, especially when you can barely keep yourself awake. You bite your lip, going for the light above the mirrors and short-circuiting the entire apartment. You head outside the bathroom, a small burst of blue electricity coming from your hands like a torch.

"I'll light you up if you take one more step." You cringe at the waver in your voice. What was this weak display? You scoff and thrust your palm forward to emphasize the threat, seeing a hand on the floor from the little bit of light. You follow its path up to a purple, red and scarred arm. A gasp leaves you, rushing over to the body on the floor with muttered curses. He groans, rolling over before pushing you away, a hiccup coming from his lips.

"Jesus christ, Dabi. " You sit on your thighs, palms holing you up when he pushed you. You grunt, going to lift him up and onto the sofa. He pushes against you, his hand hot against your skin and you yelp. Furrowing your brows you stand, an urge to kick him coming to you but you brush it off, "fine, get yourself up while i turn the light back on."

Starting from the bathroom, the light flickers back on. You glance at the first-aid kit in the open cabinet before grabbing it and some sleeping pills despite yourself. If his touch was that hot without even using his quirk, he had to of used it intensely before.

When you walk back into the livingroom he's on the sofa, one hand gripping his side and the other adm covers his eyes from the sudden light. You want to be mad, but you can't find it in yourself to be. He looks awful. It's not like you haven't seen him like this before, you've patched him up after fights time and time again but seeing someone so strong and bad injuried and completely at their limits never ceases to surprise you. Still, you keep the firm and angered expression on your face.

"Dabi, what did you do." A statement and when he doesn't reply, you call his name again. This time he uncovers his eyes and looks up at you. Oh. He's drunk. Not only does his soft gaze give him away, but so does his breath when he opens his mouth to respond before closing it again and grunted at the sight of the first aid kit. You roll your eyes, urging him to sit up so you can take a look at what he's grabbing at on his side. He gives you a swift glare in refusal, about to push you away again. He always does.

"Fine, if you want to do this the hard way. Doesn't it ever get exhausting fighting me?"

You pull yourself over his hips, careful of the burns on his legs in case he really did go overboard with his quirk. Prying his hand away, you go to lift up his shirt and he looks away from you with a huff. What did he get himself into now? Especially so late, especially when the league definitely hasn't called on a mission because if they had you would've known about it. Looking up at him, you're eyes soften at his attempt at an angered expression. He's got to be tired. Ill patch him up and send him on his way quick.

"Why'd you come through the window?" What did you do that you can't just come to my door? Dabi takes in your tone and words, knowing them by heart by now. You never just asked what he did to get himself injuried and hurt on his 'days off'. By now there's been a long stretch of silence and his arms and legs have been wrapped up with ice pressed to them gently to cool down his temperature. If you had it way you'd have him in an ice bath to cool it down internally, but it'd be futile, especially when trying to work on stitching up the gash in his side.

"Shut up." Is all he says, turning his head to avoid your hard stare before you groaning when you purposely press into the bruising surrounding the stitches.

"I went to a bar‐"

"And? That's obvious, you'd probably still be slurring your words if I hadn't basically drowned you in water."

"Let me finish if you're going to ask, noisy bitch." He grits, earning another knuckle to the side.

"I went to a bar for a drink, okay? And i might've seen a guy I remember seeing before—only briefly— and I remembered how stupid he was because he couldn't read an upside down map. "

"Dabi-"

"When he left, I might've followed him into an alley and he might've gotten a good cut in before I could finish the job."

You press your lips into a thin line, knowing if you try to pry and scold him he'll just pick another fight. Sighing, you finish off the stitch and throw everythinf back into the kit, sliding it beside your phone on the coffee table. You move to get out of the straddle, letting his hands fall from your hips before making your way to your room to grab him a new shirt.

"You should probably get going- oh."

Dabi is already snoring lightly with his body slung around on the cushions by the time you come back in. The sight brings a sma smile to your face, shaking your head and leaving the shirr draped over the arm rest before going to put away the first-aid.

He turns, mumbling something incoherent under his breath before very loosely grasping your wrist. He's still asleep, eyes closed with steady breaths but when you go to move again, his grip tightens a bit. At least his subconscious mind speaks volumes. With a light scoff, you climb onto the sofa beside him, already aware of the neck and back pain you'll experience tomorrow. With your back to his chest, you fall into even breath with his, feeling his arm snake around your waist. If you had been awake for a minute later, you might've seen the way he peaked open an eye and the satisfied smile on his face.

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He's rough around the edges, but honestly not that bad deep down. There's obviously something there in him that craves affection after not having any for so long. It really shouldn't have surprised you as much as it did to get an earful after you walked in from a mission.

Well, limped in.

As a new member of the league, but with your potential power you were set ahead to be a fighter. The battery acid quirk has a lot of uses fortunately —or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it.

This particular mission took more out of you than you thought it would, having to recharge halfway though left you open to more injuries than you anticipated. If it wasn't for Dabi, you would've probably been chopped liver by the end. The thought sends shiver down your spine, and you could already tell it sent heat down his. A couple of wounds to the abdomen, a sprained ankle (if not broken—you couldn't exactly go to a hospital), and a head wound from when one of them threw you into a wall like a ragdoll. It makes you cringe realizing how easy it was for him to do so, you take a mental note to pick up weight lifting again.

Dabi threw you on his back and carried you out of the place when the battle was done, throwing you down in tbe hideout to listen to Shiggy's notes. Not that he cared , but he knew you'd get chewed out for your injuries by someone there. Once it was done however, you and him trudge back to your apartment in eerie silence.

Now as you push open the door and practically fall into the kitchen, he simply grips you by the arm to steady your feet. He grunts, mumbling under his breath before motioning you to follow him to the bathroom. By now, he knew how to stitch you up—or at least in theory he did.

"I don't need your help. I know you don't want to be here anyway, and I don't need a lecture."

You aren't sure where the bark came from, but it carried no bite as you stalk into the bathroom to sit on the toilet. Dabi rolls his eyes, sending a glare your way to shut you up.

"Shut up and strip." He grumbles, preferring the silence now that he had said what he needed to. More criticism and harsh words than anything, but you've learned to take them with a grain of salt. It's not that he's jealous, just... protective (at least that's what dabi tells himself). He gathers up some bandages and a rag while you strip your shirt and roll up your pants leg.

He works his way top to bottom, starting with your cut forehead, careful with the rag around your hairline, he'd have to get the back of your head in the shower. It's different when he patches you up compared to when you return the favor and you can't help but to feel bad everytime. You would pry for information out of him and accuse him of trying to hurt himself, reprimanding him for being so reckless even though you both know he always thinks before he acts. You just need to say something the whole time to get it across to him because it seems like everytime you say you won't do it anymore, your resolve crumbles as soon as you see him.

He's harsh with his words but gentle in his actions and after the first words tumble out of his mouth, he has nothing more to say. He's already expressed how much he hates you working with the league, even if it's in form of 'you're too weak, this should've proved that. If you're going to keep working then get stronger so I don't have to baby you.' Little do you know he doesn't mind playing doctor and taking care of you. He'd never confess such soft feelings he has in words. He doesn't think he ever will. It's the little things, too, like how he doesn't kiss you on the lips unless it's been a tough day or after he's been particularly rough in bed. You don't expect him to when you have a long way to go before he trusts you enough to get his core.

When Dabi gets to your ankle, you stop him with a tug to his hair so he'll look at you. He only glances up, going back to inspecting it. It seemed like a second degree sprain from the bruising around the tender flesh. He reaches up to the counter to grab something to wrap it.

"Dabi."

He hums in acknowledgment, beginning to wrap your ankle up enough to where you can walk until they can get real medical help for the injury. You repeat yourself and this time he makes eye contact, taping the fabric down.

Your eyes betray you, speaking words you were hesitant to. What are you doing, Dabi? He grunts when his joints pop from his crouched position to lean over you before nodding to the tub and gettjng a new rag.

"Make sure to keep your foot out of the water."

He nudges you over gently, watching you turn on the water to the desired temperature before crawling stripping all the way down and crawling in, careful of the freshly bandaged ankle. His eyes are softer now, but you don't mention it unsure if he even realizes they are. He looks almost like a kicked puppy you notice before submerging into the water. He hates how the clump of dirt and blood from your hair and head discolored the water. Allowing it to filter out first before refilling it with fresh water, he begins to gently pat at the headwound, pressing lighter everytime you wince.

He hadn't realized you were crying silent tears by the time he finishes, setting the dirty rag on the edge of the tub. If it weren't for you gripping his hand when he moved to stand, he would've just left you to unplug the tub and fix yourself up. But you did grip his hand and looked at him with puppy dog eyes, a sure sign you wanted some kind of affection from him. A rare delicacy in the relationship if it's not early morning or in the dead of night. The raven haired boy sighsz settling back down beside the tub,letting you tangle pruned fingers into his hair before pulling him into a kiss. It doesn't take long for him to full submit to it, takinf charge of the weak affection to gently bruise your lips.

He unplugs the tub and pulls you out, tossing you a towel before leading the way to the bedroom. It's not long before exhaustion takes over both of you, pushing you towards the bed for some much needed rest without being prompted.

Tonight, however, he holds you a bit closer.

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x-useobwa-x · 5 years

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༄ are you mad? | 너 화났어?

Jungkook x Reader

➺ Word count: + 1k

╰Due to his PC being broken, Jungkook finds himself visiting the internet cafe daily for hours to play Overwatch. He's an outstanding player, by far better than many of his teammates and he carries his games, but there's one player he always encounters over and over again.

a/n: yooo! I've been itching to write this short thing for a while already! It's nothing special or anything, but I really enjoyed it! It was a nice change from my usual stuff! 🤧👌🏼

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Jesus fucking christ.

„Fuck!“ he curses under his breath.

This is the seventh time he got sniped down out of the blue and everytime he peeks at the kill-feed, he's burning with rage.

It's the same name. All over again, he's getting killed by the same goddamn player. This has been going on since the day his PC broke.

How it broke in the first place? Well, in his opinion it was because of said player. Even while he was playing at home, he already got hunted down by that one person behind the screen somewhere in the world, making him question all the talent he actually has. At some point he got so angry that he lost his control and kept kicking his computer, loaded with rage.

This is now two weeks ago, and he can't get over the fact that this guy is better than him. Usually he would look up to these better than him, but with this goddamn little shit he just can't get any clear thoughts.

He's so fixated on finding the enemies' Widowmaker that he got too careless and- shoot.

„What the FUCK,“ he yells into his headset, having the majority of the internet cafe turning around and giving him looks.

This damn guy.

Venom. Once again, it was Venom that shot him down.

‚I'm so sick and tired of this dude. Jesus fucking christ.‘

Jungkook is far beyond reaching his limit. This has to be settled, once and for good. He's furiously typing something down in the game-chat.

[Seagull: yo venom, after this game, let's go 1vs1 and lets put an end to this. Its been weeks and you can't seem to fucking stop.]

[Venom: lol what you so triggered for. its just a game bro.]

‚It's just a game? Jesus christ. This... this dude really is something.‘

[Seagull: are you scared?]

[Venom: nope. just not serious about this game. but if you insist, lol sure.]

Jungkook is evily grinning to himself.

This will be the last time he'll get his ass whooped by Venom. That dude might be good with 5 other players on his team that distract Jungkook, but on a 1vs1 battle he definitely will have the upper hand.

„Kook are you sure you want to do that?“ Seokjin calls out to him through the voice chat.

„Yeah I am. I am so sick of getting my ass beaten by that kid, I have to.“

„Well, good luck, because the game's ending now.“

Jungkook doesn't fucking care. He just wants to settle this. He has to show off that he's better, he has to-

‚What the actual fuck?‘

Now he's really pissed. As soon as the game finishes and the ‚Play of the game‘ comes up, he has to fight the urge to throw away the keyboard.

The recap shows one of the many times Venom has shot him down, and it wasn't even a good one in Jungkooks opinion.

[Seagull: wow kinda sad that you got the POTG with that.]

[Venom: you butthurt or smth?]

„B-butthurt??“ he scoffs. „This little...“

„Well. See you, Kook. Good luck with Venom.“ Seokjin says and leaves the group.

He's waiting. He's waiting for Venom to invite him into a private game so he can restore his pride. He is butthurt, but that doesn't mean that he has to admit that to everyone.

[GROUP INVITATION FROM VENOM]

,Finally. Took him long enough.‘ is all he thinks as he clicks ,accept‘.

[Venom: widowmaker 1vs1?]

[Seagull: yes ofc]

[Venom: lol aight]

As both of them enter the game, Jungkooks fingers are itching to turn this around.

‚5...4...3...2...1...go!‘ the game counts down and both of them rush out of their bases to hide.

Jungkook is concentrating with all he has while he zooms into his scope as he tries to track down Venom.

„There you are,“ he whispers as he finds the hated enemy and slowly moves his cursor to steady his aim on Venoms head.

‚Gotcha!‘

Jungkook immediately takes the lead. He's feeling so content right now- they're roughly 20 seconds in and he already shot him down. Using the time until Venom respawns, he repositions himself and hides, scope fixated in the direction of the enemy's base.

‚Come out, come on, show yourself.‘

Just as he finished his thought, he gets shot, and Jungkook can‘t help but stare in disbelief. Where the fuck did he hide? Why didn't he see him? He hates to admit it, but that was a very good play.

[Seagull: yo wtf. that was actually sick,,,]

[Venom: thx broski]

[Seagull: nah we aint bros man. but still, that was dope as fuck.]

The game keeps going like this; both are pretty much equally good, and Jungkook hates that he realizes that. Well, at least he isn't worse. But what actually is worse, is that he starts enjoying playing with Venom. It has been ages that Jungkook met someone that could keep up with his skill.

It stands 29-29 right now, the game limit being 30 kills. This is now going to decide things.

[Venom: this is actually pretty fun. i mean, i have my cursor on your head for the past 2 minutes but i don't want to shoot, i'on want this to be over yet]

[Seagull: ikr, tbh i even feel bad for all the hate and the tons of reports i sent in because of you lmao]

[Venom: EXCUSE ME WHAT CNXND YOU REPORTED ME??? YOU ASSHAT I GOT EXP PENALTY BECAUSE OF YOU I—]

[Seagull: ,,,sOrry??? idk man you really pissed me off ajfksk i hated that you were better its not even that you were better its just that you were always so cOckY OOF i hated it but ur actually?? pretty fun??]

[Venom: lol i'm sorry but your reactions always were gold kfkdls]

[Seagull: yea i,,, i can see that LOL i got pretty worked up. I even crushed my computer in anger oops]

[Venom: you did wHat]

[Seagull: HFKDKDL LET ME BE]

Jungkook is smiling to himself. This guy isn't all too bad after all. Not even half as cocky as he thought. Maybe he'd even end up teaming up with him some time. That thought is immediately cancelled again, though.

Suddenly, his character falls, shot down by the person he just praised for not being as bad as he initially thought. Fuck that.

[Seagull: WHAT THE FUCK BRUH??]

[Venom: lol i thought i'm not your bro]

[Seagull: yEah NOT ANYMORE NOW,,,]

[Venom: are you mad?]

[Seagull: uhh y e s ?? I thought we didn't want to finish this fkdkls]

[Venom: IM SORRY BUT YOUR REACTIONS REALLY JUST ARE SO GOOD I CANT HELP IT-]

Jungkook sighs. He wants to be pissed, but he can't really. He knows it was just meant as a joke, but still, that means the game is over now, and he's kind of feeling sad.

[Seagull: yo... you maybe wanna stay in the group and keep talking a bit? y'know, just being on the title screen and ,,, t a l k]

[Venom: u mean voice chat?]

[Seagull: yea i mean if you want to,,,]

[Venom: uhh sure why not]

Jungkook enables the voice chat and waits for Venom to do the same.

As soon as he gets the notification that his new mate joined the voice chat, there's some sort of awkward silence; it seems like neither of them wants to go first, but then they happen to start talking at the same time.

„Uhh hello?“

„Uhm, hi?“

Silence. Jungkooks eyes widen an unreal amount and his mouth slightly falls open.

There are two things that he would like to point out. First, the voice belongs to a girl, which he didn't expect at all. But the second thing is, that the voice came from nowhere else than the booth right next to him.

He jumps out of his chair and watches as you do the exact same- and there you both are, looking at each other like two idiots.

„You- you're Venom??“

„You are Seagull? Dude we've been both coming here everyday sitting in the same damn places??“

„As if I didn't figure that yet. What the- so you are the person that keeps hunting me down?“ he says as if he's just figured out all the mysteries of the world.

„What do you mean ‚hunting you down‘? YOU are hunting me down!“

The both of you stare at each other, pouts on your faces before you burst into laughter.

What the actual fuck is happening right now? An hour ago he wished to rip the gamer that goes by the name Venom into pieces, and now he's standing infront of you and your smile and the melody of your laughter is sending his stomach tingling. Is this what people call ‚love at the first sight‘? Because if so, that's definitely what's happening right now. A girl? Not to mention a very beautiful one? Playing his favorite game almost better than he himself does? And on top of that she's funny and seems nice so far? He'd be damned if he'd let this opportunity slide. He could be living the dream of many, many men and he's not one to pass a chance he'd like to take.

„You know, what do you think about us just logging out for now and grab a coffee together? Getting to know each other and continuing our talk offline?“ he smirks, eyes big and full of hope.

„Hmm, I guess that does sound fair, I mean, I owe you one for all the teasing and for your broken computer, huh?“

„You totally do,“ he says as a wide smile starts spreading across his lips.

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thegeminisage · 7 years

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hella spoilery zeldablogging from earlier tonight

feel kind of bad cause i had to look up the gerudo maze desert thing but i was SOOO close on my own

oh my god there's a lady over here by this shrine failing at cooking and all the recipes she teaches me give me dubious food

there are PILES of rotting garbage that have flies around them and the thing in the pot is sending up this black cloud of smoke lmao

wow the blood moon came in the middle of me clearing out an enemy camp :/

good god there's a stable out here in all this deep snow? how?? would the horses not, like, die?

aww beedle's here but he's cold ):

WOW you can upgrade the boy gerudo clothes but not the GIRL ones? that is SEXIST

oh noooo shield surfing DOES damage your shield i hate this i love my current shield what if i can't find another!!!!!

lol the ridge tower si surrounded by water and electric enemies. Great

omg i found the royal lab ruins ):

ok, i gotta begin prioritizing here

while i'd LIKE to complete all 120 shrines before i beat the game just for the armor, i don't think that's going to be possible - i haven't even unlocked some of them yet bc i don't have the snowballs or the quest takes so long

but the most important thing to me is memories

so after i check out all the ridge shrines on this map i'm gonna get the hyrule field map as well and get those memories

and i'll just save a lot and if i fuck something up and trigger endgame stuff i'll reload

god idk how to do this trial on the thunderplanes so like...im gonna let it be

see? i could never do all 120 before tmrw night

PLEASE this memory i just got was so cute zelda was being a nerd over plants and caught a frog she wanted link to eat :')

i love this zelda like i'm super not crazy about her voice actress sounding much older than i think of her as, and the fantasy british accent, but she has so much more personality than many of the others

ah, and i see now why she loved the silent proncess so...can't be grown domestically, only thrives in the wild

much like herself if you watch some of the other memories haha she feels trapped by her own destiny that's easy to see

i think it's super clever how even with a map you still have to look around for shrines bc they are hidden semi-underground

and i wish i had more time to stop and enjoy the little things like that, but i CAN come back and explore later, i can't unlearn a plot point

this spoiler fear might be a little baseless...tbh i also want to finish the main story tho bc like

i want it to be something i play in my free time, not something i obsess over 24/7 and HAVE to play and think about all the time

it's been a beautiful fun and absolutely life-changing experience but also it's been two weeks and i gotta get back to my actual life, i can't be Like This indefinitely

i'm kinda stunned that it took me this ling tbh? like, even skyyward sword was like a week and a half the first time iirc and i did that at like, a pace where i could stop and explore, i remember thinking how huge skyward sword was

omg im so glad i decided to ride epona down to where i need to go next rather than fast travel + walk bc 1. faster maybe? and 2. THE MAIN THEME PLAYS WHEN YOU'RE ON EPONA OVER THE NORMAL HORSE THEME i could weep

KASS IS BY THIS BRIDGE HI BUDDY I LOVE YOU

i solved the puzzle! this time im talking to him BEFORE i go in

he told me it was stupendous ;_; thanks pal

aw dude another memeory and it played the trailer music but

is zelda really only SIXTEEN about to turn seventeen? how old is link?? i guess under 21/18 if they wouldn't let him drink...

jesus, they're just babies ;_;

also, she quoted link's horse advice so like

this + the dialogue options gives the feeling that he does actually speak, you know? so as much as i love mute link i also like these glimpses into his personality as well, bc he's always been such a blank slate

he's empathetic, playful, sometimes downright goofy, and very tenacious - confident, but not in a cocky way, and obviously always a bit shaken when he gets a memory back

it's nice getting to know him a bit, even if you have to patch most of it together - kinda like narrachara lol

;w; it's so nice to have epona gallop over when i call her again

omg i think i found kass's house! i see his journal :3

haha i got this song "when the blood moon rises stand naked on that platform" ok nintendo

i wonder if you get all the puzzles do you get to tell him who you are ):

im tempted to unlock this one now lol

like, it takes a long time to get here and it's almost the blood moon

SIGH this is gonna take awhile but it'll save me time later

oh lmao it was JUST the blood moon so i'd actually have to wait a SUPER long time nvm tbh

well. welp. welly well well

i guess.......its time for hyrule field tower

Im Scared

wow. holy shit. i can see the great plateau from here...and it looks so small. i can see the temple of time, i can see the tower from which i first saw hyrule castle. i can even see the little path i nearly followed, when catching sight of my first moblin and becoming curious, before i got myself back on track. damn. Damn. i have come FULL CIRCLE, holy shit

and like, it's just the way i played it. hyrule castle for last. but you know? i love that shit. journeys ending the way they began. gets me in the feels every time

i'll be honest, THIS i could really stop and explore. forget those awful snowy mountains. this is where the #history is

oh god. i see a guardian down near that tower. please god don't let it be a mobile one

FUCK

i saw two still ones and relaxed and a mobile one snuck up RIGHT FUCKING BEHIND ME

[wheezing]

i don't wanna stop and grind but i worry i might HAVE to get some guardian armor before i can do this, even just one piece...!

i have a diamond circlet so all i'd need from the prof is the chest and/or legs........oh god. jesus fuck

motherFUCKER the range on those still ones, i wish i had been able to take them out...!

oh jesus i made it

this is it. final tower. thank fuck

there'll be more guardians, way more. i gotta at least check and see if i can afford some arrows without setting myself back further for the armor

i think i had all the mats i needed actually i just needed cash...maybe i can cook to earn some since i sold my monster parts

k, i only have enough gears for the chest OR legs, and i don't have enough rupees for either... :/

i COULD buy some arrows and still have enough mats for the armor but then i'd be setting myself back HUGELY re: rupees

ok, i FINALLY got the chest, jesus, now i can go back to hyrule field

altho it doesnt have any def and without even going to the fountain i know i cant upgrade it so rly is it worth it at all, but w/e

also, i read online that if you can learn the timing of parrying their lasers they go down REALLY easily but i suck so much at combat

i guess i'll just wear my anti-guardian stuff, i have daruk and mipha's abilities and fairies AND FAST TRAVEL if anything goes wrong

YES i did it holy FUCK

oh my god! three-shotted!

i just climbed a small hill and got my first look at the rolling green plains...i missed you

no, no, i gotta go get epona to make this perfect, there's a stable i can warp us both to

omg it's the very first people i ever encountered outside the great plateau again

NOOO i hit epona when i was aiming for a monster baby i'm sorry!!!

i gave her an apple and some pats to say sorry ;w;

"legend says that an ancient voice resonates inside that sword...can you hear it yet, hero?"

frankly i'm glad they finally got their timeline shit together bc even tho the games are SO far apart im LOVING these continuity nods

yeesh, only two memories left but they're both RIGHT at the castle...im scared LOL

): i wouldn't feel right taking epona any further

reasons i never have money: cannot physically stop myself from buying arrows

oh, hyrule field is just beautiful ;___;

ohh god im scared

its fine its fine they wouldnt put a memory that close to the castle and then make you go back to impa if hat wasnt POSSIBLE its gonna be ok

awww no zelda sees link as a living reminder of her own failures?? whyyy

ha i love fighting guardians for the first time in ages im like COME TO ME LET US BATTLE

im uh. still working on the timing, but

oh JESUS

my mouth fell open in horror i climbed over a wall to get to the outsideish of the castle (castle town ruins, so says my map) and

the music was already creepy but jesus CHRIST

there's no color except for that blight evil goop stuff...no life...it's awful

poor hyrule, oh god

it's a lot like finding hyrule castle town devastated in oot when you first wake up, except of course this time we've nothing to compare it to visually, only emotionally...

i see a fuckton of guardians too so its a good thing i learned not to be scared of them

ok, god, i can do it, just one memory, i know RIGHT where it is

apparently the hylian shield is in here too and i am sooo sorely tempted

i mean if i have to get that fucking close anyway...

lord i googled it and apparently this memory is super hard to get you gotta Activate some shit but they did it this way they made it so you have to go back out i know i'll be able to come back out i WILL

ah, apparently you need to fight a stalnox for the hylian shield.ok. ok. good, great, Nice, Perfect

haha im soooo scared ;_;

ok, apparently the two paths are COMPLETELY different, so One Thing At A Time

we'll start with the memory, it's more important

tbh, i can't even bring myself to go in. i gotta go around anyway to get to the starting point of this path so i will

lmao i am almost PHYSICALLY ILL with dread this is SO stressful

JESUS

the music went all scary and the map is in 3D like a beast!! which i knew but it's so Much

and i got a cutscene of the calamity screaming with the Classic ganondorf theme i'm Dying how the fuck does anyone just get this memory and LEAVE holy shit

oh my god the main theme comes in!!! jesus

even ballad of the windfish a little?!?!

oh FUCK and ofc with the lightning

haha aww there's a "leave area" button on the map i can bail whenever i guess tat's reassuring

not yet!! i'm gonna have Courage

ohhh i dipped into a doorway just to wait for revali's thing to recharge and the music changed!! so i got scared and went back outside lol

oh god the higher you go the oranger the sky turns it looks like the blood moon jesus fuck

I MADE IT INSIDE

oh god, zelda's STUDY, the rooms all have names bc ofc they do

holder of the triforce of wisdom of COURSE she had a study she's such a nerd im crying i bet she loved it here and it's totally decimated

a silent princess sprouted in her study too ;_;

HER LULLABY IS PLAYING IN HERE IM GONNA CRY

oh good there's the memory!!

ohhh this picture of how it used to be is hurting my heart it was BEAUTIFUL

holy FUCK dude

ok old man is struck from my heart forever he was such a DICK to zelda no wonder he called himself a fool

link knelt right away but god damn i would have interjected on her behalf

you can't expect a person to pray 24/7!!!!

and deny her her passions, which are obviously machines and learning!

omg she has a journal in here and i almost missed it jesus

TODAY SHE MET WITH IMPA im cryin

omg this is her finding the sheikah slate!!!

jesus, and she found the shrine of ressurection too and hoped she'd never have to use it, and Yet...

oh GOD i hit leave area and it plucked me down in the middle of castle town nope nope nope fast travel outta there

ok to impa and then last memory i can do it and then do stream

and for once not play again afterwards bc to be quite frank i could never stress myself out this bad right before bed again, FUCK

hylian shield and all the rest of it tomorrow

h o ly fuck

he DIED protecting her, or he was going to, but she stood in front of him for once and finally unlocked the power, that's how she unlocked it, for HIM

i'm WEEPING and the sword made the fi noise from SS

even the sheikah warriors ran like sheik in smash bros

im gonna cry that was so much!!! there's so much continuity

fi is in TWO GAMES like...that was such direct referencing!!!!

SHE HAS BEEN FIGHTING ALONE FOR 100 YEARS jesus CHRIST she is SEVENTEEN

ok, im gonna watch all the memories in order and then quit for the night

i just realized the ceremony scene is where she mentions embers of twilight and adrift in time - putting us on the mm/tp timeline

aaaah im sad

god and i LOVE her princess dress i wanna see it in her classic pink why is everyone in this game blue??

so like, despite me not being crazy about zelda's voice ACTRESSS and the VOICE she's using, she actually does the best ACTING out of the entire cast

high key loving this zelda who is smart but has trouble with feelings, also

holy SHIT

ok so one of the first memories i got was of zelda coming down mt lanayru

amd it was badass and i enjoyed it

but there's SO much in there once you know more context

mipha was highkey about to spill to zelda that she was in love with link

revali's distain for link

urbosa seems less stern and more caring now that i know her better

now i know what zelda was trying so hard to do

"we have to keep trying until we find the thing that unlocks your sealing power [long shot of link]"

and "i'm not a child anymore" ofc it's bc she just turned 17! like link in oot!

oh man oh man

i love so much link's expressions in these serious moments especially that very last look into zelda's eyes before he "died"

it feels a bit like, with the other stuff i was talking about, i'm getting just a hint of character

and it's kinda close to My Headcanon but even if it wasn't i just like getting to know him

warped back to the temple of time & i'm leaving it there for the night

tomorrow: The End

(and my shield)

#personal #loz blogging #botw spoilers #I Am Not Kidding So Many Spoilers #god why am i still awake i wanted to be in bed literally two hours ago while stream was still on

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The One Based Off ‘The One With the Nap Partners’

On a Saturday, Castiel, Jody and Charlie meet at a cafe for brunch; it is Castiel's idea. “Charlie. Jody. I brought you two here for a reason.” At Castiel's words, Jody and Charlie perk up making sure to pay close attention as he clasps his hands together. “I want to discuss which of you will be my maid of honor.” Jody smiles with excitement as she glances at Charlie, who grins and states, “I hope it’s you.” Jody beams at Charlie’s words. “I hope that it is me too.” Charlie rolls her eyes in response to Jody’s reply before focusing her attention on Castiel once more. “I love both of you very much and I have come to a decision..” The girls lean in with anticipation as Castiel continues, “the decision that I don’t have to decide. The two women look at him in disbelief. “What?” Charlie spits out. “I’m not deciding. The two of you will do that for me, but I have come up with a system to make things a little easier.” Charlie and Jody nod in response, waiting for Castiel to elaborate. “Let’s say, hypothetically that Charlie is my maid of honor.” Charlie grins with the clap of her hands, “Oh my god!” She cuts Castiel off, “Yes!” Jody rolls her eyes at Charlie before speaking, “Hypothetically Charlie.” “Still.” Charlie states as Castiel clears his throat, getting the attention of the two back on him. “Anyway, if Charlie were my maid of honor, I would be Jody’s and Jody, you would be Charlie’s.” “That is actually a good idea, we would each get to be a maid of honor.” Jody says with a nod. “So Castiel how do you feel about marrying the one and only Dean Winchester?” Castiel smiles warmly at Charlie’s question before answering. “It feels wonderful, like it is meant to-” Castiel is cut of by a woman. “You’re getting married to Dean Winchester?” Cass turns to the voice with the tilt of his head. “Uh..yes I am.” He answers wearily. The woman scoffs out, “Good luck.” Then saunters off with an arrogance in her step.

As the credits begin rolling Gabriel looks between Sam and Dean, “Ready for round two?” he asks as he begins to pull out the second film- the sequel to Lethal Weapons. Dean grabs the film from Gabriel’s hand, looks it over then rolls his eyes. “Gabe this is just a second copy of the first movie.” Gabriel offers a small frown as he takes the movie from Dean, seeing that Dean is right, he shrugs. “I’m down to watch it again.” Gabriel states as he looks to Sam and as if on que both the men shout, “Lethal Weapons!” On not hearing Dean say, Sam and Gabriel turn to look at him. “Dude, you didn’t say Lethal Weapons.” Sam accuses to which Dean nods in response. “Yeah because Im not going to watch the first film again.” Dean adds while he stands up from the couch. “I’ll catch you guys later.” He quickly leaves the apartment. Sam and Gabriel exchange a look. WIth a shrug they both whoop out, “Lethal Weapons.”

Jody is sitting in her prefered booth at the local coffee shop they tend to visit often. She gently sips on her peppermint mocha latte reading a book of ancient egypt lore. She barely notices when Charlie sits across from her, the movement would have gone undetected if the girl didn’t have bright red hair. Jody looks up from her book with the sip of a coffee. “Hey. Jody I’ve been thinking for a bit and I have a question.” Charlie baits. “Go for it.” Jody responds with a nod then a sip of her coffee. Charlie smiles slightly then asks, “Would you like to be my maid of honor ? I think you would do such a good job at it.” Jody smiles warmly while shutting her book, focusing her full attention on Charlie, “That means you would be Castiel’s maid of honor.” Charlie nods slowly with a small sigh as she had hoped Jody would have just said yes and not caught onto what Charlie was doing. “For a professional hacker you aren’t real good at being sneaky.” Charlie lets out a frustrated huff. “Okay Okay fine. You caught me, I just..I really want to be Castiel’s maid of honor.” “Well so do I.” Jody interrupts. Charlie frowns before she continues “But you have been a maid of honor before and I haven’t!” Charlie pouts. Jody sighs and nods slightly. “Okay. Fine but only because you haven’t done it before.” Charlie jumps up from her seat, running the short distance to Jody and hugging. “Thank you so much! Oh man this is exciting.” Jody smiles at Charlie, “You’ll be a great maid of honor.” Charlie ends the hug skipping out of the shop.

Gabriel found himself waking up slowly with a yawn while admiring how amazing that nap had been and just how warm and cozy he is; he didn’t bother to check where the warmth is coming from, not until he feels it move beneath him. As he looks down, it finally clicks what is happening, he is cuddling. This wouldn’t normally startle him but it did, only because of the person it was with. Sam. Beneath him, or more accurately around him. As their eyes meet the panic in both of them build and they jump up and apart trying to get as much space between each other as possible. Sam stammers over his words as he cries out, “We don’t talk about this. We never bring it up. Ever!” Gabriel quickly nods in agreement. “This never happened. It never will happen!” Gabriel adds to Sam’s demands. Sam heads to do the door as he finalizes, “Not a word!” Once Sam leaves, Gabriel flops onto the couch, letting out a sigh of relief and disappointment; that really was the best nap he had ever had and goddamn he would not actually mind doing it again.

Dean is flipping through one of the many wedding magazines that they own when Castiel walks in the apartment, “The weirdest thing just happened.” Dean glances up from the magazine to his fiance. “Yeah?” he asked urging Castiel to explain as he looks back down at the magazine noting that a yellow or purple would be a good accent for the wedding, it would highlight the both of their eyes. “Yeah. I was at brunch with Charlie and Jody when this girl confronted me about getting married to you.” Castiel walks to the couch sitting down as Dean closes the magazine and puts it down, making eye contact with Cass. “What’d she say?” Dean asks with a raise of his eyebrow. “Good luck” Castiel responds. Dean offers a small smile. “That’s sweet.” Dean offers. Castiel shakes his head, “No. Dean. She didn’t say it in the kind sense of good luck. She said it with this scoff like it was aiming to tell me that our relationship wouldn’t work out.” He finishes with a sigh. Dean’s eyebrows pull together in confusion, a few moments later Dean’s face smoothens out in realization. “Wait, What did she look like ?” Castiel hums softly at Dean’s question as he thinks, “Long, Dark brown hair, brown eyes. Attractive.” “I think that might have been Lisa.” Dean mutters as he stands going to one of the shelves. He pulls out a small photo book before going and sitting next to Cass but this time a little closer. Dean licks his lips as Castiel’s scent wafts over him. He clears his throat trying to gain some composure as he flips open the book. He skims a couple pages then he points at a picture of a girl, “Was that her ?” “Yeah that’s her.” Castiel answers. “Yeah. We met at cheer camp and went out for a couple of summers.” Dean explains. “Well why did you two break up?” Castiel explores curiously. Dean’s eyes avert to the ground as he debates whether or not to actually tell Castiel the reason. Castiel nudges Dean to encourage him to answer the question. “Well She got..faa awh ah ah..” Dean cuts himself off as he realizes that Castiel could be very offended seeing as Cass had struggled with weight before. Castiel raises an eyebrow. “Were you about to say because she was fat ?” Dean sighs and looks up at Castiel. “Yes okay yes. I broke up with her because she was fat.” Castiel scoffs while shaking his gently. “You are ridiculous.” “I was sixteen! I was dumb.” Dean defends. Castiel laughs almost in a bitter way, “Clearly. You do realize that damages people's self-esteem.” Dean sighs, “Yeah I know. But I’ve changed.” Dean states. Castiel shakes his head and leans in kissing Dean’s cheek. “I swear to god if you end this relationship because I get fat, I will kick your ass.” Castiel whispers softly. Dean laughs and nods. “Message has been received loud and clear.”

Charlie and Jody sit on the couch in Gabriel’s apartment in anticipation to tell the man. They had broke in, to be able to surprize Gabriel and then give him the big news of who is maid of honor. As Gabriel walks in he gasps in slight fear, “Jesus fucking Christ...You guys scared the hell out of me.” He sighs walking over to the fridge and pulling out a beer. “What are you two doing here ?” Charlie stands up with a smile, “I’m going to be Castiel’s maid of honor!” She claps her hands in joy as she speaks. “That’s awesome.” Gabriel smiles, then takes a sip of his beer, “ Hope it doesn’t go as bad as the last time you did it. Remember, the girl downstairs.” He lets out a chuckle. Charlie’s eyes are now wide as Jody jumps up off the couch with a small frown. “You’ve been maid of honor ?!” She asks accusingly. Charlie sighs defeatedly with a small nod. Jody shakes her head tisking in disapproval while pulling out a coin, “I can’t believe you Charlie! It’s decided, we are going to flip a coin.” Charlie pouts, “But the coins hate me! They never let me win. So it isn’t a fair game.” Jody rolls her eyes. “We are flipping the coin and that is final. As Jody goes to flip it Gabriel steps forward. “Why don’t we just do an audition interview thing.” He offers. Jody and Charlie focus their attention on him. “What do you mean ?” Charlie asks trying to get an explanation out of Gabriel. “Well, I will come up with some scenarios and you guys will just respond to them and they will be judged.” He adds. “Will be the judges ?” Jody asks. “Sam and I will judge. I’ll go get him and we’ll meet back here in an hour?” Both of the girls nod in response as they retake their spots on the couch.

Gabriel quickly makes it to Sam’s apartment, he knocks a couple times and Sam answers right away. Gabe smiles slightly, “Sam I need to say something to you.” Sam steps aside to let Gabriel into his house. Sam always hated conversations that started this way because it ninety nine percent of the time it means that it was going downhill. “Go for it.” Sam responds as he closes the door. Gabriel swallows nervously before he spits out, “That was the best nap I have ever had and I am not afraid to admit it!” “I have no clue what you are talking about Gabriel.” Sam states accusingly, after all they did agree that it had never happened. Gabriel huffs out in frustration. “Don’t fuck around Sam. You know that was the best nap you have ever taken, admit it.” Gabirel locks eyes with Sam. Sam blushes then sighs with a nod, “Okay! Fine yes! It was the best nap I have ever taken.” “I knew it!” Gabriel shouts in success. Sam blushes lightly as he shrugs, “Shut up.” They share a look and laugh slightly with a tint of awkward. “You know..I’m feeling kind of tired now.” Sam adds. Gabriel licks his lips, drawing Sam’s eyes to follow the movement. Gabriel then lets out an over dramatic yawn. “I am as well. Bed or couch ?” Gabe asks. “Couch.” Sam walks the few steps to the couch and lays down, Gabriel climbing on with him. Once they are settled, they close their eyes and quickly fall asleep.

Castiel knocks on the bathroom door a couple times, “Dean I figured it all out!” Dean lets out a small groan just wanting to enjoy his bath in peace. “I'm kinda busy Cass.” Dean responds. “You’re my Andy!” Castiel continues. “I am severely confused as to how I am Andy and Cass I am busy.” Dean almost complains. Castiel opens the door and quickly walks to the tub, sitting on the edge. “Andy wouldn't go out with me because I was fat. And that hurt. Dean...you have to apologize to Lisa.” Dean groans at Castiel's idea. “That is just...it is a bad idea. I'm sure she doesn't even want to hear from me.” He mutters. “It will make her feel better Dean. She needs the closure, plus it will be good for you to practice making amends.” Castiel smiles warmly. Dean shifts under the bubbles in the bath and sighs. “Fine but only because I love you.” Dean leans up a little and kisses Castiel softly. “I love you too Dean.” Cass breathes out when they pull away.

Gabriel and Sam walk into Gabe’s apartment around 3:30 pm. Charlie and Jody are mindlessly chatting and when they hear Gabe and Sam, they jump up and offer smiles. “Looks like we’ve got work to do.” Sam states with a grin. “We’ll be giving you two multiple scenarios of what could happen at the wedding. We’ll score each of your reactions. It’ll be a one to ten rate scale.” Gabriel nods and adds, “one for the best, ten for the worst.” Sam shakes his head “No...Gabe ten is the best and one is the worst.” Sam corrects. “But don't they want to be number one ?” Gabriel retaliates with the lift of an eyebrow. Sam shakes his head as he chuckles. “That's not how it works. Ten being the best because it is greater than one.” A look of realization spreads across Gabe’s face. “Right, I know that.” Gabriel clears his throats softly, “Alright. Jody, you are up first.” She nods, steps forward and clears her throats in anticipation. “Okay, situation number one. It is a few minutes before Cassie has to walk down the aisle when he gets cold feet, what do you say to him ?” Jody takes a deep breath as she quickly preps her answer, “I would tell him, ‘getting cold feet is perfectly normal. Getting married can be scary as hell but remember that you love Dean and that he loves you.” Sam and Gabriel exchange a glance with a slight nod before they scribble down the score. Sam looks up saying, “Charlie..” she steps forward slightly. “Right as Castiel goes to say I do one of his drunk uncles begins shouting, what do you do ?” Charlie grins, “I’d tackle that bitch.” Gabriel lets out a laugh. “You think you could tackle a man ?” Gabriel asks, Sam sucks in a sharp breath as if showing his automatic regret for Gabe. Charlie lifts an eyebrow with a nod the jogs a little before tackling Gabe. “You bet your sweet ass I can!” He groans and pushes Charlie off him. “Okay okay. I see that now.” Gabriel states while standing up. The group all let out a small laugh as the two boys take their places again and write down the score. Gabriel grins with a wickedness behind it, “Jody. You catch Cassie and Sam napping together the day before the wedding.” Gabe pulls at Sam's arm as he lays on the ground, “Here, we’ll demonstrate for your reaction.” He curls close to Sam causing the girls to show a slight confused expression. As Gabriel gets closer, Sam jumps up protesting, “No. nonononono. Nope.” Sam looks between Charlie and Jody before explaining, “ That round doesn't count for anything.” He licks his lips almost nervously as he reads the next prompt. “Give your maid of honor speech.” Gabriel is now standing as he declares, “Jody. You first.” Jody nods taking another small step forward, “I first met Castiel when he was a freshman in high school. He was Dean’s tutor while Dean was recovering from the accident and I remember Castiel would come over every single day putting one hundred percent effort into helping Dean, not with just school but with everyday life. Castiel would come over early and stay late to help me around the house and with taking care of Dean. Through those times, we bonded. He would confuse in me with his struggles, his successes and everything that was going on in his life. Through the years, I have seen Castiel change people's lives, he's changed my life in every positive way and I am forever grateful for that. But most importantly I saw and still see him impacting Dean’s life in a similar manner. He only gives love to that man, he gives to him unlike any other person and for that, Castiel, I would like to that you for taking care of Dean and showing him the meaning and beauty in life.” Sam and Gabriel stare at her in awe as she finishes her speech. Jody smiles sheepishly at them as she asks, “How was that?” Sam grins at her, “That was beautiful Jody. It was amazing.” Gabriel smiles warmly, “Castiel would have loved that.” He then looks at Charlie, “Okay Charlie, your turn.” Charlie nods and begins, “I can't believe they are finally getting married! I remember talking about this with Jo while we were gingerly washing each other's naked bodies in the shower..” Charlie is unable to finish her speech due to the boy's interrupting with a small cheer of, “And she's back in the game!”

Three times Dean knocks and when there is still no answer he turns to Cass with a huff of frustration, “She probably isn't home, let's just go.” Castiel frowns slightly but before he can speak the door opens. “Dean.” A woman's voice accuses. Dean turns to look at her then smiles nervously. “Hey Lisa. Long time no see.” She nods in response then asks, “what the hell are you doing here ?” Dean sighs looking at Castiel who hits Dean’s shoulder while nodding toward Lisa, encouraging Dean to answer her question. Dean looks back at Lisa, “I’ve come to apologize to you.” “For what ?” She spits out. Dean rolls his eyes slightly warning him a jab from Castiel. “For breaking up with you because you were fat.” Lisa’s eyes widen at Dean’s half attempt of an apology; at first he thought it was in response to the fact that he had apologized but quickly finds out that was not the reason for the physical reaction. “You broke up with me because I was fat ?” Lisa scoffs our. Both Dean and Castiel’s eyes widen in realization, “I thought you knew that.” “Of course I didn't fucking know! Wow Winchester, you're a bigger asshole than I thought. God! I wish I had milked Laceass more.” Dean groans then turns to Cass, “It was a nickname I got, long story short-” Castiel cuts Dean off, “Yeah. I know, you accidentally sent a picture of yourself in lacy panties to the quarterback,” Lisa laughs, “Oh honey..that was no accident. That's actually why I thought you broke up with me,” she turns her attention back onto Dean, “for that piece of shit of a boy.” Dean shakes his head, “yeah, no,” Lisa frowns deeply, “Well thanks for letting me know laceass.” She slams the door. Dean sighs and turns to Castiel, “That just went over swimmingly didn't it ?” Cass rolls his eyes, “Don't sass me.” Dean laughs gently before grabbing Castiel's hand and leaving the building.

Charlie, Jody, Sam and Gabriel sit at the couch in their local coffee shop to go over whom will be the maid of honor. “You both should be proud of yourselves. You guys did super good, but at the end of the day only one of you can be the maid of honor and that title goes to Charlie.” Charlie claps her hands together with a grin. “Oh my god thank you guys!” Sam smiles at her, “you earned it.” Jody frowns, “No. I demand a recount.” Sam shrugs then adds, “she won by a landslide Jody. Sorry.” Jody frowns at Sam's response as she pulls out a coin. “No. We’re just flipping a coin. Heads!” She calls out quickly as she flips the coin. She looks to see what side it landed on then groans. Charlie grins, “Wow! This is the first time the coins have favored me!” Jody narrows her eyes slightly before standing and walking out.

The next day Jody approaches Charlie, at the same spot they were the day before. She sits next to the red head with a sigh, “I came to say sorry about acting so Immaturely yesterday.” Charlie smiles a little, ah it's okay.” Jody smiles as she pulls out a small bag and hands it to Charlie. “I started putting this together once I heard Dean and Castiel were getting engaged.” Jody adds as Charlie looks down into the bag. Charlie looks through the small items before looking at Jody. “I want you to be Castiel’s maid of honor.” Jodys eyes widen in surprise as she locks eyes with Charlie, “Relaly? What ?! Why ?” Charlie smiles softly, “It means so much more to you. I mean how long have you dreamed of being the maid of honor for Castiel's wedding...years ?” Jody nods in response, “Just looking at this..I know you are better for the job.” Jody sniffles gently as she pulls Charlie into a hug, “Thank you so much!” Charlie pulls away as she notices Castiel standing near them. “What's going on guys ?” He asks with a smile. Charlie grins. “Just decided that Jody will be your maid of honor.” Jody stands up as Charlie Explains and is quickly pulled into a hug by Castiel. “Oh this is amazing! Okay we’ll meet four times a week before and after work! Let's start tomorrow about 6:30 am! This is exciting.” He quickly adds before leaving the shop. Jody turns to look at Charlie with a small glare, who just smirks slightly while taking a sip of her coffee.

Sam’s eyes fluttered open, taking a couple seconds to adjust. He quickly realizes that he is being watched by his brother and friend, and quickly becomes more aware that he is tangled in Gabriel’s arms. As if on queue, Gabriel wakes up, going wide eyed as he sees the people watching them. A smirk is dancing on all of their friends’ lips and the two men jump apart rambling our justifications that no one believes.

@eyes-of-a-disney-princess @sis-tafics

#jill and ash birthday bash #destiel #fanfic #this really sucks I am so sorry for this trash

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mariespeaksg-dsgrace · 5 years

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Bible Study Wednesday

Praise God on High!

Thank you, God for blessings us with another day to come together in praise of your glory. Thank you , God for waking us each morning with a song of praise for us always on our minds and in our hearts. Thank you, God for blessing us with your word and guidance. Thank you, God for placing a shield of protection around us so that we are free to receive your word. Thank you Almighty Yeshua for your love and dying on the cross for our sins. We pray for wisdom, discernment, patience, and knowledge. We pray that we complete our mission and in so doing; we be welcomed in the bosom of God, Yeshua, and the Holy Spirit. Forever and ever.

We pray this in the loving name of your begotten Son; Yeshua Jesus Christ.

Amen.

Book of Matthew 5: 20-25

20. “Your righteous shall exceed the righteous of the scribes and Pharisees”

(https://difference.guru/difference-between-scribes-and-pharisees/)

Our righteousness exceeding that of the scribes and the Pharisees, in opinion shouldn’t be that difficult. I say this jokingly, but honestly a little serious. For the Pharisees and scribes were known to be very hypocritical. The Pharisees and scribes were more concerned with keeping the traditional ceremonies, then having an active relationship with God. The Pharisees and scribes were known to put in a show of cleanliness and loving God mercy.

I would imagine this it something like persons we might know who only do something kind to/or for someone, if there is something to gain. The Pharisees in many ways of their practices, made themselves idols. Which, we should know by now; making of idols even person idols is not of God or in keeping with God’s laws.

I feel the need to provide some explains of idols for those that may not understand or maybe idols one may not have thought as being idols:

Celebrating a celebrity is a form or making an idol.

How so?

Please do this exercise:

Watch a video of a concert of a popular singer/performer today. Observe the masses of people who cheer and glorify the performer. Look at the concert goers signing along. See the masses of fans raising their hands; praising. Hear the masses cheering, singing along, and even shouting words of love towards the show. Buying tickets to a concert; is sewing into satan’s cause/kingdom. (This curse ones finances.) Person travel for miles to attend a show. (This curses ones movement on the earth)

Many will say this can be true. Many will say this is too far out. But the devil counts on people saying this. The evil ones, want people to not understand. The evil deceive.

Want to compare?

Watch a video of a praise and worship service to the Lord our God.

Now I am going to put this out there for others to understand, speaking in the spiritual warfare, going to concerts not of God; this is satanic ritual. Yes. I know this may sound far out there, but concerts and award shows are nothing more than satanic ritual and invoking of demonic forces. Awardees accepting a gold or silver statue?! Yes. It says right in the Bible not to make figures etc of gold, silver, wood, or even now in modern times plastic(not in the Bible because plastic didn’t exist, at leas that I know of); so yes this is satanic.

Let’s take a look at award shows.

When the awardee accepts the award. The awardee receives praise and cheers. The praise and cheers are a sign of praise and worship. It is very important to not only look at those being awarded and/or having concerts only, but notice those behind works of the person getting the award. The works produced that award; the evil fruits. For example, there is no coincidence that many celebs are thanking satan in their acceptance speeches. While the the speech thanking satan; the crowd laughs. Laughs as if the comment is a joke. I guarantee everyone of God; this is no joke. The celebrities thanking satan; are in fact thanking satan. This is also an act of luring unknowing masses into agreement with satanic worship.

How can one be free from watching, celebrating, and or endorsing award shows or/and concerts; Repent. Repent to God. Pray for deliverance. Pray to be release from any covenants made with evil ones knowingly or unknowingly. Fast. Fast and worship God.

21. “Thou shall not kill”,“Those who murder others shall be judged by the Lord our God.”

Now, I want us to not simply look at killing with a gun, knife, hand or other object. There are many ways of which sadly that evil ones use serval forms/ways to kill many. Drug dealers, doctors in the form of mass/falsely medicating for profit, drug companies raising prices on medications, to the point many die not able to afford treatment, drug companies withholding cures for profit, companies(food and drink) knowingly poisoning the masses through placing toxic chemicals in consumers food and drink; sadly I could name so many. Companies placing toxic chemical on products.

Chemicals that absorb threw ones skin, causing cancers, tumors, organ manipulation, or death. My point in offering some examples: is to not scare many, but the help make others aware the importance of reviewing and praying over everything what we consume/purchase/ and come into contact. (Most importantly praying over and anything we purchase or take on to ourselves.) Furthermore, the governments or state agencies, that allow this poisoning of it’s citizens; are guilty as well.

22. “Whosoever is angry with his brother without cause shall be in danger of judgement”

Many may not realize the power of words. This honestly is a topic God has been working on me with since Oct of last year. With my military back ground, (yes) I have been known to “have a mouth like a sailor.” It has been a chore to learn new words of expressing discontent with a situation and or person, but like I always say we all have room to grow.

Moving on, God spoke world into existence. God has given us power and authority here on earth. This means the power we have is not only the power we express in actions or thoughts, but words. So, why do some of us not think our words are so very powerful?

Calling someone certain labels, is/can be poisonous. Calling someone certain negative words, is essentially cursing that person in the spiritual realm. In the physical realm, calling a children negative words, can affect them in several hurtful and long lasting emotional and mental ways. Mental and emotion childhood wounds/hurts can last into their adult life.

Im sure many have heard of the experiment where there are two plants. On plant is told hurtful and negative words; with shouting and cursing. The other plant is spoken words of love and positive nature. The plant that wilted and died, was as many would guess; the of which plant negative words were spoken. The plant that was loved on and cared for; flourished in grew and health. This experiment, shows how words can bring life and abundance to a living things or persons. OR, words can be used to damage and even kill.

Personally I grew up not hearing very kind words about myself. I was told how my face had many scares and I was pretty except for my “scare face”. I was told often, how I was stupid and dumb. Which, lead to years of poor grades and self doubt. But, course I was punished for acting out exactly what was negatively blessed/cursed upon me. Terrible I know. Believe me, I know I lived it. There were many times I would cry at night wondering, “what I had done so terrible in my past life to deserve such hurts.” I guess, even then I know more than I thought I knew. Let’s just say it took years to break out of those curses that were placed on me by those I loved and I thought loved me. It took years to heal those wounds that were caused by the careless ways I was treated. I personally I am so very grateful for the mentors that I was blessed to have as a child. I promised myself I wouldn’t act or speaks those types of words to my children. God answers prays.

As children of God, can we please make a promise to God and for the good of others; not to speak words such as:

You’re no good.

You’re just like your father/mother.(in negativity)

You’re mom that(something terrible here); so you will be too.

You think you're better than us, because you have an education.

You wont make it in college; you’re too dumb or lazy.

These are just some examples of words that can lead to the death of hope and faith in a person. So let’s not allow, entertain, or encourage death by tongue.

For the record; I’m not a politically correct person. I don’t buy into the evil spawns that are using politically correctness and twisting this into ways that damage the fabric of truth. But, there is a huge difference between letting someone know when they are wrong and have wronged you. To the far dark side of aiming to hurt someone with words and curse them.

Being assertive and being aggressive. Different.

For those that are in need of some spiritual healing I encourage them to maybe check of the link to Praying Medic. I personally have used some of his expertise and have found great peace. He also gives courses for a fee. I am hoping this summer when I take a long awaited break; to dive into these courses. It's an investment in our future so maybe check it out. (No I'm not being paid to endorse or affiliated. I am sharing information hoping to help others heal. These sources have (after prayer), been revealed to me by God as being truly of him. It is best to always confirm with God and ask for God’s guidance when seeking out God’s leaders and sources.

(https://prayingmedic.com/2014/07/07/emotional-healing-10-minutes-to-freedom/) Praying Medic link.

23. 24. “If you are leaving your gift at the alter and you remember your brother or sister have something against you ; go and reconcile; then come back and offer your gift”

Before someone can go to God, Yeshua, and the Holy Spirit; we need to try our best to make peace with/in our relationships. This, could be why many on their death beds; confess huge scandals. This, maybe why just before a hanging or lethal injection; some try and apologize or leave loved ones with moving memories. Maybe, this is why so many of my exes call to apologize before they move on to a new relationship or get married. (Hahaha!!!!! A little humor, but it's true.)

What to do when the roles of repenting or apologizing are reverse:

It’s also important when these persons call to make peace with us, we allow our opportunity to make peace and give grace. Forgiveness and prayer are powerful. Does this mean we need to allow some who had/has wrong us back into our lives, No. But accept the apology? Maybe. Give Grace and Forgive, Definitely.

I know some hurts may be too dramatic and cuts to fresh, but what God commands is: peace, forgiveness, and grace. Since, I don’t know everyones hurts or whom has cause those hurts; Pray to our God. Pray for healing, pray for those who have wrong us, Pray for the hurt to be taken away, and Pray for the hurt when taken away; to be replaced with the love of Yeshua.

I have been told by a Pastor, for those who I felt I could never forgive to pray for them and pray for myself being unable to forgive. (Those fellow military members). Those members who were/are very high ranking of my former chain of command and their comrades, who attacked me. Thus bringing an end to my military career.

Honestly I had a very difficult time with forgiveness. I held on to that anger and pain. I felt in some ways, the anger and hurt was all I had left of the military and a career that I loved so very much.

I was like, “No, No, No I shall not forgive, I shall not forget, I will not let this stand.” But to be honest, I was continuing to let them hurt me. By holding on. Meanwhile they were off living their best life(in my mind). Being promoted, being loved by family, and more. While, my whole life was falling apart. My family, my health, my mind, my spirit, and tragically; my will to live.

So what did I do, well I continued to pray. I continued to call on God to hold me because I was so very lost. And, Im not kidding, I felt someone Hug me. This hug I felt while I was in my bed crying so hard I thought my chest was going to bust; gave me peace, gave me love, gave me a renewed hope. I decided that night, I would try to forgive and have peace. No, the change did not happen all in one night, but just over time and constant prayer. The change happen with out me even knowing I; I honestly am far better now then I was 5 years ago. I notice the memories of them attacking hurt less. This is when I thanked God, Yeshua, and the Holy Spirit. To God be the Glory!

So just as I was advised I’m advising others. Pray to the Lord our God. Fast and meditate on God’s word. Truly accept Yeshua Jesus Christ into our lives. Ask for the Holy Spirit to fill the void with love and health and release the pain.

God, is a faithful God and a gentlemen; one has to ask, dedicate, and commit. Throughout the Bible, the Great Yeshua and people of God were active. They roamed. They sought out God and God’s favor. Just in this trying times, so shall/should we.

So have peace my friends. Let us continue to seek God. Ask God to replace the fragments of heartache and pain, and sorrow, and disappointment with love, peace, righteousness, and wellness in/of our souls.

25. “ Come to terms quickly with your accuser while you are on your way over to the judge; if not you will be handed to from the judge to the guard and into prison.”

I feel I’m being led to mention us asking for forgiveness of/for those we have wrong. Fessing up to wrongs we have committed, is not only important for our growth spiritually, but in many cases for the healing of others.

If someone is so prideful they can not admit when they have done wrong, they are actually doing themselves more harm than good.

So why don’t most of us repent or admit when we are guilty, wrong, or show remorse?

Maybe we are worried we will not be forgiven? Maybe apart of us believes or may think the wronged party in someways deserves the treatment or words (even though hurtful).

In today times the suing culture, many are afraid of the law getting involved. This may be a hot topic for some. There is only one way to know for sure is to go in pray to our Lord. Seek advice from almighty God. Ask for guidance from the Holy Spirit. Pray, fasting, and repenting is the road to righteousness.

There are many who feel they have do many evil deeds. There are many who feel God could never forgive them for their past. But, I say to those this: God love us. God is for us. God is a right and just God; YES! But God is also about forgiveness, grace, and mercy. There is nothing we can repent for that God does not already know about. So, let us go to our Father in pray. Let us repent for the attacks we have done or let others commit. Let us try. Try for our future in heaven. Try for the remainder of our lives here on earth.

Remember “faith the size of a mustard seed”

Remember “ blessed is he”

Remember “the promises of our God”

Let us pray.

God today we pray for us to be humble and kind to one another. Lord, we pray to unite as the Army of God and fight evil ones attacks. Yeshua Jesus, we pray for the protection from the evil ones attacks. We pray the evil ones plans trying to poison and harm us in anyway shape or form be return to them to suffer the faint they had wished for your people.

We pray the evil ones be cast to the feet of Yeshua for judgement, so they can no longer harm your people. God, we pray for those world wide furthering your kingdom here on earth. We pray for the safety and guidance of all the Prophets. We pray for the protection of our Leaders who are truly of you and doing your work here on earth.

God, we pray for POTUS, Q, Q+++, and Patriots world wide that are fighting to rid this world of those who seek to destroy your agenda. I pray God keeps everyone safe and blessed.

In Yeshua Jesus Christ loving name.

Amen

Prayer from 22 Feb, 2019

God, tonight we pray for more confidence and conviction in faith. God, tonight we pray to walk more in your ways.

God, to night we pray more hearts and minds come to accept Yeshua as their Lord and savior.

God we pray for our light to shine throughout the world. Wherever we stand, walk ,lay, rest, and roam. God, we pray more of your children spread the gospel and the good news of your love helping to bring more souls to your kingdom. God we pray those we need to repent with a full and heavy heart.

AS always, we pray for the safety over our POTUS, PATRIOTS(world wide), Q, Q+++++, Prophets, and fellow Christians. I pray, everyone be cover by the blood of Yeshua and God will be done. I pray, for the removal of every corrupt person/leaders in any position of power and authority. I pray those who harm and abuse those who depend on them and or aid them; be taken out of those positions and replaced with Christian and true Patriots of nations. I pray God keeps everyone safe and blessed.

In Yeshua Jesus Christ loving name.

Amen

RECAP: I will be using my Second Edition Fully revised and expanded book: The Jewish Annotated New Testament. I purchased this book from Barnes and Noble a while back. I have provided the link below incase anyone is interested. No, Im not paid or sponsor by this book, editors, or writers, or Barnes and Noble, just sharing information. (Plus, as a side note I personally don't like it when information of where to look up reference with held when I am watching others on channels etc, so I try and provide the sources of which I am gathering information.) https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/the-jewish-annotated-new-testament-marc-z-brettler/1125563566

This is just me doing my part to share THE GOOD NEWS, from a study Bible new Christian study person view of the world, experiences, and study bible sorts. So I completely understand any others interpretations, but this is my blog so obviously that interpretations I write with my views and applications to my life, from my life. I pray this helps others. I pray I can help further God's kingdom here on Earth.

I pray God be with us in our study and guide us to wisdom, knowledge, and discernment; for our souls shake. In Yeshua Jesus loving name. Amen. I will be going through this study bible book by book, verse by verse. While comments are welcomed, any negative and evil comments will not be tolerated(towards myself or others) by me.

I don't aim to divide, but bring us together as sisters and brothers in Christ. I can accept different points of view, but evil words will never be tolerated or welcomed. It is ok to disagree, but not to attack. It is ok to have a different view or interpretations, but not to curse(spiritual definition).

And as always if others have information to add, or thoughts to be considered, please post in comments sections.

Thank you friends and Christian family.

Blessings,

Marie

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