I have a fanfiction idea in my head and I can't for the life of me write it properly cuz I have rewrote it like seven different times but
I want a Jim Kirk trying so hard to be the perfect Vulcan bondmate for Spock and just being so miserable but trying his best. And for Spock to immediately notice within like the first month or two and being like stop it "I did not bond with you Jim to have the perfect Vulcan bondmate I bonded with my irrational illogical emotional human" and it like being angst filled in the beginning but like end in such fluffy nonsense
"There is a whole galaxy out there. Full of people who will reach for you. You have to let them. Find that person who seems farthest from you, and reach for them. Reach for them. Let them guide you."
Why does this in all seriousness look like the poster for a comedy where an environmentalist activist hermit targets a rich asshole’s yacht club party and then it turns out they’re actually long-lost twins
For the most part I like to think of SNW as another alternate reality. But then when I get sad about all of Spock's straight relationships in SNW I like to think he is the same Spock who is suppose to meet AOS Jim and lives just long enough to make sure him and Kirk have their 'special friendship' again.
my hot take is that jadzia dax is everything people assume kirk is. a bon vivant verging on a hedonist. a scrappy fighter. a playboy with like twelve sex partners on every planet, starbase, and science outpost in the quadrant. loyal to her friends to the death. always like a LITTLE drunk. in command. drawn as if by fate to an emo alien who's traumatized and repressed and has a lovely baritone. a top