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dnpbeats Ā· 2 months
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Judd's childhood headcanons?
You betcha šŸ¤­
Tags: idk like mentions of violence and such, Judd being a pyromaniac from a very young age, dead bugs?
Author's note: if we donā€™t get a baby judd episode in the new season I will riot (,:
Judd childhood hc's
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Both of his parents were absolutely over the moon when he was born
Imagine being an only child in the Birch household, like ngl that sounds pretty sweet
He had their attention aaalll to himself, and he thoroughly enjoyed itĀ 
He was quite an active child too, not like hyper but always doing something he was definitely not supposed to do, so he needed either one of his parents to watch him constantly anyways
I feel like he was a pretty ā€œnormalā€ child until Leah was born, sure he was a bit harder to watch than average 2-year-olds but it wasnā€™t to like a concerning degree or anything
That was until Leah was born
Suddenly having to deal with a new sister, unleashed little monster-gremlin Judd
Not even like five minutes after she was born, when he got to see her in the hospital, did he call her ugly and bald
He probably had an identity crisis when his dad told him he looked like that too
Anyways, Elliot was really empathic towards him, even though he was definitely becoming a bit of a spoiled brat
Like, he sat him down and was like ā€œI know itā€™s hard for you to get a new sister, but think about how much sheā€™s going to look up to you, blah blah..ā€
Judd did not listen
So for the next few years, his mission became causing as much trouble for everyone around him as possible and then finding a way to blame it on Leah
Obviously, no one believed that an infant thrashed the house and set fire to a bunch of ants in the backyard
(It was hard to believe toddler Judd even managed to do it lmfao)
Thatā€™s another thing, like he wouldnā€™t hurt big animals, like cats, dogs, raccoons, ect cause he likes those
But heā€™s definitely responsible for the bug population in town drastically decreasing lol
He would be that type of little kid who burns ants, crushes snails and squeezes bugs to death
I was reading IT right, and patrick apparently has a whole pencil case filled with dead flies AND WHY IS THAT SO JUDD
I could see him bringing that into kindergarten, and when itā€™s art time he pulls it out and shows the teacherā€™s kinda proudly and theyā€™re all like šŸ˜§āœ‹
This was how he ended in therapy, too
Diane getting a call like ā€œYeah, uh, your son has a pencil case full of dead bugs and heā€™s scaring everyone pls come pick him upā€
She wasnā€™t even mad, bc if youā€™ve seen my other headcannons, yk it would just be even more confirmation that Judd definitely inherited a lot of things from her
He was definitely a very stab-happy kid too
Iā€™m talking deliberately sharpening his pencils to a point and using them as weaponsĀ 
I can see him having a slingshot too, he would sit somewhere his dad couldnā€™t see and just shoot rocks at him
Poor Elliot, Juddā€™s abuse and gremlin behaviours definitely affected him the most
Diane could actually get angry so Judd didnā€™t dare mess too much with her, and Leah was just a baby so her reactions were usually pretty boring
She didnā€™t even care when Judd showed her the dead flies smhĀ šŸ«¤
So Elliot was the only good targetĀ 
Judd was very, very annoyed though, at how he never really got angry, like heā€™d always just praise Judd for his creativityĀ 
If heā€™s too mean to his dad, Diane will also get mad at him lol
So itā€™s about finding a balance ykĀ 
But back to the therapy thing
I donā€™t really think Judd got diagnosed with anything, besides being a creepy ass kidĀ 
If being creepy is a mental illness, count me in too idc
But like, thereā€™s nothing inherently wrong with him, he just really enjoys causing trouble
So the only thing the therapist recommended was stricter parenting
As both him and Leah got older, his plans of getting rid of her became more thought out as well
Thereā€™s that one scene where Nick is a newborn and Judd tries to set fire to Leahā€™s hair
That is definitely a recurring thing, like he realised if he truly wanted to get rid of Leah heā€™d have to try something,,, more effective than leaving her random places and trying to get his parents to hate her
So setting her hair on fire seemed like a good idea
I donā€™t think he grasped the idea that she could actually die, but like if her hair burned off she would be ugly and their parents wouldnā€™t like her anymore yk? Something like that
Where did a six year old get lighters?? I would like to fucking knowĀ 
This was also around the time he started to realise, that maybe murder and thrashing the house all the time was not a good idea
Diane probably had a talking to him, and was like ā€œNow youā€™ve got a new brother, you canā€™t be trying to set his crib on fire or anything, youā€™re too old for that nowā€
That made him switch out his lighter for scissors and that was when is Chucky arc properly started
He cut a b i g chunk of Leahā€™s hair off while she slept, he cut up a lot of his dadā€™s clothes and tried to stab multiple of his teachersĀ 
Like, one of his teachers would go on to have Leah and Nick later, and would always tell them the story of how much of a menace Judd was and show them their scissor scars
Judd was definitely very spoiled too, he used to act kinda like Nick when he was youngerĀ 
Little manā€™s thought he was king of the kindergarten frĀ 
Probably carried over into his first years at school too, like 1st to 5th grade Judd was not much differentĀ 
Omg,, he was a biter too
Like I can see Diane getting mad at him and hoisting him up by his shirt or something, to carry him to his room, but he would just try to bite her the whole time
The same with his teachers, you touch him, you get bitten
I can see him getting into a lot of fights with other boys at school too, either for making fun of him or his dadĀ 
Elliot came to pick him up one day and was like singing a little goofy song or whatever, and the other kids wouldnā€™t stop making fun of himĀ 
(Aw, thatā€™s so cute, little Judd secretly defending his dadā€™s honour at school)
Bc he definitely wouldnā€™t tell his parents the real reason he got into a fightĀ 
Also, if anyone was bullying Leah in the schoolyard, Judd would straight up just spawn
His spidey senses was tingling frĀ 
But he wouldnā€™t (And still wonā€™t) hesitate to knock anyone whoā€™s mean to his sister the fuck outĀ 
I feel like heā€™d also secretly slip something delicious he got in his lunchbox into Leahā€™s
Like, if she had a bad day at school and Judd so happened to have a candy bar (probably stolen lets be honest) He would make it suddenly appear in Leahā€™s lunch box and act all oblivious about it
Thatā€™s another thing, Judd was straight up just born w/o a moral compass
Even as a kid, he didnā€™t really see stealing, violence, ect as wrong
Well it all depends who heā€™s stealing from or beating up or whateverĀ 
But yk, Diane was (and is probably still) like that lol
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aleksa-sims Ā· 2 years
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RL Simself-Story (18+)
CW: addiction, pain, birth control, blood
The next morning when I got up I was fine! I got ready for work and said goodbye to Daniel. Shortly after he left, I suddenly got extremely severe pain.
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Daniel (to his cat & me): I have to go! And you bud, take care of her. If Tarek canā€™t get his lazy ass off our couch, you show him whoā€™s boss here!
Me: If Tarek doesnā€™t get up, Iā€™ll show him where the door is! šŸ¤Ø
Daniel:Ā That was just an exception! And he got us our drugs last night...I wanna share my apartment just with you and no one else!
Me:Ā I hope we can talk about this one...thing later! šŸ˜”.....Bye, D.!Ā šŸ˜˜
Daniel:Ā IĀ miss you already now! šŸ˜˜
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After I changed, I went to clean up the kitchen a bit before I left.Ā T.Ā was already awake and wanted to leave, but he saw that I was not well. He offered to clean up, so I could sit down a bit. Since I was really very dizzy, I accepted T.ā€™s offer. I went straight to the bathroom! I felt like I was getting my period. And yes, I had some blood on my panties. So I changed again.Ā Back in the living room I got such an intense, strong pain in the lower abdomen. I just curled up and sat on the couch. I was in so much pain...
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Tarek: Fuck, A.! Youā€™re bleeding, for sake of fuck!!Ā šŸ˜§
Me:Ā Please get me a towel from the bathroom! šŸ˜–
Tarek: Sure!.........Here!...Youā€™re crying? That bad, huh? šŸ˜Ÿ
Me: My mom! šŸ˜¢ Sheā€™s not here! My whole family is gone. They went on vacation with my sis for a couple of days, because she was sick. I-...Idk what to do? This really, really hurts!Ā šŸ˜Ø šŸ˜°
Tarek: Calm down!...Iā€™ll take you to an ER.Ā 
Me:Ā I hate hospitals! šŸ˜©
Tarek: How long have you had this pain? Do you feel that it gets better or the pain gets stronger?
Me: I had this pain months ago, just very easy. But this now is...almost unbearable.
Tarek:Ā Sorry, but... are you pregnant? šŸ˜• It looks to me like youā€™re having a miscarriage.
Me: Are you a doc or what? šŸ¤Ø
Tarek: No, of course not! But Iā€™m an EMT, thatā€™s my job, you know?
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Me:Ā YOU!?? šŸ˜¦ A druggie!
Tarek: Iā€™m SOBER at work, damn it! And now, come on! You need help! Youā€™re getting paler! Daniel will kill me, if I let you die here!
Me:Ā Ok. šŸ˜Ÿ
Tarek: You will see, once you have been examined and given medication, you will be back home. Can you walk alone or should I help? My car is not far away.Ā šŸ˜• šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø
Me:Ā No, thanks! I can do it myself. And you donā€™t have to stay with me, Iā€™m gonna call Sandra.
Tarek:Ā I have to leave anyway, you know? I get my apartment key today so I donā€™t have to stay overnight.
Me: Thatā€™s good! And thank you for taking me to the ER.
Tarek:Ā That goes without saying!
Me:Ā Maybe youā€™re not as bad as I thought!Ā šŸ˜¬
On the way to the emergency room, I called Sandra. She immediately came to me. šŸ˜¢šŸ¤šŸ¤... If T.Ā didnā€™t help me, I would have called D., but T. did a really good job, I have to admit. Still, this guyā€™s really crazy! A druggie whoā€™s an EMT! šŸ˜„ šŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļøĀ 
In the hospital a gynecologist had to examine me. The doc noticed that my hormone-free diaphragm (Ā hope this is correct!)Ā was no longer in its place. Where is it? ThisĀ doctor wondered? šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø To find out, an ultrasound was made andĀ it was still in my body, but not where it should be! My doc warned me about this and that it can get lost without me noticing it. Thatā€™s why I had it checked out 6 months ago and everything was ok! This doc in the emergency room found this all totally strange.Ā He said a diaphragm is NOT recommended for young women who do not have children yet. But I donā€™t tolerate hormonal contraception (the pill)!! šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø
I told this doc, that I had this pain a few times during and after sex. But it was very easy & quickly gone. This started when I was with Philip and since then, Iā€™ve had it again and again. Then this doc asked me some very intimate questions. How often I had sex and how regularly especially.Ā Because based on what came out of the ultrasound examination and from my answers, he suspected, I might not be able to have kids anymore.šŸ˜Ø In addition, I have also had probs with my period, since the pain started.... To be absolutely sure, some tests were made and in 3 weeks, I should come back to discuss the results. He prescribed me antibiotics for the inflammation I had and removed this thing. At this point he couldnā€™t give me a reliable prognosis about the healing process. He only briefly explained to me, that in my uterus are some.... strange scars, that should not be there and suspected that this inflammation was the cause.
While I was being examined, Sandra got HUNGRY šŸ¤¤ ,Ā again!Ā So sheĀ spent our money on food. She had no cash with her and since I was a bit weak, she simply called P. to drive us home, because Philip was still at home for 2 weeks, before he has to leave for university again. I was so glad when I saw him šŸ’™, he made me feel that everything will be fine. šŸ˜­ As always!
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And yet I hurt P. so much, because I fell in love with Daniel.šŸ˜” šŸ˜¢... When I left the emergency room with Sandra & Philip, I definitely felt better.
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Hi, it's Nini āœŒšŸ½šŸ˜§
I honestly don't know what to say. Oml. There's so much to say and so little words out there for me to express how in awe i am of your way with words. The flashback was just so adorable, him making her stuff even though he's mocked by everyone because of the disaster he's created but not caring because his little girl loves it šŸ„ŗ excuse me whilst i vomit because āœŒšŸ½šŸ’€ daddy issues āœŒšŸ½šŸ’€ it really makes you think where did they go wrong. Like he was her everything and then they became so distant because of Jake's militaristic ways it's honestly really sad. It also really reflects on real life and how past experiences can shape someone for the worst because he was so carefree and then he just...wasn't šŸ˜­ and honestly as much as i want to fault him, at the same time i see where he's coming from, even if he hasn't been going about it the right way. It's the only way he seems to know.
Her saying she'll protect her siblings had me smiling so hard, since she was so young it was all she thought about and even now you know she'd die for them. Her mixing letters and whatnot is just so cute and funny, Lovak's villain origin began from there šŸ˜¶
ā€œWill you paint me like this when I finally get an ikran, too?ā€
Erm....so about that...
Him saying he would and so would Neytiri because its what families do but we know they didn't get to is honestly, heartbreaking. AND THEN THE FLASHBACK IS OVER AND NEYTIRI IS SPREADING THE BLOOD. GENIUS! Absolute genius šŸ‘šŸ¼ šŸ™ŒšŸ¼
Neteyam being in control despite losing control internally is so sad because it makes you realise how much he had to grow. Lo'aks reaction was perfect. Just...cold. Completely different than how he is normally, honestly it was delicious angst like whew family suffering because of near death experiences? yes please šŸ¤ Neteyam being the one to comfort his family and even Lo'ak with Tuk was so adorable. Kiri just being in Pandora Jesus mode and taking up a spot with her grandmother in the tent is so Kiri šŸ¤£
Nowwww the Neytiri throwing fists as Jake was a solid for me, he needed that. Sure it wasn't his intention but it still happened. The bit where you mentioned the adoption ceremony had my stomach churning, I'd like to believe even if that did happen the reader wouldn't stand for it she'd be like fuck no, cause sure her dad is thick but he's her dad, that's her person, he's still the same man that sat by the river and made trinkets for her just to see that big, shiny smile on her face.
I'm curious, did Lo'ak run because he overheard the conversation of the possibility of her being adopted out or because he was panicking about the whole situation??? I just assumed it was the first but it could be a mix or the latter. It was great to see how close they all are despite there being strains within the family due to tense relationships amongst some šŸ‘€ members šŸ‘€ im looking at you Mr. Sully.
Her Ikran having the colours of Toruk dkkskskskaka ugly keyboard smash because that's so fitting. Lo'ak saying he wanted to fly with her šŸ„ŗ they all lost out on her big moment. AND THEN HER IKRAN HAVING LOST HALF OF ITS FIN TAIL AHHHHH LIKE??? I THOUGHT OF TOOTHLESS STRAIGHT AWAY AND WAS LIKE AHHHHHHHH CAUSE OML THE HTTYD MOMENT IS SO CUTE. Despite Toothless having lost half of his own tailfin he was still one of the most powerful which has me thinking whether her Ikran would be the sameeeee šŸ‘€ hmmmm....it would never fly again- like haha ik something you don't *whispers* prosthetic fin like yall have scientists do your thing šŸ§ she's not putting her ikran down lmaooo that's just clown thoughts jake, she's gonna love him as he is, that's her best friend now
AND AHHHHH HES GONNA SPEAK TO HER AT THE TREE OF SOULS IM SO HAPPY ITS THROUGH THAT AND NOT IN PERSON BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS ON THE LINE EVEN MORE CAUSE IF SHE DOESNT ACCEPT šŸŖ¦ lmaoooo....wheww....
Anyways oml i think i rambled so hard so sorry but it needed to be done, you write so much it only makes sense to give a detailed comment
I'm ready for the waterworks that will arrive in the next chapter, they're gonna be so vulnerable i love it. I was listening to Father and Son by Cat Stevens and its so fitting for them šŸ˜­ like....
"I was once like you are now and I know that it's not easy" PLEASEEE ITS SO THEM!!!
Also "From the moment I could talk, I was ordered to listen" NETEYAM THIS ONE IS FOR YOU!!
But also like if we just skrrt skrrt to Avatar Canon and look at A:twotw this is totally Lo'ak and Jake's song šŸ’€erm lemme just go sob šŸ„²
Song Link: https://open.spotify.com/track/3KLnsi2ikPi2AqJObRHp10?si=l7SWTH6gQvu68llhMHpvXQ
btw to answer your question from your previous response yes i'm from England hence the "mum" šŸ¤£ i hope i didn't make some stupid typo...
- Nini āœŒšŸ½šŸ„“
HEY NINI!!!!! Welcome back AHAH I cannot believe I really predicted ur nationality from how a simple word is spelled I AM SO SORRY I COULDNT KSJDSKSLJ
Your thoughts and insights on the chapter has me GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET AHHHHHHHHH I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I CAN ADD TO THEM BUT SBDHSHDBSH
Like, that flashback was really meant to show how different Jake was. How relaxed he was with sister!reader, how good everything used to be... growing apart from that closeness is just SO SAD.
Thank you for saying it's genius it was my peak moment I think. Idk if I can symbolize better than this HDSDHSJ
"that's just clown thoughts jake, she's gonna love him as he is, that's her best friend now" EXACTLY EXACTLY!!! Also I'd been keeping this inside but like. it's meant to parallel jake's paralysis too -- that ikran's lost his legs kinda, just like him. so it's meant to symbolize a lot (for jake) if I can do this right!
as to why lo'ak ran off, it was a mix of everything. he was panicking, his parents are fighting, all of them are listening in and he couldnt take it anymore, so to speak! AND THE SONG YOU PUT STOPPPPP ITS TOTALLY JAKE AND LOAK SHHESDSHD IM IN MY FEELS!!!! I think you'll like their little scene in chapter 5 then....
Thank you again Nini!
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km0xth Ā· 1 year
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I write for a living so here's the first chapter of my G.W story on wattpad reminder that there is probably lots of spelling errors Which is on me.
This is also a normal story so no smut šŸ˜§
ļ¼¼ā (ā ^ā oā ^ā )ā ļ¼
As she's finally back in her dormitory she looks in it with a feeling of loneliness only for a letter to be on a desk. "Hi Honey I know you told me you didn't want your own room but I did it anyways! I don't think you should share a room with people who don't respect you! but I'll see you during winter break. Love mom <3". Cosette signed as she sat on the bed, "She didn't need to give me a room," Cosette thought to herself. A little knock on your door and the door opens as you see the long ginger-haired twin. He sits down next to you only to break the silence that is going on.Ā 
"So... Your own room. might be quite nice right I mean like noise-wise?" George gives a light smile looking at you.
"No George It isn't I told her I didn't need my own room there are people who need their own room more than me and what does she do? throws around a feud about me getting my room!" She answers frustrated laying down on the bed. "How about you cool off... In the snow! It's snowing outside, We could have a snowball fight!"He blurts out as if She'd laugh at something so stupid.
"Sure why not"Cosette said getting up and taking the scarf she threw on the chair and walking out of the room as he follows like a little pup. As they are walking out a boy comes towards us it was our good friend. Eli, He is a half-blood older brother to Seamus and isn't as bad as he looks he'd always have everyone's back if they were late. At least the people he likes, He was wondering where we were going George told him that she wasn't in the mood so were going outside to "cool" off.Ā  He slowly goes away from the conversation as he's trying to catch up with her walking with a quick speed.Ā 
"Hold on love you're walking too fast" George speaks as his walk becomes faster to catch up to you and stops a minute to catch his breath. Cosette finally slows down as they're outside the courtyard The snow has made it up to her shoes. A small smile is shown, Cosette has always liked the snow even if it's freezing. She kneeled down to pick up some snow to make a snowball as she was making it George is right behind her. She looks up to see him smiling only for him to get hit right in the face by a snowball from his own twin. Cosette could hear Fred laughing with Angelina, Cosette honestly thought this day would be terrible but snow always brightens her day up and never has not stopped doing so.
"How cruel, Honestly Fred has anyone ever taught you manners?" She says throwing the snowball She had just made.
"Not sure. But I didn't know a snowball fight had to be all about manners" He answers throwing a snowball only to hit a tree. Cosette laughed as this whole Snowball fight passes by so quickly it felt like 10 minutes. Ever since it passed everyone's packed in warm clothes and hot chocolate and whatnot.
She'd listen in to the conversation Fred and Angelina are having about professor Burbage having a project about Muggles and their daily life using electricity and other stuff from the muggle world. As She started to lose interest in the conversation she turned around to Eli where he was talking to Neville and Ginny. He had a great friendship with those two and then She turned around to The one person next to her. George, Honestly Her best friend and she wouldn't change the world for him. Last year when Cosette had come here after getting expelled from the last school she was in because of something she didn't start. but It was only because she broke the girl's nose. She started it yet Cosette got ploughed for it and got expelled. Guess that was an opportunity for her mother since she wanted her to go to Hogwarts cause her Father wanted to. it was his only dream yet she never saw him. she thought It was a good thing she came here, after all. look at all the people she's friends with now.Ā 
"oi come on we gotta get to class" Angelina spoke getting up from where she just sat. so the fuss began as everyone started getting their stuffĀ  George had already taken his stuff and held her book bag in front of her to take it. as they walk to the classroom there's just silence there. No first-years running around confused or people skipping, the halls empty except for the two of them walking. "hey I was wondering if you wanted to go to the cinema after this class is finished? cause I saw this really interesting flyer of this movie I'd think you'd like." He said holding his books and looking at her as were outside the door to the classroom. "No thanks, George Kinda just wanna go to bed after this class honestly. But maybe next time I'll go" she smiled as she opens the door to take her seat next to Angelina and he takes his seat next to his twin. they used to sit together but then Angelina well Fred started babbling which gotĀ professor Burbage on her last nerves so she separated them, Cosette thought she made a stupid choice considering she swapped George and Angelina and They can't shut up when they sit next to each other. but it didn't matter cause soon they'd switch with each other cause George and Cosette were Working together on this project And as soon as she was done talking.
"so what should I be writing this time while you explain"George looks into Cosette's open book and awaits her answer"
"I was thinking we could talk about the many jobs of a muggle such as normal jobs here like the Doctors and nurses, Law enforcement and other stuff," she continue the conversation looking at him with a tiny little smile.
"Sure, so shall we work?"He answers taking out his pen and pulling out a new page in his book.
"Yes, we shall".
Ā As for the project they talked about other things as well like the Triwizard tournament and how cool it would be if it happened here. and then he told her how he would definitely join even if he wasn't old enough. As we continue working and having our conversation a Hufflepuff comes up to us. "Mind if I borrow a pencil?" The brunette-haired boy spoke looking at Cosette. "Course Hufflepuff, "She said as she took out a pencil from her bookbag giving him it.Ā 
"Hufflepuff?"He looks at her curiously.
"I don't really know your name so I've been calling you, your house name 'Hufflepuff'." She points at his tie with his house colour only for her to give him a kind smile. "It's Cedric, Cedric Diggory." He gives a quick smile before leaving back to his partner. Cosette continues talking with George about the Triwizard thing as he's all quiet.
"What's on your mind George?" she asked him while she stopped writing and turn to look at him.
"Nothing It's just you seemed to have a nice conversation about a pencil."He comments writing down the things she said earlier about the jobs.
"Are you jealous of a Hufflepuff asking if he could borrow a pencil?" She chuckles at his reaction. Cosette thought to herself "I mean. I don't even know the guy besides he looks like the most uninterested person here.". "of course not"George answered still looking at his paper.Ā 
"Don't worry George you're the only one I like so don't worry about me leaving you" She laughs as she continues talking about the project until professor Burbage says something about the class being finished. "And remember this project shall be finished next week! not the one after next week." She clears her throat as everyone walks out. As Fred and Angelina walk in front of Cosette and George the silence is back until She finally starts talking.
"George if your so jealous then may I remind you? Your the only person here whos interesting." She finally says as her walk quickens and George his left in the hallway.
(I'm not sorry for the cliffhanger)
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sparklingchim Ā· 2 years
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Lmao under my post i read a comment which said that they dont say they dont believe me but it sounds straight out of a fictionā€¦ā€¦. pls when i tell you that this is very much true šŸ˜Ŗ but dont forget we were in 4 grade and like 10 ? but even then this whole thing was so confusing for me bc this all actually happened on a class trip we did for 5 days to the countrysideā€¦. i remember it like it happened yesterday its actually one of my key memories. But i have another story for you which you wont believe as well. From 5th to 7th class i had this huge crush on this guy in my class and for all this time i didnt know if he liked me back or not but we got along pretty well. In 7th grade we played tag youre it like normal kids would do and his best friend looked at me like šŸ˜ and said: are you together or what ? and i was so embarrassed and was like ā€œno why would be ?ā€œlooking like a whole tomato. Anyways, a few days later we are all outside bc it was break time and then he ( my crush ) all of a sudden comes where most of my class was playing and chilling at and he goes: idk who spread this rumor but i am not in love with ( my name ). Everyone looked at me and i was so embarrassed and heartbroken and when he went away they cane at me and asked me if i liked him and i obviously had to play it cool and was like: no ? wtf ? and THEN A FEW WEEKS LATER while me and my best friend were talking abt who fits whom the most in our class , my crushā€˜s best friend ( the one who asked me if we where together bc we were playing tag youre it ) came and wanted to know what we were talking abt. My best friend somehow told him and then he looked at me and was like: and who fits with ( the name of my crush ) and my best friend said my name AND GUESS WHAT ?! he ran upstairs to my crush and told him abt it and when the break was over we had to go back to class, so im going up the stairs and the best friend of my crush comes at me and asks me if i want to be together with my crush. WHEN I TELL YOU MY HEART STOPPED WORKING ?! and i was like no ? bc i thought they were playing with me and all of a sudden i felt like i dont like him anymore ? does that make sense ? and then he was like: hes to shy to ask you, be together with him and i said no i wont. ( By the way my crush was hiding behind the toilet door and thought i didnt see that mf there ). They tried to persuade me for over a week until i said yes bc i felt so pressured. We were together for like one day but i never even talked to him in that day bc i was so embarrassed and obviously didnt like him ? I broke up with him the next day and he didnt accept it and tried to persuade me to stay with him and i was like no, i wont. In all honesty, after i got to know that he liked me back, my whole crush of two years went away in that moment and in that moment i knew i didnt really like him but rather the idea of HIM liking ME, isnt that crazy ? Anyways, so we went back to class after i broke up with him and he sat right in from of me and then we had to write a little test and he looks back at me AND HE LITERALLY CRIED and whispered ā€œpleaseā€œ and i ignored him bc he got on my nerves smh like why are you crying rn ? and then I obviously got an A in that test ( a bad bitch gotta do what a bad bitch gotta do ) and he got an F. He messaged me for over A WEEK after that trying to get me back and after one week i lost my patience and told him that its enough and you know what ? that mf all of a sudden went from ,, pls come back to meā€œ to ,, you played with me didnt you ? you never even loved me !ā€œ and i was like šŸ˜§ what did he sayyyyyy ?! so we started arguing and i told him that he and his friend pressured me for over a week to be with him so i said yes but us breaking up is the best for us bc i dont like you smh, like we are KIDS. When i tell you that he asked me: can we still stay like really good friends ? and i was like ofc we can why not ? after that he never spoke to me again even when we were in the same class and started bullying 5 graders. That boys ego was broken so hard it scares me till today.
noo i totally understand what u mean!! once my crush asked me out in 10th grade and i was just like šŸƒā€ā™€ļø need to go bye šŸ‘‹
but it's so crazy how that boy acted in 7TH GRADE like ??? if he already acted like that while being so young i don't wanna know how he's like as a grown-up šŸ„“šŸš©šŸš©
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