Hi! im not sure if you read tags on reblogs. But your recent drawing of Steve in trans colours.. was that meant to be a reference to the Vibes he has, or is it a confirmation of anything...? He'll still be transition goals no matter the answer, but i was just curious how /hj or /srs it was.
It's serious! He's trans. Got transed by werewolves.
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also bad news i think the new med is making my anxiety worse. and it sucks bc it is definitely helping with everything else. but i also think maybe the first med is just finally starting to work? bc i was reading people’s experiences with it and how long it took to really start working is how long its been for me (on the higher dose) and i hope thats the case bc i do not like the new one at all
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Ofmd is..not at all what i was expecting
Why did not a single one of you tell me that they were vaguely given pirate characters and told to improv about it and that most of them are bad at improv but really trying their hardest
Maybe i shouldve guessed but i was expecting like.. a show. Like a real show with written scripts not this (kind of awkward) bumbling around a scene for longer than is needed until the directors decide to spare us and show a different bumbling scene
Props to queer eye for the pirate guy who is trying his damn hardest, theres a lad who knows when to chomp on that bit but watching this show overall feels like a trainwreck. Like im still gonna watch if you get just the right amount of high and accept that this is an ongoing theatre improv scenario not a television or streaming style show then you can still have a good time i think, embrace the cringe and whatnot and i know you tumblr hoes love it so ill stick it through to the end but can someone please at least tell me that good omens is like.. a show with a script? When i get to it ive heard such good things and if its just more college improv id like to maybe skip it please i think ofmd is enough improv for me
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I know it's at least one half the sleep deprivation speaking but man I'm just SO worried that I'm going to make myself hate this job. I'm worried I'm gonna really start to hate it and I'm gonna leave on bad terms and then I'm gonna have fucked up the objectively best job opportunity I've ever had
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watched s5ep15 and 16 and having thoughts about the dynamic of faith and buffy. they're the only ones who understand each other. they dont know each other at all. they have lived the same terrible burden the same pressures and yet not at all. buffy wants faith to be responsible and serious but buffy hates doing it, she knows it is hard and painful and terrible and eventually she gives it up and is devastated when they bring her back to keep doing it. faith just wants to live. faith wants to love and be loved but she doesnt know how and she's jealous and hurt and upset and wants to be listened to but she doesnt listen and she doesnt let herself care and she doesnt let other people care for her.
the fact that they both directly experience each other's lives. that buffy sees how unfairly treated faith is, that no one listens to her, that they are just going to kill her. i think there should have been more of the scooby gang putting pressure on faith (thinking she's buffy) but even without that at the end faith understands that fighting bad guys and saving people is buffy's job. that it should be their job. she saves the girl at the club but she also goes back. she goes to the church when she hears people are in trouble. she knows that, at the very least as buffy, it is her responsibility to do something. that she cant just leave.
but shes still afraid and doesnt know what buffy thinks and feels guilt and hate and sadness and loneliness. so she hits buffy first, before buffy can hit her, before she can lose again, hit first so you dont get hit. thats how she's lived. and then buffy swaps them back and she has to be herself again. her plan has been foiled and her head is racing and she's lost again and she doesnt know what to do other than run. and buffy doesnt know what to do but let her. one of the few people who can match her. someone she cares about so much and yet hates and fears so much. an example of all the ways she could go wrong. an example of all the ways the world could have done her wrong. i love them
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im deciding to look on the positive side of everything which is that i get 2 see my family an entire month early !! even tho it sucks we wont get 2 see a solar eclipse... it also means i wont miss my siblings birthday :]] which well its gonna be rly hard not t just shower them in all the stuff ive bought them JDNRJFNGN
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