#litg lucas koh

[0shewrites0]

After everything happened from S5, I think we owe Lucas an apology for getting accused of being a "snake cheater".

Babes.

Wtf is everyone on about, claiming Lucas to be a cheater*??? For all we know he’s not? Yes, he brought back Blake, but do we ever see them all over each other and snogging each other’s faces off and stuff? I DON’T THINK SO. That’s boy’s pining hard for MC and everyone knows it. Hell, even BLAKE KNOWS IT. That’s why she asks MC for tips on how to get Lucas on her good side. Didn’t you ever think how desperate and petty that was? Asking the girl he’s still hung up on for advice on how to basically get him to be hers, bruh 🫠

And all this is besides the point that they’re not even in real relationships. Not at this point. Casa Amor was always going to be a challenge and he acknowledges that too on their roof terrace chat after Stick & Twist.

The more I think about it the more it’s something I can forgive very easily. Especially knowing (or more like, headcanoning) what went through his head during Casa Amor and how his anxiety hit him hard. I’ve said it so many times but Lucas really really only wants MC, period. Blake was a mistake, a misstep, but never anything real and I’ll die on that hill.

* I got another anonymous ask about Lucas having cheated previously (he admits to that on one of the roof terrace chats). They wanted to know what my take was on that and all I’ll say to this is, yes, he cheated and that’s awful. But it happened once and we don’t know the whole story. Maybe his ex did something that made him cheat on her. Or maybe she DIDN’T give him what he asked for and then he cheated. It’s no excuse, obviously, but stuff like this happens all the freaking time. Also, I feel like all that happened a loooooong long time ago. And it’s not like Lucas is a fuckboy who “beds everything that walks” because, I mean, his body count is 7. I think it was an honest mistake and he made his peace with it. Maybe it was at a point in his life where he didn’t know who he was and what he wanted. But he doesn’t regret it anymore because he forgave himself for it and I think we should too.

#litg #litg s2 #litg lucas #litg lucas koh #litg headcanons #rae answers

[queen-of-boops]

Summary:

Elys needs to pass anatomy: only problem is she spends every class daydreaming about her crazy hot professor. And when he offers to give her a private lesson things get a little... hands-on.

Pairing: Lucas/MC

Word Count: 4,385

Rating: E

Read here on ao3.

Tag list: @litgreadersroom @alex-is-my-sexy-handyman @0shewrites0 @kunepie @differenttyphoonwerewolf

It's been a joke for a while that I should write anatomically correctly Lucas smut, and this is the result. Thanks for everyone who's encouraged me to work on it, I had a fun time with this one.

#litg #litg ff #litg fanfic #litg fanfiction #love island the game #litg fanfics #litg lucas #litg lucas koh

[eskiix]

Playing By Your Rules - Epilogue

Lucas Koh x MC - Post-villa, Friends with Benefits to Lovers Fic Read on Ao3 Posting this beautiful art of Lucas and Katie again, because PBYR is finally complete! Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to read it! I'm going to miss writing for these two <3

Fic Summary: Fresh from a break up, Lucas meets Katie. Flirty and fun, but emotionally unavailable, she's stuck in bed and bored out of her mind after breaking her ankle. What better way to cure her boredom and help Lucas get over his ex than by falling into bed together? Their arrangement has three rules: No kissing If it stops being fun, it ends And - most importantly - no catching feelings

#Playing By Your Rules #PBYR #Litg fanfic #Litg fanfiction #Litg season 2 #Litg fic #Litg Lucas #Litg lucas koh #lucas koh #litg fanfiction

[wardingoffevil]

Lucas Koh as a Dad

Hear me out…

This one is hard for me because I’m one of those who can’t see him as a father. Yes, it’s canon that he doesn’t want kids. So I’m going to step out of my comfort zone to deliver.

The only way he would become a father, or even entertain the idea of being a father, would be if he found the right person first. It would take years and years of begging and pleading for him to agree. Or a divine miracle. That being said, if he becomes a father, he’s only having one child, and it will be a girl. A son would trigger his trauma with his own father, and it would make him a cold and distant father. If he chose to even stay in his life, but that’s a different story for a different day.

🖤 Trust me, they already know it’s a girl. Lucas knows the entire process and what it entails. He’s going to go through it with ease. He’s going to be reluctant to hold her because, frankly, he’ll be scared. So many emotions will be going through him, but he’ll be calm and collected on the outside.

🖤 There is no one on Earth that will be more protective of his child than Lucas Koh. I mean that man will know where his daughter is, who’s with her, what’s going on with her, at all times. He will have a hawk’s eye on her.

🖤 Lucas may not always be the one getting up to change or feed her. In fact, I do see him considering a full-time live-in nanny.

🖤 The more that the reality sets in, he will become more in tune with fatherhood. It will scare him to death. He’ll constantly need reassurance. He knows he can provide financially for her, but he’s more scared of providing emotionally to his daughter.

🖤 If you think he’s going to be the type of dad to play dress-up or dollhouse, I’m sorry but that isn’t him. If she wants to play doctor, though, that’s more his thing. That’ll include him explaining what the tools are for. She won’t understand him but continue playing.

🖤 It’s true this little girl will have everything she could ever dream of: the sun, the moon, and every star. However, she will be used to hearing the word “no” sometimes. The last thing Lucas wants is a bratty child.

🖤 You know how parents go all out for their kids’ first birthday? Lucas will have the most exquisite, most lavish party for his daughter.

🖤 Lucas will regularly attend therapy. Having a child really made him think about his past. He doesn’t want his daughter hating him or resenting him later on, so he wants to work on healing his trauma so he doesn’t repeat it.

🖤 This is really random but I can also see his daughter being extremely beautiful. Even as a newborn. She’ll be one of those adorable little girls with pretty, long, straight hair. The older she gets, the more she resembles Lucas.

🖤 When it comes to her education, Lucas will have her enrolled in the most top notch school around. If there is one thing he’s strict on it’s her grades. He wants her to have an education before anything else. He wants her to be successful. I can definitely see him enrolling her in boarding school.

🖤 Dating will be forbidden until she moves out on her own. In his house her education comes before dating. Lucas isn’t stupid—he knows she’s beautiful and her peers know it too. If she does sneak around and date, without Lucas knowing, well, let’s hope she doesn’t get caught. Yikes.

🖤 I don’t see him always attending her events or activities because of his work schedule. He does try. He really does. Sometimes he just can’t get out of it.

🖤 Once a week, Lucas takes his daughter out to any restaurant of her choice. They order the same thing and sit at the same table. After eating, they go shopping or any activity that she wants to do. He enjoys one-on-one time with her. He enjoys making memories that will have a big impact on her.

🖤 Becoming a father has made Lucas grow as a man. Will he have fights with his daughter? Absolutely. He knows that. Instead of being passive-aggressive, like he usually is, he’s the first one to apologize. Especially if he overreacted. She is far more important to him than holding a grudge.

🖤 It may have been a long journey, but eventually Lucas will learn that he is capable of loving another human as deeply as he does his daughter. The fear of making a mistake will never leave him entirely, it’ll always be there. Every father has it, and Lucas knows it’s okay. He may not be the type of father that Bruno, or Gary, is but that doesn’t mean he loves his daughter any less. Lucas is the type of father who teaches structure and discipline. She knows she is loved, and wanted.

Okay, anon, I hope you enjoy this! It was a wild ride. I hope the Lucas stans enjoy this! 🥹

#litg #love island the game #litg s2 #litg season 2 #litg eitv #litg lucas #lucas koh #litg lucas koh #fatherhood moodboard #fatherhood #father #dad #lucas as a dad #girl dad #fusebox games #fusebox #moodboards #head #lucas headcanons #thanks anon! #anon ask

[csmicletters]

When you realize you only like Lucas because of the daybed scene when Rocco leaves.

It is still one of my favorite scenes but they should have given us similar options in other moments of the season for sure.

#litg #love island the game #litg mc #litg s2 #litg lucas #litg lucas koh

[voile-de-lune]

Lucas: sims edition

I had this sitting on my draft for too long, it was time to set it free 🤍

#litg lucas #litg lucas koh #sims 4 #litg #litg s2 #cleaning my drafts

[mercedesdecorazon]

💫Fanfic Update💫

✨️Alien✨️

Chapter Four

She had let her anger get to her and now she was the angry black woman on the show.

I need to calm down quicker. I can't let myself get angry again. I need to be careful.

Her heart beat fast and she was frightened. So frightened. For how the viewers would see her and for her place in the show.

This was a game after all.

Tag List: @0shewrites0 , @shanaywright , @sparxaf , @lasswithumor , @fujiihime , @beesandfigsblog , @sailorpleiades , @notasdriedapricots , @mrsbsmooth , @itsrealityboo , @i-boop-you , @csmicletters , @vulnerabledime , @orangecandi , @starsarestars , @ordoesshemouthfuckyouforever , @kvngdomheartz , @luckyqueenreign , @future-mrs-suresh , @rebelrayne , @eskiix , @queen-of-boops , @kunepie (If anyone wants to added to the list, please let me know.)

#litg #litg season 2 #litg s2 #litg lucas #litg mc: rosalia #litg mc #litg lucas x rosalia #litg lucas x mc #litg ff alien #litg and black women #lucas koh #litg lucas koh

[vulnerabledime]

I’m obsessed with Lucas. Please tell me something about our boy!

Ahhhhh Lucas Koh, my favorite man 😍

-I feel like my version of Lucas is sometimes different than others or goes beyond canon. I’m forever stuck in alternate universe with him and I want him to do different things.

-I’m a HUGE advocate for Lucas being a dad as a lot of people know. I really feel he’d make a perfect father but I know it’s something he’s uncomfortable with.

-Lucas enjoys spa treatments more than any other LI in the game. Lucas will head to the mail salon before MC does making sure he’s well groomed at all times.

-Along with the salon Lucas will make use of spas. He’d make sure to take MC to spa retreats where they’d have couple massages and facials. They’d have the most relaxing and romantic time.

-Lucas is the CEO. I’m a huge sucker for CEO stories, currently rewriting one at the moment. There is nothing sexier than Lucas in a suit and tie.

That’s all I got for anon! I hope you enjoyed some of these! 💛

#litg #litg lucas #lucas koh #litg lucas koh #head canons #anon

[theinkedpages]

this time, it's goodbye

“The number you have dialed is either unattended or out of coverage area; please try again later.”

They are over. Finished.

She is gone, and he is late. Far too late to fix his mistakes. Too late to make things right between them. Too late to say sorry… again.

He dials her number, hoping she picks up. But the answer is the same.

“The number you have dialed is either unattended or out of coverage area; please try again later.”

Lucas grips his phone. Beside him, on the kitchen counter, the note she left behind sits crumpled, tear-stained, and almost tearing. The new gift he bought for her rests across the room, ribbon untied, and its content spilled.

I’m sorry, too, Lucas, her note says. Now, she is the one apologizing; for leaving him. For saying she has had enough of his apologies. And for, finally, having the courage to say no more.

No more gifts. No more apologies. No more, I’m sorry.

This time, it’s goodbye.

part one: i'm sorry, too

thank you to the lovely, @richdesire for this idea! this took me a while to finish but, it's finally here, yayy!

#jeuel: writes #jeuel: drabbles #jeuel: litg drabbles #litg drabbles #love island the game #litg #litg s2 #litg lucas koh

[javsarts]

Been meaning to post this, cuz I thought doing the challenge might be fun lol. Anyway! Here are the LIs that made me spend the entire summer on my bed.

Most of them are from the amazing IFs and games that hooked me so far ehe~

Xelef is from A Tale of Crowns by @ataleofcrowns

Lucas Koh is from the Love Island the Game (yes this brain rot of a game)

Sebastian is from Stardew Valley

Grayson Black is from Mind Blind by @mindblindbard

Adam du Mortain is from The Wayhaven Chronicles by @seraphinitegames

Morkai is from The Soul Stone War by @intimidatingpuffinstudios

#the wayhaven chronicles #twc #stardew valley #mind blind #the soul stone war #tssw #a tale of crowns #atoc #litg #litg 2 #xelef #lucas koh #sebastian sdv #adam du mortain #a du mortain #grayson black #morkai #i like bastards ok #and green eyes #all of them gives me a headache except Grayson #my art #six fanarts #art dump

[0shewrites0]

They make Lucas' zodiac sign ambiguous, because at first he was Leo, but now in CMM, he's Aries? Which one of these signs suits Lucas?

Hi nonnie, I’m so sorry I just got to answer this ask. I was going to answer it a while back but I guess life happened 🙃

So I compared what I know about these signs with facts from websites, and I’ve got to say, at first glance, there are traits in both zodiac signs that could make sense for Lucas. But when I dive deeper, I feel like Aries is a better fit than Leo.

And here’s why (I’m going to highlight the traits that can be attributed to Lucas):

Leo personality traits

Strengths: Creative, passionate, generous, warm-hearted, cheerful, humorous

Weaknesses: Arrogant, stubborn, self-centered, lazy, inflexible

Leo likes: Theater, taking holidays, being admired, expensive things, bright colors, fun with friends

Leo dislikes: Being ignored, facing difficult reality, not being treated like a king or queen

Aries personality traits

Strengths: Courageous, determined, confident, enthusiastic, optimistic, honest, passionate

Weaknesses: Impatient, moody, short-tempered, impulsive, aggressive

Aries likes: Comfortable clothes, taking on leadership roles, physical challenges, individual sports

Aries dislikes: Inactivity, delays, work that does not use one's talents

I think it's pretty self-explanatory, lol. But I just wanted to quickly pick out three characteristics and add something to them to explain myself further.

Optimistic | I feel like Lucas is optimistic to a certain extent, but he can also be very pessimistic. Maybe it would be better to call him a realist who is optimistic when the situation calls for it and pessimistic when he’s… well… moody.

Aggressive | He can definitely be aggressive, but more in a verbal-aggressive way. It’s pretty much established that out of Kassam and Lucas, Lucas wouldn’t be the one to throw hands. I can imagine him pushing someone hard in the chest, but if he can, he will primarily use his words. I’m just going to say “king of sarcasm” and leave it at that.

Comfortable clothes | I hc he secretly likes to just wear sweatpants (those light grey ones? Mmmh 🤤) and a tank top when he's home alone. He'll always have his hair styled, but sometimes he likes loungewear and won't sit on the couch in trousers or jeans when he's alone or with Henrik.

I hope that answers your question! I’ll tag @queen-of-boops and @eskiix too because maybe they have something to add to this 🤍

#litg #litg s2 #litg lucas #litg zodiac signs #litg lucas koh #i love him

[queen-of-boops]

Summary: Lucas and Dani have been happily coupled up since Lucas entered the villa, but Nope has other plans...

Written for the @litgwritersroom prompt: re-write Operation Nope.

Rated Teen.

Below the cut or on Ao3.

Huge thanks to @ellegreenwxy for betaing!

“Mmm, something smells amazing.”

Dani giggled as he hugged her from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder.

“Oh, did you want some?” she teased, pushing his plate out of his reach.

“You know better than anyone that I worked up quite the appetite last night.”

She flushed immediately, likely replaying last night’s events in her mind. The two of them had been voted into the Hideaway and Lucas had been determined to make sure it was something she wouldn’t forget anytime soon.

Dani playfully shoved him away. “Sit. Eat.”

Obediently, he took his seat, taking a bite of the pancakes she’d sat in front of him.

“I love it when you’re bossy,” he said, smirking at her.

Her grey eyes sparkled with amusement. Even as she feigned annoyance, those eyes told him all he’d ever need to know; she was happy. Happy with him.

From the moment he’d stepped into the villa, Dani had been the one to catch his eye. For five days, he’d sat in his hotel room, bewitched by this artsy, bold girl he saw on his screen. He’d watched the other guys fall over themselves to impress her, watched as she’d skillfully and kindly rejected all of them. If he was being honest, he was so nervous that she’d do the same to him that their whole first date was a happy blur.

But for some reason, she didn’t reject him. Lucas was terrified he’d do something to chase her away, but it hadn’t happened. Her attention seemed firmly fixed on him, never straying as he integrated himself into the villa.

She just made it so easy. From the very first time she’d smiled at him, she’d made him feel relaxed, like he could actually be himself around her. Dani brought out the real him; he shared parts of himself with her that he’d thought he’d locked away for good.

“Babe?” she asked, a nervous crinkle forming between her brows. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah. I’m great.”

~

“Ugh,” Hope said with an eye roll, watching as Dani and Lucas made eyes at each other across the breakfast bar. “They’re insufferable.”

Noah sighed sadly, while he didn’t necessarily agree with Hope’s statement, he could understand not wanting to watch them together. Dani was the only girl in the villa who seemed completely uninterested in him. Which only made him want her more.

She was funny and gorgeous. And exactly his type on paper. Noah felt like he could talk to her about anything. But while he’d really wanted to kiss her after she spent half an hour debating the best Toto songs with him, she’d made it very clear that Noah was just a friend.

But at least she’d friendzoned everyone.

Then Lucas strode into the villa, dragging Thor Junior in his wake, and Dani had fallen head over heels for him. To say that stung was an understatement.

“He shouldn’t be with her,” Hope spat.

“Maybe you’re right. But what can we do about it?”

Hope got that look in her eye. The look that said she was going to get what she wanted and no one was going to stop her.

“What if one of us tried to turn their heads?”

“Dani isn’t interested in me,” Noah admitted dejectedly.

“For now. But what if her man was suddenly out of the picture? Then she’d have nothing else to do but come cry on your shoulder.”

She let the idea hang in the air, let it take root in Noah’s mind like a weed. The more he thought about it the better it sounded.

“Alright. Let’s do it. You’ll try to graft Lucas then?”

“Oh hun,” Hope said with a feline smile, tossing her braids over her shoulder. “There is no try.”

~

The feel of Dani’s lips against his was lingering in Lucas’ mind as he strode through the villa. How was it that in less than a week, this girl had imprinted herself on his life? Even when she wasn’t next to him, he could hear her laugh.

“What’s got you grinning like a schoolboy?” Hope asked, pulling him out of his daydreams. “It’s Dani, isn’t it?”

He noticed that her smile didn’t quite reach her eyes.

There was no point in denying it. He, Lucas Koh, the man who put up so many walls, was completely and utterly whipped. And it had only taken Dani five days to do it.

“Yeah, it’s Dani.”

Hope sighed, sliding a little bit closer to him. “You know I love Dani, but do you really think she’s the right person for you? Or is just an infatuation?

“What are you trying to say?” he growled.

“Lucas, come on. Do you really think she’ll fit into your life?” Hope purred, her manicured nail dragging against his chest. “Dani? The girl who doesn’t know when to stay quiet and thinks fifty pounds is a lot to spend on a pair of shoes?”

A small smile formed on his face as he pictured his father’s face when he brought Dani home. No, Dani was not the type of girl Lucas typically dated. But maybe that was exactly why he was so drawn to her.

“You need someone who’ll fit right in. Someone more…high class. Not that there’s anything wrong with Dani!” Hope hastily added, seeing the anger on his face. “It’s just…you live such a posh life, Lucas. Shouldn’t you give someone else a shot? Someone who wants that life?”

“Someone like you?” he asked, lifting his brow.

“It’s just a suggestion, babes.”

God, he would’ve laughed if he wasn’t so damn angry. Hope was exactly the type of girl Lucas had dated in the past. She was cool, calm, and collected; a force to be reckoned with. Objectively, she was perfect for him, a beautiful, ambitious woman who’d challenge him in every facet of life.

But as he looked at her, her lips parted slightly as she tilted her head up towards him, practically begging to be kissed, he felt nothing.

Because she wasn’t Dani.

“No thanks, I’m good,” he said, stepping back quickly.

He strode out of the living room, leaving Hope behind him, gaping like a fish out of water.

“Lucas! I was just looking for you!” Noah said cheerily.

That was weird. Noah wasn’t exactly unfriendly, but of all the guys in the villa, he was the one Lucas had talked to the least.

“Um, hey Noah.”

“Did Hope talk to you?”

“Yeah, I just left her.”

“Oh, well. Listen, she told me when you came in that she really liked you…”

If Lucas didn’t know better, he’d say that Noah was trying to set him up with his partner. “Uh, cool. Listen, have you seen Dani?”

“She’s by the loungers.”

“Great. Thanks mate!”

Shaking his head, Lucas tried to push the conversation out of his mind. Something was nagging at him though. It was odd, two people coming up to him on the same day to talk about Hope’s interest in him.

“Babe!” Dani called, her smiling making Lucas feel about twenty kilos lighter.

He couldn’t resist wrapping a possessive arm around her waist as he sat down next to her. Nor could he fight the urge to plant a row of kisses on her neck.

“Lucas…people can see us…” she murmured, the breathy pant in her voice spurring him on.

“Let them watch.”

Dani lifted his gaze to hers with a single finger under his chin. “Hey. What’s wrong?”

Of course, she knew something was bothering him. It sometimes felt like she knew what he was thinking before he knew it himself.

“Hope pulled me for a chat earlier…”

Tension flooded her body instantly. Instinctively, Lucas’s fingers roamed over her shoulders, soothing every knot he came across.

“Nothing happened,” he continued. “But she made a pass at me…”

Those striking grey eyes that Lucas loved to see light up darkened with anger. “She did what?!?”

“She was flirting with me, but I shut it down. What was really weird was Noah talking to me after.”

“Nope. Not gonna slide out of this one that easily. Hope tried to make a move on my man?”

Lucas couldn’t fight the smile on his face. It really wasn’t the right time to smile, but he really liked seeing how much she cared.

“Why are you smiling?” she demanded.

“Babe, listen to yourself.”

Dani glared at him, crossing her arms stubbornly in front of her. “I’m pissed off Lucas, I don’t want to over-analyze what I’m saying right now.”

“You just called me your man.”

“Is it too soon?” she asked. All that anger suddenly made more sense, she was scared. There was a part of her that was terrified of losing him.

“Not all. I’m yours Dani. Only yours.”

He watched the emotions play across her face: disbelief, shock, and then pure, unbridled joy. The breath was temporarily knocked from his lungs as Dani threw her arms around him. Laughing, the pair of them fell back onto the lounger in an awkward tangle of limbs.

Heat bloomed in his chest as Dani closed the gap between them, kissing him with an intensity that made the blazing Spanish sun feel downright cold.

Love Island was unpredictable. Things happened that no one was expecting, couples broke up and new islanders came in. He and Dani still had a long way to go until the end, and he knew they’d face their own share of obstacles.

But it didn’t matter. Because she was his and he was hers.

#litg #litg fanfics #litg fanfic #litg fanfiction #litg s2 #litg season 2 #litg lucas #litg lucas koh #litg prompts #love island the game #operation nope

[eskiix]

Playing By Your Rules - Chapter 24 - Deal

Lucas Koh X OC, LITG Post-Villa

Read on Ao3

Fic Summary: Fresh from a break up, Lucas meets Katie. Flirty and fun, but emotionally unavailable, she's stuck in bed and bored out of her mind after breaking her ankle. What better way to cure her boredom and help Lucas get over his ex than by falling into bed together? Their arrangement has three rules: No kissing If it stops being fun, it ends And - most importantly - no catching feelings

#PBYR #playing by your rules #Litg #Litg season 2 #Litg fanfic #Litg Lucas #Litg Lucas Koh #Lucas Koh #Litg fic #Litg fanfiction

[dwiankus]

The

That i know, which are

#love island the game #choices #choices stories you play #playchoices #high school story #high school story choices #two against the world #nicky valentino #fictif nicky valentino #fictif #lucas koh #litg lucas #desire and decorum #ernest sinclaire #beckett harrington #the elementalists #atlas ernhardt #immortal desires #cas harlow #cassius harlow #tyril starfury #blades of light and shadow #the freshman series #zig ortega #zigmund ortega #michael harrison #michael reginald harrison

[beesandfigs-abandoned]

Lucas stans, eat your heart out

yalls man is so HAWT 😮‍💨🔥

#litg fanart #litg #litg lucas #lucas koh #litg 15 days of valentines #current wip

[csmicletters]

sleepless night

Zara woke up to a faint knock to her door, she sleeply rub her eyes and pull her head up out of the sheets looking around to make sure it wasn’t just a dream, when she sees Lucas face poke through her door and he says: — Good morning, can I come in?

She just nod positively with her head not wanting to face what was about to come her way.

She had one hell of a night with almost no sleep after their fight last night, and after Lucas running away from their issues again, she was sure he wasn’t gonna like the solution she ended up coming up with on her own, but she did what she had to do. So, she took a deep breath and fixed herself in their huge bed and caressed her belly, but when she looked up she saw that he had carried in a breakfast tray and put next to her with all her favorites; orange juice freshly squeezed, a waffle with Nutella and strawberries on the side, and she feels her heart swell for a couple seconds until she remembers what’s about to happen.

She gathers her courage and looks at him, who unfortunately looks just as devastated as her, deep bags under his eyes, hints that he had been crying and messy hair, and Lucas never had messy hair, he was still wearing the same clothes he had the night before.

She brings her hands to his cheek and say: — We have to talk, Luke. — and another deep breath just escape her.

He looks at her, full of regret and says: — Please, Zara, I can’t lose you. I know things didn’t go like we both planned but we will figure this out together.

But she continues: — I know I told you when we met that I didn’t care about having kids, it was never my lifelong dream to be a mom or anything like that, and I want you to know that I meant it. But now, the baby is here, and as much as I love you, I can’t do anything about it. If I get rid of it, I won’t be able to live with myself, Lucas. I’m sorry to disappoint you, but I wanna keep the baby, and raise it, even if it means it will be by myself. — She says while sobbing.

— Baby, we have been together for almost three years now, and you teached me so much already, and last night, I spent the whole night walking and than driving around with no direction, not knowing where I was going. Until I started to think why I never wanted to have kids, and you know… Growing up with my dad wasn’t the easiest, he made sure that I was always aware that I could never be better than him in anything I tried to do, he took every chance he had to diminish me, my profession, my decisions, my accomplishments, he was a bad father, he never showed me how to love or that I should be loved by anyone and just like everything else, if I couldn’t be better, how could I ever be any good to a child of mine? Zara, I don’t want you to get rid of this baby, I realize now, I am better than him because I wanna be a better man for you and for this kid, every day, I want you and our baby to feel loved and supported and I don’t want our child to feel the way I did, ever. We are different, and we will do better, we love each other. I’m sorry I didn’t started this journey with you having the best reaction, but I promise you, from now on, I will be by your side every step of the way, no more running. — He says so certain and calmly that it takes her by surprise when he hugs her and kisses her belly, whispering: — Hey little one, I’m your dad, I was already a jerk to your mom, but I promise you she is the best, and we will make everything in our power to make you feel the happiest and most loved kid in the planet.

He looks back at her and they kiss, like they had never kissed before in the almost four years they have been together, they feel like they are exactly where they belong now, and everything is right in the world.

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